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duanpianyanqingticaixiaoshuo《wodejiejie，zongaiwan“chengfaziji”deyouxi》shizuijinhenduoshumidouzaizhuidude，gaishuyihanliqianweizhujiao，zhuyaojiangshudeneirongyou：xiayishidibashousuodaobeihou。“jie，niyou……”“buxiaoxinpengdaode，”tadaduanwo，yuqihenqingsong，“yushihua，fuleyixiajiazi，beihuadaole。”tameici……

精彩章节

wodejiejie，zongaiwan“chengfaziji”deyouxi。wojiaoxuqian。dui，jiushinixiangdaodeneigemingzi。kexi，

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tahenpiaoliang，henwenrou，dantayougemimi。tarezhongyuchengfaziji。yongguntangdekaishui，yongjianruidedaofeng，

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wopinmingxiangzuzhita，xiangbatacongshenyuanlilachulai。zhidaoyouyitian，wozhuangpoletazuidademimi。

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1yushidemenyousuoshangle。wozhanzaimenwai，nengtingdaolimianchuanlaihuahuadeshuisheng，haiyouyixiehenqiguaide，

yayizhedeshengyin。neibushishufudeshengyin，yebushitongkudejiaohan，gengxiangshiyizhong……rennai。

yizhongbayachiyaosuile，yeyaobashengyintunhuiduziliderennai。wojiaoxuqian，pangbianzheigesuozhemende，

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bamasannianqianjiuchushimeile，xianzaijiushengwomenliang。wojieduiwohenhao，haodaoyoudianguofen。tashangbanzhengqianyangwo，

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danzhiyouwozhidao，tabuduijing。taxihuanbazijisuozaiyushili，yidaijiushiyilianggexiaoshi。meicichulai，

yankuangdoushihongde，shenshangdaizheyigushuiqihe……yizhongwoshuobuchulaide，youdianxiangtiexiudeweidao。wowenguota，

tashuotazhishizaipaozao，fangsongyixia。wobuxin。sheijiapaozaoyaopaoneimejiu，haigaodegenshangxingyiyang。

wobaerduotiezaimenshang，limiandeshuishengtingle。jiezhe，shiyizhonghenqingweide，xiangshijinshumocadeshengyin，gezhi，

gezhi。ranhou，youshineizhongyayidechuanxi。wodexinjiuleqilai。“jie，”woqiaoleqiaomen，“nimeishiba？

”limiandeshengyintingle。guolehaojimiao，wojiedeshengyincaichuanchulai，youdianpiao，youdianya。“meishia，qian。

wozai……wozaiqinglixiashuidao，youdiandule。”youshijiekou。wotanlekouqi，meizaizhuiwen。

wozhidaowenleyemeiyong，tabuhuishuode。wohuidaozijifangjian，tangzaichuangshang，

naoziliquanshigangcaineixieqiguaideshengyin。youguoledagaibangexiaoshi，wotingdaoyushimenkaile。woganjinpaochuqu。

wojiechuanzheshuiyi，toufashiluludipizaijianbangshang，lianbaideheren。takandaowo，mianqiangxiaolexiao。

“zenmehaibushui？”wodeshixianluozaitadeshoubeishang。neiliyouyidaoxindehonghen，buxiangshizhuade，

yebuxiangshitangde，henxi，henzhi，xiangshibeishenmedongxijilechulaide。tazhuyidaowodemuguang，

xiayishidibashousuodaobeihou。“jie，niyou……”“buxiaoxinpengdaode，”tadaduanwo，yuqihenqingsong，

“yushihua，fuleyixiajiazi，beihuadaole。”tameicidouzheimeshuo。bushibuxiaoxinpengdao，

jiushibuxiaoxintangdao，huozhebuxiaoxinqiedao。tashenshangdexiaoshangkou，conglaijiumeiduanguo。wosisididingzheta，

wozhidaotazaisahuang。tabeiwokandeyoudianbuzizai，yanshenduoshanzhe，bugankanwo。“henwanle，kuaiqushuiba，

”tashuozhe，jiuxiangraoguowohuifangjian。woyibazhuazhuletadeshouwan。tadeshouhenliang，haizaiweiweifadou。

