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小说简介

《congweijichudeneifengxin》shiyiburangrenchenmideduanpianyanqingxiaoshuo，youxiaoshenbuhuifeiqiaomiaogousi。gushizhongdezhujiaolinxiaomengchenyujinglileyilianchuanjingxiancijidemaoxian，yuxieeshilidouzhidouyong。xiaoshuoyiqijinzhangcijideqingjieheshengdongbizhendemiaoxieyingdeleduzhemendehecai。queyirannengjingzhundichudongtaxindizuishenchudeneigenxian。linxiaomenggandaoyizhenjuliedexuanyun，fangfozhenggedimiandouzaihuangdong，budebuxiayishidifuzhumenkuangwenzhuziji。……。

精彩章节

diyizhang：yuzhongdexumulinxiaomengzhanzaichuangqian，wangzhewaimianxixililidexiaoyu。zheichangqiuyuyijingchixulesantian，

jiangzhenggechengshixishuadeqinglengerguji。chuangbolishangwanyanhualuodeshuihen，

xiangjilesuiyuezaijiyishangliuxiademohuyinji。tashouzhongjinwozheyifengfanhuangdexinfeng，

zhijianyinyonglierweiweifabai，fangfozuanzhedebushiyidiezhizhang，ershitazhengzhengshierniandeqingchunyudengdai。

shiernianle。zheigeshuzizaitaxinzhongfanfuhuixiang，xiangyikoubeiqiaojideguzhong，yuyinzhenzhanzhetademeiyigenshenjing。

shiernianqian，tazhanzaitongyigeweizhi，kanzhetongyigefangxiangdeyujing，xinzhongqueshijieranbutongdewendu。

neishideyu，daizhexiamodewenre，helibiedekuse。neishideta，haishigejianxin“yongyuan”denianqingnvhai。

“wohuidengni。”tashuo，shengyinqingdexiangyipianyumao，quezhongzhongdiluozaitaxinshang。tadianlediantou，

leishuizaiyankuangzhongdazhuan，quejueqiangdiburangtaluoxia。tataoyanbeishangdelibiechangmian，

ningyuanjizhubiciweixiaodemoyang。“sannianeryi，henkuaijiuguoqule。”tashenshou，

qingqingcaqutayanjiaoneikebutinghuadeleizhu，zhifuwennuanerganzao，daizherangtaanxindeliliang。sannian。

tazaimeiguochangchuntengmingxiaodexinlixueboshikecheng，yuanbenzhishisannian。linxiaomengditoukanzheshouzhongdexinfeng。

tayijinghenjiule，bianjiaoyouxiemosun，zhizhiyinfanfumosuoerbianderouruan，

shangmiandezijiqueyiranqingxi——neishichenyudezi，ganjingliluo，litouzhibei，yirutabenren，mubiaomingque，

yizhijianding。tacongweixiangguo，zheifengchengzaizhezuichuchengnuodexin，huizaishiernianhou，yizheiyangyizhongfangshi，

zhongxinhuidaotadeshenghuo，xiangyikechilaidezidan，jingzhundijizhonglecikedeshenghuo。

---dierzhang：jingliuxiadebolan“linyisheng，3haobingfangdeshen**qingxubutaiwending，jujuefuyongzaocan。

”hushiliweideshengyinzaimenkouxiangqi，jianglinxiaomengcongmanwubianjidehuiyizhonglahuixianshi。

taxunsujiangxinfengsaijinbangongzhuodechoutishenchu，fangfoneishishenmejianbudeguangdedongxi。shenxiyikouqi，zhuanshenshi，

lianshangyihuanshangzhuanyeerwenhedebiaoqing，neishitayongleduonianshijianxiulianerchengdemianju，

zuyiyingduishijiandabufendeqingxufengbao。“womashangguoqu。”gongzuoshilinxiaomengzuihaodebinansuo。

zuoweiyimingxinliyisheng，tameitianxuyaomianduigezhonggeyangbeiqingxukunraoderen，qingtingtamendetongku，chousibojian，

jiyuzhuanyedezhidao。zheizhongquanshenxindetoururangtameiyoutaiduoshijianchenniyuzijideguoqu。

tashanzhangyindaotarenzouchumigong，quejiangzijidexinjieshenshenmaizang。3haobingfangzhuzheyiweishiliusuideshaonv，

shenxiaoyu，yinzhongduyiyuzhengjibansuidejinshizhangairuyuanzhiliao。linxiaomengzoujinbingfangshi，

nvhaizhengquansuozaichuangbiandeyizishang，shuangbeihuanxi，xiabadizaixigaishang，wangzhechuangwaideyujing，yanshenkongdong，

xiangyizunlewushengqideciwawa。“youbuchiwufan？”linxiaomenglaguoyibayizi，zainvhaishenbianzuoxia，

meiyoukaodetaijin，liuchuleanquandexinlijuli。tadeshengyinpinghe，budairenhezhize。nvhaimeiyouhuitou，

zhishiqingqingyaoleyaotou，jilvheifachuiluozaicangbaidelianjiabian。“yuhenmei，bushima？

”linxiaomengmeiyouzhijietanlunbingqinghuoshiwu，ershishunzhenvhaidemuguangkanxiangchuangwaihuimengmengdetiankong，

“tarangshijiebiandeanjing，fangfosuoyoudexuanxiaohehuichendoubeitaxishoule，zhishengxiayizhongganjingdegudu。

”nvhaidejiemaoqingweidizhandongleyixia，xianghudieshoushangdechibang。“wonianqingshi，feichangxihuanxiayutian。

”linxiaomengjixushuo，shengyinlidaizheyisihanjiande、zhenshidehuainian，“yinweizhiyouzaiyutian，

wocaiganfangrenzijixiangnianyigeren。yushuixiangshitianrandepingzhang，nengbawodesinianhecuiruodouyinzangqilai。

”zheishitadiyicizaibingrenmianqiantijizijidesishi。buzhiweihe，

kanzhezheigechenmode、jiangzijifengbiqilaideshaonv，

taxiangqileershisuideziji——neigetongyangxiguanbasuoyouqinggandoushenshenmaizang，biaomianpingjingrujing，

neixinquebotaoxiongyongdenvhai。“xiangnian……shishenmeganjue？”nvhaiturankaikou，

shengyinyinzhangjiuchenmoeryouxieshaya、ganse。linxiaomengweiweiyizheng，

sikaolepianke：“xiangshiyichangyongyuanbuhuitingdeyu。xinlimianzongshishilulude，youshihoushimianmianxiyu，

zhishiyoudianyinleng；youshihoushiqingpendayu，rangnichuanbuguoqi，juedezhenggeshijiedouyaobeiyanmeile。

