第2章

失之东隅,收之桑榆

zihanquxiangganggonggan,woyijingxiguanlezheiyangshijushilideshenghuo,anjingdizaibifulikanshudanqin,zheizhongrizizaiwairenyanlidaoyexiaoyaozizai,zhiyouwozijimingbai,wohezihanzhijianyijingburuyiqianneimetianmichichan,taduiwoyebuxiangyiqianneimetuixinzhifu。suirantaduiwoyiranhenhao,keshiwofaxian,womenzhijianshaolehenduoyanyu,shenzhizaifuqishenghuozhong,taduiwoyiburuyiqianneimechimi。

wozhanzaichuangqian,ningshizheyuanzhongdehuahuacaocao,kanzhetamenyirongyiku,zhouerfushi,neimeganqingyekeyizheiyangma?zihanhewozhijiandejiangwenshihunyindebiranjieduanma?shitianmiguohoubiranhuiguidepingdanma?keshipingdanheshuyuannenghuashangdenghaoma?wozixidishenshizheziji,shiwonalizuodebuhaoma?zhendeshiyinweiziqingma?woliaodemeicuo,ziqingpinfandizhaowozhiweichilehenduandeshijian,dangtaganqingwendingxialaishi,tazhaowodecishuruijian,youshijianhexihuanderenxiangjuhailaibuji,youzenmekenengtiantianhewozhanzaiyikuaini?woyiweizihanhuimingbai,wozenmeyexiangbumingbaizheimeyijianxiaoshizenmejiunengyingxiangwomenzhijiandeganqingle!

yongrenguolaiqiaomen,gaosuwocaimeiyanzailouxiadengwo,woyixinglanshandipilejianyifu。

wohaimeizouxialouti,caimeiyanjiucongshafashangzhanleqilaiyingxiangwo,shoulinazheyifenbaozhi:“yushan,nizenmehaizheimeyouxiana?chudashile!”

“zenmele?”wodandandiwen。

“zihanshangbaole!”caimeiyanjidongdibabaozhiwangwoshoushangyisai,“heyigegangkaishihongdexiaomingxing。”

woxinliyijing,lianshangqueweichizhepingjing,baozhishangdezhaopianbushihenqingxi,danyirannengkanqingshizihan,pangbianshiyigenvren,yizaitashence,xiamiandewenzhanglishizhongduocaice,ruozaipingshi,wojueduibuhuidangyihuishi,keshixianzaibutong,wohezihanjianruoyouruowusiyougehe,wokongzhibuzhuzijibuluanxiang,tahewozhijiandejiangwenshiyinweibierenchuxianma?kenengma?zheigeshuoyaozhaoguwoyibeizidenanren,zheigedengdaosanshiduosuicaiquqidenanren,huijiehungangyinianjiuyiqingbielianma?woxinliyouxiesuanchu,quebunengbiaoxianchulai。

“zheizhongbufengzhuoyingdeshi,hebijiaozhen?”wosuishoubabaozhifangdaochajishang。

caimeiyantanjiudikanzhewo:“keshizihanyixiangjinshen,youqihenshaohenv**wang,nizhendebudanxin?”

wodandanyixiao:“baimizongyouyishu,hekuangzheizhaopianzaigongzhongchanghe,woyouhexucaomujiebing?”

caimeiyanzuijiaoqiandongleyixia:“niyetaipingjingleba?”

womeiyoushuohua,tajianwofanyinglengdan,zuoleyihuibianqishengaoci,daitayizou,wocaifangrenzijideqingxu,woxiangdadianhuawenzihandaodishizenmehuishi,keshiyoupatajuedewobuxinrenta,zuizhonghaishidaxiaolezheigeniantou,zihanzuoweidangshirenzhiyi,woxiangxintabukenengbuzhidao,suoyiwoxuanzedengtadadianhuazhudonggenwojieshi,keshiwodengleyitianyiye,zihandedianhualaiguo,quemeiyoutiqicishi。

fangxiadianhua,womomozoudaoyangtaishang,qinglengdeyefengchuidaoshenshang,biantishenghan,wodiyicijuedezheichuangzhaidijingshirucikongkuanghehanleng,wogengyandiwangzheyekong,momoshuo:zihan,nihaijidema?nishuoguozheibeizinixiwangwobuyaojuedehanleng,keshinizhidaoma?woxianzaihaolenghaoleng……xieyizailanganshang,yanleibeifengchuiluo,shirunbingliangyipian,wozaixinliwenziji:zheijiushiwozhuiqiudeshenghuoma?zheijiushihaomenshenghuodedaijiama?shibushihaomenlidenanrenzhudingbuhuizhuanyi?shiwotaitanxinlema?

gezhongcaicedexiaoxiyiranluxudengzaibaozhizazhishang,jishiwobuxiangzhidao,yehuiyouhenduorenguolaigaosuwo,erwozaizheixierenmianqianhaiyaoqiangzhuangdanran,xinlidekuchuzhiyouwozijiqingchu。woyirandengzhezihanjiwoyigejieshi,keshiwoshiwangle,zihanbudanmeiyoujiwojieshi,dianhuayeyuelaiyueshao,wodexinyidianyidianbingdong。

yexushiwanshangchuilefeng,yexushixinqingyujie,wozhongyubingdaole,banyefaqilegaoshao,woxiangjiaoren,quemeiyouliqi,yishijianjianyouli。

dangwoxinglaideshihou,zhouweidehuanjingyiranshuxi,huanghujian,wokanjianzihandelian,daizhejiaozhuo,wobeiaidixiang:shiwodecuojuema?

“yushan,zenmezheimebuxiaoxin?yongrenmenmeiyouhaohaozhaogunima?”zihanqingqingdimolemowodeetou。

wojianglianzhuandaoyibian:“womeishile!”

zihanzhangzhangtanleyikouqi,tiwoyeleyebeizi,qishenlikaifangjian,wojihuyiweishizijidehuanjue,yanleiquezhanshilezhenjin。

keshizihanzhendehuilaile,wodebingqiqifufu,gaoshaotuilesanciyoufalesanci,zihanbumianbuxiudipeizaiwoshenbian,keshizheiyangdetarangwogengjuexintong,ruguoneimezaihuwo,weihebujiwoyigejieshi?ruguobuzaihuwo,hebiduiwozheimehao?

