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「wanyi……biediuxiawo……」xianxue，congtaguangjiedeejiaowanyanerxia，cimudidiluozaichunbaideditanshang，
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chubuzhenduan：qingweinaozhendang，waijiaqingxujidubengkuidaozhidezanshixingshiyi。shide，shiyi。
tajidezijishifulinyuan，jidefushijituan，jidetadefumuqinren。weidu，wangjilewo，chengsui。
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zheizhongcuiruo，shiwohetajiehunsannianlaicongweijianguode。fumuzuozaichuangbian，jinjinwozhetadeshou，
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「ma，」tazhongyukaikou，shengyinyouxiechiyi，「tashishei？」fumudekushengdunleyixia，
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」tadunledun，shengyinfangdegengrou，xianghonghaizi，「shini……shinihenzhongyaodepengyou。nishoushangle，
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dianlediantou。「cheng**，mafannile。」cheng**……zheisangezi，xiangcuilebingdezhen，
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tayezhihuilianmingdaixingdihan“chengsui”。rujin，wochengletakouzhongmoshengde“cheng**”。
4fumubawoladaobingfangwaidexiaohuiketing。shehuadezhenpishafazuozheluoren。tabaoyangdeyidelianshangleihenweigan，
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yuqidaizheyizhongchenzhongdewunai，「nikandaole，linyuanxianzaizheigeyangzi。
yishengshuotaqianyishilishoudaotaida**，xuanzelefengbizuitongkudeneibufenjiyi……wanyidesi，
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qiangxing**tahuifujiyi，fengxianhenda，kenenghuichedibengkui。xianzaizuihaodebanfa，jiushishunzhetadejiyilai，
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」wohunshenyijiang。jiangwanyihuaiyunle？zaisizhiqian？「neihaizi……yijingsigeduoyuele。
linyuanchushiqiancaizhidao，haimeilaidejigaoxing……」fumudeshengyingengzhu，yanquanyouhongle，「wanyibuzaile，
zheihaizijiushifujiaweilaidezhiwang！shilinyuandeminggenzi！zaiyebunengyourenheshanshile。」tazhuanguotou，
muguangruilidisuozhuwo，daizheyizhongjinhulengkudekenqiu。「suisui，nishilinyuanfalvshangdeqizi，
shizheigejiadenvzhuren。xianzaitazheigeyangzi，zhijidewanyi，bawanyidangcheng……dangchengtazuizhongyaoderen。
weilehaizi，weilelinyuannengwendingxialai，yeweilefujia……」tashenxiyikouqi，zhuazhuwodeshou，
liqidadejingren。「weiquni，zanshi……zanshibanyanhao‘pengyou’dejiaose。denghaizipinganshengxialai，
denglinyuanqingxuwendingxie，womenyidinghuimanmangaosutazhenxiang！daoshihou，fujiajuebuhuikuidaini！」weiqu？
banyan？wokanzhefumubaoyangdeyideshou，neishangmiandaizhedeshuodafeicuijiezhiluodewoshengteng。yuanlai，
zaifujiayanli，wozheigemingmeizhengqudeqizi，zuidadejiazhi，jiushizaizheizhongshihou，
banyanyigeshidatide“pengyou”，jihuaizhezhangfuguroudebaiyueguangtengweizhi，zuobaomu？fulinyuanshiyile，
bujidewo。fujiaweileneigeweichushidehaizihefulinyuandeqingxu，xuanzerangwoyinshen。neiwoni？wozheisannian，
yousuanshenme？5fulinyuanchuyuanhou，beijiehuilefujiashandingneizuorutonggubaobandezhuangyuan。
jiangwanyishengqianzhude“tinglanyuan”，beijingxinbuzhichengleliaoyangzhongxin。fulinyuanzhulejinqu。erwo，