”nvhaizhongyuzhuanguotoulai，diyicizhishitadeyanjing，neishuangyanmouhenda，

queandanwuguang：“neibuhuihennanshouma？”“youshihouhui，feichangnanshou。”linxiaomengchengshidishuo，

meiyouyongneixiexujiadeanwei，“danyuyerangyiqiebiandeqingxi，bushima？tachongshuadiaobiaomiandefuhua，

rangnikanqingshenmecaishizhenzhengzhongyaode。erqie，yuzonghuitingde，yangguangzonghuichulai，napazhishiduanzandeshunjian。

”nvhaichenmoleyihuier，muguangzhongxintouxiangchuangwai，yushisihuxiaoleyixie。taqingqingdishuo，

shengyinjihuweibukewen：“woxianghedianzhou。”linxiaomengweixiaozhezhanqishen，

xinzhonglveguoyisixiaoxiaodechengjiugan：“hao，woranghushisongdianwenredenanguazhouguolai，tingshuojintiandehentian。

”likaibingfangshi，tagandaoyisixinwei。tupoxingdejinzhan，duiyuyiyuzhenghuanzhelaishuo，

napashizuiweixiaodeyiyuanbiaoda，doushiyidabu。bangzhuzheixiebeikunzaixinlinglaolonglideren，

shitaxuanzechengweiyimingxinliyishengdechuzhong。zheifengongzuojiyutajiazhigan，mouzhongchengdushang，

yeshiyizhongziwoliaoyu。huidaobangongshi，tademuguangyoubuyouzizhudipiaoxiangneigechouti。neifengxin，

tahaimeiyouyongqiwanzhengdiduwan。jinjinzhishikaitoujiju，jiuzuyizaitapingjingdexinhulitouxiajushi。

---disanzhang：zhizihuakaidejijieshiernianqiandejiyi，rutongbeizheiqiuyujinpao，yufaqingxidifuxianchulai。

neishiyigezhizihuashengkaidexiatian，kongqizhongmimanzhetianniernongyudexiangqi，xiaoyuanlidechanmingshengciqibifu，

buzhipijuandigechangzheqingchunyushengxia。linxiaomenghaijideneigexiatiandemeiyigexijie，

yangguangtouguofanmaodewutongshuye，saxiabanbolulideguangying，tahechenyushouqianshouzouzailinyinxiaodaoshang，

yingzizaishenhouladehenzhang，jiaozhizaiyiqi，fangfoyongyuanbuhuifenkai。“zhishisannian。”chenyuzhongfuzhezheijuhua，

buzhishiweileanweita，haishianweiziji。tawojinletadeshou，zhangxinyouweiweidehanshi。“womingbai。

”linxiaomengdiandiantou，nulirangzijideshengyintingqilaiqingsongziru，“sannianhounihuilai，womenjiujiehun。

daoshihou，nishihaiguixinlixueboshi，woshibentuxiaoyisheng，ganghaohubu。”zheishitamendeyueding。

chenyuyiyouyidechengjihetuchudeyanjiuchengguo，huodelemeiguodingjianxuefudequanejiangxuejin，

fumeigongduxinlixueboshixuewei。erlinxiaomengzeliuzaiguonei，jixuwanchengtazuihouliangniandeyixuexueye，

bingzhunbeikaoyanshenzao。dengchenyuxuechengguilai，tamenjiujuxinghunli，zaizheigechengshianjialuohu。

“meitiandouhuishipintonghua。”chenyuchengnuo，yanshenrenzhen。“bieshale，youshichade。nineiliwanshang，

wozheiergangtianliang。”linxiaomengzhongyuxiaole，shenshoutitalilelichenshandelingzi，“meizhouyicijiuhao，

pingshijiufafayoujian、duanxin。niyaozhuanxinxueye，woyehenmangde。”taqingchudizhidao，

yaoyuandejulihuikaoyanganqing，dantacongweihuaiyiguotamenzhijiandeniudai。

congdaxuexinshengbaodaoshineigebangtakangxinglidegaodaxuezhang，daotushuguanliwushucimoqidebingjianerzuo，

congbianlunsaishangzhenfengxiangduideduishou，daolinyindaoxiadiyiciqingsedeqianshou……congxiangshixianglian，

daorujinyijingsinian，chenyuzaoyichengweitashengmingzhongbukefengedeyibufen，xianghuxiyiyangziran。

tacongming、zixin、youbaofu，youshishenzhiyouxieguzhi，danduita，quezongshititieruwei。

tazhidaotabuxihuanchicong，zhidaotahaipaleisheng，zhidaotabiaomianjianqiangneixinmingan，

zhidaotasuoyoudemengxianghecuiruo。songbiedeneitian，jichanglijimanlexingsecongcongdelvren，

guangbolizhongyingwenjiaotibobaozhehangbanxinxi，kongqilimimanzhelichoubiexu。linxiaomengzhanzaianjiankouwai，

kanzhechenyuyibubuyuanli，xinzhongturanyongqiyigumomingdekonghuang，fangfozheiyibiejiushiyongjue，

fangfoyanqianzheigeshuxideshenyinghuijiucixiaoshizaimangmangrenhai。“xiaomeng！”jiuzaijijiangtongguoanjianshi，

chenyuturanzhuanshen，nizherenliupaolehuilai，congbeibaolitaochuyigehouhoude、mibaisedexinfeng，

zhengzhongdifangdaotashouli，“zheige，dengwoshangfeijihouzaidakai。”tajieguoxinfeng，chushouyouzhongqiyidehouzhonggan。

tadianlediantou，qiangrendeleishuizhongyuhaishihualuoleyidi。chenyushenchushou，qingqingwenletadeetou，

dongzuozhenzhongerqiancheng。“dengwo。”tashuo。ranhoutazhendezhuanshenlikaile，zheiyicimeiyouzaihuitou，

tingbadebeiyingxiaoshizaianjiantongdaodeguaijiao。neitianwanshang，dangquerenchenyuchengzuodehangbanyijingqifeihou，

linxiaomengduzizaisusheli，xiaoxinyiyididakaileneifengxin。limianbushitayuxiangzhongdelibieqingshu，

ershizhengzhengshiyexinzhi，xiemanlechenyuduitaweilaideguihuaheguli，

baokuotakenengyudaodexueyekunnan、shixijianyi，

shenzhiliechuletajiweizaiguoneixinlixuejieyouyingxianglidedaoshidelianxifangshi，keyizaitaxuyaoshitigongbangzhu。

xinlihaijiazheyizhangtamendehezhao——zaixuexiaodehuxintingbian，taxiaozhekaozaitajianshang，yangguangzhenghao。

zhaopianbeihou，taxieleyixingxiaozi：“yuanyousuiyuekehuishou，qieyishenqinggongbaitou。”xindejiewei，

taxiedao：“xiaomeng，cixingyuwo，shizhuiqiuxueshulixiang，gengshiweilewomennengyongyougenghaodeweilai。yiguoxiangge，

daozuqiezhang，danwoxinfeishi，bukezhuanye。wulunfashengshenme，qingwubijizhu，

nishiwocishengweiyiaiguo、yejiangyongyuanshenaideren。dengwohuilai，womenjiuzaiyebufenkai。”dangshideta，

beizheifengxingandongdeleiliumanmian，baozhexinzhikuleyizhengye。quebuzhidao，zheifengchongmanaiyiyuguihuadexin，

jingshitamenzhijianzhangdashiernianshiliandekaishi，shitamenqingchunaiqingzuihoudejuexiang。

