追寻三年，男友主动“自杀”秧歌队长-著

小说简介

zheishiyibuxiandaiyanqingxiaoshuo，jiangshulezhouyanchenmozaiyanggeduizhangdebixiajinglileyixiliejingxiancijidegushi。zhouyanchenmotianshengjubeilechaohuxunchangdetianfu，tamianlinzhelaizigefangshilidezhuishahekaoyan。zaizheigecankuershenmideshijieli，tabixubuduanchengzhangbingxunzhaozhenxiang。zaitaquxishoujiandelushang，“buxiaoxin”jiangyizhengpanhongjiupozailetashenshang。“duibuqi！duibuqilinzong！”wojinghuangshicuodidaoqian，chenjijiangyigeweixingqietingqizhan……lingrenpingxiyidaidejiejujiangzhenhannidexinling。

精彩章节

wokuxunsanniandeshizongnanyouzhouyan，zhongyuzhaodaole。taxizhuanggelv，shenbiangenzhewenroudeqizihekeaidehaizi，

yanranyifurenshengyingjiademoyang。suoyourendouyiweiwoshibeipaoqihoubuganxindefengnvren，kewoqingchu，

zheibushiyigejiandandebianxingushi。dangtaduiwoshuochu“**，womenrenshima？”deneiyike，

wokandaoletatongkongshenchuyishanerguode、shuyubierendebinglengshujuliu。tabushibuaiwole，

tashi……buzaishitale。diyizhang：huozhedeyihai（yi）“surannvshi，

qingwenninduizhouyanxianshengtichude‘saoraoyufeibang’zhikongzuohehuiying？nimenzhendeyijinglihunlema？

”“zhouyangongzuoshichengtaqunianyinyiyuzhengchuguoxiuyang，ninquejianchengtabeibangjia，zheiqizhongyoushenmeneimu？

”shanguangdengxiangwushubaokaidexingchen，cidewoyanjingshengteng。maikefengrutongyicucuheisedegangtiejingji，

fengsilewosuoyoutuilu。wosisididingzhetaishangneigenanren。wodezhangfu，zhouyan。xinjinyingdi，

yulequandedingfeng，yiji……yinbaoquanwangde“tafang”shijiannanzhujiao。santianqian，

yiduantayumoujituanqianjinzaijiudianqinmideshipin，xiangbingduyiyangxijuanlezhenggehulianwang。tachuguile。

yulundezangshuijihujiangwonibi，suoyourendoudengzhekanwozheige“zhengqi”dexiaohua。tamenshuowozaojiubeipaoqi，

buguoshigetuyouxumingdezhoutaitai。kewozhidao，neibushizhenxiang。yinweishipinpuguangdediertian，

zhouyanjiuxiaoshile。tadeshoujiguanji，shejiaozhanghaotinggeng，

gongzuoshizhifaleyifenyuyanbuxiangde“chuguojingyang”shengming。wozhaofengle。

wobuxiangxinneigezaishipinliyanshenmili，juzhiqingfudenanrenshiwodezhouyan。wodezhangfu，

neigehuiyinweipaiwenxiergenwotiqianbaobei、xiuhongerduodenanren，juebuhuineiyang。zhidaojintian，tahuilaile。

yichangshengdadexinwenfabuhui，taxizhuanggelv，mianrongyirujiwangdejunlang，zuozaijuguangdengxia，

quexiangyizunmeiyoulinghundelaxiang。“guanyusurannvshi，”takaikoule，shengyinpingwendemeiyouyisibolan，

xiangjiqihechengdeyinjie，“womenyiyuyinianqianhepingfenshou，bingbanlilexiangguanshouxu。tajinqideyanlun，

yiduiwodemingyuzaochengyanzhongsunhai，wodelvshituanduihuigenjinchuli。”wodexueye，zaiyishunjiandongjie。

yinianqian？yinianqiandezuotian，womenhaizaiqingzhujiehunsanzhounianjinianri。

taqinshouweiwozuolewozuiaichidetangcupaigu，benzhuodizainaiyoudangaoshangbiaohua，zuihoucengleyiliannaiyou，

xiangzhishaqidedahuamao。takanzhewodeyanjingshuo：“ranran，yujianni，shiwozheibeizizuidadexingyun。

”erxianzai，tayongneishuangtongyangdeyanjingkanzhewo，limianqueshiyipiankongdongdehuangmo，meiyouai，meiyouhen，

shenzhimeiyouyisiyihaodeshuxigan。takanwo，jiuxiangzaikanyigedangludemoshengren。“zhouyan！

