蓝花楹：扭曲的记忆，变态的爱
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】**“lanhuayingxiadeshaonv”……wodingzheneixingzi，yanqianzhenzhenfahei，
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nian……haiyou……haiyouneiwan……huahaishenchu……neigedaozaixuebozhong、chuanzhesuihuaqunzide……“ou——！
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”wodexueyefangfozaizheiyishunjianchedidongjie！quanshendeliqibeishunjianchoukong，
jibeijiangyingdidizaibinglengdeyibeishang，yachibushoukongzhidikaishidazhan，fachuxiweide“gege”sheng。
yanqianshanguozuoyepaimaitaishangneicimudedengguang，shanguojianglinjiangneipianyoulanjingpiananrutaiyangxueshi，
zuijiaoneimowanweide、lingrenxinjidehudu。“tashuo……”chenjingguandeshengyinfangfoconghenyuandedifangchuanlai，
yiziyiju，quexiangbingzhuibanhenhenzaojinwodeermohexinzang，“neigemujizhe，jiushini，linwan。
”shenxunshilisiyibandejijing。zhiyounianqingnvjingbijianhuaguojiluzhide“shasha”sheng，qingxidecier。
“tashuode……”wodeshengyingansederutongshazhimoca，posuidejihubuchengjuzi，
“tashuodeneige……xianchang……xijie……shi……”judadekongjuezhulewodehoulong，
wojihuwufahuxi，meiyigezidouhaofeizhejudadeliqi，“……shiwode……jiyi？”womengditaiqitou，
bumanxuesideshuangyansisidingzhechenjingguan，
shengyinlichongmanlezijidouwufalijiedejinghaihejuewang：“shinimen……wenchulaide？ta……taqinkoushuode？
tashuota‘jide’qingqingchuchu？”chenjingguanmeiyoulikehuida。taruilidemuguangzaiwolianshangtingliulejimiao，
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quezhongruoqianjun。“shide。”tahuanhuankaikou，shengyindichenerqingxi，zaijijingdeshenxunshilihuidang，
“zaichubuxunwenzhong，jianglindejingshenzhuangtai……jibuwending。tafanfuqiangdiao，neixiehuamian‘jiuzaitanaozili’，
‘wubiqingxi’，‘jiuxiangtazijiqinshenjingliguoyiyang’。
tamiaoshumujizhe——yejiushini——demeiyigexijie，
baokuonidangshideweizhi、nichuandexiaofuqunziyanse（danlansedaibaisexiaosuihua）、nijingkongdebiaoqing，
shenzhi……tashengchengkandaoleniyinjidukongjuershishoudiaoluozaidideyichuanyaochi，
yaochikoushiyigexiaoxiaode、tunsedelanhuayinghuaduo。
”“a……”yishengduancude、rutongbinsixiaoshoubandewuyancongwohoulonglibushoukongzhidiyichu。
yaochi……neigelanhuayingyaochikou……linchesongwode……neigeyuyezhihou，taqueshibujianle！wozhaolehaojiu，
yiweidiaozailenali……yuanlai……yuanlaishizaineigedifang！binglengdekongjushunjianjuezhulewoquanshendexueye，
dongjielewodesiwei。shita！shijianglin！takandaolewo！tabujinshaleren，
tahaikandaoleduozaishuhou、mudulequanguochengde、sesefadoudewo！keshi……weishenme？
weishenmetasannianqianmeiyouzhaowo？weishenmexianzaituranzishou，hairucixiangxidigongchuwozheigemujizhe？
tafenglema？judademituanhemiedingdekongju，rutongbinglengdechaoshuijiangwochediyanmei。
wohunshenjuliedizhandouqilai，yachikepengdeshengyinzaisijideshenxunshiliyichangqingxi。jiuzaizheishi，
shenxunshidemenbeimengdituikai，fachu“kuangdang”yishengdaxiang！
yigenianqingjingyuanshensejinzhangditanjintoulai：“chendui！jianglinneibian……youkaishile！
zailiuzhishilituranqingxushikong！yizhizaizhuangqiang！zuili……zuilihaizaihan！”chenjingguanlianseyibian，
huoranqishen：“hanshenme？”jingyuanyanlekoutuomo，yanshenfuzadisaolewoyiyan，
shengyindaizheyisinanyizhixindejingji：“ta……tayizhizhongfuhan：‘wokanjianle！neigeshuhoudenvhai！
她看见了！
xue……haoduoxue……yaochi……lanhuaying……’haiyou……haiyouyiju……”jingyuandeshengyindunleyixia，
sihuxuyaojidadeliqicainengfushuchulai：“tahan……‘ta（ta）xiangpao！
…yixia……youyixia……zhidaobudongle……’tashuode……shineige……neigesizhe……”“hong——！
”fangfoyigezhaleizaiwokongdangdeluqiangneibaokai！yanqianshunjianyipianxuehong！
neigeyuyebeikeyifengcunde、zuikongbudehuamian，rutongzhengtuolejiasuodexiongshou，
paoxiaozhechongpolejiyibolihoudemohupingzhang，yicongweiyouguode、lingrenzhixideqingxidu，
henhenzazaiwodeyanqian！piaopodedayu，binglengdeyushuizazailianshangshengteng。
mantianpiaoluodelanhuayinghuabanbeiyushuidaluo，zhanzaininingdedishang，xiangninggudezisexuelei。
nongchoude、lingrenzuooudetiexiuweimimanzaishilengdekongqili，gaiguolehuaxiang。hualinshenchu，
neigenanren……neigemohudeshenying……gaogaojuqiyikuaizhanmananhongheniningdeqinghuiseshitou……yixia！
chenmende、lingrenyasuandezhuangjisheng！gutousuiliedeshengyin！youyixia！nishuihunhezheanhongdeyetifeijiankailai，
jiandaopangbiandiaidelanhuayingzhiyeshang，youbeiyushuichongshuachengyidaodaowanyande、juewangdehenji。
dishangneigechuanzhesuihuaqunzideshenti……juliedichouchuleyixia……ranhou……zaiyebudongle。“ea——！
”yishengqilidaobusirenshengdejianjiaocongwohoulongshenchubaofachulai！womengdicongyizishangdanqi，
shuangshousisibaozhujutongyuliedetoulu，shentibushoukongzhidixianghouyangdao，lianrendaiyizhongzhongshuaidaozaidi！
yanqiandeshijietianxuandizhuan，zhishengxianeipianzaibaoyuzhongfengkuangyaoyede、jintoulexuesedelanhuaying！
haiyouneiyixiaxiazaluodeshitou！neichenmende、gutousuiliedekongbushengxiang！“linwan！”“anzhuta！
”jinghusheng，jiaobusheng，yizifandaodeshengyinshunjianluanzuoyituan。mohudeshixianzhong，yourenyingpuguolai。
danwoshenmedouganjuebudaole。zhiyouneibinglengdeyu，cibidexuexing，yixiaxiazaluodeshitou，
haiyou……haiyouneigexiongshouzaizaxiashitoushi，
lierweiweipianzhuanguolaidecelianlunkuo……zaixueseheyumudejianxi……yishanerguo……neizhanglian……neizhanglian！
！！“bu——！！！”woyongjinquanshenzuihouyisiliqisihouchulai，