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linshijiewuzhebeifuermalinfushidetonghongkuilandeyouyan，
jiangranxuedebolisuipianzaicichaowogaoju：“xiazhihengbuyaodelanhuo……laoziyebuxihan！”turan，
cangkudamenyishengjuxiang，beixiaofangfuhenhenpikai，niguangzhongshineidaoshuxideshenying。
shenyaodexizhuangxiabaibeiyushuijinchengshenhei，lingdaisongkuadiguazaibozishang，shoulilinzhedexiaofangfuhaizaidishui。
“shenyao！”woyongjinliqidahanyisheng。linshijiewenyanjiuyaotao，quebeishenyaokuaisushangqianyibu，yiquanjidao，
xiaofangfudefubinggenzhezazaitadewangu，tatongdefabuchurenheshengyin。“tangxinran，
xiacizaiganbazijisongjinlangwo……”shenyaodieguizaiwoyanqian，
huranfushenyaozhuwodaizhexuejiadexiachun：“wojiuxiandaduannidetui！
”wochixiaozhetuikaita：“shenzongdejiushizhuximayaogaizoubiantailuxianle？”01“qianleta，qiannimennazou，
goujitangyiranhuansancishenle，congci，wohezheigejiabuzaiyourenheguanxi！”“pa”deyisheng，
wobayizhangniedezhoubabade“300wan”zhipiaoheyifen《duanjueguanxidexieyi》dalipaizaichajishang。
muqinlengleyimiaohouzhuaqizhipiao，muguangluozaineichuanshuzishang，xiayishidiwuzhulezui。“xinran，
zheimeduoqianshicongnaerlaide？”zheiyiwen，wochadianxiaochulesheng。“zhongyaoma？”wozhanshengdao。“jie，
nizheibuhuishifeifasuodeba？biedaoshihouqianlianwomen？”tangyirantingdaoshengyin，congfangjiantanchutou，
daizhefumujitaxinmaidelanyaerji，qisehaodewanquanbuxiangshiyigezhongbingzhiren。“zenme？nibuyaoma？
”wozhuantouhenhendidengletayiyan，taxuanjipiezhezui，“peng”diguanshangmenhoufanshoujiusilanlewotongniandezhaopian。
daiwohuitoushi，fuqinyijingpobujidaididaiqilaohuajingzailuokuanchuqianshanglezijidemingzi，
dongzuoliluodejiuxiangxiaoshihoujujuequjiwokaijiazhanghui，yaoqiujiazhangqianmingshiyiyang。muqinkanleyiyanfuqin，
zuizhonghaishijieguobiduanzandexuankonghouqianxialezijidemingzi。woyiweineiduanzandeyikehekaishideneiyiwen，
taduoshaohaiduiwoyoudianguanxin，kexiayimiao，quetingjiantazuilishuzhe“1，2，
3……”yuanlaitashizaifanfuquerenshuzi“3”houmiande“0”jiujingyouduoshaoge。zhenkexiao，
wojuranhaihuiqidai！bishangyan，erduoliyouzuanjinfuqindadianhuadeshengyin：“yisheng，
womenyiranyaoyongzuihaodeyao！qian，buyongdanxinle……”“hehe”wolengxiaoyishengzhengkaiyan，
yidaoshandianturanpijinwu，zhaoliangleqiangshangguazhedeneizhangquanjiafu。zhaopianli，fumulouzhexiaoyeruhuadetangyiran，
erwozhanzaizuibianyuan，xiangshibeiyingsaijinqudejuwairen，xiandegegeburu。duitameneryan，
wocunzaijiazhijiushinengjitangyiranhuanshoushufeiba，tamenzishizhizhongliange“xie”zidoulinsejiwo。dangwan，
wosihuiquanjiafuhoujiubanchulejiamen。02woyiweizijiqianle《duanjueguanxidexieyi》hou，
jiuzhendenengzuodaobuzaiguowenzheigejiale，dandangdezhitangyiranzaijinxingshoushuqiandequanmianjianchashi，
jinghaishitizheyilanshuiguolaidaoleyiyuan。yiyuanzoulang，dengguangcanbai，xiaodushuideweidaohunzheshengxiademenre，
rangrentoubuguoqilai。“bingyangziyepeizaiwomenban？”yigejianruidenvshengcijinermo，
“tingshuonixiazhouyaozuoshoushu？woqidaoyishengshouyidou，rangnizhijiesizaishoushutaishang。
”tangyiranyayidekushenggenzhejiucongbingfanglichuanchu。womengdituikaimen。zhijiantaquansuozaibingchuangshang，lianseshabai，
shouzhijinjinjiaozhebeidan。3gedabanshishangdenvhaizhengweizaitachuangbian，
qizhongyigenvshengzhengfushenduizhetangyiranlengchaorefeng。“zenme？yabale？pingshibushitingzuiyingdema？
”nvshengtuzheliangjingjingchungaodezuiyizhangyihe，“niganjinsiledele，feiwuhuozheyeshilangfeiziyuan。
”tangyirandezuichunyoushiyizhenzhandou，danzuizhonghaishiyijuhuayebuganhui。wozaiyetingbuxiaqule，dabushangqian，
yibazhuaikaineigenvsheng：“zuibafangganjingdian！”“nisheia？”nvshengshuaikaiwodeshou，
xiaopaishanggaoerwuban“xiawei”demingziqingxikejian。“woshitajie！”“yo，bingyangzijingranhaiyoubaobiao？
”shuozhe，tajiuchaozhelingwailianggenvshengyizhendaxiao，sangerensuijixiaochengyituan。“xuyaowojiaobaoanma？
”wozhuaqichuangtouhujiaoqi，yanjingzhizhididengjintayandi。“qie！”。nvshengmenxingxinglikaihou，
tangyiranjingzhuaqishuyejiachaowoshuaiguolai：“gun！zhuangshenmehaoren！nishibabudewozaosi！”gangjiacaguoejiao，
tengtonglikechuanlai，xiaweideshengyincongzoulangpiaojinlai：“yijiazidoushifenggou！”wenredeyetihuadaozuijiaoshi，
