蓝花楹：扭曲的记忆，变态的爱弈往尘-著

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”wodeshengyinsiyaganse，xiangshazhimoca。“qingwenshilinwannvshima？

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”yuqiburongzhiyi。fenju？xingzhenzhidui？wohundundedanaoxiangbeipoleyipenbingshui，shunjianqingxingledaban，

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wo……womuqinta……”konghuangrangwodeshengyindoubianlediao。“yunindemuqinwuguan。

”duifangsihuchajuedaolewodekongju，yudiaoshaoweifanghuan，danyijiudaizhezhiyexingdeyapogan，

“shiguanyujianglinxiansheng。tajinchenzhudongqianlaifenjuzishou，

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juwomenchubudiaocha，sihuyunin……miqiexiangguan。”lanhuayinglin？mingan？sannianqian？

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“linnvshi？ninzaitingma？”dianhuaneitoudeshengyindaizheyisicuicu。“wo……wozaiting。

”wojiannanditunyanleyixia，houlonggandefatong，“lanhuaying……mingan？sannianqian？

”meiyigezidoushuodeyichangjianse。“shide。jutixijiebubianzaidianhuazhongtoulu。

qingninwubijinkuaipeihediaocha。”duifangzaiciqiangdiao，suijibaochulefenjudejutidizhi，

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sannianqian……neigexiatian……neipiankaidewubixuanlandelanhuayinglin……linche！

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wocubaodianliangneitaiwengwengzuoxiangdelaojiudiannaopingmu。

zhijianzhandouzhezaisousuokuangliqiaoxiajigeguanjianci：“jianglin”、“zishou”、“lanhuaying”、“mingan”。

huichejianzhongzhongqiaoxia。pingmushanshuoleyixia，

shunjianbeiwushutiaobaozhaxingdexinwenbiaotiyanmei：**《**weiyijichengrenjianglinqingchenzishou！

》****《qingtianpili！haomenguizizipushesannianqianlanhuayinglinwumingnvshian！

》****《xijiejingrenwenhe！jianglingongshuneirongzhizhixuananguanjian！

》****《lanhuayingxiadexuesemimi：haomenjichengrenzishouzhendongquancheng！》**zuidingduan，

yitiaojiacujiahongdeshishikuaixunbiaoti，xiangshaohongdeluotie，henhentangjinwodetongkong：**【zuixin！dujia！

jianglinzishuzuoanxijie，tijiguanjianmujizhe“lanhuayingxiadeshaonv”！jingfangyisuodingxiangguanrenyuan！

】**“lanhuayingxiadeshaonv”……wodingzheneixingzi，yanqianzhenzhenfahei，

erbianzhishengxiaxueyechongshangtoudingdehongmingsheng。

nian……haiyou……haiyouneiwan……huahaishenchu……neigedaozaixuebozhong、chuanzhesuihuaqunzide……“ou——！

”yizhenjuliedefanweihaowuyuzhaodixilai。womengdiwuzhuzui，chongxiangjiaoluoneigexiaoxiaodexishoujian，

duizheangzangdeshuicaojuliediganouqilai。weilikongkongruye，zhiyouzhuoshaodesuanshuihewujindekongju。

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xingchen；lingyiweishifuzejiludenianqingnvjing，biaoqingyansu。“linwannvshi，”chenjingguandeshengyindichenpingwen，

quedaizheyizhongchuantourenxindeliliang，“ganxienipeihewomengongzuo。shijianjinpo，womenzhijiejinruzhengti。

jintianzaoshangqidianshiwufen，jianglinzhudonglaidaofenjuzishou，shengchengzijiyusannianqian，

yejiushi2022nian6yue18riwan，fashengzaixijiaolanhuayinglinshenchudeneiqiwumingnvshianyouguan。

