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《wodeyingzi，youshihouhuibiwomanbanpai》shiyibulingrenxinchishenwangdezuopin，jiangshuleyingziwangshuozaizhuiqiumengxiangdedaolushangjinglidejianxinyufuchu。yingziwangshuofendoubuzhi，mianduizhegezhongtiaozhanhekaoyan。tongguoyutarendejiaoliuyuhuzhu，yingziwangshuobuduanchengzhang、gaibian，bingzuizhongshixianleziwochaoyue。zheibuxiaoshuochongmanyongqiyuxiwang，zaiwonaozilizhujianchengxing。woyaoliyongtadezhihou，jitashegeju！woyaojiluxialai！liuxiazhengju！woxuanzededidianshigongsiloudingdetiantai。shijianshizhengwu，yangguang……jiangdianranduzheneixindejiqing。

精彩章节

wodeyingzi，xiangshawo。jiuzaigangcai，taduizhewoshenhoudeqiang，bihualeyigegehoudedongzuo，erwo，

mingmingshuangshouzhengsisidichengzhemianqiandezhuomian，zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai。lenghan，

shunjianjiucongwomeiyigemaokonglizhalechulai，toupiyizhenfama。shijiandaohuishifenzhongqian。“linmo！

zheijiushinizuodefangan？goupibutong！xiaoxueshengdoubinixiedehao！

”xiangmujingliwangshuoneifeinideshouzhijihuyaochuodaowolianshang，tuomoxingzibansuizhetadepaoxiaozaibangongshilihengfei，

“gongsiyangnishichiganfandema？zheidianxiaoshidouzuobuhao！”wodizhetou，sisiyaozheyaguan，

baneigujihuyaochongchukoudezanghuaheweiquyingshengshengyanlehuiqu。zheifenfanganwoaolesangetongxiao，

mingmingshitazhiqianmohudexuqiudaozhifangxiangcuowu，xianzaiquequanchenglewodeguo。xinzangzaixiongqianglidongdongkuangtiao，

bushiyinweihaipa，shichuncuide、yayidefennu。made，zheisipangzijiushiguyizhaocha！

jiuyinweishangcibumenjucanwomeijitajingjiu？bangongshilideqitatongshimoqidibaochizhechenmo，

zhiyoujianpanqiaojishenghewangshuoderumashengjiaotixiangqi。kongqinianchouderangrenzhixi。

woganjuezijixiangbeirengjinleshenhai，yalicongsimianbafangyonglai，yaobawojibao。

jiuzaiwohenbudebaxianshiqizazaitaneizhangpanglianshangshi，wodeshixianwuyishidichuiluo，dinggezaizijijiaoxia。

bangongzhuoxiadeyinyingli，shiwodeyingzi。dan……budui。womingmingshidizhetou，

chengshouzherumadezitai——keyingzidetoulubufen，neigetoushezaihuiseditanshangdeheiselunkuo，

que……queweiweiangzhe？shenzhi，neimohudecelianxiantiao，sihuhaidaizheyisi……chaofengdehudu？

womengdizhalexiayanjing。kancuole？yanhuale？wangshuohaizaima，danwoyigezidoutingbujinqule。

suoyoudexueyefangfodouyongxianglewodedanao，youzaishunjiantunqu，liuxiabingliangdekongju。wosisidingzheneigeyingzi。

wochangshizhe，jiqihuanmandi，jiangchengzaizhuomiandeyoushoushizhi，qingqingtaiqileyilimi。yingzideshouzhi，

yanchiledagaibanmiao，caizuochuletongyangdedongzuo。wodehuxizhourantingzhilebanpai。**？！bukeneng！

guangshizhixianchuanbode，yingziyinggaishijishidefanying！wulilaoshimeijiaoguozheige！wobuxinxie，

youkuaisuzhaleyixiazuoyan。yingzidezuoyanbuwei，neipianmohudeheian，manleyipai，caiyouyigeqingweidezhandong。

yiguhanyizhijiecongweizhuigucuanshangletianlinggai。woquanshendehanmaodoulileqilai。zheitamashishenmeguidongxi？！

womengditaiqitou，dongzuodadaorangwangshuodemashengdoudunleyixia。tahuyidikanzhewoshunjiancanbaidelian：“zenme？

shuoniliangjuhaibufuqi？”“mei……meiyou，wangjinglininshuodedui。”wotingdaozijideshengyingansefazhan，

