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zuozhe“xinhemufeng”daizheshumingwei《xinhanzhihou，yushengwoweizijierhuo》dexiaoshuohuiguidaodazhongshixianzhong，zhurengongmingxuanliuqianshenbianfashengdegushirangrenyibukaimuguang，huanhuanxiangkoudegushiqingjiejueduiburongcuoguo，gaishuwei： xishutaishangneigeyinzhedanlansexiaohuade、shuyuwodebeiziyebeirengle，fangfowocongweizaizheigejialicunzaiguo。……

精彩章节

diyibufen：lihunyupiaobodiyizhangposuidejiazhijianchudaoneibenhongsefengpidelihunzhengshi，

yizhenguntangdezhuotongganmengdicuanshangxintou，yanzheshoubeidejingluo，zhidixiongqiangzuirouruandedifang，

fangfoneibushiyibenzhengjian，ershiyikuaigangcongrongluliquchudeluotie，

zaitashengmingdenianlunshangkexialeyongbumomiedeyinji。jinnianwowushiersuile，liangbinyiranshangshuangse，

yanweiyepamanleximidewenlu，xiangshisuiyueyuxinsuangongtongzhibiliuxiadehenji。

kemeidanghuixiangqisanshiersuineigemenredelingrenzhixidexiatian，yiqiedouqingxidefangfojiufashengzaizuotian，

lianneikongqilinianchoudeshiduyujuewangdeqixi，dounengshunjianjiangwobaoguo，zhuaihuineigewuchuketaodewuhou。

minzhengjumenkouneikelijingfengshuangdelaohuaishu，zhiyenianniandidalazhe，wensibudong，

fangfoyebeizheichenzhongdeqifenyadechuanbuguoqi。zhileshengsilijiedijiaozhe，neishengyinbuxiangshigechang，

daoxiangshiyongjinzuihouliqideaiming，jiaoderenxinfanyiluan，

fangfozaiweiyiduancangculuomudehunyinzouxiangcierdezhongqu。woyishoujinjinzuanzheneibenganggangdaoshoudelihunzheng，

xianhongdefengpizailierixiafanshezheciyandeguang，xiangyidaoganggangliekai、shangweijiejiadeshangkou，

tangdewoshouxinrushi、citong；lingyizhishouzesisiqianzhegangshangxiaoxueyinianjideerzi——zhoumingxuan。

tayangzhexiaolian，heibaifenmingdedayanjinglishengmanleyunianlingbufudehuangkongyumangran，

ximidehanzhushunzhetadebinjiaowangxiatang，zaitaxidefabaidetxulingkouyinkaiyixiaopianshense。

tabumingbaimamaweishenmezhanzaizheiliyidongbudong，weishenmebabatouyebuhuidizouxianglelingyigefangxiang，

weishenmezheigejia，turanjiuxiangjiaoxiadeyingziyiyang，beizhengwudetaiyangsichedefensui。lihunshiwozhudongtichude。

bushiyinweibuaile，ershiyinweicancundeaiyi，

zaoyizaiyicicideqipian、lengmoheyanyudebingrenzhongxiaohaodaijin，zuizhonglianhuijindoubusheng。

dangwodiyicizaitashoujilikandaoneixiebukanrumudeliaotianjilu，neixieqinnidechenghuhelugudediaoqing，

xiangcuiledudezhen，zhadewoyanmaojinxing，

xinzangzhouting；dangwohoulaiqinyankanjiantahelingyigenvrenzitaiqinnidibingjianzoujinneijiabuqiyandebinguan，

tadeshoubeizirandihuanzhetadeyao，neigehuamianxiangyibashaohongdetieqian，luozaiwodeshiwangmoshang，

zhijinweicengtunse；dangwosuoyoudekunao、zhiwenhebeiweideaiqiu，

zhihuanlaitayijuyuelaiyuebunaifan、yuelaiyuebinglengde“nizijiguoba”、“biefanwo”shi，wozhidao，

zheigecengjingchengzaizhewosuoyouqingchunmengxiangyuwenqingdejia，yijingcongneibuchedifulan、suiliele。

zhichengwojianshouxiaqudezuihouyigenzhizhu，yehongrandaota。panjueshushangbaizhiheizi，

xiedeqingqingchuchu：fangzichanquanguishuqimu，fuqigongtongcunkuanweiling。wo，lishufen，shinianhunyin，