---disizhang：duanliedeyinfuchenyulikaihoudetousangeyue，yiqieruchang。tamenyangezunshouzheyueding，

meizhouriwanshangjinxingyicishipintonghua，kanzhepingmushangbiciyouxieyanchidanxiaorongzhenshidelian，

fenxiangzheyizhoulaidequshihefannao。meitian，tamendouhuihuxiangfayoujian，

neirongsuosuierwenxin——tatucaomeiguoshiwudedandiao，

tabaoyuanyixuekechengdefanzhong；tapaixiaxiaoyuanlikeaidesongshu，tafaquheshiyoujucandezhaopian。

“xueyetaimangle，lijiewo，xiaomeng。”dayuesigeyuehoudeyicishipintonghuazhong，

tajieshizhehuifuyoujianbianmandeyuanyin，yanxiadewuqinghepibeideshenqingzhengshiletadeshuoci。linxiaomengdangranlijie。

tazijideyiyuanshixiyejinrulezuixinkudejieduan，meitiangenzhedaijiaolaoshichafang、xiebingli、zhiyeban，

changchangleidehuidaosushedaotoujiushui。taxiangxin，zheizhishizanshide，dengliangrendouwanquanshiyinglexindeshenghuojiezou，

yiqiedouhuizhongxinburuzhenggui。tahaizaijihuazhe，dengtayinianhoudiyigejiaqihuilai，

yaodaitaquchixinfaxiandeneijiachuancaiguan。raner，bianhuahaishiqiaowushengxidifashengle。

chenyudehuifucongyitianyici，jianjianbianchengsantianyici，zuihoubianchengyizhouyicijiqijianduandewenhou。

“zuijinzaigendaoshizuoyigehenzhongyaodexiangmu，shijianhenjin。”“baoqian，gangkandaoyoujian，yiqiedouhao，wunian。

”……youjiandeneirongyuelaiyueganbie，shiqulewangridewenduhefenxiangyu。linxiaomengkaishigandaobuan，

tazengjialefasongyoujiandepinlv，shenzhizaisuanhaotakenengkongxiandeshijianzhijiebodayueyangdianhua，

dandaduowurenjieting。taanweiziji，takenengzhendetaimangle，yalitaida。tabunengzaizheigeshihoujitatianluan。

zhidaotalikaihoudediliugeyue，yigehanlengdedongye，linxiaomengzhiwanyebanhuidaobinglengdechuzuwu，dakaiyouxiang，

faxianshoudaolechenyuyouxiangdizhizidongfasongdeyifengyoujian，tishigaiyouxiangyitingzhishiyong。talengzhule，

suijiyizhongbinglengdekongjujuezhuleta。tazhandouzheshoubodatameiguodeshoujihao，

tingtonglichuanlaideshijixiedenvsheng：“ninsuobodadehaomashikonghao。”shijiefangfozaishunjianjijingwusheng，

zhishengxiaxinzangfengkuangtiaodonghexueyedongjiedeshengyin。

delianxisuoyoukenengzhidaochenyuxiaoxideren——tayiqianzaiguoneidetongxue、cengjingtijidejiweizaimeihuarenpengyou。

youjian、dianhua、dangshihaibutaipujideshejiaowangluo……tayongjinleyiqiebanfa。zuizhong，

congyigeyutatongxiaodanbutongxidexuezhangneili，

dedaoleyigemohuerbuquedingdexiaoxi：chenyuhaoxiangyinweijialichulejishi，

yigeyueqianturanbanliletuixueshouxu，meiyourenzhidaotajutiqulenali，zoudefeichangcongmang。neiyike，

linxiaomengganjuejiaoxiadedimiansuiliele。tatanzuozaibinglengdedibanshang，chuangwaishichengshiyongbuximiededenghuo，

ertadeshijiequeshunjianyipianqihei。weishenme？jialichuleshenmeshi？weishenmetabugaosuta？

weishenmeyongzheiyangjuejuedefangshixiaoshi？wushudeyiwenxiangdusheyiyangkenshizhetadexin。zuichudejitian，

tawufajinshi，wufarushui，zhishibutingdiliulei，fanfukanzheneifengzuihoudexin，shitucongzhongzhaodaoyisixiansuo。

tabuxiangxinchenyuhuizheiyangduita，neigechengnuoyaohetagongduyishengderen，zenmehuihaowuzhengzhaodipingkongxiaoshi？

suizheshijiandetuiyi，fennukaishiqudaibeishang。yexutabianlexin？yexumeiguodeshenghuotaijingcai，

tayudaolegengheshideren？yexusuoweide“jialijishi”zhishiyigejiekou？takaishihuaiyiguoqudeyiqie，

huaiyineixieshiyanhechengnuoshifouzhishiyichangjingxinbianzhidehuangyan。weilebubeizheijudadetongkuhekunhuoyakua，

taxuanzelezuijiduandefangshi——jiangzijichedimairugongzuohexuexizhizhong。tashenqinglegengduodezhiban，

canjialegengnandeketi，xiangyitaibuzhipijuandejiqi，yongshentidejidupibeilaimabixinlingdejutong。

tachenggongdikaoquleyanjiusheng，zhuangonglinchuangxinlixue。tayiyouyidechengjibiye，

jinruxianzaizheijiazhimingdexinlizhuankeyiyuan。tachengweiletongshiyanzhongzhuanye、lengjing、kekaodelinyisheng，

bingrenxinzhongwenrou、youliliang、nengdailaixiwangdeshouhuzhe。zhiyoutazijizhidao，neixinshenchuyouyikuaidifang，

yongyuantingliuzaileershiersuineiniandedongtian，xiazheyongyuanbuhuitingdelengyu。tabuzaiqingyixiangxinchengnuo，

buzaikaishixindeganqing，tabasuoyoudexinlidoutourudaoleshiyezhong，fangfoshiyizhongchengfa，yeshiyizhongtaobi。

zhidaoshiernianhouzheifengchilaidexin，zaicijiaodongletazaoyichendiandeguowang。diwuzhang：busuzhike“linyisheng，

jiedaishiyourenzhaoni，shuoshiyoujishi。”hushizhangqinziguolaitongzhi，yuqilidaizheyisibuyichajuedetanxun，

