xiaoshuozhurengongshiruanshutongxieyanchendexiaoshuojiao《shiguweiguang:tadebaiyueguangjingshiwo》,gaiwenwenbijijia，neirongfengfu，neirongzhuyaojiangshu：bingliangdebeibiyewufahuanjietashouxindezhuore。tazhanzairenqundebianyuan，kanzhezhongxindidaineiduiyaoyandenannv，……
diyizhangwanmeitishenkongqilipiaofuzhemingguixiangshui、xuesongmuyujiuzhizhanghunhedeqiyiqixi。
jiashidepaimaixingdeyuzhanxianchang，guangyingbeiqiegederutongyishupin，longzhaozheneixieyixiangbinyingdeshenying。
ruanshutongzhanzaizhantingyijiao，shenshangneijianweiyide、lveyouxieguoshideheisexiaoliqun，
rangtaxianggewuruhualishengyandehuiguniang。tabingfeilaibin，ershishoudaoshisuotuo，
qianlaiweiyijiandaipaidemingdaishanshuihuazuozuihouyiciwaibuzhuangkuangqueren。
zhijianhaicanliuzhechupengxuanzhishideweiliangchugan，yuzhouzaofuhuadenuanxianggegeburu。raner，yidaomuguang，
birenhejuguangdengdouyaolengliejingzhun，chuantourenqun，suodingleta。taxiayishiditaiyanwangqu。buyuanchudexiuxiqu，
yigenanrenduzizuozaisirongshafashang，xiuzhangdezhijiejianjiazheyizhiweidianrandexiangyan。
hunandeguangxianluozaitalunkuofenmingdecelianshang，goulechuyizhongjinhudiaokebandelengjun。
tachuanzhejiancaiwanmeideshenhuisexizhuang，meidalingdai，chenshanlingkousuiyidijiekaiyikekouzi，
quesihaobujianporendeqichang。shi——xieyanchen。jibianruanshutongbuhunjishangquan，
yeduizheigemingziruleiguaner。xiejiadezhangduozhe，shangyebantubianbuquanqiu，chuanwenzhongshouduanlingli，
xingqingnanyizhuomo。tademuguang，zhenghaobubihuidiluozaitalianshang，neiyanshenbuxiangshizaixinshangyigemoshengnvxing，
gengxiangshizaijiandingyijianpaipin，daizheshenshi、hengliang，yijiyisi……nanyiyanyudefuzaqingxu。
ruanshutongxinxiayijin，xiayishidixiangbikaizheiguoyuzhijiedezhushi。dantajiaobuhaiweidong，xieyanchenqueyiqishen，
chaotazouleguolai。tabufachenwen，suoguozhichu，renqunfangfomoxifenhaibanziranrangkaiyitiaotonglu。
tazaitamianqianzhanding，shengaodeyoushidailaiwuxingdeyapogan。“ruanshutong**？”tadeshengyindichen，
daizheyidianweiliangdecixing，zhunquewuwudijiaochuletademingzi。ruanshutongeran，taquexinzijiyutasuweimoumian。
“xiexiansheng？ninrenshiwo？”xieyanchenmeiyouhuida，tadeshixianjinhushilidiliulianyutademeiyanzhijian，
fangfozaitouguota，kanzhebiedeshenme。banshang，tacaihuanhuankaikou，paochuleyigezuyirangtaxinzangzhoutingdetiyi。
“yichanggequsuoxudejiaoyi。ruan**，jiajiwo。”ruanshutongyiweizijichuxianlehuanting。“……shenme？
”“weiqisannian。”xieyanchendeyuqipingdandexiangzaitaoluntianqi，neirongqueshipotianjing。“sanniannei，
nixuyaoyi‘xietaitai’deshenfen，peihewodeyiqieyaoqiu。zuoweihuibao，nifuqingongsisuoyoudezhaiwu，
youwoqingchang。ciwai，wohuiweinimuqinlianxiquanqiuzuidingjiandeyiliaotuandui，chengdanquanbufeiyong。
”tajingzhundiezhuletademingmen。fuqindejiancaigongsiyinhehuorenjuankuanqiantaoerbinlinpochan，
gaodabaweishudezhaiwuyadequanjiachuanbuguoqi；muqinlihuanzhongbing，shoushufeiyonggaoang，houxuzhiliaogengshiwudidong。
tariyejianchengdijiehuo，shenzhibianmailesuoyounengbianmaidedongxi，yijiushibeishuichexin。juewang，
shitazuijinzuishuxideziwei。“weishenmeshiwo？”ruanshutongtingdaozijigansedeshengyinzaiwen。
taburenweizijishinengrangrenyijianzhongqingdaolikeqiuhundeleixing，youqishiduifanghaishixieyanchen。
xieyanchenweiweiqingshen，kaodegengjinleyixie，tashenshanglengliedexuesongqixishunjianjiangtabaowei。tadezhijian，
gezheweixiaodejuli，xuxudimiaomoleyixiatayanweidelunkuo。yiguzhanligancongjizhuicuanshang。
“yinweinideyanjing，”tabochunweiqi，tuziqingxi，daizheyizhongburongzhiyideduding，“henxiangta。”“ta？
”“wozhenzhengaizhederen。”xieyanchenzhiqishen，yanshenhuifulezhiqiandeshuliyubingleng，“nixuyaozuode，
jiushizaibiyaodeshihou，banyanhao‘ta’。chucizhiwai，wobuhuiganshenideziyou。”yuanlairuci。
ruanshutongmingbaile。tabushixingyundibeiwangzikanzhongdehuiguniang，
tazhishiyigeqiahaoyongyouleyishuangxiangsiyanjingde……tishenyanyuan。suoyoudetiaojian，doushitawufajujuedechouma，
goumaitasanniandeqingchunhezunyan，qubanyanyigemoshengdelinghun。quruganximidipashangxintou，
danxianshidezhongyagengkuaidijiangqiniansui。taxuyaozheibiqian，xuyaojiufuqin，gengxuyaojiumuqin。
