wochuanshule，chenglenanzhuzaosidebaiyueguang，renwushizaitamianqianbeichezhuangsi，huanquyiyijiangjin。
zheishiwojingjingyeyezouqingjiededisangeyue。wozhanzaimaluzhongyang，hanqingmaimaidikanzhejieduimiandenanzhu，
jiudengyiliangkachesongwohuixianshishijie。kebengaizaiguowaidefanpaigegeturanchuxian，fenglezhengtiaolu，
jiangwocongsishenmianqianlinhuilai，yaoyaqiechidiwen：「xiangsi？niwenguowomeiyou？」
xitongzaiwonaozilifachutuboshubandejianjiao。【jingbao！jingbao！qingjieyanzhongpianli！
fanpaidalaoshenjingcizenmetiqianhuiguole？！】wobeishenjingcizuanzheshouwan，lidaodadexiangshiyaoniesuiwodegutou。
taneizhangdiandaozhongshengdelianshang，cikefuzheyicenghanshuang，qiheideyanmoulishiyayide、jijiangpenbodenuhuo。
jieduimian，benshunanzhuguyanchenzhengyiliancuoedikanzhewomen。anzhaoyuanqingjie，tahuimuduwobeikachezhuangfei，
ranhoubaozhewozhujianbinglengdeshiti，beitongyujue，congcijiangwozheimobaiyueguangkezaixinshang，
weihouxutazhaotishennvzhudeqingjiemaixiafubi。kexianzai，kachemeilai，fandaolailetadesiduitou，
yejiushiwomingyishangdegege——shenjingci。「shenjingci，ninongtengwole。」woshituzhengzha。tafeidanmeisong，
fanerzuandegengjin，jihushituozhewosaijinleneiliangtingzailubiandelaosilaisili。chemen「peng」diyishengguanshang，
gejueleguyanchentanjiudeshixian。【suzhu！xiangxiangnideyiyijiangjin！bunenggentazou！kuaixiache，
womenzaizhaojihuisiyici！】xitonghaizaiwonaozhongpaoxiao。wodangranxiangxiache。keshenjingcijiuzuozaiwopangbian，
qiangdadeyapoganjihurangwozhixi。tayiyanbufa，zhishipiantoukanzhewo，
neiyanshenxiangshizaishenshiyijianshierfudequeyoubiantilinshangdezhenbao，daizhedianwobudongde、chentongdepianzhi。
「weishenme？」tazhongyukaikou，shengyinshayadelihai，「weishenmeyaoxunsi？」woxintouyigeng，xijingfuti，
yankuangshunjianjiuhongle。「ge，nibuzhidao，guyanchenta……tayaogenwofenshou。」
zheishiwoweizijidesizhunbeihaodeliyou，juezheng、yiwaidoutaimafan，weiqingsuokunzuijiandan。
shenjingcidemousechenlexiaqu。「jiuweita？」「woaita。」wochuixiatou，jichuliangdiyanlei，
kudechuchukelian。「aita？」shenjingcihuranxiaole，neixiaoyiquebibinghaileng，「aidaoyaoqusi？」
taqingshenguolai，yishouniezhuwodexiaba，qiangpowotaitoukanta。「hao，henhao。」tazhifumosuozhewodelianjia，
dongzuoqingrou，shuochudehuaquecuizhedu，「shennian，wodaoyaokankan，taguyanchenyoumeiyouzheigebenshi，
rangniweitasi。」2yushijinghunwobeishenjingcidaihuileshenjiabieshu。zheilishiwozhuleshijiniandedifang，
kecikequexiangyizuohualideqiulong。tameishoulewodeshouji，duanlewosuoyouduiwailianxidefangshi，
bingqiepailesigebaobiaoshouzaiwodefangmenkou。meiqimingyue，pawoxiangbukai。【suzhu，
siwangrenwushixianqishierxiaoshi，daojishikaishi。】xitongbinglengdejixieyinxiangqi，【renwushibai，
