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junquzongyuandingceng，kongqilixiaodushuideqiweinongdehuabukai，queyabuzhuneiguwushengde、jianbanuzhangdejinzhanggan。
jiangxunyishenbaidagua，bulvdaifengdizouzaizuiqian，shenhougenzheyizhongshenqingningzhongdezhuanjia。
tagangcongguojiyixuefenghuihuilai，meiyujiandaizhekuayueshiqudejuanse，danneishuangyanjingliangdejingren，
xiangcuilebingdedaofeng，nengpoukaiyiqiexuwang。“jiangboshi，huanzhedeqingkuang……henjishou。”yuanzhangqinzipeitong，
yuqishiqiansuoweiyoudeshenzhong，“lujin，‘leiting’tujiduideduizhang。yizhouqianbianjingrenwu，
weiyanhuzhanyoucheli，zuotuibeidaotadezhongxingjiegounianya，kaifangxingguzhe，shenjingjijianyanzhongsunshang。
zhiqiandehuizhen……renweijiezhishizuiwentuodefangan。”jiangxundejiaobumeiyousihaotingzhi，
zhiconghoujianyichuyigedanyin：“ng。”yuanzhangtuikaileneishanhouzhongdebingfangmen。fangjiankuanchang，
guangxianbeidiaoandechuanglianguolv，rouhediluozaizhengzhongyangdebingchuangshang。nanrentangzaineili，
gutongsedepifuyuchunbaichuangdanxingchengqiangliefancha。tabizheyan，duanfaliluo，mianbuxiantiaorufuzaodaoke，
jibianchuyujueduidejingzhi，zhoushenyesanfazheshuyudingjilveshizhedeyapogan。
jiangxundemuguangzaitalianshangyilveerguo，jingzhun、lengjing，budairenheduoyuqingxu。
tajingzhinaqiguazaichuangweideyingxiangpian，duizheguangyuan。lengbaideguangxianchuantoujiaopian，
qingxidizhaochuzuotuijingfeiguchucuozongfuzadejinshuguding，yijizhouweineipianyijiuchumujingxindesunshangyinying。
jiuzaizheishi，chuangshangdenanrenhaowuzhengzhaodizhengkaileyan。neishiyishuangyingsunbandeyanjing，shensui，ruili，
chendianzhexiaoyanyuxuehuomolichudechenjing。tadeshixian，shunjianyujiangxundezaikongzhongxiangyu。
kongqifangfoningguleyishun。lujindetongkongjibukechadisuoleyixia，yandiyoumouzhongjuliedeqingxufanyong，
youbeitaqiangxingyaxia，guiyuyipianshenbujiandidemohai。takanzheta，chenmorushan。
jiangxunnengganjuedaozijiniezhejiaopianbianyuandezhijianweiweishoujin，danyejinjinshiyishun。
tamiansewubodijiangpianzifanghuiyuanchu，zoudaochuangbian，naqiguazhedeshenjingkouzhenchui。“lujinduizhang。
”tadeshengyinhetaderenyiyang，lengjing，pingwen，budaisihaosirenganqing，“woshijiangxun，congjintianqi，
youwoquanmianfuzenidekangfuzhiliao。”tayibianshuo，yibiandongzuobiaozhundijinxingjichushenjingjiancha。
bingliangdejinshuqiaojizaitadexijian、genjian，guanchazheneixieweiruodaojihuxiaoshidefanying。
lujinyilingxingshi——changshitaitui，dongjiaozhi。meiyigeweixiaodedongzuodouyichangjiannan，
ejiaoxunsushenchuximidehanzhu，dantajinminzhechun，yishengweihang。jianchawanbi，jiangxunzhiqishen，
yingshangtashenshidemuguang，rutongzaijinxingyichangjunshipinggu：“qingkuangwolejiele。nidejidihenhao，zheishiyoushi。
dankangfuguochenghuifeichangjianku，yuanchaonidexiangxiang。”lujinyingzhetademuguang，shengyinyinjiuweikaikouershaya，
quedaizheburongzhiyideliliang：“wozhidao。”tadunledun，yanshensuozhuta，“jiangyisheng，
wodeyaoqiuzhiyouyige——baozhuwodetui，rangwonengzhongxinpaoqilai。”jiangxunyutaduishizhe，
bingfanglianjingdezhishengxialiangrenjiaocuodehuxisheng。jimiaohou，takaikou，yudiaomeiyourenheqifu：“keyi。
danqiantishi，zaizheili，meiyou‘duizhang’，zhiyou‘bingren’。wodemeiyigezhiling，nibixuwutiaojianfucong。
zuobudao，”tamuguangruili，“xianzaijiukeyihuanren。”zheishixuanzhan，yeshiqueliquanwei。
lujinshenheideyandilveguoyisijidande、leisibeitiaoxindaodeguangmang。tachenmodishenshizheta，
hengliangzheyanqianzheigekansiqinglengdenvyisheng，guzilijiujingyunzangzheduodadenengliang。zuizhong，tahoujiegundong，