jihushibennengdirensong，muguangquebushoukongzhidisaoxiangqitadifangdeguangyuan——tianhuabanshangdeleddengguan，

tongshipingmudefanguang……shituzhaodaoyigehelidejieshi。jiaoduwenti？yidingshijiaoduwenti！

wangshuosihuduiwode“furuan”henmanyi，youhenghengjijidimalejiju，zhongyushuaizhegebozoule。

woyi**tanzuozaigongweishang，xinzanghaizaikuangtiao，shouxinliquanshilenghan。zhouweidetongshisihusonglekouqi，

zhongxinkaishidishengjiaotan，ouertoulaitongqinghuoxingzailehuodeyipie。meirenzhuyidaowodeyichang，

meirenzhidaowoganggangjinglileshenmebiwangshuoderumakongbuyibaibeideshiqing。zhenggexiawu，wodouxinshenbuning。

woxianggeshenjingbingyiyang，butingdiyonggezhongxiaodongzuoceshiwodeyingzi。zaichashuijiandaoshuishi，

woguyituranhuangdongbeizi。yingzishoulide“beizi”zhihoubanmiao，caigenzhehuangdong，

jidi“shui”shenzhisalechulai——kewodeshouwendehen！zaizoulangzoulushi，woguyitongshoutongjiao。

yingzidedongzuojiangyingdiyanchimofang，xianggekadundeliezhitixianmuou，guiyiderangrentoupifama！

tashenzhi……ouerhuiyouyidianzijide“fahui”。biru，wozhishizhengchangzoulu，taquehuizaizhihoutaituishi，

jiaojianmomingdiduozhuanyigexiaoquan。meiyiciyanzheng，douxiangyibabingzhui，henhenzaozaiwodeshenjingshang。

kongjuxiangtengmanyiyangchanraoshanglai，yueleyuejin。wokuaiyaofengle！chenzhequxishoujiandekongxi，

woyibalazhuguanxihaibucuodetongshixiaoa，shengyinfapiao：“xiaoa，ni……niyoumeiyoujuede，

wodeyingzi……youdianguai？”xiaoaduizhejingzibuzhuang，wenyanpuchiyixiao，

yongkanshazideyanshenpiaolewoyiyan：“yingzi？linmo，nibeiwangpangzimashaleba？yingzihainengzenmeguai？

bianchengaotemanma？”tashouqikouhong，pailepaiwodejian，“anla，jiushiyalitaidale，chuxianhuanjueleba。

wanshangzaodianshui，biexiaxiang。”huanjue？wozhendexiwangshihuanjue。

danneizhongqingxide、meiyicidongzuohouneibanmiaodeyanchi，xiangfuguzhiqu，jinjinnianzhewodeganzhi。tajiuzaineili，

wushengdi、guzhidi、weibeichanglidicunzaizhe。xiabanshijiandaole，wojihushitaoyesidelikailegongsi。

doushideyewandenghuotongming，jiedaoshangcheshuimalong，nihongshanshuo。

meiyigeguangyuandouzaidishanglachuzhangzhangduanduandeyingzi，jiaozhizhongdie，guangguailuli。woxianggejinggongzhiniao，

sisidingzhezijijiaoxianeigechenmodezhuisuizhe。tazanshi“zhengchang”le。zaifuzadeguangxianxia，

tahunzaiwushuyingzizhizhong，kanqilaihebierendemeishenmebutong。danwoxinlideneigenxian，yijingbengdaolejixian。

zoujinhuigongyudeneitiaobijingdexiaoxiangshi，huanjingdourananjinghunanxialai。zhiyouyizhanlaojiudeludeng，

zaijintousanfazhehunhuangdeguangyun，mianqiangzhaoliangkengwadelumian。wodexintiaobuyouzizhudiyoukaishijiasu。

jiaobushengzaikongkuangdexiangzilihuixiang，da，da，da……dengdeng。haoxiang……buzhiwoyigerendejiaobusheng？

womengditingxia。jiaobushengxiaoshile。bu，budui。shiwodeyingzi！tatingxiadedongzuo，youmanlebanpai！

neixiweidejiaobushengyanchi，diejiazaiwojiaobushengdeyuyinli，zaochengleguiyide“erzhongzou”xiaoguo！

