sangeyuehou,limoderenmeihuilai,quedengdaotadexinheyiqiankuaiqian。
miaochunyingqingqingmosuozheshoushangdezheifengxin,yanleiyoukaishihualaladiwangxialiu,“xinshangshuo,tayaogenbiedenvrenjiehunle,yihouzaiyebuhuihuiyunansheng,haishuojiyiqiankuaiqianjiudangshiwodebuchang。”
miaochunyingbuxiangxin,toutouzuohuochequzhaolimo。
jieguoquebeilimodemuqinganchulai。
limodemuqingaosuta,limoyijinggenbiedenvrenjiehun,rangtasilezheitiaoxin。
wanbanjuewangdemiaochunyinghuidaomiaojia,xiangjieshuzijideshengming。
keduzilidehaizi,tayouburenxinesha,zuihoujuedingwulunruhe,yeyaobahaizifuyangzhangda。
zhenghaohongxingshengchandaduidelijianguolaoponanchansile,meirenjieshaojileta。
tabugumiaofenghehongxiadefandui,daizheyiqiankuaiqianjialeguoqu。
tabaqianjililaotai,zhitichuyigeyaoqiu。
neijiushirangtabuyaogaosubieren,shennanyanbushilaolijiadehaizi。
miaochunyingbuxiangrangshennanyanyinweimeiyoufuqin,beisuoyourenchixiao。
danshirujinkanlai,tazheiyibuyeshizoucuole。
shennanyantingwanshi,xinlihaiyouyihuo,“ma,neinizuotianweishenmehelaoyechaojia?”
miaonianchunyingzhizheshoulidexin,gengyanzheshuodao:“zuotianwobangnilaolaodasaoweisheng,zaijuzilifaxianleyifengxin,hewodangchukandaodeneiyifengwanquanbuyiyang。”
shennanyancongmiaochunyingshoulinaguoxin,qingqingdakaixinfeng,jianglibianqianhuangsedexinzhichoulechulai。
xinshangxiezhe:“qinaidemiaochunyingtongzhi:
juliwojinideshangyifengxin,yijingguoquhaojigeyue,zheixietianniguodehaoma?
wodefuqinchanmianbingta,zuoweijiazhongdezhangzi,meirixuyaozaifuqindechuangqianjinxiao,yincihuijiayilai,wozhengribenboyuyiyuanyujiazhong,bunenghuidaoqianjinshengchandadui。
shangcinijilaidexin,woyijingzixikaolvbingqieshensishulvguo。
worenweinishuodexinggebuheshi,bingbunengchengweiwomenfenkaideliyou。
woxianghenijianliwuchanjiejigemingyouyi,bingqiehuiyishengyishizhaogunihenidejiaren。
以上是我的诉求。
tongshi,woyefeichangzunzhongnidejueding。
ruoshiniyiranyuanyihewozaiyiqi,neijiuqingnijiwohuixin。
ruoshibuyuanyi,neimecongci,wojiuzaiyebuhuidaraonideshenghuo。
1962nian1yue12ri”
zheifengxinduwan,shennanyankaishilingluanle。
kanxinshangdeneirong,hemuqinganggangshuodewanquanbuyiyang。
shennanyankanxiangmiaochunying,“ma,zheishizenmehuishi?”
miaochunyinggengyanzhe,“nilaoyeshuotanadaoxindeshihou,yiweilimiandeneironghaishigenyuanlaideyiyang,pawokanjianshangxin,jiuzhijiesuozaijuzilile,womaiyuantameiyoubaxinjishijiwo,nilaoyehaimalewoyidun。”
“neiniyougenwo......neigenanrenhuiguoxinma?”
shennanyanxiangshuowoba,quefaxianzheilianggezizenmeyeshuobuchukou。
苗静秋摇摇头。
shennanyanwunai,“ma,jiranxianzaizhidaozheiyiqiekenengshiwuhui,jiexialainidasuanzenmeban?”
