第一章
“jiyanbei，ruguoyoulaisheng，wobuyaozaixihuannile……”
fengshenghuxiao，jiqingrangbishangyanjing，zhuiruheian。
但再次睁开眼。
shishuxidefangjian、chenshe，yijineifen……shuxidejiandingbaogao。
shangtianyouyan，jingranrangtazhendeyoulezhonglaiyicidejihui。
kanzhejiyanbeineizhangshuxideliankong，tazaimeiyouleneifenjidong。
她毫不留恋的转身。
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jiqingrangzhanzailoudingbianyuan，hanfenghuxiaozheguanrutakuandadebinghaofu。shenhouhushideyilunshengqingxidichuanruerzhong。
“ei，nitingshuolema？748neigebingfangdebingren，jushuoshibeizijiqingegesonglaide。”
“aiyadouchuanbianle，tingshuoshiyinweibuzunjingtaweilaisaozi。suoyijiubarensongjingshenbingyuanlaile。”
“nahaishiweilaisaozia。jiujintiandehunli，mashangjiumingzhengyanshunle！”
jiqingrangzhanzailoudingbianyuan，hanfenghuxiaozheguanrutakuandadebinghaofu。shenhouhushideyilunshengqingxidichuanruerzhong。
tazuijiaochechuyigecandandexiaorong，leishuimohuleshixian。
sannianle，beiguanzaizheigerenjiandiyuzhengzhengsannian。
dianji、ouda、wuru……meiyitiandoushiwujindezhemo，erzheiyiqie，doushiyutaduijiyanbeineijuyuchundegaobai。
“哥哥……”
taqingshengninan，taiqishanghenleileideshouwan，zuihouyicikanxiangzheigejiyutawushutongkudeshijie。
然后，纵身一跃。
fengshengzaierbianjianxiao，shizhongdeganjueshirucizhenshi。
tahuanhuanbishangyan，shiquzhijue……
jiqingrangmengdizhengkaiyanjing，lenghanjintoulehoubei。
tazhandouzhetaiqishou，shouwanguanghuabaixi，meiyourenheshanghen。chuangtoujushangderilixianshizhesannianqianderiqi，zhengshitanadaoqinzijiandingdeneiyitian。
suihou，juliedetengtongxijuanquanshen，tamengdizuoqishen，wuzhexiongkou，pinmingjiquzheyangqi。
shenxiarouruandechugantixingzhejiqingrangcikedexianshi。
yangguangtouguoshaliansazaimudibanshang，yanqianshishuxidechenshe。meiyoufengsidetiechuang，meiyouxuesedeqiangbi。
这是她的卧室。
neixietengtongsihuhaicancunzaishentishang，jiqingrangbeihouyijingbeilenghanjintou。tajingyibudingdehuanshiyizhou，naliyoushenmeshengyin，fangjianlifenmingzhiyoutayigeren。
ketashangyimiaohaibeisuozaijingshenbingyuandebingfang。
chuangwaideweifengliaoqitadefasi，tamingmingyijingjietuole。
“……怎么回事？”
是梦吗？
tazhandouzhemoxiangzijidebojing，neilishiyipianguanghua。
jiqingrangdiediezhuangzhuangcongchuangshangpaqi，neifenbaogaojiuxiangpanduolademohe，yirujiyizhongneiyangjingjingtangzaitadeyouxiangli。
zhandoudeshoujingzhifandaozuihou，neixingziminghuanghuangdichuxianzaitayanqian。
【jingdnabiduifenxi，paichujiyanbeiyujiqingrangzhijiancunzaishengwuxueqinziguanxi。】
【leijiqinquanzhishu：0.0001】
leishuizazaijianpanshang，taturanxiaochushenglai。
yuanlaishiguangdaoliushizhendecunzaide……
tazhendehuilaile，huidaoleganggangdezhizijiyuanlaibushijijiahaizideshihou……
