shifenjuyoukandiandeyibenshuangwen《ma，dengwo，woshachuyitiaoxueluhuiqukannin》，leishuyuduanpianyanqingticai，zhurengongshixuqingheniannianfengcuilan，xiaoshuoyuanchuangzuozhejiaozuotianhuotianhuo，gushineironggenggai：tamenbujinjinshiyaolanzhuwo。tamenshiyaohuoshengshengdi，zhanduanwohewomuqinzhijian，zuihouyidianlianxi。tamenyaowozaimuqinlinsiqian，zuoyigechetoucheweidebuxiaozi。……
womazaiicushengsiyixian，dianhualimeimeikuzheqiuwohuiqujianzuihouyimian。
kewozheigeruzhuisiniandeshangmennvxu，quebeiyuemuyijiaduzaimenkou。tamenmawomashi“xiangxialaotaipo”，
zhouwobensanghuidailaihuiqi。dangtamenqiangzoucheyaochi，dadiaowoshoujideneiyike，wochedifengle。
wochongjinchufangnaqikangu-dao，jintian，jiusuanshishenfoyebiexianglanzhuwo！1chuxiye，
xujiaketinglideshuijingdengliangdeciyan。dianshilichunwandedaojishisheng，hunzhemajiangdepengzhuangsheng，
chaodewotoupifama。woshoujidezhendong，zaizheiyipianxuanxiaoli，xiangyitiaochuisideyu。
pingmushangtiaodongzhelianggezi：amei。wozoudaoyangtai，anxialejietingjian。meimeidekushengxiangyibazhuizi，
shunjianzhachuanlewoweizhuanglesiniandepingjing。「ge，manaoyixue，zhengzaiqiangjiu……yishengshuo，
rang、rangzhunbeihoushi……」wonaozili「weng」deyisheng，zhenggeshijiedoujingle。「……tayizhimeibiyan，
zuilihanhubuqingde，xiangshizaihannidemingzi……ge，nikuaihuilai，kanmazuihouyiyanba！」guadiaodianhua，
wodeshoudoudejihuwobuzhushouji。sinian。zicongwoweilexuqinghe，diantoudayingletamafengcuilankekedetiaojian，
ruzhuidaozheigechengshi，wojiuzaiyemeizaichuxiyehuiguojia。fengcuilanshuo：「jiranshidaochamen，
jiuyaoyoudaochamendeguiju。xinlidelindeqing，nageshinidejia。」woyizhiyiwei，zhiyaowozuodezugouhao，
zongnenghuanlaizhenxin。zhidaojintian，wocaimingbai，goushihuanbulaizhenxinde。wochonghuiketing，
congshafashanglaoqicheyaochijiuwangwaizou。「luzhe！nibensangqua？tuanyuanfanchiyiban，zhangbeihaizaizhuoshang，
ni**taidedaokuai！」yuemufengcuilandeshengyinjiansuankebo，yishuangjingmingdesanjiaoyansisidingzhewo。「ma，
womabingwei，wodemashanghuiqu。」woyazhesangzilidezhandou，jinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaipingjing。
xuqingheyezhanleqilai，lianshangdaizhedanyou：「ma，luzheta……」「nibizui！」
fengcuilanhenhendengletayiyan，「zheilimeinishuohuadefen！」tazhuanxiangwo，zuijiaodechaofenghaobuyanshi：「bingwei？
nageyiyuanxiadetongzhi？wogaosuniluzhe，xianzaiyiyuanjiuxihuanxiaotidazuo，
pidadianbingjiushuodegenyaosileyiyang，bujiushiweilepiannimenjiashuduotaoqianma？」「yigexiangxialaotaipo，
banjieshenzidoujintule，zhetenggeshenmejing？daguoniandelianyeganhuiqu，zenme，
nihuiqushinengrangtacongiculibengqilai，haishinengrangtafentouzhangchujinyuanbao？」zheihua，xiangcuiledudedingzi，
yigengendingjinwodexinzang。zheisinian，wodegongzikazaitashouli，meigeyuezhijiwobabaikuailinghua。
wokaizhexujiadeche，zuozhebibaomuhaileidehuo，sihouta，sihoutalaoban。woyiweizheishi“kaoyan”。