wochangdaolehunzhexuexingweidetiexiuwei。wofangxiaguolan，zhuanshenchongchuyiyuandamen，
sangenvshengyezuanjinleyiliangyanshudeheisejiaoche。03chuchahuilaidediertian，
shoujipingmutuisongleyitiaocaijingxinwen——“zhihengmaoyidongshizhangxiazhihengyuqizizhengshifuhun，
xieshouliangxiangcishanwanyan”。zhaopianli，nanrenxizhuanggelv，qinnidilanzheqizideyao，xiaoyiwenrun，
hechuyushikuawo“chunjierutianshi”shidebiaoqingyimoyiyang。qiaomenshengshishixiangqi。
xiazhihengdezhulizhouyangzhanzaimenwai。meiyouhanxuan，
tazhijiediguolaiyifenwenjian——《guanxizhongzhijibaomixieyi》。taguyituiletuizijidejinsikuangjiayanjing，
zhijiankansiwuyidihuaguotiaokuanzhongjiacudebufen“budeyirenhexingshitijihuoanshiyujiafangdeguowangguanxi”，
tingdunshumiaohou，tahaobuyanshidijiqiao，
“bijing……nindejiamayejiubihuisuoneixiemingmabiaojiadegaoyidianeryi。”wojiangzhule，
yanqianshanhuidaochuchaqianyitiandechangjing。muqindadianhuashuohaiyouxiedongxirangwohuiquna。
wotuikaimenjiukanjianxuanguanchuduimanletangyiranshuhoukangfudebupin。muqinzhengdunzaidishangdabao，
touyebutai：“jiranmeiyouguanxile，jiubanidedongxinazouba，yihouyebielaile，**meishuhouyaojingyang。
”fuqinzezuozaishafashangjindingdianshi，dangwoshikongqi。wochongjinzijidewoshi，
faxianlianqiangzhidouhuanchengletangyiranzuixihuandefense。duanduanyigeduoyuedeshijian，
tamenjiupobujidaiyaobawocunzaiguodehenjiquanmoganjing。“haole，xianzaininhexiazongjiuliangqingle。
”wogangluoxiazijidemingzi，zhouyangjiubaxieyichouzoule，haoxianghaipawofanhuiside。“duile，
xiazonghairangwozhuangao——‘youxijieshushi，wanjujiushimeiyongdelajile’。”tajiangweiyinguyituodehenzhang。
shushangdechanmingturantingzhile，tiankongpiaolaiyidaduowuyun，yichangbaoyujijianglailin。
shangzhouzaichuchademoshengchengshi，yigebaoyuye，wogaoshaodaole39du，mihuzhongbotongmuqindedianhua，
jietingdeshitangyiran，tingshuowofashaohou，tachixiao：“zhuangkelianshiba，douduanjueguanxilehaidashenmedianhua？
”suihou，tingtonglichuanlaimuqinjiaozhuodixunwen：“yiranxueyameiwentiba？zenmehuituranjiuyundaoleni？
”guadiaodianhuahou，wohenchoulezijiyibazhang。shenyedejiubajiushiyizuobuyecheng。
wosisui《guanxizhongzhijibaomixieyi》，caizhe8limigaodehongsegaogenxie，
guozhejiuhongsebaotunqunjiuzoujinlejiuba。liezhidexiangshuiweierhunzhegezhongyanjiuqipumianerlai，
yimoshengnanrenyingshanglailouzhuwodeyao：“meinv，heyibei？woqing。”womeiyoujujue，
shenshoujieguotadilaidelongshelan，yangtouguanxia，jiuyeshunzhebojingliujinlingkou。wuchidexuanmudengguang，
diankuangtuntuzhechizhongdehongnanlvnv。wosuoxingshuaidiaogaogenxie，jiangqunbaifanjuandaoxigaiyishang，chijiaotajinwuchi。
buyihuieryouyourenjiangchaopiaosaijinwodeyiling。wo“gegege”xiaozhechouchu，
chaopiaozaishouzhongyixiajiubianchengleshubuqingdesuipian，xiangdianshijuzhongyandeyiyang，woyongliyipao，
fenfenyangyangdechaopiaoyujiuxialeqilai，zuihouyizhangkazaileshouwanshangdaizhedelianjiashoulianfengxili。
zheitiaoshoulianshiqunianmuqinjimeimeimaishoulianshidezengpin。wolenghengyisheng，queshebudechediao，
napabeitayazhedepifucishiyoufanqiyizhangchuanguomindehongban。04jiubajieshang，
yiliangheiselinkenchetingzhibuqian，chezaidaohangbuduantixingzhe“qianfangdaoluyongdu”。kuaguohuiyijieshuhou，
sijibeidaohangwudao，guaijinlejiubajiededanxingdao，youzaoyuqianfangqichezhuiwei，
jiuzheiyangtingzaijiubajieyiyouhaojifenzhongle。“shenzong，baoqian！”sijidishengdaoqian，touguohoushijing，
takandaoshenyaozuozaichehouzuoshangrouzhezijidemeixin，tazhidaozheiweinianqingdeceozuiyanehaowuyiyidedengdai。
“meishi，zaidengdengba”。shenyaoannazhuneixindefanzao，anxiachechuanghouyousongkailelingdai。
“mitu”jiubadenihongzhaopaishanzhewuyanliusedeguangzhaoliangleheisedeyekong，
zaoredefengguozhecongjiubachuanchudegezhongweidaoyongrubiqiang，shenyaomengdiwuzhuxiongkou，suijiyaoshanglechechuang。
zhuantoudeshunjian，tapiejianyimoxinghongsecongjiubademenfenglouchu，
tadejiyishunjianhuidaole16suineiniandemouyitian。neitianshizhoumo，tahemuqinyiqiguangshangchang，quemeixiangdao，
zhengmianzhuangshanglefuqin。bishidefuqinzhenglouzheyigetongyanghongqunguoshendenvren，
nvrenzaifuqindebeiwanlixiaodehuazhiluanzhan，neiqunbaijiuxiangyitanposadexianxue，zaibaiseshuijingdiaodengyingzhaoxia，
