失之东隅,收之桑榆
zihanquxiangganggonggan,woyijingxiguanlezheiyangshijushilideshenghuo,anjingdizaibifulikanshudanqin,zheizhongrizizaiwairenyanlidaoyexiaoyaozizai,zhiyouwozijimingbai,wohezihanzhijianyijingburuyiqianneimetianmichichan,taduiwoyebuxiangyiqianneimetuixinzhifu。suirantaduiwoyiranhenhao,keshiwofaxian,womenzhijianshaolehenduoyanyu,shenzhizaifuqishenghuozhong,taduiwoyiburuyiqianneimechimi。
wozhanzaichuangqian,ningshizheyuanzhongdehuahuacaocao,kanzhetamenyirongyiku,zhouerfushi,neimeganqingyekeyizheiyangma?zihanhewozhijiandejiangwenshihunyindebiranjieduanma?shitianmiguohoubiranhuiguidepingdanma?keshipingdanheshuyuannenghuashangdenghaoma?wozixidishenshizheziji,shiwonalizuodebuhaoma?zhendeshiyinweiziqingma?woliaodemeicuo,ziqingpinfandizhaowozhiweichilehenduandeshijian,dangtaganqingwendingxialaishi,tazhaowodecishuruijian,youshijianhexihuanderenxiangjuhailaibuji,youzenmekenengtiantianhewozhanzaiyikuaini?woyiweizihanhuimingbai,wozenmeyexiangbumingbaizheimeyijianxiaoshizenmejiunengyingxiangwomenzhijiandeganqingle!
yongrenguolaiqiaomen,gaosuwocaimeiyanzailouxiadengwo,woyixinglanshandipilejianyifu。
wohaimeizouxialouti,caimeiyanjiucongshafashangzhanleqilaiyingxiangwo,shoulinazheyifenbaozhi:“yushan,nizenmehaizheimeyouxiana?chudashile!”
“zenmele?”wodandandiwen。
“zihanshangbaole!”caimeiyanjidongdibabaozhiwangwoshoushangyisai,“heyigegangkaishihongdexiaomingxing。”
woxinliyijing,lianshangqueweichizhepingjing,baozhishangdezhaopianbushihenqingxi,danyirannengkanqingshizihan,pangbianshiyigenvren,yizaitashence,xiamiandewenzhanglishizhongduocaice,ruozaipingshi,wojueduibuhuidangyihuishi,keshixianzaibutong,wohezihanjianruoyouruowusiyougehe,wokongzhibuzhuzijibuluanxiang,tahewozhijiandejiangwenshiyinweibierenchuxianma?kenengma?zheigeshuoyaozhaoguwoyibeizidenanren,zheigedengdaosanshiduosuicaiquqidenanren,huijiehungangyinianjiuyiqingbielianma?woxinliyouxiesuanchu,quebunengbiaoxianchulai。
“zheizhongbufengzhuoyingdeshi,hebijiaozhen?”wosuishoubabaozhifangdaochajishang。
caimeiyantanjiudikanzhewo:“keshizihanyixiangjinshen,youqihenshaohenv**wang,nizhendebudanxin?”
wodandanyixiao:“baimizongyouyishu,hekuangzheizhaopianzaigongzhongchanghe,woyouhexucaomujiebing?”
caimeiyanzuijiaoqiandongleyixia:“niyetaipingjingleba?”
womeiyoushuohua,tajianwofanyinglengdan,zuoleyihuibianqishengaoci,daitayizou,wocaifangrenzijideqingxu,woxiangdadianhuawenzihandaodishizenmehuishi,keshiyoupatajuedewobuxinrenta,zuizhonghaishidaxiaolezheigeniantou,zihanzuoweidangshirenzhiyi,woxiangxintabukenengbuzhidao,suoyiwoxuanzedengtadadianhuazhudonggenwojieshi,keshiwodengleyitianyiye,zihandedianhualaiguo,quemeiyoutiqicishi。
fangxiadianhua,womomozoudaoyangtaishang,qinglengdeyefengchuidaoshenshang,biantishenghan,wodiyicijuedezheichuangzhaidijingshirucikongkuanghehanleng,wogengyandiwangzheyekong,momoshuo:zihan,nihaijidema?nishuoguozheibeizinixiwangwobuyaojuedehanleng,keshinizhidaoma?woxianzaihaolenghaoleng……xieyizailanganshang,yanleibeifengchuiluo,shirunbingliangyipian,wozaixinliwenziji:zheijiushiwozhuiqiudeshenghuoma?zheijiushihaomenshenghuodedaijiama?shibushihaomenlidenanrenzhudingbuhuizhuanyi?shiwotaitanxinlema?
gezhongcaicedexiaoxiyiranluxudengzaibaozhizazhishang,jishiwobuxiangzhidao,yehuiyouhenduorenguolaigaosuwo,erwozaizheixierenmianqianhaiyaoqiangzhuangdanran,xinlidekuchuzhiyouwozijiqingchu。woyirandengzhezihanjiwoyigejieshi,keshiwoshiwangle,zihanbudanmeiyoujiwojieshi,dianhuayeyuelaiyueshao,wodexinyidianyidianbingdong。
yexushiwanshangchuilefeng,yexushixinqingyujie,wozhongyubingdaole,banyefaqilegaoshao,woxiangjiaoren,quemeiyouliqi,yishijianjianyouli。
dangwoxinglaideshihou,zhouweidehuanjingyiranshuxi,huanghujian,wokanjianzihandelian,daizhejiaozhuo,wobeiaidixiang:shiwodecuojuema?
“yushan,zenmezheimebuxiaoxin?yongrenmenmeiyouhaohaozhaogunima?”zihanqingqingdimolemowodeetou。
wojianglianzhuandaoyibian:“womeishile!”
zihanzhangzhangtanleyikouqi,tiwoyeleyebeizi,qishenlikaifangjian,wojihuyiweishizijidehuanjue,yanleiquezhanshilezhenjin。
keshizihanzhendehuilaile,wodebingqiqifufu,gaoshaotuilesanciyoufalesanci,zihanbumianbuxiudipeizaiwoshenbian,keshizheiyangdetarangwogengjuexintong,ruguoneimezaihuwo,weihebujiwoyigejieshi?ruguobuzaihuwo,hebiduiwozheimehao?
