yinggaiwentibuhuitaida，taxinliyoudi，jibenshinengchidingletadejuece，yinweilejie，suirantahuiqiu-jinta，keshiduiyuzheiyangyileideshiqing，tongchangbuhuitaiguanzheta，zhiyaobufangaitadebuzhi。
sishaoqiqueshilengyanguolai，dingzheta：“ггиищsifudeshiqing，yongbudaonilaiguan！”
shuohuajiqishengyingde，yijuhua，yedeguanjingbaimeihuiguoshenlai。
conglaimeiyouzheiyangguo，guanjingbaiyebuzhidaotashizenmele，huranjiuruci，ketinglihaiyoujigeyongren，zaiyongrenmianqiantayixiangdoubuhuijitazheiyangshuohua。
sifudeshiqing，yongbudaotalaiguan，neijiushiyaotiletachuquleshima？
guanjingbai“ceng”deyixiazizhanqilai：“buyongwoguan，neiwokeyizoulema？”
tababudelikejiufeichuqu，buyongtalaiguan，tapingshenmeyouguanzheta，liangehuayuandoubuzhuntachuqu。
“zhizebulizenmefa，jiuzenmefa！”sishaoqishengyingdeshengyinshigenzheguanjiashuo，haoxiangmeitingjianguanjingbaishuohuayiyangde。
guanjialiansegengnankanle，qiujiusidezhanzaisishaoqishenhoushijingdekanzheguanjingbai，chiyideshuo：“zhei，zhei……”
dayueshichengfajiqiyanzhongde，sishaoqideshouduantayoubushimeijianguo，ruguozhishiyinweitaxiawuwuliqunaodefeiyaochumen，jiulianleibierenshoufa，tashibunengjieshou。
“woquyixiahuayuan，yigongjiuwufenzhong！zenmebukeyi？bushitadecuo，shiwofeiyaoxialou！wufenzhong！sishaoqi，nisifudeshiqingwoguanbudao，neiwoxianzaijiuchuqu！niyebielaiguanwo！”guanjingbaizhuanshenjiuwangwaimianzou。
caizouleliangbu，shouwanshangyitong，jiubeitashoulazhu。
sixiabiedeyongrenzaodoupaodeduoqilai，zhiyouguanjiapaobudiaozhinengzhanzaiyuandi。
“shinihunaohaileta，nijiugaijizhuxiacibuzhunbutingwode！”sishaoqiyishoulaletadaomianqian，lisheng，yandisihushiyoujiaozhuo。
第十九章好事将近
tabuguantayandishishenme，zhishihendelihaile。
yuanlaiyoushiweilekongzhita！tabuguoshixialoulewufenzhong，buguoshiqulehuayuan，liansijiadedamendoumeichu，buguoshiqulehuayuanbale！jiushizheiyangdeshiqinghaiyaotingtadebaibu，pingshenme？tazenmehuiyiweitakeyizheiyangdeshufuta？
“woweishenmeyaotingnide！sishaoqinizhendegoule！bushiweilelelewohuizaizheili？shinibangwohuilai，shinibiwozaizheili！niyongyuanyebiexiangguanzhuwo！”guanjingbaijihushihoude。
sishaoqikanzheta，lianseyouxiefaqing，shihende。
pingchangzaizenmechao，yedoushizaifangjianli，zheicishizaizheimeduorenmianqian。
“shanglou。”sishaoqiyishoulazhetajiuwangloushangtuo。
tasimingdezhengzha，bushanglou，keliqitaixiao，tabuguanbugudewangshangtuo，tazhangkouquyao，yaozaitadegeboshangmian，tashoushangyiyongli，tatongdeyanleidouyaoxialai，buyoudesongkaitadeshouwan，kouliyouxue，shitashouwanshangde。
“nizheige**！nizheige**！”guanjinglvzoubaisimingdebuzou，shuaidaozaidishang，tazaiqianmianhaishilazhe。
gebohetui，doupengzhezaidishang，taijieyijiyijide，talinzhetadegebojiuzhuaitashangqu，luodetatong，yizhituozhetashangloudaofangjian，guanshangmen，caisongletadeshou，diutazaidibanshang。
tazuoshouwuzheyoushou，tongdeyanleizhiliu。
是真的眼泪直流。
buzhidaoshiweiletenghaishiweilebiedeshenme。
zheishidiyici，tayuejie。