zuoweita“zhongyaodepengyou”chengsui，ye“shouyao”zhulejinlai——zhujinlelizhulouzuiyuandexicefulou。
傅临渊的记忆，
guzhiditingliuzaileyigeqiguaidejiedian：tahejiangwanyishibicishenaidanzaoyujiazuzulideqinglv，
erwoshita“xinrende”、bangzhutahejiangwanyianzhonglianxide“pengyou”。duomehuangmiudejuben。
takaishipinfandizhaowo。「cheng**，wanyijintianweikouzenmeyang？taxihuanheworangrendundeyanwoma？」
tazuozaiwoduimian，chuanzherouruandejiajufu，yanshendaizheshiyizheteyoudeneizhongchuncuixunwen。
yongrenmeitiandouhuibadingjixueyansongdaotinglanyuandexiaochufang。fulinyuanhuiqinzikanzhehuohou。
xushanglouqukan“yangtai”dejiangwanyi——fumuheyishengpatajinjulijiechuyige“bucunzai”derenhui**ta。
tazhinengtongguowozheige“zhongjianren”chuandiguanxin。wokanzhetaneishuangcengrangwochennideyanjing，
cikeshengmanduilingyigenvrendedanyou，xinzangxiangbeidundaozifanfuqiege。「ta……tinghaode。」wochuixiayan，
zhijiajihuqiajinzhangxin。「neijiuhao。」tasonglekouqi，zuijiaoluchuyisihaiziqidexiaorong，suijiyoucuqimei，
「womazongburangwoshangqukanta，shuopawochaodaotaxiuxi。cheng**，nibangwoduopeipeita，
tayigerenkendinghenmen。」wochelechezuijiao，suanshihuiying。jiangwanyisile。
guhuihejiuzaifujiadecitangligongzhe。erwo，meitianyaoduizhetadezhangfu，
bianzhizheguanyutade、huoseshengxiangdehuangyan。6neitian，
woqutinglanyuanjifulinyuansongyifenxuyaotajinjiqianzidewenjian。gangzoudaoshufangmenkou，
xuyandemenfenglichuanlaiyayidezhengchaosheng。shifulinyuanhefumu。「ma！weishenmeyaobawanyiguanqilai？
tadaodizenmele？weishenmewolianjiantayimiandoubuxing？」fulinyuandeshengyindaizhejiaozaohetongku。「linyuan，
nilengjingdian！」fumudeshengyintouzheyanli，「yishengshuole，nixianzaixuyaojingyang！wanyita……tataixiangbuwen，
qingxuyehencuiruo，nimenjianmianzhihuihuxiang**！mashiweinimenhao！」「weiwohao？
weiwohaojiubawoqiziguanzheburangwojian？」fulinyuandeshengyindouranbagao，daizheshikongdebianyuan，
「tashibushichushile？manigaosuwo！wanyidaodizenmele！」「peng！」yishengmenxiang，
xiangshiquantouzazaizhuozishangdeshengyin。「tahenhao！tazhishixuyaoxiuxi！」fumudeshengyinyejianliqilai，
「ninengbunengdongdianshi！xiangxiangniba，xiangxianggongsi！xianzaiwaimianduoshaoshuangyanjingdingzhefujia？
nixiangrangquantianxiadouzhidaofushizongcaifengle，baozhegeguhuihehanlaopoma！」kongqishunjianninggu。menwaidewo，
rutongbeibingshuicongtoujiaodaojiao。guhuihe……fulinyuanshiyile，danfumuqingjizhixiatuokouerchudezheisangezi，
xiangyibacuidudebishou，henhentongpoleneicengxujiadepaomo。shufanglisiyibandejijing。jimiaozhonghou，
chuanlaifulinyuanjidutongku、rutongkunshoubandesihou，haiyoudongxibeifengkuangsaoluozaididesuiliesheng。「a——！」
「gun！doujiwogunchuqu！」yongrenhebaobiaohuangluandichongjinqu。wozhanzaimenwai，quanshendexueyedouliangtoule。
yuanlaifujiaderen，baokuofulinyuanzijiqianyishili，doushizhidaode。tamenzhishizaiheliyanyichanghuangdandedaxi。
erwo，shixilizuibeiweidedaoju。7neiwanzhihou，fulinyuandeqingxumingxiangengbuwendingle。
tabuzaiwenwoguanyu“jiangwanyi”deshi，zhishibiandegengjiachenmoyinyu。kanwodeyanshenli，