“yushan,qilaichiyaole!”
wotuikaisongdaozuibiandeyao,bishangyanjing。
“yushan,nibuchiyaozenmehuihaoni?”
“buxiangchi!”woshengyingdishuo。
“guai,xianbayaochile!”zihanhongwo。
wofanlegeshen,buzaishuohua。
“nidaodixiangzenmeyangni?”zihandeshengyinlidaizheshenshendiwunai。
wozhongyurenbuzhubaofale:“shiwoxiangzenmeyangma?nizhendebuzhidaowoweishenmehuibingma?”
zihanmeiyoushengqi,pingjingdishuo:“neinigaosuwoniweishenmehuishengbing!”
jiantayifutabuzhiqingdeyangzi,wogengjialaiqi,pingshidexiuyanghedandingquanbubeiwopaodaonaohou:“nizijizhidao。”
zihankanzhewo,yanlizhongyufanchuxiaoyi:“nizhongyufapiqile!”
wonushizheta,xiangdaobaozhishangdeneixiehua,xiangdaocaimeiyanzhuanshujiwodehua,qibudayichulai,woxiangdaodianshijuliqizihezhangfuchaojiashuaidongximaren,duoyouqishi!keshiwoquezuobudao,zhangjiuyilai,woyizhirenweiyouwentiyinggaixinpingqihedihaohaogoutong,chaojiajiejuebulewenti,jishixianzaihenshengqi,queyezhishinudengzheta。
zihanzuodaochuangshang,gantandibaoqiwo,wozhengzhaqilaiburangtabao,tajianchi,wokangju,tajixujianchi。zuihou,wohaishibaixiazhenlai,yilianweiqudikanzheta。
tatanlekouqi,jiangwoloujinhuaili:“wozhidaoniweishenmeshengqi,yinweineigexiaomingxingduima?qishiwogentashenmedoumeiyou,baozhishangbufengzhuoyingxiabianluanzao,wozenmehuiduibuqinini?”
tingdaozihanshuotagenbenmeiyouduibuqiwo,woqixiaoleyiban,xianglexiang,youbugaoxingqilai:“jirannihetameishenme,weishenmebugenwojieshi?”
zihanqingqingyixiao,nieleniewodebizi:“haibushiyinweini?”
woyilianbuxindikanzheta:“yinweiwo?biegaosuwoninaofeiwenyeshiweilewo!”
zihanyoudianershanggandishuo:“yushan,zicongwomenjiehunhou,nibiandehaoguai,conglaibuhuirenxing,conglaidoushimianmianjudao。nixiaoxinchulizhegezhongrenjiguanxi,bamadoushuonidongshi,keshiwohaohuainianzaifudanderizi,nihuigenwosajiao,huizhuonongwo,huichicu!xianzaideni,shiyigefeichanghegedehaomenshaonainai,keshiwoyaodebushiyigeyouyadeshaonainai,woyaodeshiyigehuoshengshengdeyushan,nibashenmeshidouchulideneimehao,wohuiyiweinibuxuyaowole。”
wojingyadikanzhezihan,yuanlaitajingshizheiyangxiangde。zihanbushuo,wohaimeixiangdaowomenzhijiandewentichuzainali,tingtazheiyangyishuo,woturanxiangqiqianduanshijianzaiwangshangkandaodeyipianwenzhang:nvrenguoyudongshi,guoyuxianhui,nanrenhuijuedezijibushouzhongshi,zihanyeshuyuzheizhongma?huozheshuonanrenhenvrenzhijiandexiangfazhendezheimejiongyima?
zihanjixushuo:“yushan,yishangbaozhiwojiuxianggennijieshile,keshiwoxiangzhidaonihuiyoushenmefanying。wodengzhenilaiwenwo,dengzhenibugaoxing,keshiniqueshenmefanyingdoumeiyou,wodadianhuajini,woyiweinihuiti,keshiniqueshenmedoumeishuo。nizheiyangwojuedewoduiniyidiandoubuzhongyao,nixinligenbenbuzaihuwo。”
wokanzhetashangxindebiaoqing,zhongyurenbuzhushuo:“ruguowobuzaihuni,wobuhuiyeyeshimian,buhuiyeyezaiwaimianzhandaotianming,gengbuhuiyincishengbing,woyizhidouxiangwenni,keshiwopanijuedewobuxiangxinni,panijuedewogenqitarenyiyangsu。”
zihanxiaole,daizheyisixintongbaojinwo:“shagua,nishiwolaopo,nidangrankeyiwenwo,shenzhikeyigenwochaonao,nizheiyangbiezaixinli,bazijigaodeshengbing,nijuedezhidema?”
wojuelejuezui:“zhide,wojiushiyaonixintong。”
zihantanlekouqi:“shi,nizuodaole,woyitingdaonibingdegaoshaobutui,mashangjiuganlehuilai,woxiangzheixianizonggaiwenwoleba,keshinihaishibiezhebushuo,nihaijibujidewomenlianaineishi,renjiagenwoshuojijuhua,nidoubugaoxing?”
tingdaozihanshuoqiqianchenwangshi,worenbuzhugankaiqilai,neixieshiqingfashenghaibudaoliangnian,woquejuedeyaoyuanhuangrugeshi,xinlijingshirucijuanlian,cikewozhongyumingbaizihandexinqingle,zihanzheibeizizuidadeyuanwangjiushiquzijiaideren,keshiruguowozuihoubianchenghaowulingxingkeyan,taxinlideshiwangkexiangerzhi。woyizhinulishiyinghaomenshenghuo,xiwangdedaosuoyourendejiena,queshuhulezihandeganshou,ertacaishizhenzhenghewoxiangbanyishengderen,ruguowodedaolesuoyourendexihuan,quedudushiqulezihandexin,neimewozuozheiyiqieyouyoushenmeyiyi?
wotanlekouqi,xintengdikanzhezihan:“duibuqi!”