kuaguhaiyoutui，doukezaigangcaideloutishangmian，yinggaihuiqingle，tengdelihai，shouwanjihuyaotuojiu，yijingnengkanjianshouwanshangyiquandouhongzhong，buzhidaohuibuhuiqingle。
“sishaoqi，nizheige**！”tadaozhezaidibanshang，zuoqilaidouhuitong，liangbiankuagudouqingle。
quansuozaidibanshang，cezhekanyibiandibanshangzhanzhedesishaoqi。
tasihushifanzao，yishouzhuaikailelingdai，laihuidezouleliangquan，huitoukanzheta，queshilisheng：“wobuzhunnichuquyuanziyidingyouwodeliyou，nibutinghua，baoquanhailanbuzhuni！guanjingbai，nidangshengmudangdetaiduole，yigebaoquanniyeyaohuzhe。shiniderenxinghaidetashoufa，nibixuzhidao，renzuorenheshidouyaofuze！”
这是什么道理？
tadefuze，jiushiyanzhengzhengdekanzheneigewugudebaoquanbeichengfa？
zheisuanshishenmedaoli，pingshenme？tazhishichuquwufenzhong，tadeliyoushishenme？tayoushenmeliyouyaoxianzhiletadeziyou？
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weishenme？taiduocixiangyaowengedaan，tayongyuanbuji。
tadeshijielimian，tashiduyiwuerdeshen，buxuyaojitarenhejieshi，zhigaosuta，buzhun。
“nishibiwo！chengfawojiurangwoqutineigerenshoufa！woyuanyi！shiwofeiyaorenxing，woyiweinibuhuibatazenmeyang，sishaoqinichengfawojiuchongzhewolai，biechongzhebieren！bawobianchengjintianzheiyangxiesidiliderenshini！nizenmebuzijiqushoufa，nizenmebuchengfaniziji！wobuyao，woyaoziyou！nigenqinyingyingjiebujiehunwodoubuguan，wobuzaihu！zheiyiciwoshenmedoumeizuocuo，weishenmeyaorangwojinzu！woshenmedoumeizuocuo！”tashipinjinquanlidezaihan。
shengyinyouxiesiyale，shenmedoumeiguodanao，zhiyouzuihouzheiyiju，tahenduding，zheiyicitashenmedoumeizuocuo！
tazhenshihendeyaoyaqiechi。
sishaoqijugaolinxiadekanta，guolailiangbu，jihushizhanzailetadelianbian，tayaotaihengaodetoucainengkandeqingchuta。
tademianmushangmianshishuobuchudeshense，zuihouzhilengshengzhongfu：“weiqiyizhou，nibuzhunqurenhefangziyiwaidedifang！yizhouhouwofangnichuquzouzou！”
一周后？
guanjingbaichunjiaoyouxiedaizhejifengdexiaorong，zhongshen：“neigebaoquanni？woyaotameishi！”
sishaoqilianseyinanxialai，dingzheta：“zheibushinigaiguandeshiqing！”
jiushihaihuichengfadeyisi……
guanjingbaizhizhidedingzhesishaoqideliankong，sishaoqizhongyushifanyanle，lianshangluchufanyandeshense，yishunjianneimemingxian，hudecongtashenbiandabudeguoqu，chumen，“peng”deyishengshuaishangmen。
hunshendouhaotong，guanjingbaijuedetongdebudele，pazhezaidishang，dibanyouxiebingliang，haoxiangyeganjuebudao，zhiyixindepazhe。
neigebaoquandagaihaishihuibeichengfale，sishaoqimeiyousongkoujiushimeiyouyudi，zijiyigexiaoxiaoderenxingyedouhuirangtazhuazhubabing，zheishizaigaojieta，bunengbutingtadehua，napashirenheyimiaozhongdoubukeyi。
tazhishiqulehuayuanlimianwufenzhong，wufenzhongnengzuoshenme？tadehuoqi，shifahuoyutadewuni。
taburongxurenherenbutingtadehua，neigebaoquanhenwugu，zaisishaoqideyanli，dagaishihenneigebaoquanmeinenglanzhutadewuni。
guanjingbaibiyan，pazhezaidibanshangmian，yidongbudong。
waimianyouchezikaidongdeshengyin，sishaoqishichumenle，tingdeqingchu，shitachezicainengzheiyangdekaijinlai，meiyoubiederen。
