我重生为手术刀，剖开爱人的心
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neishiyigenanhaicongxiaodaodadechengzhangpianduan，shitazaijiepoutaiqianxuexidezhuanzhu，
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tajiangwocongzhengwudaizhongquchu，fangzaibaisedetuopanshang。「wentidaodichuzainali？」
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「gangcai……neishishenme？」tachuanzheqi，sisididingzhewo，「huanjuema？」youxiaoguo！zhendeyouxiaoguo！
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wanmeidejiuxiangyichangjingxinbianpaidexiju。」linmoduizhewoshuodao，「erni，wenyisheng，
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juanxianzhe。erzheixiejuanxianzhedeshenfenxinxi，doujingrendixiangsi：waidiwugongrenyuan，shehuiguanxijiandan，
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qizhong，baokuowo。【3】dangzhengwushidemenzaicibeidakai，lairenbingfeilinmo，ershiyimingmoshengdejingyuan。
tanazheyifengaizhehongzhangdegongwen，quzouleneitaobeifengcunde、shuyuwodeshoushuqixie。wode「xin」
mengdichenlexiaqu。jiangchenyaoyongwole。tayaoyongshasiwodezheibadao，quzhengjiulingyigerendeshengming。
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guizishou！wohenbudelikehuazuoyidaoligui，pushangqusisuitamenxuweidemianju。kewobuneng，
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jiuzaishoushujijiangkaishideshihou，guanchashidemenbeituikaile。linmozoulejinlai。tachuanzhebaidagua，daizhekouzhao，
yi「shijufayiguwen，guanmoxuexi」demingyi，chuxianzailezheili。
tademuguangdiyishijianjiuluozaileqixiepanshang，luozailewodeshenshang。simuxiangdui，suirangezherenyuwudejiexian，
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shoushukaishile。bingrenbeituilejinlai，mazui，kaixiong……yiqiedouyoutiaobuwendijinxingzhe。
jiangchendejishuqueshiwuketiaoti，tademeiyigedongzuodoujingzhunrujiaokeshu。tanaqilediandao，
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yuwozishendeyuanhenjiaozhizaiyiqi，xingchengleyigupangdaerhunluandejingshenfengbao。woganjuezijikuaiyaobeisiliele。
「shoushudao。」jiangchendeshengyinxiangqi。suqinglikejiangwodidaoletadeshoushang。
dangjiangchendeshouzhizaiciwozhuwodeneiyike，shijianfangfoninggule。neishuxidechugan，
neicengjingfumoguowozhangfa、yongbaoguowoshentideshou，cikequewozhewode「linghun」，
yaoqupoukailingyigerendexinzang。chouhen，zaineiyikedadaoledingfeng。
wojiangsuoyoudeyuannian、suoyoudetongku、suoyoudefennu，ningjuchengyigenwuxingdejianci，
henhendizhajinletadeyishishenchu！「a！」jiangchendeshoumengdiyidou，
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「zenmele？」suqingyejinzhangdiwendao。jiangchendelianseshunjianbiandecanbai，etoushangshenchuleximidehanzhu。
taganggangkandaolehuanjue。takandaoshoushutaishangdebingren，bianchengleyizhangcanbaidelian——wodelian。「meishi，
shouhualeyixia。」taqiangzuozhending，shengyinqueyouxiefazhan。tashenxiyikouqi，shituzhongxinjizhongjingshen。
danwozenmekenengrangtaruyuan？wokaishifengkuangdixiangtachuandigezhonghuamian。wobeitacisideshunjian，
