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精彩章节

wojiaoshenwei，weiweidewei。renruqiming，congxiaodaoda，wodoushirenqunlizuibuqiyan、zuiweixiaodeneigeyingzi。

zhidaogaoerneinian，wochenglelincantamenjigedeguding“wanju”。lincan，renruqiming，

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“shenwei？zailimianni？”shilincandaizhexiaoyideshengyin，tiandefani。woxinligedengyixia。jinjiezhe，

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echoupubi。woqiangdejuliekesou，xiangtuimen，menbeisisidingzhe。waimianshilincanhetalianggegenban，

wangting、lilisiwujidandexiaosheng。“haha，luotangji！”“wei，shenwei，tingshuonianliansanbandechenmoa？

yebusapaoniaozhaozhaoziji？”“jiushi，chenmonengkandeshangnizheizhonghuose？laihamaxiangchitianerou！

”zangshuihewuyanhuiyuyiqipozaiwoshenshang。wosisiyaozhezuichun，zhijiakoujinzhangxin。quruxiangbinglengdeshe，

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jingzilineigelangbeibukan、yanshenkongdongderen，shiwoma？weishenme？weishenmepianpianshiwo？

woyiweineitianjiushijixianle。danlincantamenzongnengshuaxinwodui“eyi”derenzhi。jitianhou，

banzhangshoudewubaikuaibanfei，zaixiawuzixikeshibuyierfei。zhuangqiandexinfeng，zhiqianjiufangzaibanzhangzhuoduli。

quanbanhuaran。banzhurenlaozhanglianheidexiangguodi。“sheinale？xianzaijiaochulai，shiqinghaiyouyudi！”meirenhangsheng。

jiaoshilijingdekepa。lincanturanzhanleqilai，

shengyindaizheqiadaohaochudeyouyuhezhengyigan：“zhanglaoshi…wo…woshangwukejiancaodeshihou，

haoxiangkanjian…kanjianshenweizaibanzhangzuoweifujin…daileyihuier…”shua！jishidaomuguang，

shunjianxiangtanzhaodengyiyangjujiaozaiwoshenshang。zhenjing、huaiyi、biyi。wonaoziwengdeyisheng，yipiankongbai。

“womeiyou！”womengdizhanqilai，shengyinyinweijidongerfazhan，“wogenbenmeikaojinguobanzhangdezuowei！

”“shenwei，nijishenmeya？”lincanyilianwugu，“wojiushikanjiannihaoxiangzaineierzhanleyixia，

youmeishuoyidingshininade。nizheimejidong，faner…”tameishuowan，danneiweijinzhiyi，bizhijiezhikonggengedu。

“jiushi，zuozeixinxuba？”wangtinglikebangqiang。“shenweijialitiaojianhaoxiangbutaihaoe？

”lilideshengyinbudabuxiao，ganghaoquanbandounengtingjian。laozhangdemuguangruilidicixiangwo。“shenwei，

xiakehoudaowobangongshilaiyitang。”neimuguanglidebuxinren，xiangyibadundaozi，gedewoshengteng。baikoumobian。

bangongshili。laozhangkukoupoxin：“shenwei，laoshizhidaonishigelaoshihaizi。danwubaikuaibushixiaoshumu。

xianzaijiaochulai，laoshibaozhengbujiguo，jiudangniyishihutu……”“laoshi，wozhendemeina！

”wojidekuaikule，zhijiashenshenqiajinrouli，“lincantasahuang！taguyizhenduiwo！

”“lincantongxueweishenmeyaozhenduini？”laozhangzhoumei，“tajiajinghao，chengjiyebucuo，meibiyaowuxianni。

shenwei，renyaochengshi。”“yinweitayizhizaiqifuwo！tiyukeneitian，jiushitabawosuozaicesuogejianpozangshui！

”wohuochuqule，yigunaohouchulai。laozhanglengleyixia，suijimeitouzhoudegengshen：“shenwei，shuohuayaojiangzhengju。

lincantongxueshibanganbu，pinxuejianyou，nishuotabalingni？haiyou，cesuodeshi，dangshiyousheikanjianle？