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xinglaideshihou，potianhuangde，jingranhaizaidibanshangmianquansuozhe。
jingranzaidibanshangmianshuilezheimejiu，tiansehaishiheide，heisekepa，buzhidaoshijidianle，guanjingbaiqukailebideng，kanyiyanqiangbishangdebiao，yijingshenye4dian，zaiguolianggexiaoshiyouhuitianliang，haizimenbuzhidaozainali。
xiangzhe，jiurenbuzhu“keke”dekesouleliangsheng。
dibantaileng，youxiedongdeganmao。
xinlijingranyouyizhongganjue，jiulianzheiyangdeshangdoushitaguyide，zhidaoruherangtatongdezuijiuyoubuhuizhiming，zongjuedeshenmedoushitasuanjihaode，suoyoudeyiqie，tadoushisuanjidehaohaode。
suiranmingzhidaoyouxieshibutaikeneng，keshidoujuedeshitasuanjidejieguo。
tajintianpiqixianranshibuhao，buzhidaoshizenmele？tayebuxiangzhidao，zhishizheiyangbaolideduita，taquemeiyoubanfa。
jiatingbaoli？tashenzhihaibusuanshitadejialiren，jiuzhishengxiabaolilianggezi。
yongmaojincalelian，huidaochuangshangqu，shuixia。
绝望的蔓延……
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sishaoqizaoshangzaizheilichifan，jiuhuiyoubaozhisongdaozheililai，doushiyunhaode。
xialou，yilushangdoumeiyudaoshenmeyongren，zoudaolouxiacaikanjianguanjialiwan。
孩子们又去上课。
“jintiandebaozhini？”guanjingbaiwen。
liwanlianshangduixiao：“keshibuganqiao，jintianbaozhihaimeisonglai，guanxiaojiexianshanglouquxiuxi，dengbaozhilailewojininsongguoqu。”
guanjingbaiyouxiehuyi，baozhizenmekenengdoukuaizhongwufanlehaimeisongguolai，zaizenmechidoubuhuide，xinwenzhongyaodeshishixiaoxing，zenmekenengzheiyang。
dangxiayebuduowen，zhishishanglouqu，quekanjianyouyizhanghongsedesanjiaoxingxuanchuandanpiaoluozaidishang，neishimeitianzaoshangbaozhilimiandoujiazhede，tameicidoushunlukanyiyan，shifenshuxi，zenmehuizaizoulangshangmianpiaozhe？
guanjingbaiyanzhezoulangguoqu，jintoushichuwujian，niukaimenbashou，kanjianyifenbaozhijiufangzaichuwujianzaluandongxideshangmian，meiyouluoyisihui，naqilaiyikanshijian，zhengshijintian。
baozhidouyijingsonglaile，haiyouyongrennashanglou，weishenmemeiyousongdaowuli，guanjiahaipiantashuoshihaimeisongdao？
guanjingbaisuibianyifan，toubantoutiaojiushijudadetu，henrongyijiurenchulaishiqinyingying。
sshimingyuanbingbuduo，hekuangqinyingyingdequeshimeimao，kanbaozhishangdengdexinwentuyeshiwumeifeichang，yanjiaomeishaodoutouluchumingyuanqizhi，yiyankanguoqujiuzhidaoshenfenguizhong，kanqilaineimedeti，biaotishi：dingjihaomenlianyin，chuanyanhaoshijiangjin。
diershizhangaiyuhendejiaozhi
qinyingyingdexiaorong，nanguaineiyangcanlan。
limianneirongshi，qinyingyingdailejudadezuanjie，zhijianyiyishenghui，beirenpaidaoguanghunshadian。
kanjianjizheyeshiwenhe，weixiaomiandui，xiaorongtianmiderangrenyixiazijiuzhidaozenmeyihuishi。
jintiandebaozhi，dengdeshizuotianfashengdeshiqing，zuotiansishaoqifaleneimedadehuo，youshuaimenchuqu，huilaihaijitafapiqi，hairangtanongchenglezheiyangshanghenleileidemoyang……
有没有一点点天理？
fangxiabaozhizaiyuandi，jiazhuangzijimeiyoukandaoyiyangguanshangchuzangshidemen，huizijifangjianliqu，zuozaichuangbiankanchuangwaidefengjing。
