sutan，nihuilezhendeyao！neicongjinriqi，ni，jiushizhendejieyao！tiandishiyizuojudade，ranzhexiangdedinglu。
wodeganzhijiurutongneiluzhongyilvjijiangbeifenjindechenshuixiang，piaohu、shizhong，
beiguoxiezaiyizhongjinhuningzhidenuanyizhong。biyijianyingraodebushiwosuoshuxiderenheyizhongxiangliao。
qiandiaoshifoshouganyubaitandeqinglie，daizheanfurenxindezongjiaosumugan，
zhongdiaoquedouranzhuanweimilidewanxiangyuyulongxianxiang，tiannidejinhuduoluo，erweidiao，
zeshiyisijidanquerufuguzhijudexuexingqi。zheishi……shenmedifang？wofeilidizhengkaiyan，
shixianzaizhangjiudeheianhoubeiyanqiancimudeliuguangsuiyinggedeshengteng。
yingruyanliandeshiyipianshehuadaolingrenzhixidechijin。toudingshijudadelianhuazhuangzaojing，
cengcengdiediededougongshangdiaokezhefanfudechanzhilianwen，meiyipianhuabandemailuodouyichunjingoule。
zhengzhongxuanguazheyikeyemingzhu，daruyinghaiquantousanfazherubaisederouguang，shenxiashilenghuadesichou，
chuganxiniruchushengyingerdejifu，quebingliangdexiangshimeiyoushengmingdeshetui。kongqizhongneiguguiyidexiangqi，
zhengshicongdianneisijiaochulidehexingtongluzhongsanchu。qingyanniaoniao，rumengsihuan，
jiangzheizuohuameigongdianlongzhaozaiyipianbuzhenshideyinyunzhizhong。wodongledongshouzhi，
jingkongdifaxiansizhibaihaidouchuanlaiyizhongbeichoukongdewuligan。
ditoukanjianzijishenshangchuanzheyijianfanfudebaisejifu，kuandadexiukouyongyinxianxiuzhebuzhimingdefanfututeng，
yangshigupoerguiyi，yitouwuheidezhangfarupubanpusanzaishenxiaderuantashang，piaoyijingren。zheibushiwodeshenti。
wojiaosutan，shiershiyishijidedingjidiaoxiangshi，yongyoubeiyuwei“shangdizhishou”deminruixiujue，
ganggangzaiguojidiaoxiangdasaishangzhanhuojinjiang。qinggongyanshang，woduohelejibei，zuihoudejiyi，
shichuangwaiyichangturuqilaidexuanliliuxingyu......ranhou，jiushizheili......“tanxin**，
jishiyidao。”yigehaowuganqingdenvshengzaierpanxiangqi，rutongliangkuaibinglengdeyushizaihuxiangqiaoji。
woxunshengwangqu，zhijianliangmingshenzhedansezhangpao、toudaiweimaodenvzijinglizaitabian，
tamendeshenxingbeikuandadepaozilongzhao，kanbuzhenqie，weiyouneifensijideqixixiangsizhoumiman。tanxin**？
shizaijiaowoma？wushubushuyuwodejiyisuipian，cikerujuedidehongshuibanyongrunaohai，
jutongrangworenbuzhumenhengyisheng，neixiesuipianguangguailuli，queyoudanbodekelian。zheijushentidezhuren，
mingjiaotanxin，shidajingwangchaozhenguogongdedinv。tadejiyiganjingdexiangyizhangbaizhi，
juedabufenshijiandoutingliuzaiguogongfuhouyuanneiyifangxiaoxiaodehuayuanli，zhuifengxidie，duizhehuacaoshaxiao。
tadeshijieli，zhiyouchuncuidexiyueyubeishang，jiandandaojinhutouming。“chunyiti……wanzhongwuyi，
dijunbihuimanyide。”qizhongyimingxuanyinvzidiyu，shengyinlidaizheyisiruoyousiwudezantan。“moyaoduoyan，
yinmengshidarenyizaijitandenghou。”lingyirenlengshengdaduan。chunyiti？yinmengshi？
sutanxinhaibushenqingxidejiyili，duizheilianggecichongmanlebennengdekongju。
woganjuezijixiangyizhijijiangbeisongshangtuzaichangdegaoyang，erzhouweideyiqiedoushijingxinbuzhidexianjiyishi。
wobeiliangrenbanfubanjiadichanqi，shuangjiaocaizaibinglengruyushidedimianshang，
suizhegongdiandemenbeihuanhuantuikaiyigugengweinongyudexiangqijiazazheyefengpumianerlai。
dianwaishiyizuolutiandejudayuanxingjitan，hanbaiyupujiudedimianshang，
yongzhushahejinfenhuizhizheyifujudaerguiyidexingguitu。jitanzhongyang，yigeshenzhezhangpaodenanrenbeiduizheta，
shenxingkugao，fangfoyijiebeifenggandeshuzhi。tamianqiandexiangluli，fendexiangyudianneidejieranbutong，