cideyanjingshengteng。tahaotaozheshangqian，jiuzhefuqindeyiling，sihouzhezhiwen：weiheyaobeipantamen？
fuqinchenmole，muqinzeshilengyankanzhe，diernian，biandaizhetayuanzouyingguo。daxuebiyeqianxi，
muqinxinzangbingfazuo，qiangjiuwuxiaolishi。zanglishigumabangzhecaochide，fuqinlianmiandoumeilu，zanglihou，
gumayedingjuzaileyingguo。biyehou，taxuanzehuiguochuangye，jinjinyongleliunianshijian，
xingqiongkejijiujishenxingyeqian10ming，tayeshunlichengzhangchenglekejijiedexingui。
danghongqunzaicicongjiubamenfengshanguoshi，tamengdituikaichemenxiache，jingzhizouxianglejiuba。
shuodadewuchilijimanlewushudenannannvnv，toudingdeleishedengxiangjileposuidewanhuatong，
touxiawushubanbodeguangying。zheneryulongdeyinxiangshengyizhenzhenguzaozheermo。shenyaomeitoujinzhou，
lianshangxianchunanshoudebiaoqing，xianrantabuxihuanzheiyangdehuanjing。
ercishidewozhengchijiaogensuizheyinledejiezoukuazhangdiyaobaizheshenti。
youyimoshengnanrendilaiyibeihuposedeyeti，wojieguo，yikouguanxia，
houjiandetunyanshengyanmeizailexuanxiaodedianyinhecaozaderenshengzhong，genzhe，
tayechouchuyizhangfensedechaopiaoxiaofangzhecharuwodelingkou。woduizhetameixiaoyizhenhou，ditouchouchuchaopiao，
zhechengyizhifensedezhifeiji，“sou”deyishengfeichu，zhifeijizaikongzhonghuachuyidaoyoumeidehuxianhou，
wenwendiluozaibataishang。zhongrendezhangshengxiangleqilai。“genwozou！”shenyaotuikaiyongjiderenqunzhandaowomianqian，
yibakouzhuwodeshouwan，lidaodadejihuyaoniesuiwodewangu。“nisheiya？”wozhengzhazhehoutui，
zhouzaodeqihongsheng，jianruidekoushaosheng，qizuibashedeyilunshenghunzazaiyiqi，yourenhaigaojushoujipaizhaoluxiang。
tamoshizhouweideyiqie，songkaishouhou，haimeidengwozhanwen，jiujiangwolanyaokangzailejianshang，
wowendaoyigudandandemuzhixiang。wodeshuangtuizaikongzhongbutinghuangdong，
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tayijiaochuaikaianquantongdaodemumen，houxiangyeshishaokaotandetanhuoweihelajiaoweizhengxiangyongjinbiqiang，
wozhibuzhuyizhenkesou。heiselinkencheyigejichatingzaileyanqian。nanrenlakaichemen，
jiangwocubaodisaijinchehouzuo，chesuosuijiluoxia，gejuelechewaidexuanxiao。“fengzi！
”wohongzheyanfennudikanxiangta。taquedandingdinaguoyipingkuangquanshuidijiwo，
fujiashizuoweiqianlizhedeyifulanshandiehuaturanhuangjinlewodeyandi，woshouqilexiangyaoshuaidaotalianshangdeshou，
zhuanerchixiao。“hudiechibangdewenlucuodelipu，huahuaderenpashiconglaimeijianguolanshandieba？
”nanrendeshouzhijiangleyixia。“bierangwozaizaijiubakanjianni！”tahuafengdouzhuan，yuqiqiangying，
yinyinglidelianxiangzunbingdiao。“shenzong”。chezitingzaileyijiajingpinxiedianmenkou，
dianyuanxiaopaozhegongjingdidishangyigejingpindai。nanrenjieguo，zhuanshousaijiwodetongshiyejiangwonianxialeche。“xiansheng，
xiacixiangdangjiushizhu，zhijiejiqian！”wozhuaqidaizizaxiangtayuanqudechezi，
daizilidekuangquanshuiliantongyishuanghongsedegaogenxietongshigunluozaidi。
05xingqiongkejigongsidingcengdeceobangongshi。shenyaozhanzailuodichuangqianruoyousuosidikanxiangyuanfang。
tabuzhidaozijiweishenmeyaohezheigemoshengdenvrencheshangguanxi，
zheizhongziganduoluodenvrenzaijiujingyuyuwangdeazixia，liangufenglidoushenzhefuxiuwei。“bugaiguande！
”tazaixinlifanfujinggaosuziji，
queyourenbuzhudiertianjiurangzhuliwangzhenzhenheijin“mitu”jiubadejiankongxitong。tapatabeizuijiudenanrenjiuchan，
shenzhihaiyilugenzongtadaojia。neitian，nvrenbeiyigeguangtounanrenjiuchanshang，jiuhedaoyiban，tashuaimenerchu。
tadachehuijia，taqizhejicheyiluweisui。neidongchengjiaodezijianfang，lianmenjindoumeiyou，
tazaiheiandejiaoluokanzhenvrenshuxidiguaijinqiheideloudao，buyihuiersanloudedengjiuliangleqilai。
zhengdangtazhunbeiquchelikaishi，nvren“a”deyishengjianjiaozhaxiangzaitadeerbian。tazhuanshenshanglou，
pomenerrudeshunjian，duishangyishuangjingkongdeyanjing，nvrenjuzhebiaobenzhen，diezuozaidishang，
jiaobianshidafandegezhongpingpingguanguan，yizhiheimaocongchuanglianyinyinglicuanchu，“miao”deyishengcaguotadejiao，
kuaisuxiaoshizaiheiyezhong。“heimaodingshicongchuangwaitiaojinlaide”tazhuyidaoweilashangdeshachuanghaipolegedadong。
“nishishei.......”heisekouzhaohekeyiyadideyashemao，xianran，nvrenmeiyourenchuta。
