第4章
“zheijiushinishuodeshoulezhongshang，kuaiyaosile？”nanrendelianseheidejihunengdichumolai，taduizhelouxiadihouleyisheng，“linguanjia，mingtiankaishinibuyonglaile。”
linguanjiatingdaozheihua，hunshenzhandou，yuanbenjiuyaoyaoyuzhuideshenti，gengshizhichengbuzhu，daozailedishang。
nanrenditoukanzhehuailidenvren，gujiefenmingdexiuzhangshouzhi，niezhuletadexiaba，jiangtadeliantaiqilai，“nidabanyedebuxigeposhouwanshuozijiyaosile，jiangwopianhuilai，jiushiweileyaowoshuini？”
“bu，bushide，ajing，yaobushiwoxiade，shiwobaba，tapianwochuqu，shuoyaogenwohejie，buzaibiwojiajineigenanren，woqulecaifaxian，tagenbenjiushiyaopianwogenneinanrenshangchuang。tajiwoxialeyao，yaobushi，yaobushiwoyisixiangbi，xianzaipashiyijingbeineigenanrenji，ji......wu——”
ajing，wozhidaonishizaihuwode？wobuqiumingfen，zhiyaonengliuzainishenbian，woshenmedoubuyao......”
nanrenyaoniebanjunyidelianshang，luchuyimoxiesidexiao，taditou，kanzheneizhangbailitouhongjiaonenwubideguazilian，tazhangfalingluan。
kenanrencishinaozilifuxiande，queshiganggangjiudianlineigebadaowulidenvren。
tayibajiangnvrendiudaochuangshang，zhengningdexiaole，“jirannizheimepobujidaixiangyaogongxianziji，nei，wochengquanni。”
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“子，子梵？”
ningxiganghuidaogongyulouxia，yixiache，jiukandaoleneigaotiaoshuaiqideshenying，tadexinzhandouleyixia，youneimeyishunjian，tawangjiletazuowanneiyifanxianqidexiuruhuayu，youbianhuileneigeduitayixinyiyidexiaomimei。
zifanzenmehuizaizheili？nandao，tashikandaozuotiandezhaopianle？haishikandaoxinwenle？ta，tashizaiguanxintadema？mingzhidaobukeneng，keningxihaishimanxinkewangzhe。
erchengzifandeyanshenshibinglengde，lengdaodeguzili，taluozainingxishenshangdeshixian，xiangshidaoziyiban，henhencitongleta。xiangqizijicishidechujing，ningxibennengxiangjieshi，“zifan，wo，wozuowanheduole，shiyigerenzhudejiudian。”
takeyiqiangdiaozijishiyigerenzhudejiudian，quejirenyizhongcidiwuyinsanbailiang、yugaimizhangdeganjue。
可她心虚啊。
“nigensheiyiqizhude，woyidiandoubuguanxin，wozhishilaibaituonichengqingyixia，zheishangmianderenbushiwo，biezairangmeitinazheizhongshiqing，quyingxiangbierendeshenghuo。”chengzifandeyuqi，lengmodejinhuwuqing。
tajiangyizhangzhaopiandiuzaileningxideshenshang，shoudaiqidefengxianqiletabozishangdeqingsi，luchulebeizangzailimiandeanhongsexiaocaomei。
kandaoneiyinji，zaihuixiangtaganggangdejieshi，chengzifandeyandishanguoleyimobiyihechaofeng，zheigenvrenhaishigenyiqianyiyang，manzuihuangyan，neixinchouloubukan。
ningxibingweifaxianzijibaoluleshenme，shoumangjiaoluandejiezhuzhaopian，naqilaiyikan，guoranshineixiejizheshoulideneizhang，tajimanglazhuchengzifan，“zifan，nitingwojieshi，zheigerentaqishibushi......”nanren，tashirenyaoa。