xinla、badao，daizheqiangliedeqinlvexing。neishi……mantuoluoyuzhihuanleidecaoyaohunhedeweidao。zuoweidiaoxiangshi，
wodebizishunjianjiufenxichulechengfen，zheizhongxiang，nengzuidaxiandudibolirendeganzhi，
rangrenxianruzuishenchendemengjing。yuanlairuci，woshunjianmingbaile。tamenxiangyaode，bushiwodeming，
ershisutanxindejiyi，neixiechunjingwuxia、buranchenaidejiyi。“shichendao，qingtanxin**ru‘yihai’。
”neixingrongkugaodeyinmengshizhuanguoshenluchuyizhanggouhezonghengdelian，
shuangyanhunzhuoqueshanshuozhelingrenxinjidekuangreguangmang。
wobeirentuizheyibubuzouxiangjitanzhongxinneigeyongnuanyudiaozhuoerchengdeaocao，neixingzhuangqiahaonengrongnayirentangxia。
wodedanaofeisuyunzhuan。fankang？yizheijushentideleiruowuyiyuyiluanjishi。qiurao？kanzheixierendeshenqing，
tamenzaoyiminmierenxing，shiwoweiyijianjipin。zenmeban？wobeiqiangzhizhetangruyucao，
bingliangdechuganshunjianchuanbianquanshen。yinmengshikouzhongkaishiniannianyouci，shiyizhonggulaoerhuisedeyinjie。
随着他的吟唱，
zhouweineixiexuanyinvzikaishijiangyixieshanshuozheweiguang、rutongshuijingbandewutitourusizhoudexianglu。
“chi——”xiangluzhongdehuoyanmengdicuangao，huaweiyoulanse，
yigunanyiyanyudeliliangchangshunjianlongzhaolezhenggejitan。
woganjuezijideyishizhengzaibeiyiguwuxingdeliliangcongshentiliqiangxingtuozhuaichulai。neixieshuyusutanxinde，
tianzhenlanmandejiyihuamian，kaishibushoukongzhidizaiwoyanqianshanxian。
zhuizhuhudiedewuhou、touchiguihuagaodeqiexi、xiongzhangbeishangdewennuan……yimumu，
chunjingderangwozheigezaixiandaishehuimopagundaduoniandelinghundougandaoyisiburen。raner，
jiuzaiwodeyishijijiangbeichedibolideshunjian，neixieshenzangzailinghunzuishenchudeluoyinyesuizhibeijihuole！
motiandaloudegangtiesenlin，yewanchengshidecheshuimalong，shiyanshilijingmideboliyiqi，
banjiangdianlishangshanyaodejuguangdeng……zheixieduiyuzheigeshidaieryan，rutongtianfangyetandehuamian，
mengdichongjinlezheiguzhengzaibeichoulidejiyihongliu！“e...a——！
”yizhibimuyinchangdeyinmengshituranfachuyishengqilidecanjiao，tamengdizhengkaiyan，
hunzhuodetongkongzhongchongmanlenanyizhixindejingkong。jitanzhongyang，
yuanbenyinggainingjuchudaibiaowoxinchunjingjiyiderubaise“yijing”，cikequezaikongzhongfengkuangdiniuqu、bianxing！
yifufuguangguailulidehuamianzaibankongzhongzhakai，qichedehongming，shoujide**，
xiandaiyinfudetiaodong……zheixiebushuyuzheigeshijiedeshengyinhejingxiang，
rutongzuixiongmengdemengyanshunjianchongkualeyinmengshiyongshenshigoujiande“yinmengzhen”！
“pu——”yinmengshikouzhongxianxuepenchu，shentirutongduanlexiandefengzhengbandaofeichuquzhongzhongdishuaizaidishang，
renshibusheng。fuzeyishidexuanyinvzimensiyezaodaolefanshi，yigegedongdaoxiwaifachutongkude**。
jitanshangkongdenengliangchangshunjianwenluan，youlansedehuoyanhuifulezhengchangdeyanse，
neiguqiangdadetuozhuailiyesuizhixiaoshi。hunluan，siji。wotangzaiyucaozhong，dakoudakoudichuanzhecuqi，
hunshenxianghanlinli，fangfogangcongshenhaizhongnishuizhongsheng。wochenggongle！
woyongzijineipangza、chongmanlexiandaiwenmingchongjilidejiyi，wuranlezheichangxianji，
zhizaoleyichang“jiyibaozha”。raner，weijibingweijiechu。“herenxuanhua？
”yigebingleng、dichen、daizheburongzhiyideweiyandeshengyincongjitandezuigaojiechuanlai。neishengyinbuda，
quexiangyibacuilehanbingdelijianshunjiancichuanlexianchangsuoyoudehunluanyucaoza。zhongrenfenfenxunshengwangqu，
yebaokuogangganghuanguojinglaidewo。zhijianqinglengdeyueguangxia，yidaominghuangsedeshenyingjieranerli。
