傅总，你的男保镖是女人
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sannianqian，fushenyanqinshoubawosongjinjianyu，rangwojiaporenwang。sannianhou，wojiandiaozhangfa，chuanshangxizhuang，
chengletatieshendenanbaobiao。xiansheng，zheichangfuchouyouxi，womenmanmanwan。wobujinyaonideqian，haiyaonidexin，
zuihou，zaiqinshouniesui。diyizhang：xiansheng，woshinidegou“jiaoshenmemingzi？
”nanrendichendesangyinzaikongkuangdebangongshilixiangqi，daizhejinshuzhigandelengyi。wodizhetou，
shixianlishitaangguidedingzhipixie，yichenburan。“jiangye。”wohuida，shengyinshikeyiyadideshaya。
“jiangye？”tasihujujiaoleyixiazheigemingzi，qingxiaoyisheng，“taiqitoulai。”woshuncongditaitou。
yanqiandenanren，fushenyan。beichengjinrongquandediwang，yeshiwohenrugusuidechouren。tazuozaijudadebangongzhuohou，
biliangshangjiazheyifujinsiyanjing，jingpianhoudeyanjingshenbujiandi，xianghantan。tashenshizhewo，muguangxiangshoushudao，
yicuncundiguaguowodelian，wodehoujie，wozangzaikuandaxizhuangxiadeshenti。woqiangrenzhexindideexinhezhanli，
zhandebizhi，xiangyikedengdaijianyuedesongshu。“weishenmexiangzuowodebaobiao？”tawen，shentixianghoukaozaiyibeishang，
shizhijiaochafangzaifubu，yigequanranzhangkongdezitai。“weileqian。”wozhibaidihuida。“e？
”talailexingqu，“youduoqueqian？”“quedaokeyiweinizuorenheshi。”wokanzhetadeyanjing，yiziyidun，
“baokuozuonizuizhongxindeyitiaogou。”tadezuijiaogouqiyimowanweidexiao，sihuhenmanyiwodehuida。
tazhanqishen，duobudaowomianqian。yimibabadeshengao，dailailejudadeyapogan。gulongshuidelengxiang，
hunhezhetashenshangduyoudeqixi，zuanjinwodebiqiang。neishiwocengjingwubimilian，rujinquezhixiangoutudeweidao。
tashenchushou，bingliangdezhijianhuaguowodexiahexian，ranhoushiwodehoujie。wonengganjuedaozijihoujiedegundong，
shentizaiyishunjianbengjin。“dequeshigenanrengaiyoudeyangzi。”tashouhuishou，yuqipingdan，
fangfoganggangzhishizaiquerenyijianhuopin，“danwobuyangmeiyongdegou。”“wohuirangnijuedezhi。
”woqiangpozijiyingshangtademuguang。“zhengmingjiwokan。”huayingangluo，bangongshidemenbeimengdituikai。
yigeshencaigaodadenanrenchonglejinlai，shoulinazheyibashanzhehanguangdebishou，mubiaozhizhifushenyan。“fushenyan，
nihaiwoxuehanqian！”yiqiedoufashengzaidianguanghuoshizhijian。womeiyousihaoyouyu，jihushibennengdizhuanshen，ceti，
duoren，fanjianshuangshou，yiqihecheng。zhenggeguochengbuchaoguowumiao。gaodadenanrenbeiwosisidiyazaidishang，
bishoudejianduandizhetadehoulong。bangongshilihuifulesiji。woweichizheyazhidaitudezishi，
taitoukanxiangfushenyan。tazhanzaiyuandi，dongdoumeidongyixia。jinsiyanjinghoudeneishuangyan，meiyouyisibolan，
fangfoganggangdeyiqiezhishiyichangwuliaodeyuyan。takanzhewo，banshang，bochunqingqi。“congjintianqi，
ni24xiaoshigenzhewo。”tadunledun，buchongdao，“zhuwojia。”woxinlideyeshouzaipaoxiao，
lianshangquepingjingwubo。“shi，fuzong。”fuchoudeqipan，zhongyuluoxialediyikezi。fushenyan，wohuilaile。
zheiyici，wohuinahuishuyuwodeyiqie，ranhou，kanzhenizhuirudiyu。benzhangdegouzi：tanachuleyifenheyue，
shangmianxiezheyixingzi：“yifangjiangye，ziyuanchengweijiafangfushenyandezhuanshuwupin，wutiaojianfucong，wudixianfuwu，
