第6章
三种选择
shengyanmeimaichengxitang，gangtajinshangchangdeshihoujiedaolegongxidedianhua。
“jie，niganjinhuilai，youjishi”
gongxishijinniangangzhaojinlvsuodeshixisheng，23sui，liukangnianrangrenshibujitazhaodelvshizhuli，qishitaxianzaishigenzhetuanduishangting，haiyongbudao，liukangnianpolijitazhaode，shuoxianyongzhe，shengyanchuaimozhejinnianliukangniankenenghuirangtaduli。
gongxidexingzisuiranmeineimewenzhong，danyemeineimefuzao，tashengyinjiqie，haiyouxiehaipa，shengyanbianganjindagechehuiqule。
gangdaolvsuo，gongxijiuchaotapaoguolai，“jie，nikuaiqukankan，aiya，neigunianggangcainaozheyaocongchuanghutiaoxiaqu，xingkuizhuxianshengbataanzhule”
shengyangenzhegongxiqulexiaohuiyishi，limianyousangeren，zhuwenyaohelianggenvren。
zhuwenyaozhengmanlianfanzaodechouzheyan，jianshengyanjinlai，shouyidou，yanhuichadianluozaikuzishang。
tabenlaibuxianglaide，yinweicongkafeidianhuijiahoutabeiqindietongdayidun，qindierangtalaifujingqingzui，taxinlibiezheqi，dasuangenshengyanyingkang，fanzhengtazhishishuojigehuangduanziyoumeizenmezheta，tabuxintanengbatagaoshangfating。
zuowanshangtadouyaochuguowanle，jieguotalaodiedadianhuashuobiaomeichuledianshinaozisha。
“nibiaomeideshizhenghaoxuyaoyigelvshi，nidaitaquzhaoshenglvshishigeqiuhedeqiji，lvshizuizhongyaodeshianyuan，nijishenglvshisongkehuguoqutayinggaigengrongyiyuanliangni”
tabenlaishiyaojujuede，buguo，tahoulaixiangdaoleyigenanieshengyandebanfa，suoyijiudayingle。
zhuwenyaorangpangbiandelianggenvrenzuoxia，xianzhizhenianlingshaodadeyigenvrengenshengyanjieshao。
“这是我姐，朱佳”
zhujiamanglimaodegenshengyandalezhaohu，shengyanzaisanrenduimianzuoxia，muguangzaitashenshangkuaisushanguo：sanshiduosui，pifubaoyangdehenhao，yishenshechipin，qizhirouruo，jinzhoudemeiyujianmanshichourong。
姐姐？
shengyanzaizhujiahezhuwenyaoliangrenshenshangsaoshiyiyan，bushuojiedihaizhenkanbuchulai，zhangdebuxiang，erqiezhujiayikanjiushidajiaguixiu，zhuwenyaoxianggeyeshenghuohaimeiguowandeerliuzi。
henkuai，shengyandemuguangyouluozaizhujiayizhilouzhedenvrenshenshang，zhuwenyaojieshaodao：“neishiwobiaomei，songzhen”
shengyanranggongxijisanrendaolecha，shixianhuidaosongzhenshenshang，budongshengsedexixiguanchazhe。
ershiqibasuidemoyang，henpiaoliang，guaziliandayanjing，zhishishuangmuwushenmeishenmejingshenqi，yankuanghongzhong，mianseqiaocui，fangzaizhuoshangdeyoushouwanchuhaichanzhebaisedeshabu，yinggaishizicanle，zhenggerenxiandehensang。
gongxigangcaishuodeneigeyaotiaochuangdeyinggaijiushita。
shengyanshouhuishixian，zhuantoukanxiangzhuwenyao，“suoyizhuxianshengjintianlaizheidemudeshi？”
suishuosongzhenshizijiqinbiaomei，danzhuwenyaoqishihenfantazheizhongyaosiyaohuodenvren，gangcaitajiushuoleyijuhuogai，tajiubeicijideyaotiaochuang，suoyitabuxiangshuozheishi。