neizhongmoshengdetanjiujianjianbeiyizhonggengshenchen、gengfuzadedongxiqudai，xiangshimimang，youxiangshi……huaiyi？
takaishizuoyixieqiguaideshi。biru，tahuituranchuxianzaiwozhudexiloufujin，zaiwoduzisanbushi，
yuanyuandikanzhewo，yanshenkongdong，xiangshizaiwoshenshangxunzhaomougebucunzaideyingzi。biru，
tahuipairensonglaiyixieangguiquewanquanbudadeshoushi，difunideyaochixianglian，kadiyadedingzishouzhuo，
fenggejiongyi，yikanjiubushijiwode。「cheng**，fuxianshengshuo……zheishiji……jiwanyi**de。」
songdongxilaidezhuliyilianganga，「tarangnin……daiweibaoguan，huozhe……zhuanjiao。」womianwubiaoqingdishouxia。
jiangwanyixihuanshenme，wotaiqingchule。taxihuanxiaozhongshejishidezuopin，xihuanzhenzhudewenrun，
xihuanyushidehanxu。zheixiezhangyangdeshechipinpai，conglaibushitadefengge。shifulinyuandejiyichedihunluanle？
haishi……tazaishitanshenme？gengrangwoxintoufalengdeshi，wofaxianfulinyuanshufangdechoutili，duoleyipingyao。
yaopingshangdebiaoqianshiyingwen，wotoutouchale，
shiguowaiyongyuzhiliaoyanzhongchuangshanghouyingjizhangai（ptsd）hefenlixingzhangaideqiangxiaozhenjingyaowu。fujia，
zaijitayongmengyao。8zhenzhengyakualuotuodezuihouyigendaocao，shizaiyicifujiadejiayanshang。
weileanfufulinyuandeqingxu，yeweilezaiwaijiemianqianweichi“yiqiezhengchang”dejiaxiang，
fumuzaizhuangyuanlijubanleyigexiaoxingwanyan，yaoqingdedoushifujiahexindeqinqiheshijiao。
wozuowei“zhongyaodepengyou”，ziranyezaixi。fulinyuanbeizhusheleyaowu，kanqilaipingjinglexuduo，
chuanzhejiancaiwanmeidexizhuang，zuozaizhuwei，shenqingyijiushineizhongdaizhejuligandedanmo，
ouerchedongzuijiaoyingfuyixiapangrendewenhou，dishuibulou。jiuguosanxun，qifenkansirongqia。yigeyuanfangbiaoshen，
dagaishiheduole，yekenengshitaijiumeijianguojiangwanyi，youhuoxushifulinyuanjinwandepingjingjiletacuojue。
taduanzhejiubei，xiaozhekanxiangfulinyuan。「linyuana，wanyizenmemeixialai？zheidoujigeyuele，
haixiyegaihaoxieleba？shangcijianta，neihaizikezhenshi，yuezhangyuexiangnile！」kongqishunjiandongjie。
suoyourendemuguangdoujingkongdikanxiangneiweibiaoshen，ranhouyouqishuashuadizhuanxiangfulinyuan。fulinyuanduanzhejiubeideshou，
mengdiyidun。beizhongdehongjiuyemianjuliedihuangleyixia。talianshangneicengpingjingdemianju，
yirouyankejiandesuducuncunguilie。tadeyanshen，congmangran，daokunhuo，
zaidaoyizhongbeijudahuangyanyunonghoude、huoshanpenfaqiandesiji。tahuanhuandi，jiqihuanmandizhuanguotou，
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ershichongmanlebeibeipandezhenjing、taotiandenuhuo，heyizhong……zhongyukan**xiangde、lingrenxinjidejuewang。
「cheng、sui。」tayaozheya，yiziyidun，shengyinbuda，quexiangjingleizhaxiangzaisijideyanhuiting。
「niyizhizaipianwo。」「wanyita……daodizaina？」9zhenggeyanhuitingyaquewusheng，luozhenkewen。
fumulianseshabai，shoulidecanjindiaozaidishangdouhunranbujue。qitaqinqigengshihededaqibuganchu。
fulinyuansisididingzhewo，neishuangbumanhongxuesideyanjingli，fanyongzhejingtaohailang。
shiyidepingzhangsihubeizheicankudezhiwensikaileyidaojudadekouzi，tongkuhehunluanrutonghongshuibanqingxieerchu。
「shuoa！」tamengdizhanqishen，dongzuotaida，daidaoleshenhoudegaobeiyi，fachucierdemocasheng。