zihanailiandikanzhewo,roushengshuo:“buyaogenwoshuoduibuqi,wozhiyaowodeyushanhuilai。”
wokanzhezihan,xiaoyimanmankuosan:“neiniyihoubuyaobeiwodecujinghedao!”
zihanxiaozhelouzhuwo:“wobuhuirangniyoujihuichicude。”
wopazaizihanhuaili,youyoudishuo:“zihan,nizhidaoma?wobushishengren,woyeyoupiqi,yeyouqingxu,keshiwoparenxinglehuijinidailaimafan,huirangniweinan。gengpanimangyushiye,wohaibutiliangni,huirangnihouhuiqulewo……”
zihanzhongzhongtanlekouqi:“shagua,meiyourenhuozaizheigeshishangshibuhuifancuode。nikuanrongtiliangshiduiwairen,woshinilaogong,woxihuanchongzheni,xihuanqianjiuni,xihuannigenwosajiaoshixingzi。”
wo“puchi”yishengxiaolechulai:“zheishibushijiushichuanshuozhongdeshounvekuang?”
zihanwunaidikanlewoyiyan,wosajiaodichezhetadeyifu:“haole,jirannixihuanwozhetengni,wokendingrunisuoyuan,yaokuanrongdaduhennan,yaoyouzhezijidexingzilaihaibujiandanma?”
zihanguaguawodebizi:“neinikeyaozhangwohuohou!”
woxixiaoyankaidishuo:“zhidao,guoyoubujima!qishiwoyeyayidenanshou,xianzainidouyuzhunle,neiwohaiyoushenmekedanxinde?”
“nia!”zihangantandiqinwenzhewodeetou,“yushan,nizhidaoma?wozuixihuanzheiyangdeni,rangwobuaiyenan!”
wotuikaizihan,dingdingdikanzheta:“neiyihoubuzhungenyulequanliderennaofeiwen!”
zihanheheyixiao,diandiantou:“hao,yihouwogenyulequanwaiderennaofeiwen!”
“讨厌!”
zihanzhuozhuwodeshou,renzhendishuo:“buguowomenhaishiyaobicixinren,niyaoxiangxinwobuhuizuoduibuqinideshi!”
wopianzhetoukanzhezihan:“yibeizihenzhangde!”
zihandingdingdikanzhewo:“nandaoniduiwomeiyouxinxin?”
“meiyouxinxinjiubujiajinile!”
yangguangcongchuangwaisalejinlai,lianrideyinyutianqizhongyujieshule,suoyouyinmaiquanbusanqu,zhengruwocikedexinqing。woweizaizihanhuaili,lingtingzhetadexintiao,xinlijuedewubitashi,naoziquebukentingxie。wozhongyumingbai,rendexihaogebuxiangtong,bingbushisuoyourendouxihuantongyileiren,wokeyiyayizijidetianxing,quyinghebieren,quehulvelehezihandegoutong。wozaiqianyimohuazhongjianjianshiquziwodeshihou,zihanyouzenmekenengxihuanzheiyangdewoni?haozaiwojishixingwuguolaile,meiyoudengdaozihanzhenzhengliwoyuanqudeneiyikecaihouhuimoji。worenbuzhuzaixinligantan:xiangchuzhenshiyimengaoshenmocedexuewen,zhikeyihui,wufayanchuan。
jinglilezheigexiaofengbohou,wohezihandeganqingyouzengwujian。woyezhongyumingbai,zihanyaodeshizuizuizhenshidewo,shihunrantianchengdewo,erbushiyigeshishituirangqianjiudewo。zaizhuiqiuganjueshang,tayuanbiwozhizhe。suoyitaqingyibukenengchugui,danshiyidanchugui,bianbuhuihuitou。
suoyoubaodaosihuyiyezhijianquanbuxiaoshile,wozhidaoyilinjiadecaili,zhiyaoyishiya,biannengyaxiazheixiefeiwen,xianglaishizihanbuxiwangwozaishouzheixieshideyingxiang。meiyoulezheixiexiaoxi,wojuedeshenghuoyoubianderucimeihao。
shifengchuchun,tianqizhanuanhaihan,queshiqinglangdetianqi,chuchundetaiyangmizuzhengui,wowaizaitangyishang,lanlandijieshouyangguangdexili,fangfoershimuqindeshoufuguowodelian。zheixietian,zihanmeiyouchuguo,zhishishiyouyingchou。danshiwoyijingjuedefeichangmanzu,wulunwoxuedezaiduo,dongdezaiduo,woyiranzhishiyigexiaonvren,yigexiwangairenpeizaishenbiandexiaonvren。zhengzaimingsijian,yongrenguolaigaosuwo,zihandefuqinqingwoquhuayuan。
wozoudaodongbiandeluodichuangqian,liaokaichuidaodishangdechuanglianxiangwaiwangqu。zihandefuqinzhengzuozaitaiyangsanxia,tachuanzheyishenqiansedexiuxianzhuang,zhengyouxiandihecha,wozaiyicigantanqilai:zheishiyigeliushiduosuidelaorenma?suiyueburaoren,quepianpianraoleta!woxiangqirongjinyiqiangenwoshuoguodehua,tashuonanrendaoleyidingnianji,caifu、yuelijiashangbaoyangdedang,duinvxingdexiyinlishizhimingde。nanguaizhidaoxianzai,duizihanfuqinyangmudenvxingyiranduobushengshu,woxiangzheiqizhongbufacaifudezuoyong,danshibenshendemeiliyebukehushi。woturanxiangdaolingyigewenti:dengzihanliushiduosuideshihouyiranhuiyouhenduonvxingqinglaitama?
wohuidaofangjian,huandiaoshuipao,xinqingyukuaidiguoqu。suirantabizihangengmang,zaijiadeshijiangengshao,keshiwotebiejingzhongzheiweiruizhidezhangzhe,taduiwoeryanjiuxiangyiburenshengbaodian,meicihetaliaotianzongjuedeshouyifeiqian,yexuzhengyinweiruci,tazaishiyeshangcainenghuodejudadechenggongba?wozongjuedelinjiadelishiduiwoeryanxiangchuanqi,linjiadexianrenxiangmiyiban。tamenjiduanfuyou,youjiduandidiao,shenmizhongdaizheshehua,zaishijiejingjizhongzhanzheyixizhidi,jingjiubushuai。
“yushan,guolaichangchangzheigecha!”zihanfuqinzhaohuwoshuo。
yongrenlikejiwozhenshang,woqingqingheleyikou,jingtandao:“haoxianga!zheigepaodeshuibushiluzhujiushishanquan!”
zihanfuqinkaixindixiaole:“haishinishihuo,zhiqianrangzihanheguo,tashuomeishenmetebiede。”
woxiaoleqilai:“zheijiuhezihanrangwopinhongjiu,woyongyuanhebuchuweidaolaiyiyangma!”