kechengzifanbingmeiyoujitabahuashuowandejihui，yibajiangtadeshoupaikai，yandideyanesihaobujiayanshi，“biepengwo，wojuedezang。”shuozhe，tadeshixianzaiciluozaileningxidebozishang，yandidechaofeng，zhijiebiaoxianzailezuibian，“nizhiyaojieshiqingchu，zhaopianshangderenbushiwojiuxingle，qitade，womeixingqu。”
chengzifanzoule，binglengdebeiying，daizheyigushuobuqingdaobumingdefennu。
ningxiditoukanlekanshoulidezhaopian，zaikanchengzifandebeiying，bieshuo，zhaopianshangzhebeiying，genchengzifan，haizhendeshiyouqifenxiangsini。
zhishi，zheizhaopiandaodishisheipaide？tajiuzhishiquxishoujian，diaoxileyigerenyaoeryi，daodishisheizaixianhaita？tayandishanguoyimoyinchen，neizhangkansiwuhaidexiaolianshang，liqiwaixie，yanshenbinglengcigu。
tatuozhepibeideshenzihuidaogongzhu，wulidetanzaileshafashang，bishangyanjingroulerou，naozilituranbengchuyigeqiguaideniantou。
zuotiangentayigefangjianderen，shishei？
tanaozilifuxianlexishoujianneirenyaopiaoliangdebeiying。
xiangdaozheili，ningximomingdehunshenqileyicengjipigeda，erhuabushuojiuchongjinleyushi——jimangxizaoqule。
xiwanzao，ningxitanzaichuangshangshuileyijue，xinglaiyijingshizhongwu。taxiangqishoujiyizhimeikai，jimangpaqilaikaileji，ranhou，jiujiedaolejingjirenqiaojiededianhua。
“ningxi，nishibushifengle？wogennishuoguoduoshaoci，nixianzaishigongzhongrenwu，chuquwaitouyidingyaozhuyibaohuhaoziji，buyaosuibianbeirenjipaidaole。nini，nizenmejiushibuzhangjixingni？nizhidaobuzhidaowangshangderendouzaimanishenme？”dianhuagangjieqi，neibianjiuchuanlaileqiaojieqijibaihuaidejiaosheng，“wofeileduodadexinsicaijinizhengqule《yipinqihou》zheibujudenvsanhao，nidaohao，haimeikaipai，jiujiwodiaolianzi......”
ningxijimangjiangshoujinuokaileyixie，daoxileyikoulengqi，xiaoliandouzhouchengleyituan，dengqiaojiehouwan，tacaiyundanfengqingdehuida，“qiaojie，zheiyicizhendeshiyiwai，erqie，zheibuyeganghaojiwozengjialebushaoreduma......”
“weileredu，renshedoubuyaoleshibushi？keshinizijigenwoshuode，niyaozoutianmeiqingchunmeishaonvderenshe，yaobushiyinweinineizhanglianfuhezheigetiaojian，woshifenglecairangnitianmei......”qiaojiemeihaoqidetuleyikouqi。
ningxidexinyouxiesuanseqilai，shia，tashifenglecaihuiyinweichengzifanxihuantianmeiwenjingdexueyiyan，erjizijiyedinglezheiyangderenshe。suirantazuilishuozhexueyiyanshigexing，tashiyingxing，tamenshibuyiyangde，danshishishangweilechengzifan，tahaizhendemeishaoxuexueyiyan。
zhishi，tazheicongxiaojiuzaiyiqunnanrenduilizhangdadehaizi，zenmedouxuebulaixueyiyanderoumei，ruofeishitaneizhangliantaiguopiaoliang，jirenyizhongqingchunwuhaidecuojue，dangchuqiaojiehaizhendebuhuitongyitazouzheigerenshe。
kerujin，xueyiyanyijinghuilaile，erchengzifanzhishizhizhongyemeiduokanzijiyiyan，suoyi，tazheigetianmeiluxian，haiyaozouxiaquma？