从未寄出的那封信
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diyizhang：yuzhongdexumulinxiaomengzhanzaichuangqian，wangzhewaimianxixililidexiaoyu。zheichangqiuyuyijingchixulesantian，
jiangzhenggechengshixishuadeqinglengerguji。chuangbolishangwanyanhualuodeshuihen，
xiangjilesuiyuezaijiyishangliuxiademohuyinji。tashouzhongjinwozheyifengfanhuangdexinfeng，
zhijianyinyonglierweiweifabai，fangfozuanzhedebushiyidiezhizhang，ershitazhengzhengshierniandeqingchunyudengdai。
shiernianle。zheigeshuzizaitaxinzhongfanfuhuixiang，xiangyikoubeiqiaojideguzhong，yuyinzhenzhanzhetademeiyigenshenjing。
shiernianqian，tazhanzaitongyigeweizhi，kanzhetongyigefangxiangdeyujing，xinzhongqueshijieranbutongdewendu。
neishideyu，daizhexiamodewenre，helibiedekuse。neishideta，haishigejianxin“yongyuan”denianqingnvhai。
“wohuidengni。”tashuo，shengyinqingdexiangyipianyumao，quezhongzhongdiluozaitaxinshang。tadianlediantou，
leishuizaiyankuangzhongdazhuan，quejueqiangdiburangtaluoxia。tataoyanbeishangdelibiechangmian，
ningyuanjizhubiciweixiaodemoyang。“sannianeryi，henkuaijiuguoqule。”tashenshou，
qingqingcaqutayanjiaoneikebutinghuadeleizhu，zhifuwennuanerganzao，daizherangtaanxindeliliang。sannian。
tazaimeiguochangchuntengmingxiaodexinlixueboshikecheng，yuanbenzhishisannian。linxiaomengditoukanzheshouzhongdexinfeng。
tayijinghenjiule，bianjiaoyouxiemosun，zhizhiyinfanfumosuoerbianderouruan，
shangmiandezijiqueyiranqingxi——neishichenyudezi，ganjingliluo，litouzhibei，yirutabenren，mubiaomingque，
yizhijianding。tacongweixiangguo，zheifengchengzaizhezuichuchengnuodexin，huizaishiernianhou，yizheiyangyizhongfangshi，
zhongxinhuidaotadeshenghuo，xiangyikechilaidezidan，jingzhundijizhonglecikedeshenghuo。
---dierzhang：jingliuxiadebolan“linyisheng，3haobingfangdeshen**qingxubutaiwending，jujuefuyongzaocan。
”hushiliweideshengyinzaimenkouxiangqi，jianglinxiaomengcongmanwubianjidehuiyizhonglahuixianshi。
taxunsujiangxinfengsaijinbangongzhuodechoutishenchu，fangfoneishishenmejianbudeguangdedongxi。shenxiyikouqi，zhuanshenshi，
lianshangyihuanshangzhuanyeerwenhedebiaoqing，neishitayongleduonianshijianxiulianerchengdemianju，
zuyiyingduishijiandabufendeqingxufengbao。“womashangguoqu。”gongzuoshilinxiaomengzuihaodebinansuo。
zuoweiyimingxinliyisheng，tameitianxuyaomianduigezhonggeyangbeiqingxukunraoderen，qingtingtamendetongku，chousibojian，
jiyuzhuanyedezhidao。zheizhongquanshenxindetoururangtameiyoutaiduoshijianchenniyuzijideguoqu。
tashanzhangyindaotarenzouchumigong，quejiangzijidexinjieshenshenmaizang。3haobingfangzhuzheyiweishiliusuideshaonv，
shenxiaoyu，yinzhongduyiyuzhengjibansuidejinshizhangairuyuanzhiliao。linxiaomengzoujinbingfangshi，
nvhaizhengquansuozaichuangbiandeyizishang，shuangbeihuanxi，xiabadizaixigaishang，wangzhechuangwaideyujing，yanshenkongdong，
xiangyizunlewushengqideciwawa。“youbuchiwufan？”linxiaomenglaguoyibayizi，zainvhaishenbianzuoxia，
meiyoukaodetaijin，liuchuleanquandexinlijuli。tadeshengyinpinghe，budairenhezhize。nvhaimeiyouhuitou，
zhishiqingqingyaoleyaotou，jilvheifachuiluozaicangbaidelianjiabian。“yuhenmei，bushima？
”linxiaomengmeiyouzhijietanlunbingqinghuoshiwu，ershishunzhenvhaidemuguangkanxiangchuangwaihuimengmengdetiankong，
“tarangshijiebiandeanjing，fangfosuoyoudexuanxiaohehuichendoubeitaxishoule，zhishengxiayizhongganjingdegudu。
”nvhaidejiemaoqingweidizhandongleyixia，xianghudieshoushangdechibang。“wonianqingshi，feichangxihuanxiayutian。
”linxiaomengjixushuo，shengyinlidaizheyisihanjiande、zhenshidehuainian，“yinweizhiyouzaiyutian，
wocaiganfangrenzijixiangnianyigeren。yushuixiangshitianrandepingzhang，nengbawodesinianhecuiruodouyinzangqilai。
”zheishitadiyicizaibingrenmianqiantijizijidesishi。buzhiweihe，
kanzhezheigechenmode、jiangzijifengbiqilaideshaonv，
taxiangqileershisuideziji——neigetongyangxiguanbasuoyouqinggandoushenshenmaizang，biaomianpingjingrujing，
neixinquebotaoxiongyongdenvhai。“xiangnian……shishenmeganjue？”nvhaiturankaikou，
shengyinyinzhangjiuchenmoeryouxieshaya、ganse。linxiaomengweiweiyizheng，
sikaolepianke：“xiangshiyichangyongyuanbuhuitingdeyu。xinlimianzongshishilulude，youshihoushimianmianxiyu，
zhishiyoudianyinleng；youshihoushiqingpendayu，rangnichuanbuguoqi，juedezhenggeshijiedouyaobeiyanmeile。
”nvhaizhongyuzhuanguotoulai，diyicizhishitadeyanjing，neishuangyanmouhenda，
queandanwuguang：“neibuhuihennanshouma？”“youshihouhui，feichangnanshou。”linxiaomengchengshidishuo，
meiyouyongneixiexujiadeanwei，“danyuyerangyiqiebiandeqingxi，bushima？tachongshuadiaobiaomiandefuhua，
rangnikanqingshenmecaishizhenzhengzhongyaode。erqie，yuzonghuitingde，yangguangzonghuichulai，napazhishiduanzandeshunjian。
