第3章 纸钱没用

tajiaosuqian,ershisisui。

ershisi,benmingnian,yushangshi,zheiyezhengchang。

yiqian,tazaiyijiashechipindiandangxiaoshou,xianzaidaiyezaijia。

nianjiqingqingdeguniang,shenmegongzuodoumeiyou,quenenghuodezheimejingzhi,wowufaxiangxiangtade“daiye”daodishuyushenmeshuizhun。

dangranzheixiedoubuzhongyao,zhongyaodeshitayushangdeshi。

“shanggeyue,wolaojiayiweiayiguoshile。

wohuiqucanjialezangli,huilaizhihoujiukaishizuoemeng。

yikaishimengjiandedongxihenmohu,zongganjuemenglihaoxiangyourenzaizhuiwo,youhaoxiangyourenhanjiumingrangwojiu。

我就只知道跑。

manmande,menglidedongxiyuelaiyueqingchu。

shigenvdeyizhizaizhuiwo,womeiyicidouhuipao。

yizhipaodaozaiyepaobudongle,jiuyouyikeshudangzhuwo。

neinvrenjiuzhuishanglai,zhijieqiawodebozi,shuo……”

“说什么?”

“说让我偿命。”

嘶……

shiqingbiwoxiangdegengmafanyixie。

mengzhongsuoming,zheisuanshihuorenyushangxiemenshilimianbijiaolihaideyizhong。

zhengsuowei,riyousuosiyeyousuomeng,ruguomeiganguohairendeshi,jueduibuhuizuoneizhongbeisuomingdemeng。

kansuqiandeyangzi,wobuxiangxintahaiguorenming。

danmeiyouzhijiehairen,budaibiaomeiyoujianjiehaiguo,napashijushoububang、luyubujiu,zheidounengzhaolaiyuanhen。

suqianzuozheizhongemengyijingyouyiduanshijianle,yikaishitahaimeizaiyi,kehoulaiqingkuangyuelaiyueyanzhong,taquyiyuankanguo,yezaiwangshangsouguogezhongguanyuzheizhongshiqingdexinxi。

daozuihou,kanwangshangyourenshuo,shaodianzhiqianjimenglisuomingderen,nenggoujiejuewenti。

tazheicaihuilaidaobinzangyitiaojie,qiahaoranghusanyelingguolai。

“xiaogege,shiwoyijingshuole,nidaoshigaosuwo,yongshenmeyangdezhiqiannengnengjielewodeemeng。”

napashigezhemojing,wodounengganshoudaosuqianjiqiedemuguang。

wobuxianghuimietadexiwang,dangwogengbunengpianta。

“jie,nizheizhongqingkuang,buguanshaoshenmeyangdezhiqiandoumeiyong。”

“bukeneng,wangshangdoushuole,zhiyaoshaolezhimashangjiumeishi。”

“wangshangdedongxi,youduoshaonengxinde?jie,woquannibiefeijingle。nibuxinwo,nijiusuibianqunajiamaidianzhiqianshao,fanzhengneidongxidaochudouyou。buguo,youjuhuashuozaiqiantou,shaozhiqianzhenburuniquzhaogexinliyishengzuozuoxinlishudaoguanyong。”

该说的,我都说了。

zhiyusuqianyaozenmezuo,neibuguiwoguan。

bijingtayudaodeshiqing,yijingchaochuwodenenglifanwei,wozhishigezuozhizhade,bushijirenjiemengde。

zhuanshenwangdianlizou,wobushedehuitouqukansuqianshiwangdeyangzi。

可没走出两步……

“你站住!”

daizhediankuqiangdesihoucongshenhouchuanlai,woxiayishitingxia,huitoukanguoqu。

zhijiansuqiantaishouzhaidiaolianshangdemojing,neimemeilideyizhanglianquebeilianggenongnongdeheiyanquanpohuailemeigan。

budengwogandaowanxi,tayoushunshouchexialaibozishangdesijin。

zheiyike,wodexinmengranyichen,jingdedaotuiliangbu。

**debojingshang,huanraozhenggebozideliangdaoqiahenshineimemingxian,dandandeyuqingzhongjiandouyijingchuxianzihongsedeshenxuedian。

zheimeyanzhongdeqiahen,yezhinengshizhenzhengbeiqiasidesirenbozishangcaihuiyouba。

“niyiweiwomeizhaoguoxinliyishengma,wonengxiangdaodefazidouyongguole,ruguobushishizaimeibanfa,wozenmehuixiangxinshaodianzhiqianjiuguanyongzheizhongguihua。”

suqianyayilehaojiudeqingxu,yinweiwogangcaide**shifangchulai。

zhangqidejingshenyali,rangtameibanfawendingqingxu,zhijiezaidianmenkoubaoxidunxiafangshengtongku。

“woqiunile,nibangbangwoba。wozheijitianyijingshaolehaoduozhiqianle,yidianyongdoumeiyou,wocaihuizhaobuyiyangdedian。gangcaidaiwolaidedayedougaosuwole,nizheilidezhizhashiquanchengzuihaode。yaoshiliannidoububangwo,wozhendejiumeimingle……”

kuqishengyuelaiyueda,rededuimenhezuoyoulinshidoutantouchulaikan。

doushijieshangdelaoshuren,sheiyebuhuiduoshuoshenme,danneiyebunengfangrensuqianzaizheikugebuting。

“jie,nixianbiekule。”

wojideyuandizhuanquan,shenshoulayebushi,bulayebushi。

“neinimaijiwozhiqian。”

“woshuole,zhiqianmeiyong。”

“我……”

kushenggengxiang,wotoudoudale。

“haole,nibiekule,zhiqianmeiyong,danshibiededongxikenengguanyong。”

tianzhidao,wodangshiweishenmehuishuochuzheizhonghua。

suqiandekushengjiaranerzhi,leiwangwangdeyanjingzhigougoudingguolai。

“什么管用?”

“ni,wo,ya,nixianjinlaizaishuo。”

woshenshouqingqingyila,jiangsuqianzhuaijindianli,fanshouguanshangdianmen,gejuewaimiansuoyoumuguang。

wodeerduoqingjingle,kewodeshenghuocongzheiyikekaishi,zaiyebudeanning。