第1章
woshiyeneiwenmingdediaoxiangshilinwei，pingjiezheduiqiweiwurennengjideminruihechuangzaoli，wowanjiulelaogongshenjinbinlinpochandekejigongsi。
woxiaohuilewoshiruoshengmingde、duyiwuerdexiangjiku，zhiweititaxiaochuyicizuyizhimingdeshangyeweiji。
tacengchengnuojiwoyigezhuanshudexiangqiwangguo。
houlaitaqueshizuodaole，tadegongsichengweixingyejutou，tayejilewoyigepeibeidingjianyiqideshiyanshi，yijishentaitaideshenfen。
kewunianhou，tagaodiaoshiaidexinhuan，neiweidanghongnvxingbaiman，jiekou“qinglikongjianyijifaxinlinggan”，rangrenzahuilewoshiyanshilisuoyoudezhenxiyuanliaoheyiqi，cibidehunheqiweimimanlezhengcenglou。
shenjindeshengyinpingjingwubo：“yixiehuaxuepinhepingpingguanguanbale，tagaoxingjiuhao。”
womendeerzixiaozhezhishiweiwoshuolejiju，jiubeishenjinchizedingzhuangzhangbei，jianghuanyouyanzhongyoubikongjuzhengheheiankongjuzhengdehaizisuojinledixiachuzangshi。
wofengkuangpaimenxiangyaojiuta，quebeishenjindebaobiaosisituokai。
“nibushizuishanzhanganfurenxinma？woxiangxiaozheyeyichuanlenidezhending，zheidianxiaochangmian，tanengyingfu。”
wubiandeheiantunshilewodehaizi，yeranjinlewozuihouyidianqingyi。
“linwei，niwangle，niyerangbaimanshiquguoyigehaizi，zheicisuancheping。”
liuxiazheijuhua，shenjindaizhebaimanlikailebieshu。
**zheqiangbi，shentideliqibeichougan，manmanhuazuozaichuzangshibinglengdemenwai。
“haizi，zheilitailengle，mamadainizou。”
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wodezhulifangqingjihushipaoxiaozhe，henhenbadiaoletongwangdixiachuzangshiquyudesuoyoujiankongdianyuanxian。
huohuashanshuo，pingmuzhouhei，caizhizhutazahuiyiqiedechongdong，zhuanerbaozhuwoqibuchengsheng。
jifenzhongqian，xiaozhexiaoxiaodeshentibeiyihurenyuanconglimiantaichulai，yijingmeiyoulewendu。
neishanhouzhongdegeyinmengejueletadehujiu，yegejueletasuoyoudeshengji。
quanshibaitaneigelengkudefuqinsuoci。
fangqingdeshengyindoudebuchengyangzi，yanleixiongyongerchu：“linjie，tazenmenengzheimehen？xiaozheshitaweiyideerzia！”
“haiyounideshiyanshi！neixieyuanliaoshiduoshaoniandexinxue！tamingmingzhidaoneishinideming，zenmenengrenyouneigebaimanhuidiao！”
“baimanneigehaizigenbenjiushitazijibuxiaoxinnongdiaode，shenzhishibushizhendecunzaiguodounanshuo，pingshenmelaizainitoushang？niweishenmebugenshenzongjieshiqingchu？”
womeiyougaosufangqing，wojieshiguo，wushuci。
shenjinbuxin，tazhixinbaimandeyanlei。
zheixienian，wozaoyixiguanletadebuxin。
jianwochenmo，fangqingjianjianzhizhukuqi，zhishihongzheyankuang，peiwoyiqidunzaibinglengdedibanshang。
wodeyanleisihuzaizhaodaoxiaozheshentideneiyikejiuliujinle。
cikedewoyichangpingjing，zhishiyongzhijian，yibianyouyibiandi，cashizhexiaozhediaoluozaimenwaideanfuxiaoxiong。