neixiebeitaquzouqiguandewuguzhejuewangdeyanshen，haiyoulinmoneizhanglengjingerruilidelian……zheixiehuamian，
xiangchaoshuiyiyangchongjizhetadedanao。「bu……bushiwo……」takaishinannanziyu，yanshenbiandehuansan，
「shitamenzijigaisi……」「jiangchen！nizaishuoshenme！」suqingdeshengyinbiandejianruiqilai，
tayishidaolebuduijing。guanchashili，linmodequantouyeqiaoqiaowojinle。
shoushushilideqifenshunjianjinzhangdaolejidian。suoyourendoukanzhetamendezhudaoyisheng，xiangshizaimengyouyiyang，
wozheshoushudao，duizhebingrendexinzang，shuozhehuhua。「shini……wennian……shinihuilaile……」
jiangchendemuguangchuantoulewuyingdeng，fangfokandaolezhanzaiduimiandewo，「niyiweinibianchengledao，jiunengbaofuwoma？
wogaosuni，meiyongde！tamendougaisi！neixiejianmin，tamendeqiguannengyongzaizunguidekerenshenshang，
shitamenderongxing！」tafengle。zaijudadejingshenyalihewodeyishichongjixia，tadefangxianchedibengkuile。
tadangzhesuoyourendemian，jiangtaneixinzuishenchudezuie，sihoulechulai。「jiangchen！」suqingchongshangqu，
xiangyaoduoxiawo，danyijingwanle。jiangchenmengditaiqitou，bumanxuesideyanjingsisididingzhesuqing，
lianshangluchuleyigezhengningdexiaorong。「haiyouni，suqing！womenshigongfan，niyigeyepaobudiao！hahahaha！」
takuangxiaozhe，wozhewodeshou，zaikongzhonghuluandihuiwu。guanchashideboliwai，suoyourendoujingdaile。
zhiboxinhaozaidiyishijianbeiqieduan，danyijingtaichile。jiangchendezibai，yijingtongguowangluo，
chuanbianlemeiyigejiaoluo。linmodezuijiao，gouqileyimobinglengdehudu。tanaqileshouji，botongleyigehaoma。
「keyixingdongle。」shoushushidemenbeimengdizhuangkai，yiqunheqiangshidandejingchachonglejinlai。「buxudong！jingcha！
」jiangchendexiaoshengjiaranerzhi。takanzheheidongdongdeqiangkou，youditoukanlekanshouzhongzhanmanxianxuedewo，
lianshangdebiaoqing，congdiankuangbianchenglechegudekongju。erwo，jingjingditangzaitadeshouzhong。daoshenshangdexue，shiwende。
wodechou，zhongyubaole。【4】hunluanzaishoushushilidadaoledingdian。jiangchenbeijingchasisianzaidishang，
taxiangyitoukunshou，haizaifengkuangdizhengzhahepaoxiao。「shita！shineibadao！wennian！shinideguihunzaizuosui！」
meiyourenlihuiyigefengzidehuyanluanyu。suqingtanruanzaidi，mianrusihui。tazhidao，yiqiedouwanle。
dangjiangchenhouchuneiju「womenshigongfan」shi，tadeshijieyesuizhibengta。
wobeiyimingjingchaxiaoxinyiyidicongjiangchenshouzhongquzou，zhongxinzhuangruzhengwudai。zheiyici，daizishangtiedebiaoqian，
buzaishi「zishaanzhengwu」，ershi「tedalianhuansharenanxiongqi」。touguomohudesuliao，
wozuihoukanleyiyanshoushushi。neilidenaojuyijingjiejinweisheng，erlingyichangguanyuzhengyideshenpan，caiganggangkaishi。
wodeyishi，zaibaofuchenggongdeshunjian，bingweigandaoyuxiangzhongdekuangxihejietuo，
fanerxianruleyizhongjudadekongxuhepibei。chouhenderanliaohaojinle，zhichengwodeneigenxian，sihuyeduanle。
wobeidaihuilefazhengzhongxin，zheiyici，wobeifangjinlelinmodebangongshi。tameiyouzaijiangwosuojinbinglengdetieju。
jiexialaiderizi，wochengleyigezuiteshude「tingzhong」。linmodebangongshichenglezhuananzudelinshizhihuizhongxin。
