wojiaoyuwuyou，zhanganchenglichulemingde……ng，buhaoshuo。dieshilibushilang，niangshiguogongfudinv。
guanhuanzhinv，feifujigui。anlishuowogaishineizhongqinqishuhuayangyangjingtongdedajiaguixiu。kewobushi。
woshanzhangdeshipashutaoniaowo，fanqiangdouequan。yijizaipingkangfangdejiusili，genyiqunwankubisheichideyangrouduo。
zhidaowoyujiangushida。zheirenbuzhizende，pianshengyaowangwozheituanliehuolizuan。huixiangqilai，woliangdenieyuan，
dagaishicongneikuaibeiwocaibiandeguihuagaokaishide。1neitianhaoyouyangjunerlawoqupingkangfangkanrenao。
xinkejinshiyaozaiqujiangchipanbaiyan，zuijundeshizhuangyuanlang，juranbineitanhuahaiyaohaokanjifen。wobanxinbanyi。
taqueliangyanfangguang，shuodezhenzhenyouci，jushuozhangdebihuashangdeshenxianhaihaokan。woduishenxianbuganxingqu，
wozhidianjizhefangmenkouneijiagangchuludeguihuagao。fuleqiangangyaoyikou，jiubeirenchaojideyigelieju。
shoulideguihuagaobupianbuyi，pajiyisheng，huzaileyigerendeguanpaoshang。neiguanpaoliaozikanzhejiububianyi，
anwenxiuzhexianhe，yaojianyudaigengshishandewoyanjingteng。woxinligedengyixia。taitou。zhuangjinyishuangyanjingli。
zheirenzhangdeshizhenhaokan。jianmeixingmu，qizhibufan。“guniang。”takaikou，“nizheishi……toushi？
”zhouweishunjiananjingle。wozuilihaidiaozhebankuaiguihuagao，jiaoyebushi，tuyebushi。
yangjunerzaipangbianshijingqiawogebo，yongkouxingshuo：“gu、gushida！xinkezhuangyuan！”e。
jiushineigechuanshuozhongsansuinengshi，wusuinengwen，qisuijiubaguozijianboshibiandeyakouwuyandegushida？
woyanleyankoushui，bazuilidegaoyanxiaqu，gongshouzuoyi。“zheiweigongzi，duibuzhu，wobushiguyide。
”taditoukanlekanguanpaoshangneitannianhuhudehuangzi，youkanlekanwo：“bushiguyide，shiyouyide？
”zheihuashuode。woyuwuyousuirandiaopi，danyezhidaobunengdezuichaotingmingguan，haishigegangchuludezhuangyuanlang。
“zhenbushi，”woconghuailitaochupazi，xiangjitacaca，youjuedebutuo，shoujiangzaibankong，
“yaobu……wopeiniyijian？”taqingxiaoyisheng:“yushilangjiadeqianjin，jiushizheiyangpeilide？”woyileng。
tarenshiwo？yeshi，zhanganjiuzheimeda，wodiezailibudangcha，woneixieqiushigujizaojiuchuankaile。
“nei……gudarenxiangzenmezhe？”woyoudianpoguanziposhuai，fanzhengliandoudiujinle。tadingzhewokanlebanshang，
turanshuo：“tingshuoyu**qiyijingzhan？”wogengmengle。sheichuande？wolianqizidourenbuquan。
yangjunerzaipangbianyijingxiaochushengle，beiwohenhendengleyiyan。“gairi，wodengmenbaifang，yuyu**qiecuoyiju，
ruhe？”wokanzhetaguanpaoshangneitanguihuagao，youkankantaneishuangsixiaofeixiaodeyanjing。
xinlizhiyouyigeniantou：wanle，zheiliangzi，jiedale。2gushidashuoyaodengmenbaifang，woyiweishijuwanxiao。
bijingxinkezhuangyuan，mangzheni，xieen、fuyan、baijianenshi，nayoukongliwozheigebataguanpaonongzangdexiaoyatou。
