guchenlianshangdexuesetundeyiganerjing，tadingzhewo，xiangshizaikanyigeguaiwu。
“ni……shenmeyisi？”tadeshengyinlidaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou。
womeiyouzhijiehuidata，ershidaishangzhuanyeshoutao，naqiyigegaobeifangdajingheyigenxixiaodecaiyangzhen，xiaoxinyiyidikaojingulaoyezideyiti。
“guxiansheng，fayixueshangyougegainian，jiao‘tibiaoxiansuo’。”woyibianzixiguancha，yibianqingshengjieshi，“renzaisiwangqianhou，shentihuiliuxiahenduoxinxi。biru，xingengcusidebingren，mianbutongchanghuiyinweijidutongkuerniuqu，zuichunfagan。danninfuqindemianronghenpingjing，taiguopingjingle。”
woyongcaiyangzhen，qingqingdizaitazhijiafengliguaquleyidiandianlansedeweimo。
“erqie，ninkanzheili。”wojiangfangdajingduizhunneiyidianlanse，“zhengchangdeshibanshizihongse，erzheizhonglan，gengxiangshihuaxuewuzhicanliu。yigeyangzunchuyoudelaoyezi，linsiqianhuijiechudaoshenmeteshudelansehuaxuewuzhini？shimoshui？yanliao？haishi……biedeshenme？”
wojiangcaiyangzhenfengcunzaiyigemifengdaili，fanghuiwodegongjuxiang。
“shenyuan，”guchendeshengyinlengdexiangbing，“nidegongzuoshibaocunyiti，bushidangzhentan。”
“guxiansheng，nicuole。”wozhanzhishenti，zhaixiashoutao，haobuweijudiyingshangtademuguang，“wodegongzuo，shibaozhengzheichangzangliwanwuyishi。ruguogulaoyezibushizhengchangsiwang，ershitasha，neimexiongshouyidinghaizaizheigejiali。yigenengshasinifuqinderen，jiunengpohuaiwomendejihua。tahuishizuidadebianshu。wobixuzhidaozhenxiang，cainengyupanfengxian，baohuwode‘zuopin’，yebaohuni，yijinineiyigeyidechengnuo。”
wodehua，xiangyibachuizi，zhongzhongdizazaiguchendexinshang。
tatuirandizuozaishafashang，shuangshou**toufali，luchuletazheigenianjibugaiyoudepibeihecuiruo。
“wobuzhidao……”tatongkudidiyu，“neitianwanshang，lundaolinwanzhaogufuqin。tashuofuqinturanxiongkouteng，dengjiatingyishenggandaodeshihou，renyijingbuxingle。yishengzhenduanshijixingxinjigengsi。”
“jiatingyishengni？”wozhuiwen。
“worangtaxiujiale，jiletayidabiqian，rangtachuguolvyou，shitianhouhuilai。”guchendeshengyinlitouzheyisihenli。
“尸检呢？”
“bunengshijian。”talikefoujue，“yidanshijian，siwangshijianjiuhuibaolu，yiqiedouwanle。”
wodiandiantou，zheiqueshishigesiju。
“suoyi，nihuaiyilinwan？”wowen。
guchentaiqitou，yanzhongshihuabukaideyinmai：“wohuaiyimeiyigeren。linwanyoudongji，taxiangjinkuainadaoyichan；guyangyeyoudongji，taxiangchenluanduoquan；shenzhiwogugu……tayizhijuedefuqinpianxinwo，duitaerzibuhao。”
“meigerendouyouxianyi，dandoumeiyouzhengju。”wotitashuolehoubanju。
“shi。”guchenkanzhewo，yanshenlidiyicidaishangleqingqiu，“shenyuan，nizhende……nengkanchulaima？”
“wojinli。”womeiyoubahuashuoman，“danshouxian，woxuyaoyigejueduianquandegongzuohuanjing。”
womendachenglexindegongshi。
jiexialai，woyi“xuyaoweigulaoyezijinxingteshude‘jinghualiliao’”weiyou，rangliguanjiaqingkongleerloudesuoyouyongren，binganzhuanglezuigaojibiedeanbaoxitong。zheigefangjian，chenglegujiajindizhongdejindi。
woliechuleyizhangzhangzhangdeqingdan，shangmianquanshigezhongzhuanyedefangfuyaoji、xiufucailiaohejingmiyiqi。liguanjiabanshixiaolvjigao，budaobantian，suoyoudongxidouqiaowushengxidiyunjinlebieshu。
diyibu，shiquanshendongmaiguanzhu。