”woyakouwuyan。shia，sheikanjianle？sheihuiweiwozuozheng？zaisuoyourenyanli，lincanshitaiyang，woshichenai。

chenaishuodehua，sheihuixin？“haole，”laozhangsihushiqulenaixin，“zheijianshixuexiaohuidiaocha。banfeideshi，

nixianxiegeqingkuangshuoming。lingwai，zuijinzhuyidianyingxiang。”tahuihuishou，rangwochuqu。zouchubangongshi，

zoulangdefengchuizailianshang，bingliang。wodexin，bizheifenggengleng。“banfeibeidao”shijianchenglexuanan。

dan“xiaotou”debiaoqian，quexiangyikuaiguntangdeluotie，sisihanzailewoshenshang。meirenmingshuo，

danneizhongwuchubuzaidegulihebiyi，bizhijiededamagengrangrenzhixi。shouzuoyeshi，

wodebenzihuibeikeyifangzaizuidixia，shenzhibuxiaoxin“diao”zaidishang。xiaozuhuodong，

yongyuanmeirenyuanyihewoyizu。kezhuoshang，shibushihuichuxian“xiaotou”“qionggui”“litayuandian”zhileidetuya。

wodeshuibei，beiren“buxiaoxin”dafanguohaojici。zouzailushang，huitingdaokeyiyadidechixiaosheng。

lincantamenkanwodeyanshen，chongmanleshenglizhedeqingmiehexixue。tamenshenzhibuxuyaozaiqinzidongshou。

tamenzhixuyaoyigeyanshen，yigeanshi，ziranyouwushurenweiletaohaotamen，huozhejinjinshiweile“hequn”，

erduiwoshifangeyi。woxiangshenghuozaiyigetoumingdebolizhaoli，kandejianwaimiandeshijie，quewufahuxi。

weiyihaiyuanyikaojinwode，shitongzhuozhouqing。yigetongyangyoudianneixiang，danyanjinghenliangdenvhai。“weiwei，

woxiangxinni。”tatoutoudijiwoyiketang，xiaoshengshuo，“tamentaiguofenle。”neidianweibuzudaodetianhenuan，

shiwoneiduanheianshiguangli，weiyidefumu。wonulizhuazhuta。

womenhuizaiwuxiushiduodaoshiyanlouhoumianmeirendexiaotiantai，fenxiangyigemianbao，huozhezhishianjingdizuozhe，

kantiankong。zhouqinghuijiwojianglengxiaohua，henleng，danwomeicidounulixiaochulai。tashiwoweiyidepengyou。woyiwei，

zhishaohaiyouta。wocuole。dacuotecuo。lincanzenmehuiyunxuwohaiyoupengyouni？neitiankejian，

woqulaoshibangongshisongzuoye。huilaishi，zaijiaoshihoumen，wotingzhulejiaobu。zhouqingdezuoweizaikaoqiangdejiaoluo。

lincan、wangting、liliweizheta。zhouqingdizhetou，jianbangweiweifadou。“zhouqing，

tingshuonigenshenxiaotouguanxibucuoa？”lincandeshengyindaizheguanyoudetiannixiaoyi，quelengdexiangbing。

“mei…meiyou…”zhouqingdeshengyinxiruowenrui。“meiyou？”wangtingmengdipaileyixiazhouqingdezhuozi，fachujuxiang，

“womendoukanjianle！niliangtiantianduotiantaishuoqiaoqiaohua，zenme，shangliangxiacitoushenme？”“bushide！

”zhouqingmengditaitou，liansecanbai，“womenzhishi…”“zhishishenme？”lilicoujin，jihutiezhezhouqingdelian，

“haishishuo，niyeshitonghuo？banfeinimenliangyiqifende？”“womeiyou！wozhendemeiyou！

”zhouqingdeyanleiyonglechulai。“kushenme？xinxua？”lincanchixiaoyisheng，yongshouzhitiaoqizhouqingdexiaba，