“tashuotaxingchen。”xingchen。jiandandelianggezi，xiangyibayaochi，

shunjiandakailelinxiaomengnulifengsuodejiyizhamen。tadexintiaolouleyipai，

danlianshangyijiuweichizheguanchangdepingjing：“youyuyuema？”“meiyou。dantashuo……wubijianniyimian。

”linxiaomengzhoulezhoumei，jintianbingmeiyouyuyuedefangke。tazhenglileyixiabaidagua，shenxiyikouqi，

xiangshiyaobenfuyichangmingyundeshenpan，zouxiangweiyuyiloudejiedaishi。tuikaimendeyishunjian，

shijianfangfobeiwuxingdeshoucubaodidaoboleshiernian。neigezhanzaichuangbian，beiduizhetadenanrenshenying，

gaoda、tingba，daizheyizhongmoshengdeshuxigan。tasihutingdaolekaimensheng，huanhuanzhuanguoshenlai。

jinguanmianrongchengshulexuduo，tunquleqingniandeqingse，xiantiaogengjiayinglang，yanjiaotianlejidaoxiwen，

faxingcongqingshuangdeduanfabianchengleliluodeshangwukuanshi，

yizheyecongjiandandetxuniuzikuhuanchenglejiancaiheshendeshensedayi……dantayiranyiyanjiurenchuleta。chenyu。

tajiuzheiyangzhanzaiwuhouxibodeguangxianli，zhenshidejinhuxuhuan。tadeyanshenbuzaishijiyizhongneibanqingchefeiyang，

ershichendianletaiduotakanbudongdefuzaqingxu——jinzhang、kuijiu、qidai，haiyouyisinanyiyanshidepibei。

tazhanqishen，zuichunweidong，sihuxiangshuoshenme，qianyanwanyuzaihoujiangundong，

quezuizhongzhishihuazuoyigefuzaerkezhideweixiao。“haojiubujian，xiaomeng。”tadeshengyinxiangqi，

bijiyizhonggengjiadichen，daizhejingnianleiyuedamochudeshayazhigan，

queyirannengjingzhundichudongtaxindizuishenchudeneigenxian。linxiaomenggandaoyizhenjuliedexuanyun，

fangfozhenggedimiandouzaihuangdong，budebuxiayishidifuzhumenkuangwenzhuziji。shierniandedengdai，shierniandeyiwen，

shierniandetongkuhenuligoujiandepingjing，zaizheiyiketubengwajie。judadechongjirangtahoulongfajin，

fabuchurenheshengyin，zhinengzhengzhengdikanzheta，xiangyizunturanbeishiledingshenzhoudediaoxiang。“wozhidaozheihenturan。

”chenyudeshengyinzaicixiangqi，daizhexiaoxinyiyi，“wo……wonenglijieruguonibuxianghewoshuohua。

wozhishi……xuyaojianniyimian。”linxiaomengshenxiyikouqi，yongjinquanshendezhiyesuyangqiangpozijilengjingxialai。

tashiyimingzhuanyedexinliyisheng，shanzhangkongzhihefenxiqingxu，jinguanciketazijideneixinyijingtianfandifu，

yipianlangjie。“genwolaibangongshi。”tazuizhongshuo，shengyinchuqidipingjing，

shenzhidaizheyisitazijidougandaomoshengdeshulihelengmo。tazhuanshenzouzaiqianmian，meiyoukantashifougenshang，

dannengqingxidiganjuedaotaluozaizijibeiyingshangdemuguang，neimuguangrucishuxi，yourucimosheng，

zhuoredejihuyaojiangtadebaidaguatangchuan。zoulangsihubiandegewaimanzhang。liangceqiangbishangdehuazuo、zhishipai，

cajianerguodetongshidewenhousheng，doubiandemohubuqing，rutongbeijingban。

tadesuoyouganguandoujujiaozaishenhouneigeyibuyiqudejiaobushengzhong。jinrubangongshi，

linxiaomengmeiyouzouxiangbangongzhuohoudeyizi，ershizhijielaidaolechuangbian，beiduizheta，wangzhechuangwaiyijiuweitingdeyu。

zheigedongzuo，jishiweileyanshitawufakongzhideqingxubodong，

yeshiyizhongwuyandezitai——tahaimeiyouzhunbeihaomianduita。“weishenme？”tawen，

shengyinbukebimiandiweiweizhandou，xieluletaqiangzhuangdezhending，“weishenmeshixianzai？”“woshoudaoleyifengxin。

”chenyudeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai，julibuyuanbujin，baochizheqiadaohaochudefencungan，

“yifengwomuqinjijiwodexin，zaitaqushihou。”linxiaomengmengdizhuanguoshen：“liayiqushile？

shenmeshihoudeshi？”chenyudemuqinliwanyun，neigecengjingduitaxuhanwennuan，

zongshixiaozheshuo“yihoujiushiyijiaren”dewenrouzhangbei，jingran……“sangeyueqian。”chenyudeyanshenandanxialai，

beishangxianeryijian，“aizhengwanqi，congfaxiandaolikai，zhiyouduanduansigeyue。taguyimanzhewo，

zhidaolinzhongqiancairanglvshilianxiwo。”“wohenyihan。”linxiaomengyouzhongdishuo。

jinguankenengyurujindejumianyouguan，danneiweizhangbeicengjingjiyudewennuanshizhenshide。

chenyucongdayineicekoudailitaochuyigekanqilaitongyangyouxieniantoudexinfeng，dileguolai，

dongzuolvexianchenzhong：“zaitadeyiwuzhong，wofaxianlezheige。shixiejinide，danmeiyoujichu。

houlailvshigenjutadeyizhu，zaitedingshijianjijileni。erwoshoudaodelingyifeng，shitadechanhui。

”linxiaomengjieguoxin，zhijianbukebimiandichupengdaotade，yisiweiruodedianliubandechuganrangtajihuyaosuohuishou。

tazhankaixinzhi，qiangpozijiyuedu。suizhemuguangzaizijujianyidong，tadeliansezhujianbiandecangbai，

nazhexinzhideshoukaishibushoukongzhidiqingweifadou。zheishiyifengliwanyunqinbixiexiadechanhuixin。tazaixinzhongchengren，

