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精彩章节

sutan，nihuilezhendeyao！neicongjinriqi，ni，jiushizhendejieyao！tiandishiyizuojudade，ranzhexiangdedinglu。

wodeganzhijiurutongneiluzhongyilvjijiangbeifenjindechenshuixiang，piaohu、shizhong，

beiguoxiezaiyizhongjinhuningzhidenuanyizhong。biyijianyingraodebushiwosuoshuxiderenheyizhongxiangliao。

qiandiaoshifoshouganyubaitandeqinglie，daizheanfurenxindezongjiaosumugan，

zhongdiaoquedouranzhuanweimilidewanxiangyuyulongxianxiang，tiannidejinhuduoluo，erweidiao，

zeshiyisijidanquerufuguzhijudexuexingqi。zheishi……shenmedifang？wofeilidizhengkaiyan，

shixianzaizhangjiudeheianhoubeiyanqiancimudeliuguangsuiyinggedeshengteng。

yingruyanliandeshiyipianshehuadaolingrenzhixidechijin。toudingshijudadelianhuazhuangzaojing，

cengcengdiediededougongshangdiaokezhefanfudechanzhilianwen，meiyipianhuabandemailuodouyichunjingoule。

zhengzhongxuanguazheyikeyemingzhu，daruyinghaiquantousanfazherubaisederouguang，shenxiashilenghuadesichou，

chuganxiniruchushengyingerdejifu，quebingliangdexiangshimeiyoushengmingdeshetui。kongqizhongneiguguiyidexiangqi，

zhengshicongdianneisijiaochulidehexingtongluzhongsanchu。qingyanniaoniao，rumengsihuan，

jiangzheizuohuameigongdianlongzhaozaiyipianbuzhenshideyinyunzhizhong。wodongledongshouzhi，

jingkongdifaxiansizhibaihaidouchuanlaiyizhongbeichoukongdewuligan。

ditoukanjianzijishenshangchuanzheyijianfanfudebaisejifu，kuandadexiukouyongyinxianxiuzhebuzhimingdefanfututeng，

yangshigupoerguiyi，yitouwuheidezhangfarupubanpusanzaishenxiaderuantashang，piaoyijingren。zheibushiwodeshenti。

wojiaosutan，shiershiyishijidedingjidiaoxiangshi，yongyoubeiyuwei“shangdizhishou”deminruixiujue，

ganggangzaiguojidiaoxiangdasaishangzhanhuojinjiang。qinggongyanshang，woduohelejibei，zuihoudejiyi，

shichuangwaiyichangturuqilaidexuanliliuxingyu......ranhou，jiushizheili......“tanxin**，

jishiyidao。”yigehaowuganqingdenvshengzaierpanxiangqi，rutongliangkuaibinglengdeyushizaihuxiangqiaoji。

woxunshengwangqu，zhijianliangmingshenzhedansezhangpao、toudaiweimaodenvzijinglizaitabian，

tamendeshenxingbeikuandadepaozilongzhao，kanbuzhenqie，weiyouneifensijideqixixiangsizhoumiman。tanxin**？

shizaijiaowoma？wushubushuyuwodejiyisuipian，cikerujuedidehongshuibanyongrunaohai，

jutongrangworenbuzhumenhengyisheng，neixiesuipianguangguailuli，queyoudanbodekelian。zheijushentidezhuren，

mingjiaotanxin，shidajingwangchaozhenguogongdedinv。tadejiyiganjingdexiangyizhangbaizhi，

juedabufenshijiandoutingliuzaiguogongfuhouyuanneiyifangxiaoxiaodehuayuanli，zhuifengxidie，duizhehuacaoshaxiao。

tadeshijieli，zhiyouchuncuidexiyueyubeishang，jiandandaojinhutouming。“chunyiti……wanzhongwuyi，

dijunbihuimanyide。”qizhongyimingxuanyinvzidiyu，shengyinlidaizheyisiruoyousiwudezantan。“moyaoduoyan，

yinmengshidarenyizaijitandenghou。”lingyirenlengshengdaduan。chunyiti？yinmengshi？

sutanxinhaibushenqingxidejiyili，duizheilianggecichongmanlebennengdekongju。

woganjuezijixiangyizhijijiangbeisongshangtuzaichangdegaoyang，erzhouweideyiqiedoushijingxinbuzhidexianjiyishi。

wobeiliangrenbanfubanjiadichanqi，shuangjiaocaizaibinglengruyushidedimianshang，

suizhegongdiandemenbeihuanhuantuikaiyigugengweinongyudexiangqijiazazheyefengpumianerlai。

dianwaishiyizuolutiandejudayuanxingjitan，hanbaiyupujiudedimianshang，

yongzhushahejinfenhuizhizheyifujudaerguiyidexingguitu。jitanzhongyang，yigeshenzhezhangpaodenanrenbeiduizheta，

shenxingkugao，fangfoyijiebeifenggandeshuzhi。tamianqiandexiangluli，fendexiangyudianneidejieranbutong，

xinla、badao，daizheqiangliedeqinlvexing。neishi……mantuoluoyuzhihuanleidecaoyaohunhedeweidao。zuoweidiaoxiangshi，

wodebizishunjianjiufenxichulechengfen，zheizhongxiang，nengzuidaxiandudibolirendeganzhi，

rangrenxianruzuishenchendemengjing。yuanlairuci，woshunjianmingbaile。tamenxiangyaode，bushiwodeming，

ershisutanxindejiyi，neixiechunjingwuxia、buranchenaidejiyi。“shichendao，qingtanxin**ru‘yihai’。