zhizhiheyuejieshu。”dierzhang：tadewoshi，wodeqiulongfushenyandejia，zaibanshanyaodeyizuozhuangyuanli，
yuqishuoshijia，burushuoshiyizuobijianyugenghualideqiulong。wodefangjianbeianpaizaitazhuwodegebi，
yiqiangzhige。qiangshangshenzhizhuangleyigeneibutonghuaqi。tagaosuwo，zhiyaotaanling，
wobixuzaishimiaoneichuxianzaitamianqian。“zheishinideheyue。”tajiangyifenwenjianrengzaizhuoshang，
zijizeyouyadijiekailingdai，chesonglechenshanzuishangmiandeliangkekouzi，luchuxinggandesuogu。wonaqineifenheyue。
“yifangjiangye，ziyuanchengweijiafangfushenyandezhuanshuwupin，wutiaojianfucong，wudixianfuwu，zhizhiheyuejieshu。
”tiaokuanxiamian，shilongfeifengwudeqianming：fushenyan。wodezhijiajihuyaoqianjinzhangxin。sannianqian，tayeshizheiyang，
yongyifenheyue，jiangwobianchengtadejinsique，wannongyuguzhang。rujin，lishizhongyan，zhishiwodeshenfencongqingren，
bianchenglenanbaobiao。“qianleta。”taminglingdao。wonaqibi，zaiyifangdeweizhixiexia“jiangye”lianggezi。
bijianhuaguozhizhang，fachushashadeshengxiang，xiangdushezaituxin。“henhao。”tamanyidishouhuiheyue，
suojinbaoxianxiang，“qujiwofangxizaoshui。”wozoujintadeyushi，biwodangnianzhudezhenggegongyudouyaoda。
judadeyuanxingyugang，zuyirongnasansigeren。wodakaishuilongtou，wenredeshuiqihenkuaimimankailai，
mohulejingziliwolengjiaofenmingdelian。woshizheshuiwen，naoziliquezaifeisupansuan。woyaozenmefuchou？
zhijieshaleta？taibianyitale。woyaoxiangboyangcongyiyang，yicengcengbokaitadeweizhuang，rangtazhongpanqinli，
rangtayiwusuoyou，rangtazaijuewangzhong，pinchangwodangnianshibeibaibeidetongku。“jiangye。
”yushimenkouchuanlaitadeshengyin。wohuitou，tayijingtuodiaolexizhuangwaitao，zhichuanzheyijianbaichenshan，lingkoudachang，
kaozaimenkuangshang，shouliduanzheyibeihongjiu，zhengsixiaofeixiaodikanzhewo。“shuiwenzenmeyang？”“zhenghao，fuzong。
”“nilaishishi。”tashuo。wolengzhule。“shenme？”“woshuo，nituoleyifu，jinqushishi。
”tahuanglehuangshoulidejiubei，yanlidewanweigengnong，“woxiangkankanwodexinbaobiao，
shencaishibushiyexiangtadeshenshouyiyang，neime‘zhi’。”zheishiyizhongxiuru，**luode，
shuyushangweizhedeequwei。wokanzheta，tayezaikanzhewo，muguanglichongmanleshenshiheburongzhihuidemingling。
wozhidao，wobunengjujue。zheishiyouxidediyiguan。woshenxiyikouqi，
kaishiyikeyikedijiekaiwochenshandekouzi。wodedongzuohenman，xiangdianyinglidemanjingtou。
wonengganjuedaotademuguang，xiangyoushizhidehuoyan，zhuoshaozhewo**chudemeiyicunpifu。
dangchenshancongwojianshanghualuo，luchuwochangnianduanlian、xiantiaofenmingdeshangbanshenshi，woqingxidikandao，
tayandishanguoyisibuyichajuedejingya，suijiyoubeigengshendewanweisuoqudai。“jixu。”taqingshengdao，
shengyinshaya。wokaishijiepidai。jinshukoujiekaideshengyin，zaizheianjingdeyushili，xiandegewaiqingxi，
yegewaiseqing。wobunengrangtakanchuwoxiongkoudeshufu。wozhuanguoshen，beiduizheta，
jiangkuzihezuihoudeshushenbeixinyiqixunsutuoxia，ranhouzaitakandaowoxiongqianmimizhiqian，kuajinleyugang。