“yuanlaishiwozhaocuoleren,zaizheifangmiandejianshangnenglishang,zihanyuanyuanburuni!taduiguwanzhenbaoyemeishenmexingqu,daoshijinimaizhubaoshoushihaitingzaixingde!”tabankaiwanxiaodishuo。
“diedi!”wochenguaidijiaodao。
“zheiduanshijiannimenhaihaoba?”
woxiangtakendingyetingshuoleqianduanshijiandefeiwen。dangxia,tanrandishuo:“yijingmeishile,biyiqianhaihao!”
tashuanglangdixiaoleqilai:“ganqingjiushiyaojinglixiebozhecaihuigengjiazhengui,kanjiannimenzheiyangwoyefangxinle!”
wobuhaoyisidixiaoxiao:“rangnincaoxinle!yihoubuhuile!”
zihanfuqinjixuxiaodao:“yihoukendinghaihui,yibeizihenzhang,zenmekenengbukekepengpengni?meiyoulianggerendexiangchuhuiyongyuanhehemumu。ruguozhendezuodaole,neijiuzhinengsuanxiangjingrubinle,ouernaobieniu,zhihuizengjiashenghuoqingqu。zhangwohuohoujiuhao!”
我轻轻点了点头。
“zihanhuilaineitian,jiannigaoshaobutui,henshizheji,zhiguaiwomenmeiyoubanizhaoguhao!”
woyijing,tantedikanzheta,xiangcongtalianshangkanchudianshenme。nanguaizheijitianzihandemuqinkanjianwomeiyoupingshideqinjin,yuanlaijingshizheigeyuanyin。wowufaguaizihanjiwodailaimafan,tayeshiguanxinzeluan。danshiwohenqingchu,zihanzheiyangzuohuirangwohenbeidong,tamuqinbuhuiguaita,huiguaiwo!
“对不起,爹地!”
tacixiangdixiaoxiao:“buyonggenwoshuoduibuqi,ruguowohuishengqijiubuhuigaosunile。buguozihanzheiyang,shanglenimamidexinle!”
woneijiudishuo:“xiexiediedigaosuwo,wozhidaogaizenmezuole!”
tazanshangdixiaole:“wozhidaonicongming,zihansuiranzhangnishisui,keshizaichulizheixieshiqingshang,haibugouchengshu。yigejiatingshifouhemu,hendachengdushangqujuenvzhurenruhechushi,zaizheifangmianniyoutianfu,zihanxuyaonideyindao。yijiarenzuizhongyaodeshihemuhetancheng!”
wozhengzhongdidiandiantou,woxiangtayuewohechadagaijiushizheigeyongyiba,tashigeyuelifengfudezhizhe,shuodehuazuodeshidourangrentebierongyijieshou。
yiqian,zihanzaishufangchuligongshideshihou,woconglaibuqudaraota,payingxiangleta。zheitian,wodiyicimeiyourangyongrenqusongkafei,ershiqinzizhuhaojitasongqu。
zihanjianshiwo,yanliyouyimojingxi,wobakafeiduandaotashouli,zihanheleyikou,fangdaoyipang,bawoladaohuailizuoxia。
“youmeiyoujuedejintianwanshangdekafeibuyiyang?”
zihanrenzhendidiandiantou:“shide,haoxiangburupingchangdehaohe!”
wokuazhelianxieqidishuo:“wozhudeneimechaa?”
“shagua,douniwande,kannideyanshenwojiuzhidaozheigekafeichuzinizhishou,zainanhewoyehuiquanbuhexiaqu,zaishuoyouyongrenzaiyipangzhidao,niyechabudaonaliqu!”
wozhenzhuozheyinggaizenmegenzihanshuo,xianglexiang,juedehaishizhibaiyidianbijiaohao:“zihan,wobingdeneitiannishibushiguanxinzeluanle?”
zihanyebuyinman:“nibinglewodangranzhejile!”
“nishibushiguaidiedimamile?”
zihanyouxietanjiudikanzhewo:“zenmele?tamengennishuoshenmele?”
wolouzhetadebozizhenchengdishuo:“nibieluanxiang,diedimamiduiwohenhao。wozhidaoniduiwohao,keshinizheiyangqiannu,huishangtamendexin。hekuangworenwei,womendoushidulideren,douyinggaizijizhaoguhaoziji,zaishuotamenshizhangbei,yinggaishiwomenzhaogutamen,zenmenenggourangtamenbawomenzhaoguhaoni?”
zihantanlekouqi,mianyoukuise:“wozhidaoneitianshiwobuhao,kannitangzaichuangshanghaowushengqi。yizheji……”
“nia,mingmingshinizijirangwobingle,zenmekeyiguaibierenma!ruguowoshimami,woyeshengqi!”
zihanbuhaoyisidixiaoxiao:“neinishuoyinggaizenmebanni?qujimadaogeqian?”