yongjiaotitizhujiadedengzishiyitajieshi，zhujiamolelei，tanqidao：
“shenglvshi，shizheiyangde，zhenzhentanlegenanpengyou，jiaoyaowentao，liangrenyijingdinglehun，hunlibenlaidingzailianggeyuehou”
zhujiajiangdezheigegushizhong，zhujiaoshisongzhenheyaowentao。
songzhenshidushengnv，jializuoshengyide，28sui，benkebiye，bailing，zishentiaojianfeichanghao，xiangzhejinbiandebaifumei，pianpianyouyigelianainao。
yaowentao29sui，fumuzailaojiakaigexiaofandian，tazijidazhuanxueli，qichexiaoshou，nengshuohuidao，zuizeitian，songzhenmaichedeshihourenshide。
yaowentaozhangdehao，gaodashuaiqiyouhuiliao，tazhuidesongzhen，liangrenzaiyiqisinian，fenfenhehehenduoci，meicifenshoudemaodundianzaiyuyaowentaodelantaohuataiduo。
yongzhujiadehuashuo，yaowentaopoyouxiehaiwangqianzhi。
yaowentaomeicimeiqianjiuzhaosongzhenfuhe，guanyongdeshouduanjiushixiaguitongkukurouji，haiyoulvshibushuangdetianyanmiyu。
meicifuhedeyuanyin，zaiyusongzhenshigelianainao，mingzhidaoyaowentaojingchanggenyixienvxingpengyouzoudehenjin，haijuedezijinengrangtashouxin，juedezijishiyaowentaoyutangliduyiwuerdeyu。
liangrenjinnianwuyuefendaoletanhunlunjiadedibu，songzhendefumushibukanhaoyaowentaode，naihenversihuoyaojia，erlaozhinengrangbu。
nanfangjialinabuchuqianmaifangzi，liangjiaxieshangdejieguoshi，xiaoliangkouhunhouxianzhuzaisongzhenmingxiadequankuanfangli，zonghenanfangdeqingkuang，zhiyaojisanshiwancailijiuxing。
nanfangtongyile，danshishuozanshinabuchuzheixieqian，xuyaoyiduanshijianchoubei，jieguoqianmeizhunbeihao，songzhenhuaiyunle。
huaiyunhou，nanfangdetaidujiubianle，yisitamenzhinengjibawanbadecaili，songjiaerlaofeichangshengqi，naihesongzhensihuobukendadiaohaizi。
tabeiyaowentaoxilenao，juedezijishidushengnv，fanzhengniangjiadedongxizuihoudoushitade，juedefumutaiwuzhile，youbuchaneiyidianqian。
suoyourendounengkanchulaiyaowentaojiushibenzhesongjiadecaichanqude，zhiyousongzhenzijibuzhiqianfangshiwanzhangshenyuan。
songjiatuoxie，yaojiadecheng，hunlizaiji，pianpianzheishihou，songzhenfaxianyaowentaojinvzhubodashangliaosao，dashangyongdehaishitajiyaowentaohaizhaideqian。
zuirangtarenbuledeshi，zheigenvzhuboshiyihunfunv，haiyoulianggehaizi，sixiahaiyoukaifangjilu，yaowentaojingranweileyigeyihunfunvbeipanta！
yiqizhixiapaohuiniangjia，fuqinshuoletaliangju，tabianxiangbukaiyaogewan，suoxingbeijialirenjishifaxian。
songzhendemuqinshizhufuweiyidemeimei，songzhengenbiaojiezhujiadeganqinghenshen，zhujiaquanletahenjiu，songzhenxiangkailexie，dantahaishibuxiangdadiaohaizi，haishiyoudianshebudefenshou。
zhujiajiuzaifuqindejianyixia，genzhedidizhuwenyaolailvsuole，xiangranglvshijifenxifenxi，zenmeyangcainengzuidachengdudejiangdifengxian。
zhenggegushitingwan，shengyandemiansesihaoweibian，xiangshiyigejihaodeqingtingzhe，gongxiqueqisile，hentiebuchenggangdekanzhesongzhendao：