十二年前，

zaichenyufuqinturanbingshi、jiazuqiyeyinhehuorenjuankuanqiantaoermianlinjuezhaiwuhepochanweijidezhianshike，

是她，

lanjielesuoyoulinxiaomengjiwangmeiguojichenyudexinjianheyoujian（tatongguoyixieshouduannadaoleerzideyouxiangmima），

bingqie，mofanglinxiaomengdeyuqihebiji，xieleyifenglengkujuejuedefenshouxinjichenyu。xinzhongshengcheng，

tayilingjiataren，duixiangshibendiyiweijiashixianhedeyisheng，qingchenyubuyaozailianxita，

yimianyingxiangtade“xinshenghuo”。“weishenme？”linxiaomengbuganxiangxinditaitou，shengyinyinzhenjingertigao，

“liayiweishenmeyaozheimezuo？！”tawufalijie，neigekanqilaiwenrouminglidezhangbei，

huizuochurucijiduan、rucicanrendeshiqing。

chenyudezuijiaochechuyimokusedaojizhidehudu：“yinweitalejiewo，shengguolejiewoziji。

neishiwofuqincuranlishi，muqinjingshenbengkui，gongsiyaoyaoyuzhui，zhaizhutiantianshangmen。tazhidao，

ruguorangwodezhizheiyiqie，woyidinghuihaobuyouyudifangqixueye，likehuiguo。ertabunengyunxuwozheiyangzuo。

”tatingdunleyixia，shengyindichenxiaqu：“wofuqindeyiyuan，shixiwangwonengwanchengxueye，

chengweitasuoqiwangdexuezhe。erqie，zaitakanlai，dangshidewojishihuilai，yeweibinengliwankuanglan，

fanerkenengpeishangzijideqiantu。tarenwei……zhangtongburuduantong。

”“suoyitaxuanzeqieduanlewomenzhijiansuoyoudelianxi，tongshirangnixiangxin，

shiwozainijiazaoyujubian、zuixuyaozhichideshihou，wuqingdibeipanhepaoqileni。”linxiaomengnannandao，

gandaoyizhenbinglengdeexinhehuangmiuganxilai。tafuzhubangongzhuobianyuan，zhichengzhuyouxiefaruandeshenti。

zheimeduoniandetongku、ziwohuaiyi、zhengzhahefengbi，yuanlaidoujianlizaiyigerucibukandehuangyanzhishang。

tahenguota，yuanguota，yecengzaiwushugeshenyehuaiyizijishifoubugouhaocaibeiqingyifangqi……erzheiyiqie，

jingranzhishiyiweimuqinchuyuniuqudeaiyubaohuyu，suojingxincehuadeyichangxi。

“woshoudaoneifeng……ni‘xie’defenshouxinshi，”chenyudeshengyinjiangtaconghunluandesixuzhonglahui，

“ganjuezhenggeshijiedoubengtale。wobuxiangxin，pinminglianxini，dansuoyoudeyoujiandoushichendahai，

dianhuayedabutong。womuqinzaiyipangkuzhequanwo，shuorenxinyibian，shuonijiakenengxianwomenjiadaozhongluo……zuihou，

woxinle。wodaizheduini……huozheshuo，dui‘neigebeipanwodeni’dehenyi，banliletuixue，lianyehuiguo。

”tabishangyan，sihuzaiyayimouzhongxiongyongdeqingxu：“wolikaimeiguohou，

daizhemuqinsichuqiuyi——taneishiyindajiqueshishentizhuangkuanghencha，tongshipinjinquanliwanjiugongsi。neijinian，

shiworenshengzhongzuiheiandeshiqi。wohenni，yehenziji。woyiweinipaoqilewo，queyouwufatingzhi……aini。

zheizhongaihenjiaozhidetongku，jihubawosilie。”“neiniweishenmexianzaicaichuxian？”linxiaomengwen，

shengyinzhongdaizheyayileshierniandefennuheweiqu，xiangzhongyuzhaodaochukoudehuoshanrongyan，“shiernian，chenyu！

shiernianguoqule！niyouhenduojihuikeyihuilaiwenqingchu！yigedianhua，yifengyoujian，

shenzhizhishituogongtongdepengyoudaijuhua！”“yinweiwoyehenlenishiernian！”chenyuyingshangtademuguang，

yanshentongkuertancheng，“zheizhonghenyizhichengzhewoduguolezuinandechuangyechuqi。zhidaosangeyueqian，

chuliwanmuqindehoushi，shoudaotazheifengchilaidechanhuixin，wocaizhidaozhenxiang。zhidaohoudediyifanying，

wohenbudelikefeihuilaizhaoni，gaosunizheiyiqie。danwoxuyaoshijianxiaohuazheihuangmiudezhenxiang，

xuyaoshijianqulijieshenzhiyuanliangwomuqinjinhupianzhidexingwei，yexuyaoshijian……guqiyongqimianduini，

mianduiwomenbeitouzoudezheishiernian。”linxiaomengzhuanshen，dakaineigedaisuodechouti，

quchuneifengtashoudaobujiude、fanhuangdexinfeng：“erzheifengxin，shinimuqinlinzhongqian，

ranglvshianzhaotazhidingdeshijian，jijiwode。”tadunledun，buchongdao，“jiuzaishangzhou。”chenyujieguoxin，

kuaisuliulanleyibian，biaoqingbiandegengjiafuza，

hunhezhetongku、shiranheyizhongshenshendewuligan：“tayezailinzhongqianjinixielexin。tayizhizhidaonizainali，

chengweileshenmeyangderen。”“tazaixinzhongdaoleqian，jieshilesuoyoushiqing。”linxiaomengshuo，shengyinhuifulepingjing，

yizhongjinhupibeidepingjing，“dantashuo，tabuhouhuizheiyangzuo，yinweiruguobushineiyang，

nikenengyongyuanbuhuichengweijintiandeni。nihuizhishiyigeputongdexuezhe，erbushixianzaizheigejinglilefenglang，

zhongxinchengqijiaye，biande……gengjiajianrenqiangdadeqiyejia。”chenyuchenmolepianke，

muguangsaoguotajianjiequezhuanyedebangongshi，qiangshangdezigezhengshu，

yijitayandiburongcuobiandepibeihecangsang：“congmouzhongjiaodushuo，tashiduide。neixienian，

wobasuoyoudetongkuhefennudoutourudaolegongzuozhong，xiangfengziyiyanggongzuo，zuizhongmianqiangwanjiulegongsi，

yezaicijichushangjianlilezijideshiye。danzheiyiqiededaijiashi——”“shiwomen。

”linxiaomengjieshangletadehua，yuqipingdandichenshulezheigeshishi。bangongshilixianruzhangjiudechenmo，

zhiyouchuangwaideyushengbuzhipijuandiqiaodazheboli，xiangzaiweizheiduanbeimingyunzhuonongdeguowangzouxiangaile。