wenredeshuibaoguozhuwodeshenti，woqueganjueruzhuibingjiao。“zhuanguolai。”tazaiwoshenhoumingling。wobishangyan，
zaizhengkaishi，yandiyishiyipianpingjing。wozhuanguoshen，kaozaiyugangbianyuan，shuimianganghaomeiguowodexiongkou，
zhezhulezuihoudemimi。wotaiyankanta，shenzhihaichechuleyigetiaoxindexiao。“fuzong，xianzaiduiwozheijushenti，
haimanyima？”tademuguangchenlexialai，neishiyizhongbeimaofan，
youjiazazheyisibeigouqide、gengweixiandeyuwangdeyanshen。benzhangdegouzi：tameiyouhuida，ershifangxiajiubei，
yibubuxiangwozoulai，ranhou，dangzhewodemian，kaishijietazijichenshandekouzi。disanzhang：gongyu，
weixiandeshitanfushenyanyikeyikedijiekaitadechenshankouzi，dongzuobujinbuman，chongmanleyouyadeyapogan。
jinsiyanjinghoudeyanjing，xiangying，sisidisuodingzheyuganglidewo。wokanzheta，xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao。
taxiangganshenme？nandaotafaxianleshenme？bukeneng，wodeweizhuangtianyiwufeng。tatuoxiachenshan，suishourengzaidishang。
luchulejingzhuangdeshangbanshen，jirouxiantiaoliuchangerchongmanliliang，bisannianqiangengjuqinlvexing。takaishijiepidai。
woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，naozilifeisuyunzhuan。zheishiyizhongshitan。tashengxingduoyi，zheishizaishitanwodedixian，
shitanwozuowei“nanren”defanying。wobunengtuisuo，gengbunengbiaoxianchurenheshuyunvxingdejinghuanghuoxiuse。
**zaiyugangbishang，huanlegegengfangsongdezitshi，shuangbeizhankaidazaiyugangbianyuan，shenzhiduizhetachuileshengkoushao，
yuqiqingtiao。“fuzong，zheishibaobiaoheyuelideyinzangfulima？meixiangdaofuzonghaiyouzheizhongaihao。
”tadedongzuodunleyixia，taiyankanwo，muguangyoushen。“nibujieyi？”“jieyishenme？”woxiaole，
“dajiadoushinanren，yiqipaogezaoeryi。haishishuo，fuzongduiwoyoushenmefeifenzhixiang？
”wobawentipaolehuiqu。talenghengyisheng，buzaishuohua，tuodiaozhangku，yekuajinleyugang。
judadeyugangyinweilingyigerendejinruerxiandeyouxieyongji。reshuimanleshanglai，daizhehualadeshuisheng。
womenmianduimianzuozhe，xigaijihuyaopengdaoyiqi。shuiqizhengteng，qifenaimeidaolejidian。
wonengwendaotashenshangyuelaiyueqingxidegulongshuiwei，kandaotaxiongkoudeshuizhushunzhejirouwenlihualuo，meirushuizhong。
wodehuxiyouxiebuwen，buzhidaoshiyinweireqi，haishiyinweijinzhang。“jiwodaojiu。”taminglingdao。
wonaqifangzaiyugangbiandehongjiu，jitadaoleyibei。tajieguojiubei，quemeiyouhe，zhishifangzaishoulibawan。
“jiangye。”taturankaikou。“ng？”“niyiqian……genguobierenma？”tawen，
muguangkansisuiyidiluozaijiubeishang。wodexinmengdiyichen。“dangran。”wolikehuida，
yuqiqingsongdexiangzaitanluntianqi，“ganwomenzheixingde，budouzheiyangma？sheijideqianduo，sheijiushilaoban。buguo，
”wohuafengyizhuan，zhishizhetadeyanjing，“fuzongshiwogenguodezuidafang，yeshizuiyoumeilideyige。
”qianchuanwanchuan，mapi**。youqishiduifushenyanzheizhongjiduzifudenanren。guoran，
tazuijiaodehudurouheleyixie。“shima？”taminleyikoujiu，“shuoshuokan，tamendourangnizuoxieshenme？
”tazaitaowodehua。“wufeijiushineixie。”wosongsongjian，biaoxiandexianggejingyanfengfudelaoshou，“peichipeihe，
peiliaopeishui……e，baoqian，shuoshunzuile。”woguzuojinghuangdiwuzhuzui，“fuzongfangxin，wohenyouzhiyedaode，