“nandeshiguyideba，guyirangnihuaiyun，zheiyangjiuhaotancailile，mingbaizhesuanjinijiadeqianni，haixiangshenme，tagenbenbuaini，ganjinpaoa，nishuonizenme……”
shengyanpenglegongxiyixia，yaotoushiyitabizui，songzhenxiaoshengdiguleju，“taduiwotinghaode”
gongxiwuyu，lianainaozhenshiwukejiuyao，huanzuoshita，zaokangzhefeijipaole！
zhujiakanxiangsongzhenshouwanshangdeshabu，lianliantanqi，ranhoukanxiangshengyandao：
“shenglvshi，zhenzhenmingxiayouyitaoquankuanfang，yougequankuanche，cunkuanyousishiwanba，zheijinianluluxuxubangyaowentaohaileshijiwandezhang，ruguoliangrenjiehunzheixiejiusuanle”
“danshi，guguhegufumingxiayoujigemenmianfanghejitaozhuzhaifang，zhenzhenshidushengnv，yihouzheixiekendingshiliujitade，wanyitagenyaowentaojiehunle，neishibushihuibianchengfuqigongtongcaichan，ninkankanyoumeiyoubanfa，bafengxianjiangdaozuidi？”
gongxiyourenbuzhutucao，“youzheitiaojianshenmeyangdenanrenzhaobudao，zenmefeizaiyigezhananshenshangdiaosi，baibaibianyileta，ni……”
shengyanqingpiaopiaodekantayiyan，gongxilikezhulezui，quehaishirenbuzhushengqi，yishouhaopaidadexibalan，qisile！
shengyanduanqibeizihelekoushui，danmodemouzizhengduisongzhen，“xianggentajiehunma？”
songzhenxiangdiantou，youxiangyaotou，wangzhetaneishuangheibaifenmingdemouzi，buzijuetuokoudao：
“wobuzhidao，woxianzaihenjiujie，suirantayoushihoupiqibutaihao，dandaduoshihouduiwozhendetinghao，fenkaiwoyoudianshebude，womenhaiyouganqingzaide。”
“danshitajingranjizhubodashangbuzhiyici，yongwodeqian，haigentakaifang，woyuanliangbule，erqiewoshebudedadiaozheigehaizi，weilehaiziwoqishikeyiren。”
“wobumingbai，jiashangtawotanguosangenanpengyou，meigedoushizhanan，wobuganzaizhaole，wopazaizhaoyigehaishiyaowentaozheiyangderen，wojuedewotaizaogaole，wobuzhidaogaizenmeban。”
tashensedaizhi，henshimangran，shuohuaduanduanxuxu，xiangdaoyijushuoyiju，shuowanyijingqibuchengsheng，zhujiaganjinnalecanjinzhijita。
shengyandengtadeqingxushaoshaohuanhele，pingjingdao：“nidehuaguiyusandian，diyi，nijuedegennanfangzhijianhaiyouaiqing，dier，xianjieduan，haiziduinieryanbinanfangzhongyao，disan，nijuedeshijieshangquanshizhanan，jiyuzheisandian，wokeyijinisangejianyi。”
songzhenfaxiantashuozhonglezijijiujiedexinsi，mozheyanleitaitoukanta，“shenmejianyi？”
gongxizuozhishenzi，babijibenshangdelvsuogongzhangkahaodiguoqu，tixingtamenruoshitingqujiedafangan，yaoxianfuzixunfei。
anzheheyansuodeguiju，xiangshengyanzheizhongjibiede，yixiaoshiwubai，chaoguoyixiaoshidebufenmeixiaoshijiashouyibai，ruoshiqiandingweituodailihetong，zixunfeikezhedixiangyinglvshifeiyong。
zhuwenyaoxianqiangguolebijiben，nazheshoujijiuyaozhuanzhang，zhujiademuguangwangtapingmushangsaoleyiyan，jingyadetixingdao：
“sigeling？niduoshulelianggeling？”
zhuwenyaomimahaimeishuwan，xiangzuzhiyijinglaibuji，xiayishitaitoukanxiangleduimiandeshengyan，“ha，shi，shoudouleyixia，duoshule。”
