“baba,nibuyaoguaimama,shiwomenremamabugaoxingle,nibuyaoyinweiwomengenmamachaojia......”
woshenxileyikouqi,meizaikanfengzhaozhao,zhuanshenzoudaochuangbianzuoxia。
jianwomeiyoudalita,fengzhaozhaonaoxiuchengnu,yibazhuazhuwodeshouwanbawoshuaidaolechuangshang,suijipazailewoshenshang。
“nizaigenwozhuangshenme?bushinizhaoyeyerangwohuilaidema?zenmewoxianzaihuilaileniyoubugaoxing?”
tabianshuozhebiandixiatouxiangwenwo,wozhengtuobukai,zhinenghenhenyaopoletadezuichun。
fengzhaozhaochitong,mengdifanshenzuoleqilai。
“nifengla?xianzaiyouzaizhuangshenmeqinggao?”
“luhuainian,nixianzaidehuayangkezhenduo,shuohaizizaiqiangjiubiwohuilai,faxianmeiyongyoulailaozhaigaozhuang,rangyeyejiwoshiyabiwohuijia,xianzaiyouwanzheizhongyuqinguzongdezhaoshu。”
“weilelongluozhuwodexin,nilianhaizidoubuguanle,haizini?tamencaiwusui,nijiubatamenduzirengzaijiali,nizhenshihaodude......”
woshuangshoujinjinzuanchengquan,lengzheshengyindaduanlefengzhaozhaodehua。
“孩子死了。”
fengzhaozhaodeshenzimengdiyizheng,piankehouquechixiaochusheng。
“luhuainian,wohaizhenshixiaoqiaonile,weilezhengchongzhenshishenmehuadoushuodechulai。”
shuowanzheijuhua,fengzhaozhaomeizaikanwoyiyan,qishenwangmenkouzaichu。
lakaimendeyishunjian,fengzhaozhaolengzheshengyinkaikou。
“shinizijijujuewode,shaoquyeyeneikusuwolengluoni,fouzewozhihuigengjuedeniexin。”
fengzhaozhaolikaihou,fangjianzhongguijijing,wohenhenmoleyibazuichun,xiangyaomodiaofengzhaozhaozhanranzaiwoshenshangdeqixi。
wohefengzhaozhaoshixiangaiguode。
fengzhaozhaoshibasuichengrenlineitian,tazhanzaiershisuidewomianqian,shuangjiadaizheyinweihaixiufanqidetuohong。
“huainian,wokeyixihuannima?”
“nifangxin,woyidinghuiduinihaode。”
wangzheshaonvduoshandeyanjing,wodexinrouruanchengleyipianwangyang,guishishenchadidianlediantou。
cihoudeliangnian,wojihujiangfengzhaozhaopengzaileshouxinli,tayebabudejiangtianshangdexingxingdouzhaidaowomianqian。
zhidaoershiersuineinian,yeyejiangwomenliangjiaodaogenqian。
“zhaozhao,huainian,nimendouyijingdaolejiehunnianling,yeyezuozhutiaogehaorizi,banimendehunshibanle。”
congneitiankaishi,fengzhaozhaoduiwodetaidujizhuanzhixia,kanxiangwodeyanshenmanshibunaiheyane。
wobuzhidaowozuocuoleshenme,fengzhaozhaogengbuhuixiangwojieshiyuanyin。
jiehunyinianhoufengzhaozhaohuaiyunle,shengwanhaizihoutagengshiguofen,yeyebuzhejia,gengbuguanhaizi,gongrandaizhezijidezhumaqinfengzhaoyaoguoshi,sihaobuzaihuwairenduiwokanfa。
wobushimeiyouchaoguonaoguo,kefengzhaozhaozhishilengyankanzhewo,zuijiaodaizhebuxiedexiaoyi。
“buguanshifengjianvxudeweizhihaishihaizi,nixiangyaodewodoujinile,nihaiyoushenmehaonaode?”
“luhuainian,nizhidaoma?nidechaonaozhihuirangwoexin。”
congneitiankaishi,wobuzaixunqiuyigeyuanyin,yebuzaiguowenfengzhaozhaozaiwaimianguihun,zhianxinshouzhelianggehaiziguorizi。
jiehunqinian,fengzhaozhaobuaiwo,yebuaiwodehaizi。
wobenyiwei,rizijiuzheiyangmanmanguo,youhaizizaishenbian,wodeshenghuozongshiyoupantoude。
kerujin,wolianhaizidoushiqule。