tuchuyigezi：“hao。”jiangxunjibukechadidianlexiatou，liluozhuanshen，
duiyuanzhanghezhuanjiamenshuo：“zhiliaofanganwohuizaixiawuchulai。xianzai，woxuyaohewodebingrendandutantan。
”zhongrenqiaorantuiqu，fangmenqinghe。kongjianlizhishengxiatamenliangren。yangguangdeweilizaikongqizhonghuanmanfudong，
fangcaigongshigongbandejinzhangfenweisanqu，yizhonggengweimiao、gengningzhidedongxikaishiwushengmanyan。jiangxunzoudaochuangbian，
diaozhengleyixiachuanglian，rangguangxiangengjunyundisaru。shenhou，chuanlailujindichendeshengyin，
bigangcaiduolejifennanyiyanyudefuza。“jiangxun，”tashenglvelesuoyoutouxian，zhihuqiming，
“nizheijinian……guodehaoma？”jiangxunzhengzhunbeijilushujudeshou，zaikongzhongweibukechadidunleyicha。
tahuanhuanzhuanguoshen，yingshangtaneishuangshenchendefangfonengxizousuoyouguangxiandeyanjing，lianshangyijiumeishenmebiaoqing，
zhishichunjiaojidandigouleyixia，fenbianbuchushilimaohaishibiedeshenme。“henhao。”tayuqishuli，
“bulaoluduizhangguaxin。”tajiangbinglijiaheshang，fachuqingcuideyishengxiang，
fangfoweizheichangduanzandejiaofenghuashangjuhao。“haohaoxiuxi。xiawukaishi，meiyouqingsongrizile。”shuowan，
tabuzaikanta，jingzhizouxiangmenkou，baidaguadeyijiaohuachuyidaojuejuedehuxian。bingfangmenzaiciguanshang。
lujinningshizheneishanmen，jiujiumeiyouyikaishixian，jinbengdeshentijibukechadisongchixialai，huanhuanbishangyan，
yimoshenkedetongchuzhongyucongtajianyidemeiyujianxieluchulai。ermenwaidejiangxun，zaizoulangjintoutingxiajiaobu，
huiwangneishanjinbidefangmen。yangguangtouguobolichuang，zhaoliangtayijiupingjingdecelian。weiyoubaidaguakoudaili，
qiaoranzuanjinde、zhijiefanbaideshou，xielulepingjingbiaoxiangxiadebolanzhuangkuo。xiawuliangdian，
fujianshidedengguangmingliangdeyouxielengjun。lujinbeihushituirushi，jiangxunzhengbeiduizheta，zhenglizhezhiliaochuang。
tayijiuchuanzhebaidagua，danxiukouliluodiwanzhixiaobei，luchuleyijiebaixierxiantiaoliuchangdeshouwan。
tingdaolungusheng，tazhuanguoshen，shoulinazheyijuandanlidaihejigexiaoqiaodechuanganqi，
lianshangmeiyourenheduoyudebiaoqing。“jintiandemubiaoshiling。”takaikou，shengyinpingwendixuanbu。
lujinmeitoujibukechadicuqi，daizheguanyoudeshenshi：“ling？”“ling。”jiangxunzhongfu，zoudaotamianqian，
jiangyigexiaoxingjidianchuanganqitiezaitazuotuidatuijiroushang，bingliangdechuganrangtajirouweiweiyibeng。
“jihuonizuotuidegusitouji，rangpingmushangdejidianxinhao，conglingbianchengyi。”tazhixiangyipanglianjiedexianshiping，
neishangmian，daibiaotazuotuideboxingxian，jinhuyitiaosijidezhixian。eryoutuijiankangdeboxing，zezaiqingweidiqifu。
zheikansiweibuzudaodeyaoqiu，duiyuyitiaoshenjingyanzhongshousun、haibeishigaogudingdetuilaishuo，
buyayuyichanglinghunyuroutideboli。lujinminjinchun，muguangsuodingpingmu，
quanbuyizhidoujizhongxiangneitiaomamuerchenzhongdezuotui。yongli。zaiyongli。ejiaodeqingjinyinyinfuxian，hanshuishenchu，
danpingmushangdeboxing，yijiuwanguditiejinjixian，meiyousihaobodong。cuobaiganrutongbinglengdechaoshui，
wushengdimanyan。tayinyiweiaode、nengwanmeizhangkongshentideyizhili，zaicikexianderucicangbaiwuli。
“nidedanaozaifachuzhiling，danshenjingtongluduanle，xinhaowufadida。”jiangxundeshengyinzaiyipanglengjingdixiangqi，
rutongjieshuoyichangyujiwuguandezhandou，“fangqiniguanyongdebaofali，changshiyongzuixiweideyinian，quganshou，
quxunzhaoneiyisilianjie。”tadehuaxiangyigenzhen，jingzhundicipoletaqiangchengdeyingqiao。lujinbishangyan，
buzaiqukanneilingrenjuewangdepingmu，quanbuxinshenxiangneishoulian。shijianzaijijingzhongliushi。