“yushan,qilaichiyaole!”

wotuikaisongdaozuibiandeyao,bishangyanjing。

“yushan,nibuchiyaozenmehuihaoni?”

“buxiangchi!”woshengyingdishuo。

“guai,xianbayaochile!”zihanhongwo。

wofanlegeshen,buzaishuohua。

“nidaodixiangzenmeyangni?”zihandeshengyinlidaizheshenshendiwunai。

wozhongyurenbuzhubaofale:“shiwoxiangzenmeyangma?nizhendebuzhidaowoweishenmehuibingma?”

zihanmeiyoushengqi,pingjingdishuo:“neinigaosuwoniweishenmehuishengbing!”

jiantayifutabuzhiqingdeyangzi,wogengjialaiqi,pingshidexiuyanghedandingquanbubeiwopaodaonaohou:“nizijizhidao。”

zihankanzhewo,yanlizhongyufanchuxiaoyi:“nizhongyufapiqile!”

wonushizheta,xiangdaobaozhishangdeneixiehua,xiangdaocaimeiyanzhuanshujiwodehua,qibudayichulai,woxiangdaodianshijuliqizihezhangfuchaojiashuaidongximaren,duoyouqishi!keshiwoquezuobudao,zhangjiuyilai,woyizhirenweiyouwentiyinggaixinpingqihedihaohaogoutong,chaojiajiejuebulewenti,jishixianzaihenshengqi,queyezhishinudengzheta。

zihanzuodaochuangshang,gantandibaoqiwo,wozhengzhaqilaiburangtabao,tajianchi,wokangju,tajixujianchi。zuihou,wohaishibaixiazhenlai,yilianweiqudikanzheta。

tatanlekouqi,jiangwoloujinhuaili:“wozhidaoniweishenmeshengqi,yinweineigexiaomingxingduima?qishiwogentashenmedoumeiyou,baozhishangbufengzhuoyingxiabianluanzao,wozenmehuiduibuqinini?”

tingdaozihanshuotagenbenmeiyouduibuqiwo,woqixiaoleyiban,xianglexiang,youbugaoxingqilai:“jirannihetameishenme,weishenmebugenwojieshi?”

zihanqingqingyixiao,nieleniewodebizi:“haibushiyinweini?”

woyilianbuxindikanzheta:“yinweiwo?biegaosuwoninaofeiwenyeshiweilewo!”

zihanyoudianershanggandishuo:“yushan,zicongwomenjiehunhou,nibiandehaoguai,conglaibuhuirenxing,conglaidoushimianmianjudao。nixiaoxinchulizhegezhongrenjiguanxi,bamadoushuonidongshi,keshiwohaohuainianzaifudanderizi,nihuigenwosajiao,huizhuonongwo,huichicu!xianzaideni,shiyigefeichanghegedehaomenshaonainai,keshiwoyaodebushiyigeyouyadeshaonainai,woyaodeshiyigehuoshengshengdeyushan,nibashenmeshidouchulideneimehao,wohuiyiweinibuxuyaowole。”

wojingyadikanzhezihan,yuanlaitajingshizheiyangxiangde。zihanbushuo,wohaimeixiangdaowomenzhijiandewentichuzainali,tingtazheiyangyishuo,woturanxiangqiqianduanshijianzaiwangshangkandaodeyipianwenzhang:nvrenguoyudongshi,guoyuxianhui,nanrenhuijuedezijibushouzhongshi,zihanyeshuyuzheizhongma?huozheshuonanrenhenvrenzhijiandexiangfazhendezheimejiongyima?

zihanjixushuo:“yushan,yishangbaozhiwojiuxianggennijieshile,keshiwoxiangzhidaonihuiyoushenmefanying。wodengzhenilaiwenwo,dengzhenibugaoxing,keshiniqueshenmefanyingdoumeiyou,wodadianhuajini,woyiweinihuiti,keshiniqueshenmedoumeishuo。nizheiyangwojuedewoduiniyidiandoubuzhongyao,nixinligenbenbuzaihuwo。”

wokanzhetashangxindebiaoqing,zhongyurenbuzhushuo:“ruguowobuzaihuni,wobuhuiyeyeshimian,buhuiyeyezaiwaimianzhandaotianming,gengbuhuiyincishengbing,woyizhidouxiangwenni,keshiwopanijuedewobuxiangxinni,panijuedewogenqitarenyiyangsu。”

zihanxiaole,daizheyisixintongbaojinwo:“shagua,nishiwolaopo,nidangrankeyiwenwo,shenzhikeyigenwochaonao,nizheiyangbiezaixinli,bazijigaodeshengbing,nijuedezhidema?”

wojuelejuezui:“zhide,wojiushiyaonixintong。”

zihantanlekouqi:“shi,nizuodaole,woyitingdaonibingdegaoshaobutui,mashangjiuganlehuilai,woxiangzheixianizonggaiwenwoleba,keshinihaishibiezhebushuo,nihaijibujidewomenlianaineishi,renjiagenwoshuojijuhua,nidoubugaoxing?”

tingdaozihanshuoqiqianchenwangshi,worenbuzhugankaiqilai,neixieshiqingfashenghaibudaoliangnian,woquejuedeyaoyuanhuangrugeshi,xinlijingshirucijuanlian,cikewozhongyumingbaizihandexinqingle,zihanzheibeizizuidadeyuanwangjiushiquzijiaideren,keshiruguowozuihoubianchenghaowulingxingkeyan,taxinlideshiwangkexiangerzhi。woyizhinulishiyinghaomenshenghuo,xiwangdedaosuoyourendejiena,queshuhulezihandeganshou,ertacaishizhenzhenghewoxiangbanyishengderen,ruguowodedaolesuoyourendexihuan,quedudushiqulezihandexin,neimewozuozheiyiqieyouyoushenmeyiyi?

wotanlekouqi,xintengdikanzhezihan:“duibuqi!”