wotoupifama，jihushipingzhuhuxi，jiangyingdiyibubuwangqianzou。yanjingsisidingzhedimian，

neigebeihunhuangdengguangladexizhangdeheiserenxing。tagenzhewo，chenmodi，zhihoudi，mofangzhe。yuelaiyuejinle，

kuaidaoludengzhengxiafangle。neilideguangzuiliang，yingziyehuizuiduanzuiqingxi。yizhongqiangliedebuxiangyuganjuezhulewo。

woqiangpozijitaiqitou，buyaokan，kuaizouguoqu！

jiuzaiwodeshentijijiangwanquanchuanguoludengxiafangdeneiyike——fangfochudianyiban，

woyanjiaodeyuguangqingxidibuzhuodao：dimianshang，neigebengaisuizhewoqianxingerxiangqianyidongdeyingzi，

tadetoulubufen……jingran……jingranzaineigezhihoudeshijiandian，zizhudi、jiqihuanmandi……niuleguolai！

neizhangmohude、meiyouwuguandeheisecelian，jingzhundi“kanxiang”lewo。ranhou，tadezuijiaobuwei，

zaineipianqiheideyingzishang，huanhuandi、liekaileyigejudaerguiyide……weixiao。“……！！！

”wodexueyefangfozaishunjiandongjiechenglebingzha。woliangundaipadichonghuigongyu，pengdiyishengshuaishangmen，

houbeisisidizhubingliangdemenban，dakoudakoudichuanzhecuqi。xinzangkuaiyaocongsangziyanlitiaochulaile！

gangcaixiangzilineiyimuxiangyongluotieluozaiwonaoziliyiyang——neigehuitou！neigexiao！jueduibushiwoyanhua！

wodeyingzi，tatamadezaiduiwoxiao！**！**！**！wotuiruandezhanbuzhu，shunzhemenbanhuazuodaodishang。

fangjianlimeikaideng，zhiyouchuangwaitoujinlaideweiruoludengguang，zaidishanglachumohudelunkuo。

wosisidingzhezijideyingzi，taxianzaianfenditanzaiwojiaoxia，xiangyitanputongde、renchuwuhaideheisemoshui。

danwozhidaotabushi。tashigeguaiwu，yigezangzaierweipingmianlide、manbanpaidemofangfan！

neiyiwanwojihumeishui。zhiyaoyibishangyan，jiushineigeguiyideweixiao。wobasuoyounengkaidedengdoudakaile，

baokuochuangtouneizhanbabainianmeiyongguode、guangxianhunhuangdepiyongmeiyoudetaideng。

mingliangdehuanjingshaoweijilewoyidianxujiadeanquangan。yingzisihuanjingle。huozheshuo，zairucichongzudeguangxianxia，

tadezhihoubeiwushugezhongdiedeyingzimohudiaole，biandenanyichajue。danzheigenci，

yijingshenshenzhajinlewoderouli。diertianshangban，wodingzhelianggejudadeheiyanquan，jingshenhuanghu。

kansheidouyishenyigui，youqishijiaoxianeipianruyingsuixingdeheise。wangshuoneisipangziguoranyoulaizhaochale。“linmo！

zuotiandefanganzhongzuolema？najiwokankan！”tatianzheduzizouguolai，yuqiyizhiqishi。woshenxiyikouqi，

bazuowanaoyexiugaidefangandiguoqu。xinlifengkuangqidao：biezaitiaocile，qiunile，rangwoanwenyitian，

wokuaibeineigeguiyingzigaofengle！wangshuomanbujingxindifanzhe，zuijiaopiezhe，neibiaoqingjiuxiangzaikanyituoshi。turan，

tashouzhimengdiyichuoyemian：“zheili！zheigeshujuzenmehuishi？！gennizuotianshuodegenbenduibushang！

ninaozibeilvtile？zheizhongdijicuowuyefan？”womengle，couguoquyikan。

neigeshuju……womingminggaiguolailea！wojideqingqingchuchu！zenmehui……womengdiditou。wodeyingzi，

zhenganjingdipazaizhuojiaoxia。danzaineiyishunjian，wohaoxiangkandaotashouzhidebuwei，

jiqiqingweidi、zhihoudidongleyixia，

woshandiaodeshujuyuanwenjian……yigekepadeniantoucuanjinwodenaozi：nandaoshita……tachenwojingshenbujizhongshi，

zhihoudi“caozuo”leshenme，yingxianglewodepanduan？huozhe……taguyirangwofancuo？“bushi…wangjingli，

zheigewogailede，keneng…kenengbaocundeshihou……”“kenenggepi！”wangshuogenbenbutingjieshi，

zhijiebafanganshuaizaiwozhuoshang，zhiyefeisan，“zhongzuo！xiabanzhiqianjiaobulai，nijiujiwojuanpugaigundan！