“qinyingyingxiaojieyizhouhoujiuhuiyidalile，ninbuyaofangzaixinshang。”liwanfaxiantayijingkanjianbaozhi，hedehunshenmaohan，jimanglaiqiutayinman，zheiyanggentashuo。
一周后？
xiangdaosishaoqiyeshuode，yizhouhouyunxutachumenqu，shijianshangjingranshizhonghede。
tabunengdong，yemeiyourengaosuta，sishaoqiduanletagenwaijiesuoyoudelianluo，yaobushibaozhishangmianyindebeitakanjian，tagengshishenmedoubuzhidao。
lianxiangdaobaozhishangdeneizhangjufutupianheqinyingyingshoushangdejiezhi，qishibingbunanxiangxiang。
彻彻底底的隐瞒。
xinliyijingtaiguoqingchu，henrongyixiangdedao，weishenmehaiyaojiujiezhe？
因为爱情？
关静白摇头。
ruguoneiyenengchengzhiweiaiqingdehua，neishishenmeyangdeganqingni？zhemo，bukenfangshou，kantatongku，rangtameibanfataozou，zhemotashenbiansuoyouderenbita，kantatongkudeyangzitajiuzaiyibianjingjingdeshenshi，zhendehaoxiangshiyangchongwudeyangzi，shituxunfutaguaiguaidezaitadeyanpidixia，shiturangtazuoyixietaohaotadedongzuo，tajiusuanshibufankangle，yebuhuiyoushenmehaodejieguo。
doushiwanxiaohua，sheihuidangzhenni？
taxiangyaodeshijiehenjiandan，jiushipingfandefuqi，guozhepingfandeshenghuo。
kezaizheili，tayongyuanbukeneng。
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“guanjingbai，kaimen！”sishaoqizaimenwaiqiaomen！
guanjingbaizuozaiwuli，kanzhemenbanbeipaidong，jingjingdezuozaichuangshangkanzhe，dangzuomeiyoutingdao。
menshitafansuode，jirantaburangtachumen，neitajiubazijifansuozaiwuli。
fangmenzuihoushibeirenyijiaochuaikai，mentaijieshi，youshihouzhenshimafan。
sishaoqidiyigechongjinlai，lianshangdejinghuangneimemingxian，kanzheguanjingbaihaohaodezuozaichuangtoudemoyang，lianshangdebiaoqingjiangjile，sihushibuzhidaogaixiaohaishigaizhejihuozheshiganga。
guanjingbaibazheiyiqiejinshouyandi，xinlijiuyouxieyuyue。
kanzhesishaoqibeixinong，tajiuyuyue，conglaidoushitabeizhangkong，xianzaikantadelengmodandingbeidapo，taxinqingshihaode。
waimianderendouyiweisishaoqichongzhetadaolemouzhongjizhi，shenmedouqianjiuta，jitazuihaode，zoudaonalidoudaizhetayiqi，haoxianghenduorendoubatachuandehaoxiangchuanqiyiyang，mougelaodaaishangleyigexiangmaopingpinghaibushuncongdenvhaizi，shunbianduzhuanledayueshineinvhaizizaoyouxinshangren，laodaruheqiangshifenkaiyiduiairen，zijishenshenmilianqizhong，haoxiangshimougetongniantonghuadejuben。
tajiutingshuoguoyici，shisishaoqidaizhetaqutaipingyangshangmougedaoguodeshihou，tashiyoushide，tayigerenzaibieshulimianzouzou，tingjianyongrenyonggezhongxianmudeyuqishuozheiyangdejuzi，dangjijiujuedehaoxiao。
ruyuyinshui，lengnuanzizhi，biederenkanjiandedoushishenme？
guanjingbaitiaolemeitou，yingzhesishaoqikan，pangbianjigeyongrendoubuzhidaoruheshihao，gangcaitamenneimedazhenzhangtajiushibuchusheng，haishijinglizuishiqu，likeshuo：“duibuqiguanxiaojie，womenyiweininzailimianchushile，womenhuizuochubuchang，xiwangninbuyaojieyi。”shuowan，likedaizherentuichuqu。
sishaoqishiqingbuzoudedashen，tayemeiyouzhiwangsishaoqinengzou。
manbujingxindekantayiyan，jixushangwang，sishaoqizhanzaitamianqian，tabutaitoukan，kanjiantashouniedehenjin，xinlijiujuedehaoxiaole。