kanzhetalianshangzhengzha、tongkuzuizhongguiyusijidepingjing，xieyanchenzhidao，tazuochulexuanze。
tadiguolaiyigechunheisedewenjianjia，fengpishilengyingdechugan。“zheishixieyixize。yiji，
”tayounachuyigelveboyixiede、fengmianyinzhe《weiguang》erzideshouce，didaotamianqian，
“zheishinixuyaoshuxideneirong。”ruanshutongjieguoneibenmingwei《weiguang》deshouce，zhijianbingliang。
tafankaidiyiye，shangmianyongyouyadezitijiluzhe：「pianhao：zhizihuaxiang，yuhouqingcaodeqixi。
yane：suoyoutiannideguoxiang。」「yinshi：kouweiqingdan，shila，danbuxima。zhongaiguihuajiuniangyuanzi。」
「yudiao：shuhuan，weiyinxiguanweiweishangyang，daizheyidianrouruandeqiangdiao。」……yitiaotiao，yilielie，
shiwujuxi，goulechuyigemingjiao“jianglinyue”denvzideshenghuoxiguanyuyinrongxiaomao。zheibushiyifengongzuoshouce，
zheishiyifenjiangtaderengezanshifengcundeshuomingshu。ruanshutongheshangshouce，taiqiyan，
nulirangzijikanqilaipingjingwubo：“wojieshou。xiexiansheng。”xieyanchenkanzheta，
neishuangkusi“ta”deyanjingli，cikeshengmanleyinrendetongchuherenmingbandepingjing，weidumeiyou“ta”deshencai。
tayandilveguoyisijidande、nanyibuzhuodeshiwang，suijibeigengshendeyouanfugai。“henhao。”tayuqidanmo，
“mingtian，wohuipairenjieni。”tazhuanshenlikai，meiyouzaiduokantayiyan。ruanshutongduzizhanzaiyuandi，
shoulijinjinzuanzheneiben《weiguang》，fangfozuanzheyikuaihanbing。paimaixingdeshuijingdengyijiucuicanhuihuang，
yingzhaozhetacangbaidemiankong。tazhidaozijitashangleyitiaowufahuitoudelu，ludejintou，
shilingyigenvrendeyingzi，ertazijidemoyang，zhengzaiheianzhongmohu、xiaosan。chuangwai，
chengshidenihongwushengshanshuo，xiangwushushuanglengmodeyanjing，zhushizhezheigejiaohuanlemingyundenvhai。tadetishenshengya，
congzheiyike，kaishile……——dierzhangqiulongyujubenxieyanchenpailaideche，
shiyiliangxiantiaoliuchang、yanseshenchendebinli，wushengdihuaxingdaoruanshutongjianeidongyouxieniantoudejuminlouxia，
yindelinlicemu。sijishiyiweimianrongkeban、buduoyanbanjudezhongniannanren，
chenmodijieguotaneigelvexianhansuandexinglixiang，fangrukuanchangdehoubeixiang。
chezizuizhongshiruyigemingwei“yundinggongguan”dedifang，zheilishichengshizhenzhengdedingduan，fukanzheyunyunzhongsheng。
xieyanchendebieshubingfeitaxiangxiangzhongzhangyangdeoushichengbao，ershiyidongjijuxiandaigandejianzhu，
tongticaiyongboliyulenghuisegangcai，xiantiaoliluo，xiangyizuojingxinshejideyishuguan，
queyesanfazheburongkaojindehanyi。yongrenlinyishigemianxiangheshandanyanshenjingmingdezhongnianfuren，yinzhetarunei。
shineishitongyideheibaihuijidiao，jiajuanggui，baifangdeyisibugou，ganjingdemeiyouyisiyanhuoqi，
lengbingbingdifanshezhechuangwaidetianguang。“taitai，xianshengdewoshizaierloudongce，nindefangjiananpaizaierlouxice。
”linyideyuqigongjing，quedaizheyizhonggongshihuadeshuli。“xianshengfenfu，weijingyunxu，
qingninbuyaojinrutadesirenlingyu，baokuoshufanghewoshi。”“taitai”。zheigechenghurangruanshutongergenweire，
chongmanlebuzhenshiganhefengciyiwei。tadefangjianhenda，daidulideyushiheyimaojian。
yimaojianliyijingguamanledangjizuixinkuandefushi，conglifudaochangfu，yiyingjuquan，biaoqiandouhaiweichai。
shuzhuangtaishangbaifangzhedingjipinpaidehufupinhehuazhuangpin。yiqiedoushizhanxinde，angguide，queyedoubushitade。
tamenshuyu“xietaitai”，huozheshuo，shuyuneigexuyaobanyan“jianglinyue”denvren。
tadailaideneigexiaoxinglixiang，fangzaifangjianjiaoluo，xiandegewaituwuhemiaoxiao。dangwan，xieyanchenmeiyouhuilai。
ruanshutongtangzairouruandeguofendekingsizedachuangshang，wangzhemoshengde、xiantiaolengyingdetianhuaban，
yiyewumian。kongqilimimanzheyongrentiqianxunrande、qinglengdemuzhixiang，neishishouceshangjilude，
“jianglinyue”pianaideweidaozhiyi。taganjuezijixiangyijianbeizanshianzhizaijingmeizhanjulidewupin，
dengdaizhezhurendechayan。diertianbangwan，xieyanchenhuilaile。ruanshutongzhengzuozaiketingneimianjudadeluodichuangqian，
wangzhechuangwaicuicandechengshiyejingfadai。tingdaokaimensheng，taxiayishidizhanqishen，youxiewucuodiwangxiangta。
tatuoxiaxizhuangwaitao，linyilikeshangqianjieguo。tashenshangdaizheshiwaideweiliangqixi，muguangsaoguota，
xiangshizaiquerentadecunzai。“chiguofanle？”tawen，yuqipingdan。“chiguole。”ruanshutongdishenghuida。