suzhujiangbeimosha。】wo：「……」zheixitongbishenjingcihaihen。wokanzhechuangwaixiujianzhengqidehuayuan，
kaishisikaoxindesifa。jiranchehuobuxing，neiwojiuzhinengzijidongshoule。wanshang，wojiekouxizao，
fansuoleyushidemen。xitongweiwo**tuijian：【fangana：nibizaiyugangli，chenggonglv90%，zitaiyoumei。
fanganb：yongchuifengjichudian，chenggonglv99%，sizhuangkenengbutaihaokan，danxiaolvgao。】woxuanleb。
wojiangyugangfangmanshui，ranhounaqichuifengji，shenxiyikouqi，zhengzhunbeibachatouhewodeshouyiqirengjinshuili。
yushidemensuo，「ka」deyisheng，congwaimianbeidakaile。shenjingcichuanzheyishenheisesizhishuipao，
miansechenchendizhanzaimenkou。tadeshixianluozaiwoshoulidechuifengjishang，ranhouyouhuanhuanyidaomanshuideyugang，
zuihoudinggezaiwolianshang。neiyishunjian，tayanlidenuhuojihuyaojiangwoshaochenghuijin。「shennian！」
tayigejianbuchongguolai，duoxiawoshoulidechuifengji，henhenzazaidishang。chuifengjisifenwulie。
「nijiuzheimexiangsi？！」tazhuazhuwodejianbang，yongliyaohuang，yandibumanlehairendehongxuesi，
「weileyigeguyanchen，nijiuzheimezuojianziji？！」wobeitayaodetouyunyanhua，
zhinengshunzhetadehuayanxiaqu：「shi！wojiushiaita！meiyoutawohuobuxiaqu！niweishenmeyaohuilai？
niweishenmeburangwoqusi！」wodehuayingangluo，shenjingcideshentimengdiyijiang。tasisididingzhewo，
yanlidenuhuojianjiantunqu，querdaizhideshiyizhongjudade、jihunengjiangrenyanmeidebeishang。「nishuoshenme？」
tashengyindouzaidou，「wo……bugaihuilai？」kongqisiji。shenjingcisongkailewo，liangqiangzhehoutuileliangbu，
fangfoshoudaolejudadedaji。takanzhewo，yanshenmoshengyoutongku。「yuanlai，nizheimebuxiangwohuilai。」
woxinligedengyixia，ganjuezijihaoxiangshuocuolehua。danxidouyandaozheifenshangle，wozhinengyingzhetoupijixu。
「womeiyou……」「nimeiyou？」tazichaodigoulegouchun，「shennian，weileyigecairenshijigeyuedenanren，
niningyuanqusi，yebuyuanyijiandaowozheigegege？」tadezhiwenxiangyibachuizi，zadewoxinkoufamen。
wobuzhidaogaizenmehuida。yinweizaiyuanshudeshedingli，「shennian」heshenjingcisuiranshixiongmei，
danguanxibingbuqinjin。shenjingcichangnianzaiguowaituozhanshangyebantu，shichulemingdegongzuokuang，yinianyehuibulaiyici。
taduizheigemeimei，tanbushangduoshendeganqing。kexianzai，tazheifutongchexinfeidemoyang，youshizenmehuishi？
【jingbao！renwuqingganluojichuxianyanzhongpiancha！】xitongyoukaishijiaole。
wofanzaodizaixinlihuileyiju：【bizui！】shenjingcimeizaibiwenwo，zhishishenshendikanlewoyiyan，
zhuanshenlikaileyushi。neibeiying，xiaoseyouguji。wodediyicizishajihua，xuangaoshibai。diertian，
wofanglidesuoyoudianqidoubeichezoule，chuanghubeidingsi，liancanjudouhuanchengleruanguijiaode。