”neixingrongkugaodeyinmengshizhuanguoshenluchuyizhanggouhezonghengdelian，

shuangyanhunzhuoqueshanshuozhelingrenxinjidekuangreguangmang。

wobeirentuizheyibubuzouxiangjitanzhongxinneigeyongnuanyudiaozhuoerchengdeaocao，neixingzhuangqiahaonengrongnayirentangxia。

wodedanaofeisuyunzhuan。fankang？yizheijushentideleiruowuyiyuyiluanjishi。qiurao？kanzheixierendeshenqing，

tamenzaoyiminmierenxing，shiwoweiyijianjipin。zenmeban？wobeiqiangzhizhetangruyucao，

bingliangdechuganshunjianchuanbianquanshen。yinmengshikouzhongkaishiniannianyouci，shiyizhonggulaoerhuisedeyinjie。

随着他的吟唱，

zhouweineixiexuanyinvzikaishijiangyixieshanshuozheweiguang、rutongshuijingbandewutitourusizhoudexianglu。

“chi——”xiangluzhongdehuoyanmengdicuangao，huaweiyoulanse，

yigunanyiyanyudeliliangchangshunjianlongzhaolezhenggejitan。

woganjuezijideyishizhengzaibeiyiguwuxingdeliliangcongshentiliqiangxingtuozhuaichulai。neixieshuyusutanxinde，

tianzhenlanmandejiyihuamian，kaishibushoukongzhidizaiwoyanqianshanxian。

zhuizhuhudiedewuhou、touchiguihuagaodeqiexi、xiongzhangbeishangdewennuan……yimumu，

chunjingderangwozheigezaixiandaishehuimopagundaduoniandelinghundougandaoyisiburen。raner，

jiuzaiwodeyishijijiangbeichedibolideshunjian，neixieshenzangzailinghunzuishenchudeluoyinyesuizhibeijihuole！

motiandaloudegangtiesenlin，yewanchengshidecheshuimalong，shiyanshilijingmideboliyiqi，

banjiangdianlishangshanyaodejuguangdeng……zheixieduiyuzheigeshidaieryan，rutongtianfangyetandehuamian，

mengdichongjinlezheiguzhengzaibeichoulidejiyihongliu！“e...a——！

”yizhibimuyinchangdeyinmengshituranfachuyishengqilidecanjiao，tamengdizhengkaiyan，

hunzhuodetongkongzhongchongmanlenanyizhixindejingkong。jitanzhongyang，

yuanbenyinggainingjuchudaibiaowoxinchunjingjiyiderubaise“yijing”，cikequezaikongzhongfengkuangdiniuqu、bianxing！

yifufuguangguailulidehuamianzaibankongzhongzhakai，qichedehongming，shoujide**，

xiandaiyinfudetiaodong……zheixiebushuyuzheigeshijiedeshengyinhejingxiang，

rutongzuixiongmengdemengyanshunjianchongkualeyinmengshiyongshenshigoujiande“yinmengzhen”！

“pu——”yinmengshikouzhongxianxuepenchu，shentirutongduanlexiandefengzhengbandaofeichuquzhongzhongdishuaizaidishang，

renshibusheng。fuzeyishidexuanyinvzimensiyezaodaolefanshi，yigegedongdaoxiwaifachutongkude**。

jitanshangkongdenengliangchangshunjianwenluan，youlansedehuoyanhuifulezhengchangdeyanse，

neiguqiangdadetuozhuailiyesuizhixiaoshi。hunluan，siji。wotangzaiyucaozhong，dakoudakoudichuanzhecuqi，

hunshenxianghanlinli，fangfogangcongshenhaizhongnishuizhongsheng。wochenggongle！

woyongzijineipangza、chongmanlexiandaiwenmingchongjilidejiyi，wuranlezheichangxianji，

zhizaoleyichang“jiyibaozha”。raner，weijibingweijiechu。“herenxuanhua？

”yigebingleng、dichen、daizheburongzhiyideweiyandeshengyincongjitandezuigaojiechuanlai。neishengyinbuda，

quexiangyibacuilehanbingdelijianshunjiancichuanlexianchangsuoyoudehunluanyucaoza。zhongrenfenfenxunshengwangqu，

yebaokuogangganghuanguojinglaidewo。zhijianqinglengdeyueguangxia，yidaominghuangsedeshenyingjieranerli。

tatoudaishierliumian，shenzhexuansezhijinlongpao，shenxingqizhang，wanruyibingjijiangchuqiaodelijian。

