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quezailingchensandianjiedaotadaizhekuqiangdedianhua：“wohuaiyunle，

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tasisuihouchongdaowomianqian：“nipingshenmebuyaowole？

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weixinduihuakuangli，zhangjingdemingzixiamian，shitashiqifenzhongqianfalaidexiaoxi，yanjianyigai：“linshiyoushi，

qubulele，nizijichiba。”xiamian，shizhouzhongyijingdahaode，shenzhimeilaidejifasongdeyixingzi：“jingjing，

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shoujipingmuanxiaqu，yingchutazijicangbaimamudelian。shijieqingjingle。

xinliquehaoxiangyebeitongshiwazouleyidakuai，kongluoluode，guanzhelengfeng。tayiweizheiyangjiunengzhanduan，

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jianruide**siliesiji。pingmushangtiaoyuedemingzi，shi“jingjing”。xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，

tingtiaoleyipai。tajihushitiaojianfanshedijieqi，shengyindaizhemeishuixingdeshaya，

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wuzhu：“zhouzhong……zhouzhong……wozenmeban……”zhouzhongshunjianqingxing，mengdicongchuangshangzuoqi，

jibeibengdebizhi：“zenmele？chushenmeshile？nizainaer？”lianzhupaosidewenti，

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woxianzaihaopa……”naozili“weng”deyisheng，xiangshiyougenxianchedibengduan。huaiyun？ta？

neigezhangjingkouzhong“zhishipengyou”、“nibieduoxiang”dexinhuan？

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”shizhangjingdeshengyin，qingxiwubi，“womenwandamaoxianshulema，

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xiaozhefuhe：“haideshiniajingjing，

yejiuzhouzhongzheizhongshazicaihuilingchensandianbeiniyigedianhuajiaoqilaimaiyanyunbangba？”“neikebu，

beitaideziwoxiuyangbei……”houmiantamenhaishuoleshenme，zhouzhongyijingtingbujianle。

erduolixiangshibeisaijinleyigefengchao，wengwengzuoxiang，gejuelesuoyouwaijiedeshengyin。

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yuanlai，lianneirangtashunjianxinsuidekuqi，douzhishiyichangyouxi。yichanghengliangtayouduo“sha”，

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“ninbodadedianhuazhengzaitonghuazhong……”tingtonglichuanlaibinglengdexitongtishiyin。zhangjingzhoulezhoumei，guale，

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duizheshenbiandepengyoubaoyuan：“zhendaomei！zhouzhongyebuzhidaozaiganma，dianhuadabutong。

”pengyouxixiaozhediguozhijin：“aiya，shaoletanihaibuhuizijicala？lailailai，jixuhe！”neiyiwan，

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zhaodaoneigebeitashezhilemiandarao、queshizhongpaizaiduihualiebiaoqianliedetouxiang。shangyiciduihua，

tingliuzaijinshitianqian，shitaneiju“linshiyoushi，qubulele，nizijichiba”，xiamianmeiyouhuifu。

tayouyuleyixia，faletiaoxiaoxiguoqu：“zuotiandanidianhuazenmemeijie？”xiaoxishunlifachu，

meiyouchuxianhongsedegantanhao。tadengleyihuier，meiyou“duifangzhengzaishuru…”，yemeiyouhuifu。

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“wei？”shizhouzhongdeshengyin，pingjing，shuli，tingbuchurenheqingxu。zhangjingjizandenuqizhaodaolechukou，

lianzhupaosidezhiwen：“zhouzhongnishenmeyisi？zuotianwodanidianhuaweishenmebujie？woqunzidounongzangle！

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haishuoshenme“bufangbian”、“zhaobieren”？yiguwuminghuozhichongtouding，taqijibaihuaidizhongxinboguoqu，zheici，

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zuichudezhenjinghefennuguoquhou，yizhonggengfuzadeqingxukaishizisheng。qichushibuxieheduqi。“he，

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yizhongweimiaodekonghuangkaishixiangtengmanyiyangqiaoqiaochanraotadexin。takaishibuyouzizhudizaigongtonghaoyoumianqian，

zhuangsiwuyiditiqizhouzhong。“zuijinhaoxiangmeikandaozhouzhongle，tazenmeyang？

”dedaodehuidawangwangshi：“butaiqingchu，haoxiangtingmangde。”“tingshuotahuangongzuole？”“zuijinmeilianxi。

”tajiuxiangyidishui，zhengfazailetadeshijieli，meiyouliuxiarenhehenji。takaishipinfandichakanzijideshouji，

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tashenzhiqulejicitamenyiqianchangqudedifang，neijiatapailehenjiuduicaimaidaotaxiangchidangaodetianpindian，

neijiataguangjieleiletahuidaitaquxiuxidekafeiguan。tazuozaishuxidejiaoluo，muguangxiayishidisaoguomenkou，

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tafaxianzijihuifanfudidiankaineigeyijingwufafasongxiaoxideweixinduihuakuang，