“ninaogoumeiyou！”sishaoqilengsheng，tingshengyin，yijingshiyayilehenduo，cikesuanshitaidubucuodeqingkuangxia。
guanjingbaihenxiangdinghuiquyiju，shuozijimeinaogou，shenmeshihouchedilikaile，caishinaogoule。
keshisishaoqixiayijushuo：“xiangzaijianhaizijiubiezaihunao，haizixuyaoyigemami，duifangshibushiniwobuzaihu，nixiangjitamenhuanyigebabashijueduibukenengdeshiqing！nizaoyinggaiqingchu，nongdesixiapengbicaiganxin！”
guanjingbaihenxiangzhouzheliantaitoukantashuo：neizenmeban？wojiushixiangqupengbi，bupengbiwozenmezhidaoyuanlaiwomeiyouziyou，bupengbiwozenmezhidaowoshizhendefeibuchuqu……
keshizheiyangdehua，shuobuchu，shuochulaixinkouhuiteng，huisuandediaoxialeilai。
tadeneidianjiaoaozhileidedongxi，zaodoubeitamoguangle，tahaishengxiashenme？yongyuanyetaobudiao，yongyuan……
zheiyangjuewang，juewangdemeiyoutujingkeyishuhuan。
“niyongyuanbiwoxiangxiangdehaiyaogengexin！sishaoqi！nijiushige**！”guanjingbaiyangmei，sihaobubikaitademuguang，zhizhidekanzheta，simujiaojie，kantayandizhourandelengdong。
tahuifahuo，huiyiqiehuidaoyuandian，taxinlihenzijijingranzhidaodezheiyangqingchu。
“woshiexin，keniyibeizidoutaobukai！woyouduoangzang，niyetaobukai！nibiexiangtaozou！”sishaoqizhouranfasheng，yibalinzhetadeshouwan，batalinqilai，bitazhanzhe，lingyizhishoukouzaitadeyaojian。
guanjingbaicetoukanxiangyibian，tadechunfugaixialai，wenzaitadebojing，zaitabaixidebojingshangmiansinve。
tong，daizhemayiqixilai，tabuyoudezhoumei，queshixiangzhetagangcaidehua，shenziyouxiejiangzhi，tagangcaiyilianshuolesangetaozi，yinggaishiyongyuandoubuhuirangtataole，shiduding，tazaiyebiexiangzou。
xiongkouyitong，shitazhongzhongdenieshang，taditou，duishangtataitoukantademuguang，mouzishendehuian，haoxiangshihubo，shensuiguangkuodehubo，limianyouduoshenzangleduoshao，tayongyuanyebuzhixiao。
zaixiangyuyiqian，shilianggeshijiederen。
tashiyigebeifuqinbuzenmekanzhongdefujianv，tashizaiyidaliheheshengmingdehuarenlaoda，tadeshijieyouduoshaoheian，youduoshaohen，youduoshaocuozongfuza，tayongyuandoushibudong。
zheiyangxiangzhe，xiongkoumoditengtong，tafushenzaitadesuogupangbian，shenshendeshun、xi，luoxiayigewenhen。
yinhongdeyanse，sihushizaixuangaozhezhuquan。
她是他的附庸……
tafanshenyatazairouruandedachuangshangmian，tadeshenzizhong，tiedejinjin，tazhiguanbengzhezijideshenti，cetoukanxiangyibian，haoxiangshiyijuxingshizourou。
shenshangyoutong，jianbangbeitayaozhu，tatongdebuyoudeyisuo，meitouyeweizhou，didiyingningyisheng。
xiangyaozhuangsidexiangfayoubeitaeshadiao，zhuangsishitaokaitadeshouduanzhiyi，youshihoutaxinqingbuhao，taruguozheiyangzhuangsibudong，tajiuhuixianqiletadiutayigeren，zijichumenqu。
youshihoujiubuxing，zhihuihuanlaigengduodechengfa，bifangshiyao，zongzhibuyunxutameiyouhuiying。
yueshijuewangdeshihou，yueshihuixiangdaoqiqiguaiguaidedongxi，taditou，tademouziliyiranshishixueyiyangxionglideguangmang，sihushihen，hentahendechedi。
