她死后，我才懂那句永别
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wobuzhidaozijishizenmelikai“yunding”de。jiyixiangshibeilirenqiegeguodejiaopian，zhishengxiayixiezhiliposuidepianduan。wojidefuwushenglianshangtongqingdebiaoqing，jidezouchudashashiyingmianguanlaidelengfeng，jidechechuangwaifeisudaotuide、mohuchengyipianguanghaidenihong。
weiyiqingxide，shineimeitangzaifujiashizuoweishangdesirongjiezhihe。taxiangyigechenmodeshenpanzhe，wushengdixuangaozhewodeshibai。
huidaojia，womeiyoukaideng。wozaiheianzhongmosuozhe，tidaoleneigechazhejiushijiuduomeiguideshuijinghuaping。hualayishengjuxiang，huapingsuilie，shuihedaizhecidemeiguisanluoyidi。nongyude、jinhutiannidexiangqizaiheianzhongmimankailai，hunhezhebolisuipiandebingleng，xiangjilewomenzheiduanzhiliposuideaiqing。
womeiyouquguan，renyoubinglengdeshuijinshiwodekujiao。woxianggeyouhunyiyangzaifangziliyoudang，zheigewomenqinshoubuzhide、chongmanhuiyidejia，cikequexiangyigejudade、kongdongdefenmu。
zheilidaochudoushitadehenji。xuanguanchuhaibaizhetachangchuandeneishuangbaisefanbuxie，xiedaibeitaxichengleyigekeaidehudiejie。shafashangdazhetawushuishigaidebotan，shangmianhaicanliuzhetashenshangdandande、songjieyouheganjuhunhedexiangqi。shufangli，woneizhangjudadebangongzhuopang，youyigexiaoxiaodehuajia，shangmianhaifangzhetaweiwohuadesumiao，huazhongdewozhengduizhediannaozhouzhemei，zuijiaoqueweiweishangyang。
tabasuoyoushuyutadedongxidoudaizoule，yifu、huaju、shuji……shenzhilianxishoutaishangneizhitayonglebanguandeyagaodoubujianle。tazouderucichedi，ruciganjing，fangfoyaojiangzijizaizheiwunianliliuxiadesuoyouyinji，doucongwodeshengmingzhongliangenbaqi。
ketayueshixiangmoqu，neixiehuiyijiuyueshixiangcuiledudezhen，mimimamadizhajinwodexinli。
wojidewomenyiqiwozaishafashangkanlaodianying，tazhenzaiwodetuishang，kudexilihuala。wojidewomenzaiyangtaishangzhongxiadiyipenduorou，benshoubenjiaodibatunongdedaochudoushi，zuihouxiangshidaxiao。wojidewodiyicidaitahuilaojia，womalazhetadeshou，xihuandebudele，toutousaijitayigechuanjiadeyuzhuozi。
neigezhuozi，tayizhidaizaishoushang。kegangcaizailouxia，wokandeqingqingchuchu，tadeshouwanshang，kongkongruye。
xin，xiangshibeirenshengshengwanquleyikuai，xianxuelinli，kongkongdangdang。
为什么？
zheisangezi，xiangyigemozhou，zaiwonaohailifengkuangdipanxuan。
wobuxiangxintahuiyinweilingyigenanrenerlikaiwo。wuniandeganqing，wuniandexiangruyimo，nandaojiuzheimebukanyiji？wobuxiangxin。linxibushineiyangderen。tashanliang、chuncui，kanwodeyanshenli，yongyuandoudaizheguang。neibushinengweizhuangchulaide。
yidingyoubiedeyuanyin。yidingyouwobuzhidaodeshiqingfashengle。
neigenanrenshishei？neizhixinglixianglizhuangdeshishenme？taweishenmeku？
woxiangyitoubeikunzailongzhongdeyeshou，jiaozao、fennu，queyouwuchufaxie。wozaiheiandeketinglilaihuiduobu，jiaocaizaibolisuipianshang，fachudegezhishengxiang，yishengsheng，douxiangcaizaiwodexinshang。
buxing，wobunengjiuzheiyangzuoyidaibi。woyaoquzhaota，woyaodangmianwenqingchu！
tianyiliang，wojihushiyiyeweimian，dingzheyishuangbumanxuesideyanjing，chongxiangletadehuashi。
huashidemensuozhe。woyongbeiyongyaochidakailemen。
limiandeyiqie，hewozuowanzaichuangwaikandaodejieranbutong。fangjianlibeidasaodeganganjingjing，suoyoudehuaju、yanliao、huabudoubujianle。dibanshanglianyidiyanliaodehenjidoumeiyouliuxia，ganjingdexiangyijiancongweibeishiyongguodekongfang。
zhiyoufangjiandezhengzhongyang，hailizheyigehuajia。
huajiashangmengzheyikuaibaibu。
wodexintiaokaishijiasu，yizhongbuxiangdeyuganjuezhulewo。woyibubuzouguoqu，zhandouzheshou，xiankaileneikuaibaibu。
