“wenyue,nishibushijuedezhiyaonihuilai,guzhianjiuyidinghuihuidaonishenbian?。”
wenyuechixiaoyishengmeiyouhuida,danyanshenxieluletashizaibidedexiangfa。
温月没错。
guzhianyidinghuihuidaotashenbian。
kewo,yehuiyongyuanhenggenzaitamenzhijian。
chengweineigekanbujian,mobuzhede,yongyuannanwanghuaidejiuren。
4
没有人不怕死。
wanshang,woniezhezhitongyaodedaizi,shuangshouchengzaishuichibian,tengdehunshenzhandou。
guzhiantuimenerru,shenshangzhanranzhedandandehongjiuwei,wowenchuzheishitayiguanaiqudeneijiaqinglvxicantingdezhaopaihongjiu。
kanlai,tashidaizhewenyueyiqiqule,caizheimewanhuilai。
kandaoketingliheidengxiahuo,tacumeikaideng。
heianzhongwohuangluanshouqizhitongpian,jinzhangzhixiajikexiaoyaopianshunzhefengxidiaozaidishang,gunjinjiaoluo,wolaibujibatamenjianqi,zhinengyongjiaojiangtamentirugengshenchu。
guzhiankandaowohouyouxiejingya。
“怎么还没睡?”
“koukele。”wohuluanjielebeishuihe,jiangyazaishetouxiadezhitongpianyanxia。
guzhiangangjieshougongsishi,jingchanggongzuodaohenwancaihuijia,neishiwomenjiehundiyinian,taduiwosuihao,danguzilihaishidailelengdanyushuli。
gongzuopilaorongyitouteng,wojiumeiwanhuanzhebutonghuayangjitadunyaoshantang。
youshitahuilaidetaiwan,faxianworenbuzhukunyishuizaishafashang,huixiaoxinyiyibaoqiwo,qingqingdijiangwofangzaichuangshang。
houlaizhongyuyouyitian,tafuzaiwoerpang:“yuxi,mingtianjiehunjinianri,womenyiqiguoba。”
guzhianjiehunjinianridaiwoqudeneijiacanting,jiushijinwantadaiwenyuequdeneijia。
buzhidaotahewenyueyiqitingzheshuxidezoumingquneike,huibuhuiyouyishunjian,yichanei,xiangqiwoni?
guzhianxishuwanhou,shenshangdehongjiuweiyijingxiaosan,tatangzaichuangshangcongshenhouhuanzhuwo。
wozuanzhechuangdanbushiqudidapozheimeihaofenwei。
“jintiansongwenjian,wozaigongsikandaowenyuele。”
guzhianhuanzaiwoyaoshangdeshoujinlejin,suihoutadandingdao:“wopinletazuowodezhuli。”
xinkouyizhensicheganchuanlai,wozhengkaiyankanxiangchuangwai。
jinwandeyese,genyiyuanneiwan,zhenxianga。
“nengbunengbuyaoliutazaishenbian。”wodiyicixiangguzhiantichuyaoqiu。
qimazaiwosizhiqian,buyaorangtazheiyangsiwujidandiqinshiwodeshenghuo。
guzhianjiangwodetoubaiguoqu,jiuzheiyangkanzhewo,jiudaowoshenzhidouyaoyiwei,tahuituoxie,tahaiaiwo。
taquecanrendijiangneixiehuayiziyijushuochukou。
“wenyueganghuiguo,gefangmiandoubushuxi,taxuyaobangzhu,chulewo,meirennengbangta。”
woyizhidingzheta,liangjiucaichechuyimoxiao,ngleyisheng。
他松了口气。
wozhuanguoshen,youshouanzhuxinkou。
guzhian,yidingyaolaolaojizhunijinwanshuodemeijuhua,yidingyaolaolaojizhunisuozuodemeijianshi。
yinweizheiyang,wojiexialaizuodeshiqing,caihuiyouyiyi。
5
我开始吐血了。
zhousizaoshangshuayashibuxiaoxintongdaohoulong,benyiweigankejixiajiujieshule,keyikesoujiuxiangkailezhasidezenmedouzhibuzhu。
guzhianzaiwaimianhuanxiezi,tingjianwodekesoushenghouguolaiqiaocesuomen。
“yuxi,nimeishiba?”
womeigongfuhuidata,yidatanxueconghoulongyongshanglai,jiuzheiyangchiluoluobujiayanshidipenzaishuichili,zhouweijianqilaixuduodixuemozi。
guzhiandebudaowodehuiying,youxiehuangzhang,yonglibaizhemenbashou。
wohuanguoshenxunsushoushileshuichi,shulehaojixiakouhoucaidakaicesuomen。
guzhianguanchawodelianse,jianwosihuwuyanghousonglekouqi。
“zenmele,shentibushufuma?”