fuchuleyigenvrenzuibaoguideqingchunnianhua，zuizhongzhiluodeyige“jingshenchuhu”dejieju，

xiangbeisaochujiamendejiujiaju，wurenwenjin。fayuanpanjuetameiyuezhifusanbaiyuanfuyangfei，

kewoxinligenmingjingside，yitamenjiadezuofeng，yitahetamuqinneijingyusuanji、keboguaendexingzi，

zheibiqiankongpayongyuanzhishigexiezaizhishangdeshuzi，yigebinglengde、chongmanchaofengdefuhao。

dierzhangshipingmidexiaowuwomenzuizhongzaichengjiaoneipianrutongchengshishangbabandelaojiujuminquli，

zuxialeyigejinyoushipingmidexiaofangjian。taquansuozaiyidongtongzilouyinanchaoshidejintou，chuanghuchaobei，

zhongnianbujianyangguang，fangfobeishijieyiwangdejiaoluo。xiatian，diaidetiepiwudingbeilierihaowuzhelandizhikaozhe，

shineiredexiangyigemibutoufengdezhenglong，

yitaixiaoxiaode、shanyeshangjimanyougoudeershoufengshantulaodi“gazhi”zhuanzhe，chuichulaidefengdoushiguntangde，

daizhetiexiudeqixi；dongtian，linliedebeifengxiangjiaohuadeshe，shunzhechuanghumukuangdefengxi“sisi”dizuanjinlai，

qiangbishanghuijieyicengbobodebaishuang，hechudeqidouningchengbaiwu。

womenmuziliangzhinengjinjinquansuozaiyizhangzhiyazuoxiangdejiumubanchuangshang，lajinneichuanghouzhongquebingbunuanhedemianbei，

yikaobicidanbodetiwenqunuan，tingzhechuangwaifengshengqili，rutongwuyan。

wozaiyijiazaoyinhongming、guangxianhunandexiaozhiyichangzuoliushuixiannvgong，xiangyikeweibuzudaodeluosiding，

beigudingzaifeisuyunzhuandejiqipang。

weibodegongzikouchudiaofangzu、shuidianhemingxuanriyizengzhangdexuefei、shubenfeihou，

lianmeitiandecaiqiandouyaobaizheshouzhitoujingdaxisuan。wohenkuaixuehuilezaicaishichanglinjinshoutanshi，

qujianneixiebierentiaoshengxia、jiagebianyidechulicai，xuehuilebayijianyifufengfengbubuchuanshanghaojinian，

xiukouhelingzimopole，jiuqiaomiaodidagebuding，huozhefangemianjixuchuan。mingxuanhendongshi，

guozaoditihuileshenghuodejianxin，congbuzhudongyaolingshihewanju。

dantakanzhetongxueshoulineiwumaoqianyigen、maozheliangqidebinggunshi，

neizhongjiliyanshiqueyijiuxieluchulaidekewangyanshen，xiangzuifenglidezhenyiyang，fanfuzhazaiwodexinshang，

liuxiawushukanbujianquechijiuzuotongdexiaokong。jiuzheiyangaolesangeyue，shenghuodezhongyajihujiangwojiliangyawan。

wuloupianfenglianyeyu，changlixiaoyibuhao，kaishilunliufangjia，benjiuweibodeshoururuijian。

jixuxiangyangguangxiadebingkuaixunsuxiaorong，juewangxiangtengmanyiyangchanraozhuwodexinzang。wanbanwunaizhixia，

woyingzhetoupiquzhaoqianfu，xiangtaoyaoneibifadingde、congweidaoshoudefuyangfei。shitamuqinkaidemen，

gezhefangdaomendefengxi，tashangxiadaliangzhewo，yanshenxiangsaomiaoyijianposundelaji，suijichazheyao，

yongwonengqingxitingjiandeyinliang“digu”：“yo，bushiyoubenshizijiyangma？zheicaijitianjiuaobuzhule？

lilewomenzhoujia，niguoranshenmedoubushi！”qianfujiuzhanzaitashenhouyinyingli，lianzhengyandoumeiqiaowo，

zhishibunaifandifanlegebaiyan，lenglengdipaoxiayiju：“haizishinifeiyaosiqibailaidaizoude，genwomeiguanxi。