zhidaowomenzhijianzhishichunjiedeguyongguanxi。”“peishui？”tamiqiyanjing，weixiandeqixizaicimimankailai，
“niyegennanrenshui？”laile，zheicaishitazhenzhengxiangwende。wokanzheta，huranxiaole。woshenchushou，
zhijianzhanlexieshui，ranhouhuanhuandi、daizheshizudetiaoxin，dianzailetaxinggandehoujieshang。“fuzong，
”wodeshengyinyadegengdi，daizheyisiqiyin，xiangqingrenjiandeninan，“nishizai……yaoqingwoma？
”benzhangdegouzi：tadehoujiejuliedigundongleyixia，yibazhuazhulewozaitahoulongshangzuoluandeshou，
lidaodadejihuyaoniesuiwodeshouwan。tadeyanjingli，
shiyayidenuhuoheyisiliantazijidoumeichajuedaode……huangluan。disizhang：baiyueguang，
zhimingdehuiguifushenyandeliqidadejingren，wodeshouwanshunjianchuanlaiyizhenjutong。“bietiaozhanwodedixian。
”tacongyafenglijichujigezi，yandifanyongzhewokanbudongdefuzaqingxu。youbeimaofandenuhuo，
youzhangkongbeidongyaodefanzao，haiyouyisi……beiwokanchuandelangbei。womeiyouzhengzha，fanershunshikaojinta，
lingyizhishouchengzaitadexiongtangshang，ganshouzheneiguntangdepifuheyoulidexintiao。“fuzong，”wotuqirulan，
jihushitiezhetadeerduoshuohua，“nideshenti，binidezuichengshiduole。”tadeshentimengdiyijiang。
jiuzaizheijianbanuzhangdeshike，yushiwaichuanlaiyigewenroudenvsheng，xiangyibacuiledudemitang。“shenyan，
nizailimianma？”shita。shenruowei。fushenyandeqingmeizhuma，mingyishangdeweihunqi，
yeshidangnianjiangwotuirushenyuandezuikuihuoshouzhiyi。wodebaiyueguang，wodesidi。
fushenyandeshentishunjianfangsongxialai，tasongkaiwodeshou，yanlidesuoyouqingxudoushouliandeyiganerjing，
huifuleneigelengmojinyudefuzong。tashenzhimeiyoukanwoyiyan，zhijiecongyuganglizhanqilai，
naqiyujinguozhuxiabanshen。“dengzhe。”tadiuxialianggezi，jingzhizoulechuqu。shuizhucongtashenshangdiluo，
zaiwomianqiandedibanshangliuxiayigegeshensedeyinji。woyigerenpaozaijudadeyugangli，shuiyijingkaishibianliang。
wonengtingdaowaimianketingli，shenruoweijiaodidideshengyin。“shenyan，nizenmexizaoxizheimejiu，
wohaiyiweinichushenmeshileni。”“gongsiyoudianshi。nizenmelaile？”fushenyandeshengyintingbuchuxinu。
“xiangnilema。wojinidaileqinshouaodetang。”“fangzheba，wodenghuierhe。”“biedenghuierya，
xianzaijiuhema，buranjiuliangle。”wobishangyanjing，jiangzhenggeshentichenrushuizhong，zhiluchubizihezuiba。
neixieshengyinbeishuigejue，biandemohubuqing。sannianqian，shenruoweijiushizheiyang，yongtaneizhangwenrouwuhaidelian，
shuozhezuiedudehua。“qinghuan，nizhidaoma？shenyantazuitaoyandejiushinizheizhongbuganbujingdenvren。
tagenwoshuo，meicipengni，tadoujuedeexin。”“niyiweitaaini？tabuguoshiwanwanbale。
nizhishiwobuzaishi，yigewuliaodexiaoqianpin。”“zheigehaizi，bunengliu。yinweinibupeishengxiafujiadehaizi。
”ranhou，woshiqulewodehaizi，shiquleyiqie，beisongjinleneigerenjiandiyu。wocongshuizhongmengdizuoqi，
dakoudakoudichuanzheqi。chouhenxiangtengman，jinjindichanraozhewodexinzang，rangwojihuzhixi。buxing，
wobunengjiuzheimebeidong。woxunsucaganshenti，chuanshangwode“nanzhuang”，shuhaoxiong，zhenglihaoyisibugoudefaxing。
