kanguowuchengzai《tishenyunqidalianmaopaibaiyueguang》huirangnizhongxinrenshixiandaiyanqingleixingdexiaoshuo，zhujiaoweifujingshenlinxiaomanxiaoshuomiaoshudeshi:beirenyongdaopianguadiaole。“nizaiganshenme？”binglengdeshengyinzaitoudingzhakai，wohedeyiduosuo。fujingshenzhanzaimenkou，xizhuangbiting，yanshenyinzhi。“wo……”wohuang……
weilejiuzhongbingdemuqin，woqianxiatishenhetong，chenglefujingshenbaiyueguangdeyingzi。tabawodangbaiyueguangdetishen，
lengyanjifengwodongshixiaopin，quebuzhiwozangzhezenyangdemimi。dangtadebaiyueguangbahongjiupozaiwoqunshangshi，
womozheyunduxiaole...sangeyuehoubaoyuye，woshuaichuqinzijiandinghedangniandejiumingzhengju，
kanzhefujingshenguizaichanfangwaifafeng。“fuzong，nidebaiyueguang...shitoulaide。
”【1】yiyuandexiaodushuiweiqiangdewohoulongfajin。wozuanzhejiaofeidandunzaizoulangjiaoluo，
shouzhijihuyaobaneizhangzhikoupo。"wanqiweiai，shoushufeisanshiwan。"hushidehuaxiangyipenbingshui，
bawocongtoudaojiaojiaolegetou。"xiaoxia！"wangshendedasangmenzaizoulangzhakaishi，wochadianbajiaofeidanrouchengtuan。
tacaizhesuliaotuoxie"padapada"chongguolai，
ranchengzihongsedejuanfasuizhedongzuoluanzhan："shenzijinizhaolegehaochashi！fushijituandezongcaiyaozhaogeren，
yuexinwuwan！"wodingzhejiaofeidanshang"30tianneicunrushoushufei"dehongchuo，zhijiaqiajinzhangxin："shenmegongzuo？
"wangshenturanyadishengyin，penzhejiucaiweidetuomoxingzi："dangtishen。
"fushidashadingcengdebolimuqiangyingzhexiyang，huangderenzhengbukaiyan。wosuozaizhenpishafali，
qipaolingkouledechuanbuguoqi——zheishiwangshenyingsaijiwode，shuoshi"yaoyounvrenwei"。mensuo"kada"yixiang，
heisexizhuangbaoguodegaodashenyingxiezhelengfengchuangjinlai。"taitou。"nanrendeshengyinxiangjinlebingchazi。
woxiayishiyangqilian，zhengduishangyishuangyingsunbandeyanjing。fujingshendanshouchesonglingdai，
muguangxiangdaozisideguaguowodemeiyan，turanlengxiaoyisheng："queshixiang。""fuzong，
hetong......"wosangzifagan。tashuaiguolaiyitazhi，gangbi"dong"dizazaichajishang："qianzi，
jinwanbanjinfuzhai。"wocongcongsaoguotiaokuan，zhijianturandunzaidiqitiao："xuyaosuishipeihezhitijiechu？
""zenme，xianzang？"fujingshenturanfushenchengzhushafafushou，songmuxianghunzheyapoganpumianerlai，
"linxiaomanxiageyuehuiguo，zaizheizhiqian，niyaoxuehuizenmedanggehegedeyanpin。
"taxiuzhangdeshouzhihuaguowosuogu，zailingkoutingzhu："youqishizheikezhi——"womengdidadiaotadeshou。
qingcuidebazhangshengzaibangongshizhakaishi，woliangdoulengzhule。fujingshenzuolianfanzhehongyin，
yanshenquexiangfaxianleliewudelang："piqidaoshibitalie。"tamantiaosilidijiekaixiukou："meiyuezaijiawuwan。
"jiaofeidanshangdehongchuozaiyanqianhuangdong。wozhuaqigangbi，bijianchuopolezhiye。banjiashiwocaizhidaoshenmejiaoquru。
fujingshendezhulibaolaiyiduibaiqunzi，quanshilinxiaomandechima。"mingtiankaishichuanzheixie。"shipindianhuali，
fujingshenlianyanpidoumeitai，"batoufaranchenglise，mingtianyouzaoxingshishangmen。
