小说简介

《全班穿后宫，只有我知道皇帝是鬼》是日日碎碎念创作的一部引人入胜的短篇言情小说。故事中的主角赵辰张雅周勇面临着挑战与困境，通过勇气和智慧找到了解决问题的方法。这本小说以其生动的描写和真实的情感让读者深受感动。

精彩章节

gaokaochufenhou，quanbanshoudaoyitiaoqiguaiduanxin。【genjufenshu，xuanzenizaidayinhougongdeshenfen，

houfei、gongnv、shiwei、taijian……】【gonglvehuangdichenggong，kehuoqianwan，shibaisi】dajiadouyiweishiezuoju。

banhuaxihuangongdouwen，suiyixuanlezuigaodefeiwei。banzhangxuanleguanweizuidadeyidengyuqianshiwei。

woshibanjidiyiming，quexuanlezuidiweide——sandenggongnv。diertian。yijuexinglai。

dajiadouzhishenyujinbihuihuangdedayinhougong。shenfenchengzhen。banhuashifendeyi，beifengluanchunenchejieruyangxindian。

tongxuemenhenxianmu：「jiangjinyaoguibanhuale。」「zaozhidao，womenyexuanzheigefeiwei……」「jiangli，

nitaikuile，diyimingyouxian，niquezhixuanlegongnv。」meirenzhidao。

woyongsuoyoufenshuduihuanleyitiaoxinxi——jinluandianlizuozhede，genbenbushihuangdi。banhua……siluyitiao。

di1zhangzhimingdeenchong「jiangli，nitingshuolema？linweiweibeifengluanchunenchejiezoule！」「tiana，

tacaigangchenglezhaoyi，mashangjiuyaoshiqinle？」「bukuishizanmendebanhua，daonaerdoushizuishouchongdeneige。」

xiyifangli，jigetongweigongnvdetongxueweizaiyiqi，yuqilimanshizangbuzhudejiduhexianmu。wodizhetou，

yonglicuoxizheshoulideyifu，binglengdejingshuicidewozhijieshengteng。「jiangli，nikeshizanmenbandiyi，

zenmejiuxiangbukaixuangegongnvni？」shuohuadeshiwodetongzhuo，lijing，taxuanlehewoyiyangdesandenggongnv，

cikezhengyiliandewanxi。「niyaoshixuanlefeiwei，xianzaibeijieruyangxindiandejiushinile。」wochelechezuijiao，

meishuohua。youxianxuanzequan。shide，zuoweigaokaodiyiming，wokeyiyouxianxuanzerenheshenfen。erwo，

yongzheiweiyidetequan，duihuanleyitiaojiazhilianchengdexinxi。——jinluandianlongyishangzuozhede，genbenbushihuangdi。

suoyi，linweiweiyiweidewushangrongguang，buguoshiyitiaocuimingfu。tasidingle。「ai，nimenkuaikan，neishishenme？

」yigetongxuehuranzhizheyangxindiandefangxiang，shengyinfazhan。womenfenfentaitouwangqu。zhijianyangxindiandeshangkong，

buzhiheshi，jingpanxuanzheyituannongyudeheiqi。neiheiqifangunzhe，jiuchanzhe，fangfoyizhiwuxingdejushou，

zhangkailezerenershidexuependakou。gonglidenpctaijiangongnvmenquefangfoshierbujian，yijiuditoumangliu，

shenseruchang。zhiyouwomenzheixielaizixianshishijiedetongxue，caikandedaozheiguiyideyimu。

「nei……neishishenmeguidongxi？」「hao……haoexin……」dajialianseshabai，

xiyifanglifangcaihaireliedeqifenshunjianjiangzhibingdian。neituanheiqizaiyangxindianshangkongpanxuanleyuemoyizhuxiangdegongfu，

caihuanhuansanqu。ye，siyibandijijing。diertian，yigexiaoxizhenjinglesuoyouren。xinchengenchongdelinzhaoyi，

fengle。jushuotayibubitidicongyangxindianpaochulai，shenqingdiankuang，jianrenjiuzhuazhehan：「neibushihuangshang！

neishiguaiwu！tahuichiren！」gangchengweiyidengyuqianshiweidebanzhangzhaochen，diyishijiandairenganleguoqu。