jiuzaitajihuyaobeineipiansijideheiantunshishi，pingmushang，neitiaopingtandexian，
jiqiweiruodi、jihunanyichajuedi……tiaodongleyixia！suiranzhuanshunjishi，danneiqueshishiyigexiangshangdemaichong。
lujinmengdizhengkaiyan，chihongdeyandifanyongzhenanyizhixindezhendong。“kandaolema？”jiangxundeshengyinyijiupingdan，
quefangfodaizhemouzhongliliang，“lianjiehaizai。zheizhishidiyibu。”tameiyouchengzan，meiyouguli，
zhishichenshushishi。suiji，tajiangdanlidaideyiduanguding，lingyiduandijita：“xianzai，changshiyongyoutuidaidong，
zuokangzushenzhan，jianlijiroujiyi。”zheishikuzaozhijidezhongfu。yixia，youyixia。lujinchenmodizhixingzhe，
hanshuizhujianjinshiletabinghaofudelingkou。zhenggefujianshizhishengxiaqixieqingweideshengxianghetacuzhongdehuxi。turan，
tatingxiadongzuo，taiqihanshidelian，muguangruilidikanxiangyizhizhanzaipangbianjilushujudejiangxun。“jiangyisheng。
”“ng？”“niduifusuoyoubutinghuadebingren，douyongzheizhong……momieyizhidefangfa？”jiangxunbijianweiting，
touyebutai：“bu。”tazhongyutaiqiyan，yutaduishi，muguangqinglengruquan。
“wozhiduifuhaiyouyizhikemodeqiangzhe。”lujinhuxiyizhi，suoyoudehuadouduzailehoulongli。
takanzheyanqianzheigenvren，talengjing、zhuanye、daoqiangburu，jiangtasuoyouyinhuideshitanhezaodongdouqingyihuajie。
tamengdizhuanguotou，buzaishuohua，zhishigengjiayonglidi、jinhuzinvebandiladongneigendanlidai。
jiangxunkanzhetajinhupianzhidebeiying，heshangshouzhongdejiluben，fachuqingweide“kada”sheng。
“jintiandeqiangdugoule。guodupilaohuishideqifan。”shuowan，tabuzaitingliu，zhuanshenlikai。lujintingxiadongzuo，
kaozaiyibeishang，pibeidibishangyan。ganguanzaijijingzhongbeifangda，zuotuidatuijirouchu，
yinguoduzhuanzhuheshiyongerchanshengde、jiqixiweidesuanzhanggan，cikequewubiqingxi。neishixiwangdechugan。
yeshi……tadeshouzhicanliude、binglengdechugan。zheichangfashengzaiweiguanshijiedezhanzheng，diyidaobaolei，
yibeiqiaorankoukai。shenyedejunquzongyuan，chenjidexiangyizuokongcheng。lujintangzaibingchuangshang，
zuotuimianyanbujuededuntongrutongchaoxi，jingzhundipaidazhetadeshuimian。tasuoxingfangqi，caokonglunyilaidaochuangbian，
wangzhelouxiakongkuangdetingchechang。jiuzaizheishi，tapiejianxieduimianneidongxingzhenglou，sancengdeyigechuangkou，hailiangzhedeng。
neishijiangxundebangongshi。tajidebaitianhushisuikoutiguo，jiangboshidebangongshijiuzaineibian。zheimewanle，
tazaizuoshenme？yizhongshuobuqingdaobumingdeqingxu，qushitazhuandonglunyi，qiaowushengxidihuachulebingfang。
zoulangzhiliangzheyedeng，tadelunyigunguoguangjiededimian，fachuxiweideshengxiang。zhiyedehushikandaota，
youxiejingya，tazhishibailebaishou，shiyizijisuibianzhuanzhuan。talaidaoneishanliangzhedengdebangongshimenwai。
menmeiyouguanyan，xiechuyixianguangliang。touguomenfeng，takandaolejiangxun。tafuzaikuandadebangongzhuoshang，shuizhele。
taidengdeguangyungoulechutapibeidecelian，pingriliqinglengruilidexiantiaozaishuimengzhongbianderouhe。tadezuoshoubian，
tankaizhehouhoudeyixuewenxianheyingxiangpian，youshouhaisongsongdiwozheyizhibi。erzuiranglujinhuxiyizhide，
shitamianqiandebaibanshang。neishangmian，mimimamaxiemanlezi，huamanlejirouyushenjingdejiepoutu。zhengzhongyang，
shitademingzi——“lujin”。mingzixiamian，
shifenmenbielei、xizhidaokekedekangfujieduanmubiao、fengxianpinggu、yijibeixuanfangan。
jigeciyandehongsedazibeiquanlechulai：“shouyaomubiao：jihuoshenjingxinhao，dujuejirouweisuo！”pangbian，
haitiezhetazuixindejidiantu，neizhangjinhusijideboxingtubeifangda，