shenjingcishitielexinyaodujuewoyiqiezicandekeneng。wotangzaichuangshangzhuangsi，jueshi**。nvyongduanlaidefancai，
woyikuaizidoumeidong。daolewanshang，shenjingciqinziduanzheyiwanzhoujinlaile。「qilaichifan。」taminglingdao。
wobalianmaijinbeizili，bulita。tachenmolepianke，bawanfangxia，zhijieshangshoulaixianwodebeizi。
wosisizhuaizhebeijiao，hetazhankaileyichanglajuzhan。zuihou，tasihushinaixinhaojinle，
zhijielianrendaibeibawobaoleqilai，fangzaituishang。「zhangzui。」tayaoleyishaozhou，didaowozuibian。
wopiantouduokai。tayebunao，lingyizhishouniezhuwodelianjia，qiangxingbazhouweilejinlai。wozhengzhazhe，
zhoushuisadedaochudoushi。「shennian！」tazhongyunule，shengyinlidaizheyisibuyichafudezhandou，
「nifeiyaozheimezhemowoma？」wolengzhule。zhemota？woxunsi，guantashenmeshi？
3huzhongqiushengjiexialaidejitian，shenjingcijihushicunbubulidishouzhewo。tabuqugongsi，
suoyougongzuodoubandaolejialichuli。wozoudaona，tajiugendaona，yanshenxiangcuiledudedingzi，
sisididingzaiwoshenshang。wolianshanggecesuo，tadouyaoshouzaimenkou。【suzhu，
julirenwushixianhaishengershisixiaoshi。】wokuaifengle。zheitianxiawu，wojiazhuangzaihuayuanlisanbu，
chenbaobiaobuzhuyi，yitoujiuchaopangbianderengonghuzhaleguoqu。jieguo，jiaohaimeizhandaoshui，
jiubeirenconghoumianlanyaobaozhu。shenjingcideshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi，youjiyounu：「niyouyaoganshenme！」
wobeitaledechuanbuguoqi，pinmingzhengzha：「nifangkaiwo！rangwoqusi！」「bukeneng！」tabawotuohuiketing，
rengzaishafashang。ranhou，tadangzhewodemian，botongleyigedianhua。「baguyanchenjiwojiaoguolai。」
woxinliyijing。tayaoganshenme？banxiaoshihou，guyanchenlaile。takandaowo，xianshiyileng，
suijilianshangluchudanyoudeshense：「niannian，nihaihaoma？shenjingciyoumeiyouduinizenmeyang？」
wohaimeilaidejishuohua，shenjingcijiulengxiaoyisheng。「guzonglaidezhenghao。」taqiaozheerlangtui，
zitaiyonglanyouweixian，「womeimeiweilenixunsimihuo，nishuo，zheibizhangwomengaizenmesuan？」
guyanchendelianseshunjianbianle。takanxiangwo，yanshenlichongmanlenanyizhixin：「niannian，ni……」woyaozhechun，
dianlediantou，yanxiyan**。guyanchendebiaoqingcongzhenjingbianchenglekuijiu，zaidaoxinteng。「duibuqi，niannian，
shiwobuhao。」tazouguolai，xianglawodeshou，「wobugaigennitifenshou，womenhehaoba，haobuhao？」
wokanzheta，xinlihaowubolan。zheijiushiyuanshudenanzhu，yigeyinweibaiyueguangdesierxinggedabiandebazong。
kexianzai，wohuodehaohaode。wozhengxiangzhegaizenmejujueta，cainengxiandegengqingshenyiqieyidian。
shenjingciqueturanzhanleqilai。tazoudaoguyanchenmianqian，jugaolinxiadikanzheta。「hehao？」tachixiaoyisheng，
mantiaosilidijiekaixiukou，wanqiyijiexiuzi，luchujieshidexiaobei，「nipingshenmejuede，
