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ruguowozhidao，neishiwomencishengdezuihouyimian，wofashi，wohuiyongjinsuoyouliqi，jiangtademeiyigexijiedoukejingusuili。tameishaoneikebuyichajuededanhesexiaozhi，tashuohuashiweiweixiangzuopiantoudexiguan，tabeiwodelengxiaohuadouxiaoshiyanjiaowanqidehudu，haiyoutazhijianchangnianzhanrande、songjieyouheyanliaohunhededuteqixi。kerenzongshizheiyang，zaiyongyoushihuihuo，zaishiquhouzhuihui。neitianzhihou，wohualewushugebumiandeyewan，shituzaijiyidefeixulizhongjiantademoyang，quefaxianneizhangwocengyiweiyongyuanbuhuiwangjidelian，jingzaileishuizhongbiandeyuelaiyuemohu。womenzhijian，gezhedebushishanhai，ershiyouhuangyan、mimihesiwanggouzhudeshenyuan。dangzhenxiangrujingleibanzhaxiangshi，wocaimingbai，tashuode“yongbie”，bushiyijuduqidehenhua，ershiyigezaoyixiehaode、zuicanrendejieju。yushengbujian，niwoyongge。zheibagezi，chenglewowufazhengtuodezuzhou。
sanyueqiri，zhouer，qing。
yijiaqu、dingmeng、nacai。
wozhijianhuaguoshoujipingmushangdelaohuangli，zuijiaobuzijuedishangyang。lianlaotianyedouzaibangwo。
qingchenliudianban，shengwuzhongzhunshijiangwocongqianmianzhonghuanxing。chuangwaidetianguanghaidaizheyisimenglongdehui，danwozhenggerenquexiangshibeizhuruleyiguangaochundude**，meiyousihaoshuiyi。wochizhejiaoxiachuang，qingshouqingjiaodizoujinyimaojian，shengpachaoxinglegebifangjiandeta。
zaidingzhidesirongshoushiheli，jingjingtangzheyimeijiezhi。
neishiwoweituoyiweibilishidezhubaoshejishi，hualesangeyueshijiandazaode。zhuzuanshitazuixihuandeshichejulanbaoshi，chengchedexiangtayandideneipianhu。neiquankezheyixingjixiaodezi——“tongguonijing，didafanxing”。zheishiwomengongtongdexintiao，yeshiwoweiwomenweilaipushedejishi。
wojiangjiezhiquchu，zaizhijianqingqingmosuo，bingliangdejinshuchuganquezaiwoxindiranqiyituanhuo。
jintian，woyaoxianglinxiqiuhun。
zheigeniantou，congwonaohaizhongmengshengdeneiyikeqi，jiufengkuangdizizhang，zhanjulewosuoyoudesiwei。wo，chenmo，ershibasui，yijiachuchuangaigongsideceo，yigexiguanyongdaimaheshujugoujianshijiederen，zaimianduizheijianshishi，quexianggechuchumaoludemaotouxiaozi，jinzhang、benzhuo，youchongmanleguzhuyizhideqidai。
wohelinxizaiyiqiwunianle。
wunianqian，wohaishigesichulatouzi、lianxiageyuebangongshizujindoufachoudeqiongxiaozi。zaiyicijihujiangwosuoyouxiwangdoujiaomiedetouzirenfanjuhou，woyigerenzuozaishenyedejiebiangongyuan，kanzhechengshixuweidenihong，ganjuezijixianggexiaohua。jiuzaineishi，wotingdaoleqinsheng。
neishiyiduanbahedewubanzoudatiqin，youshang、kezhi，queyouyunhanzhezhengtuoyiqiedeliliang。woxunshengwangqu，kandaoleta。tajiuzuozaibuyuanchudezhangyishang，huailibaozheyibadatiqin，bizheyanjing，wanquanchenjinzaizijideshijieli。ludengdeguangyunweitadushangleyicengrouhedejinbian，neiyike，tafangfobushifanren，ershiconggudianhuajuanlizouchulaidemousi。