”wozhengtuolebaoandezulan，chongxiangtaiqian，shengyinsiya，“nikanzhewo！woshisuran！nishuoguo，

woshinidexingyun！”taweiweicumei，neishiwocongweijianguode、daizheyisijugaolinxiashenshidebiaoqing。

“zheiweinvshi，qingnilengjing。”tadanmodijiuzhengwo，“wodexingyun，shiwodejiarenhezhichiwodefensi，

yuniwuguan。”neiyike，shijiezaiwoerbianhongrandaota。bu，zheibushita。zheibushiwodezhouyan。wodezhouyan，

yuanshengjiatingshitayishengdouwufabaituodeemeng。tadefuqinshige**，xujiu、jiabao，

tademuqinnuoruoyoumamu。tacengbuzhiyicizaiwuyedeemengzhongjingxing，hunshenlenghandibaojinwo，

zhandouzheshuo：“ranran，womeiyoujia，nicaishiwodejia。

”tazenmekenengshuochu“wodexingyunshiwodejiaren”zheizhonghua？tabushishiyi，yebushibeixinao。

ta……shishei？zheigezhanjuzhewozhangfushentide，jiujingshigeshenmeguaiwu？fabuhuihunluandijieshu，

wobeibaoan“qing”lechuqu，xianggexiaohuayiyangbeirengzaibinglengdejiedaoshang。

wangshangputiangaididedoushiduiwodechaofenghemanma。“fengnvren，xiangkaoyingdishangweixiangfengleba？

”“renjiazhouyandoushuole，yinianqianjiufenle，haisichanlanda，zhendiuren。”“huogai，kantaneizhangkugualian，

nagenanrenshoudele。”woquansuozaigongyudeshafashang，guandiaolesuoyoutongxunshebei。shijiehenchao，

wodexinliquezhiyouyigeniantouzaifengkuangzisheng。woyaozhaodaozhenxiang。woyaozhaohuiwodezhouyan。

wokaishixianggefengziyiyang，fanbianjialidemeiyigejiaoluo。tadeshufang，tadeyimaojian，suoyoutapengguodedongxi。

woshituzhaodaoyisixiansuo，zhengmingneigezhanzaitaishangdenanrenshigemaopaihuo。zhidaoshenye，wozaitashujuzuishenchu，

yigeshanglesuodeangeli，zhaodaoleyizhiheisedejinshuhezi。worenshizheigehezi，zheishiwomengangzaiyiqishi，

tayonglaicunfangzuibaoguidongxide“mimijidi”。mimashiwodeshengri。wozhandouzheshurushuzi，

hezi“kada”yishengdankai。limianmeiyouwomenxiangxiangzhongdeqingshuhuozhejinianpin。zhiyouyizhangchunheisedemingpian，

shangmianyongyinsedesixiantangzhelianggeziheyichuandaima。bian。morpheus-07。

dierzhang：biandediyu（er）“bian”？wocongweitingzhouyantiqiguozheigemingzi。taxiangyigeyouling，

tuwudichuxianzaiwomenyansihefengdeshenghuoli。wodakaidiannao，zaisousuoyinqinglishuru“biankeji”。

chuhuyiliao，jieguoyipiankongbai。meiyourenhegongsizhucexinxi，meiyourenhexiangguanxinwen，

fangfozheigemingzizhicunzaiyuwoshouzhongdezheizhangkapianshang。zheibuzhengchang。yueshikeyimoquhenji，

yuezhengmingbeihouyinzangzhejudademimi。wohuanlegesilu，

kaishisousuoneichuandaima“morpheus-07”。zheiyici，wozhaodaoledongxi。

danbushizaigongkaidewangzhanshang，ershizaiyigexuyaoteshuliulanqicainengjinrudeanwangluntanli。

neishiyigejiamidetiezi，fabuyuyinianqian。

biaotishi：《morpheusxiangmu：nishifouduiniderenshenggandaoyanjuan？》wodianjinqu，

xinzangbushoukongzhidikuangtiaoqilai。tiezideneirongxiangyibukehuanxiaoshuodekaipian，

chongmanleguhuorenxindeciju：“yuanshengjiatingdechuangshangshifouxiangfuguzhiju，rangniyeyenanmian？