tatoudaishierliumian，shenzhexuansezhijinlongpao，shenxingqizhang，wanruyibingjijiangchuqiaodelijian。
yuehuagoulechutalengjiaofenmingdecelian，bilianggaoting，bochunjinmin，
touzheyizhongjurenyuqianlizhiwaidelengmoyushuli。tahuanhuanzouxiataijie，
meiyibudoufangfotazaisuoyourendexintiaoshang，neishuangshenbujiandideyanmou，pingjingwubo，
queyunzangzhezuyitunshiyiqiedeheian。dangtademuguangsaoguodaodibuqideyinmengshiheyipianlangjiedejitanshi，
meiyousihaobodong，fangfozhishizaikanyiqunaiyandelouyi。zuihou，
tadeshixianjingzhundiluozaileyucaozhongneigeyishanlingluan、liansecangbaiqueyanshenqingliangde“jipin”shenshang。
tashidajingwangchaodejunzhu——xiaowujiu。yigemingzifuxianzaiwodenaohaizhong。neigechuanshuozhongshiliusuidengji，
yileitingshouduansuqingchaoye，ershisuibianyitongbeifang，quexingqingliangbo、shouduanhenli，
beiyuwei“wuqingzhijun”denanren。yeshi……zheichangxianjizuizhongdeshouyizhe。tazoudaowomianqian，
jugaolinxiadifushizhewo，yanshenyouruzaishenshiyijianchulexiacidewupin。“ni，bushisutanxin。
”tabusiwenxun，ershizaichenshuyijianshishi，shengyinlidaizheyisijidande，jihuwufachajuede……shiwang。
wodexinshunjianchendaolegudi。xiaowujiuderuiliershensui。neishuangyanmoulimeiyouchangrengaiyoudejingyahuofennu，
zhiyouyipianshenbujiandidewanruyongdongbingchuanbandechenji。wotangzaibinglengdeyucaozhongyutaduishi。
wonengganjuedaoyanqianzheigenanrendeweixian，neibushiwailudeshaqi，
ershiyizhonggenzhiyuguxueduiyiqieshengmingdemoshi。
fangfoshijianwanwuzaitayanzhongdoubuguoshikeyiliyonghuosuiyisheqideqizi。wodedanaozaifengkuangyunzhuan。chengren？
haishifouren？chengrenzijibushisutanxin，xiachanghenkenengshibeidangchengyaoxielikechusi。fouren？
jiazhuangzijishiyigechier？kechierjuebuhuiyouwocikezheibanlengjingdeyanshen，
gengbukenengzhizaochugangcaineichangzuyicuihuiyinmengzhende“jiyibaozha”。zheishiyigesiju。
“huibingdijun……”yimingxingcundexuanyinvzizhengzhazheguidaozaidi，
shengyinzhandou：“jipin……jipinde‘yiyuan’beiwuranle，
tadejiyili……chuxianle……rangrenwufalijiede……guaiwu。
”taxianranwufamiaoshuchuqichehegaoloudemoyang，zhinengyongzuiyuanshidecihuilaixingrongneifenchongji。
xiaowujiudeshixianyijiumeiyoulikaiwo，tahuanhuantaiqishou。xiuzhangdeshouzhigujiefenming，
wanrushanghaodeyangzhibaiyudiaozhuoercheng。tashenhoudetieshentaijianlikehuiyi，gongjingdidishangleyifangjiebaidesipa。
tameiyouqujie，ershishenchushizhi，zaikongzhongqingqingyidian。
yilvcancunzaikongqizhongyinjiyibaozhaeryisanchudeshuyuwodejiyisuipianrutongshoudaozhaohuandeyinghuochong，
huijudaoletadezhijian，neishiyifuweisuodezaiyewangaosugonglushangfeichidecheliuyingxiang。xiaowujiudetongkong，
zaineiyishunjian，sihuweibukechadishousuoleyixia。tazhijiandeguangmangandanxiaqu，
neilvjiyisuipianyesuizhixiaosan。“youqudeguaiwu。”takaikou，shengyinyijiutingbuchuxinu。
xiaowujiumanmandunxiashen，yuyucaozhongdewopingshi，julilajin，wocaideyigengqingxidikanqingtadelian。wanmei，
chulezheigeci，woxiangbudaorenhexingrong。jianmeirubin，yanmouxiazhang，bochundehududaizhetianshengdeliangbo。
kepianpianshizheiyangyizhangjinhushenzhidelianshang，quelongzhaozheyicenghuizhibuqudejuanyi，
fangfochengzaileqianniandefengshuangpibeidaolejizhi。gengrangwoxinjingde，shibijianwendaodeqiwei。zuoweidiaoxiangshi，
wodexiujueyuanchaochangren。zaixiaowujiukaojindeshunjian，wowendaoleyigujiqifuzade“diwangzhixi”。
neishiyouzuidingjidelongnaoxiang、chenxiangheshexianghunhexunranchude，daibiaozhezhigaowushangdequanliyuweiyan。raner，
zaizheicengweiyandexiangqizhixia，wowendaoleyisijiweiruode，leisiyufuxiumubenzhiwude“kongdong”qiwei。
