第五章 自尊败于现实

“看看吧!”

guqianjuerengleyitahenhoudewenjianzaisongzhangqingdemianqian。

shisongzhangqingdehaopengyoulipeifenggongsijijiangpochandexiaoxi。

kanwanzhihou,songzhangqingjidongdezhanleqilai,danshihuranjueyanqianyihei,sizhiwuli,biandaolexiaqu。

zaiwanquanwuyishizhiqian,ganjuedaoyoushenmerenjiezhuleta。

songzhangqingyijinglianzhejieshisantianle,zheishitaxianglexujiuxiangchulaidelikaizheilidefangfa。

wulunxiaoyuzenmequandoumeiyouyong。

zaicixinglaizhihou,guqianjuezhengzuozaipangbiandeshafashang。

第一意识就是求情。

“guxiansheng,”songzhangqingfeijinquanshenliqiqishenxiachuangguidaoguqianjuemianqian,lazheguqianjuedekujiao,qiuqingdao,“woqiuninle,fangwozouba,woyaoqubangta。”

“he,”guqianjuelengxiao,“nijuedeniyigeqiongxuesheng,nengbangdaotashenme?”

guoranzaiguqianjuedexinzhong,songzhangqingjiuzhishiyigeshenmedoubushi,haoqifudewanwueryi。

danshiguqianjueshuodeyeshishishi,jiusuantahuiqule,younengbangdaolipeifengshenmeni?tashenmedoubushi,zaizheigeshijian,tazhishigerutongfuyoubandecunzai。

jialiqiongdedingdangxiang,douzaipanzhetabiyezhengqianhaoyanghuojiali。

“buruzheiyangba,”guqianjuefangxiashouzhongdeshouji,taiqilesongzhangqingdexiaba,“wochuzibangta,huanniguaiguaidedaizaiwoshenbian。zenmeyang?”

songzhangqingzailaidaozheilishi,jiuzaibuduandexiangbanfalikai,zaizheiyangnaoxiaquyebushiyihuishier。

suoyiguqianjuebixu,yaoxianggebanfarangsongzhangqingziyuandayingliuxialai。

songzhangqingjuewangdetanzuozaidishang,ruguozhendedayingleguqianjuedetiaojian,takenengzheibeizidoutaobudiaoguqianjuele。

danshilipeifengshitaanlianleliangnianderen,yeshishangdaxuelaiweiyigentajiaoxindenanxingpengyou,tazenmerenxinlipeifengxinxinkukudaikuankaidegongsijiuzheiyangpochanni?

erqietayetouziletacunlezheiershinianlaijinyoudeliangwankuaiqian,genghekuangbanianqiantajiadepochan,rangtadeneixinchanshengleyinying,zheizhongganjuekezhenbuhaoshou。

songzhangqingchichimeiyoufanying,yushiguqianjueyoujialema:“waijiajitayinruwubaiwandedingdan。”

songzhangxinbishangleyanjing,wenlewenzijidexin,taxindongle。

“好,我答应你。”

“he,”guqianjuelengxiao,tadexiaolingsongzhangqinghaipa。

zheixietiansongzhangqingtiantianxiangzhetaozou,xianzaijuranweileyigexiaogongsi,dayingguaiguailiuzaizheili,tasixiaofeixiaodeshuodao:“nijiuneimeaitama?”

songzhangqingtaiqitou,zheihaishitaneimeduotiandiyicineimezixindekanzheguqianjue:“dui,wohenaita。”

zheijuhuachenggongdebaguqianjuejinule。

tabasongzhangqingpudaozaidi,tadewenputiangaididexileguoqu,buyihuier,jiubianjiquanshen。

“buyao,buyao,”songzhangqinghaipadefankangdao。

“haotong,guxianshengfangkaiwo。”

songzhangqingcaiyimiliuzuoyou,erqieshouruo,genbenjiubushiguqianjuededuishou,duifangzhiyaoshaoweiyongli,songzhangqingbiandongdanbude。

danshizheiciguqianjuemeiyouzaijixu,tabasongzhangqingyazaishenxia,fumozhesongzhangqingdelunkuo,shuodao:“buxianglipeifengpochan,jiujiwohaohaodechifan。”

shuobabianqishenbasongzhangqingbaohuilechuangshang,buyihuieryouyourensonglailechide。

songzhangqingdakoudakoudechilesanwanfan。

guanjiagenguqianjuebingbaodeshihou,guqianjuehenmanyi,limajiupairenjilipeifenglesongqian。