shangmianyonglansejihaobibiaozhuzhejigeweixiaodebodongdian，pangbianxiezhe：“xinhaodiana，b，
c……youfanyingqianli，xuzhongdian**。”yigujudade、qiansuoweiyoudechongji，henhenzhuangzailujindexinkou。
tayuanbenyiwei，baitiandexunlian，shitalengkuwuqingdezhuanyeyaoqiu。tashenzhizaixinlianzifufeiguotadeyanke。
kexianzaitacaimingbai，neimeiyigekansiweibuzudaodezhiling，nei“conglingdaoyi”demubiaobeihou，
shitabumianbuxiu、zaihaohanyixuewenxianhebinglengshujuzhong，weitacongjuewangliyingshengshengbaochudeyitiaoshenglu！
tabushizaimomietadeyizhi。tashizaiyongtazijidequanbuzhuanyehexinxue，weitadeyizhipulu。lujindemuguang，
zuizhongluozaitashuizheshirengweiweicuqidemeixinshang。
yisijixiweide、hunzazhekuijiu、zhendonghemouzhongnanyiyanyudexinteng，qiaoranmanshangxintou。tameiyoujinqu，
yemeiyoujingdongta。zhishijingjingdi、zaimenwaineipianhunandeyinyingli，kanletahenjiu。ranhou，tacaokonglunyi，
rutonglaishiyiyang，qiaowushengxidilikaile。huidaobingfang，chuangwaideyueguangqinglengdisaru。
zuotuidetengtongsihuyijiu，danlujindexinjingquejieranbutong。tabishangyan，
naohailibuzaishibaitiandecuobaihezishendetongku，ershineizhangudengxiapibeideshenying，
shibaibanshangneigebeiwushuxinxuehuanraodemingzi。diertianqingchen。jiangxunzhunshichuxianzaibingfang，
yanxiadaizhedandandeqinghei，danyanshenyijiuqingmingruili。taruchangdizhunbeizhechuanganqihedanlidai。
“jintianjixuchangshijihuogusitouji，womenxuyaokandaogengwendingdexinhao……”tadehuayinweiluo。
lujinhurankaikou，shengyindichenqueyichangqingxi：“jiangyisheng。”jiangxuntaimoukanta。tayingzhetademuguang，
meiyoulezhiqiandeshenshiyuduikang，zhiyouyizhongchendianxialaidepingjingyujianding。“jintianxuyaowozenmezuo？
”tadunledun，buchongdao，“wohuijinquanli。”jiangxunnazhechuanganqideshouweiweiyidun，
youxieyayidikanletayiyan。zheigenanren，sihuyounalibuyiyangle。
neiguzaodongde、jiyuzhengmingshenmedehuoqixiaoshile，querdaizhideshiyizhonggengchenwen、gengneiliandeliliang。
tabudongshengsedichuixiayanlian，jiangchuanganqitieshangtadetuibu。“henhao。neime，womenkaishi。”jijingdeshenye，
zhaojianleyigerendezhizhe，yeqiaorangaibianleyichangjiaoliangdedise。
kangfuxunlianzaiyizhongxinde、weimiaodepingjingzhongtuijinlejitian。
lujinzhanxianchutazuoweidingjiantezhongbingdelingyimian——jueduidezhuanzhuyuzhixingli。
tabuzaizhiyijiangxunderenhezhiling，meiyigedongzuodouliqiujingzhundaowei，
napadaijiashijieshuhoujinhuxutuodepibeiheyelijiajudetengtong。jiangxunjiangtadenulikanzaiyanli，
jiludeshujuyexianshizhehuanmandanqueshicunzaidejinzhan，jidianxinhaobuzaishiyipiansiji，
ouerhuichuxianduanzanerweiruodehuoyueqi。dantalianshangyijiumeishenmebiaoqing，zhishiouerzaidiaozhengqixiejiaodushi，
huiduojieshiyijuyuanli。zheitianxiawu，xunliangangjieshu，hushizhengbangluhecashihanshui，bingfangmenbeiqingqingqiaoxiang。
weidenghuiying，yigechuanzhechangfu、shenzitingbarusongdenianqingnanrenbiantanjintoulai，
lianshangdaizheshuanglangyouxiaoxinyiyidexiaorong：“touer！womenlaikannile！”tashenhou，
genzhejijinlailingwailianggetongyangjingqishenshizudenianqingren，shoulilinzheguolanheyingyangpin。
tamenshi“leiting”tujiduideduiyuan，houzi、daxionghedingzi。kandaobingfanglidejiangxun，
jirenlikeshoulianlexiaorong，xiayishiditingzhiyaoban，xiandeyouxiejujin。
tamendoutingshuoguozheiweikongjiangdekangfuzhuanjia，qichangtaiqiang，rangrenbuganzaoci。lujinkandaozhanyou，
yanzhongshanguoyisizhenzhengdenuanyi，danhenkuaibeiyanshiguoqu，zhidandandiantou：“laile。”“touer，nizenmeyang？
”waihao“houzi”dezhenchabingcoushangqian，muguangluodaotadazhehouzhongshigaodetuishang，xiaorongkualexialai，