"wozuanzheshoujideshouzhifadou："hetonglimeixieyaogaifaxing！""weiyuejinbashiwan。"taxialekoukafei，
"huozhenixianzaigunchuqu？"jingzilidewoxianggeliezhiwanou。dangzaoxingshidiwucichetengwodetoupishi，
fujingshenturantuimenjinlai。taqiazhewohoujingbiwokanjingzi："xiaoyige。"wochedongzuijiao，
jingziliderenluchubikuhainankandebiaoqing。"**huiqi。"tashuaikaiwo，
zhuanshenshixifuxiabaisaodaoyipingranfaji。anhongseyetipozaitaxuebaichenshanshang，xiangyitanganhedexue。shenye，
wobeileishengjingxing。yudianpilipalazazaifuzhaideliuliwashang，womoheiquchufangzhaoshuihe。
erloushufangtouchuhunhuangdeguang，guishishenchadi，wotuikailexuyandemen。tanmujuzuidicengdechoutimeiguanyan。
fanhuangdezhaopianshang，shisuidexiaonvhaichuanzhesuihuaqun，xiongkouheranzhuizhezhushazhi。
wohunshenxueyeshunjianninggu——neishiwoqisuinishuiqiandedaban。"sheizhunnijinlaide？
"fujingshendeshengyinzaishenhouzhaxiang，wohuangmangbazhaopiansaihuiqu，zhuantouzhengzhuangshangtafanzhexuesideyanjing。
tayibaqiazhuwoshouwananzaiqiangshang，
jiuqipenzaiwoerpan："yanpinjiugaiyouyanpindezijue......"lingkou"cila"yishengliekai。
wopinmingzhengzhajian，turanpiejiantachangkaidechenshanlingkou，zaiyuwoxiongkouganguanduichengdeweizhi，
heranyinzhetongyangdezhushazhi。【2】womengdituikaifujingshen，xiongkoujulieqifu。
tadechenshanlingkoubeiwochedegengkai，neikezhushazhizaidengguangxiagewaiciyan——hewodeyimoyiyang，
lianweizhidoufenhaobucha。"ni......"woshengyinfazhan，naoziliyipianhunluan。
fujingshendeyanshenzhouranlenglexialai，tayibakouzhuwodeshouwan，
lidaodadejihuyaoniesuigutou："sheizhunniluanfanwodedongxi？""womeifan！"wozhengzhazhe，
ketadeliqidadeheren，"wozhishi......""zhishishenme？"talengxiao，
muguangsaoguochangkaidechouti，limiandezhaopianhailuzheyijiao，"yigetishen，yepeipengtadedongxi？""ta？
"wohuxiyizhi，"linxiaoman？"fujingshenmeihuida，zhijiezhuaizhewowangwaituo。woliangqiangzhegenlejibu，
jiaohuaizhuangzaimenkuangshang，tengdewodaochouyikoulengqi。"congjintianqi，buzhunjinshufang。"tashuaikaiwo，
shengyinlengdexiangbing，"zaiyouxiaci，hetongzuofei。"wofuzheqiangzhanwen，xinzangkuangtiao。neizhangzhaopianshangdexiaonvhai，
mingmingshiwoxiaoshihoudeyangzi......kefujingshenweishenmehuiyou？diertianyizao，wobeiqiaomenshengjingxing。
"shen**，fuzongrangninhuanhaoyifu，banxiaoshihouchufa。"guanjiadeshengyingezhemenbanchuanlai，haowuganqing。
worouzhetaiyangxuezuoqishen，zuowandehunluanjiyihaizainaozilipanxuan。chuangtoufangzheyitaozhanxindebaiselianyiqun，
leisihuabian，tianmeideciyan。wozuanjinqunzi，buliaozaizhangxinzhouchengyituan。banxiaoshihou，
wochuanzheneijianbaiqunzhanzaifujingshenmianqian。tazuozaicanzhuoqianhekafei，xizhuangbiting，meiyanlengjun，
fangfozuowandeshikongcongweifashengguo。"toufa。"tatouyebutai，yuqidanmo。woyaoleyaochun："wobuhuiran。
""bushirangniran。"tazhongyutaiyankanwo，muguangxiangdaoziyiyangguaguolai，"zhaqilai，tabuxihuanpizhe。