”nvhaichenmoleyihuier，muguangzhongxintouxiangchuangwai，yushisihuxiaoleyixie。taqingqingdishuo，
shengyinjihuweibukewen：“woxianghedianzhou。”linxiaomengweixiaozhezhanqishen，
xinzhonglveguoyisixiaoxiaodechengjiugan：“hao，woranghushisongdianwenredenanguazhouguolai，tingshuojintiandehentian。
”likaibingfangshi，tagandaoyisixinwei。tupoxingdejinzhan，duiyuyiyuzhenghuanzhelaishuo，
napashizuiweixiaodeyiyuanbiaoda，doushiyidabu。bangzhuzheixiebeikunzaixinlinglaolonglideren，
shitaxuanzechengweiyimingxinliyishengdechuzhong。zheifengongzuojiyutajiazhigan，mouzhongchengdushang，
yeshiyizhongziwoliaoyu。huidaobangongshi，tademuguangyoubuyouzizhudipiaoxiangneigechouti。neifengxin，
tahaimeiyouyongqiwanzhengdiduwan。jinjinzhishikaitoujiju，jiuzuyizaitapingjingdexinhulitouxiajushi。
---disanzhang：zhizihuakaidejijieshiernianqiandejiyi，rutongbeizheiqiuyujinpao，yufaqingxidifuxianchulai。
neishiyigezhizihuashengkaidexiatian，kongqizhongmimanzhetianniernongyudexiangqi，xiaoyuanlidechanmingshengciqibifu，
buzhipijuandigechangzheqingchunyushengxia。linxiaomenghaijideneigexiatiandemeiyigexijie，
yangguangtouguofanmaodewutongshuye，saxiabanbolulideguangying，tahechenyushouqianshouzouzailinyinxiaodaoshang，
yingzizaishenhouladehenzhang，jiaozhizaiyiqi，fangfoyongyuanbuhuifenkai。“zhishisannian。”chenyuzhongfuzhezheijuhua，
buzhishiweileanweita，haishianweiziji。tawojinletadeshou，zhangxinyouweiweidehanshi。“womingbai。
”linxiaomengdiandiantou，nulirangzijideshengyintingqilaiqingsongziru，“sannianhounihuilai，womenjiujiehun。
daoshihou，nishihaiguixinlixueboshi，woshibentuxiaoyisheng，ganghaohubu。”zheishitamendeyueding。
chenyuyiyouyidechengjihetuchudeyanjiuchengguo，huodelemeiguodingjianxuefudequanejiangxuejin，
fumeigongduxinlixueboshixuewei。erlinxiaomengzeliuzaiguonei，jixuwanchengtazuihouliangniandeyixuexueye，
bingzhunbeikaoyanshenzao。dengchenyuxuechengguilai，tamenjiujuxinghunli，zaizheigechengshianjialuohu。
“meitiandouhuishipintonghua。”chenyuchengnuo，yanshenrenzhen。“bieshale，youshichade。nineiliwanshang，
wozheiergangtianliang。”linxiaomengzhongyuxiaole，shenshoutitalilelichenshandelingzi，“meizhouyicijiuhao，
pingshijiufafayoujian、duanxin。niyaozhuanxinxueye，woyehenmangde。”taqingchudizhidao，
yaoyuandejulihuikaoyanganqing，dantacongweihuaiyiguotamenzhijiandeniudai。
congdaxuexinshengbaodaoshineigebangtakangxinglidegaodaxuezhang，daotushuguanliwushucimoqidebingjianerzuo，
congbianlunsaishangzhenfengxiangduideduishou，daolinyindaoxiadiyiciqingsedeqianshou……congxiangshixianglian，
daorujinyijingsinian，chenyuzaoyichengweitashengmingzhongbukefengedeyibufen，xianghuxiyiyangziran。
tacongming、zixin、youbaofu，youshishenzhiyouxieguzhi，danduita，quezongshititieruwei。
tazhidaotabuxihuanchicong，zhidaotahaipaleisheng，zhidaotabiaomianjianqiangneixinmingan，
zhidaotasuoyoudemengxianghecuiruo。songbiedeneitian，jichanglijimanlexingsecongcongdelvren，
guangbolizhongyingwenjiaotibobaozhehangbanxinxi，kongqilimimanzhelichoubiexu。linxiaomengzhanzaianjiankouwai，
kanzhechenyuyibubuyuanli，xinzhongturanyongqiyigumomingdekonghuang，fangfozheiyibiejiushiyongjue，
fangfoyanqianzheigeshuxideshenyinghuijiucixiaoshizaimangmangrenhai。“xiaomeng！”jiuzaijijiangtongguoanjianshi，
chenyuturanzhuanshen，nizherenliupaolehuilai，congbeibaolitaochuyigehouhoude、mibaisedexinfeng，
zhengzhongdifangdaotashouli，“zheige，dengwoshangfeijihouzaidakai。”tajieguoxinfeng，chushouyouzhongqiyidehouzhonggan。
tadianlediantou，qiangrendeleishuizhongyuhaishihualuoleyidi。chenyushenchushou，qingqingwenletadeetou，
dongzuozhenzhongerqiancheng。“dengwo。”tashuo。ranhoutazhendezhuanshenlikaile，zheiyicimeiyouzaihuitou，
tingbadebeiyingxiaoshizaianjiantongdaodeguaijiao。neitianwanshang，dangquerenchenyuchengzuodehangbanyijingqifeihou，
linxiaomengduzizaisusheli，xiaoxinyiyididakaileneifengxin。limianbushitayuxiangzhongdelibieqingshu，
ershizhengzhengshiyexinzhi，xiemanlechenyuduitaweilaideguihuaheguli，
baokuotakenengyudaodexueyekunnan、shixijianyi，
shenzhiliechuletajiweizaiguoneixinlixuejieyouyingxianglidedaoshidelianxifangshi，keyizaitaxuyaoshitigongbangzhu。
xinlihaijiazheyizhangtamendehezhao——zaixuexiaodehuxintingbian，taxiaozhekaozaitajianshang，yangguangzhenghao。
zhaopianbeihou，taxieleyixingxiaozi：“yuanyousuiyuekehuishou，qieyishenqinggongbaitou。”xindejiewei，
taxiedao：“xiaomeng，cixingyuwo，shizhuiqiuxueshulixiang，gengshiweilewomennengyongyougenghaodeweilai。yiguoxiangge，
daozuqiezhang，danwoxinfeishi，bukezhuanye。wulunfashengshenme，qingwubijizhu，