“bufeiyan，”wohenshaojiaotaquanming，chufeiwozhendeshengqile，“nidaodizaigaoshenme？”tashentiyijiang，

taiqitoukanwo。tadeyanjingli，youyishunjianshanguohuangluanhetongku，danhenkuaijiuxiaoshile，

youbianchengleneizhongwenroude，daizhedianwunaidexiao。“qian，bienaole，wozhendemeishi。

wojiushi……youdianbenshoubenjiaode。”taxiangbashouchouhuiqu。womeifang。wolazheta，zoudaoketingdeshafashang，

rangtazuoxia。ranhouwozhuanshenqunayiyaoxiang。wonachujiujingmianhechuangketie，dunzaitamianqian，

xiaoxinyiyidibangtachulishoubeishangdeshangkou。neidaohonghenbiwogangcaikandaodeyaoyanzhong，yijingyoudianpopile。

wojitaxiaodudeshihou，tatengdesuoleyixia，danhaishiyaozheyameichusheng。zhenggeguocheng，tayijuhuadoumeishuo，

zhishijingjingdikanzhewo。ketinglizhikaileyizhanxiaoyedeng，guangxianhenan。wonengwendaotashenshangmuyuludexiangwei，

hunzheyigudandandexuexingqi。chuliwanshangkou，wotaiqitou，zhenghaoduishangtadeyanjing。“jie，”woshengyinhendi，

“nishibushi……youshenmeshimanzhewo？”talengleyixia，ranhouyaoleyaotou，shenshoumolemowodetou。

tadeshouxinhaishiliangde。“shahaizi，wonengyoushenmeshimanzheni。wozhishixiwangnihaohaozhangda，kaogehaodaxue，

biedeshenmedoubuyongnicaoxin。”tayouzaizhuanyihuati。wozhuazhutafangzaiwotoushangdeshou，kanzhetadeyanjing，

yiziyijudishuo：“wobuxiangnizaishoushangle，buguanshiguyide，haishibuxiaoxinde。

”tadexiaorongjiangzailelianshang。womenjiuzheimeduishizhe，sheiyebushuohua。guolehenjiu，tacaiqingqingtanlekouqi。

“hao，”tashuo，“wodayingni，yihouhuixiaoxinde。”wozhidao，zheiyoushifuyan。dankanzhetapibeideyangzi，

womeifazaibita。neitianwanshang，wozuolegemeng。womengdaowojiebeiguanzaiyigetoumingdebolixiangzili，

xiangziwaimianlianzhehenduoguanzihedianxian。tashenshangquanshishang，jiuneimeanjingditangzhe，yidongbudong。

wofengleyiyangdizaneigexiangzi，keshizenmeyezabukai。wozhinengyanzhengzhengdikanzheneixieguanzi，yidianyidiandi，

batadeshengmingchouzou。2diertianzaoshang，wojieqidehenzao，jiwozuolezaofan。shijiandanheniunai，

wozuixihuande。takanqilaihewangchangyiyang，lianshangdaizhexiao，haicuiwokuaidianchi，buranshangxueyaochidaole。

haoxiangzuotianwanshangdeshi，genbenjiumeifashengguo。kewokandaotaduanpanzideshihou，

zuoshoushoubeishangtiezheyikuaichuangketie。jiushiwozuotianjitatiedeneikuai。chizaofandeshihou，woyizhitoutouguanchata。

tachifandeyangzihensiwen，xiaokouxiaokoude，dantadezuoshou，zongshixiayishidizangzaizhuozixiamian。

woxinlidudehuang。“jie，”wofangxiakuaizi，“nijintian……buyongshangbanma？”“qingleyitianjia，

”tatouyemeitai，“jialiyoudianshiyaochuli。”“shenmeshi？”“meishenme，jiushidasaoyixiaweisheng，

zaibaxiatiandeyifushouqilai。”tashuodehensuiyi。wodingzheta，meishuohua。wozhidao，tayouzaisahuang。

takendingshiyaochenwobuzaijiadeshihou，zaigaodianshenme。wobunengrangtadecheng。chiwanzaofan，wobeishangshubao，

gentashuoleyisheng“woshangxuequle”，jiuchulemen。danwomeizouyuan。woduozailoutiguaijiaodedifang，dengzhe。

dagaiguoleshijifenzhong，wotingdaojialidemenkaile。wotoutoutanchutou，kandaowojiezoulechulai。