"woshenxiyikouqi，taishoubazhangfawanqi。fujingshendingzhewodedongzuo，yanshenjianjianbiandehuianbuming。"xiangle。
"tadishengdao，xiangshizaiziyanziyu。woxiongkoufamen，zhijiaqiajinzhangxin："fuzong，wozhishiqianlehetong，
bushimaishen。"tafangxiakafeibei，beidizaicipanshangkechuqingcuideshengxiang："youqubiema？"woyezhu。
fujingshenzhanqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo："jintianlinjiawanyan，nizhixuyaoanjingdizhanzaiwopangbian，bieduohua。
"wozuanjinqunbai："ruguowobuquni？"taqingxiaoyisheng，congxizhuangneidaichouchuyizhangzhipiao，
qingpiaopiaodifangzaizhuoshang。wushiwan，wodingzheneigeshuzi，houlongfajin。
"womadeshoushufei......""jinwanbiaoxianhao，zheijiushidingjin。"tadandandao，"fouze，
nimingtianjiukeyigunchufuzhai。"linjiadeyanhuitingjinbihuihuang，shuijingdenghuangderenyanjingteng。
wowanzhefujingshendeshoubei，hunshenjiangying。zhouweidemuguangxiangzhenyiyangzhaguolai，qieqiesiyushengbuduan。
"neijiushifuzongdexinhuan？zhangdezhenxianglin**......""tingshuoshigetishen，weileqianshenmedoukenzuo。
"wozhijianfaleng，fujingshenquefangfomeitingjian，mianwubiaoqingdidaizhewowangqianzou。"jingshen！
"yidaotiannidenvshengturancongshenhouchuanlai。wohaimeihuitou，jiuwendaoyigunongyudemeiguixiangshuiwei。xiayimiao，
yigechuanzhefenselifudenvrenzhijiejidaowoqianmian，qinnidiwanzhufujingshendelingyizhigebo。
"nizenmecailaiya？"tasajiaosidehuanglehuangtadeshoubei，yanjingquexienizhewo，"zheiweishi？
"fujingshenmeituikaita，yuqishenzhirouhelejifen："xiaoman，zheishishenzhixia。"linxiaoman，
wozhongyukanqinglezheiwei"baiyueguang"delian。jingzhidexiangyangwawa，meiyanjian......hewoyouqifenxiangsi。
linxiaomanshangxiadaliangwo，turanxiaole："jingshen，nizhaodetishenhaitingyongxin。"tashenshouxiangpengwodelian，
woxiayishihoutuiyibu。"duoshenme？"tatiaomei，yuqitianzhen，yanshenqueleng，"yigeyanpin，
yeganjiwobailianse？"fujingshenzhoulezhoumei，quemeishuohua。linxiaomandeyidigouchun，turancoujinwoerbian，
yongzhiyouwomennengtingjiandeshengyinshuo："niyiweichuanshangbaiqunzijiunengqudaiwo？
fujingshenzheibeizidouzhihuiaiwoyige。"wosisiqiazhuzhangxin，zhijiaxianjinrouli。jiuzaizheishi，
shiyingshengduanzhexiangbinjingguo，linxiaomanturan"aiya"yisheng，zhenggerenwangwoshenshangdao——"huala！
"zhengbeihongjiupozaiwoxiongqian，xuebaidequnzishunjianranchengcimudehongse。quanchangjijing。linxiaomanwuzhezui，
yilianwugu："duibuqiya，wobushiguyide~"fujingshenzhongyudongle。tatuoxiaxizhuangwaitao，
quezaixiayimiao——pizailelinxiaomanjianshang。"biezheliang。"tadishengdao，yanshenwenroudeciyan。wozhanzaiyuandi，
hongjiushunzhequnbaidiluo，xiangxueyiyangcimu。zhouweixiangqidididechaoxiaosheng。"kana，
tishenjiushitishen......""zibuliangli。"wotaitou，zhengduishangfujingshendemuguang。
tayanlimeiyouyisibodong，fangfowozhishigewuguanjinyaodemoshengren。huidaofuzhai，wozhijiechongjinyushi，