”“shibaideguowangshifouchengweiniqianjindejiasuo，rangnicunbunanxing？”“nishifouxiangguo，

chedigaobiexianzaideziji，yongyouyigezhanxin、wanmei、wutongderensheng？

”“‘bian’weinitigongzhongjijiejuefangan——‘rengefugai’fuwu。

womenjiangweininliangshendingzhiyigequanxinde‘ni’，baoliuninxianyoudeshehuishenfen、waimao、shentijineng，

danchediqingchusuoyoutongkudejiyiyuqingganluoyin。nindequqiaojiangyinglaiyiweixindezhuren，

yiweigengqiangda、genglizhi、gengchenggongdejingyingrenge。ninjianghuodeyonghengdeanning，er‘ta’，

jiangtininhuochuninmengmeiyiqiudehuihuang。”“xuanzebian，jishixinsheng。”wodingzhepingmushangdemeiyigezi，

hunshendexueyefangfodouninggule。

rengefugai……qingchujiyi……quqiaojiangyinglaiyiweixindezhuren……zheixiecizuhezaiyiqi，

gouchengleyigewowufalijie、queyourangwomaogusongrandecaixiang。nandao……wobuganzaixiangxiaqu。

wobixuzhaodaozheijiagongsi。jiexialaideyizhou，wodongyonglewoguoquzuodiaochajizheshijizandesuoyourenmai。

woxiangyitouxiudaoxuexingweidekunshou，fengkuangdisiyaozherenheyisikenengdexiansuo。guochengyichangjiannan。

“bian”debaomigongzuozuodetianyiwufeng。suoyoujiechuguotaderen，sihudouqiandinglemouzhongxieyi，

duicihuimorushen。yucitongshi，neige“xinzhouyan”kaishiduiwojinxingquanmiandejiaosha。

tatongguogongzuoshifabushengming，xishuwode“zuizhuang”：huanghualianpian、kongzhiyuqiang、qingxupianji。

tashenzhiweizaoleyixieliaotianjiluheyinpin，jiangwosuzaochengyigexiesidilidefengnvren。

cengjingyuwojiaohaodepengyoukaishishuyuanwo，hezuofangfenfenjieyue，wodeshiyehemingyuzaiduanduanjitianneihuiyuyidan。

wobeigulile。quanshijiedouzhanzaiwodeduilimian，erwoweiyidediren，quedingzhewoairendelian。yitianshenye，

wojiedaoleyigejiamidianhua，laiziwocengjingdexianrenlaok。tashengyinyadehendi，beijingcaoza。“suran，

biezaichale。‘bian’bushininengpengde，tamenbeihoushitongtiandeziben，zhuanmenweijinzitajianshangneiqunrenfuwu。

tamenzuodebushishengyi，shi‘huanming’。”“huanmingshishenmeyisi？”wozhuiwen。“jiushizimianyisi！

babumanyideziji‘shadiao’，huanyigejingyingde‘linghun’zhujinqu！wodatingdao，zhouyanshitamendekehu，

erqieshizuigaojibiede‘morpheus-07’xiangmu，zhudongqianyuede！

”zhudongqianyue……zheisangezixiangyibacuidudejiandao，henhenzhajinwodexinzang。bu。bukeneng。

zhouyanneimeaiwo，tazenmekenengzhudongxuanze“shasi”ziji，ranhourangyigemoshengrenlaizhanjutadeshenti，

laishanghaiwo？“wobuxin！”woduizhedianhuasihou，“tayidingshibeibide！tamenpianleta！”“suran，

niqingxingyidian！”laokdeshengyinyejile，“niyiweineixiefuhaodoushishazima？

tamenshixianqizijideguoqutaitongku，taiangzang，caixuanzeyongzheizhongfangshi‘zisha’！

zhouyandeyuanshengjiatingshenmedexing，nibiwoqingchu！duitalaishuo，zheihuoxushiyizhongjietuo！”“jietuo？

”woxiaole，xiaodeyanleidouliulechulai，“suoyi，taweilejietuo，jiuxuanzepaoqiwo？

xuanzemodiaowomenzhijiandeyiqie？”dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyizhenjicudesaodong，

laokdeshengyinbiandejingkong：“tamenzhaodaowole！suran，biezaichale，kuaipao！

tamen……”dianhuabeimengdiguaduanle。wozaidaguoqu，zhishengxiabinglengdemangyin。wotanzuozaidishang，

chegudehanyicongjiaodishengqi，shunjianxijuanquanshen。laokchushile。yinweiwo。kongjuhejuewangxiangliangzhiwuxingdeshou，