yuehuagoulechutalengjiaofenmingdecelian，bilianggaoting，bochunjinmin，

touzheyizhongjurenyuqianlizhiwaidelengmoyushuli。tahuanhuanzouxiataijie，

meiyibudoufangfotazaisuoyourendexintiaoshang，neishuangshenbujiandideyanmou，pingjingwubo，

queyunzangzhezuyitunshiyiqiedeheian。dangtademuguangsaoguodaodibuqideyinmengshiheyipianlangjiedejitanshi，

meiyousihaobodong，fangfozhishizaikanyiqunaiyandelouyi。zuihou，

tadeshixianjingzhundiluozaileyucaozhongneigeyishanlingluan、liansecangbaiqueyanshenqingliangde“jipin”shenshang。

tashidajingwangchaodejunzhu——xiaowujiu。yigemingzifuxianzaiwodenaohaizhong。neigechuanshuozhongshiliusuidengji，

yileitingshouduansuqingchaoye，ershisuibianyitongbeifang，quexingqingliangbo、shouduanhenli，

beiyuwei“wuqingzhijun”denanren。yeshi……zheichangxianjizuizhongdeshouyizhe。tazoudaowomianqian，

jugaolinxiadifushizhewo，yanshenyouruzaishenshiyijianchulexiacidewupin。“ni，bushisutanxin。

”tabusiwenxun，ershizaichenshuyijianshishi，shengyinlidaizheyisijidande，jihuwufachajuede……shiwang。

wodexinshunjianchendaolegudi。xiaowujiuderuiliershensui。neishuangyanmoulimeiyouchangrengaiyoudejingyahuofennu，

zhiyouyipianshenbujiandidewanruyongdongbingchuanbandechenji。wotangzaibinglengdeyucaozhongyutaduishi。

wonengganjuedaoyanqianzheigenanrendeweixian，neibushiwailudeshaqi，

ershiyizhonggenzhiyuguxueduiyiqieshengmingdemoshi。

fangfoshijianwanwuzaitayanzhongdoubuguoshikeyiliyonghuosuiyisheqideqizi。wodedanaozaifengkuangyunzhuan。chengren？

haishifouren？chengrenzijibushisutanxin，xiachanghenkenengshibeidangchengyaoxielikechusi。fouren？

jiazhuangzijishiyigechier？kechierjuebuhuiyouwocikezheibanlengjingdeyanshen，

gengbukenengzhizaochugangcaineichangzuyicuihuiyinmengzhende“jiyibaozha”。zheishiyigesiju。

“huibingdijun……”yimingxingcundexuanyinvzizhengzhazheguidaozaidi，

shengyinzhandou：“jipin……jipinde‘yiyuan’beiwuranle，

tadejiyili……chuxianle……rangrenwufalijiede……guaiwu。

”taxianranwufamiaoshuchuqichehegaoloudemoyang，zhinengyongzuiyuanshidecihuilaixingrongneifenchongji。

xiaowujiudeshixianyijiumeiyoulikaiwo，tahuanhuantaiqishou。xiuzhangdeshouzhigujiefenming，

wanrushanghaodeyangzhibaiyudiaozhuoercheng。tashenhoudetieshentaijianlikehuiyi，gongjingdidishangleyifangjiebaidesipa。

tameiyouqujie，ershishenchushizhi，zaikongzhongqingqingyidian。

yilvcancunzaikongqizhongyinjiyibaozhaeryisanchudeshuyuwodejiyisuipianrutongshoudaozhaohuandeyinghuochong，

huijudaoletadezhijian，neishiyifuweisuodezaiyewangaosugonglushangfeichidecheliuyingxiang。xiaowujiudetongkong，

zaineiyishunjian，sihuweibukechadishousuoleyixia。tazhijiandeguangmangandanxiaqu，

neilvjiyisuipianyesuizhixiaosan。“youqudeguaiwu。”takaikou，shengyinyijiutingbuchuxinu。

xiaowujiumanmandunxiashen，yuyucaozhongdewopingshi，julilajin，wocaideyigengqingxidikanqingtadelian。wanmei，

chulezheigeci，woxiangbudaorenhexingrong。jianmeirubin，yanmouxiazhang，bochundehududaizhetianshengdeliangbo。

kepianpianshizheiyangyizhangjinhushenzhidelianshang，quelongzhaozheyicenghuizhibuqudejuanyi，

fangfochengzaileqianniandefengshuangpibeidaolejizhi。gengrangwoxinjingde，shibijianwendaodeqiwei。zuoweidiaoxiangshi，

wodexiujueyuanchaochangren。zaixiaowujiukaojindeshunjian，wowendaoleyigujiqifuzade“diwangzhixi”。

neishiyouzuidingjidelongnaoxiang、chenxiangheshexianghunhexunranchude，daibiaozhezhigaowushangdequanliyuweiyan。raner，

zaizheicengweiyandexiangqizhixia，wowendaoleyisijiweiruode，leisiyufuxiumubenzhiwude“kongdong”qiwei。

neibushizhenzhengdefuxiu，ershiyizhong……“jiyi”zhengzaixiaoshideweidao，jiuxiangyibenkuangshijuzhu，

limiandewenzizhengzaiyiyeyedibianchengkongbai。sutanxindejiyisuipianzhengshilechuanwen——xiaowujiu，zhengzaiyiwang。

tayiwangdehuoxushiwuguanjinyaodegongren，huoxushifansuodezouzheneirong，danzongyouyitian，

tahuiyiwangruhequanhengchaoju，ruhejiayurenxin，ruhe……chengweiyigediwang。

suoyitacaipoqiedixuyaowoxinzheiju“chunyiti”dejiyilaitianbutaneizhengzaibengtadeshenshizhijie。