”zhouweidetongshitoulaigeyidemuguang，youtongqing，youmoran，gengduodeshikanrenaobuxianshida。

quruhefennuzaiciyanmeilewo，danbifennugengqiangliedeshineigubinglengde、yuanziyingzidekongju。

tabujinzaikonghewo，tahaizaipohuaiwodeshenghuo！yizhengtian，wodouchuzaiyizhongjidujiaozaohejingtidezhuangtaili。

gongzuoxiaolvqidi，butingdichucuo。xiaoakanwodezhuangtaishizaibudui，zhongwuchifanshixiaoshengwenwo：“moge，

nimeishiba？liansehaocha，shibushishengbingle？yaobuqinggejia？”wozhanglezhangzui，

neiju“wodeyingzixiangnongsiwo”zaihoulongligunlejiquan，youyingshengshengyanlehuiqu。shuochulaisheixin？

zhihuibeidangchengfengzi。xiawu，woqulouxiabianlidianmaikafeitishen。huilaideshihou，

menkoupengjianlegongsiliwozuibuxiangkanjianderen——qiantaineigezongshiyongbikongkanrendelisahetade**mei。

tamenzhengduizheshoujipingmuxixihaha。wodizhetouxiangkuaibuzouguo。turan，

lisade**meifachuyishengdididejinghu，mengdixianghoutiaoleyibu，liansefabaidikanzhewo……deshenhou？

“ya！niganmaya！”lisayebeiheleyitiao，bumandidunang。womangranhuitou。shenmedoumeifasheng。

zhiyouwodeyingzi，yinweijiaodudeguanxi，beixiyangladeyouxiyouzhang，ganghaohenggenzaitamenjiaoxia。

ta……gangcaizuoleshenme？zhihoudizuoleyigekonghededongzuo？haishi……lisapailepaixiongkou，

jinghunweidingdibailewoyiyan：“zoulukanzhedianma，hesirenle。”yuqilidaizhedianxianqihemomingqimiao。

woxinzangkuangtiao，shouzhibingliang。shita！jueduishita！tayoukaishizizhuxingdongle！

erqie……shizaiyoubierendeshihou！taxiangganshenme？rangwozaisuoyourenmianqianchuchou？

bianchengyigexingweiguiyideguaitai？konghuangxiangchaoshuiyiyangyanmeilewo。wojihushiluohuangertao，chongjinledianti。

rizibiandexianggeemeng。yingzidezhihouheouerde“ziwofahui”biandeyuelaiyuepinfan。

tabuzaijuxianyuwurendejiaoluo。youshizaibangongshi，wozhengduizhediannaofadai，

yanjiaodeyuguanghuipiejiandishangdeyingzihuanmandi、zhihouditaiqishou，

zuochuyigewogenbenmeiyouzuode、jiqiguguaideshoushi。youshizaijiali，woqudaoshui，

huifaxianyingzizaizhihoushenshoushi，shouzhihuiniuquchengyigebukenengdejiaodu。taxianggeequweideyouling，

buduanyongzheizhongxixiaode、weibeichanglideyichanglailiaobowojinbengdeshenjing。wokuaiyaobeibifengle！chibuxiashuibuzhe，

zhenggerenxunsuxiaoshouxiaqu，yanshenhuansan，gongzuoxiaolvdierugudi。wangshuogengshibianbenjialidizhaowomafan，

jihubawodangchengletadezhuanshuchuqitong。gezhongnantingderuma、buhelidegongzuoyaoqiupitougailianzaguolai。

“linmo，nizheinaozishizhuangshipinma？”“zheidianshidouzuobuhao，gongsiyangtiaogoudoubiniqiang！

