嘶啦！
tanglingdeshangyibeichekai，xuebaidejifuluchulai。
“tanglin，baojing，baojinga！”
tanglingyonglizhuazhezijideyifu，ketadeliqiqueyouzenmenenggenneinanrenbi？
wokanzhetanglingxuebaidejifu，xiangdaozheigemeitianwanshanggenzijishuizaiyiqidejiejie，xiangdaotazheibingqingyujiedejifujintianwanshangjiuyaobeirendianwu，xiangdaota……
woyaozheya，qiangchengzhetengtong，congnaqidianhua。
啪！
“**，wokannishizhaosi！”
nanrenyibazhangluozaitanglinglianshang，xianhongdebazhangyinliuzailetabaixidejifushang。
tachaowozoulai，yijiaoluozaiwoshouwanshang。
wotengdejiaochulai，genbenbunengbohao。
tashouzhongnazhebishou，zaiwolianshangqingqinghuadongzhe，wonengganjuedaobinglengdedaorensuishidouyoukenengcijinwoderouli。
“laidian**de，haohaokanzhewozenmewannijiejie，zaichusheng，nongsini！”
nanrenbinglengdemuguangzhixia，shengyinrutongshitoumocayiyangnanting。
woxiangfankang，keshentibutingshihuan。
tayijiaobadianhuatikai，zhijiecaisui。
“跑……跑啊……”
woxiayishiyongjinliqihandao。
tanglingcongdishangpaqilai，kecaipaolemeijibu，jiubeineinanrenzhuazhebozi，zhijieandaozaidishang。
tapinmingfankang，kenanrenyizhishouqiazhetadebozi，lingwaiyizhishouzeshiwangxiachetadeyifu。
wonengkandaotaxuebaidejifuhuzhiyuchu，tadikangzhe，zhengzhazhe。
wonengkandaotademuguangluozaiwoshenshang，fangfoshizaiqiqiu。
“tang、tanglin，jiu……jiuwo，jiuwoa！”
tabeiqiazhebozi，biedeqidouchuanbuguolai。
wojiuzheiyangyanzhengzhengdekanzhezijixinaidenvrenbeiba，jiuzheiyangkanzheneigenanrendiankuangdeyanshen。
tanglingyueshizhengzha，tajiuyueshixingfen！
tazhijiechexiazijidekuzi，zhunbeiwangtanglingdelianshangfang，tanglinghehuaile，tamianrusihui，kanzheyidongbudongdewo，sihujiulianzhengzhadedongzuo，doubiandehuanman。
xianzainengjiutade，zhiyouwo。
可我……
shentiquebutingshihuan，xiangzhanyezhanbuqilai，xiangdongyedongbude。
congtademuguangzhong，wokandaolewujindeshiwang，tademuguangzaiyebuxiangshiyiqianneiyang，chongmanleaiyi，chongmanlexiaorong。
wokanzhetadeyanshen，fangfoshizaiduiwoshuo“tanglin，wotaishiwangle，woduinitaishiwangle”。
“jiaoa，dashengdijiao，nijiaodeyuexiang，woyueshuang！”
nanrensongkailetanglingdebozi。
tanglingkandoumeikanneinanrenyiyan，muguangshizhongluozaiwoshenshang：“tanglin，ni……jiuzheiyangkanzhema？”
zheiyijuhuachuqidepingjing，sihushitachedixinhuiyilengle。
woneixinrudaojiaoyiban，yongliyaozhezijideshetou，xiangrangzijibaituokongju。
“bufankangle？meiyisi。”
nanrenlengxiaozhe，taiqishou，bianyaozhuaxiangtanglingshenshangzuihoudefangbei。
wosizhijianjianhuifulezhijue，woyongli，zhandouzhe，yaobashenzichengqilai。
wobunengkanzhetanglingbeirenxiuru，ta，shiwoaideren！
……
“ganshenmede！zhushou！”
turan，yishenglihedapolezheiyishundepingjing。
是片儿警！
zheidifangsuiranpianpi，kepianpidedifang，yeshiyoupianerjingxunluode。
pianerjingnazheshoudiantong，chaozheneinanrenhuangguoqu。