tahuanleyishenyifu，bushiyaoqudasaoweishengdeyangzi。tachuanleyitiaoheisedelianyiqun，haihualedanzhuang。

tashoushangtizheyigeshoutibao，congcongmangmangdixialoule。wolikegenleshangqu。

wogentabaochizhebuyuanbujindejuli。tahaoxiangwanquanmeifaxianwo。tameiyouqugongsi，yemeiyouqushangchang。

tashangleyilianggongjiaoche，qulechengxi。chengxishilaochengqu，henpojiu，henduofangzidoukuaitale。

wojiezaineilixiache，ranhouzoujinleyitiaohenpianpidexiaoxiangzi。woyouyuleyixia，yegenlejinqu。

xiangzilihenzhai，liangbiandoushigaogaodeqiang，qiangshangzhangmanleqingtai。dishangshilulude，sanfazheyigumeiwei。

wojiezoudehenkuai，wochadiangendiule。zaixiangzijintou，tatingzaileyishanpojiudetiemenqian。tazuoyoukanlekan，

quedingmeiren，caicongbaolinachuyaochi，dakaimen，shanshenjinqule。menhenkuaijiuguanshangle。

woqiaoqiaodizoudaoneishantiemenqian。menshangmeiyouchuanghu，yetingbudaolimianyoushenmeshengyin。

wobuzhidaozheishishenmedifang，yebuzhidaowojielaizheiliganshenme。woxinlihenhuang，

zongjuedeyoushenmebuhaodeshiqingyaofasheng。wozaimenkoudenglehenjiu，dagaiyouyigeduoanxiaoshi。

jiuzaiwokuaiyaorenbuzhu，xiangquqiaomendeshihou，menkaile。wojieconglimianzoulechulai。

tadeliansebizaoshanggengbaile，zuichunyidianxuesedoumeiyou。tazouludeyangzi，youdianbuwen，

haoxiangsuishidouhuishuaidao。zuirangwoxinjingdeshi，tadeyoushou。tadeyoushoushoubeishang，hongleyidapian，

xiangshibeishenmedongxiyanzhongtangshangle，shenzhiqilejigeshuipao。tabayoushouzangzaixiuzili，dizhetou，

kuaibuwangxiangziwaimianzou。wonaozi“weng”deyisheng。nuhuohexinteng，yixiaziquandouyongleshanglai。wochongshangqu，

lanzaitamianqian。“bufeiyan！”takandaowo，zhenggerendoujingdaile，yanjingliquanshinanyizhixinhekonghuang。

“qian？ni……nizenmehuizaizheili？nibushiqushangxuelema？”“woyaoshibulai，

zenmehuizhidaoniyouzaipianwo？”woqidehunshenfadou，zhizhetadeyoushou，“nishuoa，zheishizenmehuishi？

zheiyeshibuxiaoxindema？”woyibazhuazhutadeyoushouwan，batadexiuziluleshangqu。neipiantangshang，chumujingxin。

tadeshentidoudegenglihaile，yanleiyixiazijiuyonglechulai。“bushide……qian，

nitingwojieshi……”“jieshishenme？jieshiniweishenmeyouyaoshanghaiziji？”wochongtahou，

“nidaodiyoushenmemaobing？nishibushijuedezhemozijihenyouyisi？”wodehuakenengtaizhongle。

tadelianshunjianjiubaile，zuichunduosuozhe，yijuhuayeshuobuchulai。zhouweiyouluguoderen，kaishichaowomenzheibiankan。

woyishidaozijishikongle，shenxiyikouqi，lazhetajiuzou。womeidaitahuijia，zhijiequlefujindeshequyiyuan。

yishengjitachulishangkoudeshihou，tayizhidizhetou，yishengbuhang。yishengshuo，shierjitangshang，

xinghaochulidejishi，buranhuigengyanzhong。yishenghaiyongyizhonghenqiguaideyanshenkanzhewomen，

wenwoshibushi……jiabao。woqidexiangmaren，danwojielazhulewo，genyishengshuo，

shitazijibuxiaoxinbeikaishuitangde。congyiyuanchulai，tianyijingkuaiheile。womenliangyiluchenmodizouzhe。

wohaizaishengqi，dangengduodeshiwuli。wozhidaotabuhuigaosuwozhenxiang。kuaidaojiadeshihou，taturantinglexialai。