ketadaihuilaide，zhiyoulinweiweibinglengdeshiti。yijiyijulengbingbingdexuangao。【wanjialinweiwei，

gonglvehuangdishibai，mosha。】binglengdejixieyinzaimeigetongxuedenaohailixiangqi。suoyourendoumengle。

qianyikehaizaihuanxiangqianwanjiangjin，xiayimiao，siwangdeyinyingjiulongzhaozailemeigerenxintou。zheibushiyouxi。

zheishizhendehuisirende。konghuangxiangwenyiyiyangmanyankailai。「zenmehuizheiyang？bushishuogonglveshibaicaihuisima？

tacaigangqushiqina！」「tahanzheyouguaiwu……nandaoshizhende？」「banzhang，nijiandaolehuangshangma？

huangshangdaodishishenmeyangde？」zhongrenbaxiwangjituozaiweiyijiejinguoquanlizhongxindezhaochenshenshang。

zhaochenchuanzheyishenyinsekaijia，liansebikaijiahaiyaolengying。tahuanshiyiquan，chenshengdao：「womeiyoujiandaohuangshang。」

「yangxindianneiwai，chulelinweiwei，meiyourenhehuoren。」tadunledun，muguangluozaiwoshenshang，daizheyisishenshi。

「jiangli，niweishenmecongyikaishijiuxuanlegongnv？」di2zhanghuoxiaqudeguizezhaochendezhiwenxiangyikuaishitou，

tourulebenjiujinghuangderenqun。suoyourendemuguang，qishuashuadijujiaozaiwoshenshang。「duia，jiangli，

nishibushizaojiuzhidaoleshenme？」「nishidiyiming，kendingyouwomenbuzhidaodexinxi！」「kuaigaosuwomen！

huangshangdaodishizenmehuishi？」tamenweiguolai，qizuibashe，qingxujidong。

wokanzhetamenyizhangzhangyinweikongjuerniuqudelian，xinzhongyipianbingliang。gaosutamen？

gaosutamenwoyongquanbudefenshu，huanlaileyitiaotamendangshichizhiyibideqingbao？ranhouni？

rangtamenxiangwutoucangyingyiyangquyangxindiansongsima？wotaiqiyan，yingshangzhaochentanjiudemuguang。「wobuzhidao。」

wopingjingdituchusangezi。「wozhishijuede，huoxiaqu，bishenmedouzhongyao。」wodehuarangzhongrenyileng。shia，

zaiqianwanjiangjinhesiwangmianqian，huoxiaqucaishizuiyaojinde。kezenmehuoxiaqu？【xitongrenwufabu：sanrinei，

huodeguanshigugudeshangshi，renwushibai，mosha。】binglengdejixieyinzaicixiangqi，bansuierlaide，

shisuoyougongnvshenfentongxuedeyishengjinghu。xianran，zheishidushuyuwomengongnvderenwu。「shenme？

haiyaohuodeshangshi？」「zenmehuodeshangyidengyuqianshiwei。？」「santianshijianyetaiduanleba！」

gangganghaitongchoudikaiduizhewodetongxuemen，shunjianzuoniaoshousan，gezipansuanqilai。zheijiushirenxing。

zhaochenshenshendikanlewoyiyan，meizaizhuiwen，zhuanshenliqu。tayoutaderenwu，woyouwodenanguan。

womenxiyifangdeguanshigugu，xingsun，shigesishiduosui，shenqingkebodenvren。tazuixihuanzuode，

jiushijidanlitiaogutou。xianghuodetadeshangshi，bidengtianhainan。jiexialaideliangtian，tongxuemenshijinlehunshenjieshu。

yourenjitasongzijitoutouzanxiadedianxin。yourenbianzhefaerdikuatanianqingpiaoliang。haiyouren，

shenzhixiangyongzijidegaokaofenshu，congxitongshangchengliduihuanzhenbaolaihuiluta。jieguokexiangerzhi。

dianxinbeirengzaidishang，kuajianghuanlaiyidunchouma，erneigeqituhuiludetongxue，

gengshibeisunguguzhizhebizimalegegouxuelintou，shuotaxinshubuzheng。yankansantianqixianjiangzhi，

suoyourendoujidexiangreguoshangdemayi。lijingzhaodaowo，kusangzhelian：「jiangli，zenmebana？wobuxiangsi……」