“naligoua?ruguoshiwo,nixianzailaigenwodaoqian,wogengjiashengqi!”
zihanwunaidikanzhewo:“neidaodiyaozenmezuo?”
wotanlekouqi,renbuzhutixingta:“ruguowoshimamiwobuhuiyinweinitaidubuhaoershengqi,wohuijuedexinxinkukubaerziyangneimeda,youlelaopohou,jiubuyaomale,huijuedexinhan!”
zihanjingyadishuo:“youzheimeyanzhong?woconglaimeiyouzheizhongxiangfa!”
wokendingdidiandiantou:“ruguoyihouwoyouerzidehua,wokendinghuizheimexiang!”
zihanchensiqilai,nannandishuo:“nanguaimazheijitianhaoxiangbutaigaoxing,yuanlaishizheiyang!”
jiantamingbaiguolaile,wosonglekouqi。
zihanyumendikanzhewo:“nimennvrenxinsizhenduo,erqiehaibushuo,wozenmecaidechulai?”
woshixiaodimoletadelian:“zheijiushinanrenhenvrendequbiema!ruguoshenmedoushuochulaile,renshengjiubujingcaile,nishuoduibudui?”
zihanyexiaoleqilai:“niyongyuandouyouli!wozhidaozenmezuole。”
zheijianshizhongyuyuanmanluomu,zihanweilemibuwo,daizhewoqudujia,womenzhuzaishanyaobieshuli,sihuhuidaolelianaishidai,jingliguozheijianshi,woduizihangengjiazhenxi,yexuzhendeyaoshiquguocaidongdezhenxi。
lutaijianzaibanshanyaoli,fengjingyilanwuyu。zheilideziranhuanjingbaohudetebiehao,chulebieshujihukanbujianrengonghenji,wokanzhecangcuiyudidecantiandashu,ruoyinruoxiandewanyanshanlu,xinlizhangmanlexiyue,daijiulebifuli,ouerchulaixinshangqitafengjing,ganjuezhenggerendouhuanranyixin。
“zihan,ruguoriziyongyuanzheimelangman,gaiyouduohao!”wofuzaizihanhuaili,tianmaxingkongdixiangzhe。
zihanqingxiaoqilai:“yushan,nizheimelangmandexingzi,zhendebunengjiajiputongren。”
woxieletayiyan:“nixiangshuonibushiputongrenlou?younizheimeziliandema?”
zihanbudafanwendao:“neinijuedewohenputongma?”
wokanzhezihan,turanyixiao:“nishizuitebiede!”
zihanlikexixingyuse,wozaixinliantan:yourenshuonanrenyexuyaotianyanmiyu,guoranmeicuo!buguozhiyaotaxihuan,woyouhebilinsewodezanmei?
zihanmosuozhewodebozi,nongdewomayangnannai:“yushan,nibujuedewomenhaiqueshaodianshenmema?”
woyonglandiwen:“queshenmea?niyijingshenmedouyoule,bukeyizaitanxin!”
zihanshenmidixiaozhe:“bahenshaokuaren,danshitashuonishitajianguozuiyouwuxingderen,suoyiwobugaosuni,dengnizijicaidao!”
worenbuzhuwen:“diedizhenzheiyangshuo?tahaishuoshenme?”
“fangxin!”zihannieniewodebizi,“taduiniyizhidouhenmanyi。buguobashigehenshenchenderen,conglaibuhuibaduiyigerendexinufangzailianshang!takengennijiaoliujiushuomingkanzhongni,badeshijianbinixiangxiangdebaoguiyiwanbei。chulewomenzheixiejiaren,qitarenxiangjiantayimiandouburongyi!”
wonenggouxiangxiangxiangzheiyangzaishijiejingjizhongzhanzheyixizhidideshangjiejufu,youqishixiangjianjiunengjianshangde?
“diedihaishuowoshenme?”woananhaoxiaoqilai,yuanlaishiguanjishen,woyiyangxihuandaposhaguowendaodi。
zihanyanliyunhanzhemanmandixiaoyi:“nandekanjiannihaoqideyimian!”
wolouzhezihandebozisajiao:“kuaigaosuwoma,buzhundiaowoweikou!”
“bagenwoshuo,woxuanlaopodeyanguangbucuo!”zihanzhongyubuzaidouwo。
wozhuanzheyanzhuxiangzhuangdeshenchenyidian,weile,youzibuquedingdiwen:“diedizhenzheiyangshuo,bushinibianchulaihongwode?”
zihanlianaidipaipaiwo:“ruguobabuxihuanni,tahuitongyiwomendehunshi?xianzainiyekandaole,yibanrenjiaruhaomenxuyaojinglishenmeyangdekaoyan?”
wopianzhenaodaixiangleyihui,juedezihanshuodeyoudaoli,qianbujiubaozhishangjiuyoudasibaodao,mouhaomenduiweilaierxifudeduofangkaoyan,xiangdaozheili,woxiaozheduizihanshuo:“shibushizhiyaonijianchi,wojiubuyongshouneimeduokaoyan?”
zihanlouguowo,kanzheshanxiadeshumu,yanshenyouxieyouyuan:“buwanquanshi,haomenhunyinhenduoshenbuyouji,chufeizhendejuedingfangxiasuoyoucaifuheqinqing,keshizheiyangderenxiaoshuozhongyexuhuiyou,xianshizhongzhenzhenghuizheimezuoderenmeiyoujige。wodeqingkuangbijiaoteshu,yinweiwoshiduzi。ruguoyouhaojigejichengren,neimejibenzhinengjieshoujialideanpai。ruguonibuyuanyi,youdeshiqitarenyuanyijicheng,zheigeshihou,zhinengxishengganqing!”
buzhidaoshishanfengdeyuangu,haishizihandehuarangwoxinshenghanyi,worenbuzhuchaotahuailiweilewei,zihanditoukanlekanwo,qingxiaodao:“shibushibuxihuantingzheixie?”
womomoyaoleyaotou:“buguanxibuxihuanting,shishizongshishishi。yiqiannianshudeshihou,youxietongxueduihaomenyehenyouxingqu,jingchanghuinalaitaolun,youqishineixienantongxue,henbudezijishihaomenshaoye,neimejiukeyiyaofengdefeng,yaoyudeyu。keshizhidaoxianzai,wocaizhidaohaomenshenghuorurenyinshui,lengnuanzizhi!”