tameiyouhuida，houtuiliangbuhou，mochuqianbaolisuoyoudexianjinfangzaixuanguanchudexiejushang，
yazhesangzijiaodai：“mingzaohuiyourenlaihuanmen，jinwannixianzhujiudian！”，zhihoubianxunsulikaile。“shenzong，
zuixinjiankongjilu。”wangzhenzhentuimenerrudeshunjiandaduanleshenyaodehuixiang。shenyaojieguowangzhenzhendilaidepingban，
muguangluozaileyouxiajiaodehuamianshang。“tazaishaoshenme？”huamianli，
wochuanzheziselianyiqunzhengdunzaihouxiangdelajitongpangshaozheyizhangzhanghuikuandan，
bojingshangzizhideqiaojiachongguazhuizaihuoguangjianhuangdong。neishiwoshiersuishengrishi，
yongzanleyigeyuedezaocanqianzaijiuhuoshichangtaodaodeqiujiachongbiaobenzizhierchengde。dangtian，
woxiaoxinyiyidipengzheqiujiachonghuijia，gaoxingjingerhaimeiguo，jiubeidangzaimenkoudemuqinyibaqiangguo，
chaoqiangjiaohenshuaiguoqu，duanliedeshangedanqihouzhijiezhajinlewodezhangxin，xianxuezhimao，muqinqueshierbujian，
fanerduizhewoyidunzema。“**meishengbingzaichuang，nihaiyouxinsiwanchongzi！”tamenyanlizhiyoumeimeitangyiran，
genbenbujidejintianshiwodeshengri。tangyirandangnian6sui，zi5suishibeijianchachuhuanshangshenbinghou，
jiuchengleyijiarendexintourou，erwochengleyigediebutengniangbuaidetoumingren，shenzhizhiyaotangyiranyiku，
jiudoushiwodecuo，nengpeiwowan，budamawodezhiyouhouyuandegezhongchongzi。neiwan，chendajiadoushushuihou，
woqiaoqiaopaqilaiconglajitongjianhuileqiujiachongdecanhai，yongtiesichanzhuduanjiao，jiandanzhichengxianglianzangjinyiling，
houlaidaxueshizhongxinjiagong，bianchengleyigemingfuqishideqiujiachongxingzhuangdiaozhui，dangchenghushenfujiuyizhidaizhe。
“shiyidiehuikuandan”。wangzhenzhenbahuamianfangda，“shenbingertongjijinhui”jigezizhengzaihuoyanzhongmanmanjuanqu。
“shenbingertongjijinhui？”shenyaozhoulezhoumei。“tang**demeimei2geduoyueqianniaoduzhengganggangzuolehuanshenshoushu。
”wangzhenzhentingleyixia，youjiezhebuchong：“lingwai，
tang**zaidaxueshijiuyi‘jingjiniao’demingyijubanguokunchongbiaobenyimai，shankuanyedoujuanjilezheigejijinhui，
sannianlai，tayigongjuanle22ci。”shenyaoyibiantingzhe，yibianzaipingbanshanghuadong，
zhijianzuizhongtingzailewobozishangyaohuangzhedeqiujiachongdiaozhuishang。shisannianqiandehuiyiyongchunaohai。zhoumo，
tayoulaidaolegumajia，tazhanzaigumajiaerloudeyangtaishang，
zongnengkanjiangebiyuanzilishiyiersuimoyangdeshaonvhechongziwan，mayi、chan、qiuyin、maomaochongdeng，
zheixienvhaizidouhaipadaojianjiaodekunchong，taqueyichangdixihuan，cishi，
shaonvzhengdianqijiaojianjiangyimeijianloudeqiujiachongdiaozhuiguazaihuangjiaolanshudeshuzhishang。
jiyizhongneigediaozhuidemoyangzaitadegaobeiwangyuanjingxiahexianzaihuamianzhongdezheichuanshifenxiangsi。“zheishiqiaohema？
”“haishishuotajiushidangnianneigenvhai？”haowuzhengzhaodi，shenyaodezhijiezhongzhongdizazaipingbanshang，
jiankonghuamianzhongwokuazuozaiyigekuaiyaotudingdenanrentuishang，molvsezhangqundelingkouxiahualeyicun，
shoulidemagelitezaidengguangxiafanzheguiyidelvse。nanrendaizheyubanzhideshouyouzouzaiwodehoubei，
woyangtoudaxiao，suoguxiadeneigeyanbajishipulehouhoudefendihaishizaileishedengxiayichangzhengning。
shenyaotuikaijiubamenshi，wozhengheyigediaozhexueqiedenanrenzhengmianjintie，
woxiangshuizuandezhijiahuaguoduifangdehoujie：“xianshengdeshoudoudezheimelihai，buruwoweinin？”wohuahaimeishuowan，
yanqiandenanrenjiuzhongzhongdidaozailedishang。“woshuoguode，bierangwozaizaizheilikanjianni。”shenyaomianluxiongguang，
siyitoubeijinudeshizi。“pingshenme？wozaizheiligongzuo！”jieshulehexiazhihengdeguanxihou，
wobiankaishizaizheijianjiubamaijiu。wodadiaoshenyaoshenguolaideshou，yibushangqian，
gaogenxiexiejiannianshangtazengliangdepixie，taitouyingshangtayandidenuhuo。“nidangjiushizhushangyinle？
”xueqienanrenqishenhou，dalibawotuidaoyibian，fennudibijinshenyao，“**dongbudongguiju？
”huiqidequantouyanjianzhejiuyaozadaoshenyaodelianshang，quebuliaobeishenyaoqianglexian，
nanrendequanguyingshangshenyaodezhongquanhoushunjiandaodi，tongshidaifanlelinzhuoguopanlideyingtao，
hongsedezhishuiliuchujiuxiangsaleyididexue。jiezhe，shenyaozhuaiguowojiuwangmenkoutui。nanrenliangqiangpaqilaihou，