shangmianyouganhede、shensedehenji，yexushiyanlei，yexushibiede。
xiaoxiongruanruanderongmaodoubeijintou，biandejiangying。
bujiuqian，xiaozhehaibaozheta，jiaoaodigaosuwo，takeyizaimamadewananxiangli，guandengzijidaiwufenzhongle。
tashineimenuli，xiangkefutadekongju。
wotuoxiawaitao，xiaoxinyiyidijiangxiaoxiongbaoguoqilai，jinjinbaozaihuaili，haosibaozhewodehaizi。
“fangqing，womenxianshangqu，batachangyongdedongxishoushiyixia。”
fangqingshenshouxiangfuwo，yandiquanshidanyou：“linjie，nicongzuotiandaoxianzaishenmedoumeichi，liansebaideheren。”
“meishi，woxiangzijibaozhe。”
“zheixiaojiahuo，yuedayuebuairangrenbaole，xianzai，woxiangduobaoyihuier。”
huidaoloushangwoshi，yuanyuankanjianshenjindetezhuzhangmishu，daizhelianggebaobiaodengzaimenwai。
tayongyuanyishenjiancaidetidezhiyezhuang，biaoqingyisibugou。
woxintouyichen，yuganbuhuishishenmehaoshi。
fangqingqiangxianyibu，yuqijianrui：“zhangmishubuqufuwunidelaobanheneiweidamingxing，paolaizheilizuoshenme？kanwomenlinjiedexiaohua？”
zhangmishutuiletuijinsiyanjing，shixianbingweizaiwoshenshangtingliu，fanersaoshileyixiawoshi：“xiaoshaoyeni？”
wobaojinhuaizhongdewaitao，zhijiaqiajinzhangxin，shengyinqingdexiangyumao：“tashuile。”
zhangmishuxianranbuguanxindaan，tagongshigongbandikaikou：“shenzongrangwozhuangaolinzongjian，jintiandeshiqingshiduixiaoshaoyedeyicicuozhejiaoyu。”
“ruguoyihouzaiyouleisidebudongshi，kongpajiubushijiandandechuzangshile。”
“zheixiehua，yeqinglinzongjianzhuangaoxiaoshaoye，rangtayinyiweijie。”
shenjindehua，wanruzuifenglidedao，jingzhundiciruwoxinzangzuishendeshangkou，zaihenhenningdong。
wochedongzuijiao，luchuyigezijidoujuedemoshengdexiao：“wodehaizi，tatingbujianle。”
yexushiwohuailiwaitaobaoguodexingzhuangtaiguomingxian，yexushiwocikedezhuangtaitaiguosiji。
zhangmishudemuguangzhongyuluozaiwolianshang，dunledun，jixuyongtahaowubodongdeyudiaoshuo：“shenzonghaifenfu，jilinzongjiandailaiyijianxiaoliwu。”
tashenhoudeyigebaobiaoshangqian，dakaiyigejingzhidehezi。
limianshiyigemifengdebolishiguan，zhuangzhetoumingdeyeti。
zhangmishujiangtadidaowomianqian：“zheishishichangbuzuixinyanfadexiangshuiyangpin，yonglexinxinghechengyuanliao，shenzongxiangqinglinzongjianpingjianyixia，jigezhuanyeyijian。”
wodingzheneiyeti，yigushuxide、queyoudaizhelianjiahuagonggandetianniqixiyinyuechuanlai。
shiwodangnianweilejiushenjin，qinshouxiaohuideneikuanduyiwuerdexiangjidezhudiao。
tajingranyongzheizhongzhuoliedefangzhipinlaixiuruwo。
fangqingshunjianmingbaile，qidehunshenfadou，lishenghedao：“dongxisongdao，nimenkeyigunle！”
tazuoshiyaoquqiangneizhishiguan。
wozhidaozhangmishuzhitingshenjindemingling，lanzhufangqing，dishengshuo：“zhulinianqingbudongshi，zhangmishubiejieyi。tiwoduoxieshenzongde‘liwu’。”