dangwozouchuyushishi，woyijingyoushineigelengjingzichidenanbaobiaojiangye。ketingli，
shenruoweizhengqinnidiaizhefushenyan，yaoweitahetang。fushenyanweiweicuzhemei，sihuyouxiebunai，
danbingmeiyoutuikaita。kandaowochulai，shenruoweidemuguanglikeluozaiwoshenshang。tashangxiadaliangzhewo，
yanshenlidaizheyizhongshuyunvzhurendeshenshihebuyichajuedediyi。“shenyan，zheiweishi？”“wodexinbaobiao，
jiangye。”fushenyandandandijieshao。“baobiao？”shenruoweijiaoxiaoqilai，“shenyan，niyetaixiaoxinle，
zaizijijialihaidaizhebaobiao。jiangxiansheng，nihao。”taxiangwoshenchushou。
wokanzheneizhibaoyangdeyi、tuzhefensezhijiayoudeshou，meiyoudong。“baoqian，shen**。
”woyonghaowuqifudeyudiaoshuo，“wodeshou，zhiyonglaibaohufuzong，huozhe，sharen。”kongqishunjianninggu。
shenruoweidexiaorongjiangzailianshang。fushenyandejinsiyanjinghou，shanguoyisikanhaoxidexingwei。
benzhangdegouzi：shenruoweiliansebianleyoubian，zuihouqueweiqudikanxiangfushenyan，yankuangyihong：“shenyan，
nidebaobiaohaoxionga，tashibushibuxihuanwo？”diwuzhang：tadetiaoxin，
wodefanjishenruoweizheiyizhao“erenxiangaozhuang”yongdeluhuochunqing。taneifuxuanranyuqideyangzi，
zuyirangrenhenanrenxinshenglianxi。wojingjingdikanzhefushenyan，xiangkantahuishishenmefanying。shihuixiangsannianqianyiyang，
weiletadebaiyueguang，haobuyouyudijiwoyibazhang，haishihui……fushenyanduanqizhuoshangdetang，heleyikou，
ranhoucaimantiaosilidikaikou。“tabushixibuxihuannidewenti。”tafangxiatangwan，kanzheshenruowei，
yuqipingdanquedaizheburongzhihuideweiyan，“tashiwodebaobiao，tadezhizeshibaohuwo，bushitaohaoni。dongma？
”shenruoweidelianseshunjianshabai。woxinlilengxiaoyisheng。fushenyan，nihaishineigefushenyan，zisidaolejidian。
nibushizaiweiwoshuohua，nishizaiweihunizijidequanwei。renherendoubunengtiaozhannidesuoyouwu，
napazhishikoutoushangde。“wo……wozhidaole。”shenruoweiyaozhechun，yifushouletiandaweiqudeyangzi。
tabuganduifushenyanfazuo，bianjiangsuoyoudeyuanqidouzhuanyidaolewoshenshang。tazoudaowomianqian，keyitingletingxiong，
yongyizhongxuanshi**dezitai，tifushenyanzhenglileyixiabenjiubuluandelingdai。“jiangxiansheng，
niyaojizhunideshenfen。”tayadishengyin，yongzhiyouwomenlianggerennengtingdaodeyinliangshuo，
“nizhishishenyanshenbiandeyitiaogou，erwo，shizheiliweilaidenvzhuren。”womianwubiaoqingdikanzheta。
“shen**，”woyeyongtongyangdideyinlianghuiying，“gouyoushihou，yeshihuiyaorende。youqishi，fenggou。
”“ni！”taqidefadou。“ruowei。”fushenyandeshengyinbuda，quedaizhejinggaodeyiwei。
shenruoweilikeshoulianlesuoyouqingxu，youbianhuineigewenrouxianshudemoyang，zhishikanwodeyanshenli，cuimanledu。
“shenyan，buzaole，wojinwan……liuxialaipeinihaobuhao？”tayaozhefushenyandeshoubeisajiao。
zheishizaixiangwo**。woxinlihaowubolan，shenzhiyouxiexiangxiao。fushenyanquezhouqilemei：“buxing，
wojinwanhaiyougongzuo。”“wokeyidengniya。”“wogongzuodeshihou，buxihuanyourendarao。
”tachouhuizijideshoubei，yuqiliyijingdailexielengyi，“jiangye，songshen**huiqu。”“shi，fuzong。
”woshangqianyibu，duizheshenruoweizuolege“qing”deshoushi。shenruoweidelianchediguabuzhule。