nishiwocishengweiyiaiguo、yejiangyongyuanshenaideren。dengwohuilai，womenjiuzaiyebufenkai。”dangshideta，
beizheifengxingandongdeleiliumanmian，baozhexinzhikuleyizhengye。quebuzhidao，zheifengchongmanaiyiyuguihuadexin，
jingshitamenzhijianzhangdashiernianshiliandekaishi，shitamenqingchunaiqingzuihoudejuexiang。
---disizhang：duanliedeyinfuchenyulikaihoudetousangeyue，yiqieruchang。tamenyangezunshouzheyueding，
meizhouriwanshangjinxingyicishipintonghua，kanzhepingmushangbiciyouxieyanchidanxiaorongzhenshidelian，
fenxiangzheyizhoulaidequshihefannao。meitian，tamendouhuihuxiangfayoujian，
neirongsuosuierwenxin——tatucaomeiguoshiwudedandiao，
tabaoyuanyixuekechengdefanzhong；tapaixiaxiaoyuanlikeaidesongshu，tafaquheshiyoujucandezhaopian。
“xueyetaimangle，lijiewo，xiaomeng。”dayuesigeyuehoudeyicishipintonghuazhong，
tajieshizhehuifuyoujianbianmandeyuanyin，yanxiadewuqinghepibeideshenqingzhengshiletadeshuoci。linxiaomengdangranlijie。
tazijideyiyuanshixiyejinrulezuixinkudejieduan，meitiangenzhedaijiaolaoshichafang、xiebingli、zhiyeban，
changchangleidehuidaosushedaotoujiushui。taxiangxin，zheizhishizanshide，dengliangrendouwanquanshiyinglexindeshenghuojiezou，
yiqiedouhuizhongxinburuzhenggui。tahaizaijihuazhe，dengtayinianhoudiyigejiaqihuilai，
yaodaitaquchixinfaxiandeneijiachuancaiguan。raner，bianhuahaishiqiaowushengxidifashengle。
chenyudehuifucongyitianyici，jianjianbianchengsantianyici，zuihoubianchengyizhouyicijiqijianduandewenhou。
“zuijinzaigendaoshizuoyigehenzhongyaodexiangmu，shijianhenjin。”“baoqian，gangkandaoyoujian，yiqiedouhao，wunian。
”……youjiandeneirongyuelaiyueganbie，shiqulewangridewenduhefenxiangyu。linxiaomengkaishigandaobuan，
tazengjialefasongyoujiandepinlv，shenzhizaisuanhaotakenengkongxiandeshijianzhijiebodayueyangdianhua，
dandaduowurenjieting。taanweiziji，takenengzhendetaimangle，yalitaida。tabunengzaizheigeshihoujitatianluan。
zhidaotalikaihoudediliugeyue，yigehanlengdedongye，linxiaomengzhiwanyebanhuidaobinglengdechuzuwu，dakaiyouxiang，
faxianshoudaolechenyuyouxiangdizhizidongfasongdeyifengyoujian，tishigaiyouxiangyitingzhishiyong。talengzhule，
suijiyizhongbinglengdekongjujuezhuleta。tazhandouzheshoubodatameiguodeshoujihao，
tingtonglichuanlaideshijixiedenvsheng：“ninsuobodadehaomashikonghao。”shijiefangfozaishunjianjijingwusheng，
zhishengxiaxinzangfengkuangtiaodonghexueyedongjiedeshengyin。
delianxisuoyoukenengzhidaochenyuxiaoxideren——tayiqianzaiguoneidetongxue、cengjingtijidejiweizaimeihuarenpengyou。
youjian、dianhua、dangshihaibutaipujideshejiaowangluo……tayongjinleyiqiebanfa。zuizhong，
congyigeyutatongxiaodanbutongxidexuezhangneili，
dedaoleyigemohuerbuquedingdexiaoxi：chenyuhaoxiangyinweijialichulejishi，
yigeyueqianturanbanliletuixueshouxu，meiyourenzhidaotajutiqulenali，zoudefeichangcongmang。neiyike，
linxiaomengganjuejiaoxiadedimiansuiliele。tatanzuozaibinglengdedibanshang，chuangwaishichengshiyongbuximiededenghuo，
ertadeshijiequeshunjianyipianqihei。weishenme？jialichuleshenmeshi？weishenmetabugaosuta？
weishenmeyongzheiyangjuejuedefangshixiaoshi？wushudeyiwenxiangdusheyiyangkenshizhetadexin。zuichudejitian，
tawufajinshi，wufarushui，zhishibutingdiliulei，fanfukanzheneifengzuihoudexin，shitucongzhongzhaodaoyisixiansuo。
tabuxiangxinchenyuhuizheiyangduita，neigechengnuoyaohetagongduyishengderen，zenmehuihaowuzhengzhaodipingkongxiaoshi？
suizheshijiandetuiyi，fennukaishiqudaibeishang。yexutabianlexin？yexumeiguodeshenghuotaijingcai，
tayudaolegengheshideren？yexusuoweide“jialijishi”zhishiyigejiekou？takaishihuaiyiguoqudeyiqie，
huaiyineixieshiyanhechengnuoshifouzhishiyichangjingxinbianzhidehuangyan。weilebubeizheijudadetongkuhekunhuoyakua，
taxuanzelezuijiduandefangshi——jiangzijichedimairugongzuohexuexizhizhong。tashenqinglegengduodezhiban，
canjialegengnandeketi，xiangyitaibuzhipijuandejiqi，yongshentidejidupibeilaimabixinlingdejutong。
tachenggongdikaoquleyanjiusheng，zhuangonglinchuangxinlixue。tayiyouyidechengjibiye，
jinruxianzaizheijiazhimingdexinlizhuankeyiyuan。tachengweiletongshiyanzhongzhuanye、lengjing、kekaodelinyisheng，
bingrenxinzhongwenrou、youliliang、nengdailaixiwangdeshouhuzhe。zhiyoutazijizhidao，neixinshenchuyouyikuaidifang，
yongyuantingliuzaileershiersuineiniandedongtian，xiazheyongyuanbuhuitingdelengyu。tabuzaiqingyixiangxinchengnuo，
buzaikaishixindeganqing，tabasuoyoudexinlidoutourudaoleshiyezhong，fangfoshiyizhongchengfa，yeshiyizhongtaobi。
zhidaoshiernianhouzheifengchilaidexin，zaicijiaodongletazaoyichendiandeguowang。diwuzhang：busuzhike“linyisheng，
jiedaishiyourenzhaoni，shuoshiyoujishi。”hushizhangqinziguolaitongzhi，yuqilidaizheyisibuyichajuedetanxun，