“xiongdimendoukuaixiangsinile，duilimeileni，
ganjuedoubuyiyang……”tadehuabeipangbian“daxiong”yongshouzhouzhuangleyixia，jiaranerzhi。qifenyishiyouxiechenmen。
jiangxunzhenglihaoqixie，duilujinshuo：“jintiandaociweizhi，shidangxiuxihenzhongyao。”shuowan，tabianzhunbeilikai，
jiangkongjianliujitamen。jiuzaitayujigeduiyuancajianerguoshi，“houzi”sihuweiledapoganga，
naozhetouduilujingankaidao：“touer，kannizheiyang，wojiuxiangqidangnianni……”“houzi！
”lujindeshengyindouranbagao，daizheyizhongburongzhiyidelise，daduanleta。
neishengyinlideyanliheyisi……jihunanyichajuedejinghuang，rangzhenggebingfangshunjiananjingxialai。houziheleyitiao，
houmiandehuashengshengyanlehuiqu，youxiewucuodikanzhelujin。jiangxundejiaobu，zaimenkoudunzhule。tahuanhuanhuiguotou，
muguangpingjingdisaoguoshunjianbiaoqingguanlishikongdelujin，youkanlekanyilianmengranyouweiqudehouzi。
“xiangqitadangnianshenme？”takaikou，shengyinbuda，queqingxidichuanrumeigerenerzhong。kongqifangfoninggule。
lujinfangzailunyifushoushangdeshou，zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai，tabikaijiangxundemuguang，
xiahexianbengdexiangyikuailengyingdetie。houzizhanglezhangzui，zailujinjihuyaosharendemuguangbishixia，
yigeziyebuganzaishuo。jiangxundeshixianzailujinjinbengdecelianshangtingliuleliangmiao，neishuangqinglengdemouzili，
shanguoyisijidandeyilv。tameiyouzaizhuiwen。“nimenliao。”tashouhuimuguang，zhuanshenlikailebingfang，
bingqingqingdaishanglemen。menyiguanshang，lujinfangfotuoliban，xianghoukaojinlunyi，bishangyan，
zhangzhangdi、wushengdituchuyikouqi。“touer……wo、woshuocuohualema？”houzitantediwen。
lujinmeiyouzhengyan，zhishipibeidihuilehuishou。“yihou……bietidangniandeshi。”menwaidezoulangshang，
jiangxunbingmeiyoulikelikai。tazhanzaichuangbian，kanzhelouxiajigeshenglonghuohudeduiyuanlaishiliuxiadejiaoyin，
meitouweicu。“dangnian……”qinianqiandefenshou，taneiburongzhiyidejuejue，
takouzhongneige“gengshihe”tadejiashixianhedeweihunqi……nandao，neichangkansijiandande“yiqingbielian”beihou，
haiyinzangzhetabuzhidaode“dangnian”？yigebeidangshirenhuimorushende“dangnian”，
rutongyigenqiaorantanchudeyinxin，wushengwuxidimairuletabenyiweizaoyipingjingdexinhu。“dangnian”lianggezi，
xiangyiketourujinghudeshizi，zaijiangxunxinliyangkaiquanquanlianyi。tashituyongguanchangdelengjingjiangqifuping，
jiangzhuyilizhongxinjizhongzailujindejidianxinhaotushang。neiyuanbensijidexiantiao，jinlaiqueshiyouleweiruodeshengji，
rutongbingxuechurongshi，dixiaanliudediyiciyongdong。raner，dangtazaicizoujinbingfang，
kandaolujinchenmojianyidecelianshi，neilianggezibianbushoukongzhidifuxian。tabizhiqiangengpeihe，
shenzhichengdeshangshuncong，danneishensuiyanmouzhongouershanguodefuzaqingxu，rangtaminruidichajuedao，zheishuncongzhixia，
yayizhejingtaohailang。xunlianshi，tagengjiapinming。hanshuijintoubinghaofu，jintiezaitabizhangdebeijishang。
meiyicifali，ejiaoqingjinbaoqi，taqueyaojinyaguan，lianmenhengdoulinyufachu。“jiroudaichangle。
”jiangxunqinglengdeshengyindaduantajinhuzinvedefali，“yongnidehexinheyinianyindao，bushikaomanli。
”tazoushangqian，gezhebobodeyiliao，shouzhijingzhundianzaitadatuimouchujirouqunshang。
weiliangdechuganranglujinshentijibukechadiyijiang。“zheili，”tadeshengyinhenjin，qixifuguotaerpan，
daizhexiaodushuiheyisijidandelengxiang，“ganshouzheilideshousuo。xiangxiangnengliangcongzheiliguanzhudaonidetuibu。
”lujinbishangyan，quanbudeganguanquebushoukongzhidijizhongzaitazhijianchupengdeneiyixiaokuaipifushang。neiweiliangzhixia，