yiquzhongle，tazhengkaiyan，qiahaoduishangwochichidemuguang。wojiongpodewudizirong，taqueduiwoxiaole。
“niyeshuibuzhema？”tawen。
neishiwotingguode，zuidongtingdeshengyin。
houlaiwozhidao，tashimeiyuanyouhuaxidexuesheng，jiaolinxi。ladatiqinzhishiaihao。neitiantayeshiyinweiyifuhuazhaobudaolinggan，caipaodaogongyuanlilaixunzhaoanning。womenliaoleyizhengye，congfangaodexingkongliaodaotulingdejiqi，wojingqidifaxian，womenlianggekansihaobuxianggandeshijie，jingranyouneimeduokeyigongmingdejiedian。
congneitianqi，wodeshijieli，chule0he1，duoleyimoxuanlandesecai。
tahuilazhewoquguanglaojiudecaishichang，shuoneiliyouzuishengdongderenjianyanhuo；tahuizaiwoweiyixingdaimajiaotoulaneshi，dishangyibeiwenredeniunai，ranhouanjingdizaipangbianhuahua，budaraowo，queyoushiwoyitaitoujiunengkanjiandeanxin；tahuizaiwogongsinadaodiyibirongzi、wojidongdexianggeshazishi，jinjindibaozhewo，shuo：“chenmo，wojiuzhidaoniyidingkeyi。”
tashiwohuianshenghuoliweiyideguang。weileliuzhuzheishuguang，wopinlemingdiwangqianpao。gongsicongsanwugerendexiaozuofang，fazhandaorujinclunrongzihouguzhishushiyidedujiaoshou。wocongyigelianfangzudoufubuqideqiongxuesheng，bianchenglebierenkouzhongde“qingniancaijun”。wozhongyuyounengli，jitayigewocenghuanxiangguode、zuihaodeweilai。
wojiangjiezhixiaoxinyiyidifanghuihezi，ranhouchuaijinxizhuangneicedekoudai，neigezuitiejinxinzangdeweizhi。
cantingdingzai“yunding”，chengzhongzuigaojianzhudexuanzhuancanting，keyifukanzhengzuochengshideyejing。wunianqian，womendiyiciluguoneili，tayangzhetou，yanjingliangjingjingdishuo：“yaoshizaineilikanriluo，yidinghenmei。”
wodangshiananfashi，zongyouyitian，wohuibaoxiazhenggecanting，zhiweitayigeren。
今天，我做到了。
wofaletiaoxinxijita：“xixi，wanshangqidian，laodifangjian，biechidao。”
“laodifang”shiwomendeanhao，zhidejiushineidongdasha。
guolehenjiu，tacaihuileyigezi：“hao。”
womeiyouduoxiang，zhidangtayouzaihuashiliwangleshijian。linxijiushizheiyang，yidannaqihuabi，jiuhuijinruyigeyushigejuede“jiejie”。woxihuantadezhuanzhu，yexiguanletademanbanpai。
zhenggebaitian，wodouchuyuyizhonggaodukangfendeyoulizhuangtai。huiyishang，dangfuzongtaotaobujuedihuibaozhediyijidudeshujushi，wonaoziliyanliandequeshiwanshangdanxixiaguishi，yinggaiyongnazhijiaozhichengdimiancaigengwen。qianhetongshi，wodemuguangluozaiwenjianmoweidekongbaichu，quefangfokandaolelinxidiantoushi，yanzhongshanshuodexingguang。
wocongweiruciqidaiguoheiyedejianglin。
xiawuwudian，wotiqianchuliwansuoyougongzuo，quchehuijia。woxiangxianxigezao，huanshangjingxinzhunbeidelifu。luguohuadianshi，wotingxialai，yaolejiushijiuduohongmeigui。dianyuanshigenianqingdenvhai，kandaowomanyandexiaoyi，daqudao：“xiansheng，qiuhunba？zhuninchenggong！”