yuanlaizaitayanli，wo，baokuowodejiaren，lianrendousuanbushang。「womakuaisile。」wodingzheta，
yiziyijudishuo，「jiusuantashipa，woyeyaohuiqujiantazuihouyimian。」wobuxiangzaigentafeihua，zhuanshenjiuzou。
「nigan！」fengcuilanxiangzhibeicaileweibademao，yigejianbucuandaomenkou，zhangkaishuangbeilanzhulewo。
woxiawugangcongchaoshikanghuilaideliangdadaiyingyangpinhetutechanjiuduizaimenbian，neishizhunbeimingtianchuyi，
peixuqinghequtalaolaojiabainiande。fengcuilanyanshenyiheng，taijiaojiuchongzheneiduidongxihenhenchuaileguoqu！
bolipingzhuangdedanbaifen、niunaiguanzi，xilihualasuileyidi。baisedefenmoherubaisedeyetihunzazaiyiqi，
nianhuhudi，xiangwozheisinianlailiutangchulaidesuoyoubeiwei。「fanlenile？chilewomenxujiasiniandefan，
nizhenggerendoushiwomenxujiade！wozheihaihuodehaohaode，nijiudanianyedequbensang？nishibushicunxinzhouwosi！
」tazheiyisangzi，bazailingyigefangjiandapaidedagujiexuqinglanhexiaoguzixuqingzhidoujihaolechulai。
「zenmelema？」「zheiwangenfuyidebaiyanlang！chibangyingle，yaozaofanle！」fengcuilanzhizhewodebizi，
duitalianggenverkusu，「daniansanshi，tazhouwosi，haiyaolianyepaohuitaneiqiongshangouqu！」xuqinglanyiting，
neizhanghuazhejingzhizhuangrongdelianlikebiandeniuqu，tayigejianbuchongshanglai，jianlidezhijiazhizhijiuwangwodelianshangnao！
「nigedaochamendefeiwu！niyoushenmezigezhouwoma？womayaoshiyougesanzhangliangduan，wobalenidepi！」
2woceshenduokai，xuqinglandezhijiacongwodelianjiaxianxiancaguo，daiqiyidao**ladeteng。
xuqinghehuangmangpaoguolai，yibalazhutajie。「jie！niganshenme！luzhemamazhendebuxingle，nibiezheiyang！」
「wobuzheiyang？」xuqinglanxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，shuaikaixuqinghedeshou，zhizhewodebizima，
「tamabuxingle？tamashixianglejinbianhaishizuanleshi？womenyidajiazirenzaizheierpeimaguonian，jiutajingui，
yaoqianlibensang？xuqinghe，wokannishibeizheinanrenguanlemihuntang，naozidouhuaidiaole！」
xiaoguzixuqingzhibaobeizhanzaiyipang，lenglengdibuchongdao：「jiushi，sinianqiantashangmendeshihou，bamazenmeshuode？
jiranjinlexujiademen，neijiushixujiaderen。talaojiadeshi，jiugentameiguanxile。
wokantazheijinianjiushizhuangdetaihao，banimendoujipianle。」meiyijuhua，douxiangshiyijierguang，
henhenchouzaiwodelianshang。yuanlai，zaitamensuoyourenyanli，sinianqianwoqianxiadebushijiehunzheng，
ershiyizhangmaishenqi。shoujiyouzhenle，shimeimei。wobuganzaitamenmianqianjie，zhengzhazhexiangjichumen，
shengyinliyijingdaishangleaiqiu：「woqiuqiunimen，rangwozouba，jiuzheiyici……」fengcuilankanwotaiduruanle，
qiyangengjiaxiaozhang。tahuranshuangtuiyiruan，jiushibaozhewodexiaotuizuodaoledishang，shuangshousisiguzhuwo，
zhijiagezhekuziqiajinwoderouli。「aiyo！meitianlilea！shangmennvxuyaodasiyuemule！」takaishihao，
shengyinchuantoulebobodeqiangbi，daizheyizhongshenglidekuqiang：「nijintianyaoshigancongzheigemenzouchuqu，
jiuxiancongwozheibalaogutoushangcaiguoqu！」zheijianzhihuangmiudaolejidian！
wodemuqinzaijibaigongliwaideiculishengsiweibu，wozaizheili，
