第三章
04
电话被我挂断，
xuzhixiaohenkuaijiufalaiyitiaoyuyin：“chenjian，niyiweiniduoyounengnaini？bulainijiubiexianglihun。”
shengyinyadehendi，quechongmanleweixieyiwei。
tazhidao，zhudongquanyizhizhangwozaitadeshoushang。
zongshiwonulidibishangyan，
zaihaoburongyidadaodewangyuecheli，chezaidiantaibofangderengjiushiyinghouxuzhixiaodeshijihunli。
sijidetixingshengxiangqi，daole，chengzaizhewoduiaiqingqidaidedifangdaole。
wocongjiaotangdehoumenzoujinqu，
meiyichushejidoushiwojingxintiaoxuande，weiduqiangyandehezhao。
buguoshiyitiandeshijian，tamenhunshahezhaojiuquanbuhuanshangle，zhenshifeiyisuosi。
wosuodingzhengzaijingjiudexuzhixiao，tabiwangchanggengmei，heshenbiandezhanghaoyiqi，genjigequanneiyirenhuxianghanxuan，
weidujiandaowo，lianseyoubianle：“nizenmecailai？quhoutaidengyixiaba。”
suijiyouzhuangzuoshenmeshidoumeifasheng，zhuantoujixuliao。
quanneijigedoushirenjing，jishizhidaojintiandexinlangbenlaishiwo，yemeiyourenzaishuoshenme。
woxinkouyouxiemen，bijingwoxianzaizhixiangganjinbahunlile，zailizheilianggerenyuanyuande。
wogangnuokaijiaobu，jiubeiyipangzhanghaodequanneihaoyoulanlexialai。
zizuozhuzhangdikaikou：“bushiba，jiunixianzaizheigeyangzi，butaohunshuobudingsaozinenghaiyangzheni，nixianzaihainengganshaya？haiyiweizijixiangyiqianyiyangzhishoukereni？”
yipangdexuzhixiaomeiyoushuohua，zheiyangdejulishuotingbujianshijiade，
我在期待些什么？
jigeyingjundeaidouniyiyanwoyiyudikaishiyuyanxiuru，
“wojidenizhiqianshoudixiahaichulaihaojigehuobaodeyirena。zenme？doumeirenjidela？”
“bushia，nijidetayiqianshitiaowude，jirenjiadangbianwu。sheizhidaoni？queleyihouyemeirenganzhaonitiaoa，neiyiqueyiguaiduohuaji。”
meiyijuhuadounengjingzhundazaiwodetongchu，shenzhiwogenbenjiuburenshitamen。
zhanghaojiayiyaotiwojiewei，
zhuanguoshenxiangtamenjingjiu：“zhige，nijiubudongleba，womenchenxianshengshiyigeyouguqideren。”
“duoshaorencanjiyihoushihennanxiangtayiyangdulide，genghekuangtahaitingxihuanzuojiawude，nimenxujiejialibeishoushidekeganjingle。”
jigerenfachulezezesheng，
“jiuta？zheijiawunengzuoma？jiazhibiebasaozhouyale。”
yizhuorendunshixiaodeqianfanhouyang，
wodenaohailishanguolehenduohuamian，youxianwodeduantuikepade，youchaoxiaowozuolunyide。
jiuzheixiechaoxiaowotinglewunian，yerenlewunian。
huoxushiyinweixuzhixiaoturanxiangqiwocaishitamingyishangdezhangfu，tayouxiemianziguabuzhu，
“haole，chenjiannizenmequdaonadounaoshia？jidajiadaogeqianjiusuanle。”
tayiweitazaiditaijie，shijixiangzheixierenyiyang，congguzilijiulantoule。
我忽视了她的话语，
zhuaqiyipingyijingkaifengdehongjiuzouxiangzhanghao。
05
“canjishiba？wokanninaozicaishicanji，wobangnixiulixiuli，yongshuirunrunyaobuyao。”
hongjiushunzhezhanghaodetouliulexialai，
tachedifakuangle，zhuaqiwoshangyidelingzi，huiqiquantouzhengxiangchaowolianshangzaqu。
quebeiwoyongbutaixiguandejiazhinianyazhejiaozhi，tatongdebiaoqingniuqu，
changmianyouxieshikong，xuzhixiaosihuganggangfanyingguolai，
lianmangjiaoyipangdebinkequtongzhibaoan，zijiguolai，xiangyaojiangwoliangfenkai。
“nibiehuilewodehunli。”tayouxieyaoyaqiechididuiwoshuodao。
erbianyouxiangqileganggangxiuruwodeshengyin：“zheimeduomeitizaizhei，nijiubupaxujiedefensiyirenyikoutuomobaniyansima？”
“nixiangchikoushuishiba？”wolenglengdidingzheta，shuaikaizhengzaiwujiaozhidezhanghao，
zhuazhezuozaineizuisuideliangrendetoufa，jiangtamendelianfeikuaiqiaozaiyiqi，zuibaduizhezuiba，meirenfanyingguolai。
jiulianyipangdefuwushengdoukandaile。
xianchangchuanlailechidaodaguadejinghusheng，gezhonggeyangdeyilunsheng。
xuzhixiaodelianqingyizhenhongyizhen，
meitijuzhezhangqiangduanpaoduizhezheibianjiushiyidunpai。
“goule！”xuzhixiaodashengdinuhan，“buyaopai，buyaonaoshi！”
“bugou！”wohuiduidao。
benlaiwozhixiangananjingjingdijianleren，lilehunjiuzou，
kexianzai，wopianburutadeyi。
bujiushixiangyaodaxiangguojizhimingduma？
“huanyingdajialaidaowohexuzhixiaodehunli，zheishiwomendejiehunzheng。”woyidun，guyimaiguanzi，“zhishibuzhidaozenme，hunliyekeyisuibianhuanrendema？”
“haishishuo，nimenyizaojiugoudashangle？”
wohuanglehuangshouji，limianshixuzhixiaohezhanghaoliaoaimeidezhengju：“wa，nimenhaoduohualiaoya，doujiaoduifangbaobaole。”
haimeidengwoshuowan，baoantingxuzhixiaodehuaqiangxingjiangwodailexiaqu，
但是这已经足够了。
changxiadeyilunshengbigangcaigengda，meitineibianchunchunyudong，
yeyoudadandemeitishenzhizhuishangwo，yaoyifenwanzhengdeshichuiziliao。