woxiaozhejieguohua，shuolesheng“xiexie”。
chenggong？wocongbuhuaiyi。wohelinxizhijian，zaojiubuxuyaoneiyizhangzhilaizhengmingshenme。qiuhun，zhishiwoxiangjitadeyifenyishigan，yigegaosuquanshijie“zheigenvhai，congciyihouyouwolaishouhu”dexuangao。
kedangwobaozhehua，tuikaijiamenshi，yingjiewode，queshiyishideqinglenghejijing。
林溪不在家。
wozhoulezhoumei，kanleyiyanqiangshangdeguazhong，wudiansishiwufen。tazheigeshihou，yinggaizaihuashi，huozheyijinghuilaile。tadehuashijiuzailijiabuyuandeyishuqu，kaichezhiyaoshifenzhong。
wotaochushouji，boletadedianhua。
dianhuaxianglehenjiu，jiuzaiwoyiweiyaozidongguaduanshi，caibeijieqi。
“wei，chenmo。”tadeshengyintingqilaiyouxieyaoyuan，haidaizheyisibuyichajuedepibei。
“xixi，nizainaer？huijialema？”
“……zaihuashi，youdianshidangele。”
“kuaiqidianle，nixianzaihuilaizhunbeiyixia，laidejima？”woyibianshuo，yibianjiangmeiguihua**ketingneigejudadeshuijinghuapingli。
dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao。
“chenmo，”tazaicikaikou，shengyinhenqing，“women……jinwannengbunengbuqu‘yunding’le？”
wodedongzuoyidun，xinmengdichenleyixia。“weishenme？bushishuohaolema？”
“wo……woyoudianbushufu，xiangzaodianxiuxi。”
bushufu？wolikejinzhangqilai：“zenmele？nalibushufu？yanzhongma？yaobuyaowoguoqujieni，womenquyiyuankankan？”
“buyong，”talikejujuele，yuqiyouxiejicu，“jiushiyoudianlei，laomaobingle。nibiedanxin，woxiuxiyixiajiuhao。duibuqia，chenmo，rangnibaizhunbeile。”
wonengtingchutashengyinlideqianyi，xinlineidianyinweijihuabeidaluandebukuaishunjianyanxiaoyunsan。biqiqiuhun，tadeshentidangrangengzhongyao。
“shagua，shuoshenmeduibuqi。neinihaohaoxiuxi，wodengxiachuliwanyidiangongsideshiqingjiuhuiqupeini。”woroushengshuodao，“xiangchishenme？wojinidaihuilai。”
“……buyongle，womeiweikou。nizijizaiwaimianchiba。”
“neizenmexing。”wojianchidao，“womailenizuiaichideneijiazhou，henkuaijiuhuiqu。”
“chenmo！”tadeshengyinhuranbagao，daizheyizhongwocongweitingguodejianruihekangju，“woshuobuyongle！ninengbunengbieguanwo！”
wolengzhule，juzheshouji，yishijingbuzhidaogaizuohefanying。
linxicongbuzheiyangduiwoshuohua。tazongshiwenroude，baorongde，jiusuanoueryouxiaopiqi，yexiangmaozhuazinaoren，butongbuyang。
dianhuaneitou，tasihuyeyishidaozijideshitai，huxibiandeyouxiejicu。guolehaoyihuier，tacaiyongyizhongjinhukujiedeshengyinshuo：“duibuqi……wo……wojintianxinqingbuhao。nirangwoyigerenjingyijing，haoma？”
“……hao。”wotingdaozijigansedihuida，“neini……jidesuohaomen。”
“嗯。”
电话被挂断了。
tingzheshoujilidemangyin，wozhanzaikongkuangdeketingzhongyang，xinliyizhenfakong。judadeshuijinghuapingli，jiushijiuduomeiguikaiderelieershengda，quexiangshizaiwushengdichaoxiaozhewodezizuoduoqing。
wotuodiaoxizhuangwaitao，zhongzhongdibazijishuaijinshafali，shituliqingzheituruqilaidehunluan。