quebeiyiqunfengziyongzuibeiliedefangshiqiujinzhe。woxiongzhongdenuhuoxiongxiongranshao，shaodewoshuangyanchihong。「gunkai！」
wodihouyisheng，taijiaojiuyaocongtashenshangkuaguoqu。tazijizhaosi，guaibudewo！「zhushou！」
yishengbaohecongwoshenhouchuanlai，ketingdemenbeirenmengdituikai。yuefuxujianjundaizhetajigejiuroupengyou，
manshenjiuqidichonglejinlai。tamenganggangjiuzaigebidanyuancuomajiang。xujianjunyijinmen，
kanjianzijilaopozuozaidishangbaozhewodetui，wotaizhejiaozhengyao“cai”xiaqu。tadelianshunjianzhangchenglezhuganse。
「haonigeluzhe！**shixiangzaofana！」tashenhoudeyigehunzimoyangdenanrenlikebaxiuzijuanleqilai。
xuqingheliandouhebaile，pinmingjieshi：「ba，bushide，shiluzhedemama……」「zhukou！」
xujianjunyagenbuting，tajuedezijizaipengyoumianqiandiujinlelian，zhizhewojiuma，「yigeshangmengou，
haiganzaiwojiasaye？jiwoda！daduantadetui，wokantahaizenmepao！」neijigenanrenningxiaozheweileshanglai。
qizhongyigeyibaqiangguowoshoulidecheyaochi，lingyigerenzhijiebawotuideyigeliangqiang，zhuangzaiqiangshang。wodeshouji，
yecongkoudailishuailechuqu。pingmuliangzhe，shimeimeigangfalaideduanxin。「ge，
yishengshuo……mayijingtongkongfangdale……」wodeshijie，zaizheiyikechedibengtale。
tamenbujinjinshiyaolanzhuwo。tamenshiyaohuoshengshengdi，zhanduanwohewomuqinzhijian，zuihouyidianlianxi。
tamenyaowozaimuqinlinsiqian，zuoyigechetoucheweidebuxiaozi。wozheisiniandeyinren，tuirang，
shuncong……daodishiweileshenme？weilexuqinghekouzhongneiju「zairenren，womayihouhuijienani」
dekongtouzhipiaoma？zhima？tamade，genbenbuzhi！yiguxingtiandetiexiuweiyongshanghoulong。
wokanzheneijigeyibububijindenanren，kanzhebaozhetuibusashoudefengcuilan，
kanzhesuozaiqiangjiaobuganshangqiandexuqinghe。woxiaole。「haoa。」woqingqingdishuo。「nimenbuxiangrangwohaoguo。」
「neizanmenjintian，jiutamadoubieguole！」woyongjinquanshenliqi，yibatuikaishenqianderen，
chentamenmeifanyingguolai，fengleyiyangchongjinlechufang。chufangdeqiangshang，guazheyibayonglaiduotonggudekangudao。
daoshenhouzhong，daorenzaidengguangxia，fanzhesenbaidehanguang。3wowozhukangudaobinglengdedaobing，zaizhuanshenshi，
zhenggeshijiedoubuyiyangle。neixiechaonaoderensheng，yuemudekuhao，yuefudenuma，
fangfodougeleyicenghouhoudemaoboli，biandemohubuqing。zhiyouxinzangleigubandetiaodongsheng，wubiqingxi。
ketinglisuoyouderendoujiangzhule。gangcaihaiduiwotuituisangsangdejigenanren，xiayishidihoutuileyibu，
lianshangdeningxiaobianchenglejingkong。「luzhe！ni……nixiangganshenme？kuaibadaofangxia！」
yuefuxujianjundeshengyindoubianlediao。woxiangganshenme？wosisidingzheta，liekaizui，
luchuleyigebikuhainankandexiaorong。「xiangganshenme？woxianghuijia！woyaoqujianwoma！nimen，
sheitamazailanwoyixiashishi！」wodeshengyinshaya，sihoudehoulongdoukuailiekai。「fengle！zheirenfengle！」
dagujiexuqinglanjianjiaozheduodaotabashenhou。wotizhedao，yibubuwangwaizou。dangzaiwoshenqianderen，
xiangbikaiwenyiyiyang，fenfenjiworangchuleyitiaolu。zhiyoufengcuilan，haitanzuozaidishang，kanzhewoshoulidedao，