meiqianjiubiechengneng！”neishanbinglengdetiemenzaiwomianqian“peng”diyishengguanshang，

judadehuixiangzhendewoermowengwengzuoxiang，yechedijisuilewozuihouyidiankeliandehuanxiang。neitianwanshang，

bizedechuzuwuli，dengguanghunhuangrudou。kanzhemingxuanpazaizhiyazuoxiangdexiaozhuozishang，

xiaoxiaodeshenzijihufuzaizhuomianshang，jiuzheneihunandeguangxianjiannandixiezuoye，shoulideqianbiduandekuaiyaowobuzhu，

biganshangyongjiaobuchanleyouchan，wodexintengdexiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinzuanzhu，fanfuroucuo，jihuwufahuxi。

wozoudaowuwai，yongxiangkouneigetiemanxiaoguanggaodegonggongdianhuatingdedianhua，shouzhizhandouzhe，botongletadehaoma。

tingtonglimanzhangde“du”sheng，meiyishengdouqiaodazaiwojinbengdeshenjingshang。zhongyujietongle，

wodeshengyinyinweiquru、juewangheyizhongjinhuyaoweiqiliandexiuchiganeryadejidi，

jinhueryu：“wo……womeinenglizaiwaimianyanghaizile。nengbuneng……rangwomenxianhuiquzhu？

jiuzhumingxuanyuanlaineijianfang。dengtazaidadian，woyidingnengbanzou。wobaozhengbuganshenideshenghuo，

fuyangfei……woyebuyaole。”meiyigezi，douxiangconghoulonglikouchulaideshashi，daizhexuexingwei。

dianhuaneitoushizhangjiude、lingrenzhixidechenmo，jiudaowojihuyiweixinhaoduanle，

shijiezhishengxiawokuangluandexintiaosheng。zuizhong，talenglengdihuilelianggezi，meiyourenhewendu，

xiangliangkebingbaozaxialai：“xingba。

fanqianfujiazhongxintajinneigecengjingwubishuxi、chongmanlewushuhuiyi——wulunshitianmihaishixinsui——demenjian，

meiyibudouchenzhongdexiangdaizhewuxingdejiaoliao，maixiangdebushiguisu，ershilingyigegengweiqurudelaolong。

wuzilideyiqiesihudoumeibian，jiajudeweizhi，qiangshangdeguahua，danmimanzaikongqizhongdeqixiquechedibianle，

yizhongmoshengde、paichidelengyishentouzaimeigejiaoluo。wodetuoxiebujianle，

xishutaishangneigeyinzhedanlansexiaohuade、shuyuwodebeiziyebeirengle，fangfowocongweizaizheigejialicunzaiguo。

popobawodexingli——yigepojiude、bianyuanyijingkaixiandebianzhidai，

xiangdiulajiyiyangsuishoudiujinyuanlaimingxuanzhudeneijianxiaowu。neifangjianrujinduimanlemengchendezawu，

sanfazheyiguchenfu、yinshideqixi，xiangjianchuzangshi，duoguoyuxiangyijianwoshi。“guijuxianshuoqingchu，

”popodeshengyinmeiyourenhewendu，xiangbinglengdetiekuai，tazhanzaimenkou，shenyingduzhuledabufenguangxian，

“nimenniangliangzijikaihuo，shenghuofeizili。jialidehuoer，dasao、zuofan、xiyifu，douguini。

womengeguogede，hubuganshe。”tadunledun，yiweishenzhangdi、jinhukebodikanlewoyiyan，

neiyanshenxiangdaopianguaguowodepifu，“jizhu，zheierzhishikanzaihaizidefenshang，zanshishouliunimen，bushinijia。

biebaicuolezijideweizhi。”congneitianqi，woheqianfujiuchenglezhuzaitongyiwuyanxiade、zuishuxidemoshengren，

jihumeiyourenhejiaoliu。xialuxiangfengshi，tadeyanshenhuilikeyikai，huozhegancuishierbujian，

fangfowoshiyituantoumingdekongqi。mingxuansihuyiyezhijianzhangdalexuduo，

tayijiumeitianfangxuehuilaihuihanwoyisheng“ma”，shengyindidide，ranhoubianmomodimaitouxiezuoye，