“zhouqing，jinigejihui。lishenxiaotouyuandian，genwomenwan。buran……”lincanmeishuowan，

zhishihuanguleyixiazhouweineixiehuominghuoantoulaidemuguang，yisibuyaneryu。guliwozhihou，

tamenyaokaishigulizhouqingle。jiaoshiliyaquewusheng。meirenshuohua。meirenganshuohua。

suoyoudemuguangdoudaizheyizhonglingrenzhixideshenshiheyali，jujiaozaineigesesefadoudenvhaishenshang。

zhouqingdezuichunjuliedizhandouzhe。yanleidakedakegunluo。shijianfangfoninggule。

meiyimiaodouxiangyigeshijineimezhang。zhongyu，zailingrenzhixidechenmoheyalizhong，zhouqingbengkuile。

tamengdituikailincandeshou，daizhekuqiangsihan：“wolitayuandian！wolishenweiyuandianhaibuxingma！wogentabushu！

yidiandoubushu！”hanwan，tapazaizhuozishang，haotaodaku。lincanmanyidixiaole，pailepaishou，

xiangxinshangyijianjiezuo。“zheijiuduilema。”tamenyangzhangerqu。wozhanzaihoumen，xiangyizunbeidongjiangdediaoxiang。

shoujiaobingliang。xueyesihudouninggule。gangcaizhouqingsihanchulaidemeiyigezi，douxiangshaohongdetieding，

henhenzaojinwodeerduoli，dingzaiwodexinshang。“litayuandian！”“wogentabushu！”“yidiandoubushu！

”yuanlai，woweiyidefumu，yezheimeqingyidi，beitamenniansuile。yuanlai，zaijueduidekongjuheyalimianqian，

neidianweiruodeyouqing，rucibukanyiji。wokanzhezhouqingpazaizhuoshangbuduandoudongdejianbang。

xinlineipianjincunde、beizhouqingxiaoxinyiyiweihuzhede、mianqianghainengchengzhiwei“wennuan”dedifang，cheditantale。

suichenglefenmo。beifengyichui，shenmedoumeishengxia。zhishengxiawubianwuji、binglengcigudeheian。

heyizhong……shenrugusuidehenyi。zhouqingdiertianjiuzhuanxuele。meiyougaobie。tadezuoweihenkuaibeiqingkong，

fangfozheigerencongweichuxianguo。wodeshijie，chedichenglegudao。lincantamenkanwodeyanshen，gengjiadeyi，

daizheyizhong“kan，zheijiushigenwomenzuoduidexiachang”dexuanshi。tamenbuzaixuyaoduiwozuoshenme。

“xiaotou”debiaoqianhezhouqingde“beipan”，yijingzugoubawodingsizaichiruzhushang，gongsuoyourentuoqiheshuyuan。

wochenmodichengshouzheyiqie。xiangyijuxingshizourou。shangke，xiake，huijia。liangdianyixian。zhishiyanshenyuelaiyuekong。

xinyeyuelaiyueleng，yuelaiyueying。shiqingfashengzhuanji，shizaiyigezhoumo。woqushitushuguan，

xiangzhaodianxinlixuedeshukan。weishenmekanxinlixue？buzhidao。huoxuzhishixiangnongmingbai，

renxinzenmenengedudaozheizhongdibu？huoxu，qianyishili，wozaixunzhaoyizhongwuqi。yizhongnengbaohuziji，

shenzhi…fanjidewuqi。zaitushuguanpianpidejiaoluo，woyudaolezhouqingdebiaoge，zhouyu。tabiwomendajisui，

zaishiliyisuozhongdiandaxuenianxinlixue。tarenchulewo。“nishi…shenwei？zhouqingyiqiandetongzhuo？

”tazuozaiwoduimian，tuiletuiyanjing，yanshenhenwenhe，daizheyisitanjiu。woshentishunjianbengjin，

jiebeidikanzheta。zhouqingzoule，tadeqinqi，shilaixingshiwenzuide？haishilaikanwoxiaohuade？

zhouyusihukanchuanlewodejinzhang，xiaolexiao，shengyinfangdegengqing：“biejinzhang。zhouqing…tazhuanxueqian，

jiwodaguodianhua，kulehenjiu。tashuo…tahenduibuqini。dantadangshi…zhendehenhaipa。”wodixiatou，

dingzhezhuomiancucaodemuwen。zhijiayouqiajinlezhangxin。duibuqi？yijuqingpiaopiaodeduibuqi，

nengdixiaoneizhongbeiweiyixinrenderendangzhongbeicidetongkuma？“ta…haihaoma？”zuizhong，wohaishiwenlechulai，

shengyinganse。“butaihao。”zhouyutanlekouqi，“xinhuanjing，yehengudu。tayizhihenzize。”takanzhewo，

yanshenhenrenzhen，“shenwei，wozhidaonijinglileyixiehenbuhaodeshiqing。zhouqinggenwodagaishuolexie。

xiaoyuanbaling…henfuza，yehenshangren。”womeishuohua。xinxiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouzuanzhe，mendechuanbuguoqi。