“tashuotaxingchen。”xingchen。jiandandelianggezi，xiangyibayaochi，
shunjiandakailelinxiaomengnulifengsuodejiyizhamen。tadexintiaolouleyipai，
danlianshangyijiuweichizheguanchangdepingjing：“youyuyuema？”“meiyou。dantashuo……wubijianniyimian。
”linxiaomengzhoulezhoumei，jintianbingmeiyouyuyuedefangke。tazhenglileyixiabaidagua，shenxiyikouqi，
xiangshiyaobenfuyichangmingyundeshenpan，zouxiangweiyuyiloudejiedaishi。tuikaimendeyishunjian，
shijianfangfobeiwuxingdeshoucubaodidaoboleshiernian。neigezhanzaichuangbian，beiduizhetadenanrenshenying，
gaoda、tingba，daizheyizhongmoshengdeshuxigan。tasihutingdaolekaimensheng，huanhuanzhuanguoshenlai。
jinguanmianrongchengshulexuduo，tunquleqingniandeqingse，xiantiaogengjiayinglang，yanjiaotianlejidaoxiwen，
faxingcongqingshuangdeduanfabianchengleliluodeshangwukuanshi，
yizheyecongjiandandetxuniuzikuhuanchenglejiancaiheshendeshensedayi……dantayiranyiyanjiurenchuleta。chenyu。
tajiuzheiyangzhanzaiwuhouxibodeguangxianli，zhenshidejinhuxuhuan。tadeyanshenbuzaishijiyizhongneibanqingchefeiyang，
ershichendianletaiduotakanbudongdefuzaqingxu——jinzhang、kuijiu、qidai，haiyouyisinanyiyanshidepibei。
tazhanqishen，zuichunweidong，sihuxiangshuoshenme，qianyanwanyuzaihoujiangundong，
quezuizhongzhishihuazuoyigefuzaerkezhideweixiao。“haojiubujian，xiaomeng。”tadeshengyinxiangqi，
bijiyizhonggengjiadichen，daizhejingnianleiyuedamochudeshayazhigan，
queyirannengjingzhundichudongtaxindizuishenchudeneigenxian。linxiaomenggandaoyizhenjuliedexuanyun，
fangfozhenggedimiandouzaihuangdong，budebuxiayishidifuzhumenkuangwenzhuziji。shierniandedengdai，shierniandeyiwen，
shierniandetongkuhenuligoujiandepingjing，zaizheiyiketubengwajie。judadechongjirangtahoulongfajin，
fabuchurenheshengyin，zhinengzhengzhengdikanzheta，xiangyizunturanbeishiledingshenzhoudediaoxiang。“wozhidaozheihenturan。
”chenyudeshengyinzaicixiangqi，daizhexiaoxinyiyi，“wo……wonenglijieruguonibuxianghewoshuohua。
wozhishi……xuyaojianniyimian。”linxiaomengshenxiyikouqi，yongjinquanshendezhiyesuyangqiangpozijilengjingxialai。
tashiyimingzhuanyedexinliyisheng，shanzhangkongzhihefenxiqingxu，jinguanciketazijideneixinyijingtianfandifu，
yipianlangjie。“genwolaibangongshi。”tazuizhongshuo，shengyinchuqidipingjing，
shenzhidaizheyisitazijidougandaomoshengdeshulihelengmo。tazhuanshenzouzaiqianmian，meiyoukantashifougenshang，
dannengqingxidiganjuedaotaluozaizijibeiyingshangdemuguang，neimuguangrucishuxi，yourucimosheng，
zhuoredejihuyaojiangtadebaidaguatangchuan。zoulangsihubiandegewaimanzhang。liangceqiangbishangdehuazuo、zhishipai，
cajianerguodetongshidewenhousheng，doubiandemohubuqing，rutongbeijingban。
tadesuoyouganguandoujujiaozaishenhouneigeyibuyiqudejiaobushengzhong。jinrubangongshi，
linxiaomengmeiyouzouxiangbangongzhuohoudeyizi，ershizhijielaidaolechuangbian，beiduizheta，wangzhechuangwaiyijiuweitingdeyu。
zheigedongzuo，jishiweileyanshitawufakongzhideqingxubodong，
yeshiyizhongwuyandezitai——tahaimeiyouzhunbeihaomianduita。“weishenme？”tawen，
shengyinbukebimiandiweiweizhandou，xieluletaqiangzhuangdezhending，“weishenmeshixianzai？”“woshoudaoleyifengxin。
”chenyudeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai，julibuyuanbujin，baochizheqiadaohaochudefencungan，
“yifengwomuqinjijiwodexin，zaitaqushihou。”linxiaomengmengdizhuanguoshen：“liayiqushile？
shenmeshihoudeshi？”chenyudemuqinliwanyun，neigecengjingduitaxuhanwennuan，
zongshixiaozheshuo“yihoujiushiyijiaren”dewenrouzhangbei，jingran……“sangeyueqian。”chenyudeyanshenandanxialai，
beishangxianeryijian，“aizhengwanqi，congfaxiandaolikai，zhiyouduanduansigeyue。taguyimanzhewo，
zhidaolinzhongqiancairanglvshilianxiwo。”“wohenyihan。”linxiaomengyouzhongdishuo。
jinguankenengyurujindejumianyouguan，danneiweizhangbeicengjingjiyudewennuanshizhenshide。
chenyucongdayineicekoudailitaochuyigekanqilaitongyangyouxieniantoudexinfeng，dileguolai，
dongzuolvexianchenzhong：“zaitadeyiwuzhong，wofaxianlezheige。shixiejinide，danmeiyoujichu。
houlailvshigenjutadeyizhu，zaitedingshijianjijileni。erwoshoudaodelingyifeng，shitadechanhui。
”linxiaomengjieguoxin，zhijianbukebimiandichupengdaotade，yisiweiruodedianliubandechuganrangtajihuyaosuohuishou。
tazhankaixinzhi，qiangpozijiyuedu。suizhemuguangzaizijujianyidong，tadeliansezhujianbiandecangbai，
nazhexinzhideshoukaishibushoukongzhidiqingweifadou。zheishiyifengliwanyunqinbixiexiadechanhuixin。tazaixinzhongchengren，
十二年前，
zaichenyufuqinturanbingshi、jiazuqiyeyinhehuorenjuankuanqiantaoermianlinjuezhaiwuhepochanweijidezhianshike，
是她，
