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zheibenwohuashizuosi，fanpaibawoduzaiqiangjiaoqinxiedehaoweimiaoweiqiao。gushiqingjieyihuankouyihuanyinrenrusheng！bazhurengongshenjingciguyanchenkehuadelinlijinzhi，keweiyibenhaoshu！kanleyiyouweijin！neirongjingxuan：meiyicixunhuan，tadetongkujiujiashenyifen。zhidaozheiyici，tameiyouzaidengwosi，tatiqianhuilaile。……6jiyiboliwomengdizhengkaiyan，yingruyanliandeshiyiyuancan……

精彩章节

wochuanshule，chenglenanzhuzaosidebaiyueguang，renwushizaitamianqianbeichezhuangsi，huanquyiyijiangjin。

zheishiwojingjingyeyezouqingjiededisangeyue。wozhanzaimaluzhongyang，hanqingmaimaidikanzhejieduimiandenanzhu，

jiudengyiliangkachesongwohuixianshishijie。kebengaizaiguowaidefanpaigegeturanchuxian，fenglezhengtiaolu，

jiangwocongsishenmianqianlinhuilai，yaoyaqiechidiwen：「xiangsi？niwenguowomeiyou？」

xitongzaiwonaozilifachutuboshubandejianjiao。【jingbao！jingbao！qingjieyanzhongpianli！

fanpaidalaoshenjingcizenmetiqianhuiguole？！】wobeishenjingcizuanzheshouwan，lidaodadexiangshiyaoniesuiwodegutou。

taneizhangdiandaozhongshengdelianshang，cikefuzheyicenghanshuang，qiheideyanmoulishiyayide、jijiangpenbodenuhuo。

jieduimian，benshunanzhuguyanchenzhengyiliancuoedikanzhewomen。anzhaoyuanqingjie，tahuimuduwobeikachezhuangfei，

ranhoubaozhewozhujianbinglengdeshiti，beitongyujue，congcijiangwozheimobaiyueguangkezaixinshang，

weihouxutazhaotishennvzhudeqingjiemaixiafubi。kexianzai，kachemeilai，fandaolailetadesiduitou，

yejiushiwomingyishangdegege——shenjingci。「shenjingci，ninongtengwole。」woshituzhengzha。tafeidanmeisong，

fanerzuandegengjin，jihushituozhewosaijinleneiliangtingzailubiandelaosilaisili。chemen「peng」diyishengguanshang，

gejueleguyanchentanjiudeshixian。【suzhu！xiangxiangnideyiyijiangjin！bunenggentazou！kuaixiache，

womenzaizhaojihuisiyici！】xitonghaizaiwonaozhongpaoxiao。wodangranxiangxiache。keshenjingcijiuzuozaiwopangbian，

qiangdadeyapoganjihurangwozhixi。tayiyanbufa，zhishipiantoukanzhewo，

neiyanshenxiangshizaishenshiyijianshierfudequeyoubiantilinshangdezhenbao，daizhedianwobudongde、chentongdepianzhi。

「weishenme？」tazhongyukaikou，shengyinshayadelihai，「weishenmeyaoxunsi？」woxintouyigeng，xijingfuti，

yankuangshunjianjiuhongle。「ge，nibuzhidao，guyanchenta……tayaogenwofenshou。」

zheishiwoweizijidesizhunbeihaodeliyou，juezheng、yiwaidoutaimafan，weiqingsuokunzuijiandan。

shenjingcidemousechenlexiaqu。「jiuweita？」「woaita。」wochuixiatou，jichuliangdiyanlei，

kudechuchukelian。「aita？」shenjingcihuranxiaole，neixiaoyiquebibinghaileng，「aidaoyaoqusi？」

taqingshenguolai，yishouniezhuwodexiaba，qiangpowotaitoukanta。「hao，henhao。」tazhifumosuozhewodelianjia，

dongzuoqingrou，shuochudehuaquecuizhedu，「shennian，wodaoyaokankan，taguyanchenyoumeiyouzheigebenshi，