bazijisuochengyigexiaoxiaode、chenmodeyingzi。tabiandeyichangchenmo，

mingandehaizizuinengtihuizheikongqizhongmimandebinglenghepaichi，xiangguozaoganzhidaohandongdexiaoshou，

yongchenmozhuqilebaohuzijidewaiqiao。yeshenrenjingshi，wotangzaixiazhaide、daizhemeiweidechuangshang，

tingzhechuangwaihuxiaodefengshengchuanguopojiudechuangling，yibianbiandigaosuziji，

xiangniansongyijuweixishengmingdezhouyu——lishufen，zheibushinidejia，nizhishizanzhuzaizheili，

xiangyigejiesudeqier。nibixupinming，bixuzhengqian，bixuxiangshifenglidecaoyiyang，

zhuazhumeiyilvyangguang、meiyidiyushui，wanqiangdihuoxiaqu。zongyouyitian，

niyaodaizhemingxuantangtangzhengzhengdi、touyebuhuidilikaizheili，zaiyebuhuilai，zaiyebubikanrenherendelianse，

huxizheilingrenzhixidekongqi。dierbufen：fendouyuzilidisizhanglingchendejiaozitangaibianxianzhuangdeweiyitujing，

jiushizhengqian。womeishenmeteshujineng，meishouguogaodengjiaoyu，

weiyinadechushoude、huoxunenghuanlaiyidianweiboshourude，jiushibaodeyishouhaojiaozi。yiqianzaichangli，

meicishitangchijiaozi，gongyoumendoushuowobaodezuihao，piboruzhiquerenerbupo，xianliaobaomanjinshi，weidaoxianmei。

zheigeniantouyidanshengqi，jiuxianghuangyuanshangdehuoxing，xunsuranchengleliaoyuanzhishi。

wokaishiliyongyiqiekongxianshijianbaojiaozimai。meitianlingchensidian，dangzhenggeshijiehaichenjinzaichenchendeshuimengzhong，

wanlaijuji，zhiyouqinglengdeludengzaijieshangtouxiagujideguangyunshi，

wojiubixuzhengzhazhecongshangcunyisinuanyidebeiwolipaqi。binglengdezilaishuipozailianshang，

shunjianqusanlecancundeshuiyi。ranhou，

shihemian、duoxian、ganpi、baonie……meiyigebuzhoudouzaijijingdelingchenzhongjinxing，

zhiyouanbanfachudeyoujiezoude“dongdong”sheng，yijiouerchuanlaideyuanchuhuocheqidishengpeibanzhewo。

beifangdedongtian，chufangdeshuibinglengcigu，xiangwushuxixiaodebingzhenzhajinpifu。wodeshouhenkuaishengmanledongchuang，

youhongyouzhong，guanjiejiangying，pengdaoreshuidouzuanxinditeng，liekaidekouzixiangyingerdexiaozui。danwobunengting，

kanzheyigegeyuanbaobanzhengqipailiedejiaozi，neishiwohemingxuanshenghuodexiwang。

baohaodejiaozixiaoxinyiyidimajinhouhoude、guozhejiumianxudebaowentongli，tiangangmengmengliang，

dongfangfanqiyudubaishi，wojiudengzheneilianghuasanshikuaiqianmaide、chulelingbuxiangnalidouxiangdeershouzixingche，

tuozhechenzhongde、sanfazhemianpihexianliaoxiangqidebaowentong，gandaojigongliwaidezaoshilukoubaitan。

xiatiandeqingchenhaisuanliangshuang，chenfengchuizaihanshideetoushang，dailaipiankeqieyi；daoledongtian，

hanfengxiangdaoziyiyanggezailianshang，erduoheshouzhidongdejiangyingmamu，lianshouqianzhaolingdoubiandeyichangkunnan，

yingbichangchangcongdongdebutingshihuandeshouzhijianhualuo。bannianduofenglilaiyuliqudexinku，

wojingyeqijibandizanxialediyibi“jukuan”——sanqiankuaiqian。

neixiezhoubabade、daizheyouwuhehanzidechaopiao，beiwoyongganjingdesuliaodaicengcengbaohao，

zixidizangzaizhentoudixia。meiwantangxia，dounengganjuedaotamenyingyingdecunzai。zheibiqiansuiranbuduo，