tajibukuadaowomianqian，gaodadeshenyingdailaichenzhongdeyapogan，daizhejiuqiheyaoweidezhuoreqixipenzaiwolianshang。
「nigaosuwo！wanyitarenni？taduzilidehaizini！」tashikongdizhuazhuwodejianbang，
lidaodadexiangshiyaoniesuiwodegutou，「nimenbatazangdaonaliqule？nimenduitazuoleshenme！」「linyuan！
nilengjingdian！」fumujianjiaozhechongguolai，xiangyaolakaita。「gunkai！」fulinyuanxiangyitoubeichedijinudeshizi，
henhenshuaikaifumudeshou。fumuliangqiangzhehoutui，beipangbiandeqinqifuzhu。tadeyanlizhishengxiawo，
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gutousihudouzai**。wokanzheyanqianzheizhangyinbaonuerniuqudejunlian，
kanzhetayandineipianbeibeipande、shenbujiandidetongkuwangyang，xindizuihouyisijiaoxinghewenduyechediximie。
yuanlai，jishishiyile，taduijiangwanyideai，yijiushitalinghunlishaobujindeyehuo。erwozheige“pengyou”，
buguoshitazaihuangyuanshang，suishouzhuazhudeyigendaocao。yidanfaxiandaocaoshijiade，neitaotiandenuhuo，
bianhuijiangwofenhuidaijin。「tasile。」woyongjinquanshenliqi，qingxidituchuzheisangezi。shengyinbuda，
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niwangle？」「nideqizi，zaojiusile。」10shijianfangfobeianxialezantingjian。
fulinyuanlianshangsuoyoudebaonu、zhiwen、fengkuang，douzaiyishunjianninggule。tadetongkongzhouranfangda，
xiangshitingdaoleshijieshangzuihuangmiu、zuibukenengdeshiqing。「bu……bukeneng……」tanannanzhe，
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nizaibaofuwo……」tayaozhetou，yanshenhuansan，xiangshinishuiderenzhuazhuzuihouyigenfumu，
「tazhishishengwodeqi……tazhishiduoqilaile……tabuhuiside……」tamengdisongkaiwo，
liangqiangzhehoutuiyibu，yanshenkuangluandizaiyanhuitinglisouxun，
sihuxiangcongneixietongyangzhenjinghekongjudelianshangzhaodaofoudingdedaan。「ma！nigaosuta！tazaisahuang！」
tazhuanxiangfumu，shengyinlidaizhejuewangdeaiqiu，「wanyimeiyousi！tameiyou！」fumuzaoyileiliumanmian，
wuzhezui，qibuchengsheng，zhinengyonglidiyaotou。qitaqinqiyedoubiekailian，burenzaikan。zuihouyisixijipomie。
fulinyuanlianshangdexuesetundeyiganerjing，zhishengxiayizhongsijidehuibai。tagaodadeshenquhuanglehuang，
xiangyizuohongrandaotadeshanfeng。「pu——」yikouxianxue，haowuyuzhaodi，congtakouzhongpenyongerchu！
xinghongdexuedianjianluozaitaangguidebaichenshanshang，chumujingxin。yejianlejidizaiwobingliangdeshoubeishang，
daizheguntangde、lingrenzuooudewendu。「linyuan！」「kuaijiaoyisheng！」jianjiaoshengzaicizhakai，
bizhiqiangengjiakonghuang。fulinyuandeshentizhizhidixianghoudaoqu，yanjingsisidizhengzhe，
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11fulinyuanbeijinjisongjinlezhongzhengjianhushi。yishengshuoshijinugongxin，
jiashangzhiqiannaozhendangheyaowudiejiadefuzuoyong，yinfaleyanzhongdeyingjixingxinnaoxueguanfanying。
qingkuangyidufeichangweiji。fumuzaibingfangwaikuyunguoquliangci。fujiachediluanletao。erwo，
zheige“zuikuihuoshou”，zaifujiayipianbinghuangmaluanzhong，huidaolexilou。fangjianliyipianqihei。womeiyoukaideng，
zhishizoudaojudadeluodichuangqian。chuangwaishifujiazhuangyuanjingxindalidehuayuan，yeseliyingyingchuochuo，