”“jintianbunongwan，jiubiexiangxiaban！”yayi！taiyayile！woganjuezijijiuxiangbeirengjinlegaoyaguo，

xiamianshibeiyingzidianrandeguiyihuoyan，shangmianshiwangshuosisianzhudegaizi。wokuaiyaobaozhale！

queliannahandeliqidoumeiyou。neitian，wangshuoyouyinweiyigemoxuyoudecuowu，

zaikaifangbangongqulizhizhewodebizipokoudama，shengyindadezhenggeloucengdounengtingjian。tuomoxingzipenzaiwolianshang，

quruganrangwohunshenfadou。tongshimenhuoditoujiazhuangmangliu，huotoutoutoulaimuguang。meiyouyigerenchusheng。

xiaoazaiyipangjidezhiduojiao，queyebuganshuoshenme。wosisizuanzhequantou，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，

yongjinquanshenliqicaikezhizhubajianpanzazaitaneizhangfeilianshangdechongdong。

wobunengshiquzheifengongzuo……woxuyaoqian……wangshuojianwohaowufankang，yuefadeyi，madegengjiabukanruer。

jiuzaiwoganjuezijiyijingdaolebengkuibianyuan，yanleikuaiyaorenbuzhuduokuangerchudeshihou——wangshuodeshengyin，

turankaqiaole。jiuxiangyizhibeituranqiazhubozidegongya。talianshangdexiaozhanghebiyishunjianninggu，

ranhouxiangtuichaoyiyangxunsutunqu，huanshangleyifujiqiguguaidebiaoqing——yanjingmengdidengda，tongkongshousuo，

xiangshikandaoleshenmejidukongbu、jidunanyizhixindedongxi。tademuguang，yueguolewodejianbang，

sisididingzhulewo……shenhoudeqiangmian？neili，shiwodeyingzitoushededifang。

bangongshilishunjiananjingdeluozhenkewen。wangshuodelianyirouyankejiandesudubiandecanbai，zuichunduosuozhe，

shenzhiweiweixianghoutuilebanbu，etoushangshenchuleximidehanzhu。“ni……ni……”tazhizhewo，shouzhizhandou，

shengyinfazhan，nilebantianyemeishuochuyijuwanzhengdehua。suoyourendoubeizheituruqilaidebiangugaomengle，

shixianzaiwohewangshuozhijianlaihuiqiehuan，bumingbaifashengleshenme。woyewanquanmengle。zenmele？takanjianshenmele？

zhiyouwozhidao，woshenhouzhiyouqiang，hewodeyingzi。nandaoshi……ta？jimiaosijidejiangchihou，

wangshuoxiangshihaojinlesuoyouyongqi，mengdishouhuishouzhi，

yanshenjingyibudingdizaiwolianshangheshenhoudeqiangmianyousaolejigelaihui，zuizhongyijuhuayemeishuo，

liansetieqingdi、jihushilangbeidizhuanshenjiuzou，jiaobushenzhiyouxieliangqiang。ta……tajiuzheimezoule？

gangcaihaixiaozhangdeyaoshangtiandewangshuo，beishenmedongxihepaole？yapoganzhouranxiaoshi，woqueganjuegengjiamaogusongran。

tongshimenmianmianxiangqu，dishengyilunqilai。“zenmehuishi？”“wangjinglizenmele？

”“gangcailiansehaoheren……”“shibushilinmo……”yourentoutoudaliangwo，

muguanglichongmanlehaoqiheyisi……jidan？xiaoacouguolai，yadishengyin，

yuqi：“moge……nigangcai……yanshenhaoherena……jiuxiangyaosharenyiyang……lianwangpangzidoubeinihetuile？

”wo？yanshenheren？wogangcaimingmingdizhetou，renzhequruheyanlei，shenmedoumeizuo！shiyingzi！yidingshiyingzi！

zaiwoshenhou，zaineigezhihoudeshijiandian，zizhuzuochulemouzhongjiqikongbudebiaoqinghuodongzuo！

zhiyouzhengduizhewodewangshuokandaole！ta……tazheishizai“bang”wo？

yigubibeiwangshuorumagengshenchendehanyibaoguolewo。woningyuanbeiwangshuomayibaiju，

yebuxiangbeizheigeguiyideyingzi“bangzhu”！zheizhong“bangzhu”rangwoganjuezijixiangge**kongdetixianmuou，

wodeshenghuozhengzaibeiyigelaizierweideguaiwuruqinheganyu！xiabanhou，woshihunluopodihuidaogongyu，