zihanailiandikanzhewo,roushengshuo:“buyaogenwoshuoduibuqi,wozhiyaowodeyushanhuilai。”

wokanzhezihan,xiaoyimanmankuosan:“neiniyihoubuyaobeiwodecujinghedao!”

zihanxiaozhelouzhuwo:“wobuhuirangniyoujihuichicude。”

wopazaizihanhuaili,youyoudishuo:“zihan,nizhidaoma?wobushishengren,woyeyoupiqi,yeyouqingxu,keshiwoparenxinglehuijinidailaimafan,huirangniweinan。gengpanimangyushiye,wohaibutiliangni,huirangnihouhuiqulewo……”

zihanzhongzhongtanlekouqi:“shagua,meiyourenhuozaizheigeshishangshibuhuifancuode。nikuanrongtiliangshiduiwairen,woshinilaogong,woxihuanchongzheni,xihuanqianjiuni,xihuannigenwosajiaoshixingzi。”

wo“puchi”yishengxiaolechulai:“zheishibushijiushichuanshuozhongdeshounvekuang?”

zihanwunaidikanlewoyiyan,wosajiaodichezhetadeyifu:“haole,jirannixihuanwozhetengni,wokendingrunisuoyuan,yaokuanrongdaduhennan,yaoyouzhezijidexingzilaihaibujiandanma?”

zihanguaguawodebizi:“neinikeyaozhangwohuohou!”

woxixiaoyankaidishuo:“zhidao,guoyoubujima!qishiwoyeyayidenanshou,xianzainidouyuzhunle,neiwohaiyoushenmekedanxinde?”

“nia!”zihangantandiqinwenzhewodeetou,“yushan,nizhidaoma?wozuixihuanzheiyangdeni,rangwobuaiyenan!”

wotuikaizihan,dingdingdikanzheta:“neiyihoubuzhungenyulequanliderennaofeiwen!”

zihanheheyixiao,diandiantou:“hao,yihouwogenyulequanwaiderennaofeiwen!”

“讨厌!”

zihanzhuozhuwodeshou,renzhendishuo:“buguowomenhaishiyaobicixinren,niyaoxiangxinwobuhuizuoduibuqinideshi!”

wopianzhetoukanzhezihan:“yibeizihenzhangde!”

zihandingdingdikanzhewo:“nandaoniduiwomeiyouxinxin?”

“meiyouxinxinjiubujiajinile!”

yangguangcongchuangwaisalejinlai,lianrideyinyutianqizhongyujieshule,suoyouyinmaiquanbusanqu,zhengruwocikedexinqing。woweizaizihanhuaili,lingtingzhetadexintiao,xinlijuedewubitashi,naoziquebukentingxie。wozhongyumingbai,rendexihaogebuxiangtong,bingbushisuoyourendouxihuantongyileiren,wokeyiyayizijidetianxing,quyinghebieren,quehulvelehezihandegoutong。wozaiqianyimohuazhongjianjianshiquziwodeshihou,zihanyouzenmekenengxihuanzheiyangdewoni?haozaiwojishixingwuguolaile,meiyoudengdaozihanzhenzhengliwoyuanqudeneiyikecaihouhuimoji。worenbuzhuzaixinligantan:xiangchuzhenshiyimengaoshenmocedexuewen,zhikeyihui,wufayanchuan。

jinglilezheigexiaofengbohou,wohezihandeganqingyouzengwujian。woyezhongyumingbai,zihanyaodeshizuizuizhenshidewo,shihunrantianchengdewo,erbushiyigeshishituirangqianjiudewo。zaizhuiqiuganjueshang,tayuanbiwozhizhe。suoyitaqingyibukenengchugui,danshiyidanchugui,bianbuhuihuitou。

suoyoubaodaosihuyiyezhijianquanbuxiaoshile,wozhidaoyilinjiadecaili,zhiyaoyishiya,biannengyaxiazheixiefeiwen,xianglaishizihanbuxiwangwozaishouzheixieshideyingxiang。meiyoulezheixiexiaoxi,wojuedeshenghuoyoubianderucimeihao。

shifengchuchun,tianqizhanuanhaihan,queshiqinglangdetianqi,chuchundetaiyangmizuzhengui,wowaizaitangyishang,lanlandijieshouyangguangdexili,fangfoershimuqindeshoufuguowodelian。zheixietian,zihanmeiyouchuguo,zhishishiyouyingchou。danshiwoyijingjuedefeichangmanzu,wulunwoxuedezaiduo,dongdezaiduo,woyiranzhishiyigexiaonvren,yigexiwangairenpeizaishenbiandexiaonvren。zhengzaimingsijian,yongrenguolaigaosuwo,zihandefuqinqingwoquhuayuan。

wozoudaodongbiandeluodichuangqian,liaokaichuidaodishangdechuanglianxiangwaiwangqu。zihandefuqinzhengzuozaitaiyangsanxia,tachuanzheyishenqiansedexiuxianzhuang,zhengyouxiandihecha,wozaiyicigantanqilai:zheishiyigeliushiduosuidelaorenma?suiyueburaoren,quepianpianraoleta!woxiangqirongjinyiqiangenwoshuoguodehua,tashuonanrendaoleyidingnianji,caifu、yuelijiashangbaoyangdedang,duinvxingdexiyinlishizhimingde。nanguaizhidaoxianzai,duizihanfuqinyangmudenvxingyiranduobushengshu,woxiangzheiqizhongbufacaifudezuoyong,danshibenshendemeiliyebukehushi。woturanxiangdaolingyigewenti:dengzihanliushiduosuideshihouyiranhuiyouhenduonvxingqinglaitama?

wohuidaofangjian,huandiaoshuipao,xinqingyukuaidiguoqu。suirantabizihangengmang,zaijiadeshijiangengshao,keshiwotebiejingzhongzheiweiruizhidezhangzhe,taduiwoeryanjiuxiangyiburenshengbaodian,meicihetaliaotianzongjuedeshouyifeiqian,yexuzhengyinweiruci,tazaishiyeshangcainenghuodejudadechenggongba?wozongjuedelinjiadelishiduiwoeryanxiangchuanqi,linjiadexianrenxiangmiyiban。tamenjiduanfuyou,youjiduandidiao,shenmizhongdaizheshehua,zaishijiejingjizhongzhanzheyixizhidi,jingjiubushuai。

“yushan,guolaichangchangzheigecha!”zihanfuqinzhaohuwoshuo。

yongrenlikejiwozhenshang,woqingqingheleyikou,jingtandao:“haoxianga!zheigepaodeshuibushiluzhujiushishanquan!”

zihanfuqinkaixindixiaole:“haishinishihuo,zhiqianrangzihanheguo,tashuomeishenmetebiede。”

woxiaoleqilai:“zheijiuhezihanrangwopinhongjiu,woyongyuanhebuchuweidaolaiyiyangma!”