linyizhunbeidewancanhenjingzhi，dantashibuzhiwei。xieyanchenzoujinjibu，tadeshixianzaiciluozaitadelianshang，
zheicitingliudegengjiu，daizheyizhongshenshidezhuanzhu。ruanshutongnengwendaotashenshangdandandexuesongwei，
hunhezheyisiyancaoqi，bingbunanwen，querangtashenjingjinbeng。“nidetoufa，”tahurankaikou，
“‘ta’xiguanpianfen，faweidaiyidianzirandejuanqu。”ruanshutongshixiguanzhongfendeheizhangzhi。
“……wozhidaole。”tachuixiayanjie。“haiyou，”xieyanchendezhijianjihuyaochupengdaotadezuichun，
zaihaolizhichatingzhu，“kouhongyanse。‘ta’buyongzheimezhengdehongse。
”ruanshutongjintianyongdeshidior999，yizhitahenshaoshiyong，
danjuedehuoxunengjizijidailaiyidianyongqidejingdianzhenghongse。“xiacibuhuile。”tatingdaozijishuncongdihuida。
xieyanchensihumanyiyutadetaidu，meizaishuoshenme，zhuanshenshanglelou。ruanshutongzhanzaiyuandi，
zhidaotadejiaobushengxiaoshizaierlouzhuanjiao，caihuanhuansonglekouqi。tazoudaoxuanguanpangdechuanyijingqian，
kanzhejingzhongdeziji。yijiushineizhanglian，quefangfobeiwuxingdexiantiaoqianyinzhe，
yaochaozheyigeweizhidefangxiangniuqu、bianxing。takaishiyangeanzhao《weiguang》shouceshenghuo。
tahuandiaoleyongleduoniandemolihuaxiangfen，ranglinyicaigoulaizhizihuadexiangxunhemuyuchanpin。
tachangshizhechiyixiezijiyiqianbingbutebiezhongaideqingdancaiyao，bingzaiouerxieyanchenhuilaiyongcanshi，
xiaoxindibikaineixiedaimaweidelacai。tashenzhihuizaiwurendeshihou，duizhejingzi，
changshizhediaozhengzijishuohuadeyudiao，rangweiyinweiweishangyang，daishangyidiantabingbushuxide、rouruandeqiangdiao。
zheigeguochengbingbuyukuai，xiangshiyizhongduiziwodehuanmanlingchi。jitianhou，xieyanchennandehuilaidezaoyixie。
tazuozaiketingdeshafashangchuliyoujian，ruanshutongzezuozaiyuanchudedanrenshafashang，
shoulipengzheyibenguanyuguhuaxiufulilundeshu，queyigeziyekanbujinqu。linyiduanshanglailiangbeishouchongkafei。
ruanshutongxiguanxingdinaqipangbiandexiaonaihu，xiangyaojiayidianniunai。“‘ta’hekafeizhijiayikuaifangtang，
congbujianai。”xieyanchendeshengyinbugao，queqingxidichuanlai，tameiyoutaitou，
muguangrengtingliuzaixigaishangdebijibendiannaopingmu。ruanshutongdeshoujiangzaibankong，ranhoumomodifangxianaihu，
quleyikefangtang，fangrubeizhong。tangkuailuorushenheseyetideshengyin，qingdejihutingbujian。taduanqibeizi，
changleyikou。kusezhongdaizhetuwudetianni，bingfeitaxihuandeweidao。xieyanchenzheishicaitaiqiyan，kanxiangta。
takanzhetaweiweicuqidemeitou，kanzhetanulishiyingquebushidebiaoqing，
yanshenshenchusihulveguoyisijidande、nanyiyanyudeqingxu，kuaiderangrenwufabuzhuo。“buxihuan？”tawen。
ruanshutongfangxiabeizi，yaoleyaotou：“meiyou，henhao。”xieyanchenheshangdiannao，zhanqishen，
jugaolinxiadikanzheta：“buxihuankeyizhishuo。zaiwomianqian，nibuxuyaowanquanbanyanta。”ruanshutongzhengzhu，
bujiediwangxiangta。taqueyijingyikailemuguang，yuqihuifuleguanchangdedanmo：“zhishao，bushisuoyoushihou。
”zheijuhuaxiangyiketourupingjinghumiandeshizi，zairuanshutongxinliyangkaiyiquanlianyi。tashishenmeyisi？
shiyunxutabaoliuyidiandianziwoma？haishizheijinjinshilingyizhongxingshideshitan？tacaibutouta。zheigenanren，
xiangyizuolongzhaozainongwuzhongdebingshan，tasuonengkandaode，zhishishuimianzhishangzuilengyingdeyijiao。ershuimianzhixia，
jiujingyinzangzhezenyangdemimi、pianzhiyuguowang，tayiwusuozhi。
tazhishitayonglaimianhuailingyigenvrende、yigezhuoliedefuzhipin。zheigerenzhi，rangtaxindifahan。
talonglelongshenshangneijianfuhe“jianglinyue”shenmeide、zhidirouruandemibaiseyangrongkaishan，
queganjuebudaosihaonuanyi。zheizuoguangxianlianglidebieshu，shitayongziyouhezunyanhuanlaideqiulong。
erneibenmingwei《weiguang》deshouce，jiushitadejuben。xi，yikaichang。yanyuan，
quebuzhigairuhezhaodaozijideweizhi。
disanzhangliehenchuxianxieyanchenyaodairuanshutongchuxiyichangcishanwanyandexiaoxi，youlinyipingjingdichuandaguolai，
fangfozaishuoyijianzaixunchangbuguodejiashi。yimaojianli，shugefangchendaibeilakai，
limianshixieyanchentiqianrangrensonglaidegaodinglifu。meiyouxunwentadexihao，
suoyoudekuanshidouzunxunzheyizhongtongyidefengge——youya、jingui，daizhebuzhangyangdexianqi，
yu《weiguang》shoucelimiaoshude“jianglinyue”dezhezhuangfenggeruchuyizhe。zuizhong，