“nihuilezhendeyao。”xiaowujiudandandichenshuzheshishi。tadeshouzhiqingqinghuaguowodelianjia，

neichuganbinglengbudaiyisiwenduquerangwodehanmaoshunjiandaoshu。zheishishitan，yeshiweixie。

wodexintiaoruleigudanlianshangquenuliweichizhepingjing。wozhidao，

xianzairenheyisikongjudouhuichengweizijidecuimingfu，wobixuzhanxianchuzugoudejiazhi，

yigeyuanbi“chunjingdejiyi”gengyoujiazhidecunzai。wodemuguang，

luozaileneizhibeidafanzaidideshuyuyinmengshidexianglushang，cishiyilvruoyousiwudeqingyanzhengconglimianpiaochu。

“yao……congyikaishijiushicuode。”wojimangkaikou，shengyinyinweijinzhangeryouxieshaya，dantuziqueyichangqingxi。

xiaowujiudeshouzhitingdunle，tayanmouweimi，touchuyisiweixiandehanmang。“e？

”“dijunyaodeshichunjingdejiyi，ruganquan，yongyiziyangninsunhaode‘yihai’。

”woqiangpozijilengjingdifenxi。diaoxiangshidezhuanyezhishizaizheiyikechengweilewoweiyidewuqi，

“keyinmengshisuoyongde‘futumengyin’，qizhuxiangmantuoluo，xingshubadao，tabingfei‘yindao’，

ershi‘lveduo’，tahuiqiangxingsikaiyiyuan，juequjiyi，rucidelaideyijing，kansichunjing，

shizeanzangzhebeilveduozhedeyuannianyukongju，shi……yiweibaoguozhetangyideduyao。”wodunledun，

shenxiyikouqijixushuo：“zhangqifuyongcidengyijing，feidanbunengmibuyihai，fanerhuishiqiyufahunluan、kujie，

dijunjinlai，shifouhuishichangzaishenyejingxinggandaoshihaicitong，bairilijingshenyeyufakunjuan？

”zheifanhuayibanshijiyutaduixiangliaoyaolidezhuanyetuiduan，yiban……shidu。

duxiaowujiudezhengzhuangbiwaijiechuanwendegengjiayanzhong。kongqifangfozaizheiyikeninggule。xiaowujiumeiyoushuohua，

zhishijingjingdikanzhewo。neishuangshenbujiandideyanmouxiangshiyipianyoushendehantan，

wowanquankanbutoutacikezaixiangshenme，shijianyifenyimiaodiliushi，meiyimiaodouxiangshizaidaojianshangtiaowu。

zhouweideshiweihegongrenzaoyiguifuzaidi，lianhuxidouxiaoxinyiyi。xujiu，xiaowujiuhuanhuanzhanqishen。

tazaicikanxiangneijuyijinghunsiguoqudeyinmengshi，yanshendanmodexiangshizaikanyilichenai。“tuoxiaqu，

ci‘wangchuan’。”jigebinglengdeziyanquejuedingleyigerendeshengsi。“wangchuan”，

sutanxindejiyiliyeyouzheigeci，neishidajingzuicankudexingfazhiyi，

yongtezhideyaoshuijiangfanrendesuoyoujiyichedixiqu，

rangqibianchengyigehunhunee、lianzijishisheidoubuzhidaodehuosiren。

duiyuyigewannongjiyideyinmengshieryanzheiwuyishizuidadefengcihezuicankudechengfa。chuliwanyinmengshi，

xiaowujiudemuguangcaizhongxinhuidaowoshenshang。“nijiaoshenmemingzi？”tawen。wodexintidaolesangziyan，wozhidao，

zheishizuihoudejihui。wobunengzaiyong“woxin”zheigemingzi。“minnv……sutan。

”wosheqileneigedaibiaozhe“chier”de“xin”zi。“sutan。”xiaowujiuzaichunchijianjujiaozhezheigemingzi，

sihuzaipinweiqizhongdebutong。“nidongxiang？”“lvezhiyier。”woqianbeidihuida。“henhao。

”xiaowujiudezuijiaosihuxiangshangqiandongleyigeweimiaodehudu。“jirannishuozhendeyaoshidu，neicongjinriqi，ni，

jiushizhende‘jieyao’。”tazhuanshen，minghuangsedelongpaozaiyuexiahuachuyidaogugaodehuxian。“daitahuigong，