xianggehualidelaolong。shoubeishang，neijidianyijingganhefaandexueji，xiangchouloudeluoyin。wodakaishuilongtou，
binglengdeshuiliuchongshuazheshoubei，yibianyouyibian，pifubeicuodefahongfatong，danneiyinjisihuyijingshenrulegusui。
fulinyuanneikoupenchudexue，tadaoxiashineichediposuideyanshen，buduanzaiwonaohaizhonghuifang。wobaofulema？
shuochulezhenxiang，sipolefujiajingxinbianzhidehuangyan，kanzhefulinyuanzaiwomianqianchedibengkui，wogaigandaokuaiyima？
weishenmexinkoudeweizhi，quexiangshipoleyigedadong，guanmanlebinglengdeyefeng，youlengyouteng，kongkongdangdang？
shiyinweizheisanniandefuchu，zhongjiuweilegou？haishiyinwei……zaikandaotatuxuedaoxiadeshunjian，
neigeshenmaixindi、lianzijidoutuoqideniantou，
jingranhaishibushoukongzhidimaolechulai——patazhendejiuzheimesile？zhenshi……jiangutou。
12fulinyuanzaiiculizhengzhalesantiansanye，zhongyutuolileshengmingweixian。tabeizhuanruledingjivipbingfang，
youzuidingjideyiliaotuanduiheanbaotuandui24xiaoshikanhu。fujiaduiwodetaidu，jiangdaolebingdian。
fumuzaiyemeizhengyankanguowoyici。tasuoyoudejinglidoufangzailefulinyuanshenshang，yiji……**，
wendingfushijituanyaoyaoyuzhuidegujia。yigeshixinfengdezongcai，duirenheqiyelaishuodoushizainan。
wobeichediyiwanghuozheshuoyiqizaixilou。chuledingshisongfandasaodeyongren，meiyourenzaitazuzheili。
yongrenkanwodeyanshenyechongmanlebiyihekongju，fangfowoshidailaizaihuodewenshen。yehao。luodeqingjing。
wokaishishoushidongxi。qishiyemeishenmekeshoushide。zheisannian，
wojiuxiangyizhuyifuzaifulinyuanzheikedashushangdetengman，wodesuoyou，doubeidashangle“futaitai”debiaoqian。
zhenzhengshuyu“chengsui”dedongxi，shaodekelian。shoujixiangle，shifulinyuandetebiezhulizhouyang。
tasuanshiwozaifujiaweiyihainengshuodeshanghuaderen。「furen。」zhouyangdeshengyintouguodianbochuanlai，
daizheyisibuyichajuedepibeihe……youyu。「zhouzhuli，youshima？」wodeshengyinpingjingwubo。
「fuzongxingle。」zhouyangdunleyixia，sihuzaizhenzhuociju，「ta……xiangjiannin。」xiangjianwo？
shihenbudeshalewoba？「bujian。」**cuililuodijujue。「furen，」zhouyangdeshengyingengdile，
daizhediankenqiu，「fuzongdeqingkuang……butaiwending。yishengshuo，taxianzaiqingxujidudiluo，jujuejiaoliu，
yejujuezhiliao……ta……tazhishuoyaojiannin。」wochenmozhe。「furen，」zhouyangtanlekouqi，
shengyindaizheyizhongcankudeqingxing，「fudong（fulinyuandefuqin）neibian……yisishi，fuzongxianzaibunengchushi。
fushijingbuqizheiyangdedongdang。suanwo……qiuninle。napa……napazhishilugemian？」he。yuanlairuci。
bushifulinyuanxiangjianwo，shifujiaxuyaowoqudangneigeanfufulinyuanqingxudegongju。weilefushijituan。
wozheigegongjuren，haizhenshiwujinqiyong。「hao。」wotingdaozijishuo，shengyinpingjingdekepa，「woguoqu。」
13tuikaibingfanghouzhongdemen，nongzhongdexiaodushuiheyaowudeweidaopumianerlai。bingfanghenda，xiangyijianhaohuataofang。
chuanglianjinbi，zhikaizheyizhanhunandechuangtoudeng。yiqifachudandiaodedidasheng。fulinyuanbankaozaishengqidebingchuangshang，
toushanghaichanzheshabu，lianseshibingtaidecangbai，zuichunganlie。jitianbujian，tashoutuolexing，yanwoshenxian，
quangutuchu，cengjingruilimingliangdeyanjing，cikezhishengxiasishuibandechenjiheshenbujiandidepibei。