“yuanlaishiwozhaocuoleren,zaizheifangmiandejianshangnenglishang,zihanyuanyuanburuni!taduiguwanzhenbaoyemeishenmexingqu,daoshijinimaizhubaoshoushihaitingzaixingde!”tabankaiwanxiaodishuo。

“diedi!”wochenguaidijiaodao。

“zheiduanshijiannimenhaihaoba?”

woxiangtakendingyetingshuoleqianduanshijiandefeiwen。dangxia,tanrandishuo:“yijingmeishile,biyiqianhaihao!”

tashuanglangdixiaoleqilai:“ganqingjiushiyaojinglixiebozhecaihuigengjiazhengui,kanjiannimenzheiyangwoyefangxinle!”

wobuhaoyisidixiaoxiao:“rangnincaoxinle!yihoubuhuile!”

zihanfuqinjixuxiaodao:“yihoukendinghaihui,yibeizihenzhang,zenmekenengbukekepengpengni?meiyoulianggerendexiangchuhuiyongyuanhehemumu。ruguozhendezuodaole,neijiuzhinengsuanxiangjingrubinle,ouernaobieniu,zhihuizengjiashenghuoqingqu。zhangwohuohoujiuhao!”

我轻轻点了点头。

“zihanhuilaineitian,jiannigaoshaobutui,henshizheji,zhiguaiwomenmeiyoubanizhaoguhao!”

woyijing,tantedikanzheta,xiangcongtalianshangkanchudianshenme。nanguaizheijitianzihandemuqinkanjianwomeiyoupingshideqinjin,yuanlaijingshizheigeyuanyin。wowufaguaizihanjiwodailaimafan,tayeshiguanxinzeluan。danshiwohenqingchu,zihanzheiyangzuohuirangwohenbeidong,tamuqinbuhuiguaita,huiguaiwo!

“对不起,爹地!”

tacixiangdixiaoxiao:“buyonggenwoshuoduibuqi,ruguowohuishengqijiubuhuigaosunile。buguozihanzheiyang,shanglenimamidexinle!”

woneijiudishuo:“xiexiediedigaosuwo,wozhidaogaizenmezuole!”

tazanshangdixiaole:“wozhidaonicongming,zihansuiranzhangnishisui,keshizaichulizheixieshiqingshang,haibugouchengshu。yigejiatingshifouhemu,hendachengdushangqujuenvzhurenruhechushi,zaizheifangmianniyoutianfu,zihanxuyaonideyindao。yijiarenzuizhongyaodeshihemuhetancheng!”

wozhengzhongdidiandiantou,woxiangtayuewohechadagaijiushizheigeyongyiba,tashigeyuelifengfudezhizhe,shuodehuazuodeshidourangrentebierongyijieshou。

yiqian,zihanzaishufangchuligongshideshihou,woconglaibuqudaraota,payingxiangleta。zheitian,wodiyicimeiyourangyongrenqusongkafei,ershiqinzizhuhaojitasongqu。

zihanjianshiwo,yanliyouyimojingxi,wobakafeiduandaotashouli,zihanheleyikou,fangdaoyipang,bawoladaohuailizuoxia。

“youmeiyoujuedejintianwanshangdekafeibuyiyang?”

zihanrenzhendidiandiantou:“shide,haoxiangburupingchangdehaohe!”

wokuazhelianxieqidishuo:“wozhudeneimechaa?”

“shagua,douniwande,kannideyanshenwojiuzhidaozheigekafeichuzinizhishou,zainanhewoyehuiquanbuhexiaqu,zaishuoyouyongrenzaiyipangzhidao,niyechabudaonaliqu!”

wozhenzhuozheyinggaizenmegenzihanshuo,xianglexiang,juedehaishizhibaiyidianbijiaohao:“zihan,wobingdeneitiannishibushiguanxinzeluanle?”

zihanyebuyinman:“nibinglewodangranzhejile!”

“nishibushiguaidiedimamile?”

zihanyouxietanjiudikanzhewo:“zenmele?tamengennishuoshenmele?”

wolouzhetadebozizhenchengdishuo:“nibieluanxiang,diedimamiduiwohenhao。wozhidaoniduiwohao,keshinizheiyangqiannu,huishangtamendexin。hekuangworenwei,womendoushidulideren,douyinggaizijizhaoguhaoziji,zaishuotamenshizhangbei,yinggaishiwomenzhaogutamen,zenmenenggourangtamenbawomenzhaoguhaoni?”

zihantanlekouqi,mianyoukuise:“wozhidaoneitianshiwobuhao,kannitangzaichuangshanghaowushengqi。yizheji……”

“nia,mingmingshinizijirangwobingle,zenmekeyiguaibierenma!ruguowoshimami,woyeshengqi!”

zihanbuhaoyisidixiaoxiao:“neinishuoyinggaizenmebanni?qujimadaogeqian?”