taxuanleyitiaoqianxiangbinsedediaodaizhangqun，qunbaizhuizhexisuideshuijing，xingdongjianliuguangyicai。
zheiyansezuijiejinshoucelitijide“tapianairouhe、youguangzegandeqiansediao”。dangwan，
zaoxingtuanduizhunshididabieshu。tamenshuliandiweitashangzhuang，jiangtashunzhidezhangfazuochengyonglanweijuandehudu，
pianfenzaiyice，luchuguangjiedeetouheneishuangbeifanfuqiangdiaodeyanjing。dangzuihouyidaogongxuwancheng，
ruanshutongwangzhejingzhongdeziji，youyishunjiandehuanghu。jingziliderenhenmei，meidejingzhi，meidemosheng。
meiyanjingyouhuazhuangshidemiaoshou，sihuyushoucezhaopianshangneigejiao“jianglinyue”denvzi，youlewuliufendexingsi，
youqishizaitedingdejiaoduheshentaixia。xieyanchenzoujinlaishi，tayijingshoushitingdang，zhanzaiketingzhongyang，
youxiebuandidengdaizhe“jianyue”。tachuanzheyutalifutongsexidexizhuang，zhishiyansegengshenchen，
xijiechuyonganwengoule，qidufeifan。tademuguangzaitashenshangtingliulezuzushimiao，congjingxindalidefashao，
dao**dejianjingxiantiao，zaidaoyedidequnbai。neiyanshenli，youshenshi，youyisibuyichajuedemanyi，
dangengduode，shiyizhongtouguotazaikanbierendezhuanzhu。ruanshutongzaitadezhushixia，
ganjuezijixiangyijianbeidamohaodezhanpin。“henhao。”tazuizhongtuchulianggezi，zoushangqian，
jiangyigesironghezidijita。limianshiyitiaozuanshixianglian，zhuzuanshiyikeleidixingdelanbaoshi，zhouweixiangzhesuizuan，
zaidengguangxiazheshechubinglengercuicandeguangmang。yutaxiukoushangneimeitongsexidelanbaoshi，yaoxianghuying。“daishang。
”shiminglingdekouwen。xiangliandakoubingliangditieshangtajinghoudepifu。tadezhijianbukebimiandichupengdaotadejifu，
dailaiyizhenxiweidezhanli。tadongzuoshulian，sihuchangzuocishi，shiweishei？ruanshutongbuganshenxiang。
wanyanshezaimouwuxingjijiudiandeyanhuiting，gongchoujiaocuo，mingliuyunji。dangxieyanchenwanzhetadeshouchuxianshi，
shunjianxiyinlequanchangdemuguang。
haoqide、tanjiude、yanxiande、daizhexiexuqingmiede……gezhongshixianjiaozhizaitashenshang。“zheiweishiruanshutong，
wodeweihunqi。”xieyanchenxiangweilongguolaiderenjieshao，yuqiziran，daizheyizhongburongzhiyidezhanyouzitai。
weihunqi——youyigequanxindeshenfen。ruanshutongnuliweichizhezuijiaoqiadaohaochudeweixiao，
xuezheshoucelimiaoshude“shuhuanyudiao”，yingduizhejijubiyaodehanxuan。
tawanzhexieyanchenshoubeidezhijianweiweifaliang，shentiyouxiejiangying。xieyanchensihuchajuedaole，
zaiwurenzhuyidejiaodu，shouzhangqingqingfushangtawanzhetabeiwandeshou，pailepai。dongzuokansiqinni，
daizheanfudeyiwei，dantadezhangxintongyangmeiyoushenmewendu。“fangsongdian，”tacetou，
yongzhiyouliangrennengtingdaodeshengyindiyu，“nizaibanyanta，danbuxuyaowanquanfuzhitadejinzhang。
”tadehuaxiangyigenzhen，cipoletamianqiangweichidepingjing。yuanlaitasuoyoudenulibiaoyan，
zaitayanliyijiuloudongbaichu，bingqie，tayijiuzaitixingta“banyan”debenzhi。zhengwan，
tayourenyouyudizhouxuanyuzhongrenzhijian，queshizhongjiangtadaizaishenbian，zitaiqinmi，yindewushuqieqiesiyu。
ruanshutongxianggejingmeideguajian，peihezhetadeyanchu。tahelebushaoxiangbin，
shituyongjiujingmabizijijinbengdeshenjing。huichengdecheshang，liangrendouchenmozhe。xieyanchenkaozaiyibeishang，
bimuyangshen，shenshangdaizhedandandejiuqi。ruanshutongzejiangtoupianxiangchechuang，kanzhechuangwaifeisudaotuideliuguangyicai，
ganjuezijixiangzuoleyigehualierpibeidemeng。huidaobieshu，linyiyijingxiuxi。
ruodadekongjianlizhishengxiatamenliangren，anjingdenengtingdaobicidehuxisheng。ruanshutongxiangzhijiehuizijifangjian，
shouwanquebeitacongshenhouwozhu。tadelidaoyouxieda，daizhejiuhoudeweixunheburongjujue。“xiexiansheng？
”taxinzhongyihuang，shituzhengtuo。xieyanchenquebulihui，zhijielazheta，bufayouxieliangqiangdizouxiangerloudelutai。
lutaizhengduizhechengshizuifanhuadeyejing，wanfengdaizheliangyichuifuguolai。tajiangtadizaibinglengdebolilanganshang，
gaodadeshenqulongzhaozheta，xuesongyujiuyedeqixihunza，xingchengyizhongweixiandeaimei。
tadeyanshenbuzaixiangwanyanshangneiyangqingming，daizhemilidezuiyiheyizhongjinhutanlandezhuanzhu，jinjinsuozhutadelian，
youqishineishuangyanjing。“weilan……”tadiyadihuanchuzheigemingzi，wenredeqixifuguotadeerkuo。
ruanshutonghunshenyijiang。jinguanzaoyouxinlizhunbei，danqinertingdaotazaiyishibuqingshi，