neibushizhenzhengdefuxiu，ershiyizhong……“jiyi”zhengzaixiaoshideweidao，jiuxiangyibenkuangshijuzhu，
limiandewenzizhengzaiyiyeyedibianchengkongbai。sutanxindejiyisuipianzhengshilechuanwen——xiaowujiu，zhengzaiyiwang。
tayiwangdehuoxushiwuguanjinyaodegongren，huoxushifansuodezouzheneirong，danzongyouyitian，
tahuiyiwangruhequanhengchaoju，ruhejiayurenxin，ruhe……chengweiyigediwang。
suoyitacaipoqiedixuyaowoxinzheiju“chunyiti”dejiyilaitianbutaneizhengzaibengtadeshenshizhijie。
“nihuilezhendeyao。”xiaowujiudandandichenshuzheshishi。tadeshouzhiqingqinghuaguowodelianjia，
neichuganbinglengbudaiyisiwenduquerangwodehanmaoshunjiandaoshu。zheishishitan，yeshiweixie。
wodexintiaoruleigudanlianshangquenuliweichizhepingjing。wozhidao，
xianzairenheyisikongjudouhuichengweizijidecuimingfu，wobixuzhanxianchuzugoudejiazhi，
yigeyuanbi“chunjingdejiyi”gengyoujiazhidecunzai。wodemuguang，
luozaileneizhibeidafanzaidideshuyuyinmengshidexianglushang，cishiyilvruoyousiwudeqingyanzhengconglimianpiaochu。
“yao……congyikaishijiushicuode。”wojimangkaikou，shengyinyinweijinzhangeryouxieshaya，dantuziqueyichangqingxi。
xiaowujiudeshouzhitingdunle，tayanmouweimi，touchuyisiweixiandehanmang。“e？
”“dijunyaodeshichunjingdejiyi，ruganquan，yongyiziyangninsunhaode‘yihai’。
”woqiangpozijilengjingdifenxi。diaoxiangshidezhuanyezhishizaizheiyikechengweilewoweiyidewuqi，
“keyinmengshisuoyongde‘futumengyin’，qizhuxiangmantuoluo，xingshubadao，tabingfei‘yindao’，
ershi‘lveduo’，tahuiqiangxingsikaiyiyuan，juequjiyi，rucidelaideyijing，kansichunjing，
shizeanzangzhebeilveduozhedeyuannianyukongju，shi……yiweibaoguozhetangyideduyao。”wodunledun，
shenxiyikouqijixushuo：“zhangqifuyongcidengyijing，feidanbunengmibuyihai，fanerhuishiqiyufahunluan、kujie，
dijunjinlai，shifouhuishichangzaishenyejingxinggandaoshihaicitong，bairilijingshenyeyufakunjuan？
”zheifanhuayibanshijiyutaduixiangliaoyaolidezhuanyetuiduan，yiban……shidu。
duxiaowujiudezhengzhuangbiwaijiechuanwendegengjiayanzhong。kongqifangfozaizheiyikeninggule。xiaowujiumeiyoushuohua，
zhishijingjingdikanzhewo。neishuangshenbujiandideyanmouxiangshiyipianyoushendehantan，
wowanquankanbutoutacikezaixiangshenme，shijianyifenyimiaodiliushi，meiyimiaodouxiangshizaidaojianshangtiaowu。
zhouweideshiweihegongrenzaoyiguifuzaidi，lianhuxidouxiaoxinyiyi。xujiu，xiaowujiuhuanhuanzhanqishen。
tazaicikanxiangneijuyijinghunsiguoqudeyinmengshi，yanshendanmodexiangshizaikanyilichenai。“tuoxiaqu，
ci‘wangchuan’。”jigebinglengdeziyanquejuedingleyigerendeshengsi。“wangchuan”，
sutanxindejiyiliyeyouzheigeci，neishidajingzuicankudexingfazhiyi，
yongtezhideyaoshuijiangfanrendesuoyoujiyichedixiqu，
rangqibianchengyigehunhunee、lianzijishisheidoubuzhidaodehuosiren。
duiyuyigewannongjiyideyinmengshieryanzheiwuyishizuidadefengcihezuicankudechengfa。chuliwanyinmengshi，
xiaowujiudemuguangcaizhongxinhuidaowoshenshang。“nijiaoshenmemingzi？”tawen。wodexintidaolesangziyan，wozhidao，
zheishizuihoudejihui。wobunengzaiyong“woxin”zheigemingzi。“minnv……sutan。
”wosheqileneigedaibiaozhe“chier”de“xin”zi。“sutan。”xiaowujiuzaichunchijianjujiaozhezheigemingzi，
sihuzaipinweiqizhongdebutong。“nidongxiang？”“lvezhiyier。”woqianbeidihuida。“henhao。
”xiaowujiudezuijiaosihuxiangshangqiandongleyigeweimiaodehudu。“jirannishuozhendeyaoshidu，neicongjinriqi，ni，
jiushizhende‘jieyao’。”tazhuanshen，minghuangsedelongpaozaiyuexiahuachuyidaogugaodehuxian。“daitahuigong，