rangniweitasi。」2yushijinghunwobeishenjingcidaihuileshenjiabieshu。zheilishiwozhuleshijiniandedifang，

kecikequexiangyizuohualideqiulong。tameishoulewodeshouji，duanlewosuoyouduiwailianxidefangshi，

bingqiepailesigebaobiaoshouzaiwodefangmenkou。meiqimingyue，pawoxiangbukai。【suzhu，

siwangrenwushixianqishierxiaoshi，daojishikaishi。】xitongbinglengdejixieyinxiangqi，【renwushibai，

suzhujiangbeimosha。】wo：「……」zheixitongbishenjingcihaihen。wokanzhechuangwaixiujianzhengqidehuayuan，

kaishisikaoxindesifa。jiranchehuobuxing，neiwojiuzhinengzijidongshoule。wanshang，wojiekouxizao，

fansuoleyushidemen。xitongweiwo**tuijian：【fangana：nibizaiyugangli，chenggonglv90%，zitaiyoumei。

fanganb：yongchuifengjichudian，chenggonglv99%，sizhuangkenengbutaihaokan，danxiaolvgao。】woxuanleb。

wojiangyugangfangmanshui，ranhounaqichuifengji，shenxiyikouqi，zhengzhunbeibachatouhewodeshouyiqirengjinshuili。

yushidemensuo，「ka」deyisheng，congwaimianbeidakaile。shenjingcichuanzheyishenheisesizhishuipao，

miansechenchendizhanzaimenkou。tadeshixianluozaiwoshoulidechuifengjishang，ranhouyouhuanhuanyidaomanshuideyugang，

zuihoudinggezaiwolianshang。neiyishunjian，tayanlidenuhuojihuyaojiangwoshaochenghuijin。「shennian！」

tayigejianbuchongguolai，duoxiawoshoulidechuifengji，henhenzazaidishang。chuifengjisifenwulie。

「nijiuzheimexiangsi？！」tazhuazhuwodejianbang，yongliyaohuang，yandibumanlehairendehongxuesi，

「weileyigeguyanchen，nijiuzheimezuojianziji？！」wobeitayaodetouyunyanhua，

zhinengshunzhetadehuayanxiaqu：「shi！wojiushiaita！meiyoutawohuobuxiaqu！niweishenmeyaohuilai？

niweishenmeburangwoqusi！」wodehuayingangluo，shenjingcideshentimengdiyijiang。tasisididingzhewo，

yanlidenuhuojianjiantunqu，querdaizhideshiyizhongjudade、jihunengjiangrenyanmeidebeishang。「nishuoshenme？」

tashengyindouzaidou，「wo……bugaihuilai？」kongqisiji。shenjingcisongkailewo，liangqiangzhehoutuileliangbu，

fangfoshoudaolejudadedaji。takanzhewo，yanshenmoshengyoutongku。「yuanlai，nizheimebuxiangwohuilai。」

woxinligedengyixia，ganjuezijihaoxiangshuocuolehua。danxidouyandaozheifenshangle，wozhinengyingzhetoupijixu。

「womeiyou……」「nimeiyou？」tazichaodigoulegouchun，「shennian，weileyigecairenshijigeyuedenanren，

niningyuanqusi，yebuyuanyijiandaowozheigegege？」tadezhiwenxiangyibachuizi，zadewoxinkoufamen。

wobuzhidaogaizenmehuida。yinweizaiyuanshudeshedingli，「shennian」heshenjingcisuiranshixiongmei，

danguanxibingbuqinjin。shenjingcichangnianzaiguowaituozhanshangyebantu，shichulemingdegongzuokuang，yinianyehuibulaiyici。

taduizheigemeimei，tanbushangduoshendeganqing。kexianzai，tazheifutongchexinfeidemoyang，youshizenmehuishi？