tahenhendidenglewoyiyan，youweiqudikanlekanfushenyan，zuihouhaishibuganxindinaqibao，caizhegaogenxiezoule。
wogenzaitashenhou，songtadaomenkou。zaidakaichemenqian，taturanzhuanshen，coudaowoerbian。
“bieyiweishenyanrangnisongwo，nijiuyouduotebie。”tadeshengyinxiangdushetuxin，
“wojianguotaiduoxiangpashangtachuangdenannannvnv，nidexiachang，huibitamensuoyourendoucan。”“shima？
”woqingxiaoyisheng，“neiwomenshimuyidai。”wotitaguanshangchemen，kanzheneilianghongsedepaochexiaoshizaiyeseli。
huidaoketing，fushenyanzhengkaozaishafashang，bizheyanjing，sihuzaijiamei。jinsiyanjingfangzaiyipang，
shaolejifensiwen，duolejifenyexing。“fuzong，rensongzoule。”tameiyouzhengyan，
zhishidandandi“ng”leyisheng。“guolai。”taturanshuo。wozoudaotamianqian。“jiwoanantou。
”taminglingdao。wozoudaoshafahoumian，shenchushou，zhijianqingqingluozaitaliangcedetaiyangxueshang。tadetoufahenying，
daizheyisiliangyi。wodezhifubuqingbuzhongdianyazhe，shituhuanjietadepibei。ketinglihenanjing，
zhiyouguazhongdedidasheng。tadehuxijianjianpingwenxialai，sihushishuizhele。wodezhijian，manmandi，
congtadetaiyangxue，huaxiangtadebojing，zaidaotacuiruodehoulong。zhiyaowoshaoweiyongli……jiuzaizheishi，
taturankaikou，shengyindaizheyisigangshuixingdeshaya。“jiangye。”“wozai。”wodeshouyidun。“nijuede，
shenruoweizenmeyang？”benzhangdegouzi：tawendesuiyi，woquexiudaolexianjingdeweidao。wodunledun，
yongzuipingjingdeyuqihuida：“henmei，hefuzonghenxiangpei。shiwanmeidebaiyueguang。”taqueturanzhengkaiyan，
yibazhuazhuwotingzaitahoulongshangdeshou，yanshenbinglengcigu：“baiyueguang？sheigaosunide？
”diliuzhang：jianyudeemeng，tademimifushenyandeyanshen，xiangliangbacuilebingdeliren，yaojiangwodongchuan。
wodexinzangloutiaoleyipai。“baiyueguang”zheigeci，shiwoxiayishishuochulaide。yinweizaiqianshi，
zhenggebeichengdouzhidao，shenruoweishifushenyanbukechupengdebaiyueguang。wozenmewangle，xianzaidewo，
zhishiyigegangdaotashenbian，duitayiwusuozhidebaobiao。wobaolule。lenghanshunjianjinshilewodehoubei。
danwolianshangyijiupingjing。woshenzhifanshouwozhutadeshou，jiangtadeshouzhangcongwodeshouwanshangnakai，
ranhouyongzhifuqingqingmosuozhetadeshoubei，dongzuoaimeiyoutanran。“fuzong，zheihaiyongbierengaosuwoma？
”wofuxiashen，coujintadeerbian，shengyinyadejidi，xiangmoguideyouhuo，
“xiangshen**neiyangjiashihao、rongmaomei、youduininyiwangqingshendenvren，
bujiushisuoyounanrenxinlizuiwanmeide‘baiyueguang’ma？nandao……ninbuzheimerenwei？
”wobawentiqiaomiaodipaolehuiqu，haijiang“baiyueguang”zheigeci，jieshichengleyizhongfanzhi，erfeitezhi。
fushenyandingzhewo，yanshenlidebinglengheshenshicuncunjiashen。shijianfangfoninggule。
jiuzaiwoyiweitayaochaichuanwodeshihou，taqueturansongkailelidao，yikaileshixian。“youqianghuadiao。
”talenghengyisheng，zhongxinbishangyanjing，“jixuan。”woanansongleyikouqi，zhidaozijizanshiguoguanle。
wodezhijianzhongxinhuidaotadetaiyangxue，lidaoqueburugangcaipingwen。zheigenanren，biwoxiangxiangzhonggengminrui，
gengweixian。wobixuwanfenxiaoxin，bunengzaichurenhechacuo。“a——！”taturanfachuyishengtongkudedihou，
