我的影子，有时候会比我慢半拍
《我的影子，有时候会比我慢半拍》 小说介绍
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”“gangcailiansehaoheren……”“shibushilinmo……”yourentoutoudaliangwo，
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yuqi：“moge……nigangcai……yanshenhaoherena……jiuxiangyaosharenyiyang……lianwangpangzidoubeinihetuile？
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ta…tabushizaijiandandimofangwo！tazaixuexi！zailianxi！
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【yingziyouzijideyishi】【yingzidongzuozhihou】【kandaoyingziduizijixiao】sousuojieguoguangguailuli。
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tiezimiaoshudezhengzhuang……hewodeqingkuangxiangderangrenhaipa。lingyigejiaoluoli，
tidaomougelengzhanshiqiyibeifengcundexinlixueshiyan，jushuozaijiduanganguanboduohexinlianshixia，
shoushizhehuichanshengqiangliede“ganzhifenli”，
shenzhirenweizijideyingziyongyouduliyizhi……haiyoumougeshenshentaotaodeboke，
yonghongzixiezhe：“dangnideyingzikaishibiniman，dangtakaishizuonibuhuizuodeshi，xiaoxin！tabushizaimofangni，
tashizai‘fugai’ni！tazaixiugaixianshide‘cundang’！”zhenzhenjiajiadexinxihunzazaiyiqi，xiangyituanluanma，
feidanmeiyoujiwodaan，fanerjiajulewodebuanhehunluan。
danyouyidianshiquedingde：wobushiweiyiyigeyudaozheizhongguaishideren！zheibushijiandandehuanjue！jiexialaidejitian，
wobianchengleyigejidumingandeguanchazhe。woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，zixiguanchayingzidemeiyigezhihoudongzuo，
jiluta“yichangfahui”deguilv。wofaxian，
shijidudefennu、kongju、huozhe……qiangliedekewang（biruwoduomexiwangwangshuoneigesipangzilikebaobi）shi，
yingzidezhihouheyidongjiugewaimingxian，shenzhi……gewai“huoyue”。
taxiangshiyigeyiwodefumianqingxuweishidejishengchong！zheigefaxianrangwojiexinyoujuewang。
nandaoshiwozijideqingxuchuangzaobingweiyangleta？yitianwanshang，woyoubeiwangshuoyigejinjidianhuamadegouxuelintou，
gualedianhua，jileileyizhengtiandebiequhefennuxianghuoshanyiyangzaiwoxiongqianglibaofa。wohenhenyiquanzazaiqiangshang，
tengtonghenuhuorangwohunshenfadou。“cao！cao！cao！pingshenme！qu**wangshuo！qu**gongzuo！
laozibuganle！”woduizhekongqixiesidilidipaoxiao，yanleibuzhengqidiyonglechulai。
jiuzaiwoqingxuzuishikongdedingdian——womengdidunzhule。fangjianlizhikaileyizhantaideng，
guangxianjiangwodeyingzijudaditoushezaiduimiandebaiqiangshang。qiangshangdeyingzi，buzaizhihoule。
taqingxi、liuchangdi……dongle。
tahuanhuandifangxialeneizhiwoganggangzaqiangdeshou（dantadedongzuokanqilaiqingyingercongrong），ranhou，
taxiangqian“zou”leyibu，tuolileqiangbidepingmian，xiangyigezhenzhengde、litidecunzaineiyang，
zoudaolewodemianqian。suirantayiranzhishiyigeerweidejianying，danwoqueqingxidiganjuedaoyizhong……fushigan。
tataiqineizhiheisede、meiyoushitideshou，huanmandi、jiqiwuruxingdi，xupaileyixiawodejianbang。
neigedongzuolichongmanleqingmiehelianmin。ranhou，tataiqishou，xianshizhilezhibengkuidewo，youzhilezhitaziji。
zuihou，tashenchulianggenheisede“shouzhi”，zuoleyigejiaotipaxingdedongzuo，jinjiezhe，
mengdizuoleyige……“tihuan”deshoushi！jiuxiangbayizhangjiukapian，congkacaolichouchulai，
zaibayizhangxinde、yimoyiyangdesaijinqu！【ni，buxing。】【wo，genghao。】【huandiaoni。
】binglengde、qingxideyitu，xiangyibacuiledudebingzhui，zhijiezaochuanlewozuihoudexinlifangxian。
tabushijishengchong。tashicuanweizhe！judadekongjushunjianyakualefennu。wotanzuozaidi，shoujiaobingliang，
lianyachidouzaidazhan。takanzhewolangbeideyangzi，neimeiyouwuguandeheisemianbulunkuo，