hedewanglekuhao，kudangdixia，manmanrushileyipian，sanfachuyigusaochouwei。huogai。womeizaikantayiyan，
zoudaomenkou，wanyaojianqishuaizaidishangdeshoujihecheyaochi。shoujipingmuyijingsuilie，
danhainengkanjianmeimeineitiaoxinxi，meiyigezi，douxiangdaoziyiyangzhazaiwoxinshang。wotouyebuhuidichaomenwaizouqu。
「luzhe……」xuqinghedeshengyin，zaiwoshenhouqieqiedixiangqi。wotingxiajiaobu，quemeiyouhuitou。「qiuni，
biezou……nizheiyang，womenyihouzenmeban？」tadaizhekuqiang，yuqilichongmanlekongju。yihou？
woxiangshitingdaoletiandixiazuihaoxiaodexiaohua。wohuanhuanzhuanguoshen，kanzhezheigewoailesinian，renlesiniandenvren。
tahaichuanzheneishenpiaoliangdehongselianyiqun，zhuangrongjingzhi，keshizaiwoyanli，quewubidemosheng。「xuqinghe，
congniyanzhengzhengkanzhenimazaledongxi，kanzhenijieyaonaowo，kanzhenibajiaorendawo，
niquepidoubuganfangyigedeshihou，」wojuqishoulidekangudao，zhixiangwomenzhijianneipianlangjiededimian，
「women，jiutamameiyouyihoule。」wodeshixian，congtacanbaidelianshang，
huanhuanyidaoxujianjunhefengcuilanshenshang。「zheisinian，wojinijiadangniuzuoma，gongzikaquaneshangjiao，
lianjiwomamailiangpingyingyangfen，douyaocongwoneibabaikuaidelingyongqianlikou。」「woziwen，duideqinimenxujiale。
」「jintian，nimenbawodanggouyiyang，lanzheburangwoqujianwomazuihouyimian。」wojuqilingyizhimeinadaodeshou，
congkoudailitaochuneizhangwoconglaimeiyouzijibaoguanguodegongzika，henhendishuaizaidishang。neizhangbobodekapian，
zaidishangdanleyixia，fachuqingcuidexiangsheng。「zheikali，youwozheisinian，zonggongyibaisanshiwandegongzi，
yifenmeidong。」「mima，shinideshengri。」wokanzhexuqinghe。「yibaisanshiwan，woluzhejiudanghuaqian，
maiwozheisiniandejiaoxun。」「congjintianqi，wogennimenxujia，yidaoliangduan！」woshuowan，
zaiyebukantamenrenheyigeren，zhuanshen，touyebuhuidichongjinleqiheideloudao。shenhoudejianjiaohezhouma，
beiwohenhendiguanzailemenhou。wofengleyiyangdiwangxiapao，zhidaozuojinwoneiliangershouwulinghongguang，
yaochi**suokong，fadongjihongmingqilaideneiyike。yanlei，caizhongyujuedi。ma。erzibuxiao。
erzixianzaijiuhuilai。ninzaidengdengwo！yidingyaozaidengdengwo！4huijiadelu，congweirucimanzhang。
lvpihuochekuangdangleyiye，wodexinyegenzhedianboleyiye。diertianqingchen，dangwotuozheyishenpibei，
manyanxuesidichongjinxianyiyuanneidonghuibaidezhuyuanloushi，zoulangjintoudejingxiang，rangwozhenggerendoudingzaileyuandi。
meimeiluyunpimadaixiaodiguizaineili，shenbian，shidagehedasao。tamenmianqian，
tingzheyijiagaizhebaibudeyidongbingchuang。wofengleyiyangdichongguoqu，yibaxiankailebaibu。neizhangshuxide，
beisuiyuekemanzhouwendelian，anjingdemeiyouyisishengqi。shiwoma。tahaishimeinengdengdaowo。「ge……」
meimeikandaowo，kudejihuhunjueguoqu，「mashilingchensandianzoude……zoudeshihou，yanjingyizhizhengzhe……」
dagehongzheyanquan，yiquanchuizaiqiangshang，yaozheyashuo：「linzouqian，hushishuotahoulongliyizhizainianyigezi……」