quexiangmanzhangheiyezhongtouchudediyilvshuguang，suiranweiruo，

quezhenqiedirangwokandaolelikaineige“jirenlixia”zhididexiwang，

ganshoudaolejiuweide、mingwei“keneng”denuanyi。diwuzhangwaimaodedamenrenshengdezhuanji，

changchangfashengzaizuipingfandeshike。neishiyigezhouliudezaochen，zaoshishangrenlairenwang，xuanxiaocaoza。wozaibaitanshi，

renshilepangbianmairiyongpindeaqin。tashigeshuanglangreqingdedajie，sangmenhongliang，zuoshilisuo。

jianwomeitianfengyuwuzu，yigerendaizhehaizizhengzhaqiusheng，taxinshenglianmin，

shichangzaiwoqucesuohuozhexuyaonuodongtanweishi，bangwozhaokanyihuier。youyitianshoutanhou，

tayibianbangwoshoushidongxi，yibianlazhewozoudaorenshaodedifang，yadishengyinshuo：“shufen，

wokannishigeshizairen，yenengchiku。guangkaobaizheigexiaotan，zhongjiubushizhangjiuzhiji，

leisileihuoyezhengbulejigeqian。woyougebiaoge，zaizuowaimaoweidandeshengyi，shuobaile，

jiushicongneixiedachanglishouxieduoyudekucun、xiacipinhuozhedingdanweihuo，

zhuanmaijixiamiandeyixiexiaoshangdian、yeshitanzhu，zhuangezhongjiandechajia。jiushizheihuoerxinku，detiantianwangwaipao，

fengchuirishai，kanrenlianse，qiuyeyegaonainai，ninengxingma？”“waimao？”wolengzhule，

zheigeciduiwolaishuoyaoyuandexianglingyigeshijiedeshiqing，“wo……wolianabcdourenbuquana，nadongzheige？

”“renbuquankeyixuea！huorenhainengrangniaobiesi？”aqinyonglipaipaiwodejianbang，tadeshouzhanghoushierwennuan，

“sheishengxialaijiuhuizoulu？budoushiyibubuxuede！wobiaogeneibianzhenghaoquegebangmangpaotui、gendan、dianshuderen，

yaoqiubugao，guanjianshituijiaoqinkuai，renkekao。niyaoshiyuanyi，wobangniyinjianyixia，chengbucheng，

kannizijidezaohua。”neiyike，woxinlixiangshibeishenmedongximengdizhuangleyixia，

yiguhunzazhehuangkong、jidongheqiangliekewangdereliushunjianyongbianquanshen。wozhidao，

zheikenengshiworenshengzhongyigezhiguanzhongyaodezhuanzhedian，shitiaochuyanqiannitandeweiyiyigentengman。jihumeiyouyouyu，

wojinjinzhuazhuaqincucaoquewennuandeshou，shengyinyinweijidongheduiweilaidechongjingeryouxiezhandou：“aqinjie，

woyuanyi！woyuanyixue！zaikuzaileiwoyebupa！xiexieni，zhendexiexieni！”leishuimohulewodeshixian，

danzheiyici，bushiyinweibeishang。diliuzhangliangniandetuibianzhenzhengtarusuowei“waimao”zheiyixing，

wocaizhidaoshenmejiaozhenzhengdexinku，shenmejiaoshehuidecanku。aqinbiaogesuoweide“gongsi”，

qishijiushizuzaichengzhongcundeyigexiaomenmian，duimanlegeshigeyangdekucunhuowu，

kongqizhongmimanzhebuliao、suliaohehuichenhunhedeweidao。suoweide“waimaoweidan”，

qishijiushigegaojidiande“erdaofanzi”，lirunweibo，jingzhengjilie。

wokaishiqizheyiliangdingdangzuoxiangdeposanlunche，houmianzaizheyangpin，

dingzhetoudingdelieri、maozheturuqilaidefengyu，yigegongyequyigegongyequdipao，

yijiagongchangyijiagongchangdiqiaomenwen。wochiguowushucibimengeng，kanguowushulengyan，

beishilidebaoanxiangqugancangyingyiyangquganguo，yebeijingzhengdetongxingeyiyajia、paijiguo。youyici，

weilezhuiyibibudadedingdan，wozaikehugongsimenkoucongzaoshangdundaowanshang，kenzhezidaidelengmantou，

zuihouzhihuanlaiduifangyijuqingpiaopiaode“xiacizaishuo”。dengzhesanlunchehuichengshi，tianshangtujiangbaoyu，