”tadeshengyinmeiyousihaowendudichuanlai，“suoruzhimengtai，meiyouzhendezhiyibuxutachubanbu，
ruotazhibuchuzhenxiangyaode‘xiang’，bianjiangtadejiyiyicuncunboli，zhichengdengyou，weizhimengtairandeng。
”huayinluo，taderenyexiaoshizailejitandejintou。zhiliuxiawo，
zaibinglengdeyucaozhongganshouzhejiehouyushengdexutuo，yiji……zhuiruyigegengdaqiulongdecheguhanyi。zhimengtai，
neishidajingwangchaocunfangheyanjiusuoyou“yijing”dejindi，shidiguodejiyizhongshu，
yeshiyizuohualidaomeiyourennenghuozhezouchulaidefenmu。yizuogongdianyongzitanmuheliuligouzhuerchengdetongtiangaota，
zheijiushizhimengtai。liangminggongnvzaipangyinlu，tarutadidedamen，
yiguhunzazhechennianmuxiang、shujuanmoxiangyijiwushuzhongruoyousiwudeqingxuqixi，shunjianjiangwobaoguo。
zheishiyizhongjiqiqitedeweidao，fangfojiangchengqianshangwanrendebeihuanlihe、xinuaile，quanbuniansui、fengcun，
zaijingguomanzhangshijiandefajiao，zuizhongxingchengdeweidao。taneimeiyoudiandeng，weiyideguangyuanlaiziqiangbi。
rumusuojishilingrentoupifamadehuihongjingxiang。congdimiandaoshushizhanggaodeqiongding，
zhengzuotadeneibibeifenchenglewushugexixiaodegezi，rutongyigejudadefengchao。
meiyigegezilidoucunfangzheyimeimeidaxiaobuyi、xingtaigeyide“yijing”。
zheixieyijingzaiheianzhongsanfazhehuominghuoandeguangmang，huijuchengyipiancuicandexinghe，
jiangzhengzuogaotaneibuzhaodeliangrubaizhou。youdeyijingguangmangwennuan，chenghupose，
limiansihufengcunzheyigexingfudeyongbao；youdezeyouanbingleng，shishensuidelanse，
yinyuenengkandaoleishuihebielidejianying；gengyouyixieshicimudexinghongse，chongmanlebaoliyushaludeqixi。zheili，
jiushidajingwangchaodejiyibaoku。shiwushurenbeiboduoderensheng。“sutanguniang，qingba。
”yinludegongnvmianwubiaoqingdizuolege“qing”deshoushi，“nindejusuo，zaidingceng。”tongwangdingcengde，
shihuanraozhetabineicexiujiandeluoxuanshijieti，jinrongyirentongguo。yuewangshangzoukongqiyueshixibo，
neixieyijingsanfachudewuxingyapoganyeyueqiang。wushumoshengdeqingxuzaichongjizhewodeshenshi，
ruofeiliangshiweirendeshenshizugoujianren，kongpacikezaoyizaizheijiyidehongliuzhongmishi。
dingcengyuxiafangdeyongjijieranbutong，xiandeyichangkongkuang。judadeyuanxingkongjian，
chulezhongyangyizhangkegongdiaoxiangdebaiyuzhanganhejipaibaimanlegezhongzhenxixiangliaodebogujiawai，zaiwutawu。
qiongdingshiyizhengkuaijudadeliulikeyijiangzhenggehuangchengdeyejinghemantianxingchenjinshouyandi，
zheilishiyejuejiaqueyexiangyigexuanyugaokongdehuameiqiulong，wuchuketao。“bixiayouzhi，
zhimengtaineideyiqiexiangliao、qiju，ninjiekesuiyiquyong。
”lingyiminggongnvdiguolaiyimeidiaokezhefuzawenludelingpai，“zheishinindeshenfenlingpai，pingcikezaitaneitongxing，
danruowuchuanzhao，likaizhimengtai，geshawulun！”shuowan，liangminggongnvbianqiaowushengxidituixia，
chenzhongdetamenzaishenhouhuanhuanheshang，fachu“zhiga”yishengjuxiang，chedigejueleneiwai。ruodadezhimengtaidingceng，
zhishengxiawoyiren。wozoudaojudadeliuliqiongdingxia，fukanzhejiaoxiadenghuohuihuangdehuangcheng，zhuqiangliuliwa，
gongdianlianmian，wanruyipianninggudejinsehaiyang。erwo，jiushizheipianhaiyushangkong，yizuogulinglingdedengta。
weineigexinuwuchangdediwangzhaoliangtazhengzaiheianxiaqudejiyizhilu。jiexialaidejitian，womeiyoujiandaoxiaowujiu。
wokaishishuxizhimengtaidehuanjing，
zheilichulewosihuzhiyouyigefuzesasaohekanguanyijingdemingjiao“jinggugu”delaogongnv。
jingguguzongshichenmoguayan，yishuangyanjingquexiangyingsunbanruili，wushiwukebuzaijianshizhewodeyijuyidong。
womeiyouqingjuwangdong，wozhidao，zijikansichengle“jieyao”，shizexingmingyijiuxuanyuyixian，