“qian，”tashengyinshayadikaikou，“duibuqi。”womeilita。“wo……woyihoubuhuile。wobaozheng。

”takanzhewo，yanjinglidaizheqiqiu。youshizheizhonghua。woxinlilengxiaoleyisheng。“bufeiyan，

nishibushijuedewotebiehaopian？”wozhuanguotou，dingzheta，“nimeiyicidouzheimeshuo，keninayicizuodaole？

”“zheicishizhende……”“ninashenmebaozheng？”wodaduanta，“nigaosuwo，

nijintianquneigepodifangganshenmele？nideshoushizenmetangde？nibushuoqingchu，woyigezidoubuhuixin。

”tachenmole。tadezuichunjinjindiminzhe，shouyebuzijuediwochenglequantou。guolehaojiu，

tacaixiangshixiadingleshenmejuexinyiyang，taiqitou。“hao，”tashuo，“nixiangzhidao，wojiugaosuni。

”woxinliyijin，youzhongbuhaodeyugan。“wo……wozaizuoyifen**。”takanzhebiechu，shengyinhenxiao，

“neijiadian，shizuoyizhong……liliaode。jiushiyonghenredeshitou，bangrenrefu。jintianshiwodiyitianshangban，

yewubushulian，suoyicai……”zheigejieshi，tingqilaihaoxiangmeishenmewenti。danwojiushijuedebuduijing。

shenmeliliao，xuyaobashoutangchengzheiyang？“shenmedian？jiaoshenmemingzi？zainali？”wozhuiwen。

“jiushixiangzilineijia……dianhenxiao，meishenmemingqi……”tayanshenshanshuo。

“neiweishenmeyaoquneimepianpidedifang？shiqulibushiyouhenduozhengguideyangshengguanma？

”“yinwei……yinweineilijideqianduo。”tashuo。zheigeliyou，haoxiangyeshuodetong。womenjiaqueshibufuyu。

danwohaishibuxin。wokanzhetabaozhazheshabudeshou，xinlixiangyaleyikuaidashitou。woganjue，

tazhengzaibianzhiyizhangjudadehuangyanwang，erwo，jiuzaizheizhangwangdezhongjian。wobuzhidaotadaodixiangyinmanshenme，

danwozhidao，neiyidingshiyigefeichangkepademimi。3zicongshangcitangshangshijianzhihou，wojiexiaotinglejitian。

tameitiananshishangxiaban，huijiajiwozuofan，fudaowogongke，biaoxiandexianggewanmeidejiejie。

tashoushangdeshangyejianjianhaole，zhishiliuxialeyipiannankandeba。danwozhidao，zheizhishibaofengyuqiandeningjing。

tayueshizhengchang，woxinlijiuyueshibuan。wokaishitoutouguanchata。wofaxiantazuijinzongshishimian。

haojicibanyewoqilaishangcesuo，doukandaotafangjiandedenghailiangzhe。youyiciwoqiaoqiaozoudaotamenkou，

tingdaotazailimianxiaoshengdidadianhua。shengyintaixiaole，wotingbuqingtazaishuoshenme，zhiyinyuetingdaojigeci，

“shijianbuduole”、“daijia”、“bixuzheimezuo”。wodexinchenlexiaqu。tadaodizaigensheidadianhua？

shenmeshijianbuduole？shenmedaijia？wokaishihuaiyi，tashibushibeishenmerenjiweixiele，

huozhejiaruleshenmeqiguaidezuzhi。zheigeniantouyichulai，wozijidouheleyitiao。buxing，wobixugaoqingchu。

wojueding，wanshangbushuile，jiudingzheta。zheitianwanshang，wojiazhuangzaozaojiushuile。daoleshierdian，

woqiaoqiaodipaqilai，baerduotiezaiwojiedefangmenshang。limianhenanjing，yidianshengyindoumeiyou。nandaotashuizhele？

woyoudianshiwang，gangxianghuizijifangjian，turantingdao“kada”yishengqingxiang。shiwojiedefangmenkaile。

woganjinduodaopangbiandeyinyingli。wojiecongfangjianlizoulechulai。tachuanzheyishenheisedejinshenyundongfu，