shishishang，tayoushenmehaohendeni？tazaiwaimianyouneimeduonvrenweizhetataotahuanxin，zaitamianqianhaosiyigeshangdiyiyangjuecetadeweilai，tasuoyoudezhengzhadoubeitashufudaijin，neiyangjuewangdeqingkuangxiahaiyaobeitaqiangshang，taquehaihen？
他在恨着什么？
jiusuanshiyouhen，buyinggaiyeshitame？zenmetaxianhenle？
diershiyizhangdangwodemami
fangfoshiyichangduiyi，tazaizheibian，tazaineibian，tashudepianjiabuliu，tayingle，quehaiyongzheshujiayiyangfenhendemuguangkanta。
tahuranfushenxialaikanta，muguanglihendeneiyangmingxian，hendeyaoyaqiechi，guanjingbaiyixiazicongtadeyanlikandaolezijideyingxiang，tahentadechengdubuyayutahenta，neimeweileshenmetahaibukenfangshou？mingmingshihen，weishenmehaibangzhetabuzhuntaqianxing，feiyaolatayiqixiadiyuma？
tamouzilidaoyingdeziji，shineiyangdetongdezhoumeideyizhangliankong。
xiababeitaniezhu，sisideniezhu，tadeshouzhiniekaitadexiahe，qiaokaitadeyaguanbuxutabizui，buxutajixuzinveyiyangdeyaotazijidezuichun，tapianbu，simingdeyaoyaguanxiangyaoyaozhutadeshouzhi，takazhutaxiabadeshouniedegenghen，tatengdezhinengsongkai，yandiyixiazidoushilei，tengdeyanleidouluoxialai，tadechuntiezheguolaiwenzhutadeleiguang。
taxiangkangju，xiabatengdeyijingmeiyoubanfa。
meibanfadiguotadeliqi，zuihoudefankangdoubeitawajie，guanjingbaizhongyushileiliumanmian，zheiyicibushiyinweiteng，shiyinweishule，shudezheiyangchedi，liantongzhiqiansuoyoudezhanyi，haiyouzheigewen，doushule。
taquezhinengleiliumanmian，meiyoubiederenhefankang……
shu，weishenmekeyishudezheimechedi？
tadewenluozhezaitadejiemaoshangmian，haiyoulianjiaxiaba，guanjingbaimodizhangkaiyan，yiziyijudekaikou：“zhaoruiandejishubiniqiangduole！”
guoran，shenshangdenanrendexingdongyixiazitingzhixialai，takanzheta，yandibenlaideqingyutuixiaqu，querdaizhideshinuqi，jihuyaojiangtatunshi。
“nigentazuoguole？”sishaoqideshengyinhaoxiangshicongdiyulimianlai。
guanjingbaiyangmei：“wodoujiajita，meiyouyanhuotazenmehuishouwo！sishaoqi，shishibushizongruniyuliao，nizongyoubawobuzhudedongxi！”
tabuxihuanshu，taibuxihuan，huranxiangdaozheiyangshibushinengbanhuiyijulai。
tayandidouranshitong，takandekuaiwei，laibujiquxixiangjiujingshiweileshenmetahuiruci。
tahuitou，yibanlianbeitayazhezaibeizili，yanjiaodeyuguangkanta，tadelianshangshihen，tanulidezanyidianliqi，yigehuitoushenshouchuqu，weiyideyoushoumodinaoxiangta，tashenshouyibaniezhu，haobufeili，“gela”youyisheng，shouwanshangdetongdechedi。
liangzhishoudouwufazaidong，lianbeitadizhezaizhentouli，huxidouyaobuneng，zhangdakoudexiangyaoxiqi，mianqiangdenenggou。
yangqiyuelaiyueshao，zhongyuzaiyechengbuzhu。
昏倒，是一种解脱。
guanjingbaiyanqianyipianqihei，zaiyeganjuebudaotengtong。
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xinglaideshihou，sishaoqizaikanbaozhi。
yangguangningjingdezaoshang，haoxiangyiqiedouhenzhengchang。
sishaoqizaiwofangkaochuangdexiaozhuozishangmianchizaocan，tayoushihouxinqinghaodeshihoujiuhuizheiyangzuo，buxialouqucanting，xuanzaiwofanglimianhekafei。
