第2章:哥死了,活着还有什么意思?

luoweixinxidiyiweishizijideneixiexinzhongyuyoulehuiying,weizuotaxiangjiugenzheyujingyiqiqulehuijianshi。

zhishidangtakandaozuozaineilidengdaitaderenshizhouerqingdeshihou,xinlineizuihoudeyimoxiwangshunjianjiuchenrulegudi,minjinlezuichunzuolexialai,kanzhemianqianrongguanghuanfadezhouerqing。

zhouerqingkanzheluoweiluopodeyangzi,tanxidao:“buguosangeyuemeijianeryi,nizenmejiuchengzheigeyangzileni?limianderizi,buhaoguoba?”

“nidaodixiangshuoshenme?youhuanijiuzhishuo,buyongzaizheiliguaiwanmojiao!”

zhouerqingqianxiaozhedao:“woyezuoguolao,dangnianhaishibainisuoci!suoyiwozhidaolimianderizibuhaoguo!suoyi,teyijinisonglexiedongxilai。mashangjiuyaodongtianle,jianyulimiandedongtianshihenlengde!xiaoxiaoxinyi,haiqingxiaona!”

zhouerqingjiangyigebaoguodileguoqu,likejiuyouyujingjieguolai,zizixixijianchaleyibian,quedingmeiyouwentizhihoujiushouxiale。

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“duile,wozheiyicilai,haiyouyigexiaoxijini。tanerlansile,nigeyesile,jiuzainiruyudeneitian!”

“kuangdang”yisheng,luoweisihutingdaolezijidiaoruwujinshenyuandeshengyin。

“bukeneng,zheibukeneng!nipianwo!”

“woyoumeiyoupiannidoubuzhongyao,wozhishilaitongzhinizheigexiaoxide。tanerlansile,suoyinizheibeizishizhudingyaozaijianyuliduguowanghouyushengle。keliannigejingranshigesiwuquanshi!tashiweilehuilaijiuni,kaichedesudutaikuaile,fanxialeshan。shitizaiyizhouzhihoucaibeifaxiande,yijingbeishanyejiandechailanghubaojijikendejiuzhishengxiayixielingsuidegutoujiale。buguonifangxin,ayederenzuoguojiandingde,quedingleneixiesansuidegutou,jiushiluojinde!”

luoweidehuxishunjianjiujiculeqilai,shuangshoujinjindiwochenglequantou,shuangmuchihong,sisididingzhemianqianzheigeedudenvren。

“haiyou,yinweinideyuangu,nigedeneidianerlingsuidegutouyebeiquanyejicuoguyanghuile。nichuquzhihou,jiushixiangjinigeshangzhuxiang,douzuobudaole!eduile,haiyouyidianwangjigaosunile,nijichuqudeneixiexin,quanbudoubeiayejijielexialai,quanbudoushaochenghuile。nixiangfanan?xiabeizizaishuoba!”

luoweishuangmuxinghongdidengzhezhouerqing,xinkoudecitong,rangtalianhuxidoutebiedijiannan。

“nishuoshuokan,nihuozhehaiyoushenmeyisia?”

“a!wogennipinle!a……weishenme?weishenmeyaozheimeduiwo?nihailewohaibugou,weishenmehaiyaohaisiwoge?a!”

luoweizhouranfafengleyibanzhanleqilai,tongkuaihaozhejiuyaochaozhezhouerqingpuguoqu,xiayimiaoquebeiyujingjidaizoule。

“zhouerqing,woyaoshaleni!shaleni!”

tapinmingdichaozhezhouerqinghuiwuzheshuangshou,quezhinengyanzhengzhengkanzhezhouerqingdeyidaxiaozhuanshenliqule。

shiye,luoweizuozaizijidexiaochuangshang,muguangrutonghuichen,dingzhemianqiandeneigebaoguo。

zhouerqingshuodemeicuo,dongtianjiuyaolaile,jianyulimiandedongtian,henlenghenleng。

xiangdaozhouerqingshuode,gegesideneimecan,tahaibeiyuanwangruyu,zheibeizidoukenengmeiyoujihuichuqule,huozhehaiyoushenmeyisi?tadaodihainengweishenmeerhuozhe?

tamingmingzhidaoshisheihaileziji,quewufabaochou,shenmedoumeibanfaquzuo!

juewangrangtawufapingxizijidexinqing,tayibazhuaqineigebaoguojiuhenhendirengzailedishang。

zheiyidongzuochedirenuletongyigelaofangdeqitaren,neixierenbeidaraoleqingmeng,yiyongershangjiangluoweiyouanzaidishangdaleyidun,liantongneigebaoguolimianyijianhoushidemianaoyebeisichenglesuipian。

daguoleyidun,neixierenyechulekoueqi,jiuyouhuidaolezijidechuangpushangshuijuele。

luoweirutongyijushitiyibanyidongbudongditangzaileneili,yanjinglizuihouyidiandeguangyechediyinmiezaiheianzhizhong。

“nihuozhehaiyoushenmeyisia?”

zhouerqingdezheijuhuazailuoweideerbianhuixiang。

shia,wohuozhehaiyoushenmeyisi?haiyoushenmeyisi?

luoweipafuzaidishang,kanzhediaoluozaidishangdeneiyipianzaiheiyezhongfanzheyoulengguangmangdedaopian,shouzhiweiweideyidong,yibajianqiledishangdedaopian,jihumeiyourenhedeyouyu,jiangdaopiansairukouzhong,juewangdibishangyanjing,henhentunyanlexiaqu……