wotingzhetamenduijiangchenhesuqingdeshenxunjilu，tingzhetamengenjuxiansuo，
daohuileyigeyouyigeyinzangzaichengshiyinanjiaoluolidefeifaqiguanjiaoyiwodian，jiejiuleneixiebeiqiujinde「gongti」
。wotingdaolejiangchenhesuqingdechedibengkuihequanpanzhaogong。yuanlai，tamencongyixueyuanshijiushiqingren。
jiangchenweilededaowomenwenjiadecailiherenmai，caipaoqisuqingzhuiqiuwo。ersuqing，zeyizhiyi「guimi」
deshenfenqianfuzaiwoshenbian，zuotamenliangrenzhijiandechuanshengtong。tamenlianshou，liyongjiangchendezhiweizhibian，
hejingwaidefeifazuzhigoujie，jianliqileyitiaoxuexingdeliyilian。neixiebeitamenpandingwei「shehuidiceng」
deliulangzhe、wuyiwukaodewailaiwugongrenyuan，douchengletamenshoushudaoxiadexishengpin。erwo，
yinweiwuyizhongchupengdaolezheitiaoliantiaodehexin，chengletamenbixuqingchudezhangai。suoyoudezhenxiang，
douhewotuicedeyiyang，shenzhibiwoxiangxiangdegengjiaangzanghecanren。wojingjingditingzhe，yishilibuqiyisibolan。
chouhenyijingxiaosan，shengxiade，zhiyouwujindebeiliang。weiwoziji，yeweineixiewugudeshizhe。
anjiandediaochachixuleshuyue。zuizhong，jiangchen、suqingjiqibeihoudezhenggefanzuijituanbeiyiwangdajin。
dengdaitamende，jiangshifalvzuiyanlidezhicai。xiaoxigongbudeneitian，zhenggechengshidouweizhizhendong。
wosuozaideyiyuanyejinglileyichangcongshangdaoxiadedaqingxi。yiqiechenailuoding。yitianwanshang，
bangongshilizhishengxialinmoyigeren。tajiangsuoyoudejuanzongzhenglihao，fangjindanganju。ranhou，tazouguolai，
naqilewo。tameiyoudaishoutao。tadezhijianwennuanerganzao，qingqingdichupengzhewodedaoshen。「wenyisheng，
doujieshule。」tadeshengyinhenqing，xiangshizaiduiwoshuohua。
wojiangyishilizuihoudeqingxu——yilvdandande、rushizhongfudeganji——chuandijileta。
linmodeshentiweiweiyidun，suiji，taxiaole。neishiyizhongfazineixinde、qingsongdexiaorong。
「wobuzhidaonishiyizhongshenmeyangdecunzai，shizhinian，shilinghun，haishibiedeshenme。」takanzhewo，
yanshenqingcheerzhencheng，「danwozhidao，nibushixieede。nizhishiyigexiangyaotaohuigongdaodeshouhaizhe。」
「xiexieni，wenyisheng。shini，bangzhuwomenjiekailezheiyiqie。」tadunledun，jixushuodao：「nideanzi，
yijingzhongxindingxing。nidemingyu，yeyijinghuifule。yuanfangweinijubanlezhuidaohui，henduorendouqule，
tamendouweinigandaowanxihebuping。」wodeyishifanqileyisinuanyi。「xianzai，nikeyianxinle。」
tashuowan，jiangwozixidicashiganjing，fangjinyigejingzhidemuheli。hezilipuzherouruandeheisetianerong，
tangzailimian，bitangzaibinglengdezhengwudailiyaoshufudeduo。「zheihuoxubuheguiju，」linmogaishanghezi，
qingshengshuo，「danworenwei，nibuzaishiyijianzhengwu，ershiyiweiyingxiongdeyiwu。wohuiweinishenqing，
jiangniyongjiufengcun，buzairangrenherendarao。」wojingjingditangzaiheianerrouruandehezili，tingzhetadehua。
yiguqiansuoweiyoudekunyixiangwoxilai。wodeyishi，zaiwanchenglefuchou，xishualeyuanquzhihou，
kaishibiandemohu、huansan。zhichengwocunzaidezhinian，yijingxiaoshile。woganjuezijixiangyikeronghuadebing，
zhengzaimanmandi、yidiandiandihuiguidaoxuwuzhizhong。zaiyishichedixiaosanqiandezuihouyike，wo「kan」