【jingbao！renwuqingganluojichuxianyanzhongpiancha！】xitongyoukaishijiaole。

wofanzaodizaixinlihuileyiju：【bizui！】shenjingcimeizaibiwenwo，zhishishenshendikanlewoyiyan，

zhuanshenlikaileyushi。neibeiying，xiaoseyouguji。wodediyicizishajihua，xuangaoshibai。diertian，

wofanglidesuoyoudianqidoubeichezoule，chuanghubeidingsi，liancanjudouhuanchengleruanguijiaode。

shenjingcishitielexinyaodujuewoyiqiezicandekeneng。wotangzaichuangshangzhuangsi，jueshi**。nvyongduanlaidefancai，

woyikuaizidoumeidong。daolewanshang，shenjingciqinziduanzheyiwanzhoujinlaile。「qilaichifan。」taminglingdao。

wobalianmaijinbeizili，bulita。tachenmolepianke，bawanfangxia，zhijieshangshoulaixianwodebeizi。

wosisizhuaizhebeijiao，hetazhankaileyichanglajuzhan。zuihou，tasihushinaixinhaojinle，

zhijielianrendaibeibawobaoleqilai，fangzaituishang。「zhangzui。」tayaoleyishaozhou，didaowozuibian。

wopiantouduokai。tayebunao，lingyizhishouniezhuwodelianjia，qiangxingbazhouweilejinlai。wozhengzhazhe，

zhoushuisadedaochudoushi。「shennian！」tazhongyunule，shengyinlidaizheyisibuyichafudezhandou，

「nifeiyaozheimezhemowoma？」wolengzhule。zhemota？woxunsi，guantashenmeshi？

3huzhongqiushengjiexialaidejitian，shenjingcijihushicunbubulidishouzhewo。tabuqugongsi，

suoyougongzuodoubandaolejialichuli。wozoudaona，tajiugendaona，yanshenxiangcuiledudedingzi，

sisididingzaiwoshenshang。wolianshanggecesuo，tadouyaoshouzaimenkou。【suzhu，

julirenwushixianhaishengershisixiaoshi。】wokuaifengle。zheitianxiawu，wojiazhuangzaihuayuanlisanbu，

chenbaobiaobuzhuyi，yitoujiuchaopangbianderengonghuzhaleguoqu。jieguo，jiaohaimeizhandaoshui，

jiubeirenconghoumianlanyaobaozhu。shenjingcideshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi，youjiyounu：「niyouyaoganshenme！」

wobeitaledechuanbuguoqi，pinmingzhengzha：「nifangkaiwo！rangwoqusi！」「bukeneng！」tabawotuohuiketing，

rengzaishafashang。ranhou，tadangzhewodemian，botongleyigedianhua。「baguyanchenjiwojiaoguolai。」

woxinliyijing。tayaoganshenme？banxiaoshihou，guyanchenlaile。takandaowo，xianshiyileng，

suijilianshangluchudanyoudeshense：「niannian，nihaihaoma？shenjingciyoumeiyouduinizenmeyang？」

wohaimeilaidejishuohua，shenjingcijiulengxiaoyisheng。「guzonglaidezhenghao。」taqiaozheerlangtui，

zitaiyonglanyouweixian，「womeimeiweilenixunsimihuo，nishuo，zheibizhangwomengaizenmesuan？」

guyanchendelianseshunjianbianle。takanxiangwo，yanshenlichongmanlenanyizhixin：「niannian，ni……」woyaozhechun，

dianlediantou，yanxiyan**。guyanchendebiaoqingcongzhenjingbianchenglekuijiu，zaidaoxinteng。「duibuqi，niannian，

shiwobuhao。」tazouguolai，xianglawodeshou，「wobugaigennitifenshou，womenhehaoba，haobuhao？」

wokanzheta，xinlihaowubolan。zheijiushiyuanshudenanzhu，yigeyinweibaiyueguangdesierxinggedabiandebazong。

kexianzai，wohuodehaohaode。wozhengxiangzhegaizenmejujueta，cainengxiandegengqingshenyiqieyidian。

