第二章

yujunxingdehuarangworenbuzhuhuiyiqixiaoshuolidejuqing,yizhenzhenjuqingzaiwonaohailizoumaguanhua。

xiaoshuolideyujunxing,yongyouyigewufayongjinqianhengliangdeshangyediguo,zaoyishijinzitadingduanrenwu。

danfengpibazongma,duoshaodoudeyoudianbing,buranzenmenengjiaofengpini。

yebuduo,jiujige:zaoyuzheng、duozhongrengezhangai、ptsd、sadi**、shuimianzhangai、pianzhirengezhangai、jianxiexingbaofazhangai。

ququqige,duiyubazonglaishuosuandeleshenmeni?

kuangqiehaiyounvzhujiachi,zhiyaonvzhuaita,fenfenzhongziyu。

buyaopenwo,doushiweileyinghedazhongkouwei,jueduibushiyinweizijidesixin。

jiatingneikendingshibuxingfude,fouzezenmehuixuyaonvzhujiushuni。

shangyelianyinxiadechanwu,shuixingyanghuademuqin,chuguichengxingdefuqin,doushibibukeshaodejingdianrenwuhejuqing。

danxianzaizuizhongyaodeshi,wojiushineigekeyijiushutaderen。

suiranbianchenglenanren,danyeshiyujunxingzijixuande。

lingyigezuidadebutong,jiushitalaidaolewodedipan,erbushiwoquletadedipan。

neiyiqiejiudougaiyouwozhudao。

jingliledianjujinghunshijian,wojuedingtoutougaixiajuqing,zhongxindazaoyigexinshidaiwuhaoqingniannanzhurenshe。

bijingxianzaishisanciyuandefazhishehui,erbushiyiciyuandexiaoshuoshijie。

zhiyufengpirenshe,jiusixiaqiaoqiao***zaiwanbei。

shuoganjiugan,wolikexiadanleyibaibenwuhaoqingnianbikanshuji。

kemeixiangdao,yujunxingjuransantianjiukanwanle,haiquandoujizhule,zheihelima?

「《xinqingnian》dezuichuchuangbanrenshishei?」woningzhemeizhigougoukanzheta。

「chenduxiu。」yujunxingyourenyouyu。

「woguoquyizhongdexiangshengshishenme?」

「北方曲种。」

woyibenyibenfanguoqu,yitiyititiwen,tajurandoumeidacuo。

「bukeneng,zheizenmekeneng?」wotanzaishafashang,yanliyipiansiji。

woquedingzijixiewenshi,meijiaguoyijuhezheiyibaibenxiangguanderenhehua,yujunxingbukenengzuobi。

天呐!

xiaoshuorenwuzheimewudidema?

daolexianshishijiejuranhaiyouzhujiaoguanghuan,zheirangwozheiyangputongrenzenmehuo?

zhenglengjian,erbianxiangqileyujunxingdichendeshengyin:「xiuxihaolema?」niutouyikan,tagaodadeshenyingbaoguozhewozhenggeshenzi,yanshenhuisebuming,zhengjugaolinxiadekanzhewo。

womengbidizhazhayan:「haole。」

yujunxingxiaolexiao,fushenyibabaoqiwo,wangdixiashizouqu:「neijiukaishiba。」