toufazhachenglemawei。tadianzhejiaojian，dongzuohenqing，shengpachaoxingwo。tameiyouwangdamenzou，

ershizouxiangleketingjiaoluolideyigechuwujian。neigechuwujianhenxiao，pingshijiufangyixiezawu。

zuilimianyouyishantongwangdixiashidemen。womenjiadedixiashi，youxiaoyouchao，changnianbujianguang，bamazaishideshihou，

jiubatajisuoshangle，yaochiyebuzhidaodiunaerqule。wokanzhewojieshuliandicongyigehuapendixiamochuyaochi，

dakaileneishanchenfengyijiudemen。ranhou，tajiuneimeqiaowushengxidi，xiaoshizailemenhoudeheianli。

wodengleyihuier，caigancongyinyinglizouchulai。dixiashidemen，tameiyousuo。wozhanzaimenkou，

yiguyinlengchaoshidekongqipumianerlai。woyouyulehenjiu。wobuzhidaoxiamianyoushenme，woyoudianhaipa。

danyixiangdaowojiekenengzaixiamianzuoshenmeweixiandeshiqing，wojiugubuleneimeduole。woshenxiyikouqi，

yezoulejinqu。dixiashideloutihendou，wofuzheqiang，yibuyibuwangxiazou。xiamianmeiyoudeng，

heideshenshoubujianwuzhi。wozhinengpingzheganjue，manmanwangxianuo。kongqili，chulemeiwei，

haiyouyigu……hendandexiaodushuideweidao。kuaidaoxiamiandeshihou，wotingdaoleyixieshengyin。shiyizhonghenguilvde，

xiangshidianliutongguodeshengyin，zizizuoxiang。haijiazazhewojie……yayide，tongkude**。

wodexintiaoshunjianjiuluanle。wodunxiashenzi，congloutidefengxili，qiaoqiaowanglikan。dixiashili，

bingbushiwoxiangxiangzhongduimanzawudeyangzi。zheilibeirengaizaoguo。zhengzhongjian，fangzheyibaqiguaideyizi，

kanqilaixiangshiyayizhensuolideneizhong，danshangmianduolehenduojinshudeshufudai。yizipangbian，

lizheyitaiwojiaobuchumingzideyiqi，shangmianyouhenduoshanshuodezhishidenghelianjiexian。

wojie……tajiuzuozaineibayizishang。tadeshouwanhejiaohuai，doubeijinshudaijigudingzhule。tadeshenshang，

lianjiezhehenduodianxian。dianxiandelingyitou，lianzheneitaiqiguaideyiqi。yiqidepingmushang，

xianshizheyixiewokanbudongdeshuju，zaibutingditiaodong。wojiebizheyanjing，meitoujinsuo，etoushangquanshilenghan。

tadeshentizaiweiweizhandou，zuichunbeitayaodefabai。meigejimiaozhong，

neitaiyiqijiuhuifachuyishengqingweide“di”sheng。meidang“di”shengxiangqi，wojiedeshentijiuhuimengdichouchuyixia，

houlonglifachuyishengmenheng。jiuhaoxiang……youdianliutongguotadeshenti。wozhenggerendoujiangzhule，

xueyedouhaoxiangninggule。zhei……zheishizaiganshenme？dianji？taweishenmeyaoduizijizuozheizhongshi？

wokanzhetatongkudeyangzi，xintengdekuaiyaochuanbuguoqilai。woxiangchongchuqu，baneixiegaisidedianxiandoubadiao。

danwobugan。wopawoyichuqu，huifashenggengkepadeshiqing。wozhinengduozaiheianli，xianggenuofuyiyang，

yanzhengzhengdikanzhetashouku。wobuzhidaoguoleduojiu，kenengshiyigexiaoshi，yekenengshilianggexiaoshi。neitaiyiqi，

zhongyutingzhilegongzuo。wojiexiangshixutuoleyiyang，zhenggerendoutanzaileyizishang，dakoudakoudichuanzheqi。

youguolehaoyihuier，tacaihuanguolai。tajiekaishouwanhejiaohuaishangdeshufudai，liangliangqiangqiangdicongyizishangzhanqilai。