shenjingciqueturanzhanleqilai。tazoudaoguyanchenmianqian，jugaolinxiadikanzheta。「hehao？」tachixiaoyisheng，

mantiaosilidijiekaixiukou，wanqiyijiexiuzi，luchujieshidexiaobei，「nipingshenmejuede，

wohaihuibameimeijiaojinizheizhong**？」huayinweiluo，tayiquanjiuhuileguoqu。guyanchenbeidadepianguotou，

zuijiaolikejianlexue。「shenjingci！」wojianjiaozhechongguoqu，xiayishididangzaiguyanchenmianqian。

zheiwanquanshishentidebennengfanying。yinweizaiqingjieli，「shennian」shenaiguyanchen，weitachiweitakuang，

weitakuangkuangzhuangdaqiang。suoyiwobixubaohuta。shenjingcidequantoutingzaibankongzhong，

takanzhewohuzheguyanchendezitai，yanlideguangyidiandianximiele。

neishiyizhonghunzazheshiwang、baonuhejuewangdeyanshen，kandewoxintoufajin。「rangkai。」tashengyinlengdexiangbing。

「wobu！」wogengzhebozi，「nibuzhunshanghaita！」「hao。」shenjingcidiandiantou，shouhuilequantou，

tashenzhihaixiaolexiao，「zhenshiwodehaomeimei。」tazhuanshen，zhongxinzuohuishafashang，naqiyifenwenjian，

fangfogangcaineigebaonuhuiquanderenbushita。「guzong，」tatouyebutai，「jinilianggexuanze。yi，

likecongwoyanqianxiaoshi，yongyuanbiezaichuxianzainiannianmianqian。er，woranggushijituanzaijingchengxiaoshi。」

tadeyuqihenpingdan，quedaizheburongzhihuideweisheli。guyanchencalecazuijiaodexue，liansetieqing。tazhidao，

shenjingcishuodechu，jiuzuodedao。「niannian，」takanxiangwo，yanshenfuza，「nidengwo。」shuowan，

tashenshendikanlewoyiyan，zhuanshenlikaile。ketinglizhishengxiawoheshenjingci。haiyouneisiyibandejijing。

【gongxisuzhu，chenggongjinufanpaidalao，qingjiepianliduzengjia10%。】xitongturanchusheng，

【jiancedaofanpaidalaoheihuazhibiaosheng，qingsuzhuzhuyirenshenanquan。】wokanzheshenjingcineizhangmianwubiaoqingdelian，

xinliyoudianfamao。tabuhuizhendeyaonongsiwoba？wohaimeiwanchengrenwu，bunengsizaitashoulia！

jiuzaiwohusiluanxiangdeshihou，shenjingcifangxialewenjian。「guolai。」taduiwozhaolezhaoshou。woyouyuzhe，

momocengcengdizouguoqu。talazhuwodeshou，jiangwozhuaijintahuaili，rangwozuozaitadetuishang。

zheigezishitaiguoqinmi，wohunshenjiangying。「ge……」「xu。」tayongshouzhidizhuwodechun，

muguangyoushendikanzhewo，「niannian，nigaosuwo，nidaodixihuantashenme？」「ta……taduiwohenhao。」

wojiaojinnaozhidixiangliyou。「henhao？」shenjingcixiaole，zhifuqingqingmosuozhewodezuichun，

neiliganggangbeiguyanchendexuecengdaoleyidian，「weileta，lianmingdoubuyaole？」tadeqixipensazaiwolianshang，

wenreyouweixian。「niannian，nishibushijuede，gegenanimeibanfa？」「womeiyou……」「niyou。」

tadaduanwo，shengyindichenermeihuo，「niyongsilaiweixiewo，yongtaduinideneidianxuqingjiayilaicitongwo。」