daoleyipianwennuandeguang。guangmangzhong，fangfoyouwofumudexiaolian，youneixiebeizhengjiudelinghundeganji。
wobuzaishineibabingleng、fenglidedaole。wozhongyukeyianxile。【5】woyiweineihuishizhongjie。
yishidexiaosan，linghundeanxi，yiqiezuieyuchouhendouguiyuchentu。danwocuole。
dangneigushuxidekunyijiangwotunshi，dangworenweizijijijianghuiguixuwushi，
yigugengjiaqiangda、gengjiabinglengdeliliang，quexiangyizhiwuxingdedashou，jiangwohuansandeyishizhongxinzuanjin，
henhendituohuilezheijujinshudelaolong。「xiangzou？meineimerongyi。」yigeshaya、yinleng，
bushuyuwojiyizhongrenheyigerendeshengyin，zhijiezaiwodeyishishenchuxiangqi。
zheishengyinchongmanleyuanduhegulaodeqixi，fangfolaizidiyudeshenyuan。womengdi「jingxing」，
faxianzijiyijiubeikunzaizheibashoushudaoli，tangzailinmoweiwozhunbeideneigetianerongmuhezhong。「nishishei？！」
woyongjinquanlizaiyishizhongnahan。「woshishei？」neigeshengyinchixiaoleyisheng，「wojiushinia……huozheshuo，
woshizheibadao，zhenzhengde『hun』。」woshunjianruzhuibingku。「shenmeyisi？」「yisijiushi，ni，wennian，
nidelinghunbuguoshiwozanshideyangliaobale。」neigeshengyinchongmanlechaonong，「yibachuanshidexiongqi，
zenmekenengzhiyouyigexinsideyuanling？zainizhiqian，tayijingyinguowushurendexue，yetunshiguowushudeyuannian。
wo，jiushizheixieyuanniande**ti。」wodedanaoyipiankongbai。woyizhiyiwei，shiwosihoudeyuannian，
rangwozhongshengzailezheibadaoli。kexianzaikanlai，wozhishizheibadaowushu「jipin」zhongdeyige！
「ni……nixiangyaoganshenme？」wogandaoleqiansuoweiyoudekongju，zheizhongkongju，
shenzhichaoguoledangchumianduijiangchenhesuqingshidejuewang。「ganshenme？dangranshijixu『jinshi』le。」
neigeshengyinyincecedixiaoleqilai，「nidechouhenhenmeiwei，wennian。tarangwocongchenshuizhongsuxing，
bingqiebiandegengjiaqiangda。danxianzai，nidechouhenxiaoshile，niduiwolaishuo，yijingmeiyouyongle。」「buguo，
zainichedixiaosanqian，nihaiyouzuihouyigeyongtu。」「shenmeyongtu？」「nideneigexiaofayipengyou，linmo。
tadelinghun，wenqilai……feichangkekou。chongmanlezhengyiganheshengmingli，zheikeshizuidingjidebupin。」「bu！
nibuzhundongta！」wofengkuangdijianjiaoqilai。linmoshiwodeenren，shiwozaizheiheianzhongweiyideguang。
wojuebuyunxurenhedongxishanghaita！「zheikeyoubudeni。」neigeshengyinkuangwangdixiaozhe，
「taxianzaishiwodechiyouzhe。zhiyaotajixujiechuwo，tadeshengminglijiuhuibeiwoyidiandiandixishiganjing。erni，
wennian，nijiangqinyan『kan』zhezheiyiqiefasheng，zhidaotabianchengyijuganshi，ernideyishi，
yejiangzuoweiwoxiangyongwandacanhoudetiandian，beicheditunshi。」juewang。bizhiqianrenheyicidougengjiashenchendejuewang，
jiangwochediyanmei。wopinjinquanlibaolechou，quemeixiangdao，zhishihuanxingleyigegengjiakepade，chenshuideemo。
erwozuixiangbaohuderen，queyinweiwo，chenglezheigeemodexiayigemubiao。zheisuanshenme？mingyundewanxiaoma？bu，
wobunengfangqi！wobixuxiangbanfajinggaolinmo！wokaishifengkuangdichongjizhezheijujinshudeshufu，
shituxiangwaijiechuandinapayisiyihaodeweixianxinhao。danneigebeichengwei「daohun」dedongxi，xiangyizhangjudadewang，