wonengganshoudaojihaobizailianshangjingjingdihuaguo，youyizhongculiqueyouwenroudechugan。
zhudaoyishengdezhijianqingqingzaiwolianjiashangdunxia，shengyindichen：“baixiaojie，mazuizhiqian，wozaiwennizuihouyibian——nizhendeyaozheimezuoma？”
wobizheyanjing，huixiangqiqiantiandiediezhuangzhuangchuangjinzheijiazhumingdezhengrongyiyuanshideqingjing。
“yisheng，wodeliannengdongnali？”
“yibanrendouhuimingquedigaosuwo，zijibumanyidedifangshinali，womenkeyixiangbanfazaigaijin。”
woxianglexiang：“xiabaheyanjing。”
yishengzixiduanxiangzhewo，xiaozheshuo：“baixiaojie，nixiangzenmediaozhengni？”
wogouqichunjiao，wusuoweidishuo：“mogu？zhushe？kaiyanjiao……zenmeyangdouxing。”
yishengkanzhewo，xiangshikanzheyigefengzi，wanzhuandishuo：“guniang，nizhibuzhidaohenduorenlaiwozheili，zhimingyaozuonagemingxingdexiabahuozheyanjing。”
woyinyuezhidaotaxiangshuoshenme，yaoleyaochun，piejianjingzilideziji，liansecangbaidexiangshiyouhun。
“……qinmoushizuiduobeizhidingdemoban，shishishang，tadexiaheheyanjingdoufuhehuangjinbili。”yishengfulefuyanjing，“baixiaojie，nidexiabaheyanjing，jihutongtaruchuyizhe，xiangdangwanmeile。”
“bu，wobuxiangxiangta。”wobuzijueditigaoleshengyin，“yisheng，wobuxiangyaozheiyangdexiabaheyanjing。”
yushiwotangzailezheili，jingjingde，dengzheyourennashoushudaohuakaiwodepifu，modiaoyibufengutou，jiangyanjiaokaishen。
wobuzaihuneiyanghuibuhuibuziran，woyebuzaihuneiyanghuibuhuigengpiaoliang，wozhixiangyao——buxiangta。
“haole，mashangyaojinimazui。”yishengxiaozheshuo，yourennayidakuaimianbusidedongximengzhulewodekoubi，buguopianke，wojiuyouxiehunhunyushui。
真好……
shentifangsongxialaideneigeshunjian，pengdeyishengjuxiang——
woyongjinquanshenjinshengdeliqi，cemuxiangneigefangxiangwangguoqu，yidaorenyingzhengjibuxiangwozoulai。
yizhiwuxingdeshoumoranjianzuanzhulewodexinzang，wohuranjuedenanyihuxi。
“xiansheng，zheilishishoushushi……bunengsuibianjinlai……”
sihuyourenzaizuzhita……wohunhunchenchendixiang，kuairangtachuqu！
“baixi，xiangzuozhengrong？”neigenanrenfuxiashen，yonglizhuazhulewodexiahe，jinguanwodeyishikaishiyouxiebuqing，kehaishinengganshoudaoneizhongjudadelidao。
wobeipoyingzhetabinglengdeshixian，tadenuyixianranyijingchudaolebofadeneiyike，kejibianzheiyang，tadeyanshenyijiulengjingrutongyitangushui。
kongju，houhui，bugan……wobuzhidaogaizenmekongzhizheixieqingxu，zhinengrangyanleihaowugujidiluoxialai，tangmanlianjia。
“nizhidaowozuikanzhongdejiushinizheizhanglian，duiba？”tahurankaodegengjin，bijianjihutiezhuwodebijian，yuqidandan，“xianghuileta？”
我的呼吸变得急促。
“baixi，nixinbuxin？！nizaizenmezaojianzheizhanglian，woyeyoubenshirangtabianhuiyuanyang。”tayongzhiyouwotingdedaodeshengyin，“xiangduochikutou？nikeyishishi。”
tashuaikaiwodelian，zaibuduoshuoyigezi，zhuanshenlikai。
yishengzaiyipangwunaidikanzhe，kuxiao：“baixiaojie……”
yourenguanleshoushushidedeng，neizhongqiheirutongyizuojudadeshanyaxialai，woxiangwozhendekuaisile，wotoubuguoqi，woxiangtu。
“baixiaojie？baixi？”woyinyuetingdaoyourenjiaowodemingzi。
woxiangtashiyaowenwozuobuzuoshoushule……wofangqi，wobuzuole。
jiranshenqinjuanyijingfaxianle，wozhidaotabushizaikonghewo……napawobazijidelianquanhuile，tahuiyidaodaoyizhenzhendibangwobuhuilai。
我放弃。
zuihouyisiyishixiaoshideneiyike，wohuranxiang，yaoshiyiqiekeyizhonglai，gaiyouduohao。
woyaofangqineixiehuangtangdemilianheganqing。
erwocike，jiuyouziqu。