taxinqingbuhao？weishenme？shiyinweihuahuabushunlima？haishi……yinweibiedeshenme？
wokaishihuixiangzuijinyiduanshijianlinxidezhuangtai。tahaoxiangqueshibiyiqiangengchenmole，changchangyigerenzuozaichuangbianfadai，yizuojiushiyixiawu。wowentazenmele，tazongshiyaotouxiaoxiao，shuozaizhaolinggan。womangyugongsishangshiqiandezuihouchongci，yemeiyouduoxiang。
nandaoshiwohulveleshenme？
buanxiangtengmanyiyang，congxindimanmanzisheng，chanraodewochuanbuguoqi。
buxing，wobunengjiuzheimezuozhe。wobixuqujianta，wobixuzhidaodaodifashengleshenme。neigesuoweide“jingxi”，zaizheizhongshike，yijingbiandewuzuqingzhong。
wozhuaqicheyaochi，chongchulejiamen。
shiwufenzhonghou，wojiangchetingzaileyishuqutahuashidelouxia。neishiyidongjiuchangfanggaizaodejianzhu，chongmanlehouxiandaidegongyeqixi。tadehuashizaisanlou，neigezuidade、chaonandefangjian，youzheyizhengmianqiangdeluodichuang。
cike，neishanchuangliangzhedeng，wennuandejuseguangyuntouchulai，xiangyikuaiyiluozaianyelidehupo。
woshaoweisonglekouqi。tahaizaizheili。
womeiyoulikeshangqu，ershiguishishenchadi，jiangchexilehuo，jingjingdizuozaicheli，taitouwangzheneishanchuang。wobuzhidaozijiweishenmeyaozheimezuo，huoxushiqianyishili，wohaipamianduiyigewowufayuzhidedaan。
jiuzaizheishi，yidaoqizhangdeshenying，chuxianzaileneishanchuangqian。
是个男人。
tabeiduizhewo，kanbuqingyangmao，dancongshenxingshangkan，hengao，henshou。tasihuzhengzaihelinxishuozheshenme，ranhou，tataiqishou，feichangzirandi，weilinxilonglelongtasanluozaierbiandesuifa。
neigedongzuo，qinni，eryoushuren。
wodexueye，zaichaneijianninggule。
jinjiezhe，wokandaolelinxi。tazoudaochuangbian，beiduizheneigenanren，sihushixianglashangchuanglian。tadeshenyingbeidengguanggoulechulai，wokanbuqingtadebiaoqing，quenengqingxidikandao，tadejianbangzaiweiweisongdong。
她在哭。
ranhou，neigenanrencongbeihou，qingqingdi、wenroudi，jiangtayongrulehuaizhong。
linximeiyouzhengzha。tashuncongdikaozaitadehuaili，jiangtoumaizaitadexiongkou，xiangyisoupiaoboyijiudechuan，zhongyuzhaodaolekeyitingkaodegangwan。
wozuozaicheli，gezheyitiaojiedejuli，xiangyigekexiaodeguanzhong，kanzheyichangwushengdeyaju。wodedanaoyipiankongbai，erduoliwengwengzuoxiang，xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，tongdewowufahuxi。
那个男人是谁？
他们是什么关系？
tashuode“bushufu”，tashuode“xinqingbuhao”，tashuode“rangwoyigerenjingyijing”，nandaodoushiyinweita？
wushugewentizaiwonaozhongzhakai，meiyigedouxiangyibajiandao，jiangwolingchi。wofangzaifangxiangpanshangdeshou，yinweiyonglierzhijiefanbai，hunshendouzaibushoukongzhidifadou。
fennu、beipan、quru……gezhongqingxujiaozhizaiyiqi，jihuyaojiangwotunshi。
woxiangchongshangqu，yiquandazaineigenanrendelianshang，ranhouzhuazhulinxidejianbang，dashengzhiwentazheidaodishizenmehuishi！