zhangmishuquemeidong，jingpianhoudeyanjingkanzhewo：“shenzongfenfu，xuyaoqinyankandaolinzongjianjichuchubupingjianfankui。”
“shenzongdemingling，wobixuwancheng。”
fangqingyanquanyouhongle：“nimentaiguofenle！linjieshentibushufu，wenbulezheixiedongxi！”
kanzhezhangmishubuweisuodongdeyangzi，wocanranyixiao，tuikaifangqing。
bale，zheimeduocixiurudoushoule，buchazheiyici。
libanjianglihaiyousantian，wobunengzaizheishihouremafan。
woshenshou，jieguoneibinglengdebolishiguan。
zhangmishulianshangluchuyisijibukechademanyi：“shenzonghaishikanzhongnindezhuanyenenglide。”
我去他的看重。
zaizhangmishudezhushixia，wobadiaosaizi，jiangshiguancoujinbiduan。
yigucibide、tiannide、daizhesuliaozhigandehuaxueqiweimengdichongrubiqiang。
danaowengdiyisheng，juliedecitongcongmeixinzhakai，yanqianshunjianfahei。
weilimeiyourenhedongxikeyioutu，zhiyouqiangliedexuanyunheexingan。
woxiayishidiwuzhubizi，liangqianghoutui。
shouyisong，huailidewaitaohualuozaidi，baoguozhedexiaoxionggunlechulai，zhanshangleditandehuichen。
“linjie！”fangqingjinghu，fuzhuwo。
woganjueyigureliucongbiqiangyongchu，taishouyimo，zhijianyipianxinghong。
xiujueshenjinghaoxiangbeizheiliezhidehuaxuepinzhuoshangle，shenmedouwenbudaole，zhishengxianeigulingrenzuooudetianni。
zhangmishuzhoulezhoumei，sihuduiwodefanyingyouxieyiwai，danhaishigongshihuadishuo：“kanlailinzongjianxuyaoxiuxi，pingjianbaogaokeyihouxuzaibu。woderenwuwanchengle。”
tadaizheren，zhuanshenlikai。
menguanshangdeshunjian，wozaiyezhichengbuzhu，tandaozaidi。
wohuangmangjianqixiaoxiong，yongyixiuhuluancashizheshangmiandehuichenhewodebixue，zuilinannanzhe：“duibuqi，nongzangnile，baobao。”
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fangqingdalaiwenshui，worangtazhaolailewopingriqingjiexiangliaogongjudezhuanyongruanbuhezhiwujingyou。
woxiangbaxiaoxiongqingliganjing。
xiaozheaiganjing，bunengrangtadexiaoxiongzangzhe。
woxiaoxinyiyidiyongruanbuzhanzhewenhedeqingjieye，yidiandiancashixiaoxiongshenshangdewuziheganhedexueji。
neixiehenjiwangudishenrurongmaoshenchu，zenmeyecabuchedi。
cazhecazhe，yanqiandejingxiangkaishimohu。
woyiweiwodeyanleizaoyiganhe，cikequeyouyouguntangdeyetibuduandiluo，zazaixiaoxiongshenshang，yunkaixindeshuizi。
woyonglizhayan，buxiangrangleishuifangaiwo，woyaokanqingchuwodexiaoxiong。
woshituningkaiyipingxiaozhezuixihuande、daiyoudandanganjuheyangganjuqixideanfujingyou，xiangdijidizaixiaoxiongshenshang。
neishitameicibuanshi，wendaojiuhuipingjingxialaideweidao。
keyoushoushouzhichuanlaiyizhenjianruidecitong，wocaifaxianxiaozhihewumingzhiguanjiezhongdelihai，pifuxiatouchuqingzi。
shizachuzangshineishantiemenshiliuxiade。
lianyigexiaoxiaodejingyoupinggai，wodouningbukaile。