tatingdaokaimensheng，huanhuanzhuanguotou。kandaoshiwo，taneishuangkongdongdeyanjingli，meiyourenhebolan。meiyouhen，
meiyounu，yemeiyouyisiyihaodejingya。zhiyouyipianhuangwudemoran。xiangzaikanyigemoshengren。
zhouyangxiaoxinyiyidikanlewoyiyan，wushengdituilechuqu，qingqingdaishanglemen。bingfanglizhishengxiawomenlianggeren。
siji。zhiyouyiqiguilvdedidasheng，hetaweiruodejihutingbujiandehuxisheng。
wozoudaolibingchuangjibuyuandedifang，tingxia。meiyoukaikou。shijianyifenyimiaodiliushi，
meiyimiaodouxiangzaininggudejiaoshuilibashe。zhongyu，tadongledongganliedezuichun，shengyinsiyaderutongpojiudefengxiang。
「tasile。」bushiyiwen，shichenshu。daizheyizhongwannianjuhuidepingjing。「……shi。」
「haizi……yemeile？」「……shi。」youshiyizhenzhangjiudechenmo。yayiderangrenzhixi。
tahuanhuanbishangleyanjing，zhangzhangdejiemaozaiyanjianxiatouxianongzhongdeyinying。yiditoumingdeyeti，haowuyuzhaodi，
shunzhetacangbaishouxuedelianjiahualuo，meiruxuebaidezhentou，yinkaiyigeshensedexiaodian。takaikou，
shengyinqingdexiangyizhensuishihuisanqudeyan。「chengsui。」「womenlihunba。」14lihun。zheilianggezi，
congtakouzhongruciqingyidishuolechulai。meiyoufennu，meiyouzhize，shenzhimeiyouyisiyihaodebushe。
zhiyouyizhongchenailuodinghoude，chedidepibeihejietuo。fangfozhanduandebushiyiduansanniandehunyin，
ershiyigenzaoyifuxiu、lingrenyanedejiasuo。xinzangdeweizhi，xiangshibeishenmedongxihenhentongleyixia，
jianruidetengshunjianmanyandaosizhibaihai。jinjiezhe，shiputiangaidide、binglengdemamu。yuanlai，zheijiushijieju。
wokanzhetabimuliuleidecelian，neizhangcengrangwopengranxindong、yerangwobiantilinshangdejunmeimiankong。cike，
weilingyigenvrenliuxiadeyanlei，chengleduiwomenhunyinzuichedidejidianhechaofeng。「hao。」
wotingjianzijideshengyinxiangqi，tongyangpingjing，shenzhidaizheyisiwozijidouweicengchajuede、jinhucanrendeqingsong。
「fulinyuan，womenlihun。」tayijiubizheyan，meiyouhuiying。fangfogangcaineijuhua，
yijinghaojinletasuoyoudeliqi。wozhuanshen，meiyousihaotingliu，zouxiangmenkou。shouwozhubingliangdejinshumenbashou，
shenhouquechuanlaitarutongmengyibandeshengyin，henqing，quexiangcuiledudezhen，
jingzhundizhajinwoxindizuishenchu、lianzijidoubuyuanchengrendejiaoluo。「chengsui……」「zheisannian……duibuqi。」
「haiyou……xiexieni……zuihougaosuwozhenxiang。」duibuqi？xiexie？wowozhemenbadeshou，
zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai，weiweizhandou。fulinyuan，nideduibuqi，tailianjia。nidexiexie，
gengshiduiwozuidadewuru。woyongliningkaimen，touyebuhuidizoulechuqu。jiangneijianchongmanyaoweihejuewangdebingfang，
liantonglimianneigeweibaiyueguangxinsuidenanren，chediguanzaishenhou。zoulangdeguangxianyouxieciyan。zhouyangyingshanglai，
lianshangdaizhexunwenhedanyou。「furen……」「zhouzhuli，」wodaduanta，shengyinqingxierbingleng，
budaiyisibolan，「mafanni，lianxifudonghezuihaodelihunlvshi。」「jinkuainihaolihunxieyi。」
「wozhiyaoyiyangdongxi。」「ziyou。」15likaiyiyuanhou，womeihuifujianeigehualidelaolong。
zhouyangdongzuohenkuai。fujiadagaiyebabudewoganjinxiaoshi，lihunxieyijihushiguangsunihaole，