keshi，wodejiaoquexiangbeiguanleqianyiyang，dongdanbude。
我怕。
wopayidantuikaineishanmen，wojingxingoujianlewuniandeshijie，jiuhuishunjianbengta。wopatingdaoneigewozuibuxiangtingdaodedaan。
jiuzaiwotianrenjiaozhanzhiji，loushangdedeng，hurananle。
jifenzhonghou，huashidemenkaile。
linxiheneigenanrenyiqizoulechulai。nanrenshoulitizheyigehuajiaheyizhidahaodexinglixiang。linxigenzaitashenhou，dizhetou，kanbuqingbiaoqing。
tamenzoudaoyiliangtingzailubiandeheisejiaochepang，nanrenjiangdongxifangjinhoubeixiang，ranhouweilinxilakailefujiashidechemen。linxizuolejinqu。
chezifadong，huanhuanshili，zuizhonghuirucheliu，xiaoshizaiyesezhong。
congshizhizhong，tadoumeiyouhuitoukanyiyan。
woyigeren，zaibinglengdecheli，zuolehenjiuhenjiu。zhidaokoudailideshoujizhendongqilai，wocaimamuditaochulai。
是林溪发来的信息。
只有一句话。
“chenmo，womenfenshouba。duibuqi，wanglewo。”
xinxifasongdeshijian，shiwufenzhongqian。yejiushitashangchelikaideshihou。
wodingzheneixingzi，fanfudikan，fangfoxiangcongzhongkanchuyidianwanxiaodehenji。keshineibinglengdebaiseziti，quexiangshizaixuanpanwodesixing。
忘了她？
tazenmenengshuoderuciqingqiao？
wojihushifengleyiyang，huibotadedianhua。
“duibuqi，ninbodadeyonghuyiguanji。”
关机。
woqiehuandaoweixin，xiangjitafaxinxi，quefaxianliaotiankuangdedingduan，chuxianleyixinghuisedetishi：
“duifangyikaiqilepengyouyanzheng，nihaibushita（ta）pengyou。qingxianfasongpengyouyanzhengqingqiu，duifangyanzhengtongguohou，cainengliaotian。”
她把我删了。
dianhualahei，weixinshanchu。tayongzuijuejuedefangshi，qieduanlewomenzhijiansuoyoudelianxi。
wozaiyekongzhibuzhu，yiquanhenhendizazaifangxiangpanshang。labafachuyishengjianruicierdemingjiao，huapolejijingdeyekong。
koudailineigebinglengdesironghezi，cikequexiangyikuaishaohongdeluotie，tangdewoxinzangshengteng。
womanmandi，jiangtanalechulai。
dakaihegai，neikeshichejulanbaoshizaihunandecheneiguangxianxia，yijiushanshuozheyoulengergaoguideguangmang，xiangyidiyongbuganhedeyanlei。
tongguonijing，didafanxing。
tongguonijing，didafanxing。
wocengyiwei，womenyijingyiqizouguolesuoyoudenijing，qianfangjiushichushoukejidefanxing。
可我错了。
yuanlai，woliannijingshishenme，douhaimeigaoqingchu。
wofadongleqiche，meiyouhuijia，ershiquchekaixiangle“yunding”。
cantinglikongwuyiren，judadeluodichuangwai，shizhengzuochengshidecuicandenghuo。woyudingdemeiguihuaban，beirenjingxindizaidishangpuchengleyigexinxing。canzhuoshang，zhuguangyaoye，daoyingzhewolangbeibukandelian。
fuwushenggongjingdizouguolai，dishengwen：“xiansheng，nindenvbanhaimeidaoma？xuyaoxianzaikaishishangcaima？”
wokanzheta，huranxiaoleqilai，xiaozhexiaozhe，yanleijiudiaolexialai。
“tabulaile。”wotingdaozijiyongyizhongposuiersiyadeshengyinshuo，“tayongyuan，doubuhuilaile。”