qiguaideshi，zhiqianjingranyidianmeiganjuedaoteng。
huoxu，xinsizhihou，shentidetongchuyebiandeweibuzudaole。
fangqingkanzhewodeshou，liansedabian，likenaqishouji：“linjie，womashanglianxichenyishengguolaijinikankan！”
我没阻止她。
guoleyihuier，fangqingfangxiadianhua，liansenankandizouguolai，shengyinjianse：“linjie......chenyishengshuo，tabeishenzongpaiquzhaogubai**le，shuoshibai**shoulejinghe，xuyaoershisixiaoshikanhu。”
wodexinchedichenrubingjiao。
jiuzaizheishi，fangqingshoujishangdanchudeyulexinwentuisongxiyinlewodezhuyi。
pingmushang，yichangxingguangyiyidecishanwanyanzhengzaizhibo。
jingtoujidaoleshenjinhetashenbiandebaiman。
baimanchuanzheyaoyandelifu，zhengduizhejingtouqiaoxiaoyanran，zhanshizhetajingjiandeyitiaoxianglian。
xiangliandediaozhui，shiyigexiaoqiaolinglongdeyinzhixiangnang。
neishiwoqinshousheji，zhaogongjiangdingzhide，quanshijieduyiwuer。
limianzhuangzhewoweixiaozhetezhide、nenghuanjietajiaolvqingxudegutixianggao。
neishixiaozhecongbulishendebaobei！
tazenmehuidaizaibaimandebozishang？！
yigubinglengdenuhuoshunjianchongkualewodelizhi。
womengdizhanqishen，yanqianzhenzhenfahei。
“linjie！”fangqingbeiwoheleyitiao。
woshenmeyetingbudaole，zhuaqizhuoshangdecheyaochijiuwangwaichong。
“linjie，niyaoqunali？nilengjingdian！”fangqingzaishenhoujiaojidihanzhe。
woshenmedougubushangle，zhixiangnahuiwohaizidedongxi！
yilubiaoche，chuanglejigehongdeng，zhongyugandaojubanwanyandejiudian。
wanyanrukouchujiebeisenyan，baoanlanzhulewo。
“duibuqinvshi，qingchushinindeqingjian。”
“woshilinwei，shenjindeqizi！rangwojinqu！”woshengyinsiya，shitutuikaibaoan。
wodeshitailikeyinqilezhouweirendezhuyi，shanguangdengkaishishanshuo。
henkuai，jigechuanzheheisexizhuang、shenjindetieshenbaobiaokuaibuzouleguolai，limaoerqiangyingdilanzaiwomianqian。
“taitai，shenzongzailimianyouzhongyaohuodong，qingninlengjing。”
“rangkai！woyaojinquzhaoshenjin！”wozhengzhazhe，danshoushangdeshoushibushangliqi。
zhengzaizheishi，shenjinchenzhelian，kuaibuconglimianzoulechulai。
takandaowolangbeideyangzi，meitoujinjinzhouqi，yanzhongmeiyousihaoguanxin，zhiyounongnongdebunaifan。
“linwei，niyouzaifashenmefeng？buzhidaozheishishenmechanghema？”tayadishengyin，yuqilidezebeihexianehaobuyanshi。
“shenjin，”wotaiqitou，sisidingzheta，“baimanbozishangdexiangnang，shixiaozhede！nirangtahaijiwo！”
“shenmexiangnang？”shenjinlengleyixia，sihumeifanyingguolai。
tashenhoudebaimantingdaodongjing，yegenlechulai。
dangtakandaowo，youtingdaowoshuodehua，neizhanghuazhejingzhizhuangrongdelianshunjianbiandeshabai。
taturanwuzhuxinkou，shentiyaohuangzhedaoxiangshenjinhuaili，huxijicu，shengyinweiruo：“ajin......wo、woxinkouhaoteng......ta、tashibushixianghaiwo......wohaopa......”