「zhe……」wotuiyiruan，zhongzhongdiguidaozaidi，etousisidizhebinglengdedimian。leishuiwushengdihualuo，
hunzhechentu，jinrudizhuandefengxili。zheisinian，wodaodidouzaiganshenme？woyongwomuqinshengmingzuihoudeshijian，
quzhengmingyifengenbenbucunzaideaiqing，quhuanquyiqun**derenke。woshitiandixiazuichundeshazi。
muqindezangli，bandejiandanyoucangcu。songzoulezuihouyipiqinqi，jializhishengxiawomenxiongmeisanren。
meimeibayigexiaobubaodijiwo，yanjingzhongdexianghetao：「ge，zheishimajiniliude。tashuo，
wanyitanatianbuzaile，jiubazheigejiaojini。」wodakaibubao，limianshiyigecunzhe，heyizhangfanhuangdexinzhi。
cunzheshang，shishiwuwankuaiqian。dageshuo：「mazhidaonizaichengliyalida，
zheishitagenbazanleyibeizideyanglaoqian。tashuonizaixujiashishangmennvxu，panishouweiqu，shoulimeiqian，
yaoganzijiubuying。」wonaqixinzhi，shangmianshimuqinwaiwainiuniudeziji，xiangshiyongjinlequanshenliqixiexiade。
「zheer：」「mazhidaoniku，mabuguaini。」「majiushixiangni。niyaoshiguodehao，
jiubuyongzongguajizhejiali。」「yaoshiguodebuhao，jiuhuilai。jia，yongyuanshinidejia。」「zheiqianninazhe，
bierangxujiarenkanbianle。zanqiong，danzanbuqianbierende。」wodeshixian，shunjianbeileishuimohu。wozheigebuxiaozi，
nazhemuqinyongmingjiwozanxiadeyaogan，zaixujiabeigongquxididanglesiniannucai。jiuzaizheishi，
wodeshoujifengkuangdixiangleqilai。shigemoshenghaoma。wohuakaijieting，xuqinghedaizhekuqiangdeshengyinchuanleguolai。
「luzhe，nidaodizainali？nibahuashuoqingchu，womenzheimeduoniandeganqing，nishuoduanjiuduanle？」ganqing？
wolengxiaoyisheng。「xuqinghe，zaiwomadezanglishang，wobuxianggennitanganqing。」dianhuaneitouchenmoleyixia，
suiji，shifengcuilanjianlidepaoxiao：「luzhenigexiaowangbadan！nifanletianle！nibakarengleshishenmeyisi？
yibaisanshiwan？neishiwomenxujiajinidecailiqianma！wogaosuni，nixianglihun，mendoumeiyou！
bupeichangwomenjiayibaiwanjingshensunshifei，nibiexiangzouchuzheigemen！」jingshensunshifei？tamenyepei？
「neiniqugaowoba。」woshengyinpingjingdiheren，「shunbiangenfaguanshuoshuo，woshizenmejingshenchuhude。duile，
woquannibaojingzhiqian，xianbanijiayangtaineijigeweiguikuojiandehuajiachaile，
zaibaninvxukaideneijiaxiaofanguandexiaofangxukezhengbanxialai。buran……」「ni……ni……」
fengcuilanbeiwodudeshuobuchuhualai，「niganweixiewo？」「bushiweixie。」woyiziyidundishuo，
「zheishiqingsuan。」5guadiaodianhua，shijieqingjingle。wobamuqinliuxiadecunzhehexinshouhao，
duidagehemeimeishuo：「ge，xiaoyun，zheijianshinimenbieguan，wozijichuli。」dageyiliandanyou：「azhe，
tamenjiarenduoshizhong，niyigeren……」「ge，fangxin，guangjiaode，bupachuanxiede。」zheisinianderizi，
rangwobiedemeixuehui，quexuehuileshoujizhengju。yinweiwoxinliyizhibiezheyikouqi，
zongjuedehuiyousipoliandezheiyitian。xujianjunaixianbai，dangnianfengcuilanrangwodangniuzuomasihoutajiadeshihou，
taweilexiangjiefangxuanyaozijide「yuxuzhishu」，cengqinkoushuoguo，woshitajia「mailaidezhanggong」，
shenzhihailuguoshipinfazaijiatingqunli。fengcuilandamajiangshuleqian，