duizhezijihuhuanlingyigenvrendemingzi，xinzanghaishixiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，
suansedetongchushunjianmanyankailai。tadeshouzhifushangtademeiyan，dongzuodaizheyizhongshierfudedezhenshi，
queyouyinweizuijiuerxiandeyouxiecubao。“weilan，nihuilaile……”tanannanzhe，fuxiashen，
etoujihuyaodishangtade，yanshenmimeng，“wojiuzhidao，nihuihuilaide……”ruanshutongpiankaitou，
bikaitaguoyujiejindehuxi，shengyindaizheyayidezhandou：“xiexiansheng，nikanqingchule，woshiruanshutong。
”“ruanshutong？”tazhongfuleyibianzheigemingzi，xiangshiyouxiekunhuo，suijiyouguzhidibanguotadelian，
zhiaodikanjintadeyanjingli，“bu，nishiweilan……nideyanjing，hetayimoyiyang……”tadewen，
daizhejiuyiheburongzhiyidelidao，yankanjiuyaoluoxia。ruanshutongmengdibishangyanjing，
qurudeleishuizaiyankuanglidazhuan。raner，yuqidechupengbingweiluoxia。tadedongzuo，zaitabishangyanpiankaitou，
luchuzuocesuoguxiafangyixiaopianjifushi，zhourantingdun。tademuguang，xiangshibeishenmedongxitangdaoyiyang，
mengdijujiaozaitasuoguxiafang，neikexiaoxiaode、danhesedezhishang。zuijiudailaidemilihewenrou，
rutongchaoshuibanshunjiancongtayanzhongtunqu，querdaizhideshiyizhongjinhubaolidebinglenghe……yane。
taxiangshipengdaoleshenmejiqiangzangdedongxi，mengdisongkaileta，shenzhihoutuileyibu，yutalakaijuli。
“budui……”tadingzheneikezhi，yanshenruilidexiangbingzhui，“tameiyou！zheilimeiyouzheikezhi！
”tadeshengyinbinglengcigu，daizhebeimaofanbandenuqi。ruanshutongbeitaturuqilaidebianhuajingzhu，
xiayishidiyongshouwuzhulesuoguxiadeneikexiaozhi。zheishitacongchushengjiuyoudebiaoji，cikequechengleyuanzui。“gun。
”xieyanchenbeiguoshenqu，buzaikanta，zhiliuxiayigelengmodaojidiandebeiying，rongrulutaichenchendeyeseli，
“huinidefangjianqu。”ruanshutongzhanzaiyuandi，wanfengchuideta**dejifufanqihanyi，
xindiquebizheiyefenggengleng。talalelahualuodediaodai，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin。yuanlai，lianzuotishen，
tadoubugouwanmei。zheikeyuzhengzhubutongdezhi，shishikeketixingzheta，
yetixingzheta——tazhishiyigezhuoliede、cunzaixiacidefangpin。liehen，congzheiweibuzudaodeyikexiaozhikaishi，
wushengwuxi，queshenkedimanyankailai。disizhangjingzhonghuanyingzineiwanlutaizhishihou，
xieyanchenyoujinyizhouweicengguijia。bieshulikongkuangdezhishengxiaruanshutonghelinyi，
yijineizhongwuchubuzaide、shuyu“jianglinyue”dehenji。neifenquruganbingweisuishijiandanqu，fanerchendianxialai，
huazuoyizhonggengshende、xiangyaotanxunzhenxiangdechongdong。taxiangzhidao，neigerangtahuoderucibukande“jianglinyue”，
jiujingshihefangshensheng。jihuizaiyigewuhoujianglin。linyiyinjiazhongyoushigaojiabantian，
ruodadebieshuzhenzhengyiyishangzhishengtayiren。kongqilijingdenengtingdaochenaipiaofudeshengyin。
ruanshutongdexintiaoyouxiekuai。tazhidaozijiyaoyuyueleichile。tashouxianzouxiangde，
shierloujintouneishanshizhongjinbidefangmen。tazhidao，neishixieyanchenminglingjinzhitatarude“jinqu”zhiyi。
tashenxiyikouqi，ningdonglemenbashou——chuhuyiliao，menmeiyousuo。fangjianneiguangxianhunan，
houzhongdechuanglianyansihefeng。tamosuozhedakaideng，shunjianbeiyanqiandejingxiangjuezhulehuxi。zheibuxiangyigefangjian，
gengxiangyige……chenlieguan。simianqiangshang，guamanledadaxiaoxiaodexiangkuang。zhaopianlidenvzi，zaibutongdechangjingxia，
chuanzhebutongdefushi，zhanluzhexiaoyan。kafeiguanlituosainingwangdeceying，huayuanqiuqianshanghuimoudeshunjian，
haibiantizhequnbaibenpaodebeiying……meiyizhangdoubuzhuodejimei，guangyinggoutuwuketiaoti。shijianglinyue。
ruanshutongyizhangzhangkanguoqu，xinzangyidiandianxiachen。zhaopianshangdenvzi，meiyan、lunkuo，
shenzhixiaoqilaizuijiaoweiyangdehudu，douyutayouzhejingrendexiangsi。youqishineishuangyanjing，qingche，
daizheyizhongbuanshishidetianzhenyurouruan，zhengshixieyanchentouguota，zhizhezhuixundeshencai。nanguaitahuixuanzhongta。
taqueshishiyijianwubihegede“tidaipin”，zhishaozaijingtaidezhaopianshangshiruci。raner，kandeyuejiu，
yizhongguiyideshuliganjianjianfuxian。zheixiezhaopiantaiwanmeile，wanmeidexiangjingxinshejidehuabao，
queshaoleshenghuozhongyingyoudemaobianheyanhuoqi。jianglinyuedexiaorongyongyuanbiaozhun，zitaiyongyuanyouya，