lanjielesuoyoulinxiaomengjiwangmeiguojichenyudexinjianheyoujian（tatongguoyixieshouduannadaoleerzideyouxiangmima），
bingqie，mofanglinxiaomengdeyuqihebiji，xieleyifenglengkujuejuedefenshouxinjichenyu。xinzhongshengcheng，
tayilingjiataren，duixiangshibendiyiweijiashixianhedeyisheng，qingchenyubuyaozailianxita，
yimianyingxiangtade“xinshenghuo”。“weishenme？”linxiaomengbuganxiangxinditaitou，shengyinyinzhenjingertigao，
“liayiweishenmeyaozheimezuo？！”tawufalijie，neigekanqilaiwenrouminglidezhangbei，
huizuochurucijiduan、rucicanrendeshiqing。
chenyudezuijiaochechuyimokusedaojizhidehudu：“yinweitalejiewo，shengguolejiewoziji。
neishiwofuqincuranlishi，muqinjingshenbengkui，gongsiyaoyaoyuzhui，zhaizhutiantianshangmen。tazhidao，
ruguorangwodezhizheiyiqie，woyidinghuihaobuyouyudifangqixueye，likehuiguo。ertabunengyunxuwozheiyangzuo。
”tatingdunleyixia，shengyindichenxiaqu：“wofuqindeyiyuan，shixiwangwonengwanchengxueye，
chengweitasuoqiwangdexuezhe。erqie，zaitakanlai，dangshidewojishihuilai，yeweibinengliwankuanglan，
fanerkenengpeishangzijideqiantu。tarenwei……zhangtongburuduantong。
”“suoyitaxuanzeqieduanlewomenzhijiansuoyoudelianxi，tongshirangnixiangxin，
shiwozainijiazaoyujubian、zuixuyaozhichideshihou，wuqingdibeipanhepaoqileni。”linxiaomengnannandao，
gandaoyizhenbinglengdeexinhehuangmiuganxilai。tafuzhubangongzhuobianyuan，zhichengzhuyouxiefaruandeshenti。
zheimeduoniandetongku、ziwohuaiyi、zhengzhahefengbi，yuanlaidoujianlizaiyigerucibukandehuangyanzhishang。
tahenguota，yuanguota，yecengzaiwushugeshenyehuaiyizijishifoubugouhaocaibeiqingyifangqi……erzheiyiqie，
jingranzhishiyiweimuqinchuyuniuqudeaiyubaohuyu，suojingxincehuadeyichangxi。
“woshoudaoneifeng……ni‘xie’defenshouxinshi，”chenyudeshengyinjiangtaconghunluandesixuzhonglahui，
“ganjuezhenggeshijiedoubengtale。wobuxiangxin，pinminglianxini，dansuoyoudeyoujiandoushichendahai，
dianhuayedabutong。womuqinzaiyipangkuzhequanwo，shuorenxinyibian，shuonijiakenengxianwomenjiadaozhongluo……zuihou，
woxinle。wodaizheduini……huozheshuo，dui‘neigebeipanwodeni’dehenyi，banliletuixue，lianyehuiguo。
”tabishangyan，sihuzaiyayimouzhongxiongyongdeqingxu：“wolikaimeiguohou，
daizhemuqinsichuqiuyi——taneishiyindajiqueshishentizhuangkuanghencha，tongshipinjinquanliwanjiugongsi。neijinian，
shiworenshengzhongzuiheiandeshiqi。wohenni，yehenziji。woyiweinipaoqilewo，queyouwufatingzhi……aini。
zheizhongaihenjiaozhidetongku，jihubawosilie。”“neiniweishenmexianzaicaichuxian？”linxiaomengwen，
shengyinzhongdaizheyayileshierniandefennuheweiqu，xiangzhongyuzhaodaochukoudehuoshanrongyan，“shiernian，chenyu！
shiernianguoqule！niyouhenduojihuikeyihuilaiwenqingchu！yigedianhua，yifengyoujian，
shenzhizhishituogongtongdepengyoudaijuhua！”“yinweiwoyehenlenishiernian！”chenyuyingshangtademuguang，
yanshentongkuertancheng，“zheizhonghenyizhichengzhewoduguolezuinandechuangyechuqi。zhidaosangeyueqian，
chuliwanmuqindehoushi，shoudaotazheifengchilaidechanhuixin，wocaizhidaozhenxiang。zhidaohoudediyifanying，
wohenbudelikefeihuilaizhaoni，gaosunizheiyiqie。danwoxuyaoshijianxiaohuazheihuangmiudezhenxiang，
xuyaoshijianqulijieshenzhiyuanliangwomuqinjinhupianzhidexingwei，yexuyaoshijian……guqiyongqimianduini，
mianduiwomenbeitouzoudezheishiernian。”linxiaomengzhuanshen，dakaineigedaisuodechouti，
quchuneifengtashoudaobujiude、fanhuangdexinfeng：“erzheifengxin，shinimuqinlinzhongqian，
ranglvshianzhaotazhidingdeshijian，jijiwode。”tadunledun，buchongdao，“jiuzaishangzhou。”chenyujieguoxin，
kuaisuliulanleyibian，biaoqingbiandegengjiafuza，
hunhezhetongku、shiranheyizhongshenshendewuligan：“tayezailinzhongqianjinixielexin。tayizhizhidaonizainali，
chengweileshenmeyangderen。”“tazaixinzhongdaoleqian，jieshilesuoyoushiqing。”linxiaomengshuo，shengyinhuifulepingjing，
yizhongjinhupibeidepingjing，“dantashuo，tabuhouhuizheiyangzuo，yinweiruguobushineiyang，
nikenengyongyuanbuhuichengweijintiandeni。nihuizhishiyigeputongdexuezhe，erbushixianzaizheigejinglilefenglang，
zhongxinchengqijiaye，biande……gengjiajianrenqiangdadeqiyejia。”chenyuchenmolepianke，
muguangsaoguotajianjiequezhuanyedebangongshi，qiangshangdezigezhengshu，
yijitayandiburongcuobiandepibeihecangsang：“congmouzhongjiaodushuo，tashiduide。neixienian，
wobasuoyoudetongkuhefennudoutourudaolegongzuozhong，xiangfengziyiyanggongzuo，zuizhongmianqiangwanjiulegongsi，
yezaicijichushangjianlilezijideshiye。danzheiyiqiededaijiashi——”“shiwomen。
”linxiaomengjieshangletadehua，yuqipingdandichenshulezheigeshishi。bangongshilixianruzhangjiudechenmo，
zhiyouchuangwaideyushengbuzhipijuandiqiaodazheboli，xiangzaiweizheiduanbeimingyunzhuonongdeguowangzouxiangaile。