tazoudaoyiqipangbian，kanleyiyanpingmushangdeshuju，haoxiangshisongleyikouqi。ranhou，taguandiaoyiqi，

kaishishoushidongxi。woganjinqiaoqiaodituihuidaoloutishangmian，ranhoufeikuaidipaohuizijifangjian，zuanjinbeiwoli，

jiazhuangshuizhele。meiguoduojiu，wotingdaowojieshangloudeshengyin。tazaiwofangjianmenkoutingleyixia，

ranhoucaiqingqingdizouhuilezijidefangjian。wozhengkaiyanjing，kanzhetianhuaban，yiyewumian。naozili，

quanshitabeibangzaiyizishang，beidianliuzhemodehuamian。wozhongyumingbaile。shenme**，shenmebuxiaoxin，

quandoushijiade。tazaiyongyizhongwowufalijiedefangshi，zaixitongdi，youjihuadi，shanghaiziji。bu，

neiyijingbushishanghaile。neishikuxing。4wokaishizhuangbing，buqushangxuele。wobixunongqingchu，

neigedixiashilidedongxi，daodishishenme。wojiehaoxiangyoudianhuaiyi，dankanwoliansequeshibuhao，

yejiumeiduoshuoshenme，zhishizhufuwohaohaozaijiaxiuxi。tayichumen，wojiulikechongjinledixiashi。

baitiandedixiashi，biwanshangkanqilaigengyinsen。neibayiziheneitaiyiqi，jiujingjingdilizaineili，

xianglianggechenmodeguaiwu。wozoudaoneitaiyiqiqian。yiqishiquanjinshuwaiqiao，

shangmianmeiyourenhepinpaihexinghaodebiaoshi。pingmushiheide，woshizheanlejigeanniu，yemeiyourenhefanying。

kanqilai，xuyaotedingdeyaochihuozhemimacainengqidong。wozaidixiashilifanlegedichaotian，

yemeizhaodaorenheyouyongdexiansuo。zheilichuleyiziheyiqi，shenmedoumeiyou。wotuirandizuozailoutishang。

wodaodigaizenmeban？zhijiequwenta？takendingbuhuichengren。baojing？wonashenmezhengju？

genjingchashuowojiezaizijijiadianziji？jingchazhihuijuedewoshigefengzi。woganjuezijixianruleyigesihutong。

jiexialaidejitian，wodouzaixiangbanfa。wotoutouzaiwojiedefangjianlizhaoguo，xiangkankannengbunengzhaodaoshenmexianzhuang，

jieguoshenmedoumeiyou。tadefangjian，ganjingdejiuxianggeyangbanjian。woyeshiguogenzongta，dantachuleshangbanxiaban，

naeryebuqu。tahaoxiangyouhuifulezhengchang。danmeitianwanshangshierdian，tahaishihuizhunshizoujinneigedixiashi。

meiyici，wodouduozailoutishang，xinrudaogeditingzhelimiandedongjing。neizhongdianliusheng，hetayayide**sheng，

jiuxiangshiyibadundao，yibianyibiandizaiwoxinshangge。tade“chengfa”，chenglewodexingju。wokuaiyaobeibifengle。

zheitianwanshang，tayoujinledixiashi。woxiangwangchangyiyang，duozailoutishang。danjintian，womeifazairenxiaqule。

dangwoyouyicitingdaotatongkudemenhengshi，wozaiyekongzhibuzhule。womengdicongloutishangchonglexiaqu。“bufeiyan！

zhushou！”woyijiaochuaikaileneishanxuyandemen。dixiashilideqingjing，heneitianwanshangwotoukandaode，yimoyiyang。

tabeibangzaiyizishang，hunshenzhandou。tingdaowodeshengyin，tamengdizhengkaileyanjing。tadeyanshenli，xianshizhenjing，

ranhoushijuewang，zuihou，bianchengleyizhong……wokanbudongde，binglengdefennu。“sheirangnijinlaide？

”tadeshengyin，shiwoconglaimeiyoutingguode，lengdediaozha。“nijiwotingxia！”wochongdaoyiqipangbian，

xiangbadianyuanguandiao。danwogenbenbuzhidaokaiguanzainaer。wohuluandipaidazheneixieanniu，

yiqiqueyidianfanyingdoumeiyou。“meiyongde，”tashuo，“chengxuyidanqidong，chufeishijiandao，fouzetingbuxialai。