fangfoyouxixiaodedianliucuanguo，raoluanletayinyiweiaodeyizhili。tayiyanchangshi，
dongzuoquebizhiqianzhiselexuduo。“budui。”jiangxunweiweicumei，shouzhishaoshaoyongli，“fangsong，biedikangwo。
”biedikangwo。zheijuhuaxiangyigenyumao，qingqingsaoguaguolujinxinshangneidaochenfengyijiudeliehen。qinianqian，
taxuanzeyongzuicankudefangshirangta“dikang”ta，henta，likaita。tamengdizhengkaiyan，
zhuangrutajinzaizhichide、chuncuizhuanzhuyuyixuewentideyanmou。neilimianqingchejiandi，
yingchutacikelvexianlangbeidedaoying。yiguhunzazhekuijiu、kewangyujuewangdeqingxu，
rutongyanjiangbanzaitaxiongqiangneibenyong，jihuyaochongpotalaolaozhuqidexinfang。tajihushicangcudibiekailian，
shengyinshaya：“……zhidaole。”jiangxunminruidibuzhuodaoletaneiyishunjiandeshitai。tashouhuishou，
zhijiancanliuzhetashentidewenduhejinbengdechugan。tameiyouzhuiwen，zhishituikaiyibu，
huifuleanquandezhiyejuli。“jintianjiudaozheili。”tazhuanshenzhengliqixie，beiyingyijiutingbaliluo。
kezhiyoutazijizhidao，gangcaineiyike，lujinyanzhongfanyongde、jihuyaojiangtatunshidejulietongku，rangtadexin，
yegenzhemomingdiquansuoleyixia。lujinkaozailunyili，pibeidibishangyan。zuotuidetengtongyijiu，
danyuanbujixinkouneisiliebandeduntong。tadezhuanye，tadelengjing，taouerliuluchude、budaizazhideguanqie，
douxiangzuiwenrouyezuifenglidedao，yicengcengbokaitajianyingdewaiqiao，luchulimiancongweiyuhedexueroumohu。
tahainengzaitamianqian，weizhuangduojiu？tazhuqidejiangubaolei，zaitabujingyidechupengxia，yiranliekaixiwen。
guangtoujinlaideshunjian，yezhaojianleneilicongweiyuhedechuangyi。neigenmingwei“dangnian”deyinxin，
zaijiangxunxinzhongqiaoranranshao。takaishiliuyilujinmeiyigexiweideyichang——tazhouranzhongduandehuayu，
takanxiangtashiyandishenzangdetongchu，haiyoutaduiyuanneiyuyanyouzhideshenqing。tabudongshengse，liyongzhiwuzhibian，
diaoyuelelujingengzaoqide、feibencishoushangdeyiliaojilu。xitongquanxianzaitazheigejibiebuchengwenti，
danqinianqiandejilu，youqishishejimouxieteshurenwude，wangwangbeifengcunhuojianhua。xiansuoliaoliao，
danbingfeiwujikexun。tazhaodaojicibumingyuanyinde、shijianbuduandezhuyuanjilu，zhenduanyuyanbuxiang。
haiyouyifenxinlipinggubaogaodezhaiyao，tidaole“zhongdachuangshanghouyingjizhangai（ptsd）fengxian”，shijiandian，
qiahaojiuzaitamenfenshouqianhou。yigemohude、rangtaxinjingdecaixiang，zhujianchengxing。zheitianxunlian，
neirongshizaipingxinggangnei，changshiwufuzhongxiadetuibuweixiaojiaodutaisheng。lujinwanchengdebiyuqihao，
jidianxinhaodiyicichuxianlechixushumiaodewendingdipinbodong。lianjiangxundourenbuzhukaikou：“henhao，baochizhu。
”tanandedeyijukending，xiangyidaoguang，shunjiandianlianglelujinchenjideyanmou。tataitoukanta，
zuijiaoshenzhibushoukongzhidi、jiqiweiruodixiangshangqiandongleyixia。neishiyigejihusuanbushangxiaorongdebiaoqing，
quedaizhehaiziqide、chuncuidexiyue，yutapingrililengyingdexingxiangxingchenglejudadefancha。jiangxundexin，
xiangshibeishenmedongxiqingqingzhuangleyixia。jiuzaizheishi，bingfangmenbeiqiaoxiang。zhiqianlaiguode“houzi”youlaile，
zheicitaxueguaile，xiantantoutannao，kandaojiangxunzai，likeguiguijujuzhanhao：“jiangyisheng！touer！
womeidaraoba？”“youshi？”lujinxunsushoulianleqingxu，huifuchangtai。houzinaonaotou，
youxiebuhaoyisi：“touer，zhiqiannirangwobangnizhaodeneibenlaobande《danbingyewaishengcunshouce》，wozhaodaole，
jinisongguolai。”tashuozhe，congbaolitaochuyibenfengmianmosunyanzhongdejiushu。lujinjieguo，
suishoufangzaiyipang：“xiele。”jiangxundemuguangquedinggezaineibenshushang。zheibenshu……taiyanshule。qinianqian，