”wumingnvshian……2022nian6yue18ri……zheijigezixiangbinglengdechengtuozajinwodeweili。

wodehuxizhouranyizhi，fangzaixigaishangdeshoumengdizuanjinleyijiao。

neigeriqi……neigebeikeyiyiwang、queyouzaijiyibolihouguiyidimohufuxianderiqi！

“tagongshudezuoanguocheng，yuxianchangkancha、fayibaogaogaoduwenhe。”chenjingguandemuguangjinjinsuozhuwodelian，

bufangguoyisiyihaodebiaoqingbianhua，“baokuozuoangongju——yikuaibianyuanfenglideqinghuisejingguanshi，jidabuwei，

paoshideqiankengweizhi……zheixiexijie，dangnianbingweiduiwaigongkai。”wodexintiaodexiangleigu，

zaikongdangdexiongqianglifengkuangzhuangji。neigeyuyezhihou，linchexiaoshile，

neipianlanhuayinglinyebeifengsuo……nandao……“raner，”chenjingguanhuafengyizhuan，yuqibiandegengjianingzhong，

“zuilingrenzhenjingdeshi，taxiangximiaoshuleanfadangwandeyigeguanjianxijie：tazaixingxiongguochengzhong，

beiyigeduozaifujinlanhuayingshuhoudeshaonvmujilequanguocheng。tashengchengqingxidikandaoleneigenvhaidelian，

shenzhimiaoshulenvhaidangshijingkongdebiaoqinghe……tashenshangxiaofuqunzideyanse。

”wodexueyefangfozaizheiyishunjianchedidongjie！quanshendeliqibeishunjianchoukong，

jibeijiangyingdidizaibinglengdeyibeishang，yachibushoukongzhidikaishidazhan，fachuxiweide“gege”sheng。

yanqianshanguozuoyepaimaitaishangneicimudedengguang，shanguojianglinjiangneipianyoulanjingpiananrutaiyangxueshi，

zuijiaoneimowanweide、lingrenxinjidehudu。“tashuo……”chenjingguandeshengyinfangfoconghenyuandedifangchuanlai，

yiziyiju，quexiangbingzhuibanhenhenzaojinwodeermohexinzang，“neigemujizhe，jiushini，linwan。

”shenxunshilisiyibandejijing。zhiyounianqingnvjingbijianhuaguojiluzhide“shasha”sheng，qingxidecier。

“tashuode……”wodeshengyingansederutongshazhimoca，posuidejihubuchengjuzi，

“tashuodeneige……xianchang……xijie……shi……”judadekongjuezhulewodehoulong，

wojihuwufahuxi，meiyigezidouhaofeizhejudadeliqi，“……shiwode……jiyi？”womengditaiqitou，

bumanxuesideshuangyansisidingzhechenjingguan，

shengyinlichongmanlezijidouwufalijiedejinghaihejuewang：“shinimen……wenchulaide？ta……taqinkoushuode？

tashuota‘jide’qingqingchuchu？”chenjingguanmeiyoulikehuida。taruilidemuguangzaiwolianshangtingliulejimiao，

neiyanshenfuza，daizheshenshi、tanjiu，haiyouyisibuyichajuedechenzhong。taweiweidianlediantou，dongzuohenqing，

quezhongruoqianjun。“shide。”tahuanhuankaikou，shengyindichenerqingxi，zaijijingdeshenxunshilihuidang，

“zaichubuxunwenzhong，jianglindejingshenzhuangtai……jibuwending。tafanfuqiangdiao，neixiehuamian‘jiuzaitanaozili’，

‘wubiqingxi’，‘jiuxiangtazijiqinshenjingliguoyiyang’。

tamiaoshumujizhe——yejiushini——demeiyigexijie，

baokuonidangshideweizhi、nichuandexiaofuqunziyanse（danlansedaibaisexiaosuihua）、nijingkongdebiaoqing，

shenzhi……tashengchengkandaoleniyinjidukongjuershishoudiaoluozaidideyichuanyaochi，

yaochikoushiyigexiaoxiaode、tunsedelanhuayinghuaduo。

”“a……”yishengduancude、rutongbinsixiaoshoubandewuyancongwohoulonglibushoukongzhidiyichu。

yaochi……neigelanhuayingyaochikou……linchesongwode……neigeyuyezhihou，taqueshibujianle！wozhaolehaojiu，

yiweidiaozailenali……yuanlai……yuanlaishizaineigedifang！binglengdekongjushunjianjuezhulewoquanshendexueye，