「nichenggongle。」tadixiatou，zaiwoerbianqingshengshuo。「wozhenxiang……jiuzheimebaniguanqilai，

rangnizheibeizidoujianbudaota。」tadehuarangwomaogusongran。

【heihuazhi90%……95%……99%……】【jingbao！jingbao！fanpaidalaojijiangchediheihua！

】wohedeyigejiling，mengdituikaita。「shenjingci，nifengle！」tameishengqi，zhishihaozhengyixiadikanzhewo，

fangfozaixinshangyizhiluoruxianjingdeliewu。「dui，wofengle。」tachengrendetanran，

「congwojuedinghuilaideneiyikeqi，wojiufengle。」wokanzhetayandifanyongde、nongchourumodeqingxu，

diyicigandaolezhenzhengdekongju。zheigeshenjingci，heshulineigezhizhidaogaoshiye、duimeimeibuwenbuwendefanpai，

wanquanshilianggeren。tadaodixiangganshenme？4jianguozhishang【renwugengxin：qingsuzhuzaishierxiaoshinei，

yushenjingcimianqian，congbieshuerlouyangtaitiaoxia。】xitongyoujiwopaifalexindesiwangrenwu。

wokanzhebuyuanchudelouti，xinlipansuanzhechenggongdekenengxing。shenjingcisihukanchuanlewodexiangfa，tazhanqishen，

yibubuxiangwobijin。「biezaidongneixiewaixinsile，niannian。」tafushangwodelianjia，「zheigejiali，

suoyounengrangnishanghaidaozijidedifang，wodouchuliguole。」「baokuoneigeyangtai。」taxiaolexiao，

「wozhuanglezuigaojidefanghuwang，henjieshi，nidiaobuxiaqu。」wodexinchendaolegudi。zheigenanren，

jianzhimibutoufeng。「nidaodixiangzenmeyang？」wojuewangdiwen。「wobuxiangzenmeyang。」tabawoquanzaihuaili，

xiabadizhewodetouding，shengyinlidaizheyisipibei，「wozhixiangnihaohaohuozhe。」huozhe？wohuozhe，

jiunabudaoneiyiyijiangjin，jiuyaobeixitongmosha。wobixusi。dangwan，wochenzheshenjingciqushufangchuligongshi，

toutouliujinlechufang。jiranwuligongjibuxing，neijiushishihuaxuegongji。wojideyuanshulitiguo，「shennian」

duimouzhongjianguoyanzhongguomin，yanzhongdaokeyizhisi。wofanxiangdaoju，

zhongyuzaiyigejiaoluolizhaodaoleyiguanweikaifengdehunhejianguo。wozhualeyidaba，haobuyouyudisaijinzuili。

neigushuxide、lingrenzhixideganjueshunjianyongleshanglai。wodehoulongkaishifajin，huxibiandekunnan。

wofuzhechuju，ruanruandidaolexiaqu。zaiwoyishimohudezuihouyike，wokandaoshufangdemenbeimengdizhuangkai，

shenjingcifengleyiyangchaowochongguolai。talianshangshiwocongweijianguode、jizhidekonghuanghejuewang。「niannian！」

zheishiwotingdaodezuihouyijuhua。【gongxisuzhu，

renwuwanchengdu90%……95%……99%……】【jinggao！jiancedaoqianglieqiushengyizhi，

feisuzhubenren……zhengzaiqiangzhizhongduanrenwu……】【zhongduanshibai！jinggao！shijiexiankaishibengta！

】xitonghunluandetishiyinzaiwonaozhongzhakai，ranhou，wochedishiquleyishi。

5mengjinglunhuiwozuoleyigehenzhanghenzhangdemeng。mengli，wobushichuanshuzhe，wojiushishennian。ershenjingci，

yebushiwodegege。womenshiqingmeizhuma，shibicidechulian。mengliyouwushugechangjingsuipian。

youtazaitaohuashuxia，benzhuodijiwodaishangtayonggouweibacaobiandejiezhi。youtazaikaochangwai，dingzhelieridengwo，

shoulinazhebinghaodeqishui。yeyoutazaidaxuebiyedianlishang，dangzhesuoyourendemian，xiangwoqiuhun。neixiehuamian，

