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qihuanxiaoshuo《nizoule，wobuhuiliu》youfeizhoutianxingjingxinbianxie。zhujiaolangdixiaoyizaiyigeshenmideshijiezhongzhankaileyiduanqimiaodemaoxianzhilv。gushiqingjiekourenxinxian，lingrenjingtanbuyi。zheibenshuchongmanlemolihexiangxiangli，bidingnenggouyinqiduzhedegongming。wohunshenshitou，yachidazhan，pinmingyaotou：“mei...meikanqing...xiexie...”baojing？shenqianqiandeshounengshenduoyuan？wodubuqi。……

精彩章节

langdineiju“xinxiangbeiwakong”dehua，xiangshaohongdeluotietangzaikongqili。

womengdihoutui，“xianshengrencuorenle。”shengyinyoulengyouying，“wojiaolinwan，‘luoying’delaoban。meishenmexiangrikui，ninqinghuiba。”

tazhanzhemeidong。gaodadeshenyingjihujiangwowanquanlongzhao。wonengganjuedaotamuguangdezhuore，daizheyizhongjihuyaojiangwochuantoudeshenshihetongku。

“linwan...”tadishengzhongfuzhezheigemoshengdemingzi，yuqilichongmanbuxin，“hao，linlaoban。”tahurandaburaoguoshuizi，jingzhizouxiangwoganggangzhengliguodehuajia。neili，zaijipenlvluohoumian，zangzheyigebuqiyandetaotuxiaohuapen，limiangulinglingdilizheyizhuganggangchouchunenyadexiangrikuiyoumiao——neishizuotianchulihuacaishi，woguishishenchaliuxiadeyikekuihuazi，suishoumaijintuli。

langdijingzhundibatanalechulai，zhifuqingqingfuguoneiliangpiancuiruodenenya。“meiyouxiangrikui？”tazhuanguoshen，jianghuapenjudaowomianqian，“neizheishishenme？”

woyakouwuyan。mimibeizheiyang**luodijiechuan，judadenankanhekonghuangshunjianjiangwoyanmei。woshenshouquqianghuapen：“haijiwo！”

tashouwanyitai，qingyiduoguo。huapenzaitazhangzhong，neizhurouruodeyoumiaozaikongqiliwuzhudihuangdong。

“haijini？”tabijinyibu，shengyinyayizhefengbao，“ranhouni？rangnijixuduozaizheigeqiaoli？jixujiazhuangburenshiwo？jiazhuangwomenzhijianshenmedoumeiyoufashengguo？！”tadeqingxudouranjidongqilai，yanshentongkuerkuangluan，“neixiesuipian！neixiegaiside、pinbuqilaidesuipian！cangkudeqiangsheng...nilianshangdexue...haiyou...haiyou...”tatongkudianzhuejiao，taiyangxueqingjinbaoqi，“...yigemingzi！yigewopinmingxiangzhuazhu，quezongshicongwonaozililiuzoudemingzi！yangdan！shibushini？！gaosuwo！”

“bushi！”wojianjiaozhefouren，“nizou！nizaibuzouwobaojingle！”

“baojing？”taxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，yandiqueyipianchihong，“haoa！rangjingchalaikankan，yigemankouhuangyandenvren，yigelianzijimingzidoubuganchengrendedanxiaogui！”tamengdijianghuapenguanzaidishang！

“啪嚓！”

taotuhuapensuiliedeshengyinjianruicier。shirundenitujiankai，neizhuganggangmengyadexiangrikuiyoumiaobeishuailechulai，xinendejingyeshunjianzheduan，keliandifuzaibinglengdecizhuanheshuizili。

wojiangzaiyuandi，yanzhengzhengkanzheneidianxiangzhengzhetajiyisuipianhewodewangniandenenya，zaiwushuilixunsukuwei、diaoling。

langdiyelengzhule，takanzhedishangneitanlangjie，youkankanzijiweiweizhandoudeshou，fangfobumingbaizijigangcaizuoleshenme。yandidekuangluanbeiyizhongjudademangranhegengshendezizequdai。

tazhanglezhangzui，sihuxiangshuoshenme，zuizhongquezhishitongkudibishangyan，zhuanshen，liangqiangdichongchulehuadian。menbeitashuaidezhentianxiang，zhendemanshidehuabandouzaisusufadou。

wohuanhuandunxiashen，shouzhizhandouzhe，xiangquchupengneizhuyaozhedeyoumiao。zhijianhaiweipengdao，yidiguntangdeyetixianzaluoxialai，hunrudishangdewushuihenituli。bushilei。shixue。biqiangliyongshangyigushuxide、wenredetiexiuwei。wotaishouyimo，manshoucimudexianhong。

xuanyunganpaishandaohaibanxilai。xiaofushenchuchuanlaiyizhenshuxide、lingrenxinjidezhuitong，biyiwangrenheyicidouyaomenglie。

wofuzhejutaixiangzhanqilai，yanqianquemengdiyihei，zhenggerenruanruandixiangqianzaidao。shiquyishiqian，zuihoudeganjueshijianyingdedibanzhuangshanglianjia，hebijianyuelaiyuenongyudexuexingwei。

xiaodushuideweidaocibidihuanxingyishi。yanpichenzhongdetaibuqilai。erbianshimohudejiaotansheng。