pingmufanzhelengguang，zhaolianglejiqingrangcanbaidelian。yixingxingwenzihuachengxuying，fangfozaichaoxiaozheqianshideziji，youduomediyuchun、kexiao。
shangyishi，dangjiqingrangzhidaozijidezhenshishenfendeshihou，tadediyifanyingshikuangxi，yiweizheishimingyundekuizeng。
tazaiyewufayizhizijineixindeqinggan，paoquhezijideqingegegaobai。
budui，bushiqingege，tamenmeiyouxueyuanguanxi，takeyimingzhengyanshundexihuantale。
“qingrang，nidaodikaolvhaolemeiyou？zheicijinxiujihuiyouduonandenibushibuzhidao……”
“laoshi，wobuqule，huiyoubiwogengheshiderenxuan。”
jiqingrangjimangguaduandianhua，buzaiqulihuidianhuaneiduanlaoshidehuhan，lianxieyegubushangchuan，jijimangmangpaodaojiyanbeidefangmenqian。
tayongyuanjidetadangshideyanshen，shiyihuo、shiwang，zaidaoyanedeyanshen。
“jiqingrang，nizhenrangwogandaoexin。”
fangfotashishenmelajiyiban。
wangriwenroudejiyanbeixiangbianlegeren，tabajiqingrangsongjinlejingshenbingyuan，meimingqiyuerangtahaohaofansheng。
taguidaozaidi，buduandiqiaozhehouzhongdetiemen，kuzheqiuzherangyishengfangzijichuqu。
fangmenzaicidakai，queshishubujinderumayuzhemo。
“wocuole！gege……wozaiyebuganle……fangwochuqu！wozhendezhidaocuole！”
jiqingrangjianjianmamu，tachengriduozaibingfangdejiaoluo，qiqiuzhejiyanbei，tadegege，zaizhidaozijirencuolezhihou，nengjietahuijia。
“hunlizhendeshijintiana？neihaizhenshigehaorizi。”
“shia，jijiashaoyehexiejia**，zenmebusuantianzuozhiheni？buxiangyouxieren，chengtianzuozhechixinwangxiangdemeimeng。”
hushimenjiaotandehuayiziyijuchuanjinlejiqingrangdeerduo，houbanjugengshitigaoleshengyin，zhizhizhajintadexinli。
chedimomieletadezuihouyisixiwang。
yangguangtouguochuanghu，luozaitadejiaobian。
“jintian……queshishigehaorizia……”
huanghujian，youyizhiyanzicongchuangwaifeiguo。jiqingrangtuozhecanpodeshenqupashangneikuaixiaoxiaodetiankong，muguangzhuisuizheneidaoyijingfeiyuandeheiying。
suijijiushiwujindexiazhui。
tajieshoulezijidemingyun，tanrandiyongbaolesiwang，congmeixiangguozijihaiyounengzhongxinzhengkaiyanjingdeshihou。
“wei，lao、laoshi……”
“nisangzishizenmehuishi？shengbingle？”
jiqingrangtaijiumeishuohuale，yikaikousiyadeshengyinrangbenrendoubuyoudezhoulezhoumei。
“ng，youdianzheliangle。”tajinganzhehuatou，shuochulezijidelaiyi，“laoshi，neigechuguojinxiudeminge，haizaima？”
“aiya！zaizaizai，fangxin！nilaoshiwobiedebenshimeiyou，yigemingehainengliubuzhuma？jiudengnidafule，nideziliaowozheidouyou，xianzaiwojiuqujinizouliucheng！”
jiqingrangtingzheneitouxibuzishengdeshengyin，jihunengxiangxiangchuzijidelaoshigaoxingdeyangzi。
tongku、huihen、xiyue、houpa……
zhongzhongqingxujiaozhizaiyiqi，bianchengdakedeyanleiluoxia，tasimingwuzhuzui，burangzijidekushenglouchuyixingbandian。
gushidekaishiyijingbuyiyangle。
她不要再重蹈覆辙。