“naligoua?ruguoshiwo,nixianzailaigenwodaoqian,wogengjiashengqi!”

zihanwunaidikanzhewo:“neidaodiyaozenmezuo?”

wotanlekouqi,renbuzhutixingta:“ruguowoshimamiwobuhuiyinweinitaidubuhaoershengqi,wohuijuedexinxinkukubaerziyangneimeda,youlelaopohou,jiubuyaomale,huijuedexinhan!”

zihanjingyadishuo:“youzheimeyanzhong?woconglaimeiyouzheizhongxiangfa!”

wokendingdidiandiantou:“ruguoyihouwoyouerzidehua,wokendinghuizheimexiang!”

zihanchensiqilai,nannandishuo:“nanguaimazheijitianhaoxiangbutaigaoxing,yuanlaishizheiyang!”

jiantamingbaiguolaile,wosonglekouqi。

zihanyumendikanzhewo:“nimennvrenxinsizhenduo,erqiehaibushuo,wozenmecaidechulai?”

woshixiaodimoletadelian:“zheijiushinanrenhenvrendequbiema!ruguoshenmedoushuochulaile,renshengjiubujingcaile,nishuoduibudui?”

zihanyexiaoleqilai:“niyongyuandouyouli!wozhidaozenmezuole。”

zheijianshizhongyuyuanmanluomu,zihanweilemibuwo,daizhewoqudujia,womenzhuzaishanyaobieshuli,sihuhuidaolelianaishidai,jingliguozheijianshi,woduizihangengjiazhenxi,yexuzhendeyaoshiquguocaidongdezhenxi。

lutaijianzaibanshanyaoli,fengjingyilanwuyu。zheilideziranhuanjingbaohudetebiehao,chulebieshujihukanbujianrengonghenji,wokanzhecangcuiyudidecantiandashu,ruoyinruoxiandewanyanshanlu,xinlizhangmanlexiyue,daijiulebifuli,ouerchulaixinshangqitafengjing,ganjuezhenggerendouhuanranyixin。

“zihan,ruguoriziyongyuanzheimelangman,gaiyouduohao!”wofuzaizihanhuaili,tianmaxingkongdixiangzhe。

zihanqingxiaoqilai:“yushan,nizheimelangmandexingzi,zhendebunengjiajiputongren。”

woxieletayiyan:“nixiangshuonibushiputongrenlou?younizheimeziliandema?”

zihanbudafanwendao:“neinijuedewohenputongma?”

wokanzhezihan,turanyixiao:“nishizuitebiede!”

zihanlikexixingyuse,wozaixinliantan:yourenshuonanrenyexuyaotianyanmiyu,guoranmeicuo!buguozhiyaotaxihuan,woyouhebilinsewodezanmei?

zihanmosuozhewodebozi,nongdewomayangnannai:“yushan,nibujuedewomenhaiqueshaodianshenmema?”

woyonglandiwen:“queshenmea?niyijingshenmedouyoule,bukeyizaitanxin!”

zihanshenmidixiaozhe:“bahenshaokuaren,danshitashuonishitajianguozuiyouwuxingderen,suoyiwobugaosuni,dengnizijicaidao!”

worenbuzhuwen:“diedizhenzheiyangshuo?tahaishuoshenme?”

“fangxin!”zihannieniewodebizi,“taduiniyizhidouhenmanyi。buguobashigehenshenchenderen,conglaibuhuibaduiyigerendexinufangzailianshang!takengennijiaoliujiushuomingkanzhongni,badeshijianbinixiangxiangdebaoguiyiwanbei。chulewomenzheixiejiaren,qitarenxiangjiantayimiandouburongyi!”

wonenggouxiangxiangxiangzheiyangzaishijiejingjizhongzhanzheyixizhidideshangjiejufu,youqishixiangjianjiunengjianshangde?

“diedihaishuowoshenme?”woananhaoxiaoqilai,yuanlaishiguanjishen,woyiyangxihuandaposhaguowendaodi。

zihanyanliyunhanzhemanmandixiaoyi:“nandekanjiannihaoqideyimian!”

wolouzhezihandebozisajiao:“kuaigaosuwoma,buzhundiaowoweikou!”

“bagenwoshuo,woxuanlaopodeyanguangbucuo!”zihanzhongyubuzaidouwo。

wozhuanzheyanzhuxiangzhuangdeshenchenyidian,weile,youzibuquedingdiwen:“diedizhenzheiyangshuo,bushinibianchulaihongwode?”

zihanlianaidipaipaiwo:“ruguobabuxihuanni,tahuitongyiwomendehunshi?xianzainiyekandaole,yibanrenjiaruhaomenxuyaojinglishenmeyangdekaoyan?”

wopianzhenaodaixiangleyihui,juedezihanshuodeyoudaoli,qianbujiubaozhishangjiuyoudasibaodao,mouhaomenduiweilaierxifudeduofangkaoyan,xiangdaozheili,woxiaozheduizihanshuo:“shibushizhiyaonijianchi,wojiubuyongshouneimeduokaoyan?”

zihanlouguowo,kanzheshanxiadeshumu,yanshenyouxieyouyuan:“buwanquanshi,haomenhunyinhenduoshenbuyouji,chufeizhendejuedingfangxiasuoyoucaifuheqinqing,keshizheiyangderenxiaoshuozhongyexuhuiyou,xianshizhongzhenzhenghuizheimezuoderenmeiyoujige。wodeqingkuangbijiaoteshu,yinweiwoshiduzi。ruguoyouhaojigejichengren,neimejibenzhinengjieshoujialideanpai。ruguonibuyuanyi,youdeshiqitarenyuanyijicheng,zheigeshihou,zhinengxishengganqing!”

buzhidaoshishanfengdeyuangu,haishizihandehuarangwoxinshenghanyi,worenbuzhuchaotahuailiweilewei,zihanditoukanlekanwo,qingxiaodao:“shibushibuxihuantingzheixie?”

womomoyaoleyaotou:“buguanxibuxihuanting,shishizongshishishi。yiqiannianshudeshihou,youxietongxueduihaomenyehenyouxingqu,jingchanghuinalaitaolun,youqishineixienantongxue,henbudezijishihaomenshaoye,neimejiukeyiyaofengdefeng,yaoyudeyu。keshizhidaoxianzai,wocaizhidaohaomenshenghuorurenyinshui,lengnuanzizhi!”