jieguobangeyuehou，gujiadetiezijiusongdaolewodieshouli。wodienazhetiezi，huzidouqiaoqilaile：“gushida？
neigezhuangyuanlang？bixiamianqiandehongren？tayaolaikanni？”wosuozaiyizishang，
jiazhuangkanchuangwaidemaque：“keneng……shixianggenwotaolunyixia，guihuagaodezuofa？
”woniangzaipangbianqiaolewoyixia：“hushuobadao！dingshinineitianzaipingkangfangdezuilerenjia，
renjiazheishishangmenlaixingshiwenzuile！”“niang，wobushiguyide……”“bushiguyideyebarenguanpaonongzangle！
”woniangdengwo，“daihuiergudarenlaile，nijiwoguijudian！shaoshuohua，duotingzhe，tingjianmei？”wodiandiantou，
xinliquezaidagu。gushidadaodixiangganma？zongbunengzhengenwoxiaqiba。zhengxiangzhe，yahuanlaibao：“**，
gudarendaole。”woshenxiyikouqi，yingzhetoupigenzhedieniangquqianting。gushidachuanzheyishenchangfu，
bineitianzaipingkangfangkanzhegengqingjunlexie。zuozaineili，genhualizouchulaiderenside。wodiegentahanxuan，
shuodedoushixieguanchangtaohua。woyijumeitingjinqu，guangguzhejinzhangle。haoburongyidengwodiehetaliaowanzhengshi，
wodieqingleqingsangzi：“wuyou，haibukuaijianguogudaren？”woganjinfulefushen：“gudaren。
”tataimoukanwo:“yu**，bielaiwuyang？”“tuogudarendefu，tinghaode。”womeigankanta。
“qianjirishuodeqiecuoqiyi，buzhiyu**jinriyoukongma？”tazhijiekaimenjianshan。wodiehewoniangdoulengzhule。
woniangqiaoqiaolalelawodexiuzi，yongkouxingwen：nishashihouhuixiaqile？woyexiangzhidaoa！
“zhei……”wozhizhiwuwu，“gudaren，wo……”“zenme？yu**buyuanyi？”tatiaomei。
“bushibushi！”woganjinbaishou，“zhishi……woqiyibujing，pawulegudarendeyan。”“wufang，
”tazhanqishen，“qiecuoeryi，shuyingbuzhongyao。”wodieganjinshuo：“duiduidui，gudarenshuodeshi，wuyou，
kuaipeigudarenquqishi。”wobeiyahuantuizhewangqishizou，ganjuexiangshiyaoquxingchang。jinleqishi，
gushidazuozaiqipanqian，kanwozhanzhebudong，shiyiwozuoxia。“yu**，qing。”woyingzhetoupizuoxia，
kanzheqipanshangdeheibaizi，toudoudale。“neige……gudaren，yaobuwomenhaishihuangewanba？birutouhu？
wotouhuhaixing。”tayaotou：“jiuxiaqi。”“wozhenbuhui……”“wojiaoni。”tanaqiyikeheizi，
“zheishijiang，zheishishi，zheishixiang……”tanaixindijiwojiangqizidezoufa。wokanzhetadecelian，
yishiyouxiezoushen。“tingdonglema？”taturanwen。“a？tingdongletingdongle！”woganjindiantou，
qishishayemeitingjinqu。“neikaishiba，nizhibai，wozhihei。”wonaqiyikebaizi，bantianbuzhidaowangnafang。
tayebucui，jiuneimekanzhewo。wobeitakandehunshenbuzizai，bizheyanjingwangqipanshangyireng。“pa”deyisheng，
baiziluozaileqipanwaimian。wozhengkaiyan，gangadexiangzhaogedifengzuanjinqu。taqueturanhahadaxiao。“yuwuyou，
”takanzhewo，“niguoranmingbuxuchuan。”woqigugudidengta：“nishuawoni？”“bugan，
”tashoulianlexiaoyi，“zhishijuede，yu**bichuanwenzhonggengyouqu。”“youqu？”wohengleyisheng，
