第一章
“xuezhang,woshenqingjiarunanjikaochaduiyanjiubingchuanxijun,wutianhoubangwozhizaoyichangjiasi,zhongxinshenqingyigeshenfen。”
dianhuaneitoudexuezhangxintouyixi:“zhaoyue,nikesuanxiangqingchule,jiaoshouhuihengaoxingde。”
guaduandianhua,chizhaoyuekanzheshoushangduansizhouheqingmeisongzhimengdejiehunzheng,kuxiaoyisheng。
zheiyike,tacaizhidao,aiqingbuhuiyinweishijianchanshengrenhebianhua。
aijiushiai,buaijiushibuai。
suoyi,tayonglewunianheyigeshen,yemeinenghuanlaiduansizhoudeai。
ersongzhimengzhixuyaochuxian,tajiuhuibenxiangta。
wunianqian,songzhimengzaiheduansizhoulingzhengneitianshilezong。
congci,duansizhouyijuebuzhen,fanshanyuelingjiangzijigaoderenbuxiangrendizhaolezhengzhengsannian。
chizhaoyueyejiupeiletasannian。
riyezhaogutadeyinshiqiju,hezuideshihouzhuxingjiucha,shoushanglebangtabaozha,shiwujuxi。
yizhidao,liangnianqian,duansizhouweilezhaosongzhimengerzaimguochulechehuo,shuangtuizhongduguzhe,shenzangbeicichuan,shixueguoduoyanyanyixi。
yiguotaxiang,xuekubugou,yemeiyoupipeideshenyuan,shichizhaoyuechouxuejuanshenjita,caijiangtacongsiwangbianyuanlahuilai。
tuihuaile,duansizhouyexiaotingle,buzaizhaosongzhimengle,queyounaoqilezisha。
chizhaoyuezhinengriyeshouzhe,bangta**fujian。
zhongyu,tazhanleqilai,baozhetashuo,dengtashengrineirijiuyaoqulingjiehunzheng,qutaguomen。
ketameiyouxiangdao,duansizhougangzhonghuidianfeng,songzhimengbianhuilaile。
而且,还失忆了。
songzhimengdejiyishizhongtingliuzailewunianqian,tamenlingjiehunzhengneiri,yushitayoukuyounao,yaodingchizhaoyueshixiaosanpohuailetadexingfu。
最后还割腕自杀。
duansizhourangchizhaoyuerenren,talijie,suoyirenle。
zhishi,tazuomengyemeixiangdao,duansizhouhuibeizhetahesongzhimenglingzhengjiehun。
shenzhishijianhaishizaitaquezhenfeiaideneiri。
chizhaoyuenaqizhuozishangdejiancebaogao:feiaiwanqi,zuiduohaiyouyinian。
她笑了。
zaitaquezhenaizhenghou,tabianliele100tiaoyiyuanqingdan,panzhekeyiheduansizhouzuowansuoyoudeshi,lequelexinyuan,bianlikai,chengquantamen。
danxianzai,sihubingbuxuyaole。
taxuanzezhongxinhuidaokaochaduiquyanjiuxijun,shixianzijizuihoudejiazhi。
zheixierizi,chizhaoyuejuedezijixianggexiaochou。
weileduansizhou,tacaolaoguoduaochenglefeiaiwanqi,zuizhongqueshiweitarenzuojiayi。
yushichuanlaishuitingdeshengyin,chizhaoyuelianmangjiangjiehunzhengsaihuitadewaitao,youjiangzhenduanshuzangjinlechoutili。
buyihuier,duansizhouguozheyitiaoyujincongyushichulai,congshenhouchanzhutadeyaozhi,fushenqingqingyaozaitadeergen:“zhaoyue,woxiangyaoni,jinwanjiurangwobazuijindekongquedoubuchangjiniba。”
shuozhe,tadeshoujiuzuanjinletadeyibaizhixia,baiguotadelianreliediwenleqilai。
chizhaoyuejiangzheshenti,meiyoujujue,meiyoufankang,xinqueyipianbingleng。
zheiyuanbenyeshizaiyiyuanqingdanshangdeyixiang。
jiuzaiduansizhouxingzhizhenggaodeshihou,dianhuaxiangle,dapoleyiqieaimei。
buzhidaoneitoushuoleshenme,tayibiantingzhejiuyijingchuanshangleyifu,nashangcheyaochi:“zhidaole,wojiulai。”
taditouzaichizhaoyuelianshangwenlewen:“zhaoyue,zhimengneibianyounaozishale,wodequkankan,wanshangzaihuilaihaohaobuchangni。”
chizhaoyuexintouyigeng,xiangqiletamenhongtongtongdejiehunzheng,hetaheibaifenmingdezhenduanshu,huranshenshoulazhuta:“azhou,jintianshiqingrenjie,bunengliuxialaipeiwome?”
duansizhouyouyulepianke,dianhuayouxiangle,neitouzaicui。
tabaikaitadeshou:“baoqian,zhimengnaozheyaotiaolou,qingkuanghenweixian,wobixuquyitang。”
kanzhetameiyouyisiliuliandizhuanshen,chizhaoyuechixiaoyisheng,xinfeidouzaisiche。
songzhimengzhishinaozisha,ketashizhendeyaosile。