第2章 过去

shenanbaiaicanlefuxiaoyan。

tanianshaoshibianshichangduozaifuxiaoyanhefengwanqiankanbujiandedifang,kanzhetamendeenai,xianmuzhetamendetianmi。

suoyidangdezhizijinengjiajifuxiaoyanshi,tajiuxiangshifeiepuhuoyibanpuleshangqu。

zhishimeixiangdao,tahefuxiaoyanjiehunyinianhou,fengwanqianjiuchuxianle。

……

“xiaojie,huanyebandaodaole。”

sijidaduanleshenanbaidesixu,taxialeche,jinlebieshu。

gangjinbieshuneiyike,tabianbeinanrenzhuazhuleshou,“niqunalile?danidianhuazenmebujie!”

fuxiaoyanshengyinbingleng,yishuangqiheidemouzikanzheta,yinyindaizhenuyi。

shenanbaiyouxiemianqiangdichechuleyimoxiao,“shoujifangzaibaolilemeitingjian,xiaoyan,wozhenghaoyoushiyaozhaoni,babata……”

fuxiaoyandaduanletadehua,“wanqianbingle,nixianzailikegenwoquyiyuanshuxue!”

又要输血?

tashouxinyizhan,shangcishuxuehaibudaoyizhou,zenmehuiyoufanle:“xiaoyan,wo……”youxiebushufu。

jujuedehuaxiayishituokouerchu。

ruguotazhidaotadeleweiaiwanqi,huibuhuiduitayouneimeyidiandiandeguanxinhuoxinteng?

“不舒服?”

她又在装模作样。

fuxiaoyanlengyankanzheta,“biewanglenidayingguoshenme,feiyaowobayiyaofeitinglenicaikenshibushi?”

dangnian,tahefuxiaoyanjiehunyinianhou,fengwanqianbianchuxianle,leiyanposuodetongfuxiaoyanshuo,tazhisuoyibucierbie,shiyinweitabingle。

fengwanqianbuzhidaozijidebingnengbunengzhihao,palianleifuxiaoyan,suoyicailikai,duziyirenquleguowai……

huiguobenlaizhishixiangkankanta,queyizhibuzhusinian,toutouchuxian。

ganchailiehuo,jiuqingfuran。

tajiuchengleliangrendebanjiaoshi。

fengwanqianhaiqingqiufuxiaoyanbuyaolihun,yinweitabuxiangpohuaizijijiejiedehunyin,jishiliangrenbushiqinjiemei,dantayebuxiangshenanbaijixushoudaoshanghai。

……

zaitaqisuineinian,fengqingcidaizhefengwanqianjiajileshenanbaidebabashenlinhai。

neishihou,shenshijituanrurizhongtian。

shenanbaijideneitianyangguangmingmei,fengqingcidaizhefengwanqianshidiyicijinshenjiabieshu。

tanizheguang,baozheyangwawazhanzaibieshudeloutishang,yishuangchengchedemouzikanzhehunshenzangluandefengwanqian,yanzhongchongmanlehaoqi。

……

shenanbaixiangshiyigetixianmuouban,renyounanrenchezhetachumen,youxiangyigepowawabanbeinanrenrengdaohouzuoshang。

她吸了吸鼻子。

sihuzicongfengwanqianhuilaizhihou,fuxiaoyanjihujiangtadangzuotoumingren,zhiyoushuxuedeshihou,caihuichuxian。

fengwanqianshixueyoubinghuanzhe,youbeichengwei“boliren”。

jishichangrenkanlaibuzhiyitidexiaopengzhuang,duitalaishuoyekenengshizhimingweixian。

erfengwanqianshirhyinxingxue,yushenanbaidexuexingxiangpei,suoyimeimeifengwanqianchushi,fuxiaoyanjiuhuirangtaquchouxue。

shenanbainiutoukanxianglejiashizuoshangdenanren,tacelianjingzhirudaokeban,bushuohuashiminzhezui,zhoushensihumimanzheyigushengrenwujindelengyi。

tahuanghujiankaikoudao,“fuxiaoyan,ruguowosile,nihuibuhuinanshou?”

fuxiaoyanchunjiaogouqiyimolengchao,guoranyoushizheiyitao,“nisile,wodangranhuinanshou,nanshouwanqianyihoumeiyouleyidongxueku。”

shenanbailianshangdexiaohaimeiyangqilaijiusanle,tamoutongkuoda,ranhoukaishixixisuisuidejunlie。

tayankuangzhongshanqileiguang,youbeiyingshengshengjirenhuiqule。