---diliuzhang：wangshidehuixiang“ni……jiehunlema？”chenyuturanwen，

shengyinlidaizheyisibuyichajuedejinzhang，dapolelingrenzhixidechenmo。

tademuguangkuaisusaoguotameiyourenhezhuangshidezuoshoushouzhi。linxiaomengxiayishidijiangshouweiweiquanqi，yaoleyaotou，

yuqidanran：“meiyou。gongzuohenmang。”tadunledun，fanwendao，daizheyisizijiyeshuobuqingdeshitan，

“nini？”“woshiguo。”chenyukuxiao，neixiaoronglichongmanlezichaohewunai，“liangnianqianchadiandinghun，

duifangshishengyishangdehuoban，jiashihenhao，renye……henbucuo。danzaizuihouyike，woquxiaolehunli。

yinweiwoyishidao，zhanzaihunlidiantangqian，wonaohailifuxiande，rengranshinideyangzi。

worengran……wufazhenzhengwangjini，yewufadaizheduilingyigerendekuijiukaishisuoweidexinshenghuo。

”linxiaomengdexinxiangshibeishenmedongxihenhenjiuleyixia，shuobuqingshitongchuhaishibiedeshenme。tazoudaobangongzhuoqian，

naqiyigemuzhixiangkuang。limianbushisirenzhaopian，ershitahejiweikangfuchuyuandebingrenjijiashudehezhao，

meigerendouxiaodezhenchengercanlan。“wozuizhongchengweileyimingxinliyisheng，”taqingqingmosuozhexiangkuangdebianyuan，

yuqipingjing，xiangzaixushubierendegushi，“yexuqianyishili，woxianglijie，

renweishenmehuizuochuneixiekansibuheli、shenzhishenshenshanghaisuoaizhirendejueding。shixiangzhaodaonilikaidedaan，

yeshixiang……zhiyuwoziji。”chenyuxiangqianyibu，suoduanletamenzhijiandejuli，yanzhongfanyongzhefuzadeqinggan，

youxinteng，youkuijiu，youshierfudedexiji：“xiaomeng，wo……”linxiaomengquexunsutaishou，

zuoleyigeqingxierjianjuedezuzhishoushi：“woxuyaoshijian，chenyu。”tadeshengyinqingxierlengjing，

daizheburongzhiyidejueduan，“shiernianbushiyigekeyiqingyimoqudeshuzi。tabushisantian，bushisangeyue，

shisiqianduogeririyeye。wohualehenzhangshijian，liulewushudeyanlei，

caimanmanxuehuizaimeiyounideshijieliduzishenghuo，caibazijiposuidexinyidiandianzhanheqilai，

jishishangmianbumanleliehen。wobuneng……wobunengzaiqingyidihuidaoguoqu，

napaneigeguoqushiyihuangyanweijichude。”takanzhetayanzhongxunsuandanxiaqudeguang，

buchongdao：“woxuyaoshijianzhongxinrenshini，yexuyaoshijian……zhongxinrenshijinglilezheiyiqiezhihoudewoziji。

”chenyudianlediantou，yanzhongshanguoyisishenkedetongchu，dangengduodeshilijiehezunzhong。talejieta，

zhidaotawaibiaorouhe，neixinqueyouzheburongyuyuedeyuanzehejianren。tajintiandechuxian，

benshenjiuyijingshiyizhongjudadechongji。“womingbai。”tacongkoudailitaochuyizhangshejijianjiedemingpian，

shangmianzhiyoumingzi、yigeshoujihaomaheyigedianziyouxiang，taqingqingjiangmingpianfangzaibangongzhuodebianyuan，

fangfopajingraoleshenme，“zheishiwoxianzaidelianxifangshi。wobuhuiqiangponi，yebuhuipinfandaraoni。

danqingnidayingwo，zhishaokaolvyixia，womenshifou……hainengyoujihui，zhongxinkaishi，yiwomenxianzaideyangzi。

”linxiaomengmeiyoukanneizhangmingpian，zhishiqingqingdianlediantou，muguangzhongxintouxiangchuangwai，yusihuxiaoleyixie，

tiankongluchuxiexuhuibaideguangliang。chenyushenshendikanletayiyan，fangfoyaojiangciketadeyangzikejinnaohaili，

ranhouzhuanshen，qingqingdaishanglebangongshidemen。menheshangdeqingxiang，xiangshiyigejieduandeluomu。

linxiaomengzaiyuandizhanlehenjiu，caimanmanzoudaobangongzhuoqian，zhongxinnaqineifengfanhuangdexin。zheici，

tazhongyuyouyongqi，yiziyijudi，wanzhengdiduwanta。xindejiewei，chenyudemuqin，liwanyun，

yongzhandoueryuefawulidebijixiedao：“xiaomeng，wozhidao，wofanxiadecuo，zuiwukeshu。

wozhidaoniyongyuanbuhuiyuanliangwo，woyebupei、busheqiunideyuanliang。

wodaizhezheifenkuijiuhemimizouxiangshengmingdezhongdian，zheishiwoyingdedechengfa。danshi，wokenqiuni，

buyaoyinweiwodeguocuo，erzaiquchengfachenyu。tashiwugude，tayizhiaizheni，jiuxiangwoxiangxin，

niyecongweizhenzhengwangjiguota。renshengtaiduanzan，qingchungengshizhuanshunjishi。

woyijingtouzoulenimenshiernianzuimeihaodeshiguang，

buyaoranglingyigehuangyan——zheiyicishiniduizijineixindehuangyan——boduonimenzhongxinhuodexingfudejihui。

zheishiwo，yigezisierhuihendemuqin，zuihoude、yeshiweiyideqingqiu。”linxiaomengjiangxintiezaixiongkou，

nengqingxidiganshoudaozijixinzangjulieerzhenshidetiaodong。chuangwaideyubuzhiheshiyijingtingle，

yilvweiruode、jinhuangsedeyangguangwanqiangdichuantoulehouzhongdeyunceng，qiahaozhaozaitadebangongzhuoshang，

zhaoliangleneizhangchenyuliuxiade、anjingtangzaineilidebaisemingpian。tabuzhidaozijishifouhuibodaneigehaoma。

shierniangaibianletaiduo，tabuzaishineigeweiaikeyibuguyiqie、chongmanhuanxiangdenvhai，

ertayebuzaishineigeyiqifengfa、yanliyouguangdeqingnian。

manzhangdeshiguang、fuzadewangshiheyigeshiquqinrenchenzhongdanyouyidiantahenqingchu：neichangzaitaxinzhongxialeshiernian，

binglengchegu、fangfoyongwuzhijingdeyu，jiuzaigangcai，jiuzaitazhuanshenlikaideneiyike，haowuzhengzhaodi，tingle。

linxiaomengzoudaobangongzhuoqian，naqineixiandianhua，anxialehushizhandehaoma。“lihushi，

qinggaosu3haobingfangdeshenxiaoyu，ruguotayuanyi，yihuieryuwanquantingle，

wokeyipeitaqulouxiadexiaohuayuansansanbu。yuhoudekongqi，zongshitebieqingxin，shihe……zhongxinkaishi。