tadezaocangewaikaojiu，tashibuxihuande，neizhongchufanglidachusonglaikaodeweicuineiruandexiangsuanmianbaodapeijinqiangyushala，shalalimianhuangsedeshihuangtaoding，hongseshishengnvguo，lvsedebufenshishalacai，fangzaibaiciqideshalawanlimian，rubaisedebufenshijinqiangyuheshalajiang，kafeishiyiguandelanshan，tabingmeiyoutaitiaotidekouwei，zhishibuxihuanpiansuankougandekafei，gengbuxihuantaiguohuashi，ningyuanshiheikafei，zuiduoshiniunaiheshatang，zaiduobunengjieshou。
tadoubuxihuan，danshitadexihaoyingxiangbudaota。
taxihuanlubiandexiaobaozi，wukuaiqianyitideneizhong，youtiaodoujiangdoubucuo，buguanneiyouyongguoduoshaoci，youtiaolijialeduoshaomingfan。
zheiyangdeyiqie，rangguanjingbaiyouxiehuiyibuqilaijiujingshizenmeyundaode，haoxiangdoubuguozhishiyichangmeng，guigenjiedishenmedoumeifasheng，yiqiedoushinankeyimeng。
shouwanshangdeqingziquetixingta，yiqiedoucunzai。
liangzhishoudeshouwanshangmian，doushiqingzidehenji，henshenzhongdejihuyaofahei，danshishouwanyijingnengdong，yinggaishirangrenjieshangle。
zheilidedidianyemeiyouyilv，shisishaoqizijigaidehaozhai，zaijiaoqubuyuandedifang，zheigefangjiantabushidiyicilai，youshihouzheigefangjiankeyijiaozuotadefangjian，tashixiangdangzhangyiduanshijianzheigefangjiandezhuren，zhudezuijiu，sishaoqiyouyizhenzimeiwanguolai，zuowanzailikai，neidagaishitazuixianqitadeyiduanshijian，tajihuyiweizijikuaiyaoyouguangmingdeweilaile，kexihenkuaide，tayoukaishihaoxiangmantengzhiwuyiyangdelanzhetarushui。
sishaoqikanzhebaozhi，tingjianzheibiandexiangdong，taitoukantashuo：“xingle。”
zhiyouzheilianggezi，shuobushangshiyiwenhaishichenshu，zongzhibuyongtahuida。
sishaoqisihuyebingmeiyouzhiwangtanenghuidashenme，zhanqishenlai，baozhidiezhediuzaizhuoshang，yijingshiyishenzhengzhuang，zhimeichuanxizhuangwaitao，chenshanhexikudedapeihenhao，kanqilaishangxinyuemu，youhuidaoleneigebinbinyoulideshen
lianjiabeirenmole，duifangdeshougengwangtadebojinglingkouguoqu，jiekaijikekouzi，weisuodenieyiba：“fanzhenghunmizhe，chidiandoufuzongxingba！”
tacaishijinzhang，yidongbugandong，ruguotazaijixu，tayaozenmecainengzhuangdexiaqu？duifangquebaleshou，zhanqilai。
“yemeijiliangrou，laodajiaorenle。”qizhongyigexixiaozheshuo。
yiqunrenzhuanshenwangwaimianzou。
menguanshang，guanjingbaisongyikouqi，zhengkaiyanjing，kanlesixiadequemeiren，zhengzhazhezuoqilai，shenqiandekouziyijingbeijiekaihaojige，luchulimiandexiongyifulai，xiashendequnzigengshipopolanlan，suishidounengbeirenchediaodeyangzi。
zhanqishen，xiangyaokankanyoumeiyoudifangnenggoutaopao，caiqilai，jiutingjianwaimianhunluandeshengxiang。
zhongjianjiazade，haoxiangshiqiangsheng……
xinyixiazihuangle，qiangsheng？zenmehuishi？waimian……
men“peng”deyishengkaile，gangcaichuqudejigexiaohunhunchonghuilai，kanjiantazhanzheyeshimeixiangdao，lianggerenduoqilai，lingwaiyigechongguolaizhuaггиищzhetadetoufajiutuozheyaozou，tajiaohuaiyiban，shuaizaidishang，yaoshangbuzhidaokezainali，tongji，taitoujiukanjianwudongdongdeqiangkouzhengduizhetadeetou。
“nimenbieguolai……”neigexiaohunhunhaidaizheyashemao，yangshengshuohua，xiayimiaohurankaqiao。