baneitiaoranhongdequnzirengjinlajitong。reshuichongshuazaishenshang，pifubeitangdefahong，kewohaishijuedeleng。
jingziliderenyankuangtonghong，xianggekexiaodeshibaizhe。wotaishoucadiaowuqi，turanlengzhu——xiongkouneikezhushazhi，
zaishuiqizhongyufaqingxi。ercike，wozhongyuxiangqiqisuineinian，neigebeiwojiushangandenanhai，
xiongkou......yeyoutongyangdeyinji。【3】reshuichongshuazhewodeshenti，
xiongkouneikezhushazhizaiwuqizhongruoyinruoxian。qisuineinian，wozaihebianjiuguoyigenishuidenanhai。taliansecanbai，
xiongkouyouyikehewoyimoyiyangdezhushazhi。houlaiwofalegaoshao，xinglaihoujiyimohu，
zhijideyourenbawosongquleyiyuan……nandaoneigenanhaishifujingshen？womengdiguandiaolinyu，xinzangkuangtiao。
ruguozhenshita，neilinxiaomanyousuanshenme？diertian，wodingzheheiyanquanxialoushi，fujingshenyijingchumenle。
guanjiadijiwoyigexinfeng：“fuzongfenfu，rangninqurenheyiyuanquyifenziliao。”“shenmeziliao？
”“buqingchu。”guanjiamianwubiaoqing，“sijiyijingzaidengle。”woniezhexinfeng，xinliyinyuejuedebuduijing。
fujingshenzenmehuituranrangwoquyiyuan？renheyiyuandanganshiyinlengchaoshi，guanliyuanshigedailaohuajingdetudinglaotou。
“shen**？”tatuiletuiyanjing，“fuzongdaguozhaohule，zheishininyaodeershinianqiandejijiujilu。
”wojieguofanhuangdedangandai，shouzhiweiweifadou。1998nian7yue15ri，nishuiqiangjiujilu。
huanzhexingming：fujingshen。jijiurenyuan：shenzhixia（7sui）。wodehuxishunjiantingzhi。fandaozuihouyiye，
fuzheyizhangtunsedezhaopian：hunshenshitoudexiaonvhaidunzaibingchuangbian，zhengjihunmidenanhaicalian。neishiwo。
erzhaopianbeimian，yourenyonggangbixieleyixingxiaozi：【jiumingzhien，cishengbuwang。
——fujingshen】zijiyijingmohu，danyirannengkanchushihaitongdebiji。“zheifendangan……”wosangzifagan，
“chulewo，haiyousheikanguo？”laotouyanshenshanshuo：“zheigema……lin**sannianqianlaiguoyici。”linxiaoman？
！womengdizhanqishen，dangandai“pa”didiaozaidishang。yizhangbianqianzhipiaochulai，
shangmiandayinzheyixingzi：【xiangzhidaozhenxiang，jinwan8dianlaifeicuixiang18hao。——zhangyisheng】huidaofuzhai，
wozhijiechongjinshufang。fujingshendeshujushangsuole，danzuidicengdechoutihainenglakaiyitiaofeng。wopazaidishang，
yongfakabononglebantian，zhongyugouchuneizhangzhaopian——zhaopianbeimian，yuanbenyinggaixiezhepaisheriqidedifang，
beirenyongdaopianguadiaole。“nizaiganshenme？”binglengdeshengyinzaitoudingzhakai，wohedeyiduosuo。
fujingshenzhanzaimenkou，xizhuangbiting，yanshenyinzhi。“wo……”wohuangmangbazhaopiansaihuiqu，
quebeitayibakouzhushouwan。“sheizhunnipengzheige？”talidaodadeheren，wotengdedaochoulengqi。
“zheizhangzhaopianshangderenshiwo！”wotuokouerchu，“qisuineinianshiwojiuleni！linxiaomantoulewodeshenfen！
”fujingshentongkongzhousuo，danxiayimiaojiuhuifulengmo：“sahuang。”tashuaikaiwo，
congpijialichouchuyizhangzhaopianshuaizaiwolianshang：“xiaomanyouwosongtadeyupei，niyouma？”zhaopianshang，
shisuidelinxiaomanbozishangguazheyimeifeicuiyupei——zhengshidangnianwojiuwanrenhoudiushideneikuai！