”guashangdianhua，tazaiciwangxiangchuangwai。yuncengzhengzaimanmansankai，

yangguangyidianyidiandi、shitanxingdisaluozaizheigebeilianmianqiuyuxijingdechengshishang，

jibinglengdejianzhudushangleyicengdandandenuanyi。shierniandeshiguang，yifengchilaiyouweijichudexin，

lianggebeihuangyanhemingyunfenlideshengming。danyexu，zhishiyexu，zaizhenxiangdabaizhihou，zaileishuiliuganzhihou，

zaixuehuileyuguduhejiezhihou，haiyouzhongxinrenshi、zhongxinkaishidekeneng。

linxiaomengqingqingfumoguoneizhangzhiganyingtingdemingpian，zhijianganshoudaoyangguangdailaideweiruowendu，

zuijiaofanqiyisijihunanyichajuede、jiuweide、shuyutazijideweixiao。youxieyu，zhudingyaotingxia。youxielu，

zhudingyaojixuzouxiaqu。wulunshiduziyiren，haishi……xieshoutongxing。

diqizhang：pingjingxiadeanliuchenyulikaihoudezhenggexiawu，linxiaomengdouchuyuyizhongxinshenbuningdezhuangtai。

tanuliweichizhezhuanyedemianju，kanzhen、jilu、yutongshijiaoliu，

dansixuzongshibuyouzizhudipiaoxiangneizhangtangzaibangongzhuoshangdemingpian，yijineigezaitaxinzhongtouxiajushidenanren。

xiabanshijiandaole，tahanjiandiyouxieyouyu。mocengzhezhenglizhuomian，jianchayoujian，

zhidaobangongshiwaidezoulangjianjiananjingxialai。zuihou，tahaishishenxiyikouqi，

jiangneizhangmingpianheneiliangfengjuedingletabanshengmingyundexin，yiqisuojinlechoutizuishenchu。xiangshiwanchengleyigeyishi，

youxiangshiyizhongzanshidetaobi。zouchuyiyuandalou，yuhoudekongqiguorandaizheyiguqinrenxinpideqinglie。

tashenxiyikou，bingliangdekongqiyongrufeifu，rangtahundundetounaoqingxinglexiexu。chengshihuadengchushang，

nihongdengzaishiluludejiedaoshangzheshechumilideguangyun。tameiyouzhijiehuijia，

ershiraodaoqulefujinyijiachangqudeshudian。shudianerlouyouyijiaxiaoxiaodekafeijiao，wennuandedengguang，

shuhuandejueshile，yijishuyehekafeihunhedexiangqi，shitaguoqushiernianjianjingchangxunqiuweijiededifang。

zaizheili，takeyizanshicongyishengdeshenfenzhongchouli，zhishiyigeputongdeyueduzhe。ranerjintian，

shuyeshangdewenzifangfoshiquleyiyi，tademuguangjiujiuwufajujiao。chenyudeshenying、huayu、yanshen，

bushoukongzhidizainaohaizhongpanxuan。“takanqilai……bianlehenduo。”taxiayishidixiang。

jiyizhongneigeyangguangfeiyangdeqingnian，beiyigechenwenneilian、yandizangzheshenzhongpibeihegushidenanrensuoqudai。

suiyuezaitashenshangkexiadehenji，qingxikejian。neishiyizhongjingliguojudafenglanghoudechendian，

hunhezhechenggongshangrenderuilihemouzhongnanyiyanyude……gudugan。“tayizhiaizheni，jiuxiangwoxiangxin，

niyecongweizhenzhengwangjiguota。”liayixinzhongdezheijuhua，xiangmozhouyiyanghuixiang。tazhendecongweiwangjima？

linxiaomengwufafouren。jinguantanuligoujianlexindeshenghuo，jiangquanbujinglitourugongzuo，

danchenyushizhongshitaxindiyigewufayuhedeshangkou，yigebeifengcundancongweixiaoshideyinji。zhishi，

shierniandeshiguang，zuyirangrenheqiangliedeganqingbeimopinglengjiao，

bianchengyizhongxiguanxingdehuainianheshenrugusuidejinshen。tahaipa。haipazaicichangkaixinfei，

haipachengshoukenengdezaicishanghai，haipaneigeyongshiernianjianliqilaide、kansijiangudeduliziwo，

huizaijiuriqinggandechongjixiabukanyiji。“linyisheng？”yigelvedaijingxideshengyinzaipangbianxiangqi。

linxiaomengtaitou，kanjianyiweichuanzhemisefengyi、qizhiwenwandenianqingnvzi，shitaguoqudebingrensuqing，

cengyinyanzhongdejiaolvzhengheqingganwentijieshouzhiliao，rujinyijingkangfu，bingqiechengweileyimingziyouchahuashi。

“suqing，haojiubujian。”linxiaomengluchuzhenchengdeweixiao。kandaocengjingbeiqingxukunraodebingrennengzhongxinhuanfaguangcai，

shitagongzuozhongzuidadechengjiuganzhiyi。“zhendehaoqiao！”suqingzaitaduimianzuoxia，dianleyibeinatie，

“woyizhixiangzhaojihuixiexienin。yaobushinindangshidebangzhu，

wokenengxianzaihaikunzaineiduanzaogaodeguanxiliziwohuaiyi。”“shinizijizugouyonggan，zuochulegaibiandexuanze。

”linxiaomengwenhedishuo。tajidesuqingdeqingkuang，

zhangqichuyuyiduanbeijingshenkongzhi（gaslighting）deqingganguanxizhong，

jihushiquleziwopanduanli。suqingyaoyaotou，yanshenqingcheerjianding：“shininrangwomingbai，likaixuyaoyongqi，

danliuxialaichengshoubugaichengshoudetongku，bingbushijianqiang，ershiduizijidebufuzeren。nindangshishuo，

‘zhenzhengdeaibuyinggairangnibuduanfoudingzijideganshouhejiazhi’，zheijuhuadianxinglewo。