suishoucaoqiyigepijiupingshuaiguolai，shenyaoxiangshihounaoshaozhangleyanjing，yigefushenjiangwohuzhu，
pijiupingzuizhongzasuizaileduimiandeqiangshang。nanrenyijiubufuqi，danhaimeidengtamaikaitui，
genzheshenyaojinlaiderenjiubatasisidianzhule。“daitaquyiyuan！
”shenyaohuitoujiangyitafensedechaopiaoshuaidaonanrenyounidelianshang。jiubadamen“peng”deyishengguanshang。menwai，
wokuangxiaozhepanshangtadejian，jiuqikeyipenzaitadeerjian，“shenxianshengfazheimedadehuo，shichicule？
nishibuxiangwomaijiu？haishibuxiangwomaijiujibiedenanren？”wojiangzhijianchuoxiangtaxinkou，
zhuanshuntigaolesangyin：“neinibazheiermaixialaia！maixiazheipojiuba，maixiawo，
wojiuguizhezhisihouniyigeren……”tatuikaiwohou，youyibazhuaiguowo，yanshenxionghen：“niyiweiwobuganma？
”06yizhouhou，“mitu”jiubadezhaopaiguoranjiubeitihuanchenglegengbinglengde“jian”。
womengdituikaibolidamen，shenyaozhengzuozaiyigaojiaodengshang。“shenzongyaobuyaozaijiwotaoshanggexiangquan？”shuozhe，
wozhandaotamianqian，jiangyilingchedaojianxia，suogudeyanbayouxinzengyige，tuzaihoudefendiyeyangaibuzhu，
xinghongdekepa。“haokanma？”shenyaodetongkongzhouranshousuo，
neixiezhongdiedeshanghenbijiankonghuamianlikanqilaigengzhengning。tacheguodazaibataidexizhuangguozhuwo，
xiukoucaguosuoguxiadebahen，wobuzijuediyaojinleya。“nizhenshifengle！”“bibushangshenzong，
maijiubazhuangshengren？nihexiazhihengyoushenmequbie？niyexiangyaowoma？”“meiwenti，
jinzhudarendasuanchuduoshaobaoyangfeiya？”shuozhe，wocoujinta，zhijianhuaguotagundongdehoujie，
zhengyaowangshanghuaxiangtadechun，buliaotagujizhongshi，youjiangwokangshanglejiantou。wopazhehenyaozhutadehoujing，
xuexingweiyixiazijiuzaichunchijianmankai，neigushuxidemuzhixiangyouzuanjinlebiqiang，
neitianyingchuangjinwochuzuwudenanrenshenshang，yeshizheigeweidao。nanrenzuijindouliuxingzheizhongweierdexiangshuima？
woyishizhijianyouxiehuanghu。“fangwoxialai！”shenyaowudongyuzhong。
woxuanjimochukudoulidemeigongdaodizhuzijidejingdongmai，neishiwo**kunchongbiaobenshishunshouchuaijinqude。
“xinbuxinwosijinikan？”“yaosiyedengzhihaobingzaisi。”“**caiyoubing！”shenyaofangxiawo，
yitaishou，meigongdaobiandaoletashouli，lirenfuzaizhangxin，tayiwo，xuejiushunzhezhangwendilexialai。
wodingzhediluodexuezhu，turanjiumeiyouleliqi。tachexialingdaikunshangwodeshuangshou。
henkuaiwobeidaidaoleyigejiaozuo“jingjieliaoyu”dexinlizhensuo。baisedeqiang，baisedetianhuaban，baisededeng，
wanruyizuobaisedelongzi。jiaoluolibaizhedeyipenlvluoniantoubanaode，yepianbianyuanfanzhekuhuang，
xiangjilebeiyiqidekunchongbiaoben。haimeidengwozixidaliangwanzheijianwuzi，shenyaojiubawoanzuozaileshafashang，
yigejiaochenmodexinliyishenggenlejinlai。“fangkaiwo！”“nimenpingshenmeguanwo？wotamameibing！
”woduizhechenmosihou。tamianbugaisedituiletuiheikuangyanjing，jingpianhouneishuangshenruhantandeyanjingkanderenfachu。
“tang**，nishangyicilianxushuimianchaoguosanxiaoshishishenmeshihou？”takaikouwendao，
gangbijianzaibinglibenshanghuachushashasheng。“guannipishi！”wodengzheta，zhengzhazhechouchuyizhishou，
zhuaqichajishangdetaocibeijiuzaxiangta，tapiantouduokai，beizizhuangzaiqiangjiaodeyiqishangsuichengjifen。“tangxinran，
nilengjingdian！”shenyaodeshuangshouzhongxinqianzhuwodejianbang，
zhangxinshenchudexuezaiwodebaisechenshanshangranshangyidaodaoxuehen。“lengjing？”wolengxiaoqilai，zhijiakoujinzhangxin，
“shenzong，nihuaqianmaixiajiuba，xianzaiyouxiangmaishenme？wodemingma？”chenmozoujinwo，dunxia，
wenroudikanxiangwo：“nishouwanshangdeguominhenji，shiguyidaizheneitiaolianjiashoulianmochulaide，duima？
”“haiyousuoguxiadeyanba，”tazhilezhiwolingluandelingkou，“nizinvezicanhou，
jiuhuiqujiubazhaorenxiuruziji，yongtengtongzhengmingzijihaihuozhe。”“pei，nibizui！”wonuduita。
chenmowushiwodenuhuo，jixushuodao：“nihendebushibieren，shiniziji。”“bu……bushide……bushi！
”chenmoheiseshenmouyingchuwoniuqudelian，ruzhaoyaojingbanyezhaochulewosuoyoudeweizhuang。
tianhuabandingdengtoushexiarouhedebaiguang，neixiebeifumubuwenbuwenderizi，
xiazhihengbieshudixiashichaoshiyinandehuanjing，tafumowoshiniannideshouzhi，
tangyiransisuidewotongniandezhaopian……gezhonghuamianzailuneizhakai，wokaishizhandou，
tougenzhejulietengtongqilai......shenyaojianzhuangfangkailewo，zhuanerzuozaishafashang，lanworuhuai。
