zhongxiaobeifujinyuanzuoweizhujiaodexiandaiyanqingxiaoshuo《aiguoni，henguoni》，jiangshuyiduanwenxintianmideaiqinggushi，shizuozhe“shuaijiji”deyibuwanjieyuanchuangzuopin，，gushineirongjianjie：“fujinyuan，wodangchufangkaitadequeyouwozijipobudeyideliyou，danzheigeliyoubingbushiniqifutadeliyou，niyaoshibudongdezhenxiwohuijiangtazhao……
zuanzhewoshouwandenanrenmouguanghenchen，tashixianzhizhidedingzhewo，sangyinlengkudewendao：“haizini？”
wominleminchunshuo：“zaijiali。”
zhongshangyouxiangshoufuaidequanli，
suoyiwobupaichifujinyuanjiejinhaizi。
fujinyuansongkaiwodeshouwanshuangshouchadou，sihudengzhewojitayinlu，wochenmoleyihuierchuixianaodaizouzaiqianmian，meiyoudianti，erwozudefangzizailiulou。
zoudaodisiloushiwoshuangtuiyoudianfama，danhaishiyaoyaqiangpozijichengzhu，daomenkoutaishouanlemenling。
baomudakaimenjianshiwo，xiaoshuo：“haizihentinghua，chilejiuwanzijide，zhongwushuileyixiaohuier。”
woshuoleshengxiexie，“ayikeyihuijiale。”
baomunalebaolikai，wojinqukanjianzhongshangyigerenpazaidianzishangwanzhexiaowanju，jianzhewohuilaimangzhangkaishuangshouhanzhemama，wofangxiadongxiguoqubatabaozaihuaili。
woqinleqinzhongshangdelianjia，youwentaleyixiehenjiandandexiaowenti，tayoudianbunaifan，yaoyaotouyizhixiangcongwohuailizhengtuo，wotaiyanwangzhenanrenwen：“yaobaoma？”
nanrendingzhezhongshangdemuguanghenshensui，shuangshouchazaidouliyizhiweicengnachulai，kanyangzishibutaixiangbao。
wochuiyan，baozhezhongshangqishenhuilewoshi，nanrenyejinsuizaishenhou，zuihouzhizhanzailemenkouqiaozhe。
wotuodiaozhongshangshenshangdeyifu，pifushangquandoushiqianqiandebahen，yishengshuohuifudekenengxinghenxiao，dantabijingshixiaohaizi，suoyiziwoxiufudenenglihenqiang。
wozhinengqiqiuzheixiebahennengzijixiaoshi，fujinyuankanjianhaizishenshangdeshang，yuqigewaiyinchendewen：“zhongxiaobei，tashenshangdeshangshizenmehuishi？”
woqulaiyijianmianzhideduanxiujizhongshangbianhuanbianshuo：“woshengxiazhongshangdeshihouhaizaifuyi，neilibuzhunyanghaizi，yujingqiangpoxingdaizousongqulefuliyuan。zhongshangzaineierchilekutou，yizhibeiyuanzhangnvedai，zheigeshijianzhangdajiugeyue，woyoushihoudoubuzhidaotashizenmeaoxialaide，zheijianshizaiwoxinlishigekan，woyongyuandouguobuqu。fujinyuan，nixiangzhidaozheixieshishisheizuodema？”
shuozheixiehuashiwodeyuqihenpingjing，zhuanguoshendingdingdedingzhefujinyuan，taminleminchunwen：“sheizuode？”
wogouchunxiaoshuo：“nidexintouhao。”
fujinyuantingdaoshishenruyanshishensehaowubianhua，zheishizhongshangtaizheshuangshouxiangzhetayaobaobao，“bababaobao。”
womiansechayi，zhongshangshenmeshihouxuehuibabazheigeciyude？
fujinyuanyezhengzhu，dantarengjiuzhanzaiyuandiweidong，wohuermingbai，tashizhongmeibazhongshangdangchengtadehaizi，zaitadeganqingli，zhongshangjinshitamingyishangdenver。
名义上……
没有感情的存在。
woshoulianqixinshiluojianghaizibaozaihuaili，zhongshangxiaoxinyiyidemuguangwangzhefujinyuanzaiyemeiyouhanbaba。
wobaozhehaiziwenta，“shenmeshihoulikai？”