---diliuzhang：wangshidehuixiang“ni……jiehunlema？”chenyuturanwen，
shengyinlidaizheyisibuyichajuedejinzhang，dapolelingrenzhixidechenmo。
tademuguangkuaisusaoguotameiyourenhezhuangshidezuoshoushouzhi。linxiaomengxiayishidijiangshouweiweiquanqi，yaoleyaotou，
yuqidanran：“meiyou。gongzuohenmang。”tadunledun，fanwendao，daizheyisizijiyeshuobuqingdeshitan，
“nini？”“woshiguo。”chenyukuxiao，neixiaoronglichongmanlezichaohewunai，“liangnianqianchadiandinghun，
duifangshishengyishangdehuoban，jiashihenhao，renye……henbucuo。danzaizuihouyike，woquxiaolehunli。
yinweiwoyishidao，zhanzaihunlidiantangqian，wonaohailifuxiande，rengranshinideyangzi。
worengran……wufazhenzhengwangjini，yewufadaizheduilingyigerendekuijiukaishisuoweidexinshenghuo。
”linxiaomengdexinxiangshibeishenmedongxihenhenjiuleyixia，shuobuqingshitongchuhaishibiedeshenme。tazoudaobangongzhuoqian，
naqiyigemuzhixiangkuang。limianbushisirenzhaopian，ershitahejiweikangfuchuyuandebingrenjijiashudehezhao，
meigerendouxiaodezhenchengercanlan。“wozuizhongchengweileyimingxinliyisheng，”taqingqingmosuozhexiangkuangdebianyuan，
yuqipingjing，xiangzaixushubierendegushi，“yexuqianyishili，woxianglijie，
renweishenmehuizuochuneixiekansibuheli、shenzhishenshenshanghaisuoaizhirendejueding。shixiangzhaodaonilikaidedaan，
yeshixiang……zhiyuwoziji。”chenyuxiangqianyibu，suoduanletamenzhijiandejuli，yanzhongfanyongzhefuzadeqinggan，
youxinteng，youkuijiu，youshierfudedexiji：“xiaomeng，wo……”linxiaomengquexunsutaishou，
zuoleyigeqingxierjianjuedezuzhishoushi：“woxuyaoshijian，chenyu。”tadeshengyinqingxierlengjing，
daizheburongzhiyidejueduan，“shiernianbushiyigekeyiqingyimoqudeshuzi。tabushisantian，bushisangeyue，
shisiqianduogeririyeye。wohualehenzhangshijian，liulewushudeyanlei，
caimanmanxuehuizaimeiyounideshijieliduzishenghuo，caibazijiposuidexinyidiandianzhanheqilai，
jishishangmianbumanleliehen。wobuneng……wobunengzaiqingyidihuidaoguoqu，
napaneigeguoqushiyihuangyanweijichude。”takanzhetayanzhongxunsuandanxiaqudeguang，
buchongdao：“woxuyaoshijianzhongxinrenshini，yexuyaoshijian……zhongxinrenshijinglilezheiyiqiezhihoudewoziji。
”chenyudianlediantou，yanzhongshanguoyisishenkedetongchu，dangengduodeshilijiehezunzhong。talejieta，
zhidaotawaibiaorouhe，neixinqueyouzheburongyuyuedeyuanzehejianren。tajintiandechuxian，
benshenjiuyijingshiyizhongjudadechongji。“womingbai。”tacongkoudailitaochuyizhangshejijianjiedemingpian，
shangmianzhiyoumingzi、yigeshoujihaomaheyigedianziyouxiang，taqingqingjiangmingpianfangzaibangongzhuodebianyuan，
fangfopajingraoleshenme，“zheishiwoxianzaidelianxifangshi。wobuhuiqiangponi，yebuhuipinfandaraoni。
danqingnidayingwo，zhishaokaolvyixia，womenshifou……hainengyoujihui，zhongxinkaishi，yiwomenxianzaideyangzi。
”linxiaomengmeiyoukanneizhangmingpian，zhishiqingqingdianlediantou，muguangzhongxintouxiangchuangwai，yusihuxiaoleyixie，
tiankongluchuxiexuhuibaideguangliang。chenyushenshendikanletayiyan，fangfoyaojiangciketadeyangzikejinnaohaili，
ranhouzhuanshen，qingqingdaishanglebangongshidemen。menheshangdeqingxiang，xiangshiyigejieduandeluomu。
linxiaomengzaiyuandizhanlehenjiu，caimanmanzoudaobangongzhuoqian，zhongxinnaqineifengfanhuangdexin。zheici，
tazhongyuyouyongqi，yiziyijudi，wanzhengdiduwanta。xindejiewei，chenyudemuqin，liwanyun，
yongzhandoueryuefawulidebijixiedao：“xiaomeng，wozhidao，wofanxiadecuo，zuiwukeshu。
wozhidaoniyongyuanbuhuiyuanliangwo，woyebupei、busheqiunideyuanliang。
wodaizhezheifenkuijiuhemimizouxiangshengmingdezhongdian，zheishiwoyingdedechengfa。danshi，wokenqiuni，
buyaoyinweiwodeguocuo，erzaiquchengfachenyu。tashiwugude，tayizhiaizheni，jiuxiangwoxiangxin，
niyecongweizhenzhengwangjiguota。renshengtaiduanzan，qingchungengshizhuanshunjishi。
woyijingtouzoulenimenshiernianzuimeihaodeshiguang，
buyaoranglingyigehuangyan——zheiyicishiniduizijineixindehuangyan——boduonimenzhongxinhuodexingfudejihui。
zheishiwo，yigezisierhuihendemuqin，zuihoude、yeshiweiyideqingqiu。”linxiaomengjiangxintiezaixiongkou，
nengqingxidiganshoudaozijixinzangjulieerzhenshidetiaodong。chuangwaideyubuzhiheshiyijingtingle，
yilvweiruode、jinhuangsedeyangguangwanqiangdichuantoulehouzhongdeyunceng，qiahaozhaozaitadebangongzhuoshang，
zhaoliangleneizhangchenyuliuxiade、anjingtangzaineilidebaisemingpian。tabuzhidaozijishifouhuibodaneigehaoma。
shierniangaibianletaiduo，tabuzaishineigeweiaikeyibuguyiqie、chongmanhuanxiangdenvhai，
ertayebuzaishineigeyiqifengfa、yanliyouguangdeqingnian。
manzhangdeshiguang、fuzadewangshiheyigeshiquqinrenchenzhongdanyouyidiantahenqingchu：neichangzaitaxinzhongxialeshiernian，