wojianggulaoyezideyitizhuanyidaotezhidejinshucaozuotaishang，lianjiehaodongmaibenghejingmaiyinliuguan。suizheyinhongdexueyebeichouchu，tezhide、hanyoukangningjihexiufuyinzidefangfuyebeihuanhuanbengrutinei。
zheishiyigejiqijingxihemanzhangdeguocheng。wobixujingzhunkongzhiyali、liusuheyaojinongdu，yiquebaofangfuyenengjunyundishentoudaomeiyigemaoxixueguan，tongshizuidaxiandudiweichipifudedanxingheseze。
guchenjiuzhanzaimenkou，touguobolikanzhewo。
kanzhewozheigenianqingdenvhai，mianbugaisedichulizhetafuqindeyiti，yanshenzhuanzhuerpingjing，fangfozaijinxingyichangshenshengdeyishi。
tadeyanshen，congzuichudezhenjing、jiebei，manmanbianchenglefuzadehaoqihe……yisiliantazijidoumeichajuedaodeyilai。
shenye，guanzhuwancheng。woweigulaoyezihuanshangganjingdesichoushuiyi，jiangtaanzhihuichuangshang，diaozhenghaoshineidewenshidu。
zuowanzheiyiqie，wocaigandaoyizhenxutuo。wozoudaowaijian，jizijidaolebeishui。
guchenhaizhanzaineili，xiangyizundiaosu。
“xuyaowozuoshenme？”tawen。
“woxuyaogulaoyeziqushineitian，suoyourendebuzaichangzhengming，yuexiangxiyuehao。yiji，neimingjiatingyishengdequanbuziliao。”woshuo。
“好。”
“lingwai，”wokanzheta，“zheijitian，woyaozhuzaizheili。”
guchenlengleyixia，suijidiantou：“worangliguanjiajinianpaizuihaodekefang。”
“buyong。”woyaotou，zhilezhicaozuoshipangbiandeyigexiaoxiaodexiuxijian，“wojiushuizheili。wode‘kehu’，yikeyelibukairen。”
neiyike，wokandaoguchendeyanshen，chedibianle。
tadagaicongweijianguoxiangwozheiyangdenvren。
diertianyizao，wojiubeiyizhenjianruidezhengchaoshengchaoxing。
wozouchufangjian，kandaolinwanzhenglihuadaiyudiduzaizoulangshang，duizheguchenkusu：“dage，woqiuqiunile，jiurangwojinqukanyiyanbababa！wozhendehendanxinta！niweishenmeyaobatazangqilai？nishibushizaiduitazuoshenmebuhaodeshiqing？”
guyangzezaiyipangshanfengdianhuo：“jiushia，ge。womenyeshibadezinv，pingshenmezhiyouninengjian？zaishuole，nizhaogegaosangzangdenvrenlaitiantianshouzheba，zheixianghuama？chuanchuquwomengujiadelianwangnage？”
gumanyechenzhelian：“guchen，bamendakai。jintianwobixuqinyankandaonibaba。”
sangerenlianheqilai，qishixiongxiong，xianranshiyoubeierlai。
guchendangzaimenkou，liansetieqing，cunbuburang。
wolengjingdizoushangqian，zhanzaiguchenshenbian，dandandikaikou：“jiwei，gulaoxianshengzhengzaijieshouwode‘jingxinliaocheng’，zheigeliaochengxuyaojueduideanjinghewujunhuanjing，renherendejinrudoukenengdaozhiqiangongjinqi，shenzhiweijilaoxianshengdejiankang。”
“nisuangeshenmedongxi？zheiliyounishuohuadefenma？”guyangbuxiedipielewoyiyan。
“woshiguchenxianshengqinglaidezhuanyerenshi。”wonachuwodegongzuozheng，shangmianyinzhe“gaojishengmingguanhuaiguwen”，“wodezhizeshiquebaogulaoxianshengdeshenxinanning。ruguonimenfeiyaochuangru，keyi。danzhihoufashengrenhehouguo，douyounimenchengdan。baizhiheizi，wokeyilixiaziju。”
wodeyuqibubeibukang，yanshenlimeiyousihaoweiju。
linwanbeiwodeqishizhenzhule，chouqishengdouxiaolexie。gumanzemiqiyanjing，zhongxinshenshizhewo。
jiuzaizheishi，wopiejianlinwandeshou。tachuanzheyitiaobaisedelianyiqun，youshoushouwanshang，daizheyichuanjingyingtiptoude……lanseshuijingshoulian。
neilanse，zaizoulanghunandeguangxianxia，shanzheyouyoudeguang。
xiangjilewozaigulaoyezizhijiafenglikandaodeneiyimolan。
我的心，猛地一跳。