guanjingbaikanzhetadetoushangxuehuranpensheerchu，jianletayilian，tazhenggerenhuanhuandedaoxialai，daozaitademianqian，yanjinghaizhengzhe，shoulihainazheqiang，fangfoshizaikanzhetayiyangde，fangfogenbenbuzhidaozenmehuishizijijiusidiao。
“a……”guanjingbairenbuzhujianshengjiaochulai。
menneibianlazhangdeyinyingqueshitoushezaitamianqiandedibanshangmian，yourendabudeguolai，huangranrutongtianshenyiyangde。
tabianshizheiyangdeyigeren，zairenhailimian，wulunheshidounengbeiqufen，cikedemoyang，heisedejingzhuang，genpingchangdexizhuanggelvwanquanbuyiyang，shenshangneiyidianshenshideqixiquanwu，querdaizhideshisushaheyinsen。
takanbuqingchu，tadelianzaiheisedeyinyingxiamian，keshizhidao，shita……
mengranxiangdaoshenme，tazhourandedasheng：“xiaoxin！”
shengyinqilidezijidoujuedekongbu。
第二十三章受伤
sishaoqiyibalakaita，shenhouqiangshengluanxiang，tajihunengganjuedaozidandazaimuzhixiangzishangmianxiangzidankaidesuipian……lianjiashangyouxiere，keshidougubushang。
tadangzhezaitashenqian，lianggerenmengdepudao，shuaizaiyigedamuxiangdehoumian。
waimiandeqiangshengjixu，buzhudeyourenmenhengdaoxiadeshengxiang。
“meishile……”sishaoqideshengyinhuanhuan，queshiduding。
好像从天上来。
chulediantou，buzhidaonengshuoshenme，chulekanzhetabuzhidaonengkannali，shouhaibeikunzhezaibeihou，shenziquezaitadehuaili，baohudehaohaode。
sishaoqikanta，huxineiyangjin，fangfoshizaiquedingtashibushihao，shoubeilanzhejiuzaitadeyaojian，ruguobushiduifangshisishaoqi，tajuedezijihuibeigandongde，zaizidancazhelianjiaguoqudeyike，shenbianzhiyouta……
tadecelianhaishiganjing，meixinweiweidecu，kanta。
haoxiangshilingwaiyigeren，zhishaobushitaguoquwuniansuorenshideneigesishaoqi，meiyanzhijianzhitasuobudongdeshense。
qiangshengyijingxiaolehenduo，sishaoqidongyonglezaisshisuoyounengyongdejingruililiang，shuliangshangyouwanquandeyoushi，duifangdagaizhiyoushijiren，guanjingbaiyijinganquan，waimiandeqitarenyinggaiyijingkaishishouwei。
sishaoqidemuguang，queyouxieshenyuan。
guanjingbaihuitouduishangsishaoqidemouzi，
yigerenweilingwaiyigerendangzidanshiyishunjianbengfadebenneng，keshixuyaoshenmeyangdeqinggancaihuizheiyangzuo？liantazijidoulibuqing……
raneryiqiedehusiluanxiangdouzaixiayimiaozhongzhongjie。
sishaoqizhishikanzheta，haoxiangshikanleyigeshijineiyangjiu，huanhuandexianghoukaozaimuxiangshangmian，shouwuzhudeyaobu，youxuegugudeliuchu……
xue，haoxiangranhongletianji。
染红了她的世界……
buganxiangxinyanqiankanjiande，sishaoqi！tadeyaoshang，weishenmehuiyouxueliuchulai？
gangcaitahuzhezaitashenqian，zidancongtaerbiancafeideshihou，quanranmeiyouzhuyidaotadidideyishengmenheng，tayemeiyoushuo，pudaozaianquandejiaoluozhihouyijuhuadoumeiyoushuo，zhiwentahaobuhao。
tabuhao，yidiandoubuhao。
zheiyike，zheimeduonianlaisuoyoujianlideguanniandoubengta，guanyuneixiehen，neixiebaofu，neixietaoli，neixiexiangyaoshaletadexiangfa，zaishengsimianqian，xiandezheiyangdemiaoxiaoerbuzudao，zaizheiyikeyanlizhishengxiatatuirandekaozaimuxiangshangmiandeshenying，tademuguangyishunjiandouhuansan，buneiyangleng，zhishikanzheta，jingjingde。
yanleiyixiaziliuxialai，buzhidaoyaozenmeshuo。