sisiezhulewodehoulong。wogaizenmeban？fangqima？chengrenwodeairenyijingziyuan“siwang”，

xianzaihuozhedezhishiyigejichengletashenfendemoshengren？bu。wozuobudao。ruguolianwodoufangqi，

neizheigeshijieshang，jiuzaiyemeiyourenjideneigehuizaishenyeweiwoyehaobeijiao，huizaiwoshengbingshibenzhuodiaozhou，

huibasuoyouwenroudoujiwodezhouyanle。tahaimeisi。tazhishibeikunzaileneigeshentidemougejiaoluo。

woyaobatajiuchulai。jiusuanyuquanshijieweidi，jiusuanqianfangshiwanzhangshenyuan。

wodemuguangzhongxinluozaineizhangheisedemingpianshang。kongjutunqu，querdaidedeshiyizhongjinhufengkuangdejuejue。

“bian”，shima？jirannimenbatacongwoshenbianduozou，neiwojiuqinzishangmen，

banimenliantongneigexuweideshijie，yiqituorudiyu。

disanzhang：zhefudelieshou（san）laokdeshizongxiangyipenbingshui，jiangwocongfennudehuoyanzhongjiaoxing。woyishidao，

womianduidebushiyigeputongdegongsi，ershiyigeyongyoujudanengliang、bingqiexingshihenladezuzhi。yingpengying，

wowuyiyuyiluanjishi。wobixugaibiancelve。woxiaoshile。

zai“xinzhouyan”delvshihanjijiangsongdaowoshoushangzhiqian，woqingkonglegongyu，duanjuelehesuoyourendelianxi，

xiangyidishuirongruledahai。waijiedouyiweiwochengshoubuzhuyali，yaomeshibengkuile，yaomeshiduoqilaile。

wangluoshangduiwodechaofengyoudadaoleyigexinde**。“kanba，xinxule，paolule。

”“zheizhongnvrenjiushibujianguancaibudiaolei。”“zhouyanzhongyubaituozheigeleizhuile，gongxigegekaiqixinrensheng！

”“xinzhouyan”sihuyeduiwodexiaoshigandaomanyi。tabuzaigongkaitijiwo，ershiquanshenxinditourudaogongzuozhong，

pingjiezheneizhangwanmeidemiankonghebei“youhua”guodejingzhanyanji，shiyezaipangaofeng，

chengweilewushurenzhuipengdewanmeiouxiang。meiyourenzhidao，wozhishicongmingchuzhuanruleanchu。

wozuleyijianweiyuchengzhongcunde、bujiantianridexiaxiaofangjian，zheiliyulonghunza，

shichengshilizuishiheyinzangdedifang。womaidiaolesuoyoumingpaibaoheshoushi，

huanlaideqianzugouwozhichenghenzhangyiduanshijian。wokaishixiangyigezhenzhengdelieshouyiyang，naixindizhefu，

shoujiguanyu“bian”deyiqiexinxi。wobuzaishitucongguanfangqudaotupo，

ershijiangmubiaosuodingzaile“bian”dekehushenshang。shenmeyangderenhuixuanze“rengefugai”？

laokdehuatixinglewo——neixieyongyoujudacaifu，quebeifuzhebukanhuishoudeguoqu，

bingqiejidukewangchenggongderen。wokaishishulijinliangnianlai，

neixieturan“xingqingdabian”、“shiyetufeimengjin”demingren。

wozhaodaolediyigemubiao：yiweicengjingyinweiyiyuzhenghechouwenerbinlinpochandeshangyedaheng，linguodong。yinianqian，

taturanxiaoshengnijilesangeyue，huiguihouxiangbianleyigeren，shouduanhenla，siweizhenmi，

zaiduanduanbannianneijiurangzijideshangyediguoqisihuisheng，shenzhibidingshengshiqihaiyaohuihuang。

tadejinglihezhouyanheqixiangsi。wohualelianggeyuedeshijian，weizhuangchengqingjiegong、waimaiyuan、jiudianfuwusheng，

xiangyingziyiyangshentoujinlinguodongdeshenghuoquan。zheishiyigejiqimorendeguocheng。

womeitiandouzaiangzanghepibeizhongduguo，danwoneixindehuoyanqueyueshaoyuewang。

meiyicikandao“xinzhouyan”zaidianshishangluchuneizhongwanmeierxujiadeweixiao，wojiugaosuziji，zaijianchiyixia。

zhongyu，wozhaodaolejihui。zaiyigecishanwanyanshang，woweizhuangchengfuwusheng，

zailinguodongdejiulifangleweiliangde、nengrangrenzaiduanshijianneiyishimohudeyaowu。ranhou，

zaitaquxishoujiandelushang，“buxiaoxin”jiangyizhengpanhongjiupozailetashenshang。“duibuqi！duibuqilinzong！