fujinyuanweida，tacongxizhuangkulimochuyizhiyan，sihuxiangqishenmetayouzhuanglehuiqu，moyangyoudiantuifei。
woshitanxingdewen：“nizenmele？”
wozudezheigefangzibuda，womenjigerendaizaizheilixiandehenyongji，tebieshifujinyuanzheibanshenxingde。
wobaozhehaiziquketing，fujinyuanzhanzaiwoshimenkoumeidong，zhishihuerwenleyiju，“tameilianxini？”
woyihuodewen：“nishuoshei？”
fujinyuanmeiyouhuidawozheigewenti，tasihuxiangqileshenme，yanmoushenchuhanzhewujindebotaoxiongyong。
“zhongxiaobei，nizheigerenlingwokanbutou，nishuoshuoni，haohaodezuowodexiaobei，wochongzheni，guanzheniyoushenmebuhao？feishuojiajiwodehua，woyouzenmehuiquni？wofujinyuanzailianjia，yebuyaobierenyongguode……”
fujinyuanmomingqimiaodeshuoleyidadui，qianmianwoshitingdongle，tangruojinianqianwoguiguijujudedaizaiwoyingdaideweizhi，tajiuhuixianggezhangbeisideguanzhewo。
danhoumianneijubierenyongguodeshishenmeyisi？
nanbuchengtazhidaoneixieshi……
bukeneng，worangfuwenjiangzheishichulile。
fujinyuannandedetanleyikouqi，sangyinkeyifangdideshuo：“wogeyizhicuiwomenlianggejiehun，haizizhuzaizheiliyebufangbian，zheiyangba，nidaizhetagenwozhu。”
wodaizhehaizizhujintajia……
neitazenmechulishenruyan？
woxiaowen：“nixianzaihuiquwole？”
fujinyuantanrandao：“buhui。”
“neiweishenmeyaorangwogennizhu？”
fujinyuandaotingtanchengdeshuo：“zhongxiaobeiniyinggaibisheidouqingchuyuanyin，wocongbuwuniwoge，tayizhirangwoquni……bushuozheishi，daizhehaizigenwohuijiaba。”
wobaozhehaizi，boliangdeyuqiwenta，“fuwenshushurangniquwonijiuquwo？neiniyouruheduideqishenruyan？nibushiyizhixihuantama？fujinyuan，nishenmeshihoucainengxianggenanrenyiyangbaohuzhuzijixinaidenvren？”
shuodexinaidenvrenshi，fujinyuanhuxiyizhi，tatongkongjinsuodewangzhewo，lenglengdejinggaodao：“zaiduoshuoyiju，nixinwo，woyidingrangnizaiyejianbudaohaizi。”
taconglaidouzhihuiweixiewo。
woshiqudechenmo，zhongshangyouxiebunaifandecongwohuailizhengtuowangdishangpa，wosongkaileta，meixiangdaotahuangzhexiaoshenzizoudaolefujinyuanshenqianyizhiyaozhebaobao。
fujinyuanchuimouwangzhegentamoyangruchuyizhedehaizishenxingweidong，hueryangleyangchunwen：“zhongxiaobei，woyougewenticongweiwenguoni……”
wohaoqiwen：“shenme？”
“dangchuweishenmeturangaibianxinyiyizhirangrangzheyaojiajiwo？mingmingdangchudenishineimesixintadidexihuan……”fujinyuandunzhu，xianglexiangyoudao：“niweishenmexiangyaojiajiwo？jishiwoyuanwangleni，hainizuoleliangnianlao，weishenmenihaishiyaojianchidejiajiwo？”
dunledun，tawen：“weishenmeningyuanzijixiadiaoyeyaojiwoyanjiaomo？xiaobei，gaosuwozheiyangzuodeyuanyin。”
tadiyicihanwoxiaobei……
zheinaliyoushenmeyuanyina？！
yiqiedeyiqiebuguoshiyinweiwoxihuanta。
zixixiangxiang，wocengjingzhuisuitaneimeduonian，shijishangwocongweigentagaoguobai，worenshitadeshihouyecaishiqisuizuoyou，ertayijingshiyigechengshudenanrenle。
wohefujinyuanzhengshidinghundeshihouwogangmanshibasui，neishitashenbiangangchuxianshenruyanzheimegenvren。
