第4章 没有期待就不会心痛

“nikanjianneizhangzhaopianle?”jiangyuqinglanzhushengwanxingdequlu,shitanzhewendao。

shengwanxingweizheng,lijizuanjinzijidekoudai。

他怎么会知道?

zijidaizouxinjianhezhaopian,shixiangzheibeizitiqianzhaodaojiarende。

suishuoyeraohewugeshixiongqianshijiangtahaidebuqing。

kemuqianjieduan,shengwanxinghaimeidasuangentamensipolian。

bijingzijihaizhishizaixiaoxuesheng,zaizhaodaojiarenzhiqianyagenmeishilibaofutamen。

shengwanxinghoubeishenleyicenglenghan,zuanzhekoudaizhengxiangzhegaizenmejieshishi,jiangyuqingjinshiyanshinaqilezhuoshangdexiangkuang。

xiangkuanglishiliugeshenying,yeraojiashangwugeshixiong。

“zheishishanggeyuearaoguoshengriwomenyiqipaidezhaopian,yiqianwomenneizhanghezhaotaijiule,wocaibatahuanxiaqude。”

“wotingshuoniyaojiaraozuolunwen,sigedayingni,denglunwenzuowan,womenqigezaiqupaiyizhanghezhaobaizaizhuoshanghaobuhao?”

kanzhejiangyuqingshoulixiangkuang,shengwanxingcaimengdisongleyikouqi。

yuanlaitashuodebushizijineizhangzhaopian。

shengwanxingnizhezhaopianzhongliugerenmingmeidexiaorong,jinbuzhuchixiao。

gangcaitadoumeizhuyizheizhangzhaopian。

nanbuchengjiangyuqingyiwei,zijishiyinweizheizhangzhaopiancaikude?

shengwanxingwunaiyaotou,moleyixiaxinkoudeweizhi。

没有丝毫疼痛。

meiyouqidai,ziranbuhuixintong。

“wohuihaohaozuolunwende。”shengwanxingchoulexiabizi,yongnongzhongdebiyinhuifudao。

zhuanshenlikaishi,tayandileishuiyufabushoukongzhi,zhanshouzuanzhekoudai,queyouxiaoxinyiyishengpahuilejiarendezhaopian。

zhengxixu,yanye,fuzhanrong,jiangyuqing,chengyu。

nimenzhenshibawomandehaocana。

qianshitahunshenkuilanzhehuidaojiating。

xinxinkukuzhaoletaershiniandejiaren,zuihounengbaodaodezhishihunshenechouliunongdeta。

还有那个人……

shengmingzuihoushike,shengwanxingyijingsangshilequanbushili。

talianneigerendemoyangdoubuzhidao,zhijidetashenchendanwenroudeshengyin。

weilehuanqitadeqiushengyizhi,jiarenbufenzhouyehuanbanzuozaichuangbianpeitaliaotian。

zhiyouneigenanren,guayanshaoyu,lianliaotiandoubuzhidaogailiaoshenme。

tazhihuiniancaijingzazhi,gaosutashangmiannapianwenzhangshitaxiede,yougaosutagongsizuijinyoutanlenaxieshengyi。

neishideshengwanxingshixianghuoxiaqude,ketashentijinengyijingtuihuale。

taxianggaosuneigenanren,tashuodedongxishizaihenwuliao,dantacongmeixiangguoqusi。

前世没机会。

zheibeizi,tahuiwanwanzhengzheng,yizuihaodezhuangtaizhanzaijiarenmianqian!

傍晚。

shengwanxingqushitangchifanshi,huitoujiukanjianyeraogensheyouzaipangbiandezuoweishangliaotian。

taxiayishijiuxiangtaokai,quecongtamendeduihuazhongtingjianlezijidemingzi。

“tingshuomei?jintianshengwanxingshicongnisigeshiyanshikuzhelikaide,beibushaorendoukanjianleni,nicaitashibushiyoubeimale?”

sheyouyilianbagua,hainachuluntanligaojubangshoudezhaopian。

zhengshishengwanxingshuangyantonghongcongshiyanshilikaidemoyang。

yeraokanleyiyan,qiangrenzuijiaoxiaoyi,guzuodanyoudizhouqimeitou。

“wanxingjiushitaijiang,feiyaobansushe,sigekendingyinweizheishimatale。”