”wojinghuangshicuodidaoqian，chenjijiangyigeweixingqietingqizhanzailetaxizhuangwaitaodeneicejiacengli。

tazhishiyanedipielewoyiyan，jiuxiangkanyizhiaiyandechongzi，bianzaibaobiaodecuyongxialikaile。

huidaowodexiaochuzuwu，wodaishangerji，zhenggeshijiezhishengxiaqietingqilichuanlaideweiruodianliusheng。yizhengye，

doushiwuyiyideshangyeyingchouhexuweideketao。jiuzaiwokuaiyaojuewangdeshihou，lingchensandian，linguodonghuijiale。

wotingdaoleguanmensheng，ranhoushizhangjiudejijing。turan，yigejieranbutongdeshengyinxiangqi。shilinguodongdeshengyin，

danbuzaishibaitianneizhongchenwenyoulideyudiao，ershiyizhongdaizhejidupibeiheyayideziyanziyu。

“weishenme……weishenmewohaishihuixiangqineixieshi？”“neigejiuguifuqin，

neijianlouyudepowuzi……wobushiyijingbatamendouwanglema？”“‘bian’bushishuo，fugaishiwanmeidema？

weishenmezheixielajijiyihaihuimaochulai？”wodexintiaozhouranjiasu。taguoranshi“bixing”dekehu！erqie，

“rengefugai”sihubingfeiwanmeiwuque，yuanyouderengehejiyi，bingmeiyoubeiwanquanqingchu，ershixiangyoulingyiyang，

huizaimougeshikezhongxinfuxian。jiexialai，wotingdaolebohaodeshengyin。

yigebingleng、budairenheganqingdedianzihechengyinxiangqi：“ninhao，‘bian’shouhoufuwu，

qingwenyoushenmekeyibangnin？”“woshilinguodong，bianhaotaurus-19。

”linguodongdeshengyinchongmanlefanzao，“wodejiyicanpianchuxianleshikongxianxiang，yaoqiujinxingjinjiweihu。

”“shoudaonindeqingqiu，taurus-19。qingninyumingwanshidian，dao‘yiwangjiuba’sanhaobaoxiang，

jishurenyuanhuiweininjinxingshujuqingxi。”yiwangjiuba！womengdicongyizishangzhanqilai，hunshenyinjidongerzhandou。

wozhaodaoletamendejudian！neigebinglengdedianziyinzaicixiangqi：“lingwai，linxiansheng，womenxuyaotixingnin，

ninde‘suzhu’jinqiqingxubodongyichang，kenenghuiduinindezhudaodiweichanshengganrao。genjuxieyi，

ruguoninlianxusanciwufayazhisuzhu，womenjiangqidong‘geshihua’chengxu。

”linguodongdeshengyintouzheyisikongju：“geshihuashishenmeyisi？

”“yiweizhewomenjiangqingchusuzhucancundesuoyouyishisuipian，

rangtachengweiyijuzhenzhengde、zhitingcongzhilingde‘huotikuilei’。dangran，

zheiyehuiduinindeganguantiyanzaochengyongjiuxingsunshang。suoyi，qingjinkuaiwendingnindeqingxu，linxiansheng。

”dianhuaguaduanle。wozhaixiaerji，lenghanyijingjintoulewodehoubei。

suzhu……huotikuilei……geshihua……yuanlai，zhouyanbingmeiyoubeikunzaishentidemougejiaoluo。

tazhengzaiheneigewailaide“xinrenge”zhengduoshentidekongzhiquan！erwozhiqiandui“xinzhouyan”de**，

neixiewomengongtongdejiyi，henkenengjiushidaozhita“qingxubodongyichang”deyuanyin！keyidanbei“bian”faxian，

tamenjiuhuiqidong“geshihua”chengxu……daoneishi，wodezhouyan，jiuhuibeizhenzhengdi、chedidimoshadiao。

wobunengzaidengle。wobixuzaitamenjinxing“shujuqingxi”zhiqian，zaitamenqidong“geshihua”zhiqian，

bazhouyanjiuchulai！mingtianwanshang，yiwangjiuba。neijiangshiwodezhanchang。

disizhang：yiwangjiubadexianjing（si）“yiwangjiuba”zangzaiyitiaonihongshanshuodehouxiangli，rukouxiazhai，