chenmozhangtanyikouqi，quchuyizhizhenjingji：“nixuyaoxianxiuxiyixia。”zhenjianfanguangdeshunjian，wozhengtuoshenyao，
tifanchajihou，suodaoleqiangjiao。“biepengwo！nimendouhexiazhihengyiyang……zhixiangbawodangwanwu！
”“nicengjingzaishuxiajiuneizhikuyedieshi，shuoguoshenme？nihaijidema？”shenyaogenguolai，dunshen，
muguangrouhediwangzhewo。womengranxiangqi，12suineiniandemouyitian，wozaiyuanzilipengzheyizhiduanchidekuyedie，
yanleizazaibiaobenheshang：“tatengdefeibudongle，dantahaihuozhe，woyaobangtabachibangzhanhao，
wobuyaonatadangbiaobenle……”“kuyediezuihoubeinijiuhuole，xianzailundaonibeijiuzhile。
”shenyaolaguowodeshou，qingfuzhe，wojianjianpingjinglexialai。zhenjiancirupifudechanei，
woyousihouzheyaozhushenyaodejianbang，xinjiushangkoudiejiazaiyiqi，tayidongbudong，yaoyezaixueguanlimankai，
heiantunshiyishiqian，chenmodeshengyinpiaojinermo：“fuzaxingchuangshangyingjizhangai（c-ptsd），
zhangqiqingganboxuedaozhideziwoyinmie……”07bolimenwai，“jian”dejinshuzhaopaixiangkuaigangdamoguodedaopian，
fanzheqinglengdeguang。bangeyueqian，zheilihaishipiaodangzhejiujingyuqingyuqixidemilankongjian，
xianzaiquebeidazaochenglechunbaidekunchongbiaobengongzuoshi——zhengmianqiangdemuzhizhanjuli，gezhongkunchongbeidingzaimukuangli，
songxiangyufuermalindeqiweicibi。shenyaotizhegongjuxiangzhanzaiwoshenhou。“shenzongzhenshizaomenggaoshoua？
”wozhuanshenkanta。tabikaiwodemuguang，meiyouhuida。wotuikaimen，
henhentasuitangzaidishangdeyigegechengxingdebiaoben，boli“hualala”suiliedeshunjian，
lanshandie、qixingpiaochong、qingtingyebeiniandefensui。shuozhe，
woyoushangqianliangbubagongzuotaishangdegezhongpingpingguanguanyigegejiezhezachumenqu，
qizhongyigebupianbuyizazaileshenyaodeejiao，tahaowufanying，mianbugaisedikanzhewo，
huoxiangkanzheyizhizhamaodeyemao。“nishuohuaa！”woshangqianchezhutadelingdai，
jingzhibatabixiangshenhoudebiaobenqiang。“zheixiebeidingzaikuanglidewanyier？shenzongjuedeyouquma？”“tangxinran，
niyiqianshilianzhimayidoubushedecaiside。”tafanshouzhuazhuwodeshouwan。“yiqian？”wodanshouchekaiyiling，
luchusuoguxiadeyanba，“yiqianwotamadehaiyiweizheishijieshigetonghuashijie，meizheni！”suihou，
woshuaikaitadeshou，gongzuotaishangde5haokunchongzhenzhuanyanjiubeiwozhuazaishouli，shenyaojianzhuang，yibaduoguo。
woqihongleyan，buyoufenshuodiyouyaoshangtadegebo，taquebawolajingujin：“yaogoumei？bugouzaijiabajinger。
”menkouturanchuanlaijiaobusheng，wangzhenzhenbaozheyiluobiaobenkuangkanzhewomen，lengzhule，wotaiyankanzheta，
huranxiaole。“shenzongdexue，bikouhonggengchenwo，xiacizaiduojidian。”songkouhou，
woyongzhijianzhanzheshenyaoshoubeidexuemozaizuichunshang。jianshenyaomobuzuosheng，
wangzhenzhenfangxiabiaobenkuanghouzhuanshenmomolikai。yizaigongzuotaipiankezhihou，
woyoucoudaoshenyaoerpan：“laoyanjiushizhu，nizhendebunima？”shenyaochenmodituikaiwo，
wanyaoqushoushidishangdeyipianlangjie。tayierzaizaiersandechenmozaicijiqilewoxindidenuhuo，woraokaita，
duizhebiaobenqiangkuangpenjiujing，dahuojide“kada”shengxiangqihouhuomiaocuanleqilai。shenyaotaitou，zhanqishenzi，
liangbubingzuoyibushangqian，yibazhangdafeiwoshoulidedahuoji，quemeixiangdaoqingjizhixia，dahuojichaoxiangdefangxiang，
zhengshibiaobenqiang。zaijiujingdecuihuazuoyongxia，biaobenqiangshangdebiaobenyigegeranleqilai，
yanwuchufadetianhuabanpenlintouchouchubanjianchujidishuizhuhoujiuzaiwufanying，
xiaofangjingbaoyezhifachujishengduanduanxuxudefengming，xiangbeiqiazhuhoulongdechuisizhiren。kanzhehuoshishangsheng，
wochedihuangle。“miehuoqi！”wojimangchongxiangqiangjiao，buliaojiaodibeisuiboliyihua，jiuzaikuaiyaodaodidechanei，
shenyaoxunsuzhuaiguowo，woxiangqianyipu，zhizhidiyazaitashenshang，tadaoxiadeshunjian，
yididebolisuipianzhajintahoubei。gubushangtengtongdetanuliyongshouchengqishenzi，
woyoutingjiantafachule“si”deyisheng，suihou，tayonglijiangwotuixiangmenwai。wozhuanguoshen，
fanshouzhuazhehaiyaohuiquqiangjiubiaobendeta，“nifengle？biequ！”“tangxinran！”shenyaoyonglibaizhewodeshou。
wobusongkaiyidian。talengzhule，danbiaobenqiangdehuoshiyuelaiyueda。jiuzaiwoheshenyaolachezhijian，
wangzhenzhendaizhegongrennazheshugemiehuoqiganlaile，huobeipumieshi，qiangshangdebiaobenyisuoshengwuji。