woxinlihenyouweijigan，neiliangnianyizhiheshenruyandouzhidouyong，yinweifujinyuandepianxinmeicidoushiwoshu。
xianzaixiangqilai，cengjingdezijitaisha。
jiarunengzhonglai，wobuhuizaixuanzeaifujinyuan。
jianwoyizhimeiyoushuohua，fujinyuanbanzhelianbunaifandengleyisheng，zhongshangbeihedaoganjinpahuiwoshenbian。
kenengshicongxiaoshouguobushaodezhemo，xianzaidezhongshangtebiedongshi，tebienengren，congjianyulichulaidaoxianzaiwohaimeiyoujianguozheigexiaohaikuguo，yizhidouhenjianqiang。
wocongdishangbaoqizhongshang，pinghedexiaolexiaochehuangshuo：“nayoushenmeliyou？woshuowoaini，nixinme？lianwozijidoubuxin，wozhizhidaodangniandezijizhinengjinjindezhuazhuni，yinweiwobashuoguo，zaitongchengnishizuideshide，ruruowomenzhongjiaxiangyaogenggaorenyibuzhinenggennimenfujialianyin，erqiewojinijuanyanjiaomodeshihounibadayingguowo，ruguowojiniyanjiaomotajiumashanganpaiwomenjiehun，meixiangdaotalinletouxianqiwoshigexiazijiufanhuile，niyaoshibuxindehuanikeyiquwenniba。”
woxianzaizenmeyeshuobuchuaitadehua。
yinweiwomenzhijiangezhetaiduodechouhen。
tingdaowozheixiehuadefujinyuanliansebutaihao，tamoleyihuierdiuxiayiju，“ruanmengmingtianhuilaijieni。”
说完便离开了。
waimiandemenmeiyouguan，woqishenquguanhaomen，zhuanshenhuilaikanjianzhongshangyizhizaihanzhebaba，wodadianhuajilebaomu，taxiaoshuo：“shidezhongxiaojie，shiwojiaoshangshangshuode，tahencongming，wojiaotashenmetahenkuaijiujizhule。”
wofanzaodebilebiyan，jinliangdeyongpinghedeyuqishuo：“ayi，yihoubiejiaoxiaohaibabazheigeci。”
tadebabaganggangzenmeyebukenbaota。
jishitaganggangzhudongdequtaohaota。
ayisihumingbaileshenme，fanyingguolaidao：“duibuqizhongxiaojie，yihouwobuhuizaijiaotazheigeci。”
woshuo：“meishi，xianguale。”
guaduandianhuahouwojizhongshangxileyigezao，kuaishuijuedeshihoujiedaoyannianniandedianhua，tatongzhiwoshuo，“xiaobei，wobuxiangyanxile，mingtianzhihouyaoqumeiguowanyizhenzi，dagaidemingniancaihuihuifukaigong。wogangjiwogetile，yihounijiuzuotadezhuli。tadayingguowo，xundaoyigeheshideshiji，tahuimanmandainijinquanzide。”
wojinjinzuoleyanniannianyitiandeshenghuozhulijiuyouyaoqudaoyanchendeshenbian……neigebeichengweiyingdidenanren。
tabiyannianniangaohaojigedangci。
woturanzhijianyouleyali。
一时之间有些无措。
wobaozheyijingshushuidehaizi，qingqingdewenleyiju，“niannian，nigegeyoumeiyoushenmejihuideshi？”
“haha，wozhidaonidanyoushenme，nishibushipawoge？wogexingzisuiranlengleyidian，dantaneigerenhenhaoxiangchude，pingshiyebuhuifenfunizuoshenme，genzhetazuoshizuidadehaochujiushiqingsong。buguowogeyougexiaojin.qu，tabuyunxurenherenchenghutaweiyanchengege，danshenbianzongyouyixiebushiqudeqianjin，niyaozuodejiushititajiejuezheixiemafan，haiyouyidianjiushi……”
neibiansihuyourendao：“duozui。”
zheigesangyinhenleng，xianghanxuebingfeng。
yanniannianlimadao：“neiwobushuole。”
yannianniangualedianhua，wozaiwangshangsousuoyanchenzheigeren，meishenmefeiwenbagua，weibomingzidaotingqiguai。
向ZHONG@忱。
tazenmequlegezheimeqiguaidemingzi？
xiangbutong，suoxingfangxiashoujishuijue。