zihanturanbanguowodeshenzi,renzhendiningshizhewo:“yushan,jiuyinweiwochushenhaomen,suoyiwogengzhenxiganqing。wozhidaoyiwozheiyangdeshenfen,yongyouzhenaidejihuiyuanbiqitarenshao,keshiwohaishiyongyouleni,suoyiwohenganjimingyun,meiyourangwozaiwuzhizhongjiduanfuyu,erzaiganqingzhongyongyuancangbai。yihou,womenyongyuanzhiyoubici,haoma?”

wozaizihanzheimeyinqiedemuguanglibuyouzizhudidiandiantou。

zihanzaidubawolouhuihuaili,qingqingdishuodao:“henzaoyiqianwojiukewangyizhongshenghuo,meitianwanshangdounengyongzhexinaiderenrushui,meitianqingchendiyiyanjiunengkanjiantadeshuiyan。woxiangwangyishengyishideganqing,zheibeiziwozhixiangtanyicilianai,zhiaiyigeren,zhiquyigeren!”

wotingzhezihandemeng,youxiedongrong,shishenmeyangchuncuidexinggecainengrangyigenanrenzaiganqingzhongrucizhuanzhu?keshizheiyangdemengtingqilaixiangshenhua,neimewohezihannenggouchengjiuzheigeshenhuama?wodingdingdikanzheyuanfang,renbuzhuchushenqilai。wodeyanqianyixishanguokingherongjindeshenying,tamenxiangwangdeshifouyeshizheiyangdeshenghuo?wokanzhezihanqinglangdeceying,gaosuziji,tacaishiwozaiduideshijianliyudaoduideren,qitarenguoqujiubianguoqule!

xianlaiwuliao,wokaishiguanzhuqiqitajiaruhaomenhuozhewangshidenvren,youqiguanzhuneixiechenggongdedianfan,tamenshiruhezaihaomenlibawozhuzijidexingfu。dangran,woyeguanzhuqitashibaidelizi,yilaidafashijian,erlaizuoweizijidejiejian。

chengruwoyiqianrenweide,dalubingmeiyouhaomen,bingbushiqishineiludiqu,ershigaigekaifangcaiququersanshinian,shangyidaidequanlibangyiranyouhenduorengranwozaichuangyezheshouzhong,zaijiaruhaomenzhihou,wotebierentong“sandaicainengchuguizu”zheijuhua,zihancenggaosuguowo,congxiaochushenhaomenderenxingweixiguanheturanfuyuderenjueduiyouzhebenzhiqubie,zheiyidianzaiwohunhou,ganshoutebieshenke,zhangqishenghuozaihaomenzhongderen,yijuyidongdouqiadaohaochu,meiyouyisileizhui,yiqianzaifudannianshudeshihou,wanshangxiledeng,womenhuizaiqinshilikaiwotanhui,meigenvhaizixinzhongdouhuiyouyigechongmanmeiguisedeaiqingmeng,haomenyebiranshidajiajinjinledaodehuati。meiyoujiaruhaomenzhiqian,woyecengxiangguo,haomenlineimeduoguiju,chifanxuyaozenyang,chuanyixuyaozenyang,shuohuaxuyaozenyang,gaiyouduomejushu。zhidaozijizhenzhengjiaruhaomen,wocaizhidao,zhenzhengcongxiaoshenghuozaihaomenlideren,bingbuhuijuedezheishiyizhongjushu,jiuxiangwozaijiadeshihou,conglaimeiyoujuedejialijushuguowo,keshihuanyigerenzhudaowojia,kendinghuigandaowanfenbieniu,huanyanzhi,zheijiushixiguandechayi。

dangran,haomenlideguijuhejiangjiudequeyaobiputongjiatingduodeduo,danshiruguoyijingshiyingle,bianbuhuijuede。

zaihaomenlishenghuodeyuejiu,wobianyuexiangxinfuchuhehuibaozhijiandedengliangguanxi,sheidouzhidao,haomenzhisuoyichengweihaomen,zuixianzhudeyigetedianjiushiyongyouyibanrenjibeizidouwufayongyoudejuecaifu,suoyihaomenliderenzaiwuzhixiangshoushang,youzhewufabinideyoushi,zhiyaozheigeshijieshangcunzaide,doubushinanti。danshizaixiangshoudingjianwuzhidetongshi,tongyangyeyaofuchuhenduo,haomenlidenanrendanfudebuzhishiyangjiahukou,ershizhenggejiazudeshengshuairongru,henduorendouyiweihaomennanrenzuibuqueqian,keyisuixinsuoyu,shishishangquezhenghaoxiangfan,zheixieshenchujinzitajianduandenanren,shenshangdouyouzheyinji,zheixieshehuidiweihuizaiyouxingwuxingzhongyueshutamendexingwei,tamendeyiyanyixingbixufuhezijideshenfen。erhaomenzhongdenvren,yaobiyibannvrengengjiajinshoubenfen,gengjiayinrentuirang,shenzhiguozhejushaoliduodeshenghuo,zhichizhangfudeshiye。

bierendeshenghuokandejiule,jiuhuimanmanfaxianguilv,dafanjiaruhaomennengxingfude,doushixintaijihaodenvren,ganyuanweilezhangfumomodifuchu,wocongburenweizheiyangdenvrenshijishengchong,ershiyizhongkeguidefengxianjingshen。weilejinqiankeyisheqizunyanrengederen,bingbuzaicilie。

haomenfuqidaduotixianle“nanzhuwai,nvzhunei”dechuantong,wocongburenweizhuneidenvrenbianshiquleziwo,chengweinanrendefushu。yigehexiedejiatingzhong,biranyousuofengong,ruguofuqishuangfangtongshiduiwai,neimejialibiranluanchengyituan;fanzhi,ruguofuqishuangfangtongshizhunei,neimebianhuishiquhuoli,jiabuchengjia。haomenlidenanrenyexuyaoquqishengzi,suoyibiranhuiyoufuhezheixieyaoqiudenvrenyutamenjiehe。ruguoyigenvrendezhuiqiushizaishiyeshangyousuochengjiu,queweixinxuanzelelingyizhongshenghuo,neimecaishishiquziwo,erpanduanshifoushiquziwodeguanjianshikanyoufouweixin,ruguohexinlidexiangfayizhi,zhishixuanzelezijixiangguodeshenghuoeryi。