“huogai,buguotabanzouleyehao,yihoujiumeirenqifunile。”

yeraominminzuimeihangsheng,keyanjiaomeishaofenmingshiyanbuzhudexiao。

shengwanxinghaizhenshigezhunaozi。

tashirangchulebaoyanmingemeicuo。

ketayiweiyongbansushedejiekoufaxiebuman,jiunengrangwugeshixionghaipale?

shengwanxinghaishitaigaogutazaishixiongmenxinlideweizhile。

zhishishengwanxingbanzoule,jinhoutahaibuhaofaxieleni。

liangrentanxiaofengsheng,shengwanxingbeiduizhetamendefangxiang,exindewanfandouchibujinqule。

xuexiaozheixierenzhenshiwuliao,zhengtiandingzhetapidadianxiaoshidouyaowangluntanshangfa。

danqianshiyijingzaoyuguoyicidexiaoyuanbaling,zheicimeinengduishengwanxingzaochengsihaoyingxiang。

baling,zhishiyixuexineijinxingde。

haiyoubudaoyigeyue,tajiuzhuandaojinrongxile。

daoshihoutajiunenghecongqiandeyiqiebaituolianxile。

一个月后。

研究生考试放榜日。

yeraogenwugeshixiongzuozaitushuguan,dengzhekanzijibeichenggongluqudejiemian。

suishuoyijingzhidaobaoyanmingebuhuichuwenti,danyishiganzongyaoyou,tadasuanjietufapengyouquan。

jinwanliugerenzaichuquchiyidundacanhaohaoqingzhuyixia。

不带盛晚星。

keyeraoshuruzijideshenfenxinxi,jiemianshuaxinxujiu,zuihoudanchudejiemianxianshi,gaikaoshengbingweicanjiakaoshi。

huiandejiemiandanchu,rangliugerendoushiyileng。

wushixiongchengyuxingziji,lijiqiangguoshoujifengkuangdianjishuaxinjiemian。

“zheipoxiaoyuanwangzenmehuishi,bantiandoushuaxinbuchulai,zhenlangfeishijian!”

yuanbenhaiqidingshenxiandejigeren,zheihuierxinlimomingshengchuyigubuhaodeyugan,jinzhangxixidingzheshoujijiemian。

kelianxushuaxinjici,jiemianrengjiuxianshiyeraoweicanjiakaoshi。

“huibuhuixiaoyuanwangchucuole,yanchixianshibaoyanminge?”

tushuguanliyizhenzhenhuanhushengxiangqi。

qitachadaokaoshichengjidexueshengdouyijingkandaolezijidechengji。

keyeraodejiemianshizhongmeiyoubianhua。

dashixiongzhengxixucuzhemeitoulijifouren,“bukeneng,baoyanmingeyouxianyukaoshichengji,jueduibuhuiyanchi。”

dangnianzhengxixujiushibaoyankaoshangdeyanjiusheng,duizheixiezuilejie。

yeraoxinliyemominghuangle。

难道真的出问题了?

qishiyeraoyuanbenyedasuancanjiakaoshide,wugeshixionglianyebangtabuke,jiulianxiaochaodouzhunbeihaole。

kebuzhidaoshinagemeisuzhidexiangjiaoyujujubao,shangtouduijinniankaoshengchaoxiqingkuanggewaizhongshi。

bunengdaxiaochao,yeraoyejiumeicanjiakaoshiqudiurenxianyan。

可现在的结果……

“我知道了!”

ershixiongyanyeturandaheyisheng,zaijijingdetushuguangewailiaoliang,jiangqitarendouhedeyileng。

yanyeyandishunshiyipianlenglie,zuanzhequantouyaoyaqiechinianchuyigemingzi。

“盛晚星!”

“kendingshitagaogui,huangchengrangchubaoyanminge,nimennandaomeifaxian,shengwanxingyijingyigeyuemeizhaoguowomenlema?”

yanyezheimeyishuo,qitarencaimengranfanyingguolai。

shia,congqianhenbudeyitiandoulibukaitamendeshengwanxing,juranyigeyuemeichuxianle。

ruguobushixinxudehua,taweishenmebuganchuxian?

yeraozaoyimudengkoudai,zuichunfanbaidihunshenzhidou。

taquniankaoshishili,jinnianyoumeicanjiakaoshi,xianzaibaoyanmingeyemeile。

neitajiumeiyouxuanzedaoshidequanlile!

“zou,womenquzhaoshengwanxing!”