shuangshoubaozhuletou，shentizaishafashangquansuochengyituan。“fuzong？”wobeizheituruqilaidebianguheleyitiao。
tadeliansezaishunjianbiandecanbai，etoushangbumanlelenghan，shentibutingdizhandou，
xiangshixianrulemouzhongjudadetongkuzhizhong。“gun……doujiwogunkai……”tahuluandihuiwuzheshoubei，
zuilifachuyiyibumingdeyiyu，
“biepengwo……zang……”zheishi……chuangshanghouyingjizhangai（ptsd）dedianxingzhengzhuang。wolikeyishidao，
tazhengzaibeiemengqinrao。erqie，kantadefanying，zheiemeng，sihuhe“zang”、he“chupeng”youguan。
wogubushangduoxiang，likezhuazhutadeshouwan，yongjinquanshenliqijiangtaanzaishafashang，fangzhitashanghaidaoziji。
“fuzong！xingxing！fushenyan！”wodashenghantademingzi，shitujiangtacongemengzhonghuanxing。
wodeshengyinsihuqileyidianzuoyong。tadezhengzhajianjianbianxiao，jinbideyanjingweiweizhandong，sihuyaozhengkai。
“biepa，meishile，zhishigemeng。”wofangrouleshengyin，xiangzaianfuyizhishoushangdeyeshou。wodelingyizhishou，
xiayishidiqingqingpaizhetadehoubei。jiuzaizheishi，tamengdizhengkaileyanjing。neishiyishuangzenyangdeyanjinga，
meiyoulewangridebinglenghesuanji，zhishengxiawujindekongju、cuiruohemimang，xiangyigezaiheianzhongmiludehaizi。
tazhengzhengdikanzhewo，yanshenkongdong。ranhou，tazuoleyigerangwoshiliaoweijidedongzuo。tashenchushou，
yibajiangwolajintadehuaili，jinjindibaozhu。tadetoumaizaiwodejingwo，wenredehuxipenzaiwodepifushang，
daizheyisizhandou。“biezou……”tayongjibukewendeshengyinshuo，xiangzaiqiqiu，
“bieliuxiawoyigeren……”wozhenggerendoujiangzhule。zheigehuaibao，meiyouqingyu，zhiyouyilaihekongju。
zheishifushenyan？neigegaogaozaishang、shisuoyourenweilouyidefushenyan？tadaodi……jinglileshenme？
wodenaohaili，turanshanguoyigehuangtangdeniantou。sannianqian，wobeisongjinjianyu。neimetani？
tabawosongjinjianyuzhihou，youfashengleshenme？tadezheigezhengzhuang，
kanqilaidaoxiangshi……yejingliguoleisijianyuneiyangdedifang。zheigeniantourangwobuhanerli。worenyoutabaozhe，
meiyoutuikai。wodeshou，shenzhihaitingliuzaitakuankuodehoubeishang。fuchoudehuoyan，zaizheiyike，
sihubeijiaoshangleyipenbingshui。yanqianzheigecuiruodexianggehaizidefushenyan，
hewojiyizhongneigeqinshoujiangwotuirudiyudeemo，jianjianzhongdie，youjianjianfenli。womenzhijian，
daodihaizangzheduoshaowobuzhidaodemimi？benzhangdegouzi：tajianjianzaiwohuailipingjingxialai，huxibiandepingwen，
sihuyoushuizhele。wogangxiangqiaoqiaotuikaita，taqueturanzaiwoerbian，yongmengyibandeshengyin，
hanchuleyigemingzi：“qinghuan……”diqizhang：qinghuan，sheidetishen“qinghuan……”zheilianggezi，
xiangyibashaohongdeluotie，henhenditangzailewodexinshang。jiangqinghuan。zheishiwoyuanlaidemingzi。
yigeyijingbeiwoqinshoumaizang，liantongneiduanyuchundeaiqing、neigeweichushidehaizi，
yiqimaizangzaisannianqianneizuojianyulidemingzi。tazenmehui……zaiemengzhihou，hanchuzheigemingzi？
wodeshentizaiyishunjianbiandebingleng，xueyefangfodouninggule。tashizaijiaoshei？shizaijiaowoma？bu，bukeneng。
tabukenengrenchuwo。wodeyangmao、shengyin、qizhi，quandoubianle。xianzaidewoshijiangye，yigenanren。