xiangchuchuanglimeiyoulinghundemote。tademuguangcongqiangshangyikai，luozaifangjianzhongyangdebolichenliejushang。
limianbaifangzheyixiewupin：yigeyongjiuledebaleiwuxie（shoucetiguo“ta”youshixueguobalei），
yibajingzhidegudongzheshan，jibenwaiwenyuanbanxiaoshuo……yiqiedoufuhe《weiguang》shoucedemiaoshu，yansihefeng，
xiangyigebeijingxingoujianderenshe。jiuzaitazhunbeilikai，xintoubeiyizhongshuobuqingdeshiwanghezhixiganchongchishi，
tadejiaojianwuyizhongtidaolechenliejudibuyigebuqiyande、lvexiantuwudechouti。tameiyoulashou，
xiangshibeiyiwangle。guishishenchadi，tadunxiashen，yongzhijiafeilidikoukaileyitiaofengxi，ranhoujiangchoutilakai。
limianmeiyouzhenqidebaowu，zhiyouyiduikansifeizhidedongxi。zuishangmian，
shiyizhangbeisisuihouyouxiaoxinyiyizhantieqilaidejiuzhaopian。zhaopianxiangsubugao，youxiemohu，
xiangshizaiduonianqianyongshoujisuiyipaishede。beijingshiyigepamantengmandelaojiuqiangbi，
huamianzhongyangshiyigechuanzhejiandanbaisetxu、xidefabainiuzikudeshaonv，tazhengcezhetouduijingtouwaiderenxiaozhe，
xiaorongcanlanerfuyoushengmingli，daizhejifenqingsehe……shuxigan。ruanshutongdehuxizhourantingzhi。
zheigeshaonv……bushijianglinyueneizhongjingzhidiaozhuodemei，ershiyizhonggengxianhuo、gengjiediqidepiaoliang。
gengzhongyaodeshi，zheizhanglian，zheimeiyan……tamengdizhanqishen，chongdaofangjiandechuanyijingqian，
sisidingzhejingzhongdeziji。zhaopianshangdeshaonv，chulegengnianqing、gengqingse，meiyujianneifenshencai，
neixiaoqilaiyanjingweiwandehudu……fenmingjiushitazijishiqibasuishidemoyang！zenmehui？！！
tacongweipaiguozheiyangdezhaopian，yejuebujidebeijinglideneimianqiang。xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleidong。tazhandouzheshou，
naqineizhangzhantieqilaidejiuzhaopian，fandaobeimian。shangmianyongyijingyouxietunsedelansemoshui，
xiezheyixingqingxiudexiaozi：「xianjiweiguang。yuancishengyongrujinri。」riqi，
heranshiqinianqian……qinianqian……“weiguang”……zheilianggecixiangyidaoshandian，
pikailetanaohaizhongmouxiechenfengdejiaoluo。tagaozhongshi，queshicengyongguo“weiguang”zheigebiming，
zaiyigexianzaiyijingguanbidewenxueluntanshang，xieguoyixielingsandewenzi，
yecengnimingzizhuguoyigeshengchengzaiguowaishenghuokundun、kewangjiaoliudebiyou。
nandao……judadehuangmiuganhekongjuganshunjianjiangtayanmei。taxiangshixianruleyigejudade、cengcengqiantaodemiju。
xieyanchenshufangdejinggaoyanyouzaier，tabuganzaizheilijiuliu。taxunsujiangzhaopianfanghuiyuanchu，tuihaochouti，
moquzijilaiguodehenji，xiangtaolifanzuixianchangyiyang，congconglikailezheigefangjian。
huidaozijibinglenghualidewoshi，tadexinyijiukuangtiaobuzhi。neizhangqingsede、shuyutazijidejiuzhaopian，
xiangyigeguiyideyouling，panhuanzaitanaohaili。xieyanchendaodishishei？tashoujijianglinyuedeyiqie，
queyouzhenzangzheyizhangshuyutaruanshutongshaonvshidaide、beisisuiguodezhaopian？jianglinyueshitaruanshutongdetishen？
haishita——ruanshutong，shijianglinyuedetishen？huozhe……zheibeihou，
yinzangzheyigegengfengkuang、genglingrenzhanlidezhenxiang？tadiyicigandao，zijitarude，
kenengbushiyigejiandandetishenyouxi，ershiyigezaoyiweitabianzhihaode、shenbujiandidexianjing。erxieyanchen，
neigelengmojunmeidenanren，jiujingshizhimibuwudelianren，haishi……bieyouyongxindebujuzhe？
diwuzhangbaiyueguangguineishiyigechenmendewuhou，wuyundichui，yaderenchuanbuguoqi。ruanshutongzhengzuozaichuangbian，
xinbuzaiyandifanzheyibenyishuhuace，
naohailifanfuhuifangzheneizhangjiuzhaopianshangdeqingsemianronghe“xianjiweiguang”deziyang。
xieyanchenyijinglianxujitianmeiyouhuilai，
bieshulianjingdezhishengxiatazijidehuxishenghelinyiouerqingshouqingjiaozouguodedongjing。turan，
gezaichajishangdepingbandiannaopingmuliangqi，tuisongleyitiaocaijingbankuaidezhongbangxiaoxi。jiacudebiaoti，
xiangcuiledudezhen，zhizhicirutadeyanlian——「mingyuanjianglinyuejieshuhaiwaixueye，buriguiguo，
huozhizhangjiangshiyazhouyewu。」biaotixiafang，peizheyizhangqingxidezhaopian——zhaopianshangdejianglinyue，
chuanzheyishenliluodebaisexizhuangtaoqun，zhanzaimougeguowaizhimingxuefudedamenqian，
duizhejingtouzhanluzhezixineryouyadeweixiao。tadezhuangrongjingzhi，faxingshimao，
yushouceshangneixieroumeixianqidezhaopianxiangbi，gengduolejifenshangjiejingyingdeganlianyuruiqi，