wojiangsuoyoujinglidoutourudaoleneixiexiangliaozhizhong。budebushuo，huangjiadeshouzang，yuanchaowodexiangxiang。
longnao、suhe、anxi、yujin……jihunangkuoleshijiansuoyounengzhaodaodezhenxixiangliao，
pingjiezhezhuanyedezhishihechaofandexiujue，wokaishichangshidiaopeinenganfushenshi、wengujiyidexiangfang。
wobingqilezhiqianyinmengshineizhongbadaode“lveduoshi”yinxiang，ershifanqidaoerxingzhi。woyaodiaopeide，
shiyizhong“ziyangshi”deanshenxiang，tabunengchuangzaojiyi，quenengxiangzuiwenroudeshoufupingyihaidefenglang，
rangneixiejijiangxiaosandejiyisuipianzhongxinbiandewengu。zheitianyeli，wozhengzaijinxingzuihoudediaopei。baiyuzhanganshang，
shushizhongxiangliaofenmobeiwoyihaolibuchadebili，yongyibajingzhideyushaoxiaoxinyiyididiaohezaiyiqi，
wodedongzuozhuanzhueryouya，wanruyichangwushengdewudao。dangzuihouyiweifuliao“baizhi”defenmorongruqizhongshi，
yiguqingyaerningjingdexiangqishunjianzaikongqizhongmisankailai。neixiangqichuwenshibaimeizaixuezhongzhanfangdeqingleng，
suihouzhuanweiyuhouqingzhudeweirun，zuihouchendianweigujishujuandeanran。tabubadao，bunonglie，quexiangyihongqingquan，
nengshunjianxiqurenxindefuzaoyupibei。womanyidijiangdiaohaodexiangfenzhuangruyigesubaisedecipingzhong，
jiangqimingmingwei——“dingfengbo”。jiuzaicishi，woyanjiaodeyuguangpiejianleqiangbishangyipianyuzhongbutongdequyu。
neilideyijingdaduoguangmangandan，shenzhiyoudeyijingchuxianleliewen，xiangshibeifeiqidecancipin，
chuyuhaoqiwozouleguoqu。zaizuijiaoluodeyigegezili，wofaxianleyimeifeichangqitedeyijing。
tazhiyouzhijiagaidaxiao，chengyizhonghundundehuise，limiandejiyiyingxiangmohubuqing，xiangshibeinongwulongzhao。
buzhiweihe，zheimeiyijingjilewoyizhongmomingdeshuxigan。woguishishenchadishenchushou，jiangneimeiyijingqulexialai。
rushoubingliang，haidaizheyisiweiruode，jihuwufachajuedezhenzhan。wobishangyan，
jiangsuoyoudejingshenlidoujizhongzaixiujueshangqu“wen”zheimeiyijinglisanfachudeqingxuweidao。wowendaole……kongju。
haiyou……yisibuganhejuejue。zheiguweidao，
hezaineijushentilicanliudeshuyuyuanzhusutanxindeqixijiqixiangsi！
nandao……yigedadandecaicezaiwodexinzhongxingcheng。wowojinyijing，
yongzhijiahuapozhijianjiangyidixianxuedizaileyijingzhishang。zheishiwozaiyibengujishangkandaode，
shuoshikeyiyongxuemaizhili，duanzandijihuoneixiejijiangxiaowangdeposunyijing。
“weng……”yijingzaiwodezhangxinfachuyishengqingweidewengming，neipianhundundehuisezhong，
yifucanquedehuamianzhouranqingxi！huamianlishiyigeshenzhehuafudeshaonv，
meiyanjianyutazheijushentiyouqibafenxiangsi，zhengshi“chier”sutanxin！dancikedeta，lianshangmeiyousihaochisha，
fanerchongmanleyunianlingbufudeningzhongyujueran。tazhengguizaiyigekanbuqingmianrongdehuaguinvrenmianqian。
“……gongzhu，tanxinzizhiciqujiusiyisheng，danweilebandaoxiaowujiu，weilewomendedaye，
tanxin……zaisuobuxi！”“fangxin，nide‘chunyi’bengongyiyongmifafengcun，
dainigongchengbengongzihuiweinixunyijuxindeshentirangnizhonghuoxinsheng。”neihuaguinvrendeshengyinlidaizheyisiguhuo。
“tanxinbuqiufusheng，zhiyuangongzhubihuwoxiongzhangzhouquan！”huamiandaoci，jiaranerzhi。
yijingshangdeguangmangchediandanxiaqu，huaweiyiliputongdehuiseshitoucongwozhijianhualuo。woruzaoleiji，
hunshenbingleng。yuanzhusutanxingenbenbushichier！tashizaiweizhuang！tashiyimeiqizi，yimeibeisongrugongzhong，
yituyongtaneibeidongguoshoujiaode“chunjingjiyi”laiduifuxiaowujiude，sishi！ertakouzhongde“gongzhu”，
nengzaidajingbeichengweigongzhu，youyuxiaowujiuweidide，zhiyouyiren——quanqingchaoye，shouwozhongbing，