wopailepaitadeshou，qingshengdao：「bieji，huiyoubanfade。」qishi，zheiliangtianwoshenmedoumeizuo。

wozhishizaiguancha。guanchasungugudeyijuyidong，yiyanyixing。wofaxian，tasuiranduiwomenzheixiegongnvhenkeke，

danmeitianhuanghun，tadouhuiduziyiren，zoudaoxiyifanghoumiandeneipianfeiqihuayuanli，yidaijiushibangeshichen。

tahuiduizheyizhukusideshiliushufadai，yanshenliliuluchuhanjiandewenrouhebeishang。wohaifaxian，tameicihecha，

douzhiheyizhongjiao「yunwumaojian」dechaye。erzheizhongchaye，zhenggegongli，zhiyouyigerenyou。

neijiushi——dangjintaihou。yigejihua，zaiwoxinzhongqiaoranchengxing。disantian，yejiushirenwudezuihouyitian。

womeiyouxiangqitarenyiyangweizhesunguguzhuan，ershiquleyigedifang。taihoudecininggong。dangran，

woyigesandenggongnv，shijianbudaotaihoude。wodemubiao，shicininggongchashuifangdeguanshitaijian。

di3zhangzhimingdetoumingzhuangcininggongdechashuifang，shizhenggehougongzuiqingxiandedifangzhiyi。guanshitaijianxingwang，

zhengqiaozheerlangtui，hengzhexiaoquerdadun。wozoujinqu，gonggongjingjingdixinglegeli。「wanggonggong。」

wanggonggongyanpidoumeitaiyixia，lanyangyangdi「ng」leyisheng。「gonggong，nubishixiyifangde，fengsunguguzhiming，

laiweigugutaoxiechaye。」wodizhetou，shengyinbudabuxiao，ganghaonengrangtatingqing。wanggonggongzheicaizhengkaiyan，

xienizhewo。「sungugu？tahaodademianzi，jingganbazhuyidadaotaihoudechayeshanglaile。」

tadeyuqilimanshiqingmie。woliaodaotahuishizheigefanying，buhuangbumangdicongxiuzilitaochuyigexiaoxiaodehebao。

hebaoshiwoyongzijideyueliyinzi，qiulexiufangdejiejiebangmangxiude，shangmianshiyiduixuxurushengdejinli。

zheibushishenmezhiqiandedongxi，danshengzaixinyi。「gonggongwuhuile。」woshuangshoujianghebaofengshang。

「womensungugushuole，zhenggegongli，zhiyouninzheilidechayezuichunzheng，pangdedifang，dourubulekou。」

「guguhaishuo，tazhidaoninsulaitengxiwomenzheixiedixiaren，duanbuhuiweinannubi。」qianchuanwanchuan，mapi**。

youqishiduizheixieshenyoucanque，neixinmingandetaijian。guoran，wanggonggongdeliansehuanhelebushao。

tadianledianshoulidehebao，youshangxiadalianglewoyifan。「nizheixiaoyatou，daoshibisunpozihuishuohua。」

tazhanqishen，manyouyoudizoudaoyigehongmujuziqian，quchuyigexiaoxiaodexizhichayeguan。「re，naquba。」

「xiegonggong。」wojieguochayeguan，xinlidedashiluoxialeyiban。huidaoxiyifang，sunguguzhengyinweiyidianxiaoshi，

balijingmadetaibuqitou。wozoushangqian，jiangchayeguanchengshang。「gugu，ninchangchangzheige。」

sunguguzhouzhemeikanwoyiyan，youkanlekanwoshoulidechayeguan，yilianbunaifan。「shenmedongxi？」

「shiyunwumaojian。」woshuo。sungugudedongzuomengdiyidun。tasisididingzheneigeputongdexiguan，

yanshenlifanyongzhefuzadeqingxu。tajieguochayeguan，dakaigaizi，coudaobijianwenlewen。neiyishunjian，

taxianglaikebodelianshang，jingliuluchuyisicuiruo。「ni……congnalinonglaide？」tadeshengyinyouxieshaya。