“妈的，真倒霉。”
neinanrencuileyikou，tuzailetanglinglianshang，tayanzhongshanguolise，mengditaiqibishou，chaozhetanglingciqu。
tanglingshenzixiayishiyiduo，zhijiebeicizailezuoshoushoubeishang。
sixinliefeidejianjiaoshenghuapoleyekong。
neiyike，wokandaonanrenxixuedemuguang。
neiyike，wokandaotanglingtongkudeshenqing。
neiyike，woganjuewodexindousuile。
nanrentiaoxinsidekanleyiyanneipianerjing：“wodebudaode，wojiuyaohuile，sitiaozi，nijizhu，ruguobushi，zheinvhaiyejiuzhishibeiwowanwaneryi！”
pianerjingbenzhishixiangjinggaoyisheng，kezheinanrendexingwei，chedijiangtajinu，tabaoqichonglai，sudujikuai，zaijingguowoshenbiandeshihou，zhijietaochuyigeshoujidiuguolai：“da120！”
wozhuyidao，takanwodeyanshen，yerutongshikanfeiwuyiban。
是啊，我是个废物。
不折不扣的废物。
dangtanglingbeisongdaoyiyuandeshihou，yiyuantongzhilefumu。
dezhitanglingqingkuangzhihou，muqinzhishijuewangdekanzhewo，taiqishou，chaozhewolianshangjiushiyibazhang。
yibazhangbujieqi，jinjiezheyoushiyibazhang。
“妈，我……”
“gun！zheimeduonian，jiushiyangtiaogou，yehuifenbugushendejiuzhuren，nini？”
muqinqidehunshenfadou，chadianzhijieyangguoqu。
fuqinjiangmuqinfuzhu，shiwangdekanlewoyiyan，lianjuhuadoumeishuo。
cishi，napataduiwoquandajiaoti，dounengrangwohaoyixie。
“妈，我当时……”
“ni、gunba。”muqinbuyuanduokanwoyiyan：“nigunba，congjintiankaishi，zheigejia，buxuyaoni，jiudangwomenconglaimeiyangguoni！”
噗通。
woguizaidishang：“ba、ma，woqiunimen，biebuyaowo，wodangshizhendehehuaile，woshiyaoqilaijiujiejiede，wobenlai……”
“唐林。”
wodehua，beifuqindaduanle。
“ruguoyigenanren，lianzijidejiarendoubaohubule，neitadecunzaihaiyoushenmeyiyi？”
wogengzhu，zhangzhezui，bantianshuobuchuhualai。
muqinjuewangdekuzhe，fuqinyaozhetou，zhiliuxiawoyigeren，guizaikongdangdangdeyiyuanzoulang。
diertian，dangwoxinglaideshihou，faxianzijitangzaiyizhangbingchuangshang，wojingxi，yiweishifumuyuanliangwole，kequejiandaolebingchuangpangbiandexiaohushi。
xiaohushikanlewoyiyan，bujintanlekouqi：“nizaizoulangyundaole，xiuxixiuxijiuhao，buguonijiejiejiumeinizheimehaoyunle。”
“wojiejietazenmeyangle！”womengdicongchuangshangdanqilai。
xiaohushiyaozhetou：“shangbashikendingyaoliude，yihougujiyebunengtizhongwule，buguohaozai，xiexiezihaishikeyide。”
shuowan，tajiuzouchuqule。
woqishen，diediezhuangzhuangdelaidaojiejiedebingfang，cikekanjiantazhengdaleshuangyan，kanzhetianhuaban。
“姐……”
wozoudaobingchuangpang，qingshenghuhuan。
tayanjingdongdoumeidongyiyang，shengyinlengmo：“laikanshenme？haokanma？woxianzaihaokanma？”
“jie，wo、dui、duibuqi……”
“duibuqi？tanglin，buyaoshuoshenmeduibuqile，meiyouyiyi，wozuixuyaonideshihou，nizainali？nizaidishangpazhe，nishigenuofu，nikanzhewobeirenxiuru，wochadianjiu……”
shuozhe，tanglingkuqilai：“zouba，nizouba！wozaiyebuxiangjiandaoni，zaiyebuxiang，wokanjianni，jiuhuixiangqineixieexindejingli！”
我……走？