beixiandipogefengweishezhengzhanggongzhude，xiaowujiudeqinjiejie，xiaoqingyue！yigejudadeyinmou，
zaiwomianqianbeisikaileyidaoxuelinlindekouzi。wosuoyiweidejuejingqiusheng，
buguoshicongyigequantaotiaojinlelingyigegengshendexuanwo。“da。”jiuzaizheishi，
yishengqingweidejiaobushengcongshenhoudejietichuchuanlai。womengdihuitou，xinzangjihuyaoconghoulonglitiaochulai。
zhijianxiaowujiuyixixuansechangfu，buzhiheshiyijingqiaowushengxidizhanzaileneili。tademuguangmeiyoukanwo，
ershisisididingzhetajiaobianneikeyijinghuaweifeishideshuyusutanxindejiyijingshi。
tadelianshangdiyicichuxianlechubinglenghejuanyizhiwaidedisanzhongqingxu。
neishiyizhonghunzazhejinge、zhennuheyisi……beibeipandechegudehanyi。“ni……kandaoleshenme？
”tadeshengyinshayaderutongliangkuaishengxiudejinshuzaimoca，meiyigezidoudaizheshanyuyulaidekongbuyapo。
xiaowujiudeshengyinxiangshijibeizhidiyongbuxiaorongdebingcengzaihuanmanduanlie，
meiyigeyinjiedoudaizhelingrenzhixidehanyiyuyali。woganjuezijidexueyejihudouyaobeineishuangyanjingdongjie。
wodedanaofeisuyunzhuan，wushugeniantoushanguo：tanbaiyiqie？wohuilikebeidangchengyuzhanggongzhutongdangdeluanzei，
siwuzangshenzhidi，shikoufouren？zheikeyijingjiushitiezheng。kongjurutongyizhibinglengdeshoujinjinzuanzhulewodexinzang，
danyueshiweiji，wodetounaofaneryueshiqingming。wobunenghuidakandaoleshenme，yinweineirongshisiju，
wobixugaibianxiaowujiudeguanzhudian，cong“neirong”zhuanyidao“jishu”。wohuanhuandixileyikouqi，
qiangpozijizhendingxialai。womeiyouqukanxiaowujiu，ershichuixiayanlianmuguangluozaineikeyijingbianchengfeishideyijingshang，
fangfoyigezhuanzhudejiangrenzaishenshiyijianshibaidezuopin。“huibingbixia，
”wodeshengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou，dangengduodeshiyizhonglengjingde、zhuanyededuding，
“chennv……meiyoukandaoshenme。chennvzhishiwendaoleyichang……zhuoliedepianju。”“wen？
”xiaowujiudemeitouweibukechadicuqi，
zheigechuhuyiliaodehuidarangtaneijijiangpenboerchudeleitingzhinuzanshishoulianleyifen。“shi。
”wotaiqitouyingshangtatanjiudemuguang，yanshenqingcheertanran：“bixiakezhi，meiyifenjiyi，
douyouqidutede‘qingxuqiwei’，xiyueruganju，wennuanmingliang；beishangrulengshan，
qinglieyoushen；erkongjuzedaizhejinshubandexingqi。”wodunledun，zuzhizhenaohaizhongneixiezhuanyede，
danbixuyongzheigeshijienenglijiedeyuyanlaibiaodadezhishi。“fangcaichennvjiechuzheimeiyijingshi，wendaode，
shiliangzhongjieranbutongdeqiwei。biaoceng，shiyizhongbeijingxintilianguode，
rutongchushengyingerbanchunjingde‘wugouzhiwei’，zheiyingdangjiushitamenxiangyaode，xianjibixiade‘chunyi’。
”“danshi...”wohuafengyizhuan，yuqibianderuili，“zaizheicengwugouzhiweideshenchu，
chennvwendaoleyisibeiqiangxingyazhi、quebingweigenchude，shuyujiyizhurenzuibenyuandekongjuyujuejue，
liangzhongqiweihuxiangpaichi，xingchenglejibuwendingdehexin，zheishuoming，zheimeiyijing，bingfeitianranchunjing，
ershibeirenyonggaochaodeshouduan，qiangxingmoqu、fugaileqibenlaidejiyi，zaiweizaochengle‘chunyiti’dejiaxiang。
”womeiyoutijizhanggongzhu，meiyoutijirenheyinmou，zhishijiangyiqiedouguijiuyu“jishuquexian”。
wojiangzijisuzaochengyigejiyigaochaode“jiyijianshangshi”，erfeiyigekuitandaojingtianmimidezhiqingzhe。
“suoyi，chennvfangcaichangshiyongzishenjingxueweiyin，tanchaqihexingouzao，xiangkankanzheiweizaozhishujiujingyouhexuanmiao。
jieguo……qineibujiegoushunjianbengta，liangzhongduichongdeqingxuqiweihuxiangyinmie，zheicaihuaweilefeishi。
”wodeyifanhuabanzhenbanjia，quezailuojishangtianyiwufeng。xiaowujiuchenmole，