“baguanpaonongzanghenyouqu？buhuixiaqihenyouqu？”“ng，”tadiantou，“zhishao，buwuliao。
”wobeitaqixiaole：“gudaren，ninyaoshixiandehuang，ququjiangchidiaoyuyebidouwoqiang。
”tayebushengqi：“neixiaci，yu**peiwoqudiaoyu？”woyoushiyileng。zheiren……daodixiangganma？
3guojitian，gufulaichuanhua，shuogudarenyaoqudiaoyu，yaoyu**yitongqianqu。woxiangdoumeixiangjiujujuele。
gentadaizaiyiqi，taiweixianle，baobuqiyouchushenmeqiushi。jieguodiertian，
wodieshangwanchaohuilaigenwoshuo：“wuyoua，gudarenshuohoutianxiumu，yueniququjiangchidiaoyu，nikedequa。
”“die！wobuxiangqu！”“zenmenengbuquni？”wodieyilianyansu，“gudarenshishenmeshenfen？zhudongyueni，
shijinimianzi！zaishuole，gudarennianqingyouwei，zhangdeyouhao，ni……”“die！”woganjindaduanta，
“ninxiangshenmeni？wogentajiushipingshuixiangfeng！”“pingshuixiangfengzenmele？duojiechujiechubujiushule？
”woniangyecouguolai，“wokangudarentinghaode，peiwomenwuyouzhenghao。
”wo：“……”hezhenimenliangshixiangjiwoxiangqina？“wobuqu，yaoqunimenqu。”woniutoujiuzou。“ai，
nizheihaizi！”wodiezaihoumianhan。woduohuizijideyuanzi，yuexiangyueqi。gushidakendingshiguyide！
zhidaowodiexiangrangwojiagehaorenjia，jiunazheigelainaniewo。buxing，wodexianggebanfa，rangtazhinanertui。
yangjunerlaizhaowodeshihou，wozhengduizhechuangwaifadai。“choushenmeni？”tanaqiyikuaitangsaijinzuili，
“sheirewomenwuyouda**bugaoxingle？”“hainengyoushei？gushidabei。”wobashiqinggentashuoleyibian。
tatingwan，paishouxiaodao：“zheibuhaoma？gushidaa！duoshaomingmenguixiudingzheni，tazhudongyueni，
nihaibuleyi？”“leyigegui！”wofanbaiyan，“niwangletaneitianzenmejiduiwode？
tajiushixiangkanwoxiaohua。”“yexurenjiashiduiniyouyisini？”yangjunerjimeinongyan，“wotingshuo，
gudarenkeshidiyicizhudongyuenvhaizi。”“taduiwoyouyisi？”woxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，
“taduiquxiaowoyouyisihaichabuduo。”“buguanzenmeshuo，qulecaizhidaoa。”yangjunerquanwo，“zaishuole，
qujiangchineimeduoren，tahainengchilenibucheng？niyaoshishizaibuxiangjianta，daoshihouzhaogejiekouliuzoubujiuxingle？
”woxianglexiang，juedetashuodeyoudaoli。fanzhengquleyebuyidingjiudegentadaizhe。“xing，woqu。
”woyaoleyaoya，“buguowodezhunbeizhunbei。”yangjunerhaoqi：“zhunbeishenme？
”wochongtazhazhayan：“daoshihounijiuzhidaole。”4ququjiangchineitian，woteyihuanleshenzuisujingdeyifu，
toushangjiuchalegenmuzan。bushiweilehaokan，shiweilefangbianpaolu。yangjunershuoyaogenwoyiqiqu，beiwojujuele。
taneikanrenaobuxianshidadexingzi，qulezhibudingtianshenmeluan。daolequjiangchi，
yuanyuanjiukanjiangushidazhanzailiushuxia。shoulinazheyugan，chuanzheyishenqingsebuyi，daoxiangshigexunchangshusheng。
wozouguoqu，tahuitoukanwo，yanliyouxiejingya：“yu**jinridaoshi……posu。
”“panongzanglegudarendeyan。”womeihaoqidishuo。tayaoyaotou，dijiwoyigenyugan：“huidiaoyuma？