wohaihuibameimeijiaojinizheizhong**？」huayinweiluo，tayiquanjiuhuileguoqu。guyanchenbeidadepianguotou，
zuijiaolikejianlexue。「shenjingci！」wojianjiaozhechongguoqu，xiayishididangzaiguyanchenmianqian。
zheiwanquanshishentidebennengfanying。yinweizaiqingjieli，「shennian」shenaiguyanchen，weitachiweitakuang，
weitakuangkuangzhuangdaqiang。suoyiwobixubaohuta。shenjingcidequantoutingzaibankongzhong，
takanzhewohuzheguyanchendezitai，yanlideguangyidiandianximiele。
neishiyizhonghunzazheshiwang、baonuhejuewangdeyanshen，kandewoxintoufajin。「rangkai。」tashengyinlengdexiangbing。
「wobu！」wogengzhebozi，「nibuzhunshanghaita！」「hao。」shenjingcidiandiantou，shouhuilequantou，
tashenzhihaixiaolexiao，「zhenshiwodehaomeimei。」tazhuanshen，zhongxinzuohuishafashang，naqiyifenwenjian，
fangfogangcaineigebaonuhuiquanderenbushita。「guzong，」tatouyebutai，「jinilianggexuanze。yi，
likecongwoyanqianxiaoshi，yongyuanbiezaichuxianzainiannianmianqian。er，woranggushijituanzaijingchengxiaoshi。」
tadeyuqihenpingdan，quedaizheburongzhihuideweisheli。guyanchencalecazuijiaodexue，liansetieqing。tazhidao，
shenjingcishuodechu，jiuzuodedao。「niannian，」takanxiangwo，yanshenfuza，「nidengwo。」shuowan，
tashenshendikanlewoyiyan，zhuanshenlikaile。ketinglizhishengxiawoheshenjingci。haiyouneisiyibandejijing。
【gongxisuzhu，chenggongjinufanpaidalao，qingjiepianliduzengjia10%。】xitongturanchusheng，
【jiancedaofanpaidalaoheihuazhibiaosheng，qingsuzhuzhuyirenshenanquan。】wokanzheshenjingcineizhangmianwubiaoqingdelian，
xinliyoudianfamao。tabuhuizhendeyaonongsiwoba？wohaimeiwanchengrenwu，bunengsizaitashoulia！
jiuzaiwohusiluanxiangdeshihou，shenjingcifangxialewenjian。「guolai。」taduiwozhaolezhaoshou。woyouyuzhe，
momocengcengdizouguoqu。talazhuwodeshou，jiangwozhuaijintahuaili，rangwozuozaitadetuishang。
zheigezishitaiguoqinmi，wohunshenjiangying。「ge……」「xu。」tayongshouzhidizhuwodechun，
muguangyoushendikanzhewo，「niannian，nigaosuwo，nidaodixihuantashenme？」「ta……taduiwohenhao。」
wojiaojinnaozhidixiangliyou。「henhao？」shenjingcixiaole，zhifuqingqingmosuozhewodezuichun，
neiliganggangbeiguyanchendexuecengdaoleyidian，「weileta，lianmingdoubuyaole？」tadeqixipensazaiwolianshang，
wenreyouweixian。「niannian，nishibushijuede，gegenanimeibanfa？」「womeiyou……」「niyou。」
tadaduanwo，shengyindichenermeihuo，「niyongsilaiweixiewo，yongtaduinideneidianxuqingjiayilaicitongwo。」
「nichenggongle。」tadixiatou，zaiwoerbianqingshengshuo。「wozhenxiang……jiuzheimebaniguanqilai，
rangnizheibeizidoujianbudaota。」tadehuarangwomaogusongran。
【heihuazhi90%……95%……99%……】【jingbao！jingbao！fanpaidalaojijiangchediheihua！
】wohedeyigejiling，mengdituikaita。「shenjingci，nifengle！」tameishengqi，zhishihaozhengyixiadikanzhewo，