“ruguoniyuanyi，”zhouyudiguolaiyizhangzhitiao，shangmianxiezheyigeyouxiangdizhi，“keyijiwofayoujian。

yexu…wonengjiniyidianjianyi？chuncuide，congxinlixuejiaodu。jiudang…tizhouqingmibuyidiandian。

”wodingzheneizhangzhitiao，henjiu。zuizhong，meiyoujie。wonaqizijideshu，qishenlikai。beihou，

zhouyudemuguangdaizhelijiehewunai。wozuizhonghaishijineigeyouxiangfalexin。zaiyigeshenye。jialiyipiansiji。

mamashangyebanhaimeihuilai。baba？he，zaojiushigexiaoshidefuhaole。woduizhediannaopingmu，

qiaoxialediyifengyoujian。meiyouchenghu，meiyouhanxuan。zhiyoubinglengdeshishiheyayidaojizhidefennu。

wobalincantamenruhepowozangshui，ruhezaizangxianhai，ruhebizouzhouqing，

yijiwomeitianchengshoudegulihelengbaoli，yigunaodiqingxiezaiyoujianli。xiedaozuihou，shouzhidouzaidou。fasong。

xiangshixiexialeqianjinzhongdan，youxiangshitourulegengshendeheian。wobuzhidaozhouyuhuizenmexiang。chaoxiaowodenuoruo？

quanwoxiangkaidian？huozhe，genbenlandehuifu？diertianfangxue，woguishishenchadiqulexuexiaojifang。dengluyouxiang。

juranyouhuifu。zhouyudehuixinhenzhang。meiyouanwei，meiyoushuojiao。zhiyoulengjingdaojinhulengkudefenxi。

canzheilei“balinghexin”dexinlidongji——wangwangshiyouyueganzuosui、kongzhiyupengzhang、xuyaojianlixiaotuantiquanwei，

yiji，tongguodayatarenlaihuodebingtaide**heziwokending。

wangting、lilizheilei“genban”dexintai——yifuqiangzhe、haipabeiguli、tongguocanyubalinghuodequntirentonggan，

shenzhikenengbenshenjiudaizhebeiyayidefennuhezibei，tongguoqilinggengruozhelaifaxie。

daduoshu”depangguanzhexinli——kongjuyinhuoshaoshen、shibuguanjigaogaoguaqi、congzhongxinli、yijiyizhongweimiaode，

“qingxingbeiqifudebushiziji”debeilieanquangan。zuihou，taxiedao：“shenwei，fennuhehenyishizhengchangde。

danbeiqingxutunshi，zhihuirangtamendecheng。tamenshijiatongku，shiweilekannibengkui，kannichenlun，

yicizhengmingtamende‘liliang’。”“zhenzhengdefanji，bushiyibaozhibao。neizhihuirangnibiandehetamenyiyang，

shenzhixianrugengweixiandejingdi。”“nixuyaodeshi，wajietamende‘liliang’laiyuan。”“tamende‘liliang’，

jianlizainidekongju、zhouweirendechenmohezongrongzhishang。”“dapochenmohennan。rangpangguanzheweinifasheng，

zaidangxiadehuanjingli，jihubukeneng。”“neime，weiyinengqiaodongdezhidian，jiushi——kongju。”“zhuanyita。