”tadeshengyinmeiyousihaowendudichuanlai，“suoruzhimengtai，meiyouzhendezhiyibuxutachubanbu，

ruotazhibuchuzhenxiangyaode‘xiang’，bianjiangtadejiyiyicuncunboli，zhichengdengyou，weizhimengtairandeng。

”huayinluo，taderenyexiaoshizailejitandejintou。zhiliuxiawo，

zaibinglengdeyucaozhongganshouzhejiehouyushengdexutuo，yiji……zhuiruyigegengdaqiulongdecheguhanyi。zhimengtai，

neishidajingwangchaocunfangheyanjiusuoyou“yijing”dejindi，shidiguodejiyizhongshu，

yeshiyizuohualidaomeiyourennenghuozhezouchulaidefenmu。yizuogongdianyongzitanmuheliuligouzhuerchengdetongtiangaota，

zheijiushizhimengtai。liangminggongnvzaipangyinlu，tarutadidedamen，

yiguhunzazhechennianmuxiang、shujuanmoxiangyijiwushuzhongruoyousiwudeqingxuqixi，shunjianjiangwobaoguo。

zheishiyizhongjiqiqitedeweidao，fangfojiangchengqianshangwanrendebeihuanlihe、xinuaile，quanbuniansui、fengcun，

zaijingguomanzhangshijiandefajiao，zuizhongxingchengdeweidao。taneimeiyoudiandeng，weiyideguangyuanlaiziqiangbi。

rumusuojishilingrentoupifamadehuihongjingxiang。congdimiandaoshushizhanggaodeqiongding，

zhengzuotadeneibibeifenchenglewushugexixiaodegezi，rutongyigejudadefengchao。

meiyigegezilidoucunfangzheyimeimeidaxiaobuyi、xingtaigeyide“yijing”。

zheixieyijingzaiheianzhongsanfazhehuominghuoandeguangmang，huijuchengyipiancuicandexinghe，

jiangzhengzuogaotaneibuzhaodeliangrubaizhou。youdeyijingguangmangwennuan，chenghupose，

limiansihufengcunzheyigexingfudeyongbao；youdezeyouanbingleng，shishensuidelanse，

yinyuenengkandaoleishuihebielidejianying；gengyouyixieshicimudexinghongse，chongmanlebaoliyushaludeqixi。zheili，

jiushidajingwangchaodejiyibaoku。shiwushurenbeiboduoderensheng。“sutanguniang，qingba。

”yinludegongnvmianwubiaoqingdizuolege“qing”deshoushi，“nindejusuo，zaidingceng。”tongwangdingcengde，

shihuanraozhetabineicexiujiandeluoxuanshijieti，jinrongyirentongguo。yuewangshangzoukongqiyueshixibo，

neixieyijingsanfachudewuxingyapoganyeyueqiang。wushumoshengdeqingxuzaichongjizhewodeshenshi，

ruofeiliangshiweirendeshenshizugoujianren，kongpacikezaoyizaizheijiyidehongliuzhongmishi。

dingcengyuxiafangdeyongjijieranbutong，xiandeyichangkongkuang。judadeyuanxingkongjian，

chulezhongyangyizhangkegongdiaoxiangdebaiyuzhanganhejipaibaimanlegezhongzhenxixiangliaodebogujiawai，zaiwutawu。

qiongdingshiyizhengkuaijudadeliulikeyijiangzhenggehuangchengdeyejinghemantianxingchenjinshouyandi，

zheilishiyejuejiaqueyexiangyigexuanyugaokongdehuameiqiulong，wuchuketao。“bixiayouzhi，

zhimengtaineideyiqiexiangliao、qiju，ninjiekesuiyiquyong。

”lingyiminggongnvdiguolaiyimeidiaokezhefuzawenludelingpai，“zheishinindeshenfenlingpai，pingcikezaitaneitongxing，

danruowuchuanzhao，likaizhimengtai，geshawulun！”shuowan，liangminggongnvbianqiaowushengxidituixia，

chenzhongdetamenzaishenhouhuanhuanheshang，fachu“zhiga”yishengjuxiang，chedigejueleneiwai。ruodadezhimengtaidingceng，

zhishengxiawoyiren。wozoudaojudadeliuliqiongdingxia，fukanzhejiaoxiadenghuohuihuangdehuangcheng，zhuqiangliuliwa，

gongdianlianmian，wanruyipianninggudejinsehaiyang。erwo，jiushizheipianhaiyushangkong，yizuogulinglingdedengta。

weineigexinuwuchangdediwangzhaoliangtazhengzaiheianxiaqudejiyizhilu。jiexialaidejitian，womeiyoujiandaoxiaowujiu。

wokaishishuxizhimengtaidehuanjing，

zheilichulewosihuzhiyouyigefuzesasaohekanguanyijingdemingjiao“jinggugu”delaogongnv。

jingguguzongshichenmoguayan，yishuangyanjingquexiangyingsunbanruili，wushiwukebuzaijianshizhewodeyijuyidong。

