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zhushou！”woyijiaochuaikaileneishanxuyandemen。dixiashilideqingjing，heneitianwanshangwotoukandaode，yimoyiyang。
tabeibangzaiyizishang，hunshenzhandou。tingdaowodeshengyin，tamengdizhengkaileyanjing。tadeyanshenli，xianshizhenjing，
ranhoushijuewang，zuihou，bianchengleyizhong……wokanbudongde，binglengdefennu。“sheirangnijinlaide？
”tadeshengyin，shiwoconglaimeiyoutingguode，lengdediaozha。“nijiwotingxia！”wochongdaoyiqipangbian，
xiangbadianyuanguandiao。danwogenbenbuzhidaokaiguanzainaer。wohuluandipaidazheneixieanniu，
yiqiqueyidianfanyingdoumeiyou。“meiyongde，”tashuo，“chengxuyidanqidong，chufeishijiandao，fouzetingbuxialai。
”“di——”yiqiyouxiangleyisheng。tadeshenti，youshiyizhenjuliedechouchu。wokandaotatengdeliandoubianxingle，
hanshuishunzhetadelianjiawangxiatang。“niweishenmeyaozheimezuo？”woyanjingdouhongle，
“niweishenmeyaozheimezhemoziji？”tameiyouhuidawo，zhishibishangleyanjing，yaojinleyaguan。
wokanzhetatongkudeyangzi，youkanzheneitaibinglengdeyiqi，yiguxiehuozhichongnaomen。wochaoqiqiangjiaodeyigentiegun，
yongjinquanshendeliqi，chaozheneitaiyiqihenhendizalexiaqu。“peng！”yishengjuxiang。yiqidepingmu，
beiwozachuleyigedadong，maochulejilvheiyan。danshi，yiqihaizaiyunzhuan。“di——”youshiyisheng。
tayouchouchuleyixia。“meiyongde，”taxuruodishuo，“biebaifeiliqile。”woxiangshifengleyiyang，
yigunjiezheyigundizazheneitaiyiqi。waiqiaobeiwozadekengkengwawa，danhexinbufenhaoxiangyidianshidoumeiyou。
wozademeiliqile，rengdiaotiegun，guidaozaidishang。wokanzheta，yanleibuzhengqidiliulexialai。
“jie……nidaodizenmele？nigaosuwohaobuhao？womenyiqijiejue，buguanshishenmeshi，wopeiniyiqikang。
”tamanmandizhengkaiyanjing，kanzhewo。tadeyanshen，henfuza。youtongku，youwunai，
haiyouyisi……wokanbudongdebeiai。“qian，”taqingshengshuo，“nibugaixialaide。”“nishiwojie！
wozenmekenengkanzhenizheiyang！”“youxieshi，nibuxuyaozhidao。”“wobixuzhidao！
”womenliangjiuzheimejiangchizhe。shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu。zhongyu，
neitaiyiqifachuyishengzhangzhangde“di——”sheng，tingzhileyunzhuan。shufuzhetadejinshudai，yezidongsongkaile。
taxiangshibeirenchouzoulesuoyoudeliqi，ruanruandidaozaiyizishang。woganjinpaguoqu，fuzhuta。tadeshentihentang，
xiangshifagaoshaoyiyang。“jie，nizenmeyang？”tatuikaiwo，zijizhengzhazhezhanleqilai。
tazoudaobeiwozahuaideyiqipangbian，shenchushou，qingqingdifumozheshangmiandeaohen。“nizhidaoma，
”tabeiduizhewo，shengyinhenqing，quexiangyibachuizi，henhendizazaiwodexinshang，“nibatazahuaile，
wokeneng……huiside。”5tashuotakenenghuisi。zheijuhua，xiangyidaojinglei，zaiwonaozilizhakai。
wozhenggerendoumengle。“shen……shenmeyisi？”woshengyindouzaifadou。tameiyouhuidawo，zhishizhuanshen，
yibuyibudizoushanglelouti。wokanzhetadebeiying，turanjuedehaomosheng。diertian，tameiyouqushangban。
woyemeiqushangxue。womenliangzuozaiketingli，sheiyebushuohua。qifenyayiderangrenchuanbuguoqi。
zuotianbeiwozahuaideyiqi，hailiuzaidixiashili。wozhidao，womenbixutantanle。“neitaijiqi，
daodishishenme？”woxiankailekou。taduanqizhuoshangdeshuibei，heleyikoushui，
caihuanhuandishuo：“yige……zhiliaoyi。”“zhiliaoyi？youbarendiandesiquhuolaidezhiliaoyima？”wolengxiao。