「nubitingwenguguxihuanzheigeweidao，biandoudanquqiulecininggongdewanggonggong。」wodadedishuibulou。

sunguguchenmole。tamosuozheneigechayeguan，xujiu，caizhangzhangditanlekouqi。「niyouxinle。」

tahuilehuishou，shiyiwomendoutuixia。wolazhehaizaifalengdelijing，qiaoqiaotuilechuqu。dangtianwanshang，

naohailixiangqilerenwuwanchengdetishiyin。【gongxiwanjiajiangli、lijing……dengwuren，wanchengrenwu，

huodejiangli：jinshengweierdenggongnv。】【renwushibaizhe，mosha。】jishengduancudejianjiaohou，xiyifangli，

shaolesangeshuxideshenying。huoxialaideren，kanzhewodeyanshen，chongmanlejingweiheganji。lijinggengshibaozhewo，

youkuyouxiao。woquegaoxingbuqilai。yinweiwozhidao，zheizhishikaishi。sungugunianqingshi，

cengshitaihoudetieshenshinv，liangrenqingtongjiemei。houlai，sunguguyuyimingshiweixianglian，zhutaianjie。

zaineigeniandai，zheishisizui。shitaihou，maozhefengxianbaoxialeta，jiangtaanpaidaoxiyifang，duoguoyijie。

danneigeshiwei，quebeimimichusile。erneizhukusideshiliushu，jiushidangnianneigeshiweiqinshouweitazhongxiade。

yunwumaojian，shitamendingqingshi，tasongtadediyifenliwu。zheixie，doushiwoyongneitiaojiazhilianchengdexinxi，

fudaijiesuodenpcbeijinggushilikandaode。woliyonglesunguguzuishendeshangtong，huanlailewomendetoumingzhuang。

zheirangwogandaoyisibushi。danzaizheigechirendehougongli，bushi，shizuiwuyongdeqingxu。diertian，

wobeidiaolilexiyifang。xindequchu，shiyushufang。zheishisunguguqinzianpaide。

tashuo：「nishigecongmingdehaizi，daizaixiyifang，qucaile。」linzouqian，tajiaozhuwo，

saijiwoyigechendiandiandebubao。「zheilimian，shigongligechuzhuzidexihaohejinji，ninaqu，xingxuyongdeshang。

」wodakaibubao，limianshiyibenhouhoudecezi，zijijuanxiu，jiludemimimama。woxinzhongyizhen。

zheihezhishiyongdeshang，zheijianzhishihougongshengcundebaomingzhinan！woxiangsungugushenshendijuleyigong。「gugudaen，

jianglimeichinanwang。」sungugubailebaishou，zhuanshenjinlexiyifang，beiyingyouxiexiaose。woniezheshoulidecezi，

xinqingfuza。wozhidao，woduduile。dantongshi，woyebaziji，tuixianglegengweixiandexuanwozhongxin。yushufang，

neikeshili「huangdi」zuijindedifang。di4zhanghuorenjipinyushufangdechashi，bixiyifangyaoqingsong，

yegengaoren。womeitiandegongzuo，jiushiyanmo、zhenglizouzhang，yijizai「huangdi」piyuezouzheshi，

anjingdidaizaiyipang，dangyigeyinxingren。wozhongyujiandaoleneiweichuanshuozhongde「huangdi」。tahengao，

chuanzheyishenminghuangsedelongpao，zongshiduanzuozaineizhangjudadeshuanhou。lianshang，daizheyizhangchunjindazaodemianju。

mianjuzhezhuletasuoyoudewuguan，zhiluchuyishuangyanjing。neishiyishuang……zenyangdeyanjing？kongdong，siji，

meiyourenheqingxudebodong。xiangliangkeheisedebolizhu，xiangqianzaihuangjinmianjushang。womeiciduishangneishuangyanjing，

douganjuezijixiangbeiyitiaodushedingshang，hunshendexueyedouyaoninggule。zheijueduibushiyigezhengchangrengaiyoudeyanshen。

banzhangzhaochen，zuoweiyidengyuqianshiwei，jiushouzaiyushufangmenwai。womenouerhuiyongyanshenjiaohui，

chuandiyixiezhiyouwomennengdongdexinxi。wozhidao，tayezaiguancha。zheijitian，gonglihenpingjing。

pingjingderangrenxinhuang。xitongmeiyouzaifabuxinderenwu，yemeiyourenzaisiqu。xingcundetongxuemen，