”zhenzhengdeaibuyinggairangnibuduanfoudingzijideganshouhejiazhi。linxiaomengdexinweiweiyidong。zheijuhua，

shitayonglaiyindaobingrende，ciketinglai，quexiangshiduitazijideyizhongkaowen。tayinweiyigehuangyan，

foudinglezijishiernian，jiangzijifengbiqilai，

zheisuanbusuanshilingyizhongxingshide“liuxialaichengshoubugaichengshoudetongku”？“ninkanqilai……haoxiangyoudianxinshi？

”suqingxiaoxindiguanchazhetadeshense，daizheganjiheguanqie。linxiaomengzhenglezheng，suijishixiao。

taxiguanlezuoqingtingzhehefenxizhe，henshaobeirenrucizhijiedikanchuanqingxu，youqiduifanghaishitacengjingdebingren。

“meishenme，zhishi……yudaoyigehenjiubujiandeguren。”taqingmiaodanxiedidaiguo。suqinglerandidiandiantou，

meiyouzhuiwen，zhishiweixiaozheshuo：“youshihou，gurenzhongfengjiuxiangshimingyunjidediercijihui。danyaobuyaozhuazhu，

zenmezhuazhu，juedingquanyongyuanzaizijishouli。linyisheng，ninbangzhuleneimeduoren，yeqingyidingjide，

haohaozhaoguzijidexin。”hesuqingdaobiehou，linxiaomengduzizuozaiyuandi，

pinweizhezheijuhuahebeizhongjianjianlengdiaodekafei。chuangwai，chengshideyejingliuguangyicai，chongmanlewuxiankeneng，

yechongmanleweizhi。---dibazhang：shitandeyoujianjiexialaidejitian，

linxiaomengdeshenghuokansihuifulewangchangdejiezou。gongzuo、kanzhen、dudaohuiyi、chayuewenxian。

tameiyoubodaneigedianhua，yemeiyoufachurenheyoujian。chenyuyerutongtachengnuodeneiyang，meiyoulaidaraota。

zheizhongchenmo，fanerxingchengleyizhongwuxingdezhangli。tafaxianzijihuibuzijuediliuyishouji，

chakanyouxiangdepinlvyebipingshigaoleyixie。zheishiyizhongliantazijidoubuyuanchengrendeqidai。zhouwuwanshang，

tazhiwanbanhuijia，paoleyigezhangzhangdereshuizao，shituqusanyizhoudepibeihexindineifenmomingdejiaozao。

chuanzheshushideshuiyi，zuozaishuzhuoqian，tadakailesirenbijibendiannao。guishishenchadi，

tadiankaileyouxiangdezhuanxiejiemian。shoujianrenlan，tayouyuzhe，shuruleneizhangmingpianshangdedianziyouxiangdizhi。

gaixieshenme？zhiwen？suku？haishizhuangzuoruowuqishidihanxuan？tadeshouzhizaijianpanshangxuantinglexujiu，zuizhong，

zhishijiqijiandandidachuleyixingzi，meiyouchenghu，meiyouluokuan，

xiangshiyizhongxiaoxinyiyideshitan：“liayidemudizainali？woxiangqukankan。”dianjifasong。ranhou，

xiangshiwanchengleyijianjiqihaofeixinlideshiqing，taheshangdiannao，kaozaiyibeishang，zhangzhangdiyuleyikouqi。

tameizhiwangtahuilikehuifu。huoxutazhengzaimang，huoxutahaimeixianghaoruhehuiyingzheizhongjianjiedejiechu。raner，

jihuzaitafasongchenggongdexiayimiao，tishixinyoujiandeyinxiaojiuxiangleqilai。tadexinmengdiyitiao。diankai。

huifutongyangjianjie，dansuduzhikuai，toululeduifanghuoxuyeyizhizaidengdaimouzhongxinhao。“chengxiyongangongmu，

lanyuanqu，b-12-06。womuqin……huihengaoxingninengqukanta。xiexie。

——chenyu”youjiandemowei，taliuxialexiangxidemudiquwei，yijiyijukezhierzhengzhongdeganxie。

linxiaomengkanzhezheixingzi，nengxiangxiangdaotadaxiazheixingzishirenzhendeshenqing。tameiyoushitujiejitichupeitong，

yemeiyouduoshuorenhekenengrangtagandaoyalidehua。zheizhongfencungan，rangtajinbengdeshenjingshaoshaofangsongleyixie。

taguandiaoyouxiang，zoudaochuangbian。yeseshenchen，meiyouxiayu，jikeshuxingdianzhuizaitianmushang。tajueding，zheigezhoumo，

quyitangyongangongmu。---dijiuzhang：muyuandehuishengzhouliudetianqishiyuhouchujideqinglang，

yangguangdaizheqiuriteyoudemingjinghewendu，shaolexiaridezhuore，duolejifenwenrou。

yongangongmuzuoluozaichengjiaodeshanposhang，huanjingqingyou，songbochangqing。linxiaomengchuanzheyishensuyadeheiselianyiqun，

shoupengyishujiebaidejuhua，anzhaochenyujidedizhi，henrongyijiuzhaodaoleliwanyundemubei。mubeishangdezhaopian，

shiliayinianqingxieshihoudeyangzi，xiaorongwenwan，yanshenrouhe，yulinxiaomengjiyizhongdemoyangzhongdie。

zhishizhaopiandinggeleshiguang，erxianshizhongderen，yijingtianrenyongge。tajiangjuhuaqingqingfangzaimuqian，

kanzhemubeishangjuankedeshengzunianyue，xinzhongbaiganjiaoji。fennuma？shide，jishizhidaoleyuanyou，

tayiranwufawanquanshihuaineifenyintaerchengshoudeshierniantongku。tongqingma？yeyou。zuoweiyigemuqin，

zaijiatingtuzaojubianshidekonghuangheneizhongkenengjinhuniuqudebaohuyu，huoxuyebingfeiwanquanbunenglijie。youqishi，

zheiweimuqinzaishengmingdezuihoushike，xuanzelechanhui，bingshitumibu。“liayi，”taqingshengkaikou，

shengyinzaijijingdemuyuanlixiandegewaiqingxi，“woshoudaolenindexin。”tatingdunleyixia，

zhenglizhefenluandesixu。“wobuzhidaoshifougaishuo‘yuanliang’……zheiduiwolaishuo，taizhongle。

danwojintianlaizheili，shixianggaosunin，wozhidaole。zhidaolezhenxiang，zhidaoleninzuihoudeqingqiu。”“shiernian，

zhendehenzhang。zhangdaozuyigaibianhenduoshiqing，yezhangdaozuyirangyixiedongxichendianxialai。”taditou，