tanzaishafashang，jingpilijin。kongju、kunhuo、haiyouyisihuangdande、yinweiwangshuochibieerchanshengdeniuqu**，

gezhongqingxuzaiwonaozilijiaochengyituanluanma。tadaodixiangganshenme？konghewo，you“bangzhu”wo？

tayoushenmemude？wofanzaodizhuaguochajishangdeshuiguodao，xiangxuegepingguorangzijilengjingyixia。xinliluanzaozaode，

daozaiwoshoulibenzhuodizhuandongzhe。jiuzaizheishi——wodemuguangwuyishidisaoguodimian。shafashang，

taidengdeguangxianjiangwodeceyingtouzaiqiangbishang。woshoulidedaojianzhengduizhepingguo。erqiangshang，

neigezhihoulebanmiaodeyingzi——tashoulide“dao”，

zhengyiyizhongwubixianshu、shenzhidaizhedianxixuehuashaodezitai，gaosudi、liuchangdizhuandongzhe！neidongzuoyoukuaiyouwen，

daizheyizhongbinglengde、zhuanyebandeshuliandu！erwo，genbentamadejiubuhuizhuandao！

pingguocongwojiangyingdeshouzhijiangunluozaidi。wodexueyefangfozaizheiyikechedidongjiele，

yiguhanqicongtoudingguandaojiaodi。ta……bujinzaimofang，haizaitoutoulianxi……wogenbenbuhuidedongxi！

shuiguodao“kuangdang”yishengdiaozaidibanshang，fachucierdeshengxiang。woxiangbeidingzaileshafashang，

quanshendexueyedouyongxianglexinzang，ranhouyoumengdituiqu，liuxiabingchegusuidehanlengheyizhongjinhuzhixidekongju。

ta…tabushizaijiandandimofangwo！tazaixuexi！zailianxi！

lianxineixiewogenbenbuhuide、shenzhidaizheweixianyiweidejineng！neigeliuchangdaoxuanjidezhuandaodongzuo，

jueduibushiouran！tashiyouyishide！tayoumude！qudaiwo。zheigecixiangdusheyiyangmengdizuanjinwodenaozi，

sisidituzhexinzi。zuowanxiangzilineigeguiyideweixiao，wangshuobeihetuishitakenengzuochudekongbubiaoqing，

haiyouxianzaizheige……tamenchuanlianqilai，zhixiangyigerangwotoupifazhadejielun。zheigegoudongxi！

tabuzhishixianghehuwo，tatamadeshizaiyidiandiancanshiwodeshenghuo，touxuewodejineng，shenzhi“youhua”tamen，

taxiangbawocongzheigeshijieshangjichuqu，ranhouzijichengwei“linmo”！“aaa！”wobengkuididihouyisheng，

shuangshousisi**toufali。bunengzaizheiyangxiaqule！wohuifengde！wobixuzuodianshenme！konghuangdaolejizhi，

fanerbichuleyizhongpoguanziposhuaidehenjing。womengdicongshafashangtiaoqilai，chongdaoshuzhuoqian，dakaidiannao。dui！

chaziliao！doushichuanshuo、pingxingyuzhou、liangzilixue、xinlixuejielizheng……anything！

wobixuzhidaozheidaodishishenmeguidongxi！sousuoyinqingchenglewoweiyidejiumingdaocao。

【yingziyouzijideyishi】【yingzidongzuozhihou】【kandaoyingziduizijixiao】sousuojieguoguangguailuli。

daduoshixiewuliaodeduanzihuodichengbendekongbugushi。danouer，yehuimaochuyixierangrenjibeifaliangdesuipian。

yigezaoyifeiqideluntanli，yougenimingtiezitidaogulaodeminsuchuanshuoli，youyizhong“yingyao”，

huiyifuzaixinshenxuruoderenshenshang，tongguozhihoumofanglaixuexisuzhu，zuizhongquerdaizhi。

tiezimiaoshudezhengzhuang……hewodeqingkuangxiangderangrenhaipa。lingyigejiaoluoli，

tidaomougelengzhanshiqiyibeifengcundexinlixueshiyan，jushuozaijiduanganguanboduohexinlianshixia，

shoushizhehuichanshengqiangliede“ganzhifenli”，

shenzhirenweizijideyingziyongyouduliyizhi……haiyoumougeshenshentaotaodeboke，

yonghongzixiezhe：“dangnideyingzikaishibiniman，dangtakaishizuonibuhuizuodeshi，xiaoxin！tabushizaimofangni，