jingchangyigezhongmingmukekouwoneishaodekeliandelinghuaqian，haiyaoqiuwozhuanzhangjita，meiyici，
wodouzaibeizhushangxiedeqingqingchuchu——「daijiaoyuemumajiangkuan」。dagujiexuqinglankaideneigemeijiadian，
youjibiqidongzijinshiwoshuadexinyongka，zhijinqiankuanweihai。tashuoshi「jie」，quecongweidaguoqiantiao，danhaozai，
woyouwanzhengdeliaotianjilu。zhiyuxiaoguzixuqingzhi，tadebiyelunwen，shiwoaolesangetongxiaotitaxiede，
tanaqupingleyou，nalejiangxuejin。wobaoliulesuoyoudecaogaoheyuanshishujuwenjian。
erxuqinghe……woweitazuoguodeshiqing，gengshishubushengshu。woyizhiyiweizheixieshiaidezhengming。xianzaikanlai，
zheixiedoushixujiaqianwode，yibibixuelinlindezhai。touqiguohou，womeijizhehuineigechengshi。
wozhaoleyigewomenxianzuihaodelvshi，basuoyouzhengjuzhenglichengce，ranhou，wojitadalediyigedianhua。
bushidajixujia，ershidajileshuiwuju。woshimingjubaolexujianjunmingxiadeneijiaxiaofanguan，
zhangqiyilaitoushuiloushui，bingqiezhangmuzuojia。neijiafanguan，shixujiadezhuyaojingjilaiyuanzhiyi。zheijinianzhuandeqian，
doubeitamennaqumaifang、maiche，huoshijilelianggenverhuihuo。erjingyingzheijiafanguandezhuli，yizhishiwo。
zhangmuzenmezuode，wobisheidouqingchu。zuowanzheiyiqie，wobashoujikahuandiao，jingjingdidengdaizhefengbaolailin。
dayueyizhouhou，dagecongchengliyigepengyouneitinglailexiaoxi。xujiafanguanbeichafengle，
xujianjunyinweitoushuijinejuda，yijingbeixingshijuliu。fengcuilandaochujieqianbujiaoshuikuanhefajin，
bajialidejixudoutaokongle，haibeishangleyi**zhai。zheihaizhishigekaishi。jinjiezhe，
woranglvshibayifenxiangjindeqisuzhuang，hesuoyouzhengjudefuben，jidaolexujia。woyaodebushineiyibaisanshiwan。
woyaodeshi，lihun，bingqie，rangxujiabazheisinianlaicongwoshenshangzhaqude，lianbendaixidi，quanbutuchulai。
woyaofengcuilanzhifuwosinianlaidelaowufei，anzhaodangdibaomuzuigaobiaozhunjisuan。woyaoxuqinglanhexuqingzhi，
yigeguihaiqiankuan，yigeweixueshubuduanxingweigongkaidaoqian。gengzhongyaode，woyaowonverlunianniandefuyangquan。
wodexinshoujihao，zhiyouyigerenzhidao，neijiushiwodelvshi。tagaosuwo，xujiashoudaoqisuzhuangneitian，
fengcuilanzhijieqijinleyiyuan。erxuqinghe，jiwodaleshangbaigedianhua，falejibaitiaoxinxi。「luzhe，
niyidingyaozuodezheimejuema？」「niannianshinidenver，yeshiwomadewaisunnva！」「suanwoqiunile，
womenhejiehaobuhao？nichesu，womenjiabugenniyaoqianle，neiyibaisanshiwanjiudangshijinidebuchang。」buchang？
wokanzhechuangwai，muqindefentoushangyijingzhangchulexincao。zheidianqian，maidehuiwomuqindemingma？
maidehuiwozheisinianbeijiantadezunyanma？wohuiletasigezi。「fatingshangjian。」6kaitingneitian，
wochuanleyishenheisedexizhuang，shiwozheibeizimaiguozuiguideyitaoyifu。yongdeshiwomuqinliujiwodeqian。
wozoujinfating，kandaolexujiaren。duanduanyigeyue，tamenxiangshibeichouganlejingqishen，canglaoleshisuibuzhi。
fengcuilantoufabaileyiban，zuozaipangtingxishang，yanshenyuandudiwanzhewo。xuqinglanhexuqingzhiyemeilehaoqise，