fangfozaixinshangyizhiluoruxianjingdeliewu。「dui，wofengle。」tachengrendetanran，
「congwojuedinghuilaideneiyikeqi，wojiufengle。」wokanzhetayandifanyongde、nongchourumodeqingxu，
diyicigandaolezhenzhengdekongju。zheigeshenjingci，heshulineigezhizhidaogaoshiye、duimeimeibuwenbuwendefanpai，
wanquanshilianggeren。tadaodixiangganshenme？4jianguozhishang【renwugengxin：qingsuzhuzaishierxiaoshinei，
yushenjingcimianqian，congbieshuerlouyangtaitiaoxia。】xitongyoujiwopaifalexindesiwangrenwu。
wokanzhebuyuanchudelouti，xinlipansuanzhechenggongdekenengxing。shenjingcisihukanchuanlewodexiangfa，tazhanqishen，
yibubuxiangwobijin。「biezaidongneixiewaixinsile，niannian。」tafushangwodelianjia，「zheigejiali，
suoyounengrangnishanghaidaozijidedifang，wodouchuliguole。」「baokuoneigeyangtai。」taxiaolexiao，
「wozhuanglezuigaojidefanghuwang，henjieshi，nidiaobuxiaqu。」wodexinchendaolegudi。zheigenanren，
jianzhimibutoufeng。「nidaodixiangzenmeyang？」wojuewangdiwen。「wobuxiangzenmeyang。」tabawoquanzaihuaili，
xiabadizhewodetouding，shengyinlidaizheyisipibei，「wozhixiangnihaohaohuozhe。」huozhe？wohuozhe，
jiunabudaoneiyiyijiangjin，jiuyaobeixitongmosha。wobixusi。dangwan，wochenzheshenjingciqushufangchuligongshi，
toutouliujinlechufang。jiranwuligongjibuxing，neijiushishihuaxuegongji。wojideyuanshulitiguo，「shennian」
duimouzhongjianguoyanzhongguomin，yanzhongdaokeyizhisi。wofanxiangdaoju，
zhongyuzaiyigejiaoluolizhaodaoleyiguanweikaifengdehunhejianguo。wozhualeyidaba，haobuyouyudisaijinzuili。
neigushuxide、lingrenzhixideganjueshunjianyongleshanglai。wodehoulongkaishifajin，huxibiandekunnan。
wofuzhechuju，ruanruandidaolexiaqu。zaiwoyishimohudezuihouyike，wokandaoshufangdemenbeimengdizhuangkai，
shenjingcifengleyiyangchaowochongguolai。talianshangshiwocongweijianguode、jizhidekonghuanghejuewang。「niannian！」
zheishiwotingdaodezuihouyijuhua。【gongxisuzhu，
renwuwanchengdu90%……95%……99%……】【jinggao！jiancedaoqianglieqiushengyizhi，
feisuzhubenren……zhengzaiqiangzhizhongduanrenwu……】【zhongduanshibai！jinggao！shijiexiankaishibengta！
】xitonghunluandetishiyinzaiwonaozhongzhakai，ranhou，wochedishiquleyishi。
5mengjinglunhuiwozuoleyigehenzhanghenzhangdemeng。mengli，wobushichuanshuzhe，wojiushishennian。ershenjingci，
yebushiwodegege。womenshiqingmeizhuma，shibicidechulian。mengliyouwushugechangjingsuipian。
youtazaitaohuashuxia，benzhuodijiwodaishangtayonggouweibacaobiandejiezhi。youtazaikaochangwai，dingzhelieridengwo，
shoulinazhebinghaodeqishui。yeyoutazaidaxuebiyedianlishang，dangzhesuoyourendemian，xiangwoqiuhun。neixiehuamian，
zhenshiderangwoxintong。kehoulai，yiqiedoubianle。yichangjingxincehuade「yiwai」，rangwomendefumushuangshuangshenwang。