zihanturanbanguowodeshenzi,renzhendiningshizhewo:“yushan,jiuyinweiwochushenhaomen,suoyiwogengzhenxiganqing。wozhidaoyiwozheiyangdeshenfen,yongyouzhenaidejihuiyuanbiqitarenshao,keshiwohaishiyongyouleni,suoyiwohenganjimingyun,meiyourangwozaiwuzhizhongjiduanfuyu,erzaiganqingzhongyongyuancangbai。yihou,womenyongyuanzhiyoubici,haoma?”
wozaizihanzheimeyinqiedemuguanglibuyouzizhudidiandiantou。
zihanzaidubawolouhuihuaili,qingqingdishuodao:“henzaoyiqianwojiukewangyizhongshenghuo,meitianwanshangdounengyongzhexinaiderenrushui,meitianqingchendiyiyanjiunengkanjiantadeshuiyan。woxiangwangyishengyishideganqing,zheibeiziwozhixiangtanyicilianai,zhiaiyigeren,zhiquyigeren!”
wotingzhezihandemeng,youxiedongrong,shishenmeyangchuncuidexinggecainengrangyigenanrenzaiganqingzhongrucizhuanzhu?keshizheiyangdemengtingqilaixiangshenhua,neimewohezihannenggouchengjiuzheigeshenhuama?wodingdingdikanzheyuanfang,renbuzhuchushenqilai。wodeyanqianyixishanguokingherongjindeshenying,tamenxiangwangdeshifouyeshizheiyangdeshenghuo?wokanzhezihanqinglangdeceying,gaosuziji,tacaishiwozaiduideshijianliyudaoduideren,qitarenguoqujiubianguoqule!
xianlaiwuliao,wokaishiguanzhuqiqitajiaruhaomenhuozhewangshidenvren,youqiguanzhuneixiechenggongdedianfan,tamenshiruhezaihaomenlibawozhuzijidexingfu。dangran,woyeguanzhuqitashibaidelizi,yilaidafashijian,erlaizuoweizijidejiejian。
chengruwoyiqianrenweide,dalubingmeiyouhaomen,bingbushiqishineiludiqu,ershigaigekaifangcaiququersanshinian,shangyidaidequanlibangyiranyouhenduorengranwozaichuangyezheshouzhong,zaijiaruhaomenzhihou,wotebierentong“sandaicainengchuguizu”zheijuhua,zihancenggaosuguowo,congxiaochushenhaomenderenxingweixiguanheturanfuyuderenjueduiyouzhebenzhiqubie,zheiyidianzaiwohunhou,ganshoutebieshenke,zhangqishenghuozaihaomenzhongderen,yijuyidongdouqiadaohaochu,meiyouyisileizhui,yiqianzaifudannianshudeshihou,wanshangxiledeng,womenhuizaiqinshilikaiwotanhui,meigenvhaizixinzhongdouhuiyouyigechongmanmeiguisedeaiqingmeng,haomenyebiranshidajiajinjinledaodehuati。meiyoujiaruhaomenzhiqian,woyecengxiangguo,haomenlineimeduoguiju,chifanxuyaozenyang,chuanyixuyaozenyang,shuohuaxuyaozenyang,gaiyouduomejushu。zhidaozijizhenzhengjiaruhaomen,wocaizhidao,zhenzhengcongxiaoshenghuozaihaomenlideren,bingbuhuijuedezheishiyizhongjushu,jiuxiangwozaijiadeshihou,conglaimeiyoujuedejialijushuguowo,keshihuanyigerenzhudaowojia,kendinghuigandaowanfenbieniu,huanyanzhi,zheijiushixiguandechayi。
dangran,haomenlideguijuhejiangjiudequeyaobiputongjiatingduodeduo,danshiruguoyijingshiyingle,bianbuhuijuede。
zaihaomenlishenghuodeyuejiu,wobianyuexiangxinfuchuhehuibaozhijiandedengliangguanxi,sheidouzhidao,haomenzhisuoyichengweihaomen,zuixianzhudeyigetedianjiushiyongyouyibanrenjibeizidouwufayongyoudejuecaifu,suoyihaomenliderenzaiwuzhixiangshoushang,youzhewufabinideyoushi,zhiyaozheigeshijieshangcunzaide,doubushinanti。danshizaixiangshoudingjianwuzhidetongshi,tongyangyeyaofuchuhenduo,haomenlidenanrendanfudebuzhishiyangjiahukou,ershizhenggejiazudeshengshuairongru,henduorendouyiweihaomennanrenzuibuqueqian,keyisuixinsuoyu,shishishangquezhenghaoxiangfan,zheixieshenchujinzitajianduandenanren,shenshangdouyouzheyinji,zheixieshehuidiweihuizaiyouxingwuxingzhongyueshutamendexingwei,tamendeyiyanyixingbixufuhezijideshenfen。erhaomenzhongdenvren,yaobiyibannvrengengjiajinshoubenfen,gengjiayinrentuirang,shenzhiguozhejushaoliduodeshenghuo,zhichizhangfudeshiye。
bierendeshenghuokandejiule,jiuhuimanmanfaxianguilv,dafanjiaruhaomennengxingfude,doushixintaijihaodenvren,ganyuanweilezhangfumomodifuchu,wocongburenweizheiyangdenvrenshijishengchong,ershiyizhongkeguidefengxianjingshen。weilejinqiankeyisheqizunyanrengederen,bingbuzaicilie。
haomenfuqidaduotixianle“nanzhuwai,nvzhunei”dechuantong,wocongburenweizhuneidenvrenbianshiquleziwo,chengweinanrendefushu。yigehexiedejiatingzhong,biranyousuofengong,ruguofuqishuangfangtongshiduiwai,neimejialibiranluanchengyituan;fanzhi,ruguofuqishuangfangtongshizhunei,neimebianhuishiquhuoli,jiabuchengjia。haomenlidenanrenyexuyaoquqishengzi,suoyibiranhuiyoufuhezheixieyaoqiudenvrenyutamenjiehe。ruguoyigenvrendezhuiqiushizaishiyeshangyousuochengjiu,queweixinxuanzelelingyizhongshenghuo,neimecaishishiquziwo,erpanduanshifoushiquziwodeguanjianshikanyoufouweixin,ruguohexinlidexiangfayizhi,zhishixuanzelezijixiangguodeshenghuoeryi。
gengduodequeshishibaidelizi,woguijieleyixia,douyouyigegongxing:xintaimeiyoujishidiaozheng,shoubuleguijupoduodehaomenshenghuo。jishiruyiqiande“haomenshenhua”zhulingling,zaiweixileershiqinianhou,yiranjieti。
wojizijidehunyinzuoleyigeqingxingderenshi:linjiashihaomenzhongdehaomen,caifushuyiqianbaiyiji,erwozhuiqiudeshilangmandeshenghuo,bingfeishizijimingxiayouduoshaocaichan,suoyibuhuiyaoqiuzihanjintiansongwohaozhai,mingtiansongwoyouting;qici,woshengxinghaojing,bingbujuedezaihaomenlibeishoujushu,woyaozijishishijinji,renbukeyitaitanxin,bunengzaixiangshoufuyulangmanshenghuodetongshi,haixiwangxiangshoujueduideziyou,neiyangjibuxianshiyehuipohuaizijidexintai;zaici,zihanhewodejieheshijiyuganqing,womenzhijianbingfeijiaoyi,youlezheiyangderenshi,woduiwomendehunyinchongmanxinxin。yexu,zheiyeshisuoyouhunyinzhongdouxuyaomingbaidedaoli:renyaoxuehuimanzu,zhizuchangle!