womeiyouqingjuwangdong，wozhidao，zijikansichengle“jieyao”，shizexingmingyijiuxuanyuyixian，

wojiangsuoyoujinglidoutourudaoleneixiexiangliaozhizhong。budebushuo，huangjiadeshouzang，yuanchaowodexiangxiang。

longnao、suhe、anxi、yujin……jihunangkuoleshijiansuoyounengzhaodaodezhenxixiangliao，

pingjiezhezhuanyedezhishihechaofandexiujue，wokaishichangshidiaopeinenganfushenshi、wengujiyidexiangfang。

wobingqilezhiqianyinmengshineizhongbadaode“lveduoshi”yinxiang，ershifanqidaoerxingzhi。woyaodiaopeide，

shiyizhong“ziyangshi”deanshenxiang，tabunengchuangzaojiyi，quenengxiangzuiwenroudeshoufupingyihaidefenglang，

rangneixiejijiangxiaosandejiyisuipianzhongxinbiandewengu。zheitianyeli，wozhengzaijinxingzuihoudediaopei。baiyuzhanganshang，

shushizhongxiangliaofenmobeiwoyihaolibuchadebili，yongyibajingzhideyushaoxiaoxinyiyididiaohezaiyiqi，

wodedongzuozhuanzhueryouya，wanruyichangwushengdewudao。dangzuihouyiweifuliao“baizhi”defenmorongruqizhongshi，

yiguqingyaerningjingdexiangqishunjianzaikongqizhongmisankailai。neixiangqichuwenshibaimeizaixuezhongzhanfangdeqingleng，

suihouzhuanweiyuhouqingzhudeweirun，zuihouchendianweigujishujuandeanran。tabubadao，bunonglie，quexiangyihongqingquan，

nengshunjianxiqurenxindefuzaoyupibei。womanyidijiangdiaohaodexiangfenzhuangruyigesubaisedecipingzhong，

jiangqimingmingwei——“dingfengbo”。jiuzaicishi，woyanjiaodeyuguangpiejianleqiangbishangyipianyuzhongbutongdequyu。

neilideyijingdaduoguangmangandan，shenzhiyoudeyijingchuxianleliewen，xiangshibeifeiqidecancipin，

chuyuhaoqiwozouleguoqu。zaizuijiaoluodeyigegezili，wofaxianleyimeifeichangqitedeyijing。

tazhiyouzhijiagaidaxiao，chengyizhonghundundehuise，limiandejiyiyingxiangmohubuqing，xiangshibeinongwulongzhao。

buzhiweihe，zheimeiyijingjilewoyizhongmomingdeshuxigan。woguishishenchadishenchushou，jiangneimeiyijingqulexialai。

rushoubingliang，haidaizheyisiweiruode，jihuwufachajuedezhenzhan。wobishangyan，

jiangsuoyoudejingshenlidoujizhongzaixiujueshangqu“wen”zheimeiyijinglisanfachudeqingxuweidao。wowendaole……kongju。

haiyou……yisibuganhejuejue。zheiguweidao，

hezaineijushentilicanliudeshuyuyuanzhusutanxindeqixijiqixiangsi！

nandao……yigedadandecaicezaiwodexinzhongxingcheng。wowojinyijing，

yongzhijiahuapozhijianjiangyidixianxuedizaileyijingzhishang。zheishiwozaiyibengujishangkandaode，

shuoshikeyiyongxuemaizhili，duanzandijihuoneixiejijiangxiaowangdeposunyijing。

“weng……”yijingzaiwodezhangxinfachuyishengqingweidewengming，neipianhundundehuisezhong，

yifucanquedehuamianzhouranqingxi！huamianlishiyigeshenzhehuafudeshaonv，

meiyanjianyutazheijushentiyouqibafenxiangsi，zhengshi“chier”sutanxin！dancikedeta，lianshangmeiyousihaochisha，

fanerchongmanleyunianlingbufudeningzhongyujueran。tazhengguizaiyigekanbuqingmianrongdehuaguinvrenmianqian。

“……gongzhu，tanxinzizhiciqujiusiyisheng，danweilebandaoxiaowujiu，weilewomendedaye，

tanxin……zaisuobuxi！”“fangxin，nide‘chunyi’bengongyiyongmifafengcun，

dainigongchengbengongzihuiweinixunyijuxindeshentirangnizhonghuoxinsheng。”neihuaguinvrendeshengyinlidaizheyisiguhuo。