suoyourendezhuyilishunjianbeixiyinguoqu。
shenjinlikejinzhangqilai，baozhubaiman，jiaojidihan：“manman！nizenmele？kuaijiaoyisheng！”
yipianhunluanzhong，baimandeshouzhifangfobujingyidisongkai。
neigeyinsedexiaoxiangnangcongtajingjianhualuo，diaozaidishang。
pangbianyigeyanjishoukuaideshizhelikeshangqian，wanyaojianqi，gongjingdishuo：“shenzong，bai**，diaoluodewupinwomenhuituoshanbaoguan，yanhuihoutongyichuli。”
shuowan，tanazhexiangnang，xunsutuirulerenqun。
wodexin，suizheneigexiaoshidexiangnang，yiqisuilie。
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baimanbei“jinji”songwangyiyuanjiancha，shenjinchuliwanhouxu，caizaijiudiandexiuxishilizhaodaowo。
talianshangdaizheyingchouhoudepibei，heyisiweixiaodeyunnu。
“xiaozheneigexiangnang，wohuirangzhangmishuchulidiao。”tashengyinlengying，budaisihaoganqing，“neizhongbujilidedongxi，liuzhemeishenmeyong。”
“linwei，woxiwangzheicideshiqingnengrangnichediqingxing，mingbaishenmegaizuo，shenmebugaizuo。”
tashenzhilinyuzaikanwoyiyan，fangfowocaishineigemafandezhizaozhe。
fangqingchenzheshenjinjiedianhuadekongxi，kuaibuzoudaowoshenbian，yadishengyin，yanzhongmanshifennu：“linjie，wogangwenlejialideyongren，neigexiangnang......shixiaozhechushihou，baimandezhulicongtafangjiannazoude，shuoshibai**kanzhexihuan！”
wodezhijiashenshenxianjinzhangxin，liuxiayueyaxingdexuehen。
shenjindawandianhua，shixiansaoguowo，xiangshicaixiangqishenme，suikouwen：“nideshou，meishiba？”
wohuanhuantaiqiwodeyoushou，jianghongzhongbianxing、touzheyuqingdeshouzhi，wushengdizhanxianzaitamianqian。
tameitouzhoudegengjin，bushiyinweiguanxin，ershixianeryijiandefanzaohezebei。
“shoushangle？pianpianzaizheigeshihou？”tayuqilidebunaifanjihuyaoyichulai，“linwei，nijiubunengrangwoshengdianxinma？santianhoujiushiailuomaxiangshuidajiangbanjiangli，nizheigezhuangtaizenmechuxi？”
ailuomaxiangshuidajiang，quanqiuxiangshuijiedezuigaorongyu。
wopingjieyikuantupoxingdezuopinruweilenianduzuijiadiaoxiangshi。
neicengshiwohexiaozhegongtongdeqipan。
“shenzong，”fangqingrenbuzhukaikou，shengyindaizhejiqie，“linjiezheishoushangdehenzhong，kenenghuiyingxiangtahouxudediaoxianggongzuo，shenzhiyingxiangbanjianglidefahui！”
shenjindemuguangzaiwoshoushangdeshouhewoqiaocuidelianshangqunxunpianke，sihuzaikuaisuquanhenglibi。
tazuizhongbunaifandiduigenjinlaidezhangmishuhuilehuishou：“zhang，mingtiananpaizuihaodeshouwaikezhuanjiajitakankan。jintianjiusuanle，biezaichushenmechazi。”
qingpiaopiaodeyijuhua，juedinglewozheizhishoudemingyun。
zheishi，baimandedianhuadalejinlai。
shenjindebiaoqinglikerouhexialai，wenshengxiyudianweizhedianhuaneitouderen。
gualedianhua，taduiwoshuo：“manmanmeishenmedaai，jiushishouledianjinghe。”
tadunledun，sihuyouxienanyiqichi，danhaishishuolechulai：“manmandanxinnidezhuangtai，tashuo......banjianglineitian，taxiangpeiwoyiqichuxi，zuozaiwopangbian，yehaofangbianzhaoguwo。”
wokanzheta，xinrusihui。
“buxingma？”tajianwobushuohua，yuqiyouyingleqilai，“linwei，biewanglenideshenfen，yebiewanglegongsidexingxiang。”
“banjianglinibixuchuxi，erqieyaonachuzuihaodezhuangtai。zhiyuneigejiang，ruguoshinide，nijiudeshangtaiquling。”
tazuizhongpaibanjueding，“shoushangyeyaojianchi，zheishigongsiderongyu。”
“manmanhuizuoweiwodetebienvban，yiqichuxi。”
tajilebaimanjihudengtongyunvzhurendediwei，jiuzaiwoshiquhaizi、shenxinjupideshihou。
wokanzheta，huanhuandiantou，shengyinpingjingwubo：“hao，wozhidaole。”
三天后的颁奖礼。
shenjin，neijiangshiwoweini，weizheiduanhunyin，zuodezuihouyijianshi。
ranhou，wohuidaizhewodehaizi，yongyuanlikainideshijie。