”“di——”yiqiyouxiangleyisheng。tadeshenti，youshiyizhenjuliedechouchu。wokandaotatengdeliandoubianxingle，

hanshuishunzhetadelianjiawangxiatang。“niweishenmeyaozheimezuo？”woyanjingdouhongle，

“niweishenmeyaozheimezhemoziji？”tameiyouhuidawo，zhishibishangleyanjing，yaojinleyaguan。

wokanzhetatongkudeyangzi，youkanzheneitaibinglengdeyiqi，yiguxiehuozhichongnaomen。wochaoqiqiangjiaodeyigentiegun，

yongjinquanshendeliqi，chaozheneitaiyiqihenhendizalexiaqu。“peng！”yishengjuxiang。yiqidepingmu，

beiwozachuleyigedadong，maochulejilvheiyan。danshi，yiqihaizaiyunzhuan。“di——”youshiyisheng。

tayouchouchuleyixia。“meiyongde，”taxuruodishuo，“biebaifeiliqile。”woxiangshifengleyiyang，

yigunjiezheyigundizazheneitaiyiqi。waiqiaobeiwozadekengkengwawa，danhexinbufenhaoxiangyidianshidoumeiyou。

wozademeiliqile，rengdiaotiegun，guidaozaidishang。wokanzheta，yanleibuzhengqidiliulexialai。

“jie……nidaodizenmele？nigaosuwohaobuhao？womenyiqijiejue，buguanshishenmeshi，wopeiniyiqikang。

”tamanmandizhengkaiyanjing，kanzhewo。tadeyanshen，henfuza。youtongku，youwunai，

haiyouyisi……wokanbudongdebeiai。“qian，”taqingshengshuo，“nibugaixialaide。”“nishiwojie！

wozenmekenengkanzhenizheiyang！”“youxieshi，nibuxuyaozhidao。”“wobixuzhidao！

”womenliangjiuzheimejiangchizhe。shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu。zhongyu，

neitaiyiqifachuyishengzhangzhangde“di——”sheng，tingzhileyunzhuan。shufuzhetadejinshudai，yezidongsongkaile。

taxiangshibeirenchouzoulesuoyoudeliqi，ruanruandidaozaiyizishang。woganjinpaguoqu，fuzhuta。tadeshentihentang，

xiangshifagaoshaoyiyang。“jie，nizenmeyang？”tatuikaiwo，zijizhengzhazhezhanleqilai。

tazoudaobeiwozahuaideyiqipangbian，shenchushou，qingqingdifumozheshangmiandeaohen。“nizhidaoma，

”tabeiduizhewo，shengyinhenqing，quexiangyibachuizi，henhendizazaiwodexinshang，“nibatazahuaile，

wokeneng……huiside。”5tashuotakenenghuisi。zheijuhua，xiangyidaojinglei，zaiwonaozilizhakai。

wozhenggerendoumengle。“shen……shenmeyisi？”woshengyindouzaifadou。tameiyouhuidawo，zhishizhuanshen，

yibuyibudizoushanglelouti。wokanzhetadebeiying，turanjuedehaomosheng。diertian，tameiyouqushangban。

woyemeiqushangxue。womenliangzuozaiketingli，sheiyebushuohua。qifenyayiderangrenchuanbuguoqi。

zuotianbeiwozahuaideyiqi，hailiuzaidixiashili。wozhidao，womenbixutantanle。“neitaijiqi，

daodishishenme？”woxiankailekou。taduanqizhuoshangdeshuibei，heleyikoushui，

caihuanhuandishuo：“yige……zhiliaoyi。”“zhiliaoyi？youbarendiandesiquhuolaidezhiliaoyima？”wolengxiao。

tameilihuiwodechaofeng，jixushuo：“woyouyizhongbing，henhanjiandebing。wodeshenjingxitong，huizhouqixingdishuairuo。

ruguobujinxingdingqideqiangdianliu**，wodeshentijineng，huihenkuaituihua，zhidao……siwang。

”tashuodehenpingjing，jiuxiangzaishuoyijiangenzijihaobuxianggandeshiqing。woquetingdexinjingroutiao。