tiaokuankancheng“kangkai”。chulehunqianxieyiliyuedinghaode、fujiakanbushangyandeyibi“linghuaqian”，
我真正带走的，
zhiyoufumudangchusaijiwode、neijichubusuanzaifujiagongchanmingxiadesirenxiaopumianheyigejiaoquxiaogongyudechanquan。
zugouwohuoxiaqu，yezugouwolikaizheizuocheng。qianzineitian，
shizaifushijituandinglouneijianjudade、nengfukanbangechengshidezongcaibangongshi。fulinyuanmeichuxian。
chumiandeshifufuhefujiapangdadelvshituan。fufu，neigezaishangchangshangchizhafengyundenanren，
cikekanzhewodeyanshenfuzananbian，youshenshi，youpibei，zuizhongzhihuazuoyijutingbuchuqingxude：“chengsui，
fujia……duibuzhuni。”wochelechezuijiao，meishuohua。duibuzhu？qingpiaopiaosangezi，
gaiguosannianqingchunheyigetaisifuzhongdehunyin。gangbihenchen。qianxiazijimingzishi，zhijianbingliang。
zuihouyibiluoxia，chenailuoding。「cheng**，」weishoudelvshituiletuijinsiyanjing，yuqigongshigongban，
「zheishinindewenjianfuben。houxusuoyouchanquanguohushouxu，womenhuijinkuaichuli。」cheng**。
woyoubianhuilecheng**。zouchuneishanchenzhongde、xiangzhengzhecaifuyuquanlidebolimen，waimianyangguangciyan。
wotaishoudangledang，zhijianneidianliangyisihubeishaitoulexie。ziyou？kongqiliwenbudaoweidao。
16womeidongfujiajidegongyuhepumian，pazang。yongneibi“linghuaqian”，
zaichengnanyigelaoxiaoquzulegexiaoliangju。fangzijiu，danganjing，
louxiayouyanhuoqishizudezaocanpuzihexuannaodecaishichang。wokaishizhaogongzuo。
dingzhe“fulinyuanqianqi”zheigeshenfen，zaishangjingzheigequanzilizhaogetimiangongzuo，nanyudengtian。
touchuqudejianlidaduoshichendahai，ouerjigemianshi，
duifanghrdeyanshenzongshidaizheyinmidetanjiuheyisibuyichajuedelianmin。zuihou，
shiyijiagangqibudexiaoxingzhubaoshejigongzuoshishouliulewo，zhiweishixingzhengjiandaza。
laobanshigehaiguihuilaidenianqingshejishi，jiaotangtang，xinggeshuanglidexiangkexiaolajiao，butaiguanzhubagua，
zhikannengli。「chengsuishiba？mingtiannenglaishangbanma？」tafanzhewodejianli，taitouwenwo，yanshenganjing。「neng。
」wojihushilikehuida。xinshuibugao，danzugoufufangzuheyanghuoziji。gengzhongyaodeshi，
tarangwozhongxinganshoudaole“jiaotashidi”sigezidefenliang。rizikaishixiangtunsedelaozhaopian，anbujiuban，
bolanbujing。jiditie，chihefan，jiaban，beitangtangcuizhezhengliyongyuanyelibuqingdeshejitugao。lei，
queyouzhongmamudechongshi。keyipingbilesuoyouguanyufujiadexiaoxi。
ouerzaicaijingxinwendebianjiaopiejian“fushijituan”jigezi，xinzanghaishihuixiayishidichoujin，
suijiyoubeiwoqiangxinganxiaqu。fulinyuan……tahoulaizenmeyangle？shijixubengkui，haishiyijingzhenzuoqilai，
zhongxinzuohuitaneigewanmeiwuquedefuzong？woqiangpozijibuquxiang。17zaicitingdaofulinyuandexiaoxi，
shizaisangeyuehou。shenqiudebangwan，wojiawanban，zailouxiabianlidianmaiguandongzhu。
shoujituisongdanchuyitiaobendishehuixinwenbiaoti：「fushijituanzongcaifulinyuandidiaoxianshencishanwanyan，
shenxingxiaoshouyinguanzhu」。peitushiyizhangzhuapai。dengguangcuicandeyanhuitingjiaoluo，
fulinyuanchuanzhejiancaihetideshenhuisexizhuang，ceshenyurenjiaotan。zhaopianxiangsubugao，
dannengqingxidikandaotashoulehenduo，xiahexianfenglideyouxielinxun，celianyijiuyingjun，