binglengchegu、fangfoyongwuzhijingdeyu，jiuzaigangcai，jiuzaitazhuanshenlikaideneiyike，haowuzhengzhaodi，tingle。
linxiaomengzoudaobangongzhuoqian，naqineixiandianhua，anxialehushizhandehaoma。“lihushi，
qinggaosu3haobingfangdeshenxiaoyu，ruguotayuanyi，yihuieryuwanquantingle，
wokeyipeitaqulouxiadexiaohuayuansansanbu。yuhoudekongqi，zongshitebieqingxin，shihe……zhongxinkaishi。
”guashangdianhua，tazaiciwangxiangchuangwai。yuncengzhengzaimanmansankai，
yangguangyidianyidiandi、shitanxingdisaluozaizheigebeilianmianqiuyuxijingdechengshishang，
jibinglengdejianzhudushangleyicengdandandenuanyi。shierniandeshiguang，yifengchilaiyouweijichudexin，
lianggebeihuangyanhemingyunfenlideshengming。danyexu，zhishiyexu，zaizhenxiangdabaizhihou，zaileishuiliuganzhihou，
zaixuehuileyuguduhejiezhihou，haiyouzhongxinrenshi、zhongxinkaishidekeneng。
linxiaomengqingqingfumoguoneizhangzhiganyingtingdemingpian，zhijianganshoudaoyangguangdailaideweiruowendu，
zuijiaofanqiyisijihunanyichajuede、jiuweide、shuyutazijideweixiao。youxieyu，zhudingyaotingxia。youxielu，
zhudingyaojixuzouxiaqu。wulunshiduziyiren，haishi……xieshoutongxing。
diqizhang：pingjingxiadeanliuchenyulikaihoudezhenggexiawu，linxiaomengdouchuyuyizhongxinshenbuningdezhuangtai。
tanuliweichizhezhuanyedemianju，kanzhen、jilu、yutongshijiaoliu，
dansixuzongshibuyouzizhudipiaoxiangneizhangtangzaibangongzhuoshangdemingpian，yijineigezaitaxinzhongtouxiajushidenanren。
xiabanshijiandaole，tahanjiandiyouxieyouyu。mocengzhezhenglizhuomian，jianchayoujian，
zhidaobangongshiwaidezoulangjianjiananjingxialai。zuihou，tahaishishenxiyikouqi，
jiangneizhangmingpianheneiliangfengjuedingletabanshengmingyundexin，yiqisuojinlechoutizuishenchu。xiangshiwanchengleyigeyishi，
youxiangshiyizhongzanshidetaobi。zouchuyiyuandalou，yuhoudekongqiguorandaizheyiguqinrenxinpideqinglie。
tashenxiyikou，bingliangdekongqiyongrufeifu，rangtahundundetounaoqingxinglexiexu。chengshihuadengchushang，
nihongdengzaishiluludejiedaoshangzheshechumilideguangyun。tameiyouzhijiehuijia，
ershiraodaoqulefujinyijiachangqudeshudian。shudianerlouyouyijiaxiaoxiaodekafeijiao，wennuandedengguang，
shuhuandejueshile，yijishuyehekafeihunhedexiangqi，shitaguoqushiernianjianjingchangxunqiuweijiededifang。
zaizheili，takeyizanshicongyishengdeshenfenzhongchouli，zhishiyigeputongdeyueduzhe。ranerjintian，
shuyeshangdewenzifangfoshiquleyiyi，tademuguangjiujiuwufajujiao。chenyudeshenying、huayu、yanshen，
bushoukongzhidizainaohaizhongpanxuan。“takanqilai……bianlehenduo。”taxiayishidixiang。
jiyizhongneigeyangguangfeiyangdeqingnian，beiyigechenwenneilian、yandizangzheshenzhongpibeihegushidenanrensuoqudai。
suiyuezaitashenshangkexiadehenji，qingxikejian。neishiyizhongjingliguojudafenglanghoudechendian，
hunhezhechenggongshangrenderuilihemouzhongnanyiyanyude……gudugan。“tayizhiaizheni，jiuxiangwoxiangxin，
niyecongweizhenzhengwangjiguota。”liayixinzhongdezheijuhua，xiangmozhouyiyanghuixiang。tazhendecongweiwangjima？
linxiaomengwufafouren。jinguantanuligoujianlexindeshenghuo，jiangquanbujinglitourugongzuo，
danchenyushizhongshitaxindiyigewufayuhedeshangkou，yigebeifengcundancongweixiaoshideyinji。zhishi，
shierniandeshiguang，zuyirangrenheqiangliedeganqingbeimopinglengjiao，
bianchengyizhongxiguanxingdehuainianheshenrugusuidejinshen。tahaipa。haipazaicichangkaixinfei，
haipachengshoukenengdezaicishanghai，haipaneigeyongshiernianjianliqilaide、kansijiangudeduliziwo，
huizaijiuriqinggandechongjixiabukanyiji。“linyisheng？”yigelvedaijingxideshengyinzaipangbianxiangqi。
linxiaomengtaitou，kanjianyiweichuanzhemisefengyi、qizhiwenwandenianqingnvzi，shitaguoqudebingrensuqing，
cengyinyanzhongdejiaolvzhengheqingganwentijieshouzhiliao，rujinyijingkangfu，bingqiechengweileyimingziyouchahuashi。
“suqing，haojiubujian。”linxiaomengluchuzhenchengdeweixiao。kandaocengjingbeiqingxukunraodebingrennengzhongxinhuanfaguangcai，
shitagongzuozhongzuidadechengjiuganzhiyi。“zhendehaoqiao！”suqingzaitaduimianzuoxia，dianleyibeinatie，
“woyizhixiangzhaojihuixiexienin。yaobushinindangshidebangzhu，
wokenengxianzaihaikunzaineiduanzaogaodeguanxiliziwohuaiyi。”“shinizijizugouyonggan，zuochulegaibiandexuanze。
”linxiaomengwenhedishuo。tajidesuqingdeqingkuang，
zhangqichuyuyiduanbeijingshenkongzhi（gaslighting）deqingganguanxizhong，
jihushiquleziwopanduanli。suqingyaoyaotou，yanshenqingcheerjianding：“shininrangwomingbai，likaixuyaoyongqi，
danliuxialaichengshoubugaichengshoudetongku，bingbushijianqiang，ershiduizijidebufuzeren。nindangshishuo，
‘zhenzhengdeaibuyinggairangnibuduanfoudingzijideganshouhejiazhi’，zheijuhuadianxinglewo。