woyuanyiweiwozhendebuzaihule，kemeixiangdaoyanleihaishidakedakedigunluoxialai。
neixiebiaobenshiwohualedabanniandeshijiancai**wanchengde。“shenzong”。wangzhenzhenjianjiaoyisheng。
wozheicaizhuyidaoshenyaohoubeidexuebabaichenshandouranhongle，zhangxindexinshangkou，yezaiwangwaishenxue，
woganjinshenshouanzhushenxuedeshangkou，zhijiannianhu：“tengma？”“meiniteng。”tajingwangzhewoxiaole。
womengdichouhuishou。“shenzong，yijiaojiuhuchele。”wangzhenzhendawandianhuahou，dingzheshenyaodehoubeixujiu。
shenyaohuazuozaichaoshideditanshang。turan，wopiejianyizhifengdiepazaishilinlindeditanyijiao，
banbianchibangyimeiyoule。wojianqihuangdaoshenyaomianqian，niansui，diefenzhanzaizhifushangxiangcenghui：“shenyao，nikan，
landiaodedongxishizenmedoujiubuhuode。”“jiubuhuo，neijiuyiqilandiaoba！”talaguowo，muguangjiandingdishuo。
wokanzheta，ejiaodeshangkoubeimiehuoqiganfenranchenglehuibai，
tashayazheshengyinkanzhezijilangbeideyangzi：“tangxinran，xianzaiwoheniyiyangmanshenzangwule？
”“nizhenshibiwohaifeng！”woshuaikaitadeshou，xindimomingfanqiyisinuanyi。
weiliangdefengjuanqihuijinpuzaitalianshang，tadelianseyuexiancangbai，zhangxinhehoubeidexuesihuyueshenyueduo，
wochexiazijichenshandexiabai，dunshenguozhutadeshouzhang。zhijianxiangpengdeshunjian，taxiayishidihuisuoleyixia，
xuezicengzaiwowanjianposundepifuchu，woyeyizhan，malibaohaohouwoganjinfangkailetadeshou。08taitoushi，
chenmotizheyiliaoxianglvxiandaodalexianchang。yangguangtouguobolimen，zaimanshilangjiezhongtouxiabanbodeguangying，
jiujingranshaohoudecibiqiweihaifuzhezaikongqizhong。taxianshudidakaiyiliaoxiang，zhouzhemeidaliangzhemanshenshishang，
lianshangquehaiguazhexiaodeshenyao，ranhouyaoleyaotou，jiezhebanguizaishenyaoshenpang，
yiyongniezijiachuyikuaiqianzaijianjiagufujindebolisuipian，“shangkouxuyaofenghe，”tayouzhuanyankanlekanwo，
“zhishaowuchushenducishang，baokuozhangxin。”shenyaoquexiangmeitingdaoside，
muguangshizhongkanxiangqiangjiao——neilihaiyoulianggewocongdixiashibanlaidebiaobenxiang，xiangjiaohaitiezhe“diannanyulincaiji，
2023.4.28debiaoqian。“chengyingxiongdeziweiruhe？”wotikaijiaobiandejiujingping，zhandaotamianqian，
“shenzonggaibuhuiyiweilaiyizhao‘kurouji’wojiuhuiganjitilingba？”“xianchulitadeshou。
”tadangkaichenmojialaidejiujingmianpian，dichenzhesangyinshuodao。wobuzijuediyongyoushougaizhuzuowanchuposundepifu。
“bizui！”wocubaodizhuaguojiujingmianpiananzaitaetoudeshangkoushang，lidaodadetarenbuzhumenhengyisheng。
chenmokanxiangwohoumuguangzuizhongdinggezaileshenyaodezhangxin：“tang**debaozhahenbiaozhun，shixueguojijiu？
”womeiyouhuida，xiangqilecengquzhaoxiazhihengdemoutian，zaitabieshuwaideguanmucongli，
wocengyongfadaibaozhaguoyizhijiaoshoushangdeheimao。“wangzhuli，shenzongsongyifengheshangkou，jianbeihezhangxindouxuyao。
”jianwomeiyouhuida，chenmozhuanyilehuati。“tang**，nideshouwanxuyaolijiqingchuang。
”chenmodaizhexiangjiaoshoutao，nazheyiyongjiandaozhuanxiangwo。“biepengwo！”chenmodeshouhaimeipengdaowodeshouwan，
wojiusuolehuilai，erbianxiangqimuqindehua：“nizhipeidaibianyihuo！”yihurenyuanjiuzaicishigandaole，
tamenxunsutaizouleshenyao，jingguogongzuotaishi，taranxuedeshouzhibujingyihuaguo，
zaishimubiaomianliuxialeyidaoxianhongdehenji，wojiujiudidingzheneidaoxuehen，huiguoshenlaideshihou，
chenmoshoulideyiyongjiandaoyibeiwozhuazaileshouli。yishengxiweide“ding”shengxiangqihou，
wanjianzuihouyidianhepirouxiangliandeshoulianyingshengzhuidi。09shenyaobingfangdemenxuyanzhe，touguomenfeng，
wokanjiantabankaozaichuangshang，houbeichanzhebengdai，shouzhangguozheshabu，zhengditoufankanyifenwenjian，
suizhedongzuodeqifu，tashierzhoumei，shierfachu“si”deshengyin。
etoudeneichuyuqinghaoxiangmisandemianjigengdale。tingliuleyixiaohuierhou，wotuikailemen。
“woyiweinibulaile”。taheshangwenjian。“laikankannisilemei，zhuangxiugongrendeweikuanhaidengzhefuni？
”shuozhewojiangshouliyongjiubaozhiguozhedeyishuyoushenzisedefenglingcao、gankudeciqin，jizhianhongdeqiangwei，
zhongjianyiduolanziseyuanweidezizhiyehuahuashurengdaotamianqian，ciqindezhigandanqishi，
yipiankuyeluozaitashoubeishang。tameiyoushengqi，fanerzuijiaodaixiao。tafushenxiangqian，naguohuashu，
suijijiemaoxiachui：“zheihuashizailubianjiande？”“bu，shilajitonglifande。”tawenyan，xiaochulesheng。