“shen……shenmebing？shenmeshihoudede？weishenmebugaosuwo？weishenmebuquyiyuan？”“zheizhongbing，

yiyuanzhibule。zheitaiyiqi，shibamaliuxiade。”takanzhewo，“tamen……yeshiyinweizheigebingqushide。

”wonaoziwengdeyisheng，yipiankongbai。bama……woyizhiyiwei，tamenshichuchehuoside。“nipianwo，

”woxiayishidifanbo，“jingchamingmingshuo……”“neizhishiduiwaideyizhongshuofa，”tadaduanwo，

“tamenbuxiangyinqikonghuang。zheizhongbing，youyichuanxing。”yichuanxing……wodeshoujiao，kaishifaliang。

“nei……neiwoni？”wokanzheta，shengyinlidaizhekongju。tazhongyutaiqitou，zhengshizhewo。tadeyanshenli，

daizhewocongweijianguode，shenchendewenrouhe……juejue。“nibuhuiyoushide，”tashuo，“nihewomenbuyiyang。

”“youshenmebuyiyang？”“nimeiyouyichuandao。”wobuxin。“nizenmezhidao？womenzuoguojianchama？

”“buyongjiancha，wozhidao。”tadeyuqi，burongzhiyi。wokanzheta，turanmingbaileshenme。

neitaiyiqi……bamaliuxialaide……zhiyouyitai。ruguozheigebingshiyichuande，neijialiyinggaiyoulianggebingren。

keyiqizhiyouyitai。yigekepadeniantou，zaiwoxinlimanmanchengxing。“jie，”woshengyinganse，

“bama……shibushibatamende……zhiliaojihui，doujile……”womeishuowan，dantazhidaowoxiangshuoshenme。

tachenmolehenjiu。jiudaowoyiweitabuhuizaihuidale。ranhou，taqingqingdidianlediantou。“suoyi，neitaiyiqi，

benlaishijilianggerenyongde。danshixianzai，zhiyouwoyigerenzaiyong。”wodeyanlei，zaiyerenbuzhule。

yuanlaishizheiyang。yuanlai，tayizhiyigeren，beifuzhezheimechenzhongdemimi。tazaiyongde，shibamayongminghuanlaide，

yanxushengmingdejihui。erwo，shenmedoubuzhidao，haixianggeshaziyiyang，zhizeta，shanghaita，

shenzhi……zahuailetaweiyidejiumingdaocao。wohenbudejizijiliangbazhang。

“duibuqi……jie……duibuqi……”wochulezheisangezi，shenmeyeshuobuchulai。tayaoleyaotou，shenchushou，

cadiaowodeyanlei。“buguaini，shiwomeigaosuni。”“nei……neitaijiqi，hainengxiuhaoma？

”wojiqiediwen。“buzhidao，”tatanlekouqi，“zheishibamadepengyou，yigehenlihaidekexuejia，

zhuanmenweiwomenjiadingzhide。neigeren……henduonianqianjiushizongle。xianzai，meirenhuixiuzheige。”wodexin，

yidianyidiandichenlexiaqu。neitianxiawu，tabazijiguanzaifangjianli。womeiyouqudaraota。wozhidao，

taxuyaoyigerenjingyijing。woyexuyao。wozaibamadefangjianli，dailehenjiu。wofanzhetamenliuxiadedongxi，

xiangzhaodaoyixieguanyuneigebingdexiansuo。zaiyigeshangsuodejiumuxiangli，wozhaodaoleyibenriji。shiwomade。

rijili，jilulehenduowobuzhidaodeshiqing。guanyuneigebing，guanyuneitaiyiqi，haiyou……guanyuwo。

rijilishuo，wochushengdeshihou，yehetamenyiyang，beijiancechuxiedaileneizhongzhibingjiyin。danshi，

zaiwoyisuideshihou，neigeshizongdekexuejia，yejiushiwobadepengyou，zhaodaoleyigefangfa。

yige……keyigenchuzhibingjiyindefangfa。danzheigefangfa，henjiduan，xuyaofuchujudadedaijia。

xuyaolingyigexiedaixiangtongjiyinderen，zuowei“rongqi”，jiangwotineidezhibingjiyin，

quanbuzhuanyidaotazijishenshang。erneige“rongqi”……jiushiwojie，bufeiyan。rijidezuihou，