tahelujinhaizaiyiqishi，jiuchangjiantafanyue，
shuyelihaijiazhetadangshisuishoujitaxiedeshuqian……houziwanchengrenwu，heiheiyixiao：“zhaodaolejiuhao！
touernidangniankeshikaozhezheibenshu……”tadehuazaicijiaranerzhi，zheicibushibeilujindaduan，
ershitazijimengdiwuzhulezui，jingkongdikanxianglujin，youfeikuaidipiaolejiangxunyiyan。
lujindelianseshunjianchenlexialai，yanshenruilirudao，wushengdijinggaozhehouzi。
houzihedeyisuobozi：“wo、wohaiyourenwu！touerjiangyishengnimenmang！”shuowan，jihushiluohuangertao。
bingfanglizaicizhishengxiatamenliangren。kongqifangfoninggule，chenzhongderangrenzhixi。jiangxunhuanhuanzoudaoneibenjiushuqian，
naqi。shuyeziranfanluodaomouyiye，yizhangfanhuangde、bianyuanyouxiejuanqudebianqianzhilulechulai。shangmian，
shitadangnianqingxiudeziji：“jiwodeyingxiong。pinganguilai。——xun”shiguang，fangfozaizheiyikezhouranhuisu，
youhenhenzahuixianshi。jiangxunnaqineizhangbianqian，zhuanshen，kanxiangliansecangbai、xiahebengjindelujin。
tadeshengyinhenqing，quedaizheyizhongdongchuanyiqiedeliliang，zaijijingdebingfangliqingxidihuidang：“lujin，”tawen，
“nidangnian，jiujingshiqulenali？shouleduozhongdeshang，cairangnifeideyong‘bianxin’zheizhongfangshi，bawotuikai？
”lujinmengditaiyan，zhuangshangtaqingchequefangfonengkantouyiqiedemuguang。
tagouzhuleqiniande、ziyiweijianguwubidefangxian，zaizheiyike，
zaitapingjingdezhushiheneizhangfanhuangdebianqianmianqian，hongrankailie，yaoyaoyuzhui。jiangxundeshengyinbugao，
quexiangyibazhongchui，henhenzazailujinxinshangneidaochenfengqinian、zaoyihuanongdeshangkoushang。talianseshabai，
suoyoudexueyefangfoshunjiantunqu，lianzuichundoushileyanse。takanzhetashouzhongdeneizhangfanhuangbianqian，
kanzheshangmianqingxiruzuodeziji——“jiwodeyingxiong”。meiyigezidouxiangshaohongdeluotie，
tangdetalinghundouzaizhandou。tazhanglezhangzui，xiangfouren，xiangzaicizhuqibinglengdeweiqiang。
kemianduitaneishuangqingliede、fangfonengdongchuanyiqieweizhuangdemouzi，suoyoudehuangyandouxiandeneimecangbaiwuli。
qiniandeyayi，qiniandehuihen，qinianderiyejianao，zaizheiyike，zhongyuchongkualetasuoyoudefangxian。
tamengdidixiatou，shuangshousisizhuazhuzijidetoufa，zhijieyinweiguoduyonglierfanchuqingbaise。
kuankuodejianbangwufakongzhidijuliezhandouqilai，xiangyigenishuizhiren，zhongyufangqilezhengzha。“……shi。
”yigeposuideyinjie，congtahoulongshenchujilechulai，daizhexuelinlindetongchu。jiangxunniezhebianqiandeshouzhi，
weiweishoujin。tazhanzaiyuandi，meiyoudong，zhishijingjingdikanzheta，dengdaizhetaqinshoujiekaineigecankudezhenxiang。
“neici…shijingwaimimiqingsaorenwu…”tadeshengyinshayadelihai，duanduanxuxu，
meiyigezidouhaofeizhetajudadeliqi，
“women…zaoyulefuji…weileyanhu…houzitamenchetui…wo…”tadehuxizhouranjicu，
yanqianfangfoyoumimanqidangniandexiaoyanyuxuexingwei，erbianshizheneryulongdebaozhashenghezhanyoudemenheng。
“wozhonglesanqiang…congshijimigaodexuanyashang…shuailexiaqu…”tamengditaiqitou，
chihongdeyanjinglishiyipianjuewangdehuangyuan，leishuibushoukongzhidiyongchu，hunzazhehanshui，
langbeiditangguotagangyidelianjia，
“jizhu…yaozhui…duochufensuixingguzhe…yishengshuo…wokeneng…yongyuandouzhanbuqilaile…”tasisidingzhejiangxun，
xiangshiyaotongguozheizhongfangshi，rangtaganshoudaotadangniandejuewang。“yige…feiren…wozenme…zenmenengtuoleini？！
”tadeshengyindouranbagao，daizheqixuebandesiya，
“nineimeyouxiu…nideweilaiyinggaiyougenghaoderen…erbushishouzheyige…lianshenghuodoubunengzilidecanfei！
”suoyi，taxuanzelezuicanrendefangshi。taganzoulesuoyoulaitanwangdezhanyou，