gengduodequeshishibaidelizi,woguijieleyixia,douyouyigegongxing:xintaimeiyoujishidiaozheng,shoubuleguijupoduodehaomenshenghuo。jishiruyiqiande“haomenshenhua”zhulingling,zaiweixileershiqinianhou,yiranjieti。

wojizijidehunyinzuoleyigeqingxingderenshi:linjiashihaomenzhongdehaomen,caifushuyiqianbaiyiji,erwozhuiqiudeshilangmandeshenghuo,bingfeishizijimingxiayouduoshaocaichan,suoyibuhuiyaoqiuzihanjintiansongwohaozhai,mingtiansongwoyouting;qici,woshengxinghaojing,bingbujuedezaihaomenlibeishoujushu,woyaozijishishijinji,renbukeyitaitanxin,bunengzaixiangshoufuyulangmanshenghuodetongshi,haixiwangxiangshoujueduideziyou,neiyangjibuxianshiyehuipohuaizijidexintai;zaici,zihanhewodejieheshijiyuganqing,womenzhijianbingfeijiaoyi,youlezheiyangderenshi,woduiwomendehunyinchongmanxinxin。yexu,zheiyeshisuoyouhunyinzhongdouxuyaomingbaidedaoli:renyaoxuehuimanzu,zhizuchangle!

youlezheiyangderenshihou,wohezihandeganqingrijianhexie,wogengjiaguanxintiliangta,tayehuiwogengduodetengai,womuyuzaiaidechunguangli,jihuwanglejinxihexi。

yirizaizazhishangkanjianmouyishechipinpaichudexinkuanchenshan,juedezihanchuanleyidinghaokan,yushifenfuyongrenbeiche,dasuanquluodeerjiemailaisongjizihan。

“yushan,shinima?”gangxiachebujiu,yigeshuxiyoumoshengdeshengyinzaiwobeihouxiangqi,yiguotaxiang,turantingdaorucishuxideguoyu,wojingxiyouhuyidizhuanguoshenqu,jingshijinianmeijiandeqingqing。

wochiyidizhanzaiyuandi,buganxiangren,nengzaizheilixiangfeng,shizaitaiqiaole。

qingqingpailewoyixia:“zenmele?burenshiwolema?”

wozheicaihuiguoshenlai,jinianshijianhuirangyigenvhaifashenghenduobianhua,buzhidaozheiyangdebianhuashibushiyetongyangcunzaiwoshenshang。xianzaideqingqingheyiqiandefudanxueshengxiangbi,chengshulebushao,xiangqijinianqianzaifudanxiaoyuanlifashengdeshi,fangfojiufashengzaizuotian,buzhidaozheixieshishifouhaitingliuzaitadejiyizhong。

“zenmehuini?nizouhouwotingqitatongxueshuonichuguole,shilaimeiguolema?”wobuzhidaogangcaisijikaizhebinlisongwoguolaideneiyimutayoumeiyoukanjian。

takanlekanzhouwei,tiyidao:“buruzhaogedifangzuozuo?nandezaiyiguotaxiangkanjiantongxue,ganjuezhenshitaiqinqiele。”

woxiaozhediandiantou,xinliyeyoutonggan,bujiandaoyiqianderenhaihao,yijiandaocaifaxianjingshiruciliulian,yexuliuliandeshicengjingdesuiyue,neixiefeiyangerqingchunyangyiderizi。

suiranwozaimeiguoshenghuoleliangnian,duiyumeiguodeyiqiequeyiranganjuemosheng,pingshidaduoshushijiandouliuzaibifuli,weiyidehuodongfanweiyezhiyoujigedingjigouwuchangsuo。

“yushan,womenyoujinianmeijianle?”qingqinggankaidishuo。

woxinlimosuanleyixia:“yousannianleba!”

“shia,shijianguodezhenkuai,xiangbudaozheicilaimeiguowandounengyudaoni。”

“nibushilailemeiguoma?”

qingqingxiaozheyaoyaotou:“woqulefaguo,zheicishilaiwande。”dunleyixia,tayoushuo,“wotingqitatongxueshuonibiyejiujiadaolemeiguo?”

wodiandiantou,taguanxindiwen:“nilaogongduinizenmeyang?tiaojianhaoma?”

wobizhongjiuqingdishuo:“haikeyiba!”

tawanxidikanlewoyiyan:“shanggeyuehuiguowopengdaolejie,taxianzaishidazuojia,haitiqilenini,juedenijiaweiqule。”

tingtatiqijie,woxiangqiyiqizaifudannianshushitongzhudeneisinian,jiedexili,jiedeaizengfenming,jiededongxirenxing,turanhaoxiangnianta,jiaruhaomenzhihouwojihuduanjueleyiqiansuoyoudelianxi,shifouwozhendetaigancuile?suiranhenshaolianxishenzhimeiyoulianxi,keshitamenjingchangchuxianzaiwodemengli,meifengwuyemengxingdeshihou,huixiangqicengjingdesuiyue,xinzhonggankaiwanqian,suiranxianzaishenchuhaomen,zhiyaozijiyuanyi,henrongyijiunengyongyouhenduopengyou,keshizaiyebuhuiyouyiqiandeqinghuai,shenrulebeijinghemendi,zaiyebuhuiyouxueshengshidaidechuncui,yigeniandaiyouyigeniandaidetese,guoqulebianyongyuandouguoqule。worenbuzhushangganqilai。

“yushan,zaixiangshenmeni?”qingqingdehuabawolahuixianshi。

woheleyikoubingcheng,yanshenkanxiangchuangwai,chuangwaishiyipianliaokuodetiankong:“meishenme,turanxiangqileyiqianderizi,buzhidaodajiazenmeyangle。”