sihudouzhaodaolezijideshengcunzhidao。xuanletaijiandejigenantongxue，zaigegegonglidangcha，xiaoxinyiyidihuozhe。

xuanledijiefeipindenvtongxue，zexiangfangshefadibichong，shengpabulelinweiweidehouchen。yiqie，

douhaoxiangburulezhenggui。danwozhidao，zheizhishibaofengyuqiandeningjing。neigejiahuangdi，

neigepanjuzaiyangxindiandeguaiwu，bukenengyizhizheimeanjing。tazaidengshenme？huozheshuo，tazaizhunbeishenme？

zheitian，wozhengzaizhenglizouzhang，zhaochenhurancongmenwaizoulejinlai。talianseningzhong，duiwoshilegeyanse。

wozhaolegejiekou，genzhetazoudaodianwaidejiaoluo。「chushile。」tayadishengyin。「zenmele？」

woxinliyijin。「woshouxiadeyigeshiwei，zuowanshizongle。」zhaochenshuo，「tayeshiwomendetongxue，jiaowanghao。

」wanghao？wojideta，yigehenneixiangdenansheng，xuanlezuididengdeshiwei。「huobujianren，sibujianshi？」

「dui。」zhaochendequantouwodegegezuoxiang，「wochalegonglidejilu，meiyourenhetachugongdejixiang。

tajiuxiang……pingkongxiaoshileyiyang。」wodexinchenlexiaqu。youkaishile。「wohuaiyi，hetayiqishizongde，

haiyouqitaren。」zhaochenkanzhewo，「jiangli，niyoumeiyoufaxian，zheijitiangonglideren，haoxiangbianshaole？」

wosongranyijing。beitazheimeyitixing，wocaimengranfajue。wulunshidangzhidetaijian，haishixunluodeshiwei，

shenzhishiluguodegongnv，shuliangshang，sihudoubiqianjitianyaoshao。yinweidajiagesiqizhi，pingshijiaojibuduo，

suoyizheizhongxiweidebianhua，hennanbeichajue。keyidanyishidao，neizhongmaogusongrandeganjue，

bianhuishunjianjuezhunidexinzang。neixiexiaoshideren，qunale？yigekepadeniantou，zaiwonaohailifuxian。jipin。

neigeguaiwu，zaiyonghuorendangjipin！tazaijinxingmouzhongxieedeyishi！wobixuzuzhita！kewonengzuoshenme？

wozhishiyigeerdenggongnv。zhaochenshiyuqianshiwei，ketayetongyangshushouwuce。

womenjiuxiangbeikunzaizhuwangshangdefeichong，zhinengyanzhengzhengdikanzhesiwangdeyinying，yidiandianbijin。bu。bunengzheiyang。

wobunengzuoyidaibi。woyonggaokaozhuangyuandefenshu，huanlaidebujinjinshiyitiaoxinxi。neitiaoxinxibeihou，

haifudaizheyigequanxian。yige……keyirangwokandaoxitongdicengluojidequanxian。zhishi，kaiqizheigequanxian，

xuyaoyigetiaojian。yigewoyizhiyouyu，buganqingyichangshidetiaojian。neijiushi——zhimiankongju。

wobixuqinziquyitangyangxindian。quneigetunshilelinweiwei，rangsuoyourenwenzhisebiandejindi。

wobawodexiangfagaosulezhaochen。taduanranjujue。「buxing！taiweixianle！nizheishiqusongsi！」

「womenzongyaozuodianshenme。」wokanzheta，yiziyijudishuo，「zhaochen，womenbunengzaidengle。zaidengxiaqu，

womensuoyouren，douhuichengweitadepanzhongcan。」wodeyanshen，yidinghenfengkuang。zhaochenkanzhewo，chenmolehenjiu。

zuizhong，taxiangshixiadinglejuexin。「wopeiniqu。」「bu，nibunengqu。」woyaoleyaotou，

「nidemubiaotaida，rongyibaolu。erqie，yushufangzheili，xuyaoniyanhu。」「neiniyigeren……」