taneishuangshenbujiandideyanmouxiangshiyoutan，wowanquanwufachuaicetacikexinzhongsuoxiang。tashizaihuaiyi？
haishizaiquanheng？xujiu，tacaiyiziyidundiwendao：“nideyisishiyourenzaizhende‘yao’lichanledu？
”“shi，yebushi。”wodadeqiaomiao，“zheiyijingbenshenhuoxuwudu，
danqiweizaodegenjishiduijiyibenzhideqiman，yongzheiyangdeyijinglaixiububixiadeyihai，
jiuxiangyongshatuquxiuzhudiba，yidanyushangfenglangzhihuilingdibabengkuidegengkuai。
”“haoyige‘shazhuzhidi’……”xiaowujiudishengziyu，shengyinlitingbuchuqingxu。tahuranshenchushou，
bushiduizhewo，ershiduizheqiangbishangneiyizhengpianposunyijingdequyu。“zheixie，
doushilinianlaishaixuanchude‘feipin’。”tadeshengyinlidaizheyisizichaodelengyi，
“zhendeyinmengshimenzhigaosuzhentamennengliangbuchun，quecongweiyourengaosuguozhentamen……shiyanpin。
”wodexinmengdiyichen。womingbaile，xiaowujiuzaoyiduizheixieyijingyousuohuaiyi，zhishiwurennengweitazhengshi。
erwodechuxian，jiuxiangyibayaochi，qiahaodakailetaxinzhongneibamingwei“huaiyi”desuo。
tahuanhuanzhuanguoshenzhongxinkanxiangwo，zheiyicitadeyanshenlishaolejifenshenshidefengli，duolejifenyoushendefuza。
“sutan。”tanianzhewodemingzi。“nixiangyaoshenme？”zheishiyigexianjing，yeshiyigejihui。wozhidao，
wodehuidajiangjuedingzijidemingyun。yaoquanli？yaofugui？zaizheiyangyigexinsishenchendediwangmianqian，
renhetanlandouhuirangwosidegengkuai。woshenshendixileyikouqi，neigu“dingfengbo”deyuxianghaiyingraozaibijian，
rangwofenluandexinxuandingxialai。“chennv，zhixiangyaohuoxiaqu。”woguidaozaidi，etouqingchubinglengdedimian，
shengyinqingxierpingjing，“ruonenghuoxiaqu，chennvyuanweibixia，jianjintianxiayijing，bianmingzhenwei，
lianzhinengzhenzhenganfuninyihaide‘jingshenxiang’。chucizhiwai，biewusuoqiu。
”zheishiyigezuibeiweiyezuicongmingdedaan。wojiangzijidejiazhiyutadexuqiulaolaodikunbangzaileyiqi。
xiaowujiujiujiumeiyoushuohua。zhimengtaidingcengxianruleyipiansiji，
zhiyouwushuyijingfachudeweiguangzaiwoyutazhijianwushengdimingmie。jiuzaiwoyiweizijijijiangbeizheipianchenmoyakuashi，
wotingdaoleyishengjiqingdejinhutanxideshengyin。“qilaiba。”wotaiqitou，kandaoxiaowujiuyijingzhuanguoshen，
zhiliujiwoyigegugaodebeiying。“congjinriqi，nibianshizhimengtaide‘sixiang’，weitongnvguan，
zhenggezhimengtaibaokuosuoyouyijingjieyounizhangguan。”tadeshengyinhuifulewangridebingleng。“zhenzhiyouyigeyaoqiu，
chachuzheilimian，haiyouduoshao‘shatu’，
ruozaiyouqiman……zhenhuirangniqinshentihuiyixiajiyibeiyicuncunbolideziwei。”shuowan，
tabianmaikaijiaobuxiangjietizouqu。jiuzaitajijiangxiaoshizaiheianzhongshi，tahurantingxiajiaobu，meiyouhuitou，
zhishidandandiwenleyiju：“sutanxin……ta，shigeshenmeyangderen？”wodexinmengdiyijin。wozhidao，
tahaishimeiyouwanquanxiangxinwo。wochenmolepianke，
naohaizhongfuxianchuneizhangzaijiyisuipianzhongkandaodejueqiangerjuejuedelian。“zaichennv‘wen’daodeqiweili，
”taqingshengshuo，“ta……xiangyizhushengzhangzaixuanyaqiaobishangdeliexiangcao，kansirouruo，shize……ningweiyusui，
buweiwaquan。”xiaowujiudeshenyingzaiheianzhongsihujiangyingleyixia。tameiyouzaishuoshenme，
jiaobushengjianxingjianyuanzhizhixiaoshi。wozheicaifaxian，zijidehoubeizaoyibeilenghanjintou。wohuanhuanzhanqishen，
kanzhejiaobianneikepingpingwuqidehuiseshizi，xinzhongbaiganjiaoji。sutanxin，nijiujingbeifuzhezenyangdemimi？
erwo，jielenideshenti，yougairuhezaizheichangzhimingdeqijuzhong，zouchuyitiaohuolu？tajiangmuguang，
touxiangleneimanqiangcuican，queyouweijisifude——jiyixinghe。wochengweizhimengtai“sixiang”dexiaoxi，