weilebaohuwo，taweizaolewomendexiongmeiguanxi，jiangwohuzaiyuyizhixia，duziyirenmianduijiazudexingfengxueyu。
tabasuoyouwenroudoujilewo，quebasuoyouheiandouliujileziji。erwo，quezaibierendetiaoboxia，
jianjianyutashuyuan，aishangleneigechuxinjilvjiejinwodeguyanchen。zuihou，wosizaileneichangcehuahaodechehuoli。
wosihou，shenjingcifengle。tachaminglezhenxiang，yongzuicanrendeshouduan，rangsuoyoushanghaiguowoderendoufuchuledaijia，
baokuoguyanchen。ranhou，tazaiwomendetaohuashuxia，jieshulezijideshengming。mengdezuihou，
shiwujindeheianhexunhuan。woyiciyouyicidisizaichelunxia，ertayiciyouyicidizaiwosihou，zouxianghuimie。
meiyicixunhuan，tadetongkujiujiashenyifen。zhidaozheiyici，tameiyouzaidengwosi，tatiqianhuilaile。
……6jiyiboliwomengdizhengkaiyan，yingruyanliandeshiyiyuancanbaidetianhuaban。「niannian，nixingle？」
shenjingcideshengyinzaipangbianxiangqi，shayadebuchengyangzi。wozhuanguotou，kandaotazuozaichuangbian，
xiabashangquanshiqingsedehucha，yanwoshenxian，qiaocuidelihai。tajianwoxinglai，neishuangbumanhongxuesideyanjingli，
shunjianbengfachujudadekuangxi。「nizhongyuxingle……」tawozhuwodeshou，shengyingengyan，「hesiwole，niannian，
nizhendekuaihesiwole。」wokanzheta，menglineixiesixinliefeidetongchuhaicanliuzaixinjian。yanlei，
bushoukongzhididiaolexialai。「shenjingci……」wokaikou，shengyinyeshiyade。「wozai。」talikeyingdao，
jinjindiwozhewodeshou。「duibuqi。」woshuo。talengzhule。「weishenmeyaoshuoduibuqi？」「wobugai……」
wobugaiwangjini，bugaiaishangbieren，bugairangniyigerentongkuneimejiu。houmiandehua，womeishuochukou。
yinweiwokandao，tashenhoudebingfangmenbeituikai，guyanchenzoulejinlai。guyanchenkandaowoxingle，lianshangyeshiyixi，
dansuijiyoukandaowoheshenjingcijiaowodeshuangshou，meitouzhouleqilai。「niannian。」tajiaowo。
shenjingcideshentishunjianjinbeng，tadangzaiwomianqian，xiangyitouhushideyeshou，lenglengdidingzheguyanchen。「gunchuqu。
」guyanchenmeiyoulihuishenjingcidediyi，tademuguangyizhiluozaiwoshenshang。「niannian，wotingshuoniguominzhuyuanle，
henyanzhongma？」tadeguanxintingqilaizhenchengwubi。ruguowomeiyouzuoneigemeng，huoxuwohaihuibeitamengpian。
kexianzai，wozhijuedewubifengci。neigemengjingtaiguozhenshi，zhenshidaorangwokaishihuaiyi，
zheidaodishiyige「gushi」，haishiyigebeizuzhoude「xianshi」。「womeishi。」wozhengkaishenjingcideshou，
xiankaibeizixiangyaoxiachuang。「niganshenme？yishengshuonixuyaojingyang！」shenjingcianzhuwo。「woquyixiaxishoujian。
」wozhaolegejiekou。woxuyaolengjingyixia，liqingwohunluandesixu。
xitong、renwu、yiyijiangjin、chuanshu……haiyouneigebeishangde、xunhuanwangfudemeng。yiji，yanqianzheilianggenanren。
yigeshiwozaishulide「guanpei」，yigeshiwozaimenglide「airen」。wozoujinxishoujian，fansuolemen，