lianheleyiweiqiafengqihui、jiashixianhedenvxingpengyou，yanleyichang“yiqingbielian、lingpangaozhi”dexima。
tayongzuiedudeyuyan，qinshoujiangtazuiaidenvhai，congtadeshengminglituikai。tayiweineishibaohu。quebuzhidao，
neishiduilianggeren，zhangdaqiniandelingchi。bingfangli，zhishengxiatayayibuzhude、rutongshoushangyeshoubandewuyansheng。
zheigezaiqianglindanyuzhongdoumianbugaisedenanren，cikequansuozailunyishang，kudexianggemiludehaizi。
jiangxunzhanzaiyuandi，shentijiangying。takanzhetabengkuidemoyang，tingzhetaqixuedetanbai，
xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinzuanzhu，tengdejihuwufahuxi。yuanlai，bushibuai。yuanlai，shitaiai。
aidaoningyuanzijiduorudiyu，yeyaobatatuixiangtarenweideguangming。tayizhiyiweidebeipan，
jingranshiyichangjingxincehuade、yiaiweimingdexisheng。tahuanhuantaiqishou，kanzheneizhangchengzaizhenianshaoailiandebianqian，
zhijianweiweizhandou。qinianlaideyuanhen、bujie、bugan，zaizheiyike，rutongyangguangxiadebingxue，kaishiqiaoranxiaorong。
zhenxiang，wangwangbihuangyangengrangrentongchexinfei。qiniandebingshanhongrandaota，luchude，
shishenmaiqixia、zaoyixueroumohudezhenxin。lujindewuyansheng，xiangshoushangyeshouzuihoudeaiming，zaibingfanglidihuai，
ranhoujianjianchenjixiaqu，zhishengxiacuzhongeryayidechuanxi。tatanzailunyishang，
fangfogangcaineichangbengkuihaojinletasuoyoudeliqi，liantaitoudeyongqidouyishiqu。jiangxunzhanzaiyuandi，yidongbudong。
chuangwaidetiansebuzhiheshianchenxialai，wuyunyajing，menleishengyouyuanjijin。canbaidedengguanglongzhaozhebingfang，
jiangyiqiedouzhaodeqingxierbingleng，baokuolujinlianshangweigandeleihen，hetacikecuiruodebukanyijidebeiying。
tashouzhongdeneizhangbianqian，bianyuanyibeitawuyishiniedezhezhou。shangmiandeziji，“yingxiong”erzi，
cikekanlaiwubiciyan。tayizhiyiweidebeipan，yuanlaishiyichangziyiweishide、canliedexisheng。qinian。
tadaizhebeiniansuidexinheyigubufushudehenyi，zaiyixuelushangpinmingkuangben，
chenglerujinnengzhuzaitakangfumingyundezhuanjia。erta，
zebeifuzhe“fuxinhan”dezuiminghekenengzhongshencanjidejuewang，zaishentiyuxinlingdeshuangzhonglianyuliduzizhengzha。
meiyouyingjia。tamendouzaizheichangyoutayishoudaoyandebeijuli，shanghenleilei。“suoyi，”jiangxunzhongyukaikou，
shengyindaizheyizhongguoduqingxuchongjihoudeqiyipingjing，shenzhibipingshigengleng，“nijiudanfangmianjuedinglewodeweilai？
renweilikaini，jiushiduiwohao？”lujinshentimengdiyizhan，quemeiyouhuida。“lujin，”tawangqianzouleyibu，
shengyinbugao，queziziqingxi，zazaitaxinshang，“nidangnianwendoumeiwenguowo，zenmezhidao，
wobuhuixuanzeheniyiqimiandui？”zheijuhua，birenhezhizedougengranglujinwudizirong。tamengditaitou，
yanzhongshijudadetonghuihemangran。shia，tadangnianpingshenmetitazuojueding？pingshenmeyongneizhongzuishangrendefangshi，
cuihuiletaduiaiqingsuoyoudexinyang？buguoshizhangzhetaaita，zhangzhe……taziyiweishide“weitahao”。
“wo……”tazhanglezhangzui，quefaxianzijilianbianjiedeliyoudourucicangbaikexiao。jiuzaizheishi，
“hua——”deyisheng，yunniangyijiudebaoyuzhongyuqingpenerxia，mijideyudianhenhenzazaibolichuangshang，
fachujicuerchenmendeshengxiang，fangfoyaojiangzhenggeshijieyanmei。yushengyangailebingfangneilingrenzhixidejijing。
jiangxunmeiyouzaikanta。tajiangneizhangzhezhoudebianqian，qingqingfanghuileneibenjiushushang，dongzuohuanmanerzhengzhong，
xiangshizaimaizangyigeshidai。ranhou，tazhuanshen，chaobingfangmenkouzouqu。“jiangxun！”lujindeshengyindaizhekonghuang，
xiayishidixiangyaozuzhitalikai，shentiyidong，zuotuichuanlaizuanxindetengtong，rangtashunjianmenhengyisheng，