tameilihuiwodechaofeng，jixushuo：“woyouyizhongbing，henhanjiandebing。wodeshenjingxitong，huizhouqixingdishuairuo。
ruguobujinxingdingqideqiangdianliu**，wodeshentijineng，huihenkuaituihua，zhidao……siwang。
”tashuodehenpingjing，jiuxiangzaishuoyijiangenzijihaobuxianggandeshiqing。woquetingdexinjingroutiao。
“shen……shenmebing？shenmeshihoudede？weishenmebugaosuwo？weishenmebuquyiyuan？”“zheizhongbing，
yiyuanzhibule。zheitaiyiqi，shibamaliuxiade。”takanzhewo，“tamen……yeshiyinweizheigebingqushide。
”wonaoziwengdeyisheng，yipiankongbai。bama……woyizhiyiwei，tamenshichuchehuoside。“nipianwo，
”woxiayishidifanbo，“jingchamingmingshuo……”“neizhishiduiwaideyizhongshuofa，”tadaduanwo，
“tamenbuxiangyinqikonghuang。zheizhongbing，youyichuanxing。”yichuanxing……wodeshoujiao，kaishifaliang。
“nei……neiwoni？”wokanzheta，shengyinlidaizhekongju。tazhongyutaiqitou，zhengshizhewo。tadeyanshenli，
daizhewocongweijianguode，shenchendewenrouhe……juejue。“nibuhuiyoushide，”tashuo，“nihewomenbuyiyang。
”“youshenmebuyiyang？”“nimeiyouyichuandao。”wobuxin。“nizenmezhidao？womenzuoguojianchama？
”“buyongjiancha，wozhidao。”tadeyuqi，burongzhiyi。wokanzheta，turanmingbaileshenme。
neitaiyiqi……bamaliuxialaide……zhiyouyitai。ruguozheigebingshiyichuande，neijialiyinggaiyoulianggebingren。
keyiqizhiyouyitai。yigekepadeniantou，zaiwoxinlimanmanchengxing。“jie，”woshengyinganse，
“bama……shibushibatamende……zhiliaojihui，doujile……”womeishuowan，dantazhidaowoxiangshuoshenme。
tachenmolehenjiu。jiudaowoyiweitabuhuizaihuidale。ranhou，taqingqingdidianlediantou。“suoyi，neitaiyiqi，
benlaishijilianggerenyongde。danshixianzai，zhiyouwoyigerenzaiyong。”wodeyanlei，zaiyerenbuzhule。
yuanlaishizheiyang。yuanlai，tayizhiyigeren，beifuzhezheimechenzhongdemimi。tazaiyongde，shibamayongminghuanlaide，
yanxushengmingdejihui。erwo，shenmedoubuzhidao，haixianggeshaziyiyang，zhizeta，shanghaita，
shenzhi……zahuailetaweiyidejiumingdaocao。wohenbudejizijiliangbazhang。
“duibuqi……jie……duibuqi……”wochulezheisangezi，shenmeyeshuobuchulai。tayaoleyaotou，shenchushou，
cadiaowodeyanlei。“buguaini，shiwomeigaosuni。”“nei……neitaijiqi，hainengxiuhaoma？
”wojiqiediwen。“buzhidao，”tatanlekouqi，“zheishibamadepengyou，yigehenlihaidekexuejia，
zhuanmenweiwomenjiadingzhide。neigeren……henduonianqianjiushizongle。xianzai，meirenhuixiuzheige。”wodexin，
yidianyidiandichenlexiaqu。neitianxiawu，tabazijiguanzaifangjianli。womeiyouqudaraota。wozhidao，
taxuyaoyigerenjingyijing。woyexuyao。wozaibamadefangjianli，dailehenjiu。wofanzhetamenliuxiadedongxi，
xiangzhaodaoyixieguanyuneigebingdexiansuo。zaiyigeshangsuodejiumuxiangli，wozhaodaoleyibenriji。shiwomade。
rijili，jilulehenduowobuzhidaodeshiqing。guanyuneigebing，guanyuneitaiyiqi，haiyou……guanyuwo。
rijilishuo，wochushengdeshihou，yehetamenyiyang，beijiancechuxiedaileneizhongzhibingjiyin。danshi，
zaiwoyisuideshihou，neigeshizongdekexuejia，yejiushiwobadepengyou，zhaodaoleyigefangfa。
yige……keyigenchuzhibingjiyindefangfa。danzheigefangfa，henjiduan，xuyaofuchujudadedaijia。
xuyaolingyigexiedaixiangtongjiyinderen，zuowei“rongqi”，jiangwotineidezhibingjiyin，
quanbuzhuanyidaotazijishenshang。erneige“rongqi”……jiushiwojie，bufeiyan。rijidezuihou，