“zheimeduonianguoqule...ai,haishisuanleba。”
shia,zheimeduonianguoqule,sheiyebuzhidaolimoyoumeiyoujiehun,yexuhaizidoushengleliangsangele。
miaochunyingzaikandaoxindeneiyishunjian,dequexiangguoquzhaolimo,danmiaofengbatamaxingle。
yaoshilimozhendexihuanguota,weishenmebulaizhaota,dangmianshuoqingchuni?
yexuzheiyiqiedoushilaotianyedeanpai,liangrenzhudingbuhuiyoujieguo。
shennanyanmeiyouzaishuohua,jiranmuqinbuxiangquzhaolimo,tayebuhaoshuoxieshenme。
jiexialaijitian,miaochunyingmeitiandouquzhaomiaofeng,jitadaoqian。
taxiangtongle,jishimiaofengbazheifengxinnachulai,yemeiyouyong。
dangchuquzhaolimodeshihou,tademuqinbahuashuodehenjueqing。
jiusuanliangrenzaiyiqi,tayehuiqianfangbaijidichaisanliangren。
miaofengdechufadiandoushiweilemiaochunying。
funvliangzaishennanyanhehongxiadeyouyiciquanjiexia,guanxihuanheleyidian。
zheitian,shennanyanzaijializuolehuntun,bianbafuhanjingjiaodaojiali。
fuhanjingjiuguotayici,guangzaiguoyingfandianqingyidunfan,kebuhaibuqizheigerenqing。
jiranjiaolefuhanjing,duofangyuanhelvhaoyuyeshiwuguanjinyaode。
fangyuanzuilijiaozhehuntun,yilianxingfu,“jingqiu,zheihuntunhaochiderangrenguangxiangbashetoutunxia,miaoyideshouyikezhenhao。”
yipangdemiaochunyingtingjian,minzhezuixiao,“zheikebushiwozuode,shijingqiubaode。”
“wa,jingqiudeshouyizhenhao,zheihuntungenwomazuodeyiyanghaochi。”
shuowan,fangyuanyouyilianchourong,“laizheieryinianduole,meihuiguojia,buzhidaojializenmeyangle。”
shennanyannengganshoudaofangyuanduijiarendesinian,“fangyuan,woyouyugan,zuiduobuchaoguoyinian,nikendingnenghuiqu。”
fangyuanyanjingyiliang,danshihenkuaiandanxiaqu,“jingqiu,womeishi,buyonganweiwo。”
shennanyankendingshianweitade。
yaoshinenghuijia,tazaojiuhuile。
meijiameihudoudeyouyigerenxiaxiang,jializhiyoutashimeiyougongzuode,suoyixiaxiangshibirande。
meinianxiangyaofanchengderenduoruniumao,zenmehuilundeshangtani?
沈南烟淡笑不语。
lihuifugaokaodetongzhixialai,zhishengyigeduoyue。
zheigeshihou,yinggaiyoushaoshurentiqianzhidaoxiaoxile。
shennanyandasuantidianyixiafangyuan,fuhanjinghelvhaoyu。
“woshanghuiquchengli,tingjianyourenshuojinniankenenghuihuifugaokao,nimensangekebuyaofangqixuexi,shuobudinghuifugaokaoyihounengkaoshangdaxue,neiyangbujiunenghuichenglema?”
fangyuanyanjingyouhuifuleshencai,“zhendema?”
fuhanjinghelvhaoyudaomeiyoutaijingya,tamenliangjiadeqinren,yezaijijitamendexinzhongtidaoguozheijianshi。
shennanyanjianfangyuanxianggexiaohaieryiyang,yihuiergaoxing,yihuiernanguode,buyoudehaoxiao,“wotingneirenshuodebuxiangshijiade,niyaoshihaohaofuxi,kendingnenghuiqu。“
fangyuanganjinbawanlidehuntunchiwan,genshennanyanshuozijiyaohuijiakaishifuxi,xiangzhenfengsidelikaile。
“jingqiu,yaoshihuifugaokao,nihuicanjiama?”lvhaoyuwendao。
fuhanjingyedingzhetakan,xiangshihaoqitahuizenmehuida。
shennanyanyileng,suijixiaodao:“wocaichuzhongbiye,meiyouxueguogaozhongdezhishi,jiusuanqulekaochang,yezhinengnajigelingdanhuijia。”
shangbeizi,tashisanshiduosuideshihoucanjiachengrengaokao,shangledaxue。
xianzaizaobadangchudezhishiwangleyiganerjing,canjiagaokaobuzhiyunagelingdan,danyehaobudaonaerqu。