“tanxinbuqiufusheng，zhiyuangongzhubihuwoxiongzhangzhouquan！”huamiandaoci，jiaranerzhi。

yijingshangdeguangmangchediandanxiaqu，huaweiyiliputongdehuiseshitoucongwozhijianhualuo。woruzaoleiji，

hunshenbingleng。yuanzhusutanxingenbenbushichier！tashizaiweizhuang！tashiyimeiqizi，yimeibeisongrugongzhong，

yituyongtaneibeidongguoshoujiaode“chunjingjiyi”laiduifuxiaowujiude，sishi！ertakouzhongde“gongzhu”，

nengzaidajingbeichengweigongzhu，youyuxiaowujiuweidide，zhiyouyiren——quanqingchaoye，shouwozhongbing，

beixiandipogefengweishezhengzhanggongzhude，xiaowujiudeqinjiejie，xiaoqingyue！yigejudadeyinmou，

zaiwomianqianbeisikaileyidaoxuelinlindekouzi。wosuoyiweidejuejingqiusheng，

buguoshicongyigequantaotiaojinlelingyigegengshendexuanwo。“da。”jiuzaizheishi，

yishengqingweidejiaobushengcongshenhoudejietichuchuanlai。womengdihuitou，xinzangjihuyaoconghoulonglitiaochulai。

zhijianxiaowujiuyixixuansechangfu，buzhiheshiyijingqiaowushengxidizhanzaileneili。tademuguangmeiyoukanwo，

ershisisididingzhetajiaobianneikeyijinghuaweifeishideshuyusutanxindejiyijingshi。

tadelianshangdiyicichuxianlechubinglenghejuanyizhiwaidedisanzhongqingxu。

neishiyizhonghunzazhejinge、zhennuheyisi……beibeipandechegudehanyi。“ni……kandaoleshenme？

”tadeshengyinshayaderutongliangkuaishengxiudejinshuzaimoca，meiyigezidoudaizheshanyuyulaidekongbuyapo。

xiaowujiudeshengyinxiangshijibeizhidiyongbuxiaorongdebingcengzaihuanmanduanlie，

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wodedanaofeisuyunzhuan，wushugeniantoushanguo：tanbaiyiqie？wohuilikebeidangchengyuzhanggongzhutongdangdeluanzei，

siwuzangshenzhidi，shikoufouren？zheikeyijingjiushitiezheng。kongjurutongyizhibinglengdeshoujinjinzuanzhulewodexinzang，

danyueshiweiji，wodetounaofaneryueshiqingming。wobunenghuidakandaoleshenme，yinweineirongshisiju，

wobixugaibianxiaowujiudeguanzhudian，cong“neirong”zhuanyidao“jishu”。wohuanhuandixileyikouqi，

qiangpozijizhendingxialai。womeiyouqukanxiaowujiu，ershichuixiayanlianmuguangluozaineikeyijingbianchengfeishideyijingshang，

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”wodeshengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou，dangengduodeshiyizhonglengjingde、zhuanyededuding，

“chennv……meiyoukandaoshenme。chennvzhishiwendaoleyichang……zhuoliedepianju。”“wen？

”xiaowujiudemeitouweibukechadicuqi，

zheigechuhuyiliaodehuidarangtaneijijiangpenboerchudeleitingzhinuzanshishoulianleyifen。“shi。

”wotaiqitouyingshangtatanjiudemuguang，yanshenqingcheertanran：“bixiakezhi，meiyifenjiyi，

douyouqidutede‘qingxuqiwei’，xiyueruganju，wennuanmingliang；beishangrulengshan，

qinglieyoushen；erkongjuzedaizhejinshubandexingqi。”wodunledun，zuzhizhenaohaizhongneixiezhuanyede，

danbixuyongzheigeshijienenglijiedeyuyanlaibiaodadezhishi。“fangcaichennvjiechuzheimeiyijingshi，wendaode，

shiliangzhongjieranbutongdeqiwei。biaoceng，shiyizhongbeijingxintilianguode，

rutongchushengyingerbanchunjingde‘wugouzhiwei’，zheiyingdangjiushitamenxiangyaode，xianjibixiade‘chunyi’。

”“danshi...”wohuafengyizhuan，yuqibianderuili，“zaizheicengwugouzhiweideshenchu，

chennvwendaoleyisibeiqiangxingyazhi、quebingweigenchude，shuyujiyizhurenzuibenyuandekongjuyujuejue，

liangzhongqiweihuxiangpaichi，xingchenglejibuwendingdehexin，zheishuoming，zheimeiyijing，bingfeitianranchunjing，

ershibeirenyonggaochaodeshouduan，qiangxingmoqu、fugaileqibenlaidejiyi，zaiweizaochengle‘chunyiti’dejiaxiang。

”womeiyoutijizhanggongzhu，meiyoutijirenheyinmou，zhishijiangyiqiedouguijiuyu“jishuquexian”。

wojiangzijisuzaochengyigejiyigaochaode“jiyijianshangshi”，erfeiyigekuitandaojingtianmimidezhiqingzhe。

“suoyi，chennvfangcaichangshiyongzishenjingxueweiyin，tanchaqihexingouzao，xiangkankanzheiweizaozhishujiujingyouhexuanmiao。

jieguo……qineibujiegoushunjianbengta，liangzhongduichongdeqingxuqiweihuxiangyinmie，zheicaihuaweilefeishi。

”wodeyifanhuabanzhenbanjia，quezailuojishangtianyiwufeng。xiaowujiuchenmole，

taneishuangshenbujiandideyanmouxiangshiyoutan，wowanquanwufachuaicetacikexinzhongsuoxiang。tashizaihuaiyi？

haishizaiquanheng？xujiu，tacaiyiziyidundiwendao：“nideyisishiyourenzaizhende‘yao’lichanledu？