wohunshenfaleng：“zheibukeneng……”“goule。”fujingshendaduanwo，yanshenyane，
“zairangwofaxiannitoufandongxi，jiugunchufujia。”tashuaimenerqu，wotanzuozaidishang，naoziliyipianhunluan。
yupeizenmehuidaolinxiaomanshouli？wanshang7:50，wozhanzaifeicuixiangkou。zheitiaolaojieludenghunan，
18haoshijianpojiudezhongyiguan。wotuimenjinqushi，tongling“dingdang”yixiang。“shen**？
”liwuzouchugebaifalaoren，“woshizhangyisheng，dangnianfuzefujingshendeqiangjiu。
”tadijiwoyifenbingli：“linxiaomandefuqinmaitongyiyuan，cuangailedangan。zhenzhengdejiumingenrenshini。
”wozhandouzhefankaibingli，
zaizuihouyiyekandaoyizhanghuayandan——【huanzhefujingshenxuexing：abxing】“zheiyoushenmewenti？”wotaitouwen。
zhangyishengtanqi：“linxiaomanshioxingxue，genbenbukenengjiabxingdefujingshenshuxue。ernishiabxing。
”womengdixiangqidanganlideshuxuejilu。dangnianxiaofujingshenshixueguoduo，shiwojitashudexue！
“fujingshenzhidaoma？”“tazhizhidaoxiaoman‘jiu’leta。”zhangyishengyaotou，“linjiashilida，
meirenganshuozhenhua。”wozuanjinbingli，xiongkoujulieqifu。turan，yiguanhoumen“peng”dibeizhuangkai！
sangebiaoxingdahanchongjinlai，weishoudeningxiao：“laoyezi，lin**rangwomenlai‘xiexie’ninduoguanxianshi！
”zhangyishengliansedabian，yibajiangwotuixiangcemen：“pao！”woliangqiangzhechongjinxiaoxiang，
shenhouchuanlaizadongxidejuxianghelaorendecanjiao。gangguaiguowan，yidaocimudechedengzhisheguolai，
heisemaibahehengzailuzhongyang，chechuangjiangxia，luchufujingshenlengjundecelian。“shangche。”wojiangzaiyuandi。
tazenmehuizaizheili？【4】chedengcidewozhengbukaiyan，fujingshendelianzaiyinyinglihuianbuming。
shenhouchuanlaidazashenghezhangyishengdetonghu，wozuanjinbingliben，zhijiajihuyaochuopozhizhang。"shangche。
"fujingshenyouzhongfuleyibian，shengyinlengdexiangbing。woyaoyalakaichemen，
gangzuojinqujiuwendaonongzhongdexuexingwei——tadeyoushouhukoulieledaokouzi，xianxueshunzhefangxiangpanwangxiadi。
"nishoushangle？"woxiayishishenshou。tamengdiduokai："biepengwo。"maibaheyigejizhuanchongchuxiaoxiang，
woetou"dong"dizhuangzaichechuangshang。touguohoushijing，neijigedashouzhengmamalieliedizhuichulai。"xianquandai。
"fujingshenyijiaoyoumen，chesushunjianbiaodao120ma。wosisizhuazhefushou："nizenmehuizainei？
""genzongni。"tadadegancui，"congnijinyiyuankaishi。"xinzangmengdiyichen，
wohuangmanganzhubaolidebingli："nidoukandaole？"hongdengliangqi，chezijicha。
fujingshenturanzhuanshenqiazhuwoxiaba，qiangpowotaitoukanta："shenzhixia，nichuxinjilvdiaochazheixie，
daodixiangyaoshenme？"tademuzhianzaiwochunshang，lidaodadefateng。xuexingweicuanjinbiqiang，
buzhidaoshitadehaishiwode。"woyaozhenxiang！"wozhengkaita，"linxiaomantoulewodeshenfen，
nixiongkouneikezhijiushizheng——""goule！"tayiquanzazaifangxiangpanshang，labafachuciermingdi，
"xiaomanxiazhouhuilai，nizuihaoanfendian。"woqidehunshenfadou，zhuaqibinglibenshuaizaitalianshang："nizijikan！