yonglengshuipolepolian。jingzili，daoyingchuyizhangcangbaiyoumoshengdelian。zheishi「shennian」delian，piaoliang、cuiruo，
xiangyiduowenshilidejiaohua。kewodelinghun，queshiyigeweileqiankeyihaobuyouyuqusideshechu。
【xitongzhongqichenggong。】binglengdejixieyinzaicixiangqi。【shijiexianxiufuzhong……xiufushibai。
jiancedaoweizhililiangganrao。】【suzhu，niderenwurengweiwancheng。youyuduocirenwushibai，
xitongjiangqidongchengfajizhi。】woxinliyichen：「shenmechengfa？」
【chengfaneirong：boduosuzhuyixiangzuizhenguidedongxi。】zuizhenguidedongxi？woyoushenmezhenguidedongxi？qianma？
wobenlaijiumeiqian。wohaimeilaidejixixiang，jiutingdaowaimianchuanlaizhengchaosheng。shishenjingciheguyanchen。「guyanchen，
wojinggaoni，litayuandian。」「shenjingci，nipingshenme？niannianaideshiwo！nizhishitagege，
niguandetaikuanle！」「gege？」shenjingcideshengyinlidaizheyisiguiyidexiaoyi，「nihenkuaijiuhuizhidao，
wodaodishibushitagege。」woxinligedengyixia，tuikaimenzoulechuqu。zhijianshenjingcishoulinazheyifenwenjian，
shuaizaileguyanchendelianshang。「kanqingchu，zheishishenme。」guyanchenlangbeidijiezhuwenjian，dakaiyikan，
lianseshunjianbiandecanbai。neishiyifendnajiandingbaogao。shangmianqingqingchuchudixiezhe，shennianheshenjingci，
wuxueyuanguanxi。zhenggebingfang，siyibandejijing。guyanchenniezheneifenbaogao，shoudouzaidou。
「bukeneng……zheibukeneng……」tanannanziyu，「nimenzenmekenengbushixiongmei？」「weishenmebukeneng？」
shenjingciyibububijinta，yanshenbinglengcigu，「dangnianshenjiachushi，wofumuweilebaozhuniannian，
duiwaixuanchengtashiwodeqinmeimei。zheimeduonian，suoyourendoubeimengzaiguli，baokuoni。」tameishuoyigezi，
guyanchendeliansejiubaiyifen。「suoyi，」shenjingcidezuijiaogouqiyimocanrendehudu，「wozhuiqiuta，
zhaoguta，tianjingdiyi。daoshini，guzong，niyousuangeshenmedongxi？」zheifanhua，xiangyijizhongchui，
henhenzazaiguyanchenxinshang，yezazaiwodexinshang。yuanlai，menglideyiqie，doushizhende。womenzhendebushixiongmei。
neichangsuoweide「yiwai」，yeshizhende。wokanxiangshenjingci，tadeyanshenyezhengkanzhewo，
neilimianyoutaiduowokanbudongdeqingxu，shenchendexiangyipianhai。guyanchenzhongyucongzhenjingzhonghuiguoshenlai，
tamengdikanxiangwo。「niannian，tashuodeshizhendema？」wozhanglezhangzui，quefabuchurenheshengyin。wodechenmo，
sihujiletadaan。tatongkudibishangyan，zaizhengkaishi，manshishoushanghebugan。「suoyi，nizhiqianshuodeaiwo，
doushijiade？nijiejinwo，zhishiweileliyongwo？」wo：「……」zheiweibazongdenaohuilu，guoranbutongfanxiang。
mingmingshitaxianchuxinjilvdijiejinwo，xianzaifandaodaodayipa。「shiyouruhe？」meidengwokaikou，
shenjingcijiutiwohuidale。tazoudaowoshenbian，zirandijiangwolanruhuaizhong，zhanyouyushizu。「wodeniannian，