”“shi，yebushi。”wodadeqiaomiao，“zheiyijingbenshenhuoxuwudu，

danqiweizaodegenjishiduijiyibenzhideqiman，yongzheiyangdeyijinglaixiububixiadeyihai，

jiuxiangyongshatuquxiuzhudiba，yidanyushangfenglangzhihuilingdibabengkuidegengkuai。

”“haoyige‘shazhuzhidi’……”xiaowujiudishengziyu，shengyinlitingbuchuqingxu。tahuranshenchushou，

bushiduizhewo，ershiduizheqiangbishangneiyizhengpianposunyijingdequyu。“zheixie，

doushilinianlaishaixuanchude‘feipin’。”tadeshengyinlidaizheyisizichaodelengyi，

“zhendeyinmengshimenzhigaosuzhentamennengliangbuchun，quecongweiyourengaosuguozhentamen……shiyanpin。

”wodexinmengdiyichen。womingbaile，xiaowujiuzaoyiduizheixieyijingyousuohuaiyi，zhishiwurennengweitazhengshi。

erwodechuxian，jiuxiangyibayaochi，qiahaodakailetaxinzhongneibamingwei“huaiyi”desuo。

tahuanhuanzhuanguoshenzhongxinkanxiangwo，zheiyicitadeyanshenlishaolejifenshenshidefengli，duolejifenyoushendefuza。

“sutan。”tanianzhewodemingzi。“nixiangyaoshenme？”zheishiyigexianjing，yeshiyigejihui。wozhidao，

wodehuidajiangjuedingzijidemingyun。yaoquanli？yaofugui？zaizheiyangyigexinsishenchendediwangmianqian，

renhetanlandouhuirangwosidegengkuai。woshenshendixileyikouqi，neigu“dingfengbo”deyuxianghaiyingraozaibijian，

rangwofenluandexinxuandingxialai。“chennv，zhixiangyaohuoxiaqu。”woguidaozaidi，etouqingchubinglengdedimian，

shengyinqingxierpingjing，“ruonenghuoxiaqu，chennvyuanweibixia，jianjintianxiayijing，bianmingzhenwei，

lianzhinengzhenzhenganfuninyihaide‘jingshenxiang’。chucizhiwai，biewusuoqiu。

”zheishiyigezuibeiweiyezuicongmingdedaan。wojiangzijidejiazhiyutadexuqiulaolaodikunbangzaileyiqi。

xiaowujiujiujiumeiyoushuohua。zhimengtaidingcengxianruleyipiansiji，

zhiyouwushuyijingfachudeweiguangzaiwoyutazhijianwushengdimingmie。jiuzaiwoyiweizijijijiangbeizheipianchenmoyakuashi，

wotingdaoleyishengjiqingdejinhutanxideshengyin。“qilaiba。”wotaiqitou，kandaoxiaowujiuyijingzhuanguoshen，

zhiliujiwoyigegugaodebeiying。“congjinriqi，nibianshizhimengtaide‘sixiang’，weitongnvguan，

zhenggezhimengtaibaokuosuoyouyijingjieyounizhangguan。”tadeshengyinhuifulewangridebingleng。“zhenzhiyouyigeyaoqiu，

chachuzheilimian，haiyouduoshao‘shatu’，

ruozaiyouqiman……zhenhuirangniqinshentihuiyixiajiyibeiyicuncunbolideziwei。”shuowan，

tabianmaikaijiaobuxiangjietizouqu。jiuzaitajijiangxiaoshizaiheianzhongshi，tahurantingxiajiaobu，meiyouhuitou，

zhishidandandiwenleyiju：“sutanxin……ta，shigeshenmeyangderen？”wodexinmengdiyijin。wozhidao，

tahaishimeiyouwanquanxiangxinwo。wochenmolepianke，

naohaizhongfuxianchuneizhangzaijiyisuipianzhongkandaodejueqiangerjuejuedelian。“zaichennv‘wen’daodeqiweili，

”taqingshengshuo，“ta……xiangyizhushengzhangzaixuanyaqiaobishangdeliexiangcao，kansirouruo，shize……ningweiyusui，

buweiwaquan。”xiaowujiudeshenyingzaiheianzhongsihujiangyingleyixia。tameiyouzaishuoshenme，

jiaobushengjianxingjianyuanzhizhixiaoshi。wozheicaifaxian，zijidehoubeizaoyibeilenghanjintou。wohuanhuanzhanqishen，

kanzhejiaobianneikepingpingwuqidehuiseshizi，xinzhongbaiganjiaoji。sutanxin，nijiujingbeifuzhezenyangdemimi？

erwo，jielenideshenti，yougairuhezaizheichangzhimingdeqijuzhong，zouchuyitiaohuolu？tajiangmuguang，

touxiangleneimanqiangcuican，queyouweijisifude——jiyixinghe。wochengweizhimengtai“sixiang”dexiaoxi，