shengyankanzheta，xiangshizaikanruozhiyiban，chunjiaoquedaizhedandandexiaoyi。
“suoyizhuxianshengjintianlaizheidezhenzhengmude，shijijuezixunfei，ranhouzaiqulvxiejubaowohuluanshoufei？”
zhuwenyaojiantayiyankanchuanleziji，poweiganga，zhengyaosizhubupakaishuitangdejixuzhuanzhang，shengyanyijingchaozhujiahesongzhendao：
“baoqian，liangweiqinghuiba，womeiyoujianyitigong。”
songzhenzhengshimingandeshihou，qingxugangbeianfu，cikeyouyaobengkui，zhujiayibazhangshanzaizhuwenyaonaodaishang，xunchidao：
“你捣什么乱啊！”
tayibaqiangguozhuwenyaodeshouji，zhijiefanhuiqu，ranhouchengkendegenshengyandaoqian，zuihouyongzijideshoujizhongxinfulekuan，zhuwenyaosihuyouxiepazheigejiejie，suinao，quemeihangsheng。
shengyanyewuyiweinan，jiantafulekuan，biankanxiangsongzhendao：“ruguonishiweileaiqing，liletabunenghuo，neijiujia。”
zhuwenyaoyipaizhuozi，bukezhixindekanzheshengyan，“niyoubingba，jiuneizhongnanrennihaiquantajia？”
shengyanbingbulihuita，zhijixukanzhesongzhendao：
“ruguojia，jiujizijiliugehoulu，diyi：lingzhengzhiqianqubangexinka，banidesishiwancunkuandandufangzaizheizhangkali，buyaogenhunhoudekahuntong，hunhoubuyaowangzheigekalicunqian，zheisishiwanjiushinidehunqiangerencaichan；dier：quankuanfanghequankuancheshinidehunqiangerencaichan，zheigebuyongdanxin；disan：niniangjiadejiachanrangnifumuliyizhu，biaomingtamenqushizhihou，mingxiadecunkuanfangchanchezigupiaodengsuoyouzhiqiandedongxi，douguinigerendandujicheng，yunipeiouwuguan，ruguoyihoulihun，zheixietashenmedoufenbuzou。”
jiansongzhenlianshanghaiyoujiujie，tahuanshengdao：“ruguonizhishixiangliuxiahaizi，neijiudanggennanfangjiegezhong，qufuliuzi。”
zhujiajuedezheigehao，likediantoufuhe，youturanxiangdaoshenme，zhuantouchaoshengyandao：
“shenglvshi，ruguotamenfenkai，neizhenzhenzhiqianbangyaowentaohaizhaideshijiwannengyaohuilaima？bunengbaibaibianyileneigehundan！”
shengyanwentayoumeiyouzhuanzhangjilu，huozhenengzhengmingzheibiqianshijiejinanfangdezhengju，zhujiatuiletuisongzhen，songzhenyaotou。
“meiyou，tameicidourangwoquyinxingquqian，shuorenjiazhiyaoxianjin。”
shengyandao：“meiyouzhengjuyaohuilaidekenengxingbuda，danruguonixiangjianshaosunshi，tabushijilenibawanbacailima，fenshouhouzheibiqianbuyaotui，zhijiezhedichenghaizidefuyangfei，nibahuaiyunguochengzhongsuoyoudehuaxiaopingzhengdoubaoliuzhe，biruchanjianfeiyong，zhuyuanfei，zhitongzhen，shoushufei，zuoyuezi，naifen，niaobushi，yingerchuang……zongzhi，zhiyaohuazaihaizishenshangdefeiyongdouliuxiazhengju，tajinideqianjiuyaobuzou，yegaobuying”
gongxichaleyiju，“youqianyouwayouyanmeilaogongmeipoximaodun，zheishihenduonvrenkewangbukeqiuderenshengdianfenga！”
songzhenfangzaizhuoshangdeshouweiweiwochengquantou，dengdayanjingkanzheshengyan，minzhechundao：
“neidisangejianyini？”