tashizai‘fugai’ni！tazaixiugaixianshide‘cundang’！”zhenzhenjiajiadexinxihunzazaiyiqi，xiangyituanluanma，

feidanmeiyoujiwodaan，fanerjiajulewodebuanhehunluan。

danyouyidianshiquedingde：wobushiweiyiyigeyudaozheizhongguaishideren！zheibushijiandandehuanjue！jiexialaidejitian，

wobianchengleyigejidumingandeguanchazhe。woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，zixiguanchayingzidemeiyigezhihoudongzuo，

jiluta“yichangfahui”deguilv。wofaxian，

shijidudefennu、kongju、huozhe……qiangliedekewang（biruwoduomexiwangwangshuoneigesipangzilikebaobi）shi，

yingzidezhihouheyidongjiugewaimingxian，shenzhi……gewai“huoyue”。

taxiangshiyigeyiwodefumianqingxuweishidejishengchong！zheigefaxianrangwojiexinyoujuewang。

nandaoshiwozijideqingxuchuangzaobingweiyangleta？yitianwanshang，woyoubeiwangshuoyigejinjidianhuamadegouxuelintou，

gualedianhua，jileileyizhengtiandebiequhefennuxianghuoshanyiyangzaiwoxiongqianglibaofa。wohenhenyiquanzazaiqiangshang，

tengtonghenuhuorangwohunshenfadou。“cao！cao！cao！pingshenme！qu**wangshuo！qu**gongzuo！

laozibuganle！”woduizhekongqixiesidilidipaoxiao，yanleibuzhengqidiyonglechulai。

jiuzaiwoqingxuzuishikongdedingdian——womengdidunzhule。fangjianlizhikaileyizhantaideng，

guangxianjiangwodeyingzijudaditoushezaiduimiandebaiqiangshang。qiangshangdeyingzi，buzaizhihoule。

taqingxi、liuchangdi……dongle。

tahuanhuandifangxialeneizhiwoganggangzaqiangdeshou（dantadedongzuokanqilaiqingyingercongrong），ranhou，

taxiangqian“zou”leyibu，tuolileqiangbidepingmian，xiangyigezhenzhengde、litidecunzaineiyang，

zoudaolewodemianqian。suirantayiranzhishiyigeerweidejianying，danwoqueqingxidiganjuedaoyizhong……fushigan。

tataiqineizhiheisede、meiyoushitideshou，huanmandi、jiqiwuruxingdi，xupaileyixiawodejianbang。

neigedongzuolichongmanleqingmiehelianmin。ranhou，tataiqishou，xianshizhilezhibengkuidewo，youzhilezhitaziji。

zuihou，tashenchulianggenheisede“shouzhi”，zuoleyigejiaotipaxingdedongzuo，jinjiezhe，

mengdizuoleyige……“tihuan”deshoushi！jiuxiangbayizhangjiukapian，congkacaolichouchulai，

zaibayizhangxinde、yimoyiyangdesaijinqu！【ni，buxing。】【wo，genghao。】【huandiaoni。

】binglengde、qingxideyitu，xiangyibacuiledudebingzhui，zhijiezaochuanlewozuihoudexinlifangxian。

tabushijishengchong。tashicuanweizhe！judadekongjushunjianyakualefennu。wotanzuozaidi，shoujiaobingliang，

lianyachidouzaidazhan。takanzhewolangbeideyangzi，neimeiyouwuguandeheisemianbulunkuo，

sihuliuluchuyizhongmanyideqingxu。ranhou，tacaihuanhuandi、daizheyizhongxinongbandezhihougan，zhongxinronghuidimian，

bianhuileneigekanqilairenchuwuhaideputongyingzi。danwozhidao，jiaxiangyijingbeichedisisuile。tatanpaile。

yaomewobatanongsi，yaome，tachizaohuizaiwomougeqingxubengkuideshunjian，chedifugaiwo，

yongneigelianxilezhuandao、kenenghailianxileqitawobuzhidaodejinengde“genghaodelinmo”，qudaiwo。

wobunengzuoyidaibi！jidudekongjuzuizhongzhuanhuachengleguzhuyizhideyongqi。wobixufanji！yinggangkendingbuxing，