“...laoleiguodu，qingxujuliebodongyoufadejixingchuxue...taierqingkuanghenbuwending...xuyaojueduiwochuang...”

“...zhiqiandeliuchanshoushuduitashentishanghaihenda，zheicinengbaozhuyijingshiwanxing...zaiyouyiciyiwai，shenxianyenanjiu...”

胎儿？流产手术？

hunluandexinxixiangzhenyiyangzhajinhundundedanao。wobushi...yijingzuodiaolema？zaibinglengdeshoushutaishang，zailangdiyiwangdemuguangli...zenmehui？

womengdizhengkaiyan！cimudebaichidenghuangderentouyun。wotangzaiyiyuandebingchuangshang，shoushangzhazhediandi。chuangbianzhanzhewodefangdongayiheyigechuanzhebaidaguademoshengnvyisheng。

“aiyo！xiaolinnixingle！”fangdongayisonglekouqi，lianmangcouguolai，“hesiwole！huadianmeikaimen，woqukankancaifaxianniyunzaidishang，liulehaoduobixue...”

“yisheng...”wogubushangqita，shengyinsiyadikanxiangnvyisheng，shouzhandoudifushangxiaofu，“haizi...wodehaizi...”

nvyishengtuiletuiyanjing，biaoqingyansu：“lin**，nihuaiyunle，dayueshizhou。dannizhiqianzuoguoyicibuwanquandeliuchanshoushu，zigonghuanjingfeichangcuiruo。zheicichuxuejiushixianzhaoliuchandejixiang，qingkuanghenweixian。nibixuliketingzhigongzuo，jueduiwochuangjingyang，peiheyaowuzhiliaobaotai。fouze，houguobukanshexiang。”tadiguolaijizhangjianchadan，“zheishibchaodanheyizhu，shangmianyouwodedianhua，yourenheqingkuanglikelianxiwo。”

wozhandoudijieguoneijizhangqingpiaopiaodezhi。zuishangmianneizhangbchaodanshang，mohudeheibaituxiangli，yigexiaoxiaode、douyabandeyinyingqingxikejian。pangbianbiaozhuzhe：gongneizaoyun，huotai。

孩子还在！

judadezhenjinghekuangxihaimeilaidejichongshangtouding，jiubeigengshendekongjushunjianjiaomie。shizhou...shijianduideshang...shenqianqian！tajiwodegenbenbushishenmeduotaiyao！shiweizhuangchengduotaiyaode、sunshangzigongdemanxingduyao！tabujinyaochudiaohaizi，haiyaochedihuidiaowozuomuqindekeneng！erneigesuoweideshoushu...kongpazhishitaanpaide、yichangrangwochedisixindepianju！

“xiaolina，niliansezenmezheimebai？biepabiepa，tingyishengdehuahaohaoyangzhe...”fangdongayihaizaixutao。

jiuzaizheishi，bingfangmenbeiqingqingqiaoxiang。fangdongayiqukaimen，suijichuanlaitajingyadeshengyin：“xianshengnizhaoshei？”

yigegaodadeshenyingchuxianzaimenkou。langdi。

taliansebigangcaizaihuadianshigengjiacangbai，zuichunjinminzhe，muguangyueguofangdongayi，zhizhidiluozaiwoshenshang。

tadeshixian，zuizhongdinggezaiwoshouzhongniezhedeneizhangbchaodanshang。neizhangzhishang，“gongneizaoyun，huotai”jigezi，qingxideciyan。

shijianfangfoninggule。langdidetongkongzhouranshousuo，xiangshibeineixingzihenhencichuan。zhenjing、kunhuo、nanyizhixin...zuizhong，suoyoufuzadeqingxudouchendianweiyizhongshenbujiandideshenshi。tayibuyibuzoujinbingfang，jiaobushengzaijijingdekongjianlichenzhongdelingrenzhixi。tademuguang，zaiwocanbaidelianheneizhangbchaodanzhijianfanfu。

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