wobeilindexiangzhiluotangji，yushuiheleishuihunzaiyiqi，youxianyouse。tongshi，

wokaishileyizhongjinhufengkuangdezixue。wozhidao，meiyouzhishi，meiyoujineng，

woyongyuanzhinengtingliuzaichanyeliandezuidiceng。meitianmangwanhuilai，wulunduowan，shentiduomepibeidexiangsanlejia，

wodouyaobizhezijidakaineigexiaoxiaode、waiqiaoyijingmosundeshouyinji，diaodaoyingyujiaoxuepindao，

genzhelimianzizhengqiangyuandeshengyin，kekebabadi、yigedanciyigedancidinianshangbangexiaoshi。

wobachangyongdeshangwudanci、jiandandejiaoliujuzi，

”（jiage）、“quality”（zhiliang）、“deliverytime”（jiaohuoqi），

yibiyihuadichaozaiyigebazhangdadexiaobenzishang，suishenxiedai。zuogongjiaocheshikan，dengkehushikan，

chifanshimonian，shenzhishangcesuoshiyezaixinlifanfujiyi。shouzhiyinweizhangqiwobihebanyunchenzhongdehuowu，

mochuleyicenghouhoudelaojian，cucaodexiangshazhi。mingxuanshangchuzhonghouzhulexiao，jialidekaixiaogengdale，

danyerangwonengbasuoyoudeshijianhejingli，gengjiahaowubaoliuditourudaolegongzuozhong。manmandi，xiangchuncantusi，

xiangyanzixianni，wocongyigelian“fob”（lianjia）doubudongdemenwaihan，

yongjiandandeyingyudancijiashangshoushihekehujinxingjibendegoutong；congzhinenggenzaibierenhoumiandaza、dianshu、banhuo，

daonengduziqumoshengdegongchangqiatandingdan、genjinhuowuzhiliang、xiediaowuliu。hanshuijintoulewushugeriye，

leishuiyanhuileduli，huazuoqianjindedongli。liangnianshijian，zaihanshuiheleishuidejinpaoxia，

zaixiwangyushiwangdejiaozhizhong，feikuaidiliushi。dangwodiyicinazhecunzhe，

kanzheshangmianneigeqingxide、yi“2”kaitou，houmiangenzhewugelingdeshuzishi，huangrugeshi，

buganxiangxinzijideyanjing。ershiwan！zheishi**zijizheishuangbumanlaojianheshanghendeshou，

yidianyidizhenglaidediyitongjin！tabujinjinshiyibiqian，gengshiwotongwangziyou、zunyanhedulishenghuodetongxingzheng，

shiwoheerziweilaidequanbuxiwang。diqizhangxinjiadexiyuenadaoqiandediyigezhoumo，

wojihushihuaizheyizhongchaoshengbandexinqing，pobujidaidikaishixunzhaoshuyuwomenzijidefangzi。

wobuzaixuyaorenshoupangrendelengyan，buzaixuyaojisuanzhemeiyifenqianguorizi，

woyaojiwodemingxuanyigezhenzhengde、wennuandejia。zuizhong，wozaiyigehuanjingzhengjie、linlihemudexiaoqu，

xuanzhongleyitaoyangguangchongpeideliangjushi。suiranmianjibuda，danbujuheli，chuangmingjijing，

youqishineigechaonandeyangtai，dongtiandeyangguangkeyihaowuzhedangdisamandabangeketing。banjianeitian，

wojihumeiyoutongzhirenheren，zhishiwohemingxuan，yijiwomenliaoliaowujidexingli。

dangdakaineishanshuyuwomenzijidefangmenshi，mingxuanxingfendexiangzhizhongyufeichulongzidexiaoniao，

zaixinfangzilipaolaipaoqu，momoxuebaipinghuadeqiangbi，youkankanmingliangkuandadechuanghu，zuihoupudaowodehuaili，

yangqitou，yanjingliangjingjingde，xiangluomanlexingchen：“ma！”tashengyinlidaizhenanyizhixindexiyue，

“zheizhendeshiwomenzijidejiama？womenzaiyebuyongkanrenlianse，zaiyebuyongbanzoulema？

”wodeyankuangshunjianjiushile，guntangdeleishuibenyongerchu，yonglididianzhetou，

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