tawuxingwuzhi。baojing？jingchahuibawodangchengjingshenbingzhuaqilai。gaosubieren？xiachangzhihuihexiaoaneiciyiyang。

taderuodian……shizhihou！neibanmiaodeyanchi，shitaweiyiluchudemajiao！yigejihua，yigefengkuangdejihua，

zaiwonaozilizhujianchengxing。woyaoliyongtadezhihou，jitashegeju！woyaojiluxialai！liuxiazhengju！

woxuanzededidianshigongsiloudingdetiantai。shijianshizhengwu，yangguangzuilie、yingzizuiduanzuiqingxideshihou。

woxuyaozuiqiangdeguangxianlaijianruoqitayingzideganrao，rangtadeyichangwusuodunxing。wotiqiancaihaodian，zhaohaojiaodu，

bashoujiyongjiaodaitoutougudingzaileyigetongfengguandaohoumian，shexiangtouduizhunwojihuazhanlidedifang。

xintiaokuaidexiangshiyaoleigu。chengbai，zaiciyiju！zhongwushierdianzheng，woshenxiyikouqi，tuikailetiantaidemen。

lieridangkong，ciderenyanjingfateng。tiantaidimianbeishaideguntang，kongqiweiweiniuqu。wozoudaoyudingweizhi，

xinzangpengpengkuangtiao。jiaoxiadeyingzisuochengyituan，jintiezaiwodejiaobian，kanqilaiwubiwenshun。

woduizheyinzangshoujidefangxiang，kaishidashengshuohua，jishibiaoyan，yeshiweileluyin：“wozhidaonitingdejian！

”wodeshengyinyinweijinzhangeryouxiefazhan，danwonulirangtatingqilaizhending，“nidaodishishenmedongxi？

niweishenmechanzhewo？nixiangqudaiwo，duibudui？”dishangdeyingzihaowufanying，

wanmeiditongbuzhewodexiweidongzuo。“nishuohuaa！nizheigezhiganduozaierweilidenuofu！nichulehuitouxue，

huiheren，haihuiganshenme？”woshituyongyuyan**ta，jifatadefanying。woshenzhiguyihuixiangwangshuodezuilian，

rangfennudeqingxuyongshanglai。laile！woqingxidikandao，wojiaoxiadeyingzi，

jiqiqingweidi……zhihoudi……niudongleyixia！xiangyitiaoxushidaifadedushe！jiushixianzai！woanzhaojihua，

mengdizuoleyigejiqikuazhangde、zhangkaishuangbeixianghouyangdaodedongzuo，tongshizuilidahan：“nixiangtuiwoxiaquma？！

xiuxiang！”zheigedongzuoshejidehenqiaomiao。zhengchangqingkuangxia，renhouyangshiyingzihuiqianyi。danwohanchudeneirong，

queshi“tuiwoxiaqu”，anshigongjilaiziqianfang。wodudejiushitazhihoubanmiaodefanying！zhiyaotazhihoubanmiao，

mofangchuwozheigehouyangdongzuo，neimezailuxiangli，kanqilaijiuhuixiangshi——woxianganjuedaobeitui（hanchuhua），

ranhoucaizuochuhouyangdeshanbidongzuo！zaijiashangtakenengyinbei**erzizhuchanshengdegongjixingniuqu……zhengju！

zheijiushiwoxuyaodezhengju！wodehouyangdongzuozuodaoyiban，yanjiaodeyuguangsisisuodingzhejiaoxia。laile！

tadedongzuokaishile！zhihoule！erqie……tadeshoubeibufen，zaineizhihoudebanmiaoli，

sihuzhendexiangqianzuoleyigetuwude……tuisangdeyanshendongzuo！chenggongle！woxintoukuangxi，

shentiyinweishiqupinghengerzhendexianghoudaoqu，danwoyidianyebuhuang，shenzhiyoudianxiangxiao。shuaiyijiaohuanlaigejietuo，

zhile！raner，jiuzaiwojijiangshuaidaozaidideshunjian——tiantaidemen“kuangdang”yishengbeituikaile！

xiaoayilianjiaojidichonglechulai：“moge！nizenmele？wotingdaonizaihan……aiya！

”taganghaokandaowoshiqupinghenghouyangshuaidaodelangbeiyangzi，

yiji……woyinweishuaidaoerturanbaoluchulaide、tiezaitongfengguandaoshangdeshouji。shijianfangfoninggule。