xiangyizhangzerenershidejukou。zheilimeiyouzheneryulongdeyinle，zhiyouyayide、liudongdeanying。

wohuanshangleyishenyuzheiligegeburude、ganjingliluodezhiyezhuang，yiyigewurucidideputongbailingxingxiangchuxian。

wodeshouxinli，jinjinzuanzheyigegaizhuangguode、nengshunjianshifangqiangdianliudeweixingdianjiqi。zheishiwoweiyidewuqi。

womeiyouzhijiequsanhaobaoxiang。wozhidao，xiang“bian”zheiyangjinshendezuzhi，judianliyidingbumanlejiankong。

wozaibataidianleyibeizuiliedejiu，yanshenquezaibudongshengsediguanchazhezhenggejiubadebuju。

wokandaotongwangerloubaoxiangdeloutikou，zhanzhelianggejirouqiujie、yanshenjingtidebaoan。yingchuangshibukenengde。

wozhengsisuozheduice，yigechuanzhebaoludenvrenduanzhejiupan，yaoyeshengzidichaowozoulai。“yigeren？

”tazaiwoshenbianzuoxia，tuchudeyanquandaizheaimeidexiangqi，“kanniyansheng，diyicilai？”wodianlediantou，

zhuangchujucubuandeyangzi。“biejinzhang，baobeier。”tagegedixiaoqilai，“laizheierde，

doushiyougushideren。yaomexiangwangjishenme，yaomexiangdedaoshenme。”tadeyanshenzaiwoshenshangsaoleyiquan，

“wokanni，shixiangzhaorenba？”woxinliyijing，mianshangquebudongshengse：“nizenmezhidao？”“nideyanjing，

”tayongtuzhexinghongzhijiayoudeshouzhidianledianwodeyanjiao，“zangbuzhushi。genwoshuoshuo，zhaoshei？

huoxuwonengbangni。”woyouyuleyixia，juedingduyiba。woyadishengyin，shuochuleneigemingzi：“linguodong。

”nvrendexiaorongjiangzailelianshang。tajingtidikanlekansizhou，ranhoucoudaowoerbian，

shengyinbiandebingleng：“nishishenmeren？nichataganshenme？”“woshita……paoqideqingren。

”woshunjianbianhaoleyigefuheluojideshenfen，“taqianwoyibiqian，yibihendadeqian。

”nvrenshenshilewohenjiu，sihuzaipanduanwohualidezhenwei。zuizhong，tasonglekouqi，

zhongxinluchuneizhongfengqingwanzhongdexiao。“yuanlaishiweiqingsuokundekelianren。”taduanqiwodejiubei，yiyinerjin，

“jiejiequanniyiju，wangletaba。xianzaidelinguodong，yijingbushinirenshideneigerenle。taxinli，

zhuangbuxiarenheren。”“wobuganxin！”wo“jidong”dizhuazhutadeshou，“wozhiyaojiantayimian，

bahuashuoqingchu！qiuqiuni，bangbangwo！”yexushiwodeyanjizugoubizhen，

yexushi“weiqingsuokun”zheigeliyoudadongleta。tatanlekouqi，shuo：“tazaisanhaobaoxiang，dannijinbuqude。

neilishi‘guike’qu。buguo……wokeyixiangbanfarangnishangqu。”tadaizhewoconghouchuraodaoyuangongtongdao，

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“yigebuzhisihuodechuangruzhe。”talengxiaoyisheng，conghuailitaochuyibaheisedeshouqiang，duizhunlewo，“shuoba，

shisheipainilaide？”**zheqiang，chuanzhecuqi，danaofeisuyunzhuan。jiuzaizheishi，

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“ba……biedawo……wocuole……”tanannanziyu，xiangshixianruletongniandeemeng。shisuzhudeyishi！

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takanzhewo，zuichunrudong，

yongjinzuihoudeliqishuoleyiju：“xiexieni……rangwo……zuohuileziji……”shuowan，

tahuanhuandidaolexiaqu。erneigejishurenyuan，zejingkongdikanzhezijishoulideqiang，

fangfobuganxiangxinzijijingran“wusha”lekehu。cierdejingbaoshengyuelaiyuejin，waimianchuanlailezaluandejiaobusheng。

wozhidao，wobixumashanglikai。wozuihoukanleyiyandaozaixuebozhongdelinguoshe，xinzhongwuweizachen。