youlezheiyangderenshihou,wohezihandeganqingrijianhexie,wogengjiaguanxintiliangta,tayehuiwogengduodetengai,womuyuzaiaidechunguangli,jihuwanglejinxihexi。
yirizaizazhishangkanjianmouyishechipinpaichudexinkuanchenshan,juedezihanchuanleyidinghaokan,yushifenfuyongrenbeiche,dasuanquluodeerjiemailaisongjizihan。
“yushan,shinima?”gangxiachebujiu,yigeshuxiyoumoshengdeshengyinzaiwobeihouxiangqi,yiguotaxiang,turantingdaorucishuxideguoyu,wojingxiyouhuyidizhuanguoshenqu,jingshijinianmeijiandeqingqing。
wochiyidizhanzaiyuandi,buganxiangren,nengzaizheilixiangfeng,shizaitaiqiaole。
qingqingpailewoyixia:“zenmele?burenshiwolema?”
wozheicaihuiguoshenlai,jinianshijianhuirangyigenvhaifashenghenduobianhua,buzhidaozheiyangdebianhuashibushiyetongyangcunzaiwoshenshang。xianzaideqingqingheyiqiandefudanxueshengxiangbi,chengshulebushao,xiangqijinianqianzaifudanxiaoyuanlifashengdeshi,fangfojiufashengzaizuotian,buzhidaozheixieshishifouhaitingliuzaitadejiyizhong。
“zenmehuini?nizouhouwotingqitatongxueshuonichuguole,shilaimeiguolema?”wobuzhidaogangcaisijikaizhebinlisongwoguolaideneiyimutayoumeiyoukanjian。
takanlekanzhouwei,tiyidao:“buruzhaogedifangzuozuo?nandezaiyiguotaxiangkanjiantongxue,ganjuezhenshitaiqinqiele。”
woxiaozhediandiantou,xinliyeyoutonggan,bujiandaoyiqianderenhaihao,yijiandaocaifaxianjingshiruciliulian,yexuliuliandeshicengjingdesuiyue,neixiefeiyangerqingchunyangyiderizi。
suiranwozaimeiguoshenghuoleliangnian,duiyumeiguodeyiqiequeyiranganjuemosheng,pingshidaduoshushijiandouliuzaibifuli,weiyidehuodongfanweiyezhiyoujigedingjigouwuchangsuo。
“yushan,womenyoujinianmeijianle?”qingqinggankaidishuo。
woxinlimosuanleyixia:“yousannianleba!”
“shia,shijianguodezhenkuai,xiangbudaozheicilaimeiguowandounengyudaoni。”
“nibushilailemeiguoma?”
qingqingxiaozheyaoyaotou:“woqulefaguo,zheicishilaiwande。”dunleyixia,tayoushuo,“wotingqitatongxueshuonibiyejiujiadaolemeiguo?”
wodiandiantou,taguanxindiwen:“nilaogongduinizenmeyang?tiaojianhaoma?”
wobizhongjiuqingdishuo:“haikeyiba!”
tawanxidikanlewoyiyan:“shanggeyuehuiguowopengdaolejie,taxianzaishidazuojia,haitiqilenini,juedenijiaweiqule。”
tingtatiqijie,woxiangqiyiqizaifudannianshushitongzhudeneisinian,jiedexili,jiedeaizengfenming,jiededongxirenxing,turanhaoxiangnianta,jiaruhaomenzhihouwojihuduanjueleyiqiansuoyoudelianxi,shifouwozhendetaigancuile?suiranhenshaolianxishenzhimeiyoulianxi,keshitamenjingchangchuxianzaiwodemengli,meifengwuyemengxingdeshihou,huixiangqicengjingdesuiyue,xinzhonggankaiwanqian,suiranxianzaishenchuhaomen,zhiyaozijiyuanyi,henrongyijiunengyongyouhenduopengyou,keshizaiyebuhuiyouyiqiandeqinghuai,shenrulebeijinghemendi,zaiyebuhuiyouxueshengshidaidechuncui,yigeniandaiyouyigeniandaidetese,guoqulebianyongyuandouguoqule。worenbuzhushangganqilai。
“yushan,zaixiangshenmeni?”qingqingdehuabawolahuixianshi。
woheleyikoubingcheng,yanshenkanxiangchuangwai,chuangwaishiyipianliaokuodetiankong:“meishenme,turanxiangqileyiqianderizi,buzhidaodajiazenmeyangle。”
“nianshudeshihoujuedeneixietongxueyoudexihuanjidu,youdebuhaoxiangchu,xianzaihuitouxiangxiang,chuleliulianjingranzhaobudaoqitaganjue。”
qingqingdehuawoshenyoutonggan,yiqianzaixuexiaolideshihoutinghuixiaodexuezhangxuejieshuoqiduimuxiaodeliunianduixiaoyuanshenghuodehuainian,zongshitihuibushen。zhidaozijilikaixuexiaohou,caishenkedilijieletamenneishidexinqing,buzhidaowocishenghaiyoumeiyoujihuihuidaofudan,quzhongwenneishidesuiyue,xiangdaozheiliwoqingbuzijinxiangwangqilai。
“haoxiangzhaogejihuihuiqukankan。”
qingqingbujiedikanzhewo:“xianzaimeiguodaozhongguobushihenfangbianma?nijiaonilaogongdainihuiqujiushile,zaishuonijiazaizhongguoa,nizongyaoqukanneibiandeqinqiba?”