zhenshiderangwoxintong。kehoulai，yiqiedoubianle。yichangjingxincehuade「yiwai」，rangwomendefumushuangshuangshenwang。

weilebaohuwo，taweizaolewomendexiongmeiguanxi，jiangwohuzaiyuyizhixia，duziyirenmianduijiazudexingfengxueyu。

tabasuoyouwenroudoujilewo，quebasuoyouheiandouliujileziji。erwo，quezaibierendetiaoboxia，

jianjianyutashuyuan，aishangleneigechuxinjilvjiejinwodeguyanchen。zuihou，wosizaileneichangcehuahaodechehuoli。

wosihou，shenjingcifengle。tachaminglezhenxiang，yongzuicanrendeshouduan，rangsuoyoushanghaiguowoderendoufuchuledaijia，

baokuoguyanchen。ranhou，tazaiwomendetaohuashuxia，jieshulezijideshengming。mengdezuihou，

shiwujindeheianhexunhuan。woyiciyouyicidisizaichelunxia，ertayiciyouyicidizaiwosihou，zouxianghuimie。

meiyicixunhuan，tadetongkujiujiashenyifen。zhidaozheiyici，tameiyouzaidengwosi，tatiqianhuilaile。

……6jiyiboliwomengdizhengkaiyan，yingruyanliandeshiyiyuancanbaidetianhuaban。「niannian，nixingle？」

shenjingcideshengyinzaipangbianxiangqi，shayadebuchengyangzi。wozhuanguotou，kandaotazuozaichuangbian，

xiabashangquanshiqingsedehucha，yanwoshenxian，qiaocuidelihai。tajianwoxinglai，neishuangbumanhongxuesideyanjingli，

shunjianbengfachujudadekuangxi。「nizhongyuxingle……」tawozhuwodeshou，shengyingengyan，「hesiwole，niannian，

nizhendekuaihesiwole。」wokanzheta，menglineixiesixinliefeidetongchuhaicanliuzaixinjian。yanlei，

bushoukongzhididiaolexialai。「shenjingci……」wokaikou，shengyinyeshiyade。「wozai。」talikeyingdao，

jinjindiwozhewodeshou。「duibuqi。」woshuo。talengzhule。「weishenmeyaoshuoduibuqi？」「wobugai……」

wobugaiwangjini，bugaiaishangbieren，bugairangniyigerentongkuneimejiu。houmiandehua，womeishuochukou。

yinweiwokandao，tashenhoudebingfangmenbeituikai，guyanchenzoulejinlai。guyanchenkandaowoxingle，lianshangyeshiyixi，

dansuijiyoukandaowoheshenjingcijiaowodeshuangshou，meitouzhouleqilai。「niannian。」tajiaowo。

shenjingcideshentishunjianjinbeng，tadangzaiwomianqian，xiangyitouhushideyeshou，lenglengdidingzheguyanchen。「gunchuqu。

」guyanchenmeiyoulihuishenjingcidediyi，tademuguangyizhiluozaiwoshenshang。「niannian，wotingshuoniguominzhuyuanle，

henyanzhongma？」tadeguanxintingqilaizhenchengwubi。ruguowomeiyouzuoneigemeng，huoxuwohaihuibeitamengpian。

kexianzai，wozhijuedewubifengci。neigemengjingtaiguozhenshi，zhenshidaorangwokaishihuaiyi，

zheidaodishiyige「gushi」，haishiyigebeizuzhoude「xianshi」。「womeishi。」wozhengkaishenjingcideshou，

xiankaibeizixiangyaoxiachuang。「niganshenme？yishengshuonixuyaojingyang！」shenjingcianzhuwo。「woquyixiaxishoujian。