danneifenmeiyanjiandeshenyun，yuruanshutong，yuqiangshangneixiezhaopian，yijiuyimaixiangcheng。ruanshutongdeshouzhishunjianbingliang，
huacecongxitouhualuo，fachuchenmendeshengxiang。tahuilaile。
neigezhenzhengde、huoshengshengde、cunzaiyuxieyanchenlinghunshenchude“baiyueguang”，jiuyaohuilaile。neime，
tazheigezhuoliede、lianyikezhidouwufawanmeidetishen，yougaizhishenhechu？
xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinzuanzhu，zhixibandetengtongmanyanzhisizhibaihai。
tashenzhinengqingxidihuiyiqilutaishang，xieyanchendingzhetasuoguxianeikezhishi，yanzhonghaobuyanshideyaneyubingleng。
jiuzaizheishi，xuanguanchuchuanlaizhiwensuokaiqide“di”sheng。ruanshutongmengditaitou，xinzangzhouransuojin。
xieyanchenhuilaile。tachuanzheyishenjiancaijingliangdeshensexizhuang，xiangshigangcongmougezhongyaohuiyizhongchoushen，
shenshanghaidaizheshiwaideweiliangqixiheyisidandandeyancaowei。tadeliansebipingshigengxianlengjun，
xiahexianbengdejinjinde，mouseshenchenruye，rangrenkuibutousihaoqingxu。tademuguangshenzhimeiyouzaitashenshangtingliu，
jingzhizouxiangketingdejiuju，quchuyipingweishijiheyizhibolibei。bingkuaizhuangjibeibi，
fachuqingcuierbinglengdeshengxiang，zaizheiguofenanjingdespaceli，xiandegewaicier。
tayangtouguanxiayidakouhuposedeyeti，houjiejuliedigundongzhe。ranhou，
tacaixiangshizhongyuzhuyidaoletadecunzai，huanhuanzhuanguoshen，shixianluozailetadelianshang。neiyanshen，
fuzaderangruanshutongxinjing。youshenshi，youzhengzha，youyishanerguode、leisitongchudeqingxu，danzuizhong，
doubeiyizhongjinhucanrendelengjingsuofugai。“kandaoxinwenle？”takaikou，shengyinyinweijiujingdejinrun，
daishangleyisishaya。ruanshutongzuanjinleshouxin，zhijiashenshenxianrupirou，shituyongtengtonglaiweichibiaomiandepingjing。
tadianlediantou，meiyoushuohua。xieyanchenfangxiajiubei，yibubuchaotazoulai。tagaodadeshenyingtouxiadeyinying，
jiangtawanquanlongzhao。tazaitamianqianzhanding，julijindetanengqingxidiwendaotahuxijianqingliedejiuqi。tadeshouzhi，
daizheweiliangdechugan，zaicifushangtadeyanjiao，dongzuoquebuzaidaiyouzhiqiandezhenshihuomizui，
zhishengxiabinglengdepinggu。“nizheishuangyanjing，”tadishengshuo，xiangshiduitashuo，youxiangshiziyanziyu。
“queshixiangta。youqishikeyimofangtashentaideshihou，jihukeyiyijialuanzhen。”ruanshutongdexinchenlexiaqu。
“danshi，”tahuafengdouranyizhuan，shouzhicheli，yuqizhandingjietie，daizheyizhongxuanpanbandelengku，
“youxijieshule。”suiranzaoyouyuliao，danqinertingdaozheisigezi，ruanshutonghaishiganjueyizhentianxuandizhuan，
lianseshunjiancangbairuzhi。“qiyuexuyaoniyanwanzuihouyichang。”xieyanchenwushitashunjianshixuedelianse，
yuqigongshigongban，budaisihaoganqing。“xiazhou，xieshihuiweilinyuejubanjiefengyan。nixuyaochuxi，
yiwo‘weihunqi’deshenfen。”ruanshutongnanyizhixindiwangzheta，
shengyindaizhewufayizhidezhandou：“niyaowo……zaitamianqian……jixubanyanta？
”zheijianzhishishishangzuihuangmiu、zuicanrendekuxing。“meicuo。”xieyanchendehuidameiyouyisiyouyu，
tashensuideyanmouli，shitakanbudongdeanliuxiongyong，“zheishinidejiazhi，yeshiqiyuedeyibufen。
zaiheshideshijidaolaizhiqian，wobuxiwangrenheren，baokuolinyuebenren，zhidaowomenzhijianjiaoyidezhenxiang。
”taweiweifushen，binglengdemuguangsuozhuta，daizheburongzhiyideweixie：“zuohaonigaizuodeshi，ruanshutong。
jizhu，nifumudeanwen，douxiyunizheiyichangbiaoyan。”shuowan，tazhiqishen，buzaikantayiyan，
fangfotazhishiyijianyijingliyongwanbi、zanshihaibunengdiuqidegongju。tazhuanshenshanglou，beiyingjuejueerlengmo。
ruanshutongduzizhanzaiyuandi，hunshenbingleng，fangfobeiyiqizaihandongdehuangye。chuangwai，
yunniangyijiudebaoyuzhongyuqingpenerxia，doudadeyudianmengliediqiaojizhebolichuang，fachupilipaladeshengxiang，
xiangshizaiweitabengtadeshijiezouxiangaile。jiazhi？biaoyan？yuanlai，zishizhizhong，
tadouzhishiyimeiyonglaizaizhengzhuguilaiqian，zanshiweijietapianzhiqinggandeqizi。rujinzhengzhuguilai，tazheimeiqizi，
liantuichangdouyaoanzhaotaxiehaodejuben，yanwanzuihouyichangxiurudexima。jiefengyan……tajihukeyixiangxiang，
neijianghuishizenyangyichanggongkaidechuxing。juewang，xiangbinglengdechaoshui，jiangtachediyanmei。
diliuzhangjiefengyan（shang）yanhuishezaixieshijituanqixiazuidingjidejiudianyanhuiting，shuijingdengrutongqingxiedexinghe，