neishiyifushangweiwanchengdeyouhua。
huashang，shiyigenanrendebeiying。tazhanzaiyipiancanlandexingkongxia，beiyinggudanerjuejue。neipianxingkong，worende，shiwogenjufangaode《xingye》，yongdaimashengchenghou，toushezaitianhuabanshangsongjitadediyigeqingrenjieliwu。
erneigebeiying，woyerende。
那是我。
huazhongdewo，chuanzhewozuichangchuandeneijianshenhuisefengyi，shenxingtingba。linxidebichuxiniershenqing，tajiangguangyingyunyongdaolejizhi，xingguangfangfochuantoulehuabu，luozaileneigebeiyingdejianshang。kezhengfuhuadesediao，quetouzheyizhongwufayanshuodebeishangheyayi。huadeyouxiajiao，haiyouyixingyongqianbiqingqingxiexiadexiaozi。
“对不起。”
zheisangezi，xiangyibazhongchui，henhendizazailewodexiongkou。
taweishenmeyaohuazheiyangyifuhua？taweishenmeyaoshuoduibuqi？
zheibuxiangshigaobie，gengxiangshiyizhong……juebie。
wozhanzaihuaqian，daililehenjiu。zhidaokoudailideshoujixiangqi，caijiangwoconghunluandesixuzhonglahui。
shigongsifuzonglaozhangdalaide，cuiwokaiyigejinjidedongshihui。wozheicaixiangqi，jintianshiwomengongsihejingzhengduishou“qimingkeji”jingbiaoyigezhongyao**xiangmudeguanjianrizi。zheigexiangmu，guanxidaogongsiweilaiwuniandezhanlvebuju，burongyoushi。
“chenzong，ninzainaerni？touzifangdoudaole，jiudengninle！”laozhangdeyuqihenjiaoji。
woshenxiyikouqi，qiangxingjiangsuoyoufanyongdeqingxuyaxiaqu。“womashangdao。”
gualedianhua，wozuihoukanleyiyanneifuhua，yongbaibujiangtazhongxingaihao。ranhou，wozouchulehuashi，jiangmenjinjinsuoshang，fangfoyaojiangneigerangwoxinsuidemimi，yeyitongsuozailimian。
woxuyaolengjing。woshichenmo，shigongsideceo，wobunengkua。
huidaogongsi，woyongzuikuaidesuduzhenglihaoqingxu，huanshangyifulengjingerzhuanyedemianju。huiyishili，qifenjinzhang。qimingkejizheicidejingbiaofanganzhunbeidefeichangchongfen，jishulujinghewomendegaoduxiangsi，shenzhizaimouxiexijieshang，biwomenkaolvdegengzhouquan。
这很不寻常。
womendehexinsuanfashigongsizuigaojimi，qimingkejibukenengzaizheimeduandeshijiannei，jiunachurucileitongdefangan。
“youneigui。”zheishiwonaozilishanguodediyigeniantou。
huiyiyizhikaidaoshenye。womentuanduitongxiaodadan，duifanganjinxinglejinjidediaozhengheyouhua，zhongyuzaizuihouyike，nachuleyigebiqimingkejigengyoushuofulidebanben。
zouchuhuiyishishi，yijingshidiertianqingchen。wopibeidikaozaizoulangdeqiangbishang，rouzhefazhangdetaiyangxue。gongzuodeyalizanshimabilexintong，keyidantingxialai，linxilikaidehuamianyoubushoukongzhidiyongleshanglai。
wonachushouji，fankanzhewomengongtongdepengyouliebiao。
苏晴。
tashilinxizaimeiyuanzuihaodeguimi，yeshiwomengongtongdepengyou。ruguoshuozheigeshijieshanghaiyourenzhidaolinxidequxiang，neiyidingjiushita。
wobotonglesuqingdedianhua。
xianglehenjiu，dianhuacaibeijieqi。
“wei，chenmo？”suqingdeshengyinyouxieshaya，xiangshimeishuixing。
“suqing，shiwo。”wojinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaipingwen，“nizhidaolinxiqunaerlema？wolianxibushangtale。”
dianhuaneitou，shizhangjiudechenmo。
“suqing？nizaitingma？”wozhuiwendao。
“……wobuzhidao。”suqingdeshengyinhendi，touzheyisiyouyu，“ta……tameigenwoshuo。”
她在撒谎。
wonengtingchutayuqilideshanduo。wohesuqingrenshiduonian，tashigezhilaizhiqu、zangbuzhuxinshidenvhai。
“suqing，”wojiazhongleyuqi，“zheiduiwofeichangzhongyao。nikanzhewohetayiluzouguolai，nizhidaotaduiwoyiweizheshenme。tajiuzheimebumingbubaidizoule，wolianyigeliyoudoudebudao。ruguonizhidaoshenme，qiuni，gaosuwo。”
wodeshengyinlidaishangleyisikenqiu。
dianhuaneitoudesuqing，sihubeiwodeqingxuganran，chuanlaiyishengqingqingdetanxi。