”“rangkongju，huidaoshijiazhezijishenshang。”youjianzuihou，tafushangleyifenzhangzhangdeshudan。

haiyoujipianguanyu“xinlishiya”“renzhishidiao”“chuangshanghouyingjifanying（ptsd）”dexueshulunwenzhaiyao。

wodingzhepingmu，fanfanfufudiduzheneijixingzi。

“wajietamende‘liliang’laiyuan…”“zhuanyikongju…”“rangkongju，

huidaoshijiazhezijishenshang…”xiangyidaoshandian，pikailewoxinzhongnongchoudeheian。

yigebingleng、qingxi、daizheducideniantou，potuerchu。wokaishifengkuangdikenneixieshu。huisedeshuyu，

fuzadelilun。meiguanxi。yibiankanbudongjiukanshibian。tushuguanchenglewofangxuehoudaidezuijiudedifang。

woxiangyigezaishamolibinsidelvren，tanlandijiquzhemeiyidikenengjiumingdezhishiganlin。woguanchalincantamen。

guanchadegengzixi，genglengjing。lincan：kansizixinzhangyang，shizejiduzaiyibierendeyanguang，

youqishilaizi“genggaojieceng”huo“quanweizhe”derenke。tafuqinshibendiyigetingyoumingdeshangren，

jixuexiaojuanguokuan，shitazuidadediqi，yeshitazuipashiqudeguanghuan。

tabunengrongrenrenhekenengpohuaita“wanmeixingxiang”dewudian。wangting：jiajingputong，xuexichili，

shilincanzuizhongshidedashou。tatongguoqilinghuodezailincanxiaotuantizhongdediweiheanquangan。taneixinshenchu，

qishijiduzibeihemingan，youqihaipabeidangzhongjieduan。lili：xurong，aichuanxiaohua，

shilincande“qingbaoguan”he“xuanchuanweiyuan”。taxiangshouchuanboxiaoxi、zhangkongtaren“mimi”dailaideniuqu**。

dantadanziqishizuixiao，zuipachengdanzeren，yezuipabei“guigushi”zhileidedongxihehu。lejienidediren。

bitamenzijigenglejietamen。diyibu，zhizao“weizhi”。weizhi，shikongjudewenchuang。

wokaishijilincanxienimingxin。bushineizhongchongmanzuzhouhemanmadekonghexin。ershijiqilengjing，

shenzhidaizhedianxueshuqiangdiaode“guanchabaogao”。xinzhishitushuguanzuiputongdebianqianzhi。yongzuoshou，

gonggongzhengzhengditengxie。neirong，shitaderichang。“9yue15ri，shangwudierjiekejian，

nizainvcesuodisangejian，bulesancikouhong。sihuhenzaiyichunseshifouwanmei？”“9yue17ri，

xiawutiyukeziyouhuodong，nizuozaikantaidongcedisanpai，hegebibantiweichenhaoliaotian15fenzhong。

xiaorongpinlvbipingshigao37%。（zhu：genjuguoquliangzhoupingjunshujujisuan）”“9yue20ri，fangxuehou，

nifuqinsijijieni，heisebenchis600，chepaiweihao668。nizaijulixiaomen50michushangche，

bikailedabufentongxueshixian。”……meiyouweixie。meiyoupingjia。zhiyoukeguandaolingrenmaogusongrandejilu。

shijian，didian，xingweixijie，jingquedaofenzhong。shenzhihaiyoushujuduibi。diyifengxin，

jiazaitazhanxindeyingyukebenli。xiaoguoliganjianying。diertiankejian，lincanjiuyoudianbuduijing。

tabuzaixiangwangchangyiyang，zhongxingpengyuebandizaizoulanglitanxiaofengsheng。ershixiandeyouxiejiaozao，yanshenshibushipiaohu，

xiayishidisichuzhangwang。youqidangyourenkaojintakezhuoshi，tahuilikejingjuedikanguoqu。

tanaqineibenyingyushushi，dongzuomingxianjiangyingleyixia。wangtinghelilicouguoquwenzenmele。tamianqiangxiaolexiao，

shuomeishenme，zhishijuedekebenyoudianzang。danwokandaotanazheshudeshouzhi，yonglidaozhijiefanbai。henhao。

zhongzimaixiale。dierfengxin，santianhou。zheici，neirongyoudianbianhua。chulejixujilutawuguanjinyaoderichang，

mowei，jialeyiju：“nizhidao，renzuikongjudeshishenmema？”“bushiyizhideweixian。