“nianshudeshihoujuedeneixietongxueyoudexihuanjidu,youdebuhaoxiangchu,xianzaihuitouxiangxiang,chuleliulianjingranzhaobudaoqitaganjue。”

qingqingdehuawoshenyoutonggan,yiqianzaixuexiaolideshihoutinghuixiaodexuezhangxuejieshuoqiduimuxiaodeliunianduixiaoyuanshenghuodehuainian,zongshitihuibushen。zhidaozijilikaixuexiaohou,caishenkedilijieletamenneishidexinqing,buzhidaowocishenghaiyoumeiyoujihuihuidaofudan,quzhongwenneishidesuiyue,xiangdaozheiliwoqingbuzijinxiangwangqilai。

“haoxiangzhaogejihuihuiqukankan。”

qingqingbujiedikanzhewo:“xianzaimeiguodaozhongguobushihenfangbianma?nijiaonilaogongdainihuiqujiushile,zaishuonijiazaizhongguoa,nizongyaoqukanneibiandeqinqiba?”

wogangadixiaoxiao,qingqingbuzhidaowodexianzhuang,suoyicaihuiyouciyiwen,zihanpingshihenmang,woyebuhaoyisijiaotaxiexiashengyi,peiwoquxunzhaoguoqudeyuesui,erwodanduhuiquneigengbukeneng,zihandefumubuhuidaying,zihangengbukenengdaying,duiyubiereneryanfeichangjiandandeshi,fangzaiwoshenshangbianshiyizhongshewang。

jianwobushuohua,qingqingyoushuo:“nilaogongduinihaoma?zheicihuiqujieliaoqinihaijuedehenyihan,zongjuedeniyinggaijiaruhaomendangshaonainai。”

“zheixieshiqingqiangqiubulai,taduiwohenhao,woyezhizule!”pataduowen,wobuzhehenjidizhuanyihuati,“nini?guodehaoma?”

qingqingchuledabanshangdebianhuahendazhiwai,zhenggerenheyiqianxiangbiyeyouhendachabie,yiqiandeqingqingjirendeganjueshigaoaohenanyijiejin,xianzaineizhongganjuedanlehenduo,yexuzheijiushichengshuba!xiangqifudandeneixieshi,buzhidaotashifouhouhuiguo。wozhidaoneixiebuguangcaideshi,duiyigenvhailaishuokenengshibuyuanhuishoudewangshi,suoyiyebimiantiqingqingdewangshi。

fanerqingqingluoluodafangdishuo:“neijianshifashenghou,wobabawosongdaofaguo,woguguzaifaguo,wozaifaguoxueleshizhuangsheji。”qingqingxianrulehuiyidangzhong,“ganglaifaguodeshihou,wohenbuxiguan,youqishilikaileta。”

wozhidaoqingqingkouzhongdetazhideshishei,yejiumeiyouchahua,jingjingditingtasushuo。

qingqingtanlekouqi,jixushuodao:“wozhidaodajiadoujuedewoshiweileqian,wobufourenzheishiqizhongyigeyinsu,danshiwoduitashizhenzhengdongxinde,yigesishisuidenanren,yaoxiangluhuoyigeershijisuinvhaizidexin,qishihenrongyi,tamenbitonglingnanrengengdongdenvhaiziweimiaodexinli。”

wobujinxiangqilerongjin,dangshiwoyeshiyinweizheigeyuanyinduilinchanshengqingsudema?herongjinzhijiandezheiduanguoqu,wocongweisikaoguojiujingshiyinweishenmeduitadonglexin,conglaimeiyoushiguoyonglizhiqufenxizheiduanganqing。

qingqingdemuguangyipianchengming,budaiyisiganqing,sihuzaisushuobierendegushi,mianzhangyouyuan:“woshizhendeaiguota,keshidangtalaopozhidaowomendeyiqieshi,tajiqiedipieqinghewodeguanxi,woyezhenzhengxingwuguolai,wobuhenta!yexujingliguozheixieshihou,wocaikaishichengshu,caidongderenzhendishenshizheigeshijie,buzaimukongyiqie。congzheidianlaijiang,wohaiyinggaiganjita!wobuhouhui,wulunshenmeyangdejinglidouyinggaidangzuorenshengdeyizhongcaifu,ruguobushizheijianshi,kenengwoxianzaihaixianzaizheiyangdeganqinglichubulai。”

jianwoyiyanbufadikanzheta,qingqingturanxiaoleqilai:“nikanwo,nandezaimeiguoyujianni,jinshuozheixieshi。”

woyouzhongdikanzheta:“kanjiannixianzaizheiyang,zhenhao!”

qingqingmanzudixiaodao:“shia!mingnianwodasuanjiehun,suirantabushihenyouqian,danshiwanquanshuyuwo,bierendezongshibierende,chizaoyaohai,yongyouzijidexingfubishenmedouqiang!”

wojingxidikanzheta:“zhendea?zhufuni!”

qingqingshenshouwozhuwo,xiaodecanlanwubi:“xiexieni,nengshoudaoyiqiantongxuedezhufu,zhendehaokaixin!”

“ruguonixiacipengdaojietamendehua,tiwowenhoutamen,gaosutamenwohaoxiangniantamen。”

qingqingdiandiantou,zixidalianglewoyiyan,wobuzijuedixialetou,wobuquedingxianzaishenghuozaifaguodeqingqingnengbunengrenchuwoshenshangdeyifushoushi,haozaitayemeiyouduowen,jianriguangjianjianxichen,wojiekouzhudeyuan,jiubuyaoqingtaguoquwanle。

heqingqingfenbiehou,wozuojinzijiadechezi,xiyangyijingxichen,liuxiamantiancaixia,shenweixuanli,wozaizheiyangdemeijingli,sixujianjianpiaoyuan,cengjingnianshaoqishengdewomenzhongyujianjianchengshu,kanjianqingqingyijingzouchucengjingdeyinying,zhendehentitagaoxing,dangshizaiwomenyanlizheijiankenenghuiyingxiangtayibeizideshi,quechengweitarenshengdeqiji。mingyunzhendehenshenqi,womenbuzhidaoxiayibujianghuizouxianghechu,keshizhiyaowomenbaozhemeihaodeqiwang,haohaobawowomenderensheng,mingyunyidingbuhuigufuwomen。dangwomenfangqixinzhongdezhinian,haohaozhenxiyanqiandexingfushi,yidinghuidedaomingyundejuangu,bianhuakai。