dongjielewodesiwei。shita！shijianglin！takandaolewo！tabujinshaleren，

tahaikandaoleduozaishuhou、mudulequanguochengde、sesefadoudewo！keshi……weishenme？

weishenmetasannianqianmeiyouzhaowo？weishenmexianzaituranzishou，hairucixiangxidigongchuwozheigemujizhe？

tafenglema？judademituanhemiedingdekongju，rutongbinglengdechaoshuijiangwochediyanmei。

wohunshenjuliedizhandouqilai，yachikepengdeshengyinzaisijideshenxunshiliyichangqingxi。jiuzaizheishi，

shenxunshidemenbeimengdituikai，fachu“kuangdang”yishengdaxiang！

yigenianqingjingyuanshensejinzhangditanjintoulai：“chendui！jianglinneibian……youkaishile！

zailiuzhishilituranqingxushikong！yizhizaizhuangqiang！zuili……zuilihaizaihan！”chenjingguanlianseyibian，

huoranqishen：“hanshenme？”jingyuanyanlekoutuomo，yanshenfuzadisaolewoyiyan，

shengyindaizheyisinanyizhixindejingji：“ta……tayizhizhongfuhan：‘wokanjianle！neigeshuhoudenvhai！

她看见了！

xue……haoduoxue……yaochi……lanhuaying……’haiyou……haiyouyiju……”jingyuandeshengyindunleyixia，

sihuxuyaojidadeliqicainengfushuchulai：“tahan……‘ta（ta）xiangpao！

…yixia……youyixia……zhidaobudongle……’tashuode……shineige……neigesizhe……”“hong——！

”fangfoyigezhaleizaiwokongdangdeluqiangneibaokai！yanqianshunjianyipianxuehong！

neigeyuyebeikeyifengcunde、zuikongbudehuamian，rutongzhengtuolejiasuodexiongshou，

paoxiaozhechongpolejiyibolihoudemohupingzhang，yicongweiyouguode、lingrenzhixideqingxidu，

henhenzazaiwodeyanqian！piaopodedayu，binglengdeyushuizazailianshangshengteng。

mantianpiaoluodelanhuayinghuabanbeiyushuidaluo，zhanzaininingdedishang，xiangninggudezisexuelei。

nongchoude、lingrenzuooudetiexiuweimimanzaishilengdekongqili，gaiguolehuaxiang。hualinshenchu，

neigenanren……neigemohudeshenying……gaogaojuqiyikuaizhanmananhongheniningdeqinghuiseshitou……yixia！

chenmende、lingrenyasuandezhuangjisheng！gutousuiliedeshengyin！youyixia！nishuihunhezheanhongdeyetifeijiankailai，

jiandaopangbiandiaidelanhuayingzhiyeshang，youbeiyushuichongshuachengyidaodaowanyande、juewangdehenji。

dishangneigechuanzhesuihuaqunzideshenti……juliedichouchuleyixia……ranhou……zaiyebudongle。“ea——！

”yishengqilidaobusirenshengdejianjiaocongwohoulongshenchubaofachulai！womengdicongyizishangdanqi，

shuangshousisibaozhujutongyuliedetoulu，shentibushoukongzhidixianghouyangdao，lianrendaiyizhongzhongshuaidaozaidi！

yanqiandeshijietianxuandizhuan，zhishengxianeipianzaibaoyuzhongfengkuangyaoyede、jintoulexuesedelanhuaying！

haiyouneiyixiaxiazaluodeshitou！neichenmende、gutousuiliedekongbushengxiang！“linwan！”“anzhuta！

”jinghusheng，jiaobusheng，yizifandaodeshengyinshunjianluanzuoyituan。mohudeshixianzhong，yourenyingpuguolai。

danwoshenmedouganjuebudaole。zhiyouneibinglengdeyu，cibidexuexing，yixiaxiazaluodeshitou，

haiyou……haiyouneigexiongshouzaizaxiashitoushi，

lierweiweipianzhuanguolaidecelianlunkuo……zaixueseheyumudejianxi……yishanerguo……neizhanglian……neizhanglian！

！！“bu——！！！”woyongjinquanshenzuihouyisiliqisihouchulai，