jiangmeiyigejiaoluodouyingzhaodecuicanshenghui。yixiangbinying，gongchoujiaocuo，zheizuochengshidemingliujihuxishudaochang，
jishiweijiangjiaqianjinjiefeng，gengshiduixieyanchentaidudeyizhongkuitan。ruanshutongdaodeshihou，
xieyanchenzhengyujiweishangjiejubotanxiaofengsheng。tajinwanchuanzheyutalifutongsexideshenhuisexizhuang，jinguijuao，
shiquanchangwuyongzhiyidejiaodian。ertabeiwanli，wanzhedezhengshichuanzheyishenyueguangbaiyedizhangqundejianglinyue。
tazhenrenbizhaopianshanggengduomu。jifucibai，wuguanjingzhidewuketiaoti，bojingxiuzhang，zitaiyouya。
taweiweicetoutingzhexieyanchenyurenjiaotan，zuijiaoqinzheqiadaohaochudeweixiao，yanshenmingliangerzixin，
yuxieyanchenzhanzaiyiqi，wanruyiduibiren，tianshengjiugairuciyaoyan。ruanshutongdechuxian，
xiangyikexiaoshizitourupingjingdehumian，shunjianxiyinlebushaotanjiudemuguang。
tachuanzhexieyanchenrangrensonglaideneijianxiangbinselifu，zhuangrongdeti，
shenzhikeyimofanglejifenshouceshangjilude、jianglinyueguanyouderouheshentai。dantanengganjuedao，
neixiemuguangdaizhebijiao、shenshi，yijiyisibuyichajuedelianmin。tatingzhibeiji，nuliweichizhezhending，
yibubuchaoneiduiguangmangwanzhangdenannvzouqu。xieyanchendemuguangzaitazoujinshi，dandandisaoleguolai，
meiyourenhewendu，xiangshizaiquerenyijianwupinshifouzhunshidaowei。erjianglinyue，zezaitazhandinghou，
caifangfoganggangzhuyidaotayiban，jiangshixiantouxiangta。neishuangyuruanshutongjiweixiangsideyanjingli，
daizheyizhongjugaolinxiade、wenhededaliang。“yanchen，zheiweijiushiruan**ba？
”jianglinyuedeshengyinguoranrushoucesuoji，shuhuanrouhe，weiyindaizheyidiantianshengderuannuo。“ng。
”xieyanchenyingleyisheng，suanshijieshao。jianglinyueweixiaozhexiangruanshutongshenchushou，zitaiwuketiaoti：“ruan**，
nihao，jingchangtingyanchentiqini。xiexienizheixieshiri……zhaoguta。”tadehuayudeti，
danneigeweimiaodetingdun，yiji“zhaogu”zheigeci，quexiangyigenxizhen，jingzhundiciruleruanshutongdexinkou。
fangfotaruanshutong，zhishiyigezanshizhaoliaonanzhurende、wuzuqingzhongdeyongren。ruanshutongshenchushouyutaqingqingyiwo，
zhijianbingliang。“jiang**，jiuyang。”tanulirangzijideshengyintingqilaipingjingwubo。
jianglinyuedemuguangzaitalianshangliuzhuan，zuihoudinggezaitadeyanjingshang，xiaorongyufawenwandongren：“ruan**deyanjing，
zhenshipiaoliang，hewoyiweiguren，zhenyoujifenshensini。”zheihuarutongjinglei，zairuanshutongerbianzhakai。
tashizaitixingtatishendeshenfen？haishiyiyousuozhi？zhouweidekongqisihudouningzhilejifen，
bushaorendoushuqileerduo。ruanshutongganjuedaoxieyanchendemuguangyeluozailezijishenshang，
daizheyisibuyichajuedejinggao。tazhidaozijiyinggaishuncong，yinggaixiangzhiqianyiyang，
banyanhaoneigewenshunde、meiyoulinghundetishen。danxiongqianglineiguyayiletaijiudequruhefennu，
zaicikexiongyongdizhuoshaozhetadelizhi。takanzhejianglinyueneiwanmeiwuxiadexiaorong，
kanzhexieyanchenneibinglengdejinggaoyanshen，
naohailishanguoneizhangbeisisuiyouzhanhedejiuzhaopian……tahuranqingqingxiaoleyixia，taiqiyan，
yingshangjianglinyuedemuguang，yuqiyijiubaochizhebiaomianderouhe，queduoleyisinanyiyanyudeyiwei：“shima？
kenengmeilideyanjingzongyouxiangsizhichuba。buguo，yanshenlidedongxi，queshisheiyemofangbulaide，jiang**，
ninshuoduima？”jianglinyuewanmeidexiaorongjibukechadijiangleyixia。xieyanchendemeitouweicu，
kanxiangruanshutongdeyanshenli，jinggaogengshen，danyefeikuaidilveguoyisijidande……yayi。tasihumeiliaodao，
zheizhiyizhiwenshunchenmodetuzi，huizaizheigeshihou，luchuruciyinhuiquejianruidezhuazi。ruanshutongbuzaikantamen，
weiweihanshou：“shipeiyixia。”ranhou，zhuanshenchaozhecantaidefangxiangzouqu，beijitingdebizhi，
jiangneixiefuzademuguangjinshupaozaishenhou。tadeshouzaiweiweifadou，bushiyinweihaipa，
ershiyinweiyizhongpofuchenzhoubandejidong。tazhidao，zheizhishikaishi。neijuyiyousuozhidehua，
shitaweixiaoerwulidefanji。erzhenzhengdefengbao，huoxuhaizaihoumian。
xieyanchenbuhuiqingyifangguotade“bupeihe”。taduanqiyibeixiangbin，
bingliangdebeibiyewufahuanjietashouxindezhuore。tazhanzairenqundebianyuan，kanzhezhongxindidaineiduiyaoyandenannv，
ganjuezijixiangyigebeigejuezaibolizhaowaidepangguanzhe。jiuzaizheishi，