“shoulianzhaile？”tadezhijiantingzaiyuanweihuadehuaruishang，muguangquekanxianglewodezuoshouwan。woyijiang，
xiayishibashouzangdaoshenhou。“yuniwuguan！”talakaibeizixiachuanglai，congshenhounaguowodezuoshou，
wenredezhangxinfushang。wochouhuishou：“shenyao，zhende，biezongbazijidangjiushizhu，
nibuyeshixiangbawoniechengnixiangyaodexingzhuangma？”“bu，wozhixiangyaonihaohaodihuozhe。”“huozhe？
huozheyeshifeiwu！”wolengxiaoyisheng，bieguotoubuzaikanta。“yiyaofeiwohuihainide。”shuowan，
wodabuchaomenkoujizou。“tangxinran。”tajiaozhuwo。turancongzhenxiamochuyigelvzhibiaobenhe，
hemianbeixundefahei，bianyuanhaizhanzheganfen，“wangzhenzhenconghuochangbachulaide，
yuanbenshidasuanjinidingzaibiaobenqiangzuidicengde。”wojieguohezi，
hegaishangwaiwainiuniukexiadezijiyibeiyanxundemohu，
danrengnengbianchu“jingjiniao2017.7.23”deziyang，
neishiwozhenzhengyiyishang**chudiyijianbiaobendeshijian。
biaobenshiyizhibeimuqinshaohuiyoubeiwojianhuilaitoutounianhedelanshandie。wozhandouzhedakaihezi，
yuanbenpoliedelansediechishangfugaizhezhanxindetoumingboshuzhi，liefengjiantianzhejinbo。wotaitoukanleyiyanshenyao，
biqiangwulaiyoudisuanse，yanjiaomanmanbeirunshi。“mingtianquchenmodezhensuo。”shenyaosixunwenyousimingling，
“wopeini!”“niyiweizheidianrenqingjiunengbangzhuwo？”wo“pa”deheshangtiehedegaizi，
yangshoujiuxiangqiangbizaqu，quezaitiehejiuyaozhuidiqianyoumengpuguoquwenwenjiezhu。shenyaohaobuyanshidixiaoleqilai，
dongzuoqiandonghoubeishangkoushi，ta“a”demenhengchusheng，woganjinzhuanshenshangqianfuzhutadejian。“huogai！
”tafanshouzhuozhuwodeshou，“dayingwo，peihezhiliao。”yuqiwenrou，yanshenqueyichangzhuoren。tuikaibingfangmen，
chenmobuzhiheshiyizailezoulangdelanganchu，tayiweishenzhangdikanzhewo，woquemeiyoulita，jingzhijinledianti。
zengliangdediantijingmianliyingchuwosuoguxiaxinshengdedanfensepifu，tongkonglibuduanhuangzheshenyaohoubeishenxuedeshabu，
zhangxinbeicishangdezhengningshangkou，haiyoutaguizaihuochanghuijinlijiangezhongbiaobensuipiandeshenying。ganggangneiju“dayingwo，
peihezhiliao”dehuayebuduanhuixiangzaierbian。“hao，jiudangshihaitagerenqingba！”10diertian，
wochuxianzailechenmodezhenliaoshi。shenyaozhengzuozaikaochuangdepizhishafashangditoufankanzheyibenhouhoudeshu，
chenshanlingkousongkaileliangkeniukou，jianshangchanzhedebengdaiqingxikejian，zhangxinhuanshanglexindeshabu。
“chidaoleershifenzhong。”tameiyoutaitou，sihududingwohuilai。chenmoshiyiwotangshangdanlansedeshafa，
shafazhidirouruanruyunduo，pangbiandechajishangbaizheyizhanxunyicaoweixiangxundeng，danziyanwuzhengniaoniaoshengqi，
yangganjuchadewenrunqixiyekaishimisankailai。“tang**，jintianhaishijixuwomendebaoluliaofa”。“ng。
”wopeihedidiandiantou，manmanbishangleyanjing，kezhijiahaishiwuyishidikoujinlezhangxin。
chenmohuanhuantankaibingliben：“nicengshuowendaofuermalindeweidaoshi，
huixiangqixiazhihengbieshudedixiashi……”“xiazhiheng”“dixiashi”deziyanzaicicongchenmodebochuntuchushi，
womengdizhengkaiyanjingzuoleqilai。“nimenfeiyaojianzuitongdedifangsikai，kandaolimiandenongxuema？
”“tang**……”wanjiandejianceshouhuanfachucierdefengming，
wohongzheyankuangzhiwen：“nimensuoweidezhiliaojiushibawo**luodidingzaijiepoutaishangma？
”shenyaoheshangshuzouxiangwo，wozhanqishen，mianduimianhenshuailetayierguang。
“pa”deyishengcuixiangzhakaizaimibidekongjianli，chenmodegangbijianzaizhiyeshangyunchuyituanmozi。
“bazheigechile。”shenyaobashufangdaochajishang，budongshengsedicongxizhuangneidaimochuyaoping，
danlanseyaopiantangzaitaguozheshabudezhangxin，xiangbeiniansuidelanshandiedechibang，
zheishiwokanqingletafangdaochajishangdeneibenhoushu《fuzaxingchuangshangzhiliaozhinan》。wodadiaotashouxindeyaopian，
youfengkuangdishangqianqiazhutadebozi，zhijiashenshenxianjinpifu，jianceshouhuandejingbaoshengjianruidaojinhusilie，
taquemeiyouyisikangju。“tengma？tengjiutuikaiwoa！”woconghoulonglipinmingjichuzheixiehua，
tayiranyishengbuhang，quejiangyipianwenreluozaiwodehoujing，cucaodeshabujiechupifudechanei，woweiweizhandong，
zaitayibianyouyibiandiqingfuxia，jianceshouhuandejingbaoshengyuelaiyueruo，zuihou，
wotingjiancongzijihoulonglilouchuleyoumaobandewuyan，wosongkaileshou。“shenyao，nidaoditushenme？