「woyoubanfa。」woshenxiyikouqi，conghuailinachusungugujiwodeneibencezi。cezidezuihouyiye，

yongzhushahuazheyizhangjianyideditu。ditudezhongdian，shiyigewocongweitingguodedifang。——jingshenfang。

neishigonglizuiwuhui，yezuirongyibeirenhulvededifang。erditushang，congjingshenfang，youyitiaomidao，

keyizhitongyangxindiandechuangdi。zheishisunguguliujiwode，zuihoudebaomingfu。yeshiwo，weiyideshengsuan。

woxingwule。duozanghetaobi，huanbulaishengji。xiangyaohuoxiaqu，jiubixuzhudongchuji，

sikaizheipianmingwei“hougong”deheianweimu。wobixuzhidao，neigejiahuangdidezhenmianmu，daodishishenme！

di5zhangmidaojinghun「nifengle！」zhaochenyibazhuazhuwodeshouwan，liqidadejihuyaojiangwodegutouniesui。

「nizhidaojingshenfangshishenmedifangma？neilishisuoyouemengdekaiduan！」wodangranzhidao。

neishichuligongzhongduanzhi、huiwu，shenzhishiyixiewangsigongrenshitidedifang。yinqi、yuanqi、huiqijiaozhi，

shizhenggehuanggongzuibuxiangdesuozai。xunchangrenbieshuojinqu，jiushikaojindoujuedehuiqi。「wozhidao。」

woyonglizhengkaitadeshou，yanshenjianding，「danzheiyeshiwomenweiyidejihui。」「zhaochen，bangwo。」

wozhishizhetadeyanjing，neilimianyouzhenjing，youdanyou，dangengduodeshiyizhongwunengweilidezhengzha。

tashiyigejiaoaoderen，shicengjingdexueshenghuizhuxi，shibanzhang。zaizheigeguiyideyouxili，

taxuanzelezuinengzhangkongjumiandeshiweishenfen，quefaxianzijiyijiuzhishigeqizi。zheizhongluocha，

zuyicuihuiyigerendeyizhi。dantameiyou。tachenmodiyuwoduishilexujiu，zuizhong，chenzhongdidianlediantou。

「nixuyaowozuoshenme？」「bangwotuozhu『ta』。」wozhilezhiyushufangdeneidian，「zishi，wohuixingdong。

congzishidaochoushi，zheiyigeshichennei，wulunlimianfashengshenme，nidoubunengrangrenherenjinqu，

yebunengrang『ta』chulai。」「yigeshichen……」zhaochendemeitouningchenglegeda，「wojinli。」

「bushijinli，shibixuzuodao。」wodeyuqiburongzhihui。zheibujinguanxidaowodeshengsi，

yeguanxidaowomensuoyourendemingyun。ruye。huanggonglijingdekepa。wohuanshangyishenzuibuqiyandeyexingyi，

jiangsungugujiwodecezitieshenzanghao。jiezheyuese，woqiaowushengxidichuanguoyoushendegongdao，

laidaolechuanshuozhongdejingshenfang。yiguhunzazhexuexinghefulandeechoupumianerlai，xundewojiyuzuoou。

woqiangrenzhebushi，anzhaoditudezhishi，zaiqiangjiaoyikuaisongdongdedizhuanxia，zhaodaolemidaoderukou。rukouhenzhai，

jinrongyirentongguo。xiamianshishenbujiandideheian。womeiyousihaoyouyu，shenxiyikouqi，zuanlejinqu。

midaoliyinlengchaoshi，jiaoxianiannishihua，buzhicaidaoleshenmedongxi。

kongqizhongmimanzheyigunanyiyanyudemeiweihexingqi。wozhinengkaozheqiangbi，mosuozheqianjin。buzhizouleduojiu，

qianfanghuranchuanlaiyizhen“xixisuosuo”deshengyin。woliketingxiajiaobu，pingzhuhuxi。neishengyinyuelaiyuejin，

haoxiangyoushenmedongxi，zhengzaiheianzhongkuaisupaxing。wodexintidaolesangziyan。shilaoshuma？bu，budui。

laoshudeshengyinmeiyouzheimemiji，zheime……lingrenyasuan。woxiayishidiwojinlezangzaixiuzilidebishou，

neishizhaochentoutousaijiwode。heianzhong，yishuangshuanglvyouyoudeyanjing，mengdiliangleqilai。shirenlianzhizhu！

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