neitashizaijiaoshei？nandao……shishenruowei？bu，shenruoweibujiaozheigemingzi。wodenaoziluanchengyituan。
tabawodangchengleshei？yigehewotongmingdenvren？haishishuo……tabawodangchengleyigetishen？zheigerenzhi，
bitazhijierenchuwo，gengrangwogandaoquruhefennu。wopingshenmeyaozuobierendetishen？！
yiguwuminghuocongxindicuanqi，womengdituikaita。fushenyanbeiwotuideyigeliangqiang，congshafashanggunlexialai，
shuaizaiditanshang。tasihubeijingxingle，mimangdizhengkaiyan，kanzhewo。“ni……”“fuzong，qingninzizhong。
”wojugaolinxiadikanzheta，shengyinlengdexiangbing，“woshinidebaobiao，bushinidebaozhen。heyueli，
kemeiyoupeishuizheiyitiao。”woguyiqujietadeyisi，yongzuishangrendehua，laiyanshiwoneixindejingtaohailang。
tayanlidecuiruohemimangxunsutunqu，zhongxinbeibinglengdehanshuangsuofugai。tacongdishangzhanqilai，
zhenglileyixialingluandeyifu，youhuifuleneigegaogaozaishangdefuzong。“baoqian。”tadandandituchulianggezi，
yuqilitingbuchurenheqingxu，“wogangcaizuolegeemeng。”“kandechulai。”wolengxiao，
“nengrangfuzonghechengzheiyangdeemeng，yidinghenjingcai。”tameiyoulihuiwodechaofeng，jingzhizouxiangjiuju，
jizijidaoleyibeiweishiji，yiyinerjin。“jintiandeshi，buzhunduirenherenshuoqi。”tafangxiajiubei，
kanzhewo，yanshenlidaizhejinggao，“baokuoshenruowei。”“fuzongfangxin，”wochelechezuijiao，
“woduilaobandesishenghuo，buganxingqu。”“neijiuhao。”tadunledun，youjizijidaoleyibeijiu，“chuqu，
rangwoyigerenjingyijing。”“shi。”wozhuanshenlikai，meiyousihaoliulian。huidaozijidefangjian，wofansuoshangmen，
zhenggerenkaozaimenbanshang，wulidihuazuodaodishang。qinghuan。taweishenmehuihanzheigemingzi？nandaotaduiwo，
zhendeyouguoyisiganqing？bu，bukeneng！ruguotayou，jiubuhuineimecanrendiduiwo，
buhuiqinshoushasiwomendehaizi！neishiyizhonggengedudekeneng——tazailiyongwo，
jiuxiangtaxianzailiyongjiangyeyiyang。jiangqinghuanzheigemingzi，duitalaishuo，huoxuyezhishimougejihualideyihuan，
yigetaxuyaoliyongdeqizi。youhuozhe，tazhishizaishuomenghua，erwo，zizuoduoqingle。
wofanzaodizhualezhuatoufa。buxing，wobunengzaizheiyangbeidongxiaqu。wobixugaoqingchu，sannianqian，
daodihaifashengleshenme。fushenyandeptsd，taheshenruoweizhijiankansiqinmiqueyoushulideguanxi，
haiyoutatuokouerchudeneigemingzi……zheiyiqiedebeihou，yidingzangzheyigejudademimi。erzheigemimi，
henkenengjiushiwofuchoudeguanjian。wozhanqishen，zoudaochuangbian。chuangwai，shichenchendeyese。fushenyan，
buguannixinlizangzheshei，buguannixiangwanshenmebaxi，wodouhuifengpeidaodi。zheichangyouxi，
zhudaoquanbixuzaiwoshouli。wonachushouji，botongleyigehaoma。“wei，bangwochageren。”“shei？
”“fushenyan。”wodunledun，buchongdao，“woyaotasannianqian，congliuyuedaoshieryue，suoyoudexingzonghejilu，
yuexiangxiyuehao。youqishi……tayoumeiyouquguohuozhejiechuguorenhegen‘jianyu’youguandedifang。
”benzhangdegouzi：dianhuaneitouchenmolepianke，ranhouchuanlaiyigedichendenansheng：“da**，niquedingyaochata？
sannianqiandeshi……”“woqueding。”wodaduanta，“lingwai，zaibangwochayigeren，shenruowei。woyaozhidao，
tahefushenyande‘heyue’，daodishishenme。”dibazhang：jiudianbaoxiang，zhimingdexianjingsantianhou，