”zhenzhengdeaibuyinggairangnibuduanfoudingzijideganshouhejiazhi。linxiaomengdexinweiweiyidong。zheijuhua，
shitayonglaiyindaobingrende，ciketinglai，quexiangshiduitazijideyizhongkaowen。tayinweiyigehuangyan，
foudinglezijishiernian，jiangzijifengbiqilai，
zheisuanbusuanshilingyizhongxingshide“liuxialaichengshoubugaichengshoudetongku”？“ninkanqilai……haoxiangyoudianxinshi？
”suqingxiaoxindiguanchazhetadeshense，daizheganjiheguanqie。linxiaomengzhenglezheng，suijishixiao。
taxiguanlezuoqingtingzhehefenxizhe，henshaobeirenrucizhijiedikanchuanqingxu，youqiduifanghaishitacengjingdebingren。
“meishenme，zhishi……yudaoyigehenjiubujiandeguren。”taqingmiaodanxiedidaiguo。suqinglerandidiandiantou，
meiyouzhuiwen，zhishiweixiaozheshuo：“youshihou，gurenzhongfengjiuxiangshimingyunjidediercijihui。danyaobuyaozhuazhu，
zenmezhuazhu，juedingquanyongyuanzaizijishouli。linyisheng，ninbangzhuleneimeduoren，yeqingyidingjide，
haohaozhaoguzijidexin。”hesuqingdaobiehou，linxiaomengduzizuozaiyuandi，
pinweizhezheijuhuahebeizhongjianjianlengdiaodekafei。chuangwai，chengshideyejingliuguangyicai，chongmanlewuxiankeneng，
yechongmanleweizhi。---dibazhang：shitandeyoujianjiexialaidejitian，
linxiaomengdeshenghuokansihuifulewangchangdejiezou。gongzuo、kanzhen、dudaohuiyi、chayuewenxian。
tameiyoubodaneigedianhua，yemeiyoufachurenheyoujian。chenyuyerutongtachengnuodeneiyang，meiyoulaidaraota。
zheizhongchenmo，fanerxingchengleyizhongwuxingdezhangli。tafaxianzijihuibuzijuediliuyishouji，
chakanyouxiangdepinlvyebipingshigaoleyixie。zheishiyizhongliantazijidoubuyuanchengrendeqidai。zhouwuwanshang，
tazhiwanbanhuijia，paoleyigezhangzhangdereshuizao，shituqusanyizhoudepibeihexindineifenmomingdejiaozao。
chuanzheshushideshuiyi，zuozaishuzhuoqian，tadakailesirenbijibendiannao。guishishenchadi，
tadiankaileyouxiangdezhuanxiejiemian。shoujianrenlan，tayouyuzhe，shuruleneizhangmingpianshangdedianziyouxiangdizhi。
gaixieshenme？zhiwen？suku？haishizhuangzuoruowuqishidihanxuan？tadeshouzhizaijianpanshangxuantinglexujiu，zuizhong，
zhishijiqijiandandidachuleyixingzi，meiyouchenghu，meiyouluokuan，
xiangshiyizhongxiaoxinyiyideshitan：“liayidemudizainali？woxiangqukankan。”dianjifasong。ranhou，
xiangshiwanchengleyijianjiqihaofeixinlideshiqing，taheshangdiannao，kaozaiyibeishang，zhangzhangdiyuleyikouqi。
tameizhiwangtahuilikehuifu。huoxutazhengzaimang，huoxutahaimeixianghaoruhehuiyingzheizhongjianjiedejiechu。raner，
jihuzaitafasongchenggongdexiayimiao，tishixinyoujiandeyinxiaojiuxiangleqilai。tadexinmengdiyitiao。diankai。
huifutongyangjianjie，dansuduzhikuai，toululeduifanghuoxuyeyizhizaidengdaimouzhongxinhao。“chengxiyongangongmu，
lanyuanqu，b-12-06。womuqin……huihengaoxingninengqukanta。xiexie。
——chenyu”youjiandemowei，taliuxialexiangxidemudiquwei，yijiyijukezhierzhengzhongdeganxie。
linxiaomengkanzhezheixingzi，nengxiangxiangdaotadaxiazheixingzishirenzhendeshenqing。tameiyoushitujiejitichupeitong，
yemeiyouduoshuorenhekenengrangtagandaoyalidehua。zheizhongfencungan，rangtajinbengdeshenjingshaoshaofangsongleyixie。
taguandiaoyouxiang，zoudaochuangbian。yeseshenchen，meiyouxiayu，jikeshuxingdianzhuizaitianmushang。tajueding，zheigezhoumo，
quyitangyongangongmu。---dijiuzhang：muyuandehuishengzhouliudetianqishiyuhouchujideqinglang，
yangguangdaizheqiuriteyoudemingjinghewendu，shaolexiaridezhuore，duolejifenwenrou。
yongangongmuzuoluozaichengjiaodeshanposhang，huanjingqingyou，songbochangqing。linxiaomengchuanzheyishensuyadeheiselianyiqun，
shoupengyishujiebaidejuhua，anzhaochenyujidedizhi，henrongyijiuzhaodaoleliwanyundemubei。mubeishangdezhaopian，
shiliayinianqingxieshihoudeyangzi，xiaorongwenwan，yanshenrouhe，yulinxiaomengjiyizhongdemoyangzhongdie。
zhishizhaopiandinggeleshiguang，erxianshizhongderen，yijingtianrenyongge。tajiangjuhuaqingqingfangzaimuqian，
kanzhemubeishangjuankedeshengzunianyue，xinzhongbaiganjiaoji。fennuma？shide，jishizhidaoleyuanyou，
tayiranwufawanquanshihuaineifenyintaerchengshoudeshierniantongku。tongqingma？yeyou。zuoweiyigemuqin，
zaijiatingtuzaojubianshidekonghuangheneizhongkenengjinhuniuqudebaohuyu，huoxuyebingfeiwanquanbunenglijie。youqishi，
zheiweimuqinzaishengmingdezuihoushike，xuanzelechanhui，bingshitumibu。“liayi，”taqingshengkaikou，
shengyinzaijijingdemuyuanlixiandegewaiqingxi，“woshoudaolenindexin。”tatingdunleyixia，
zhenglizhefenluandesixu。“wobuzhidaoshifougaishuo‘yuanliang’……zheiduiwolaishuo，taizhongle。
danwojintianlaizheili，shixianggaosunin，wozhidaole。zhidaolezhenxiang，zhidaoleninzuihoudeqingqiu。”“shiernian，
zhendehenzhang。zhangdaozuyigaibianhenduoshiqing，yezhangdaozuyirangyixiedongxichendianxialai。”taditou，