“chenmo，wo……wozhendebunengshuo。zheishixixizijidejueding，tabuxiangrenherenzhidao。ni……nijiudangtaconglaimeiyouchuxianguo，fangguota，yefangguonizijiba。”
fangguota？fangguowoziji？
“tadaodifashengleshenmeshi？shibushineigenanrenbitade？！”wojihushihoulechulai。
“nanren？”suqingdeyuqilichongmanlekunhuo，“shenmenanren？”
wolengzhule。tabuzhidaoneigenanrendecunzai？
“woqinyankandao，tagenyigenanrenzoule，haitizhexinglixiang。”
“bukeneng！”suqinglikefanbodao，“xixita……tabuhuide。chenmo，nishibushigaocuole？nibiehusiluanxiangle，zheijianshihenfuza，bushinixiangdeneiyang。zongzhi，nibiezaizhaotale，zheiduinimenlianggedouhao。”
shuowan，tabudengwozaiwen，jiucongcongguaduanledianhua。
wozaidaguoqu，tayijingbujiele。
fuza？bushiwoxiangdeneiyang？
suqingdehua，xiangyituanmiwu，rangwobenjiuhunluandesixubiandegengjiahundun。tayueshizheiyangyugaimizhang，jiuyuezhengmingzheijianshibeihou，yidingyinzangzheyigejudademimi。
erzheigemimi，suoyourendouzhidao，zhiyouwobeimengzaiguli。
woxianggeshaziyiyang，beisuoyourenpaichuzaizhenxiangzhiwai。
yiguwufaezhidenuhuo，congxindishaoleqilai。
hao，nimendoubushuoshiba？
那我自己查。
wohuidaobangongshi，guanshangmen，botongleyigechenfengyijiudehaoma。
“wei，laokma？shiwo，chenmo。”
laokshiwodaxueshidexuezhang，houlaiquzuole**，zaiquanzilixiaoyoumingqi。
“yo，xikeachendaceo，zenmexiangqiwozheigeganzanghuoleihuodele？”laokzaidianhuaneitoudiaokandao。
“woxuyaonibangwochageren。”womeiyouxinqinggentakaiwanxiao，zhijieledangdishuo。
“谁？”
“linxi。”wobaochuletademingziheshenfenzhenghao，“haiyou，bangwochayixiasanyueqihaowanshangqidianzuoyou，zaixxyishuqusanlou，hetayiqilikaideneigenanrenshishei。woyaotamensuoyoudeziliao，yuexiangxiyuehao。”
“meiwenti。buguochenmo，nizheishi……？”laokdeyuqibiandeyansuqilai。
“biewen。qianbushiwenti。”
“xing，jiwosantianshijian。”
gualedianhua，**zaiyibeishang，zhangzhangdituchuyikouzhuoqi。
wotaoyanzheizhongshikongdeganjue。zaiwodeshijieli，suoyoudewenti，douyinggaiyouluojikexun，youshujukeyi。zhiyaozhaodaoguanjianbianliang，jiunengtuidaochuzuizhongdejieguo。
kexianzai，linxichengleyigejudade、wufajiexideluanma。
woyaobazheigeluanma，yixingyixingdi，pouxiqingchu。
jiexialaideliangtian，wobazijimaizaigongzuoli，yongfengkuangdemangliulaidiyusinianhetongkudeqinxi。jingbiaoxiangmujinxingdehenshunli，womendexinfanganchenggongzhefuletouzifanghe**daibiao。
qinggongyanshang，suoyourendouxiangwojubeidaohe，chengzanwoliwankuanglan。woweixiaozhe，yibeibeidihuijing，xinliqueshiyipianbinglengdehuangyuan。
disantianxiawu，laokdedianhuadalejinlai。
“chadaole。”tadeshengyinhenchen。
wodexin，shunjiantidaolesangziyan。“shuo。”
“neigenandejiaoqinfeng，shigeyisheng，xinwaikedequanweizhuanjia。lvlifeichangganjing，meishenmetebiede。taqueshizaisanyueqihaowanshang，daizhelinxiqulejichang，mailequruishisulishidejipiao。danshi……”
“但是什么？”
“danshi，zhiyouqinfengyigerendengjile。linxidepiao，zaiqifeiqianbeiquxiaole。jichangdejiankongxianshi，tazaisongqinfengjinruanjiankouhou，yigerenlikailejichang，shangleyiliangchuzuche。”
zheigexiaoxi，rangwoshiliaoweiji。
tameiyouzou？tameiyouheneigenanrenyiqilikai？
那她去哪儿了？
“haiyougengqiguaide。”laokjixushuodao，“wochalelinxidezhanghu。jiuzaitalikainideqianyitian，tadegerenzhanghuli，turanduoleyibiwubaiwandezhuanzhang。”
wubaiwan？tayigekaomaihuahe**weishengdexuesheng，nalilaidezheimeduoqian？
“sheizhuanjitade？”wojiqiediwen。
laokchenmoleyixia，sihuzaizhenzhuoyongci。
“chenmo，nizuihaoyougexinlizhunbei。”
“说！”
“zhuanzhangfang……shiqimingkejidefarenzhanghu。”