sihuliuluchuyizhongmanyideqingxu。ranhou，tacaihuanhuandi、daizheyizhongxinongbandezhihougan，zhongxinronghuidimian，
bianhuileneigekanqilairenchuwuhaideputongyingzi。danwozhidao，jiaxiangyijingbeichedisisuile。tatanpaile。
yaomewobatanongsi，yaome，tachizaohuizaiwomougeqingxubengkuideshunjian，chedifugaiwo，
yongneigelianxilezhuandao、kenenghailianxileqitawobuzhidaodejinengde“genghaodelinmo”，qudaiwo。
wobunengzuoyidaibi！jidudekongjuzuizhongzhuanhuachengleguzhuyizhideyongqi。wobixufanji！yinggangkendingbuxing，
tawuxingwuzhi。baojing？jingchahuibawodangchengjingshenbingzhuaqilai。gaosubieren？xiachangzhihuihexiaoaneiciyiyang。
taderuodian……shizhihou！neibanmiaodeyanchi，shitaweiyiluchudemajiao！yigejihua，yigefengkuangdejihua，
zaiwonaozilizhujianchengxing。woyaoliyongtadezhihou，jitashegeju！woyaojiluxialai！liuxiazhengju！
woxuanzededidianshigongsiloudingdetiantai。shijianshizhengwu，yangguangzuilie、yingzizuiduanzuiqingxideshihou。
woxuyaozuiqiangdeguangxianlaijianruoqitayingzideganrao，rangtadeyichangwusuodunxing。wotiqiancaihaodian，zhaohaojiaodu，
bashoujiyongjiaodaitoutougudingzaileyigetongfengguandaohoumian，shexiangtouduizhunwojihuazhanlidedifang。
xintiaokuaidexiangshiyaoleigu。chengbai，zaiciyiju！zhongwushierdianzheng，woshenxiyikouqi，tuikailetiantaidemen。
lieridangkong，ciderenyanjingfateng。tiantaidimianbeishaideguntang，kongqiweiweiniuqu。wozoudaoyudingweizhi，
xinzangpengpengkuangtiao。jiaoxiadeyingzisuochengyituan，jintiezaiwodejiaobian，kanqilaiwubiwenshun。
woduizheyinzangshoujidefangxiang，kaishidashengshuohua，jishibiaoyan，yeshiweileluyin：“wozhidaonitingdejian！
”wodeshengyinyinweijinzhangeryouxiefazhan，danwonulirangtatingqilaizhending，“nidaodishishenmedongxi？
niweishenmechanzhewo？nixiangqudaiwo，duibudui？”dishangdeyingzihaowufanying，
wanmeiditongbuzhewodexiweidongzuo。“nishuohuaa！nizheigezhiganduozaierweilidenuofu！nichulehuitouxue，
huiheren，haihuiganshenme？”woshituyongyuyan**ta，jifatadefanying。woshenzhiguyihuixiangwangshuodezuilian，
rangfennudeqingxuyongshanglai。laile！woqingxidikandao，wojiaoxiadeyingzi，
jiqiqingweidi……zhihoudi……niudongleyixia！xiangyitiaoxushidaifadedushe！jiushixianzai！woanzhaojihua，
mengdizuoleyigejiqikuazhangde、zhangkaishuangbeixianghouyangdaodedongzuo，tongshizuilidahan：“nixiangtuiwoxiaquma？！
xiuxiang！”zheigedongzuoshejidehenqiaomiao。zhengchangqingkuangxia，renhouyangshiyingzihuiqianyi。danwohanchudeneirong，
queshi“tuiwoxiaqu”，anshigongjilaiziqianfang。wodudejiushitazhihoubanmiaodefanying！zhiyaotazhihoubanmiao，
mofangchuwozheigehouyangdongzuo，neimezailuxiangli，kanqilaijiuhuixiangshi——woxianganjuedaobeitui（hanchuhua），
ranhoucaizuochuhouyangdeshanbidongzuo！zaijiashangtakenengyinbei**erzizhuchanshengdegongjixingniuqu……zhengju！
zheijiushiwoxuyaodezhengju！wodehouyangdongzuozuodaoyiban，yanjiaodeyuguangsisisuodingzhejiaoxia。laile！
tadedongzuokaishile！zhihoule！erqie……tadeshoubeibufen，zaineizhihoudebanmiaoli，
sihuzhendexiangqianzuoleyigetuwude……tuisangdeyanshendongzuo！chenggongle！woxintoukuangxi，
shentiyinweishiqupinghengerzhendexianghoudaoqu，danwoyidianyebuhuang，shenzhiyoudianxiangxiao。shuaiyijiaohuanlaigejietuo，
zhile！raner，jiuzaiwojijiangshuaidaozaidideshunjian——tiantaidemen“kuangdang”yishengbeituikaile！
xiaoayilianjiaojidichonglechulai：“moge！nizenmele？wotingdaonizaihan……aiya！
”taganghaokandaowoshiqupinghenghouyangshuaidaodelangbeiyangzi，
yiji……woyinweishuaidaoerturanbaoluchulaide、tiezaitongfengguandaoshangdeshouji。shijianfangfoninggule。