」wozhaolegejiekou。woxuyaolengjingyixia，liqingwohunluandesixu。

xitong、renwu、yiyijiangjin、chuanshu……haiyouneigebeishangde、xunhuanwangfudemeng。yiji，yanqianzheilianggenanren。

yigeshiwozaishulide「guanpei」，yigeshiwozaimenglide「airen」。wozoujinxishoujian，fansuolemen，

yonglengshuipolepolian。jingzili，daoyingchuyizhangcangbaiyoumoshengdelian。zheishi「shennian」delian，piaoliang、cuiruo，

xiangyiduowenshilidejiaohua。kewodelinghun，queshiyigeweileqiankeyihaobuyouyuqusideshechu。

【xitongzhongqichenggong。】binglengdejixieyinzaicixiangqi。【shijiexianxiufuzhong……xiufushibai。

jiancedaoweizhililiangganrao。】【suzhu，niderenwurengweiwancheng。youyuduocirenwushibai，

xitongjiangqidongchengfajizhi。】woxinliyichen：「shenmechengfa？」

【chengfaneirong：boduosuzhuyixiangzuizhenguidedongxi。】zuizhenguidedongxi？woyoushenmezhenguidedongxi？qianma？

wobenlaijiumeiqian。wohaimeilaidejixixiang，jiutingdaowaimianchuanlaizhengchaosheng。shishenjingciheguyanchen。「guyanchen，

wojinggaoni，litayuandian。」「shenjingci，nipingshenme？niannianaideshiwo！nizhishitagege，

niguandetaikuanle！」「gege？」shenjingcideshengyinlidaizheyisiguiyidexiaoyi，「nihenkuaijiuhuizhidao，

wodaodishibushitagege。」woxinligedengyixia，tuikaimenzoulechuqu。zhijianshenjingcishoulinazheyifenwenjian，

shuaizaileguyanchendelianshang。「kanqingchu，zheishishenme。」guyanchenlangbeidijiezhuwenjian，dakaiyikan，

lianseshunjianbiandecanbai。neishiyifendnajiandingbaogao。shangmianqingqingchuchudixiezhe，shennianheshenjingci，

wuxueyuanguanxi。zhenggebingfang，siyibandejijing。guyanchenniezheneifenbaogao，shoudouzaidou。

「bukeneng……zheibukeneng……」tanannanziyu，「nimenzenmekenengbushixiongmei？」「weishenmebukeneng？」

shenjingciyibububijinta，yanshenbinglengcigu，「dangnianshenjiachushi，wofumuweilebaozhuniannian，

duiwaixuanchengtashiwodeqinmeimei。zheimeduonian，suoyourendoubeimengzaiguli，baokuoni。」tameishuoyigezi，

guyanchendeliansejiubaiyifen。「suoyi，」shenjingcidezuijiaogouqiyimocanrendehudu，「wozhuiqiuta，

zhaoguta，tianjingdiyi。daoshini，guzong，niyousuangeshenmedongxi？」zheifanhua，xiangyijizhongchui，

henhenzazaiguyanchenxinshang，yezazaiwodexinshang。yuanlai，menglideyiqie，doushizhende。womenzhendebushixiongmei。

neichangsuoweide「yiwai」，yeshizhende。wokanxiangshenjingci，tadeyanshenyezhengkanzhewo，

neilimianyoutaiduowokanbudongdeqingxu，shenchendexiangyipianhai。guyanchenzhongyucongzhenjingzhonghuiguoshenlai，

tamengdikanxiangwo。「niannian，tashuodeshizhendema？」wozhanglezhangzui，quefabuchurenheshengyin。wodechenmo，

sihujiletadaan。tatongkudibishangyan，zaizhengkaishi，manshishoushanghebugan。「suoyi，nizhiqianshuodeaiwo，

doushijiade？nijiejinwo，zhishiweileliyongwo？」wo：「……」zheiweibazongdenaohuilu，guoranbutongfanxiang。

mingmingshitaxianchuxinjilvdijiejinwo，xianzaifandaodaodayipa。「shiyouruhe？」meidengwokaikou，

shenjingcijiutiwohuidale。tazoudaowoshenbian，zirandijiangwolanruhuaizhong，zhanyouyushizu。「wodeniannian，