wogangadixiaoxiao,qingqingbuzhidaowodexianzhuang,suoyicaihuiyouciyiwen,zihanpingshihenmang,woyebuhaoyisijiaotaxiexiashengyi,peiwoquxunzhaoguoqudeyuesui,erwodanduhuiquneigengbukeneng,zihandefumubuhuidaying,zihangengbukenengdaying,duiyubiereneryanfeichangjiandandeshi,fangzaiwoshenshangbianshiyizhongshewang。
jianwobushuohua,qingqingyoushuo:“nilaogongduinihaoma?zheicihuiqujieliaoqinihaijuedehenyihan,zongjuedeniyinggaijiaruhaomendangshaonainai。”
“zheixieshiqingqiangqiubulai,taduiwohenhao,woyezhizule!”pataduowen,wobuzhehenjidizhuanyihuati,“nini?guodehaoma?”
qingqingchuledabanshangdebianhuahendazhiwai,zhenggerenheyiqianxiangbiyeyouhendachabie,yiqiandeqingqingjirendeganjueshigaoaohenanyijiejin,xianzaineizhongganjuedanlehenduo,yexuzheijiushichengshuba!xiangqifudandeneixieshi,buzhidaotashifouhouhuiguo。wozhidaoneixiebuguangcaideshi,duiyigenvhailaishuokenengshibuyuanhuishoudewangshi,suoyiyebimiantiqingqingdewangshi。
fanerqingqingluoluodafangdishuo:“neijianshifashenghou,wobabawosongdaofaguo,woguguzaifaguo,wozaifaguoxueleshizhuangsheji。”qingqingxianrulehuiyidangzhong,“ganglaifaguodeshihou,wohenbuxiguan,youqishilikaileta。”
wozhidaoqingqingkouzhongdetazhideshishei,yejiumeiyouchahua,jingjingditingtasushuo。
qingqingtanlekouqi,jixushuodao:“wozhidaodajiadoujuedewoshiweileqian,wobufourenzheishiqizhongyigeyinsu,danshiwoduitashizhenzhengdongxinde,yigesishisuidenanren,yaoxiangluhuoyigeershijisuinvhaizidexin,qishihenrongyi,tamenbitonglingnanrengengdongdenvhaiziweimiaodexinli。”
wobujinxiangqilerongjin,dangshiwoyeshiyinweizheigeyuanyinduilinchanshengqingsudema?herongjinzhijiandezheiduanguoqu,wocongweisikaoguojiujingshiyinweishenmeduitadonglexin,conglaimeiyoushiguoyonglizhiqufenxizheiduanganqing。
qingqingdemuguangyipianchengming,budaiyisiganqing,sihuzaisushuobierendegushi,mianzhangyouyuan:“woshizhendeaiguota,keshidangtalaopozhidaowomendeyiqieshi,tajiqiedipieqinghewodeguanxi,woyezhenzhengxingwuguolai,wobuhenta!yexujingliguozheixieshihou,wocaikaishichengshu,caidongderenzhendishenshizheigeshijie,buzaimukongyiqie。congzheidianlaijiang,wohaiyinggaiganjita!wobuhouhui,wulunshenmeyangdejinglidouyinggaidangzuorenshengdeyizhongcaifu,ruguobushizheijianshi,kenengwoxianzaihaixianzaizheiyangdeganqinglichubulai。”
jianwoyiyanbufadikanzheta,qingqingturanxiaoleqilai:“nikanwo,nandezaimeiguoyujianni,jinshuozheixieshi。”
woyouzhongdikanzheta:“kanjiannixianzaizheiyang,zhenhao!”
qingqingmanzudixiaodao:“shia!mingnianwodasuanjiehun,suirantabushihenyouqian,danshiwanquanshuyuwo,bierendezongshibierende,chizaoyaohai,yongyouzijidexingfubishenmedouqiang!”
wojingxidikanzheta:“zhendea?zhufuni!”
qingqingshenshouwozhuwo,xiaodecanlanwubi:“xiexieni,nengshoudaoyiqiantongxuedezhufu,zhendehaokaixin!”
“ruguonixiacipengdaojietamendehua,tiwowenhoutamen,gaosutamenwohaoxiangniantamen。”
qingqingdiandiantou,zixidalianglewoyiyan,wobuzijuedixialetou,wobuquedingxianzaishenghuozaifaguodeqingqingnengbunengrenchuwoshenshangdeyifushoushi,haozaitayemeiyouduowen,jianriguangjianjianxichen,wojiekouzhudeyuan,jiubuyaoqingtaguoquwanle。
heqingqingfenbiehou,wozuojinzijiadechezi,xiyangyijingxichen,liuxiamantiancaixia,shenweixuanli,wozaizheiyangdemeijingli,sixujianjianpiaoyuan,cengjingnianshaoqishengdewomenzhongyujianjianchengshu,kanjianqingqingyijingzouchucengjingdeyinying,zhendehentitagaoxing,dangshizaiwomenyanlizheijiankenenghuiyingxiangtayibeizideshi,quechengweitarenshengdeqiji。mingyunzhendehenshenqi,womenbuzhidaoxiayibujianghuizouxianghechu,keshizhiyaowomenbaozhemeihaodeqiwang,haohaobawowomenderensheng,mingyunyidingbuhuigufuwomen。dangwomenfangqixinzhongdezhinian,haohaozhenxiyanqiandexingfushi,yidinghuidedaomingyundejuangu,bianhuakai。